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Just a few especially fun dreams from the past:

-crocidile swamps and lakes: these come up every few months, they started off as a swamp, where i noticed a crocidile close to my feet, and then another, and another, untill i realize i am completely surrounded by the beasts. at one point i was on a short rickedy dock when i saw a monsterous one that could swallow me like a tic tak. since then the dream has slowly turned into more of a lake, where i can see them lining the bottom, looking up at me, and sometimes i fall off the boat/dock im on and have to swim frantically away from them for some reason (they never move except for the big one, aside from being a little to close to some theyve never attacked). these dreams arent really scary but more of fun. (p.s. the effect where i notice more and more creatures that i wasnt aware of also happens with frogs, also pretty fun dreams since they get bigger than my head)

-Tital waves!: Title says it all. sometimes they pull me out in the water and smash me, sometimes pull me down, other times i escape, but one thing for sure is that my dream ocean is always violent. over time they havent been as tall (one litteraly went past the clouds, some force was pulling the water straight up in the sky, the wave was 90 degrees and at the top water rose up into space, and then as i ran i got hit by the wave.) now they are very violent, still huge, and i love playing in them like in real life (added bonus that i cant drown.)

-Storm dreams: something is just great about these. the ominous feeling, the sheer power, its like a real live storm (no rain lol) with giant lightning strikes that blind, shake, and make you near deaf. the feeling is amazing and indescribable unless youve done it.

-The leviathan: i was at a giant lake on top of some strange plateau or mountian thing. the sky was grey and there was mist everywhere. i went into the lake, it was deep, dark and clear. i could see a bottom of dark sand and weeds, and rising out of the bottom to just at or a little below water level were giant pillars of stone. i looked down and saw the leviathan, bigger than any animal id ever seen, even from a distance. it was way below me but i could see its smooth black body winding in between the pillars and its glinting white teeth. needless to say i got the hell out of there. had this dream once but it still goes down as a favorite.

-Good sex =) : not gonna go into this much, but it was my crush, in the shower, and it was good. ruined by some dc but it was worth it. ( also when i later looked up how to have more sexual dreams i found out about lucid dreaming, so that put it in my favorites.

-Under water Dream: started out with me fishing for really agressive fish, they looked really creepy and ready to bite off my hand, i fell in for a min, and saw purple goo, which turned out to be their eggs. after i got out i saw an expedition team going underwater in a sort of base thing that looked like a metal trailer with no wheels and a side made of windows, and i volenteered to go with them. they were trying to find out why the fish were so aggressive, and we went really deep underwater (after the shore went out a little there was a very steep drop, also it was a lake but extremely deep and huge.) we went under and the first thing i saw was the sharks there, they were pretty big. they tried to attack the base, which was against a side of the lake, which looked like an underground mountianside. anyway we had to man the guns, and shoot of cannons that shot darts at the sharks with a chemical that repelled them. then we saw a big one. and by big i mean a whale shark, doubled in size, with a hammerheads head. we shot at it and it didnt stop, i stopped shooting out of fear, and it barreled into the glass. it shattered and water leaked in, and the shark carried off the girl next to me, while we put on scubba gear and replaced the windows and pumped out the water. while this was happening i viewed the girl and shark outside of my own body, since they were far away. the girl missed being eaten, but slid down its back, getting cut on the skin, and held on to the tail, the shark swam up and made a cresent shape with its own body, and bit her. i watched a mangled peice of flesh float down as the shark began to swim, before it turned around and ate that too. little did i know that this was the 2nd largest shark, the 1st being a bit fatter and longer, but not by much. at this point, i was in the base, and i went into an airlock and turned into a fish and swam out. i felt human but to the fishes i was one of them. i saw amazing coral and fish, both with fantastic colors, and found some really cool luminescent things in these small caves in the sand. i talked to the fish and found out that since the giant sharks were eating everything, everything was in a frenzy to survive and reproduce, so they became aggressive in finding food. i was avoiding the larger sharks this entire time, which occasionaly appeared, leaving an ominous shadow, and i knew if it saw me i would die. eventually we talked to a large shark (not as big as some of the others), and convinced him to let me talk to the large shark. i couldnt tell him not to eat anything, or kill him, but i told him to not eat pregnant things so there would be food later, and dissuaded him from eating a seagull. later i went back to the airlock, but fish followed me. they had suspicions i was human, but i told them i wasnt. then a boy who quit the team from shock at the shark attack, but hadent had a chance to surface yet, came down and said i was human. the fish were in a rage and i quickly went into the base as a human. we were about to go up, but we noticed how agitated the fish were. then i saw the shadow, and the great shark came out from behind an underwater mountian-pillar thing. we freaked out when we saw its size, and the darts were ineffective. it barrelled into the base and we all died.

Underwater Dream 2- I started out looking at a huge lake that was so clear I could see all the way down into it from the road. I went to the shore and saw some normal but pretty big fish swimming. I head out to a rock island a bit further out. There are all these kids on it so I decide to get out of there. I have on glasses, and then realize they are goggles. I decide to go exploring down into the lake, and realize I can hold my breath really well. Right a way I see a barracuda with creepy eyes and teeth, but it is non threatening. I keep going and run into bigger fish. I start to see sharks, not great whites, but the smaller more common ones. I get pretty far down to a sunken ship that resembles a small titanic, with coral and rust growing over it. Here I am uneasy. Two eel-shark type things come out, they look like http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mneDhOtVEQw but are brown with creepy eyes. One of them bites me, it doesn't hurt, but I know I need to get out of there. I turn around and start swimming, and notice that as I got deeper the fishes got bigger. A huge manta ray goes by me, and two medium sized sharks go by. They are more aggressive now, and disturbingly they all have the same face. Bulbous black eyes pointing forward, not to the side like normal fish, with a small mouth with huge needle like teeth. Finally I get back to the island.

Original Date: 12/12/10
Type: Ordinary - Non Lucid
Dream:
I was at work in my office and I went to check the board (schedule). As I walked back into my office my supervisor called my name and I went to her, she asked why I was always leaving my office acting like I had nothing to do and I told her I went to look at the schedule because I was supposed to be on record reviews while someone else was teching for my provider. My other tech was in the room sitting in my super's chair and I said to her "so I'm teching by myself?". She nodded. (I remember making some mention about my foot being painful and someone just scoffed) - Then I was out in the front of the clinic where there was some meeting, and after it ended I made a joke about being in the back so I could cut out of the crowd easily. - Then my ex and I had an apartment on a second or third floor and nearby my car was parked in a lot with other cars. At nighttime I had gone down knowing I had parked beside his green honda accord, but when I got there my brand new car was gone! I was pissed and panicked, I came back to tell my ex. Later I went back down and it was there, and I saw a man with a cowboy hat and boots lighting his cigarette and I just felt like he had something to do with it, so I went to tell my ex. The last part of the dream, I left my work midday, and walked through a peaceful little city that could be similar to somewhere in Asia. Not quite sure where I ended up, but I was then trying to get back and realized I didn't have my uniform on, I must've left my clothes, so I started to panic and went to the apartment for anther uniform. (I was going everywhere on foot) It was daytime and now this was me and my current boyfriends apartment. (Same apartment, different person) There was a women outside that at first when I asked him, he said he didn't know her, but I later found out he lied and it was someone he rode with to work, was upset about that. I got home and all I had were a shirt and pants! No shoes, socks, so I had no choice but to run back to the place to retrieve the clothes I left there. I had a feeling of panic because I knew I was going to be late for work, it was far and this time going there felt even farther. I was running. I ran past school kids in uniforms eating there lunch under big shady trees, and they turned to look at me. I was running in ABU pants without socks and shoes (I thought about my foot, surprised it didn't hurt to run). I got to the place and walked passed what looked like a gym with people playing basketball. Into a back room I found my clothes bundled up and tossed behind something in a corner and everything was there, shoes, top....but no socks.

Objective Context:
Going back to work tomorrow, won't be teching, and the scheduler is on leave. Being frustrated yesterday for soon being out of a vitamin. Losing good amounts of weight on new diet, difficulty with urges to eat bad goodies.

Age of Dream Ego: 26

Feelings:
Anger, irritation, frustration, trapped, detest, unfair, disrespect, not being believed, panic, running out of time, betrayed, searching.

Original Date: 12/10/10
Type: Ordinary - Non Lucid
Dream:
This started in a field with snow and frost and pumpkins. Some of the pumpkin stalks had been burned. I was with someone, a guy. He walked to the left and I continued to walk straight. I saw a rabbit with some gray on his nose, sitting on a stump. I went over to him, laying on my right side and put my hand out to let him smell it and he did. Then I was brave enough to touch and pet him. He darted away up a hill, and the grass was now green and visible. He came back and I pet him some more and he ran again, this time I followed him. Up the hill he had run to a house, one that I remembered, it was very old and no one lived there. There was a huge sunroom, with shining through the first and second floor screens. And off to the side was a door with a walkway leading to maybe the driveway. My boyfriend followed and I told him this was the perfect house. We looked at the sign and it said it was part of the pizza beside it. We went inside and then I was with my stepmom and my dad. I found an inlet with wooden walls and upon pressing the wall a door leading to the basement popped out, I showed my stepmom, then continued on in the house. We walked up the wide staircase, dad was ahead of us, and my bunny was back, he was on the stairs with dad. At the top there was a door and a hole in the banister where the stairs would continue going up but they just stopped and dropped off. The bunny just turned like he expected more stairs and fell down to the lower lever below, we chuckled. I darted past my dad on the stairs to go into the door first, inside was the attic and it was huge! There were 3 very large beds and stuff was scattered everywhere, the beds had bedding on them but were mismatched and not made. Then I realized that the steps were the only thing to lead to this, no other doors, so I went downstairs to search for other rooms. With my stepmom, we found another room, which I think was similar to a bedroom. The cool part was that there was an opening in the ceiling, that was like huge wide steps. Using my forearms, I hoisted myself up and realized this took us back to the attic. Then I was back downstairs and wanted to show my father the basement. When we went down it was pretty decent, not terrible old, a little messy. While down there for some reason my dad captured my bunny and submerged him in liquid to preserve and do tests on him. I was very upset, I saw my bunny's face staring back at me through the jar. Then my dad took him out and wanted to put another chemical on him. I was boiling mad! The poor rabbit had only about 4 hairs left on his body, he was blue and then he looked orange. At one point a thought had gone through my head to leave the bunny there as we walked out the door. And I felt very horrible for this, then I thought I never should have gone to pet him. I was very sad.

Notes:
This was sad, I felt like it was my fault and that I lost something precious, because it was a life. The house was familiar to me in some ways, maybe dreamt of it before.

Objective Context:
I discussed houses with a coworker. My boyfriend told me he wasn't ready to be married anytime soon. Work drama/stress. Still needing to study. I was telling boyfriend about my house pet spider Max.

Age of Dream Ego: 26

Associations to Dream Setting:
This was a familiar place to me, the house, I visited it before. The outside was relaxing and had great potential, but it was a neglected fixer upper house.

Feelings:
Happiness, discovery, reluctance, curiosity, excitement, disappointment, anger and loss.

1. I'm hanging out with an old friend of mine who I haven't seen in years. She pulls out a bag of this chunky powder and pours it out on the table. She starts pushing the powder into lines and then snorts one. I ask her what the powder is, and she tells me that it is spore dust. I don't really want to snort the spore dust, and I suggest that we just eat it instead. She is very insistent that it must be snorted. I forget if I ended up doing it or not.

2. I'm on the train going to school. I have to tie my shoe, so I bend over. Some guy behind me grabs my ass, and I freak out. Suddenly I have extreme strength. I throw him against the wall and hit him repeatedly, leaving him with dark purple bruises.

Original Date: 12/7/10
Type: Fragment - Non Lucid
Dream:
I was in the living room in our apartment, possibly sitting in a chair or standing outside of the bedroom door. Looking in, I saw Nick (my boyfriend who is currently now here with me) lying in bed, the head of the bed was up against the wall closest to the neighbor. Nick was looking back at me, we stared at each other, but weren't in the same room, like we could see but not touch one another. We were distanced.

Objective Context:
Spoke minimally to him on the phone the previous night, I'm missing him very much and it feels like time isn't going by fast enough. I'm getting ready for some stressful weeks ahead at work.

Age of Dream Ego: 26
Dream Setting:
At home, comfortable and relaxed. It's my place of solace, my sanctuary away from stress and military.

Feelings:
Neutral, happiness, distance, separation but closeness, love and warmth, desire and need.
Interpretation:
He is close in my heart by talking on the phone and our love, but he is still distant and far away by the fact that we were separated by a single room, like we could move, but only see each other, not touch and feel.

long dream

Remember something about living near a school. I forget most of the details. I remember placing a few things hidden in the school and then going there later to retrieve it.

A message from Sam

(Haven't heard from Sam online for a few days). I was walking down some steps in a nice house and became lucid. I called out Asuka's name a few times but nothing happened. The stairs branched off a bit and saw they went into an entirely different house. It was literally like a fork in the road with stairs.

I approached the fork but on the landing something like a big brown stuffed animal or teddybear materialized in front of me. I picked it up and noticed writing on it. I knew it was from Sam. It read something like "Sam and Rob to be together soon." There was more writing but I had a hard time reading it. I was no longer holding the stuffed animal and went left down that staircase.

I wound up in a kitchen with two people. I knew they were inner world people, bu it didn't register. One may have been asuka, but she was not drawing attention to herself. There was a man behind the counter. He had a strange beard. I asked him if he existed in waking life somewhere because I recognized him. He said no, that he only lives in dreams. I said that's impossible because I knew I had seen him in waking life somewhere.

Suddenly I felt myself losing the dream. I put my hand on the counter and stared at it while counting. After a few seconds everything seemed normal. Went near a mirror but the dream faded.


moon lucid

I was standing outside a church and talking to an old church man in a nice grey outfit. He had a texas style coyboy hat. I looked into the sky and saw the moon. I then saw the earth in the sky next to it. I became lucid at seeing that. I looked around more in the sky and saw another moon but it faded. I looked behind me and saw another earth in the sky that was being split in half by a moon colliding with it.

I thought it was odd to see. I walked out of the church parking lot and crossed the street. As I did so I jumped up to fly, but then I landed right away. I shrugged the failure off and ran across the rest of the street, jumped, and took off into the sky.

I wanted to try flying to the moon, so I spotted one and flew towards it. As i flew up the moon turned into a reflective glare of light which flew past me. I was still flying up but could feel my legs feeling dead as If I were asleep. Then I woke up.

Original date: 12/6/2010 (when I started my journal in my phone)
Type: Fragment - Non Lucid
Dream:

I was suddenly on a boat/ship in water/ocean. The water was somewhat choppy and it was night, a lot of grey, dark blue, some green and slight moonlight. Then far in the distance, an island appeared almost as if it was coming up out of the water and it was dark. Once it appeared, there was an unexpected almost anxious or panicky feeling. I also felt that I was seeing this from a man's body on the boat.

Objective Context:

It was a Sunday night, I was preparing for work the next day, felt a bit anxious. Started second day of my low cal diet.

Age of Dream Ego: 40

Well, I never had a lucid dream, but I'd like to try.

Last night, I had two dreams, I don't remember any of them clearly.

The first one was about me trying to escape my beach house to do JUSTICE. I forgot what I was trying to do, though.

The second one was about me in a car. I was like 6 years old in that dream, I was in the back seat with my female cousin watching DVDs. She then left for a reason I can't remember and then kept trying to close the door. IT WOULDN'T CLOSE. And then, while I was trying to close it, I saw shady figures in the bushes. They were humanoid, but were too thin and their eyes glowed yellow. Then, I saw on the other side a woman reporting to the police about grand theft auto. I immediately thought the figures were the thieves, then I got really scared, hoping the door would close. That's when I woke up.

Done for now.

Edit: I just realized that saying I was in a car might give you the impression that the car is moving. It was actually stopped in a parking lot. Also, I'll add more details just so the dream is clearer. The trees had orange leaves, like in fall (I think), I don't know what place the parking lot is from.

Also, I saw someone do this, and it might be effective:
Dream signs: I was 7 years younger, my cousin too, I don't know that car, crazy humanoid figures that steal cars (!)

Dream - Lucid - AP

All I remember is that I was with Ryan, and we were in a movie theater somewhere. There was an autistic boy with his father sitting behind us. The boy had red hair, glasses, and a dark red plaid felt shirt on. We were traveling around an area. Ryan was trying to help me understand or see something, and I think it had to do with the boy and his father. I remember him explaining the situation to me.

I know the dream was very long, but I can't remember many details. They are very blurry.

This is really a dream entry, so ya...last night was my second attempt at an Astral Projection. I was supposed to feel "vibrations," pretty much do a WILD, which I did, I felt the vibrations and I said to myself,"Oh, there's the vibrations they [the website] was talking about." As I said that I opened my eyes, I look at my arm which was hanging off the bed, but while my eyes were open, it felt as if they were closed, I felt lighter. I felt a cold draft and woke up..
So it wasn't really successful, but it was cool :3

I am in Britney Spears' class. Funny, as I am class of '86. Anyway, I want to ask her to sign my baseball. I have a baseball for my friends to sign and one for geniuses (or otherwise worthy people) to sign in my waking life.

I don't want her to think that I'm one of her love-smitten fans, but I want her autograph. I tell her something like, "I'm only going to be a senior once--"

She interrupts and says kind of sarcastically, "Oh, your a senior?" faking being impressed, and I knew it. I tried to show a genuine interest in show-business. I won first place in a Halloween costume contest two years in a row in my waking life. I tried to tell her that but couldn't get it out. She was interrupting me and didn't seem interested.

At one point she came close to me and I had my hand barely touching her hair. It wasn't my intent, but she came up to me. Then, she started becoming less interested. I forget part of the dream, but it was all just to get her to realize it made since that I would get her to sign my baseball. If we go to school together, she could just sign my baseball without it being such a big deal.

I never actually requested the signature.

20.02.2011

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I travelled back in time so I could redo this year of university all over again. On the first day of class I sat front row (I'm already being a model student ) but I had forgotten to remind J not to miss the bus so he arrived late. (In the dream this was my fault for some reason.)

The next day I didn't want to go to class so I hid in the bathroom. (model student mode: over ) There were two faucets to wash my hands with one for humans and one for robots. The one for humans didn't have any soap dispenser but the one for robots had a button labeled "AIDS", which for some reason produced soap. I used it and was pleasantly surprised until I started worring that the soap might be contaminated with AIDS.

Then I hid in a bathroom stall because I didn't feel like going to class. I heard someone walking outside.

Suddenly I was Spongebob. (Seriously subconscious, stop it with spongebob dreams.) I had to win a race. Patrick tried it but didn't manage it because he kept running past the finnish line until he went round the world and back again. What you had to do was reach the finnish line but run back once you managed to grab a pie.

I did it and remembered that if I returned with the pie I would be crowned king. The moment I grabbed the pie the dream image froze and became pencil colored. With Spongebob brandishing a blue shield and prouldly holding his pie and Patrick standing beside him. When I went back to town (I had to reach a wooden house) I rallied a lot of townspeople to go with me.

Once I got to the house the cops wouldn't let me enter and wanted to confiscate my pie. (I think I'd stopped being spongebob by this time.) I started arguing with them and saying that it was just f****** pie and offering them a sample for analysis but they said that they couldn't let me pass, just doing their job. Then I came upon their boss, who let me pass after I gave him half my pie and he became convinced that it wasn't something dangerous.

I entered the house and had to call the townspeople back because they'd grown bored and walked away. I saw someone riding a huge warhorse past one of the house windows, probably the king (who was going to abdicate in my favour).

I was at a bank talking to a teller, and this guy who looked like security came up to me and started talking to me. I greeted him, and said something positive, and all of a sudden, the guy starts telling me to leave. I told him I wasn't done, and he starts yelling at me. Then the guy punched me in the stomach, and I didn't feel anything. He did it again, with the same results, and I just started hitting him on the top of the head and the back of the neck, and slowly I saw the guy pull out a chrome gun. I immediately started running, and hit the ground when I assumed he would have had enough time to take it out of the holster, and aim. I heard to shots go off, and I ducked around a corner. I couldn't help but think "why does this guy want to kill me.....maybe it's a dream", but I didn't want to risk it. I continued crawling and rounded the corner. There was some bald headed guy who looked rather clam that whipped out an uzi all of a sudden, and started firing a storm of rounds at me. The dream ended.

Technique: DILD (unintentional due to ISP)
Dream Control: 9
Dream Length: loooong
Recall: Above Average
Vividness: Excellent



So I'm about to go on this training mission, and one of my old drill sergeants is there, and she's wearing this red dress. We try to line up, but no body is doing what they're supposed to do. I look down on the ground and notice tiled floor, and say "hey, everyone toe the line". They do it, but it turns out this room is shaped weird, so the formation gets changed, and we're all crooked.

Our drill sergeant tells us that we're just going to have to go on that mission right away. I said "don't worry, I'm going to kill everyone for you", and she said "no, don't do it for me, do it for you". She started crying, and said that she wasn't going to be there anymore, and this silly 80s rock music kept playing over the loud speakers.

I left and found myself in my front yard with N, and two other girls. I was flirting with them as usual, and I noticed N had stripped panties. I was going bonkers. All of a sudden, all the girls were down to bra's and panties. We started walking down the driveway, and I started noticing how everything was. It was so foggy out, but the sun wasn't even visible, but it was clearly in the middle of the day by how bright things were. There were clouds among the fog that were really low, and I said "hey, do you think this stuff looks a bit weird? Like something out of a dream?".

The girls looked a round a little bit, and I did a nose pinch. It was successful, and I skyrocketed towards the air. I saw them from below and they were figuring out that they were dreaming. When I landed, N got on her cellphone, and started calling up her boyfriend, and apologizing for what she was doing earlier. I told her that she doesn't have to worry about it, cause it's a dream. All of a sudden she started turning black, almost melting and merging with the phone. She slushed down into a puddle of murk, and I knew it was boss time.

I ran over to the mailbox, and said I needed weapons, and smashed it with my fist. The mailbox was immediately filled with gloves and some other training equipment. I grabbed a dagger, and smashed the mail box again, this time requesting guns. I grabbed the barrel and pulled out this short stock desert brown, m-16 carbine. It was so light, that it felt like like a watergun. I headed back over there, and got a few blows in and the boss died seconds later. I told the other DC's to wait for me next time we get some action. One of them told me it was a training program and they could always make more.

I shot my gun a few times randomly, and some guy in a truck looking for trouble pulled up. I told him that he didn't want to mess with me at all. The guy proceeded to pull out a gun and shoot me. I grabbed his arm and the guy had a heart attack. I said "I'll make it rain bullets on you". I grabbed his gun, and shot the bullets so slow that they came out like toy bullets. They went maybe a foot in the air, arched and landed on his body. I proceeded to empty the chamber, and everyone was laughing. One of the DC's was commenting about the weird crap I do in my dreams when I'm lucid.

*I live in Zasada and Melissa comes to see me. It seems like we cannot meet each other. George tells me what they used to do, that she was giving him a BJ and he was browsing some porn websites from Jablonec University. Then he is supposed to leave, probably to Australia and we are chatting in front of my house. It must be winter time because there is snow everywhere. George wants to catch a bus so I tell him to go to the bus stop near “mestanka”, but he says he will go to the bus stop near the “small” school. So we say hi to each other. Then I go to the bus stop near the Mestanka and see a man running towards me. Then the bus passes by and I run home. Suddenly, the man runes by me, stops at Fiala house and shout “Marcel, Marcel”. He comes close to the fence where a german sheppard is. He starts to hug the dog. The dog runs up a heap of snow and gets over the fence. I think that the dog must know the man, from how they are close to each other and greet each other. I think its Jara’s brother. I try to see his face, and he reminds me of Jara a bit. Then I get to our house and I can see that the drive way is all covered in snow so I want to clear it but the shovel is broken. I notice an old car, looking like “trabant” in our drive way with a little light on inside as if the door was open so I call on my mum that she left the car door pen. I push on the door to close them. After I take the red shovel and start clearing the drive way.
**I am melting chocolate on baking trays. For some reason it makes me feel really good. When it’s all melted and cold again, I put them in a small box.
***Behind my work place, where the entrance to loading bay is there is some dig being done as it is in reality. They are fixing some water pipes or so. Next time I walk there I can see worker filling the dig with sand, but in a rather odd way as if they were making something there. They put a bit here and a bit there. So I walk there and ask them why they do it that way. They tell me, that then the sand settles better.