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Well, I'm back after a long while, with this gem of a dream.

Battle
Normal Dream

As the previous, unrecalled dream fades, I'm thrust into a scene of action. In this empty parking-lot-esque space is not only me, but four others; a boy of about 11, carrying a knife, a boy of about 15, with a huge knife and a smaller one, a man with an axe, and a weaponless Scott Shelby (from the game Heavy Rain). Realising that I also have no weapon, my first instinct is to kick the 15-year-old in the stomach, steal the larger knife and jump back, anticipating the next move. I block something from the kid, push him away, and somehow get Scott Shelby at knifepoint, ready to drive the huge weapon into his back. After a minute, I realise that the damn thing won't go in! And more importantly, the 15-year-old is approaching me with the knife I left on him, ready to kill me. I leave Scott Shelby alone for the moment, instead going for the kid and shearing off some of his hair, not to mention a lot of his scalp. He screams in agony, rolling backwards, and I back up only to see that he's going for me again. "Shelby, fight for me! Or die!" I command, eyes fixed on my soon-to-be-attacker. "I'll die anyway," he responded, just barely ducking a swing from the axe guy. I successfully disable the 15-year-old and, feeling sorry for the poor kid, start to get him off the ground, where he'd somehow been tied. "You know," I said, "It's funny how I can cut scalps, be completely ready to stab a guy in the back, and stand all sorts of blood, but the second I see a medical show on I change the channel."

I wake up.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID FALSE AWAKENING

22:30

Bus trip
I’m involved in politics. There’s a vote for me to have some vacation. I go on a bus trip and the driver is a black guy. He looks tired and I fear he might fall asleep while driving, although the trip is relatively short – about 40 mins – so I decide to trust his driving.

Amityville-like haunted house
With some other people on an apartment we believe to be haunted. We see a kind of specter of a scary man walking around on some security footage and it creeps us out. He makes lights flash and even burst the lamps. He seems to be able to control whoever he wants to control and lead people to their suicide. First victim is a girl we find hanged in a room, second victim a guy we find all broken for having fell down the stairs. Even the cat gets possessed. Someone decides to strike back by calling him and facing him, but then I see my mom and my BF and I take them with me to the kitchen and we close the door behind us. We are pretty scared because after a while we feel the spirit presence among us. I feel it physically as if he is touching me and it causes all kinds of horrifying feelings and visions. At some point I suspect I’m dreaming, so I open the terrace door for some fresh air and look around, I do a RC, confirm the dream and decide to lift off. On one hand I feel relieved it’s just a dream, but on the other hand I feel guilty for leaving them there, as maybe this is a shared dream and they are left alone in the nightmare.

Castles and meditation
Viewed from above, the apartment complex now looks like a doll house castle, very cute. From up in the sky I see another castle, much bigger, on top of a hill. It is as if it has no walls, so I see people inside it, as if they are on shelves. There are also many people floating around this castle, just hanging and I feel all these strange characters are indeed other dreamers. I float in the air, cross my legs to meditate, but I almost wake up. When back in the dream I am now inside some place and I sit facing a wall, not to distract myself. I try to visualize Buddhas and really feel their presence, but after some time I start seeing all sorts of lights and shapes on the wall, like light projections. I look back and see some girls with a overhead projector, preparing it to play some movie. I leave this place and find some very very quiet corner on an underground level of this building. Between the elevators and the exit to a parking, there’s a really zen corner with a waterfall on a glass wall, water falling on a pebble base and a garden behind the wall. I sit there, soothed by the sounds of the water and I manage to do a successful short meditation for a while. I feel the presence of Guru Rinpoche, but then I almost wake up. I hang on and dream becomes stronger, but not enough, so I must move to keep it going. I decide to finish the RPG task I left undone last time.

Eating the fruit and becoming a dragon (RPG task)
I enter one of the elevators and imagine it taking me to the same supplier market in Denn, where I was last time. The elevator drops me at a very busy cargo entrance area. I get out of the way of men carrying heavy loads to outside where merchants stands are selling produce to the villagers.
I immediately see the strange fruit I’m supposed to eat on a fruit stand. I choose a small one and eat it. I keep walking around waiting to see if anything happens (it’s supposed to give me some new magical power) but nothing happens. I then find a stand where people gather around, very agitated and I go check what’s up. It’s more of those fruits, but here they look bigger and better and are being served already cut and clean for free to the villagers. Two girls approach me and ask me what is it about. By the way they are so “defined” and “lucid” I realize they are dreamers. I tell them there’s a task on DV to come here and eat this fruit, which is supposed to give us new powers. They enjoy that, they say they also wanna give it a try and then we all grab some fruits to eat.
Once we are served, we gather on the left side of this stand where they meet a third girl friend and they ask me more about DV. I first ask for their names and tell them mine. One girl says she is called what I perceived as“Lollena”and the other what I perceive as “Sino”(as in Portuguese for “bell”; the equivalent sound in English would be“xenu”). The third girl to my left looks blocked, as if she couldn’t remember her name, so I continue to explain what is DV and give them the url. Then the third girl finally says something. She tells me that she (or they?) is user of some other dream website and she tells me the name of it. First it sounded like Dreampaws, which I know exists, but I asked her to repeat and it wasn’t that, although it was something similar, like maybe Dreampush (which I found later on waking up, that also exists). I’m not sure though, because it became fuzzy on waking up.
Then we walk around the town and they ask me about the super-power. I say I don’t know what it is and I also haven’t felt anything different yet. We try telekinesis, morphing, etc, and it all goes very well, but I say I already had all these powers before, so it can’t be it.
Then we hear people scream and we see a big pinkish tornado coming right to the centre of the town. We combine efforts and we try to break the tornado apart. I see to my right another guy who is also trying to do it, so we are at least 5 people doing it. Soon the tornado fades away and is but a large pink cloud in the sky. People are cheering us and I lose the girls in the middle of the crowd. When I meet them again later (only the two girls with names) at the entrance of a tavern down a street, they had just been approached by some bullies and one of them sobs while the other comforts her. She admits to her friend that she owes money to those guys and don’t know what to do. I pass by them and remind them we’re just in a dream, but they seem to have lost lucidity for good, so I keep going. It’s when I start feeling the effect of the fruit!
I feel my body changing, my neck elongating, I walk in four limbs and then I spread my “arms” and I feel like I have wings. I flap them and slowly elevate in the air. I am still fundamentally human shaped, but I think I am becoming a dragon! It is hard to deal with this new body and I wobble a little bit in the air. At some point I lose balance all together and fall down on the floor. I think I come back to my human form.
On the floor, I am facing the end of the street, which is the end of the town and I see a huge looming creature crawling in my direction. It’s another dragon.
I immediately remember the talk I had with my dad during the day. He had asked me if I fear dragons when I meet them in my dreams and I had said no, in general they are friendly. But this one has a really dark energy and I immediately felt really scared. I run back to the town, looking for a place to take cover and hide. He steps up, trying to catch me and I only have time to duck under a wagon to my left and I see the dragon passing right by my side. He circulates the wagon and hits it repeatedly. I know it’s a matter of time until he turns it over. For some reason I am really scared and convinced I can’t beat this dragon. So when he is about to grab me with his claws, I decide to wake up.

5:00

Puppies
Some guy is buying his kid a puppy. The kid opens up with me and says he didn’t receive love from his father so he is doing this as a compensation. I get involved and I tell the guy about Puppy Mills and that he shouldn’t support it by buying a puppy. Instead should go adopt a puppy from a shelter. I also say I hope this puppy won’t end up on a shelter later on if he gets tired of him. I take them to a shelter and the kid goes wild when he spots a little lion on some cage in the corner. He goes get it and hugs and kisses the lion. The animals are looked after by black androids.

6:00

10.12.2010

rip J. Electric car. (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

- I am with J. and G. (i don't recall if we were together at that place or we met by chance, but i guess the last one) at a summer bar. They are working there. G. is bringing some beers, while J. is drinking a cocktail...

- I sign in to msn and see many pms "RIP J.", "We will never forget you" and stuff like this... :s I thought that they may write it because he joined the army recently. I asked someone in msn about what happened, but i don't recall the aswer.

- I am with my school friends again. We go towards our cars. I have an electric car i saw on the tv a couple of days ago. I think M. is aslo with me...

I dont remember how this dream started but I remember the cake for sure. The dream took place in a non descript suburb.

The only catch was that ever yard in the suburb was made of cake, it was white cake with white frosting and rainbow sprinkles.

I remember flying around the neighborhood, more specifically doing flying cartwheels between each yard, and everytime I would come close to the ground I would take a bite of the cake. It was soooo good, tasted just how I thought it would. I remember later flying up to the top of a church and looking down on the city, it was like the whole town was covered in snow but really it was frosting. I dove off the top of the building into the frosting and just like fluffed into it. I was 'underwater' in this frosting and had to eat my way out. Suddenly the dream switched to more aggressive, the cake was still there but i was being chased by men with guns. I remember I was hiding in the frosting and then came out and killed one. Then I woke up.

09.12.2010

Clockwork Souvlaki (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

- A lot of short dreams, which were actually scenes including Nazi Zombies... I played a lot last night...

- I am eating some kind of souvlaki that the more you twist it (like a screw, clockwork, etc), the more tasty it is...
Explanation: I ate at a place yesterday which is called "Souvlisto portokali". Souvlisto is like and adjective of "souvlaki". Portokali means "orange" (the fruit). Anyway. There is a movie that is called "Clockwork Orange". I haven't seen it but some time, i was talking avout this eating place and they told me about the movie. I think the train of thought revealed in the dream is obvious. I just found it interesting.

08.12.2010

Lucid #9 Evil G. (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I told E. yesterday that we should try and have a shared dream. Today she told me she saw me playing the cello and there were many teens around. This is what i saw, i doubt if it was a shared though...

- I am at a school. We are having a lesson outside the class, in the garden of the school. A new teacher is there and we all seem to like him. He starts moving around trying to see if anyone of us is wearing earphones. Some teens grin... At some point i just stand up and leave. I find myself driving around, trying to park somewhere near the school. I don't remember what made me do this, but i pinched my nose and took a deep breath. I was staring at the floor. I see the pavement distorted like and interlaced video. It was excactly like my last lucid. I keep breathing. I turn around and I see G. The scene seems to be near a church (that's near G.'s house). I look at him and shout "Go away!", he comes closer. "Go away you are messing my dream up!". I keep breathing with my nose pinched. I shout "GO AWAY!!! Dream stabilize NOW!". I see the road in the distance vibrating really slow and then finally coming to rest. I turn around and see G. being really close now. "Go away!". He takes an ironic face and says: "What's wrong?? Is the dream unstable? huh?". And exactly at that point my cellphone rang. It was a missed call from my brother. Damn...

01.12.2010

Lucid #8 Interlaced, Dream of shared dreaming (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

- I am with D. and we are talking about a dream we saw. I don't remember what it was about, but we concluded it was a shared dream! I was so excited! Then i told her sth i don't recall and she clouded.
"You are no supposed to say such things to a friend!" with tears in her eyes.
"Come on silly, i was kidding... Don't cry"

- I am lied down in a garage and i am sleepy. I have just woken up (FA) from some noise. I see some friends holding big paper bags and boxes. I shout at them "HEY!" with a sleepy voice. They come over me and start hitting me with the bags. Grr... I don't recall how, but we end up around my car. Alex comes to me and tells me that there is a friend of his, who is very experienced on cars and i should let him drive it. I didn't want to, although i said it was ok. I felt my weakness of saying "NO". However he didn't want to drive it any way. He does some weird mods on the lights and the sound system. I saw him pulling a cable and the a bunch of adaptors and a mix of cables came out...

- I am at Alex's house. The first floor doesn't seem like the real one at all. It is like i am in a big library or sth. I go to the basement and look for alex or someone familiar. The house was full of adults and elderly people. I go outside and reach the road. There is S. following me. He's taller and more fit. It felt like he was around for a long time, although i don't remember him in the house... I look for my car. The cars are parked in the middle of the road. This seems weird. I look around, but i don't see my car anywhere. I try to remember where i parked it. I try to visualize the time that i reached this place by car. I try again and again. I stop and look around in confussion... S. looks at me: "What's wrong???"... "I can't remember how i got here!" BOUM I pinch my nose and take a deep breath. My vision "breaks" like an interlaced video for a while. I walk in a weird dizzy way (usual for me). The dream is not stable. I 'm afraid i 'm gonna lose it again... -.- I look at my hands. They are not distorted, but seem transparent... Things aren't getting any better. I think about spinning before it's too late. I close my eyes and start spinning. I feel it fading away. I open my eyes. Shit! I am awake.

22.02.2011

The Girl and the Lynx (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

It's daylight, and I'm walking along a footpath on the University of Missouri campus. This sidewalk passes through some trees in a cove surrounded by three buildings; off to my right is the Chemistry building that I know well from childhood.

There's a girl with me; I have no idea who she is, and indeed I don't even recall what she looks like or what name she goes by. But we are walking together, side by side, and she is important for some reason.

As we near the trees, the girl spots a White Hawk resting on some low-lying branches overhead. I tell her that the Hawk has lived here for years (a dream memory), and the girl seems to agree that this must be the case. I walk carefully as we pass under the branches.

The path now passes between two buildings; up ahead is an open grassy area where, perhaps 30 meters away, stands the girl's father. At his feat lies a Lynx or young Lion, I cannot determine which, exactly. The girl steps forward towards her dad, and I follow closely behind. Her dad seems quite nice, and we all chat for a few minutes.

My attention, however, is fixated on that big, wild cat at our feet. It bares its long canines to show me that it can tear me to pieces if I make a wrong move. I'd like to think I could fend it off somehow if necessary, but it's probably best to avoid angering it in the first place. I grow wary, but the girl's dad says not to worry, just tread lightly and the cat won't harm me.

I take his advice, and all three of us walk further along the sidewalk to a parking lot where the girl's dad has parked his car. And as we do, I can practically feel the cat's eyes on my back--watching attentively--as I walk away.

When we arrive at the car there is a momentary question of who should take the passenger seat. I offer it up to the girl, but her dad insists I ride up front with him. The dream ends here, but I am left with the weird feeling that I had just been speaking with my dad, though the girl was most certainly not my sister. How strange.

(Wake.)

Drank some cranberry-raspberry juice before bed and had the best detail recall I've had in a long time. Ended up being 2.5 pages in Word!

2/21-22. 1230. 530. In a grocery store with dad. Area looks to be by the BoA but also next to the registers. Then it’s a musician studio, mostly guitarists. Talking with some guys about a guitar. One guy looks like the big guy from Fanboys. I have to go to the bathroom, so go into another studio, which I guess was the bathroom. Feel uncomfortable because the rooms have glass between them. Some guy in a studio to my left. I’m able to get an angle where no one can see me. Still talking to the 2 other guys. Hand it to them while trying to go. “It’s a Rickenbacher knockoff. I can’t remember the name.” Though it was supposed to be a bass, it was a guitar with a short neck and dark blue. A pause and then I say, “Averia! That’s the name” (not the actual name). Then 2 other guys come into the same room I am to practice. One is a trombone player from my freshman year, Xxxx I think, has glasses. Name is different in the dream though. They’re across the room, so I go to the bathroom anyway as a chair is hiding me

750. I wake up in my room. Theresa’s cats are there. I play with them. One jumps up on my left side dresser. I have an organizer with papers and the cat chews on it. I pick up my computer mouse, don’t know why I had it, and tap it on the dresser to get the cat off. Runs to the door. Then the cats are the 2 older Xxxxxxx twins, but one’s a girl. Play with them for a little bit. Then I’m walking down what feels like Main St. There’re a bunch of kids that had just graduated from Kindergarten, black robes with, I think, an orange stoal? Then at a car repair place. Pale yellow. It looks like the back of a Pep Boys with its garages, but that’s the building. Guy closes up shop because the kids are annoying him. Door is also pale yellow, but the bottom third is like a metal mesh and blue. I then drive home, heading south on Main. Xxxxxxx calls me to see if I’m going to make it to the run, academy? “What run is it?” “It’s a cancer run.” I’m eating some gummies or something. I take forever to answer his other questions though for some reason like I’m super tired and am thinking about each question before answering it. Pass a house where I see mom with glasses, and she’s jumping, like there’s a parade going on. Make it to Xxx and Xxxxxxx and there’s traffic. The houses and shops are no longer there, like it was before they were there, just an open lot. Heading W on Xxxxxxx and there’s a lot of traffic. Able to look up ahead and looks like some ambulances and flashing lights. Get closer and at that first street is a pile of junk cars being loaded onto a tow truck. Don’t catch what is going on off the left side, but maybe an accident

1040. Watching TV. Someone gets hurt on a dam. Then the suicide video plays of goy at Hoover Dam. When guy hits bottom, his head smashes and red and yellow come out. People are then on the dam around him and looks like some people walked down the face that he just slid down. Then I’m home, but the house doesn’t look like ours. Dad’s showing me something to do with telling time at night. “Can you see it if there’s a new moon” (Showing me something and a black light flashlight simulates moon, shape is a snowflake). “No.” “Can you see it with a full moon?” He turns on the black light. “Yes! Man, that’s cool!” I’m looking around the room and the wall closest to use has a witch that moves, I’m thinking about touching it for some reason. The rest of the room is winter themed kind of. Snowflakes are all over and light up when I turn the black light on, which is now like Kyle’s, but only 3” long. Mom and dad then go to bed. I stay in the room and look around. There’s a door on the opposite wall, so go to it. I notice that the floor creaks, so assume there’s a walkout basement like Ernie’s house. Now light and with a friend. Room is his sister’s room. He’s looking around and I look at a wall next to the door. Sister was in track, uniforms are light blue and white. She has this whole section covered with pics with friends from track. There’s one I look at and they’re jumping over hurdles, she’s wearing earmuffs, but doing it gracefully in a funny way. 3 girls in the photo and one is a huge girl, maybe 400lbs. I think, “How can she jump?” Look at another picture and she’s holding the fat girl. I look back and forth at these photos and they stay the same, as well as others in my periphery. I go toward her computer desk which has its own little nook. Papers and stuff are everywhere and can’t walk, so don’t go in. Look at some papers. Get up and turn around and the friend found some boy’s number, he tears it up. Then walk out of the room, which the winter room from before is now different. There’s a kitchen counter and his mom and sister are at it. We get low and try to sneak up the stairs. Stairs creak a little also. Something about a white dog on the stairs with us, or at the top?

Here's my first dream Journal!!!


When the dream starts, I'm outside of this school-looking building, and there are people hanging out around me. I'm on this scooter, and I ride toward the side of it. there are cafeteria food tables beside the building, and there's "heavy" from the game Team Fortress 2, sitting at the table, with a sandwich (xD) I'm trying to get on top of the building, but can't because its too high. then I ask for some help from heavy, and he throws me up. I still have my scooter, and I get off of it. there's a guy up there, and he try's to sell me weed. it doesn't look like weed though, it looks like rice painted green. I keep telling him no, and he doesn't stop. Then I jump down, and leave my scooter up there. then a principle comes up to me, and i get in trouble for having weed, even though the guy gave it to me. then the dream changes.

I'm on top of a train, on all fours, and its ripping down the track. it comes to a quick stop, in front of this HUGE house. its about 4 stories high. I go to get off, but I have to jump, because between the track and the porch, theres a death drop. I get inside, and the name "dexter" pops into my head, then I turn around to leave. next thing I know, I'm on top of the train again, but this time, its one piece of it. one of the tank ones they put rice into. its speeding down the track at around 400 MPH, and I'm hanging on for dear life. then something happened hast involved a wolf, but I can't remember. then I woke up.

On the moon with an intense desire to go beyond a ridge, than another, jus kept walking and walking. I knew it was Io because everything was yellow, orange and rust colored. I could never be satisfied with where I got to and just kept on going. Ridge after ridge. After days of just walking, not getting tired or having to eat or drink I decided to go somewhere else. I ended up on a floating dock over a sea with a glittering bubble encasing it. It had its own aura. The floor and walls of the village were as transparent as glass but felt like stone to me. I seemed to be a ghost to them, half way there, half way not. But none of them seemed concerned. I was brought below to a man named D’eroc’ He was the leader of this place. The inhabitants of the place (sorry didn’t catch the name) were all dressed in matching sand colored clothes, either robes or trousers and tunics, and the only variation were heavily and colorfully embroidered collars, cuffs, and belts that they wore. They had pale, almost bluish skin, with colors varying from the normal blond, ginger, brown, and black to dyed bits of blue, green, orange, and metallic and other jewel tones. D’eroc’ Looked more worn and aged than any of the others and his hair was straight and black and went to shoulders. His arraignment was trimmed with red and gold embroidery as well as a large grey and white speckled stone pinned over his belt that held it in place. I stayed for several hours and just wandered around but didn’t talk to anyone, at least not really. They would introduce themselves as ‘Tred’undin’ or ‘star-people’ and possible “Tred’ninor” which being interpreted is “Starchild” When I asked where they were from they would point the same direction up, when I asked why they were here their faces would sadden and a few it offended outright, but the rest would just cease responding to me, emotionally or otherwise. I must have spoken to a hundred different Tred’undin, but they would never get past that last question of Why they were there. I stayed on my own for the night and when It was dark and the stars were out I went to a room where it was open to the water below, somehow I managed to anger a Lobster the size of a car and dirt brown in color, covered in barnacles and other parasites. I ran, but before I could leave the room Eight Tred’undin’ came running through and told me to stand still. They threw some food down the pool hole and the Lobster called “Drast’in’ ” left. I turned to thank them but they were gone. . . Then I woke up. I remember some singing at some point but can’t remember when or where I heard it.
Weird dream, and first one at this place

The dream (I think) started out with me taking a shower in a large empty room. It is a stand up shower without a tub, that has a door with a texture on the glass. The room was all the same tan color with two doors leading out, one on the right of my view point, one on the left. The door on the right was opaque with the long section in the middle you push to open, and the one on the left was see through with a metal handle on the left side.

The shower was warm, and I was enjoying myself when someone opened the right door and started to come in. As soon as she saw me she left embarrassed, not realizing I was in there. I giggled, not to worried about another girl seeing me.

After a bit I noticed that the door was open on the left and there was a guy watching me and laughing. I looked at him and motioned for him to leave since I was showering, but he stayed and more guys showing up. I wasn't embarrassed, I was pissed. So I get out of the shower, still completely naked and wet, showing them I don't care, close the door and give them the back off face. I slam the door and they start to leave. It was only then that I realized that some of the wall around the door was see through also. (which I don't understand after waking up since it was clear anyway)

For awhile I was left alone, but then suddenly people, mostly guys, began to run into the room. The room became almost filled with guys and I yelled for security who began to drag people out. But all I could think of was how pissed I was since I wanted to take my shower in peace, but no one would leave me alone.

The dream went on but I don't remember much other that a girl that had a colorful pokemon jacket and a screening room of some kind the was red and orange with bean bag chairs.

Last night I had a dream in which I only remember small pieces from it. I remember laying down on an unfamiliar bed, in a room I don't remember any details about it, but I do know that it wasn't my room. So anyways, I'm laying down at this bed and I "wake-up (inside the dream)" to a swan coming out from behind my pillow , this swan seemed to be very hostile...



I remember for a small moment I had control of the dream and I told myself I didn't want to look at this swan anymore, it was making me very uncomfortable. So then I remember looking up at the wall and the ceiling changed to an arrangement of beautiful stars and constellations.



That is all what I remember...

I had a bad night's sleep last night, which I think effected my recall. I have some brief impressions though.

1. Someone, an older man, pulling me by the arm. He is very angry with me for something I did.

2. Taking some sort of test.

3. One of my friends being arrested.

That's all I can remember, dammit!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Actually I'm tired and cranky. It's "sleep night" tonight, but to be honest I don't expect anything. Oh well, Friday will probably be here in a jiffy.

22.40: Sleep

04.50: Fragment
*I'm talking to a therapist. She's telling me to think about how I walk, and to keep my feet straight. "Yeah I've practiced walking straight for a very long time now, I almost do it without thinking" I tell her. "But I still have to work on my pose" I say. "Do you want to have a few walking lessons later?" she asks me. "Uhm no. I can walk by myself" I tell her and walk away.

04.50: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 6 hours

Supplements: 2 x Omega-3

That's it! Yay.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!