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Notes:
*I took a nap around 4:00 PM woke up once having a small recall of a dream but couldn't remember (may be too lazy and decided to go back to sleep) then woke up again around 1:00 AM with dream 1. Dream 2 follow shortly after within a hour or two.
*After the first dream I turn on my computer and open notepad to take notes
*Dream 2 may be a day dream and a dream combo as I was thinking about my last dream before falling asleep. It seem the time wouldn't be long enough to have a dream...

Dream 1: [Not Lucid though I believe I effected it somehow]

I wanted to watch a movie call Groundhog Day which is about a guy who repeat the same day of his life. I never seen any clips or anything though. I don't even know what the main character look like. (Learn about it from an epic Supernatural episode.)

I dream of the "main character" walking around doing the movie. He look like a guy who should be in church 27/7 wearing a blue suit/red tie with brown church comb hair.

I don't recall much of the start but a black kid (his friend?) was on a stake board riding down an area that is near my house on the building porch (it a huge building...kinda like a mini mega mall) He said something like "Did you know _______ can effect time" or something like that. The blank was the words Bermuda Triangle and noise mixed together. Bermuda noise sound about right. The main character gave a odd reply like "I must change time" or something that confuse the black kid.

There was a SUPER FREAKING BIG tornado. This bad boy is like 100 times bigger then any 2012 or fake tornado that you may have seen. This was assume to be like a state or so away.

There was a building gate thing closing everyone off in a open area. I have no clue what stopping people from going around but hey, it a dream/movie...Logic don't exist. The main character needed to get to the other side of the building but the wind is too strong. He and a few other people start holding hands and start helping each other to the other side. They added more people to the hand holding group and the main character started to say "no homo". Him and a DC or two started to say that every 5 secs while walking.

My dream decided to tell a movie-like joke as a black guy walk by and one of the DC (also black and was the first to hold the main character hand) said "I think he might be homo".

Anyway we got to the other side but the guards + wind pretty much made everyone give up hope.

You know how when you want a character to do something in a movie you would wish it very hard and may even shout it out loud? "LOOK BEHIND YOU!" for example?

Anyway a character I made up which I dubbed "The Assassin" is pretty much like Mask wearing Ichigo from Bleach. A few changes but wearing a black outfit and a pure white mask with black hair coming from the mask. He is a demon I thought up which was inspire greatly by Ichigo. He use a dagger which wasn't seen here. The main reason why he was created was simply to be a demon that I could transform into with a special power that I can use within dreams.

I was still not lucid but I was somehow able to suggest this and the main character transform into the assassin. Everyone around him was shocked. The assassin power was being able to break down matter at will. Beside that he just very kickass.

He punch one of the guard and push the other. He destroy the gate and destroy the 2nd gate. The guards was after him which at this point feel like it was me. (Still not lucid >.>) We were like on the top of the great wall of China kind of thing where you can only drive a car on.

Anyway I try to destroy part of the back of the school bus that was there but was unable to at this point. It was raining and yet no wind...None at all beside the small amount needed to push the rain at an angel.

I took the bus by opening the main doors and took off. The bus was somehow our run the guard on top of the fixed wall-of-china path.

After a while I just hold down the gas not caring to control the bus at the path was fixed. The path was like a story high. I saw that the path ended to ground level and have a feeling the guard knew so. At this point I felt the need to run as far and as fast as I can. I step on the gas to have the bus crashing down. It was ok but I felt the bus was useless now.

I recall the bus crushing toy trains on the way down...A school tour of some kind of train thing? That would explain the toy train, school bus and great-wall-of-china...

Anyway the area was surrounded with a building (derp, didn't even think about entering it...Still not lucid.) and some kind of cheap blue wall that you may find on mid-size pools.

I went into a building/cave like area to the right and it seem to be like a sewer full of watery shit. I didn't mind...Only went up to my knees. There was a window to my right...I look out and to my left to see there was a wall of ground/mud...No way I am trying to go up that. I look at my choices. There was a waterfall of shit that I not going to go through...and looking outside of the window to see if I can go around the wall of dirt I saw it was pretty much a ditch.

I woke up.

Dream 2: [Lucid though as noted before this could be a day dream combo]

I reran the dream again starting where I was the assassin. I took the bus and knowing that I have dream control I fixed the pathway. I went and there was a blue tube on the other side. The bus was somehow able to fit and after a while of going in and out of tubes (one of which had water making my pants and mid area wet) it finally ended in a forest...Well more like a plain area with a few skinny trees.

There was a platform about up to my neck. I decided to jump super high but was only able to barely make it to the top of the platform. Seem like my dream control is being a dick. I walk to see a highway. At this point the tornado and pretty much everything else was out of my mind...I just wanted to see if I could have found a way out. (Like I said...This could be a deep day dream)

I saw a guy looking at a poster on a wall...He was wearing a bookbag where a snail came out and started to wave at me. I walk over to the snail and it told me something I forgot. (Adventure Time anyone? http://adventuretimewithfinnandjake....com/wiki/Snail)

Only thing I remember is G35S/G35s/G35

Which when typing into Google only show me a car...So yea...No clue on what my subconscious is trying to tell me.

This is one of the few times where I repeated a dream and the FIRST time I ever done it at will...Somewhat.

QUESTION: Is is possible to have complete dream control when not lucid? I believe I did this though dream control somewhat fail me when it come to destroying the back of the bus.

15-07-11 No recall. Been drunk and stoned.

Whooooo, another MILD attempt last night. I woke up around 630 AM, stayed up 10 minutes, and the result was a sort of lucid dream about an hour later. The 10 minute thing seems to be working pretty well, but I may need to stay up a little longer or be a bit more active during the 10 minutes, because I still feel like I'm falling asleep almost instantly when I lie down again.

Then, this morning when I got out of bed, at first I didn't remember that many dreams, but I got into a strange half-sleepy mode where I could suddenly remember a LOT of dreams from last night. This happens to me sometimes at night when I'm falling asleep, I'll suddenly start remembering a bunch of old dreams in a chain. Anyways, here they all are!



#1011:
Date: July 13th, 2011
Length: 6 minutes

I began the dream in a sort of grocery store. After a few moments, I was (partially) lucid; I think I did a nose-plug RC. I tried to stabilize everything and get into a clear mindset. I remembered one idea I had to help me focus and become fully conscious: remembering some things I'm doing in the coming week IRL. I only managed to recall two of them before losing attention, and I don't remember exactly what they were. I also switched to thinking in French for a while.

A friend of mine appeared to my left, and showed me a table with a whole bunch of food and stuff, inviting me to dig in. I started with a weird sort of bar of hard candy, but it tasted very strange so I spit it out. I think I had a slice of pizza and just generally pigged out because I knew it didn't matter and it's always interesting to see how things will taste in a dream.

After this, my recall of the dream is blurry for a while, I remember an Asian girl, a large lake that I considered swimming in but eventually decided not to, and some alternation between day and night. Eventually I ended up in a sort of motel room. The dream got pretty strange from there, so I'll pass on writing up the rest.



#1012:
Date: July 13th, 2011
Length: 4 minutes

This whole dream occurred in some kind of large underground mall/subway station. In the dream, I would repeatedly have to run and jump really fast to get from one side of the station to another. There was an elevator on both ends of the mall that I would go into. I would sprint, slide along rails and doing a whole bunch of acrobatic stuff I probably couldn't pull off in real life.

It was all pretty fun, but I was also scared because I was being chased (by police and other characters), so basically running for my life. Sometimes there was this sort of witch/hag dressed all in black after me. She would occasionally catch up with me and grab me. She had a kind of magical touch and whenever I came into contact with her it was like I was being electrocuted -- I could barely move and it was quite painful. Thankfully, I would get rescued by a mysterious woman who would fight off the hag whenever this happened, buying just enough time for me to run to the escape elevator, which took me back to the start.


Once, while in the elevator I saw a tiny inscription near the buttons, that said something about how this "game" worked: every 3 rounds there would be a more difficult, advanced round (which is where the hag usually showed up). Apparently after 3 advanced rounds it would all be finished. On the last run that I remember, near the start I was approached by a well-dressed Asian man. He apparently worked for the evil corporation that was after me, but had decided to betray them. He led me into a secret area of the mall, and I don't remember what he showed me there.


#1013:
Date: July 13th, 2011
Length: 3 minutes

I was in a city, though at times I was semi-aware of it all being part of a video game. I knew there was some sort of fixed plot I was to follow, somehow related to the movie the Sorcerer's Apprentice (which I haven't seen but whose title I saw the other day). There was a weird tension to the dream, so for a while I was intentionally just walking around doing nothing, kind of afraid of actually starting the plot. I rode on a bus for a while and just looked around, surprised that the city was so big (ie, that the game had such a vast area to explore).

Eventually, I ended up in a dark, creepy bathroom. The stalls were filled with junk, and in one of them I found a really strange pencil. It was somewhat pink and decorated, and it was apparently a wand of great power. I remember taking it, but nothing after that.



And some fragments:

- I was at home, juggling a soccer ball in the back yard. I accidentally kicked it too hard though and it went over the fence. I was about to go get the ball, but the dream ended.

- I was looking on facebook, and I was surprised to see that an old friend was participating in a competition that I'm entering.

- A strange dream where I was exploring what was supposed to be a college campus, but it really just seemed to be some place in the mountains. I think I had a few moments of lucidity, then the rest of the dream just got blurry and weird.

- I was "in" a game similar to minecraft. In front of me was a long bridge, and at the end of the bridge was a giant red sort of laser beam. My friends told me that it was a portal to hell, and that I should just jump into it. When I did, I died and all my stuff dropped down far below. I respawned and tried to go get my stuff, but down where it had fallen was a whole bunch of lava and only a few stepping stones and water. I managed to get down there but struggled to escape and I think I died a few more times.

- A dream where I ended up back at several old places where I supposedly used to live (they were somewhat similar, but none of them actually exist): one was a tiny place with two beds, with another room down the hall for doing things besides sleeping. There was also a depressing 1-room lodge.

I was on a night out, possibly at one of my locals, and a musician I follow on Youtube, but never met, was there. I have spoken to her via chat channels which she initiated, so she's not a distant Youtube celeb.
We shall call her Jane.
I remember seeing her walking about, which she enver does on her videos, she's always seated. I was behind her at points and in front at others - I think we were walking through the crowd.
At one time we were across a table from each other - I don't remember sitting down, so I think the dream 'skipped' that bit. There are people to my left, possibly people I know, and a friend 'L' to my right. Either I say something or Jane does to which we both laugh (not outrageous, but amused). I turn to L who is grinning, but may have had a strange expression on his face, like confusion. I look back at Jane, who is still smiling, and she touches my forearm. I look at her hand on my arm.
Dream ends to a false awakening.

Hours of sleep: 9.5
Vividness: 4/5
Recall: 3/5

I'm in the centre of my home-town. I'm standing on the main parking of my town. It's summer and the sun shines very bright. My brother drives to the parking and stops his car in front of me. He gets out with 7 other people. I was wondering how so many people can get inside. My second brother is also there and he rides a motorbike. I ask him when he buyed it and since when he got a licence (by the way he's 11). But he doesn't give me an answer. He simply drives away. I'm very disturbed by that shit going on around here. Suddenly a bunch of people I see at university show up. I want to RC but the bunch takes me inside a building that looks like universityI forget about the previous stuff.
Inside there are a few desks. Apparently our results have arrived. I look at them but I don't see our class. I remember that our results only come out in a week or so. I simply get out of that room and take the elevator. A female DC comes in and I think I've heard about her a few weeks ago. I want to ask her who she is, but she's very impolite:

DC: Shut up! You don't have the right to talk with me you little bastard!

We get out and I'm in a class. The place looks like a business-office, but there are students in there. They all have a plant i front of them. I have the feeling I'm in a botanic class a friend of mine used to go to. The female DC is the professor. I think about it and I realize that I thought the professor was a man.I find this odd and want to think about it. But there is a lot of trouble going on. The students are really noisy and someone plays a song on his radio. Everybody starts to sing it and we even start a musical or something. It's pretty hilarious and I start this awesome shit too.
The professor starts to jell around, she's really angry, she even starts to throw things around, she kicks some students out of her class. Everyone shuts up and behaves normally.
The teacher says to me that I have to present my project. I don't know what it was about and say to her I could only present if there was a power-point presentation, because I didn't know a single thing. There is suddenly a presentation running. It's about a topic, but I'm not able to read the title. I'm really nervous and I ask the teacher what the title is. She writes it on the chalkboard. I'm still not able to read it. A DC tells me the word but I forget it as soon as I hear it. I start the presentation but it's really bad. The students start to protest and I get kicked out of class

Dream Lucid Me DC

Dream 1: I was on my school yard with some big guy. I was lucid. I'm not sure about, but I might have entered the dream through a portal. The man said that he was waiting for her daughter to get something to him from the school. He told me he was a god. I saw a girl come out of the building and give the man something. Then the man was holding a metal rod. There were other children around me. The man told me that he had a house in the moon and that he could teleport us there with this metal rod. I pointed at the moon and shouted "To the moon!" The rod started glowing white. He swinged it in front of us and we teleported. It was dark, so I couldn't see anything. Then we teleported back. I had lost lucidity and woke soon after.

Dream 2: I was in some school. Me and some other students were removing books from an bookshelf in order to get to the other side. Then we left and started to play ice hockey. We won the match, but then a female teacher came in followed by a crowd of zombified children. (Apparently some children had been disappearing from the school. And here they were. One of the zombified girls started talking to one non-zombified boy. "Help me.. I'm dying." she said. The boy promised to help, but told the girl to act brainwashed until he could come up with a plan. We went on to a balcony right above the playing area. The boy who talked to the girl was short, so I lifted him so he could see the zombified kids playing ice hockey. We talked a bit about how we could help them. Then the short boy fell over the safety rail. I grabbed his arm and the two other boys with us grabbed me and we pulled him back. Then our principle gave us a speech. No idea what he said. The school flooded (It was build on a small island.) And only me and some other boy got away. We went to our house. (We were adults now.) There was some poster on the wall showing two safe places around here. The other one was this house. My friend told me to look outside the window behind me. There was a military truck there and soldiers came out from it. Then I saw some more soldiers standing near a gas station on the other side of the house and told him to look at it. It took me a while to get him to look at the right way, but when he did, he became worried. He told me we were leaving. I realized that those soldiers were the once zombified kids, as well as the rest of the school, now all brainwashed by the teacher. We took our bikes (He might had had a motorcycle.) and started going away. (Something may have happened before this, but it was probably just shooting some guards.) I saw a sign that had the same poster attached to it as the one I saw in the house. We started going to the safe place. On the way one kid from my real school joined us. The road finally kinda ended inside a building. (One wall was gone and the road went in from there.) We got to the corner of the room where there was one lone computer. I thought he was going to get some information from it, which I thought was a stupid idea, because there were two brainwashed girls getting closer. Instead my friend lifted the computer and threw it through one of the windows and jumped down. I followed him and the boy from my school came last. There was a small edge on the wall and we hided under it. The girls looked outside the window, but didn't see us, even though really they would have. I looked around to make sure no one else was coming this way. I crossed my eyes and started seeing the world differently. Although the only difference was that the world seemed more dark and I could see the ground go up and down on one spot. I thought it was some guard travelling underground. I waited till the girls went away and shot to the ground. My friend asked me what the hell did I think I was doing. I told him about the guard and shot again. He told me to not waste any ammo. I pushed my hand underground to the spot where I thought I saw the guard. My hand touched some smooth and round. A lot like a human skull. I pulled my hand away as I didn't want to see what it was. We saw the ocean not far from there. The boy from my school started trying to wake himself up. I heard a voice saying something like "And then he tried to wake himself up by closing and opening his eyes rapidly." I tried it too. Didn't work. We jumped into the sea, my friend first, me second and the boy last. We stayed underwater to avoid the guards. I started wondering how I could hold my breath so long. (Nope, no lucidity here.) Then I tried to wake myself up again and it worked.

Fragment: Reading someones DJ where he/she met three characters. I only remember one called "Princess Twilight."

I dreamed I was standing in my grandmother's yard. Children were boarding a space shuttle to fly up in space. After it launched, the kids made it half way to the atmosphere, then the ship exploded. All the kids screamed at once and went silence. It rained bodies.

~I'm walking through someone's yard when Wesley (friend... erm... boyfriend) comes up and tells me to follow him. He leads me to a small, white, brick building with no windows. Inside is a very strange but cool place. There's no identifiable walls or floor or ceiling or anything, it's just one black space. All around, spreading farther than I can see, are small cube-shaped pedestals. But only the edges are visible, like a 3-D neon sign. They're all different colors, and an object is resting on every one. We step up to a pedestal with an egg on it. Wesley picks it up and cracks a small piece off, then gives it to me.

Inside the shell, there's a whole universe. Stars and galaxies and nebulae and everything. It's beautiful. I look around and feel very small, despite the fact that I'm holding a universe in my hand.


~EDIT: Almost forgot. I started to have a lucid, I was on a beach somewhere, but a huge clap of thunder woke me up and then I couldn't fall back asleep.

Another I can't really read here... >.<

1) David. Parkour and alarm. Oil. Burn.

2) Mom and terrorism. Money. Grill on.

3) LUCID. Scrap. Call on Norse rune Ing to try to bring shared dreamers to me.


(Ing is a diamond with four equal sides. Pronounced like the ending of thing. Another way to see it is a square rotated 45 degrees)

Non-Dream/Lucid/Non-Lucid/Dream-counter

DREAM 1: I and the Scooby-Doo gang were going to the Mystery Machine (Captain obvious is obvious ). I was staying near Scooby and talking about stuff. (Good thing is that in my dream Scooby didn't spell every first letter from a word with "R" so I could actually understand what he says).
I don't know what were we talking about and don't remember too much of that dream, but I was very happy to meet Scooby.
DREAM 2: I drunk a lot of orange juice and after I tried the first one I wanted to try the bottle with the red orange juice. It had no taste..so I drunk then some Coke, but after so much orange juice it had a shit taste.

To be honest, I wish I had more dreams like the first one.

Character Legend:
Scooby-Doo - If you don't know Scooby you are a sad...very sad person. But here it goes. It's a brown dog that can speak and hangs out with the gang.

I have a lot of dreams about taking field-trips with school classes.

So last night, we went on an "endurance trip." The class was split into groups of four and given a specialty trainer. After training our groups would be put through an obstacle course relevant to thair trained specialty while the rest of the class watched their performance on TV.

(This is very similar to a book series I read called The Hunger Games, based off of which I have had multiple dreams. Usually in these dreams I am in the violence, however this time I was just watching.)

For no apparent reason the class was staying at my house while we stayed up all night watching the group's performance on TV.

I knew three of the four group members: Brandon (a "chum" of mine, don't know well, but he is very nice and humorous), Tania (we were very good friends a few years back and occasionally still get together), and Sarah (we were friends during 2nd and 3rd grade), and a 2nd guy I don't know in RL.

It was nighttime and it appeared that they were climbing the Eiffel Tower (I'm not sure what the reason was). And a bomb detonated. Suddenly there were bombs going off all over the dang tower (they looked more like mega-high-voltage shocks, I'm nots sure). The coordinators of the obstacle course only meant to have one bomb and the anonymous guy's ex-girlfriend was suspected of sabotaging the course.

Most people were shocked, some were awed and maybe even proud of the girl for "getting revenge", but I seemed to be the only one who was crying over it.

However, the group still had to complete the course. I walked away from the TV and stood looking out a glass door. Suddenly I could see the four group members sitting on a bench just outside of the door. They were talking to a gruop of guys who were apparently friends of the anonymous guy.

Brandon was telling jokes to the guys and laughing with them, apparently unscathed. The anonymous guy was presumed dead, but he had a hood on and I couldn't see his face. Tania was slumped down and sweating terribly with a fever, somehow she'd gotten sick. Sarah had apparently lost several toes and was relatively out of it, like a concusion.

I was telling the rest of the class what I saw, describing how bad the situation was. But then I started to wake up. As the dream was fading I realized the coordinators were giving me the option of replacing one of the group members so that they could be taken care of and I would help the group carry on. However, I awoke too soon to decide my course of action.

I'm going through what I feel is the Catholic ceremony of Confirmation at my old high school, but it is nothing like the actual event. Instead, each candidate and his or her sponsor walks together to the altar, where the sponsor presents a large wooden cross to the candidate. A preparatory sacrament of communion is also performed with great importance. The line to do the ceremony snakes around and out of the chapel proper, up and down a flight of stairs. I'm behind my old high school classmate K.C., who is complaining about the wait. The line doesn't move for some time, then suddenly lurches forward. My mom and brother are in the pews watching me; I let other classmates like J.V. go ahead so I can talk with my family. I notice that my brother's head is in a microwave, which does strike me as odd. I then loop through the line, debating whether I'll get communion or not. I get my wooden cross from college professor Dr. R., then end up getting the host from my own mom and feel guilty about it. Apparently she also feels guilty, varying the usual formula with "I don't believe this is the body of Christ."

Wanna Get Psycho?
I am talking a walk around my house, it is sunny outside, but it isn't really all that hot. I think maybe I am finally adapting to the desert heat. Hukif is there, and seems to find me somewhere between amusing and annoying. He says having endless numbers of FAs won't do me any good if I never remember to RC. I do a RC by pinching my nose and I find I am dreaming. Hukif seems surprised that I actually responded to him by doing the RC instead of making up an excuse not to. He says that it seems to be working, I just need to do better on the RC, I agree with him. I really need to get in better habits of doing RCs. He says I owe him now, but what is it I owe him? I remember saying I would pay lots of isk. He doesn't even know what isk are… he's looking for a fight. Every time in the past that we have made plans to have a fight, something has interfered, so how about now? Unless I'm not lucid enough… I say I'm lucid enough, and we start fighting. The fight seems to be set to the soundtrack of the song "Meaning of Life" by Disturbed. I hear the words to the song clearly, "You're one twisted little fuck, and now you want to get psycho with me?" We are using primarily melee type weapons, he is attacking me with razor claws which I am countering with claws formed by Witchblade, formed to look like Alex Mercer from Prototype. We go on for a short time, no one is getting much through, and then there is a flash of light not far off. Hukif looks quite irritated that someone seems to be interrupting us. He goes over towards the visitor and says he is not welcome. I notice it looks like my ex boyfriend, I ask what he is doing here. He asks what I am doing playing around with dark energy. I tell him it's none of his business, and he needs to go, I'm busy and we don't want to be interrupted. James acts as if he thinks I have lost it. He disappears. I figure I can get back to my fight with Hukif, but instead I hear my cat meowing and I wake.

The Goddess of Ultimate Coolness
I am in a forest talking a walk, it is a very nice day out. Birds are singing, a gentle breeze is blowing. I hear someone calling out for help, but I don't see anyone anywhere around. I realize the voice is actually speaking inside my mind, and it is looking for help to defend a town against an invasion of orcs. I follow the signal to get to the town being attacked. The town is called Denn, and there are many orcs coming from outside the city, apparently intent on destroying everything. I am thinking there is something affecting them, there is a strange unstable energy around them. I head out into the advancing orc army, there is a soundtrack to this fight, too, and it is Holy Lonely Light by Firebomber. So while I am being forced to fight to keep the orcs from storming into the town, my primary goal is to keep their attention focused on me, so they don't continue advancing on Denn. I am blocking their attacks, dodging their attacks, and returning attacks that are sure not to be lethal. As the fight continues, the song seems to be having an effect on the attacking orcs. They seem to be calming down some, I am wondering what happened to cause them to attack in the first place. The ground is shaking now, cracking open, and a strange thing is reaching out of the ground. There are waves of telepathic energy coming off of it, though I can't see it very well. The music is countering the telepathic control, and it turns out the orcs are not pleased about having been used. They swarm over the thing even as it is climbing out of the ground and trying to reassert its will over the orcs.

The Little Pet Shop of Cuteness
I am in a pet store of some kind. This brings to mind plans of meeting MoSh to go find an animal called a pipefox which he has seen in an anime series call XXXholic. He described to me a pet store, and the owner of the store… but I don't think this is the place. I have to find MoSh. I focus on opening a portal to where MoSh is, but nothing happens. My portal is not opening at all. I wonder why, and I am finding that frustrating. The shop owner is a small, old, Chinese man and he comes over and asks if I need help selecting a pet. There are colorful fish flying around in the air, following the man as if we were under water. He indicates the fish and says one of them is a great choice… or even better… get a pair! I see some cages with fury hamster like animals in them. The animals are cute and playing around with each other, there are several different sizes of the animals in one cage. The store owner says that shouldn't be that way, they'll kill each other! It doesn't look to me like they're fighting… The store owner opens the cage and starts grabbing the smaller ones and handing them to me, soon I am juggling about seven of the small hamster sized animals. The animals make cure noises in my ears until one of them meows and my cat wakes me.

I was in a harbor town. The sky was this impossibly beautiful shade of blue, it was just barely past realistic. It wasn't a cloudless day, so the few that were there were beautiful. I'm by the sea. The water is this stunning shade of light blue. Like you see in pictures in resort brochures. It's the type of blue you expect an indoor pool complex at a five-star hotel to have. The sea is never this clean. On this concrete pier. There's a shop behind me with this bright red canopy. I can hear people laughing, the temperature is perfect.

Then there are tremors. Small at first but the I begin to see cracks in the concrete. The laughing becomes screaming. The world seems to be swaying, tipping from side to side. So I jump.

I dive into the water headfirst. I dive impossibly fast. Everything around me is a blur. The sounds of screaming and falling buildings is overwhelmed by the rushing water. As I get my bearings and slow down, I see hit the ocean floor. It isn't earth the though. It's ceramic. Like the bottom of a pool. I take a quick look around. That same shade of light blue is everywhere. There are no fish, no plants. Only endless ceramic.

I can feel the cold glaze on the balls of my feet. The water is warm and there's a stark contrast. I don't remember taking off my shoes. I bend my legs and push off the floor. I shoot up. Insanely quickly. I launch out of the water but gravity never takes hold of me again. I'm flying. The wind has whipped off any dampness and now it's only me. I don't see a city, a sea, people...nothing. Only more sky. The feeling is beautiful. Flying.

After a bit I can feel myself losing the dream. I start to feel gravity pulling again. Even worse, I begin to feel the warmth of my blankets. I close my eyes and fight for stability. I open my eyes again and I'm in control again. But I begin to fall. Not straight down, like a rock, but I glide down, like a bird.

I break the cloud layer and I see this rocky terrain. It's hard dirt littered with rocks and the occasional weed. I ready my legs and I hit the ground running. The only thing in my mind is the urge to be in the air again. I want to fly. I'm running so fast. I'm barefoot still and the I can feel every pebble and grain of dirt against my skin. I'm hitting some larger rocks, and my feet begin to stumble. There is a dense fog all around me. I can't see further than meters in any direction. I'm determined to fly again though, and I don't lose much speed. I keep jumping as I run. But I can't get any lift. At one point I jump almost ten meters in the air and I panic as I fall to the ground. I'm not in control of my legs, they're running on their own. The ground begins to slope up in front of me. It's a hill at first but it starts getting steep. Not long after I'm almost vertical. I give myself one more mental push and I'm launched in the air once more. I break the cloud layer again and I'm greeted with the beautiful blue sky once again. Time slows as I watch the sun and beautiful cloudscape before me.

I can feel my self falling again. But this time, I feel no anxiety or apprehension. I feel the clouds rush past me once more as I hurtle to the floor. I can see the wasteland again. The rocks I stumbled over, screaming towards my face.

I wake up.

My dream recall has seriously sucked these past few days. I'm blaming Cay who I have been inseperable from for about 3 days now. She's currently sitting next to me, creeping on my post and grabbing things with her feet. I'm also having falst memories. The first night she was at my house we went to bed around 4 a.m. I had a dream that I vaguely remember.

I was at some sort of gathering at the caves that I live nearby that are fairly popular where I live. A lot of people that I knew were there and it was hosted by this guy I used to go to school with and that my boyfriend is good friends with and lives near. L.G. and her boyfriend, J.L. were there, both drunk, both high. I'm pretty sure they went to fuck in one of the caves. That part of the dream was mostly due to the fact that she's told me about her and an ex boyfriend doing certain things in those caves that should not go on.

Anyway, a few of us, including Cay and myself went to go spelunking through one of the much smaller caves. It started off with about a group of 15 people and slowly dwindled down to me, B.H., and Aaron. When we were done crawling we ended up in a big domed area that was a dead end. All of us fell into the dome and none of us were tall enough to pull ourselves out. So, B.H. ended helping me and Aaron out of the dome and then we pulled him out. I blacked after that apparently.

Now, heres where the false memories come in. Apparently Cay got up earlier than me and went to take a shower. She told me that when she got up I woke up and looked at her. Then when she got out of the shower I woke up and I asked her why she got up so early, even though it was past eleven. She told me that it wasn't early and that we could go back to sleep if I wanted to. I said that I was already up and there was no point in going back to bed, then I started playing Animal Crossings.

I do not remember it that way. I don't remember waking up and looking at her, or waking up and asking her what time it was. I remember waking up and she was the one playing Animal Crossings and she threw the controller at me and told me to play. And then today, I don't remember anything about any of my dreams. And I remember waking up on the couch in my living room leaning on Cay, who was drawing, and Cay told me to go brush my teeth if I was gonna lurk that close to her. So I did. By the way, the title of this post is a conversation that just happened between Cay and her twin sister.