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8-12-12

Once again I am in my dream room. I hear the voice of the dream character I met two dreams ago. He was talking about helping me figure out dreams from waking life. I see my mother on her computer. I go up to her and she says "I have been looking for that video anelay yeninyellay" she snickers evilly. I try to see what is on her laptop but she puts it away from me. She then shows it to me, it is some creepy video but I am not phased by it. She then gets up. I am wondering what is going to happen next so I follow her, I follow her to the bathroom. I then start doing reality checks with the lights switches in the bathroom. Unfortunately all of the light switches worked perfectly. My 'mom' tells me to get out so I do. I am not satisfied yet with doing the reality checks. I notice a digital clock. I go up to it and examine it closely. The first time I look at it the time is 4:27, I look away and look back and the time is now 4:30, I look away and look back at it again and now it is 4:50. I then say "I must be dreaming" then I wake up.

8-12-12

I go back to sleep and I begin to dream, I end up in my dream room once again and I remember that I must find that youtube video my dream guide told me about. I get my laptop I go to youtube. As I begin to type the name "Anelay yeninyellah" before I finished the whole name just appears so I click on it. The video is just an adult outside in his backyard on a sunny day talking about something. (I don't know what the video was even about!). I accidentally click on another video and the name of the channel was called "Baldurs gate" which is an old RPG game that I played. The video however did not seem any different than the Anelay yeninyellah video I saw. The next dream continues from this one

8-12-12

This is a continuation from the last dream "Yet another DEILD"
I am not outside it is getting dark. I meet this guy that seems to be almost my age, Me and him start to talk. (I am not as lucid as before but still mindful). I don't remember the entire conversation but I do remember him saying I must find a youtube video called "Anelay Yeninyellah" I ask him "does this video exist in waking life?" he says "no you will only find this video in the dream" He also tells me he will be in more of my dreams from now on. I also asks him "Have you been in my dreams before" he tells me to look in my dream journal. I tell him "ok I'll look to see if you were in my dreams before"
I wake up. (My next dream continues from this one though)

8-12-12

I feel the vibrations but I also hear the sound of this loud train. I also see a quick vision of space. After this stops I roll out and enter the dream. My goal is to just practice stabilizing the dream but I quickly lose sight of this goal (damn it!). My house is dark. I go into the kitchen and this spooky music starts to play from my wi-fi modem that I keep on the kitchen table. I don't bother trying to turn on the lights because I never have luck getting them to work in dreams. I pick it up and try to break it but it doesn't work. I ignore it. To my right from the entrance from the kitchen is the hallway the leads to the bedroom of my grandma. I see a woman in the bed but I can't tell if it's my grandma or not, the meeting was brief and the dream ends and I wake up. However my next dream seems to continue from this one

8-7-12

Feel the vibes when they finished I roll out and now I am in dreamland. I get up and rub my hands. First thing I notice is my body is different, it is clear and see through but it is still me. This dream scape is slightly different than my waking life room. For example there is no mirror in the living room but in this world there is some extra furniture that has a mirror attached to it. I believe I see my mother but I ignore her. I remember my goal is to go through a mirror to see what would happen. I go up to the mirror I talked about earlier. I look at my face and it looks like me but it is clear and see through. I then slowly put my hand onto the mirror and as soon as I touched the mirror my lucidity goes away and I am transported to this big open forest area. In this place random animals would just appear and come at me and I die. Soon I come back. On the upper right portion of the 'screen' is a health bar. I am more mindful but not lucid anymore. I know that I cannot be harmed. As the lions come at me I keep them at bay with just my will power. I can somehow manipulate my health bar by smiling in a certain way. In an instant it becomes dark and this strange minotaur like creature shoots arrows at me but they do no harm to me. The dream collapses and I wake up.

7-5-12

I wake up I don't move I feel the vibrations, once they stopped I roll out of my bed and in the dream. I do the nose plug RC it does not confirm I am dreaming so I do the finger thru palm and that also doesn't confirm I am dreaming. Since I know I am dreaming already I just forget doing the reality checks. Everything looks very blurry but it becomes stable moments later. I see my mother on her couch however she has this green gassy aura around her. When I walked closer to her I think she might attack me so I leave her alone. I jump and I stay up in the air. Excited I immediately fly through my window. I end up outside floating high above a city. I hear some sort of news cast going on in the background. I fly down quickly then ascend back into the air. I rub my hands together for grounding and things become more clearer. A few seconds later I am back in waking life and my mother is watching the news.

I had a dream last night that involved collecting pieces of candy (Smarties - the American kind - to be specific) and making note of which ones we found on a chart. The candy was all hidden in my living room, and the chart was on the dining room table (we have a combined living room/dining room/kitchen area, all as one big room).

In the next dream, I was watching some weird TV show, in which a school nurse went crazy and killed one of the kids.

I woke up after that but soon went back to sleep and had a dream that I was checking Facebook and saw that one of my friends had spoiled the ending to The Legend of Zelda: Skyward Sword (ironically, he's never played Skyward Sword IWL). I can't remember what he'd said, but I kind of wish I could remember, so I could see how close it compares with the actual ending when I finish the game IWL.

The next dream... I don't even know where to start with this one. I remember it. I can't recall anything I can really put into words. I can hardly even recall any images. I can barely even remember anything that happened. Yet I know that I can just... remember it - this feeling of acknowledgement of having dreamt it, I suppose.

I guess I'll try to write what I can remember and put into words. It was kind of dark. It was also a video game - and a rather frustrating one at that. I remember the mini-map in the corner. There were four dots on that map - two red and two yellow. The red ones were me, and the yellow ones were the enemy. I can't remember who/what I was, though, just that I was represented on the mini-map as two red dots.

Very brief dream, still aware of waking self. There was a person who, through sorcery or misfortune, had got the face of a pig. I proceeded with a face transplant for the patient, but awoke before being able to attach the new face. Surgery was going very well, and the removal was smooth and complete.

Taking lunch in the University courtyard which I often dream of (not the real one). Become aware of a pilgrimage of Western soldiers through China, from SW to NE, as some form of protest. Started to watch a news report on the subject, which was presented like a weather report, with a puppet weatherman standing in front of a map of China covered with yellow McDonald's symbols of varying size, probably representing cities. Reporter showed path of soldiers, and where they were taking refuge in a small country, isolated in the middle of China. Report of some being abducted from sanctuary country by Chinese government. Reporter went on to talk about commercialisation of mainland China, indicating McDonald's symbols.

I woke up in the middle of the night which happens somewhat often for me. As I woke up, I remembered the FILD technique. So I started twitching my fingers back and forth for about 20 seconds. After that, I did it for another 10 seconds. But after about a total of 15 or 20 seconds, I felt a snap away from my body. But I continued anyways. After the 10 seconds, I grabbed my nose, to see if I could still breathe, which I could.

I had done my first induction into a lucid dream. I was really proud. The first thing I did was go up to a mirror. I wanted to try and teleport into a different dream scene. I wanted to be a part of a zombie apocalypse. I tried many different mirrors, but the first two I went up to, I just saw my reflection, which in fact, now that I’m in full waking awareness I realize, it didn’t even look like me. A third one, I got teleported into another scene, but it was not much different, and then I tried going back and I did. I just stayed in there. I was hungry and I decided to just fly around the city while I eat. I couldn’t just “float” I had to flap my arms like a bird would, but as I did, I just held my food in front of me floating.
Since I wanted to create a zombie apocalypse, I tried to desperately create a plot in my head and make it happen. I tried to create a scenario where some vaccine doesn’t work on somebody and it changes them. None of that worked. I tried to just imagine zombies in front of me, but I can’t do that. I don’t know how to create an entity very well. I also just tried to create an entity I could fly on top of, but could not.

I don’t totally remember that many details, because it was an early dream in the night, and I could not access a computer till later that morning. But I remember that I had awoken many times, so I thought, but just held my nose again, and realized I was still in the dream state. One time there was a scenario which I don’t totally remember. But I had a friend who was a TV show character, Barney, from How I Met Your Mother, and he said he had a “shadow” spirit kinda thing inside of him, controlling him. I tried to expel it by looking into a mirror, which the first thing I saw was a little excerpt showing how the spirit got inside of him and that it truly was controlling him. I went inside the mirror to try and fix things, but slowly, my dream faded. The dream was over.

I did accomplish a dream goal of mine, which was to maintain control for the entire night.

I did not remember nearly as many details of the dream that were a main part, but it was still an awesome experience, that I can mark down as my first full lucid dream.

Dream - Lucid

All I can recall is walking through a parking lot outside of what reminded me of this Mexican restaurant I frequented in high school.

I barely slept at all last night...damn you, insomnia! Screwing up my dreaming endeavors.

I had a dream last night, after two of them, that I was at a basket-ball game with these cute but weird perverted class clowns. But the game was in my school gym! I had just kicked a moutain dew down like thirty stories of stairs, and like tons of moutain dew flew out! It went all over the floor, so they had to stop the game to clean it up. IN the dream, I was pretty cool with the guys. Not awkward at all. But then, something strange happened... We sat down in the top row of bleachers really high up, and he was whispering something to his friends...they were, too, VERY perverted. He starts smiling and nods. He turns to me and takes my chin in his hands, I was about to laugh but he kisses me... I could FEEL it. Like as if though I was actually kissing him. It was strange. If someone touches me in a dream, I can feel it like they was ACTUALLY there, ACTUALLY touching me...but this was different. They say, if you dream a person, their thinking of you or miss you we don't ever talk though!

I was living a life in a tropical place i didn't know exactly where. I had a stunningly beautiful wife, and I live in a fairly small house/ hut. I was a mercenary so I lived with weapons all around the house lol and it was raining heavily. I couldn't sleep for some reason because I just had that bad feeling that something was coming. I had my eye out of the window looking down at the road noticing cars coasting by. They splashed water everywhere and plunged into puddles all over. I was holding a m911 in my hand sitting next to my sleeping wife and a laptop that had the current mission set on it. Then some weird shut happened out side, lighting flashed and two cars slid and wrecked into each other. I made sure my gun was loaded and watched them. I put in some pants which were in this tissue like box where you just pull them out and put hem on, and sat with my gun aimed out the window. I knew they were coming to my house so I was ready. My wife woke up and grabbed a rifle and I told her to sit in the back of the house/hut. So she did and two guys (jacked dudes) approached up the driveway and I got ready to take them out but I didn't, I had a feeling they were just needing help from crashing their cars (which was an all black challenger and a fast back mustang) so they walk into the front door and I approach them asking what they want and all of a sudden we are buddies. We start shooting the shit about dif types of guns and just relaxing and having a few beers. Haha that's all I can remember

I was in a house that ive never been to before it the house must be in the north pole of something because there is snow as far as I can see the next thing I remember is doing a RC then saying behind this door is something I don’t remember what I said but behind the door was a room like a cave on the left was a 3 steps going up to a bed right next to that was a cabinet in the middle was a hallway that turned to the right I went and sat on the bed and opened the cabinet and inside was 8 small books they had a wavy edge then I remember ive been here in this room before so I get up and go down the hall and a mace and a shield fall from the ceiling the mace was just a ball with a scope thing on it they were both gold I pick them up I had a hard time holding the shield and the mace was heavy then a large guy in a gold sute of armor he has a gold axe with 4 blades he swung at me I blocked it then I swung he blocked then I spun around and hit him in the head he fell I droped the weapons and went down the hall I came into a room with wooden walls and floor with a clutters table along the right wall a kid from school was there and I found 3 square pakets of some herb and we rolled it up I don’t remember rolling it but it just appered in my hand lit when we finshed I went down a hach in the floor and I came out in a very bright park with 3 people standing together one of them fell on me then I woke up

DILD 8-25-12
I became lucid Randomly at some point. I was in a store, people were All around. I had in my mind the objective to write a waking life journal for TOTM for some reason. I wrote some stuff down on something I can't remember. I wrote down how I performed ADA like 7 times the day defore. Next thing I remember I was outside of store next to a creek, I was feeling the pavement hard rough surface with my hand and flowing across the pavement was a thin layer of cool water which I felt too. Some time went by in the dream ( such a long dream I can't remember much ) I was in a field next thing I recall feeling the grass with my hand, trying to lift off to fly. I flew to another field abs I spotted a vehicle in mud, I easily lifted it out (telekenisis) so the car could keep driving. Looked up and noticed a tornado. Some more things happened as well but can't recall nearly anything.