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    1. 2017-12-02 long night,medium detail

      by , 12-02-2017 at 11:22 AM
      earlier:

      +(f) crawling through an underground bunker, we'll surprise them when we surface

      later:

      + playing chess, planning combinations, I have the opportunity to win some material with check, the question is if he castles queenside will I be able to castle or get my king to into protection in time

      + 3 girls outside in sunlight (at a bus stop?) they talk to me, I "accidentally" kiss one of them on the arm lightly, they lead the way to their table, their grandparents are there (I'm leery of them?) then there's a laundry drying rack, I take off my shirt and I don't want to give them my best shirts to wash, there is also my robe but I want it to be ready for me to wear in the morning

      + work meeting: everyone is talking at once and I can't understand anyone, so I should "ONLY ONE PERSON AT A TIME" and "quiet!" again later when I can't understand still

      + exercise cafeteria: like sushi boats but women are sitting around the table, I take a piece of fish in sauce on bread and eat it, the attendant (hidden under the table) places another long piece of brown bread for me to take

      + girls with odd/exaggerated eyes, I believe this is because it's a show on TV and the editors have used photoshop to manipulate the eyes to be exaggerated in size. Go outside and there are two very cute girls in boats/bicycles parked on the side of the road. I see our white minivan is across the street and down the hill. Our group is walking/stumbling to the van across the street, one of the adult men seems to be very drunk, I'm looking for a way to cross the street to get to them.
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    2. Dream - Hardware Town & The Legend Of Karla

      by , 12-02-2017 at 11:16 AM
      Date of Dream: SAT 2 DEC - 2017



      Dream No. 233 - Separated Sections

      Dream 233 A - Hardware Town

      I can't remember much of this dream. From what I can remember, I was walking around a random area in Dandenong on a hot day. I was doing something by myself at Bunnings in the first scene. The second scene is where NN discovered I was in the area and so called me on my mobile phone, asking me if we wanted to catch up. He offered to meet me at the Mitre10 store (which does not exist in real life). Originally, he said we'd meet at 11:45 AM but I said that wasn't early enough, then he said 11:30 AM which still didn't suit me... So we negotiated on a time of 11:40 AM. That's call I can remember.

      Dream 233 B - The Legend Of Karla
      I was in a completely unknown area with three other girls. I only remembered one of them from real life. There were these random enemies coming at us and the girl insisted that she and her friends deal with them... Little did they know that I was a powerful figure in this dream; my elements had returned. The girl was so insistent dealing with the enemies by herself but I jumped right in front of her and activated fire which came in the form of an invisible hot breath.

      For the rest of the dream, the girl stood back and was speechless at what she was seeing. The enemy was white with a bluey-greenish tinged round crystal on its head. Fire didn't seem to be doing anything, so I changed the position of my mouth to unleash ice. What I thought was the ice position unleashed a fast wind, which I deemed to be Earth. I discovered that in this dream, in order to release ice, I had to blow. When I blew, a sharp whistling sound was produced and cold air came out, which eventually knocked the enemy over and then it disappeared.

      I then discovered that we were on Skabb's ship, just like the plot of Spyro The Eternal Night and what was also accurate was that I didn't have electricity available to me yet. The next enemy didn't have any distinct colour to it but it was breathing fire at me. I thought that to defeat it, I had to breathe ice to counteract it's nature... I was wrong as ice was doing nothing. Fire in this dream was first hot air from me but in this scene, it came out as spouts of bloody red lava from the enemy. When I breathed fire on the enemy, it was also bloody red lava which was bubbling as it hit the enemy.

      The enemy eventually collapsed but I found out that I had lost the ability to use fire. I had a solution, I told the girls to wait while I just lay down on the ground and literally fell asleep within the dream. I was hoping that like in Spyro The Eternal Night, I would enter a dream and in this case, Dreamy WB would come and assist me to retrieve my element back. When sleeping, she didn't show up... Rather, I could see the girls all moving around me and looking confused, wondering why I had fallen asleep on them. That's all I can remember about this dream.



      Dream Trophies Achieved:
      - The Ice Age (Use your ice abilities in 3 dreams)

      >> Paralysed the lady with cold air and then shot her out the door (184)
      >> Using ice to charge the blue symbol on the pillar (186)
      >> Attempted to use ice on the enemy (233 B)

      - Black Friday (Use your fire abilities in 3 dreams)
      >> Breathed fire on the lady and afterwards, the room became surrounded by the remaining energy of this element (184)
      >> Using fire to charge up the orange symbol on the pillar (186)
      >> Defeated the enemy with lava from the fire element (233 B)
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      non-lucid
    3. Badge

      by , 12-01-2017 at 08:25 PM
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      non-lucid , dream fragment
    4. Back in School

      by , 12-01-2017 at 05:57 PM
      Dream where I was visiting my old college professors and hanging out on my college campus.
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      non-lucid
    5. Dream - Double Winged Spider

      by , 12-01-2017 at 08:05 AM
      Date of Dream: FRI 1 DEC - 2017



      Dream No. 232 - Double Winged Spider
      Nightmare!

      The first part of the dream took place at TAFE. I was in the tax class on Monday morning, when I was bound to prepare for my birthday celebration. I thought to myself that I wanted to go somewhere to have a shower. It ended up being on Tuesday that I had a shower at the TAFE after that tax class... Yes, there was actually a shower unit at an education institution. The birthday celebration then took place in the second and final class on Tuesday.

      The dream scene changed to me being in front of The Glen Shopping Centre where I was standing up on a stage, facing the road and all these people were standing in front of me. KG was announcing to everyone that I was going to become a bus driver for PublicTransportVictoria. I am then actually driving the bus that aids the Glen Waverley line. The first half of the route ran smoothly but the second half was messy.

      For the second half of the run, I told the people I knew how to get to the city but only by one specific way I knew. One guy came and told me off because I wasn't sticking to the designated route map. Everyone eventually arrived at the city as promised and we were all standing on this rocky coastal area, facing all the buildings. I am whispering something in Croatian but the same guy that told me off earlier comes to me and says that I'm being disrespectful. I was actually surprised that he heard me because I thought I was really quiet.

      The dream scene than changes again. I am at my current house in the front room when I see this weird looking spider hanging off the roof. Upon further examination, it was actually two spiders tangled into one web, making it one living being... It was apparently called the double winged spider. As start walking away from one corner of the room, the spider starts swinging backwards and forwards, ultimately coming for me in that direction.

      I get to the other end of the room and I find I'm trapped. My brother is now there, cornering me beside the heater as well and he is giving me some sort of weird smile. Both parts of the double winged spider jump on me and start biting me. I now thought my brother was behind this act, so give him a taste of his own medicine, I go to bite his nose, sticking my teeth there and pressing them into him, while I stressfully call with my gritted teeth, alternating between both her names, “Dreamy WB!” and “Miss T!”. I eventually woke up to curtains thrashing about and really bad gusts of wind at 6:40 AM.



      Dream Trophies Achieved:

      - None



      At first, I wasn't sure whether to classify it as a normal dream or nightmare. I wouldn't think of it as a nightmare because it didn't have a gory or generally traumatising vibe to it. But then the majority of nightmarish aspects are there in that the look on my brother's face was really twisted like I've never seen before. Also, when I called for Dreamy WB, she didn't come... I exited that scenario by waking up. Thirdly, I don't usually retaliate in nightmares... I run. But this time, I defended myself by trying to bite my brother and the most horrifying thing is that he's the most innocent in real life... So the dream has really messed him up. Very odd dream, I hope not too many of these occur in the future.

      Updated 12-01-2017 at 08:37 AM by 93119

      Categories
      non-lucid , nightmare
    6. Dream - The Local Chase

      by , 12-01-2017 at 07:56 AM
      Date of Dream: THU 30 NOV - 2017



      Dream No. 231 - The Local Chase

      I don't remember how the dream started exactly. I felt like it started from the point where I was already being chased. My mum, dad and brother were after me for something and all I felt I could do was get away. They were chasing me around the local area, up Haverbrack Drive. I eventually turned right and go down down a hill that led to the creek track. It was while going down the hill that I started to perceive Dreamy WB's energy... Without even calling her. It's like she already knew that something was wrong.

      During the remainder of the chase, Dreamy WB would help me in different forms. Part way down the hill, it felt like she was carrying me and I could see an arm around me... Therefore a partly visible, physical form. Down the second half of the hill, I couldn't see anything, rather I felt like I was being propelled by something invisible. I would run for a few steps and then when I got pushed, I felt like I was a surfboard floating on mid-air. Although her forms were different, one common aspect was that I never saw her face to face... So she always had a sense of mystery about her.

      Her energy died down as soon as I got on the track and they got a lot closer to me again. For the first part of the track run, they were hot on my tail. It got to a point where the track was diverging into a lot of paths, three of them to be exact. They were all catching up and so I had to decide fast. I assessed all the paths and it seemed like the middle one was the one to take. I said to myself that the middle one had the most shade and where there are trees, there's Dreamy WB.

      As soon as I entered that path, the propelling motion took place again. When Dreamy WB thought I'd gotten far enough away from them, she'd stopped propelling me and chucking me about like a ball. I now found that I was able to run faster than before but the path was now dirt and it was very bendy and hilly. No matter how fast I ran, I never lost my balance and fell. While running, I literally asked myself, “why are they chasing me?”. The dream had moved scenes on me.

      I was at some random get together with random people who were apparently family friends in the dream. I had approached a blue square table with food on it. There were some white plastic chopsticks which I used to put a piece of chocolate cake onto my plate. I then used the same chopsticks to grab hold of a lollipop. Once I looked up again, I could see that all my mum, dad and brother weren't happy with me, so I dropped everything and started running.

      The chase scenes were repeating themselves. In the exact same way, I ran up Haverbrack Drive. Dreamy WB was carrying me in the exact same way, mysteriously without revealing her appearance, just the brown arm. Only this time, when Dreamy WB was about to transition to her second method, I woke up. So I think the reason they were chasing me was because I used the same chopsticks for both the cake and the lollipop and they didn't like it.



      Dream Trophies Achieved:
      - None



      I find it quite interesting that when I asked, "why are they chasing me?". The dream actually ended up showing me. This is progress because a couple of weeks ago, I said I wanted to know the intention behind bad things in dreams. And then what's really cool is how the dream repeated itself in exactly the same way with the exact sequence of events, like it took me back in time.

      Updated 12-01-2017 at 12:00 PM by 93119 (Lots of spelling mistakes.)

      Categories
      non-lucid , memorable
    7. Dream - The Useless Outskirts Of Town

      by , 12-01-2017 at 07:47 AM
      Date of Dream: TUE 28 NOV - 2017



      Dream No. 230 - The Useless Outskirts Of Town

      I don't remember what happened at the start of the dream. From where I do remember, I was walking around in a suburb with not many houses around. I was looking for a toilet but was annoyed because I had to go all the way to the centre of town... No houses in this area had a toilet. I then remembered that there was in fact one house in the area with a toilet and it was Dreamy WB's. A subconscious message came to me that she lived nearby in the woods. As there became more and more trees, I knew I was getting close. I eventually saw this small wooden house with a scruffy looking fence on an almost bare block of land.

      The dream scene transitioned to me being inside the house as if Dreamy WB had already let me in. I told her what I needed and she led me into a room with two chairs where she and I sat down. We ended up talking to each other for a very long time, for what had felt like half the dream, but it was a nice moment and we spoke about a lot of different topics. She then told me the reason for having a toilet in her house. She then said that the toilet was just next door and I could use it whenever I wanted to. I entered the toilet by myself. The dream scene then changed completely.

      I was in my own house and my dad was constantly coming after me. He wanted to hurt me by trying to stick thumb tacks onto my bare back. He was able to prick me with a few of them but they didn't fully pierce through. That scene ended when he cornered me at the fridge. The last scene was my mum and I at some unknown place... It looked like the place in Dream No. 223 where my mum fell into the porridge.

      This time, the patio was surrounded with some vermilion tinted water. Both my mum and I lost our balance and fell backwards into the water... Or did we? We didn't enter the liquid, rather we were bounced off of it and ended up back on the patio, standing. I looked down at the water, examining it and why it didn't swallow us. I came to the realisation that Dreamy WB was still an influence in the dream... She rescued us. My mind pictured that she took control of the water, hence the vermilion mirage illusion on its surface. That's all I can remember about this dream.



      Dream Trophies Achieved:

      - None
      Categories
      non-lucid , memorable
    8. Being a Helpful Witch

      by , 11-30-2017 at 05:30 PM
      Morning of November 30, 2017. Thursday.



      My dream occurs in two main parts. It has the usual distortions and absence of viable conscious self identity. The only conscious self threads relate to knowing I am married to Zsuzsanna. The rest of my dream self identity ambiguously perceives itself as a teenager, and my parents are still alive.

      In the first part of my dream, I am in the kitchen of our present address (erroneously perceived as of Cubitis, where I have not lived since 1978). The layout of the house is different. Zsuzsanna is present and we are rearranging everything (which we had been doing a lot in real life lately after the storm tore the roof from our house, though that memory is not extant in my dream). There are two special pictures that present a three-dimensional impression. One is very large and displays a two-storey house. The other is similar to the pattern of our present bedroom curtain but features only one cheetah.

      I marvel at the large image of the house and its three-dimensionality. (It faces north when aligned to our present home’s layout.) As I change my position in the room and move my head, there is vivid imagery that looks as if the Venetian blinds in the house are closing and opening, depending on where I stand, though this relates to the angle I am viewing the house from, not the blinds actually moving. At least one bright light is on inside the second floor of the residence where this intriguing Venetian blinds effect is seen, which involves at least three windows. There is a sense of both pleasure and awe. (The windows are about five inches high.) The joy I feel is probably based on liminal realization of modulating my dream with threads of my conscious self, yet my dream self not actively comprehending this factor.

      I am then looking at the image of a cheetah (about eight inches in length to start with). I am able to manipulate the image by moving parts of it with my fingers, to make it smaller or larger or change the proportions. It does not become distorted no matter how I move different points of the image. Its three-dimensionality is similar to one of those toddler’s board books with the additional features implied to be fur or other textures (such as “Touch and Feel Wild Animals”). The clusters of fur on the cheetah image growing and shrinking depending on how I alter the image with my fingers fascinates me.

      Later, I notice my father standing by the doorway of our shed (our present shed, not the one in Cubitis). He is dressed in an unusual colorful outfit and has a large white beard. I go out and see that he is trying to move several large parts of machinery, one that looks like a small motor. Not being lucid, I still use a type of telekinesis. I am aware that the combined weight of the objects is quite heavy, yet I touch one (the smallest object) and all the other objects connect to it as if magnetic. I effortlessly lift everything and my father seems grateful. I realize that this means I am a witch. I place them out in the backyard through a fictional doorway on the east end of our shed.

      From here, there is an incorporeal and unseen male character that is somehow only partially present. There is brief talk with him about a fairy being a great wizard. My father walks to the west end of our shed (where the main door pulls up in reality). It is open to the street. There are at least two black horses facing north that I lightly pet. My father expresses no distrust or wariness of me being a witch.



      A shed or warehouse represents liminal space during the waking transition in a specific part of the sleeping period and is a factor of memory recall and storage. Horses as this dream’s end marker represent my “return” to my physical body in waking. The health or condition of a horse often relates to the health of one’s physical body or recent mental states (or that of someone known). (For example, after a classmate died, I had a terrifying dream of a horse falling down and suffocating in front of me, after it came through the doorway of our homeroom classroom, both a result of his death, and the unsteady state of my emotions at the time.)

      In one of my dreams of yesterday, I was a guardian angel “from the future”, helping a fictional character rendered as the actor Jonathan LaPaglia to fulfill his supposed destiny with his future wife. Then, in this one, I am a powerful witch helping my father. I manipulate imagery (though that was implied to be the nature of whatever technology was present) and effortlessly lift heavy objects by mental will (and not only do I lift them, they stick together magnetically in a very long cluster nearly as wide as the shed). There seems to be no difference between a powerful witch and an angel in some cases, at least from my dream self’s viewpoint. (My wife Zsuzsanna has appeared as both an angel and a witch in my dreams, including prescient dreams from before we met.)

      The Venetian blinds represent the virtual division between the dream self identity and the conscious self identity. The fact that I am not surprised by my telekinetic abilities validates liminal dream state awareness and liminal dream control (that is, with no realization it is a dream, yet having endless powers to create and control my dream state experiences). I certainly would not have this expectation or act as such when conscious.


      Updated 06-05-2018 at 04:16 AM by 1390

      Categories
      non-lucid
    9. 2017-11-30 LUCIDD 237 frank/white, gym lockers/class, sandy road chicken/truck farm, football girls

      by , 11-30-2017 at 07:48 AM
      + LUCIDD LD #237: in a white interior house see a guy get lucid I say "Hey, you're Frank, right?" He nods, we talk he answers everything is solid and bright and vivid, go to next room bunch of people and I'm talking and notice there is an echo in the room and I say this and start singing a little and listen to the quality of my voice.

      + driving on sandy side road, looking for the chicken/truck farm, woman drives car by no room, I ask her where the farm is, there's a sign but I've missed it, the road is very narrow and the cliffs are high, I'm concerned about hitting the cliffs and having them collapse onto my car, burying it.

      + in a locker room, examining lockers (levitate up over and look down on them) they fall almost I pick them up? I get dressed, confused about socks and shoes. I see EB she is heading to cooking class? I call after her and run after her and we arrive at the class it's an open area full of people

      + girl, football guy college team a game is happening soon, I look at him and imagine his weight, he has some forehead acne, follow a group of girls (cheerleaders?) and choose one and "engage" a bit with her she doesn't like it and runs away her friends ask her if she wants them to banish me.

      + guy in room there's a girl singing on stage, he likes her, she sings well, the room fills with fog (cotton?) and I ask him if he wants me (via my powers) to clear the room. He's eating some dark-berried tart and I want some he hands it to me and I take a bite
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      lucid
    10. Just freeze to death stupid bitch!

      by , 11-29-2017 at 09:20 PM (The world of Lyseno)
      Wednesday November 28th 2017

      I’m walking around a street, become lucid when I realize my weight is wrong and then look up. What should I be doing right now? Oh well, who cares about goals when we can just cause destruction.

      Fly up to the sky and then outside the planet just to learn that the whole dream is unstable and the universe around me is more like a big cloud of surreal colors? This must be one of the first dreams of the night, damn.

      Back to sleep.

      Reading something online, my fingers are too heavy when typing… oh yeah I must be dreaming! Quickly go outside and then teleport to DW been a really long time since the last time I went to visit.

      There seems to be something weird going on. For one, even though most of the humans that live there should know me and attack me on sight, nobody does recognize me. And for other, there are far too many of them, nearly enough to fill a small city!

      Alright, I will not panic. Last time this was under the territory of Walms and since he was gone now there are humans… still get annoyed, but wake up before I can do anything.

      Back to sleep.

      Sitting in a bench looking at people pass by, I feel strangely light so become lucid and then stand up, still in DW uh?

      Alright, gotta do something about the people. The most likely reason they do not recognize me is because I died already and no longer have the body and feeling of Walms anymore, so that is not a problem.

      Now, DW is not only this diamond planet so gotta take them somewhere else! Quickly touch the ground and use Scan on the whole planet then take everyone over to another deserted planet where they can be at and just look around my DP.

      Not much has changed and I want to keep it this way, just enjoy some time by flying to the mountains and going down with the lava larvas. Stay there with them for a few minutes before waking up.

      Back to sleep.

      Walking around a park, become lucid while walking and then start to stare around. When did I get teleported to this world too? Must have been stupid and ordered to teleport everyone and got here when I woke up last time…

      When I look around see a lot of conscious zombies around me, they seem to be arguing? They are trying to understand what is going on and how they ended like that, also why people are hunting them down.

      I try to talk to them but they get mad, one of them without an eye and a scar on his throat gets close to me and attacks me. Slap him and slam him against the ground then punch the rest into submission “Since when are you conscious?” I ask them, they do not know but want to stop eating rotten flesh.

      There is another one super big who can only stay there and look around, he is weaker than the one I just slapped, hmmmm.

      They also want people like me to stop killing them. I leak out some energy and ask him if the people are like me, he shakes his head and shows me a passage underground to go hunt down their enemies.

      Back to sleep.

      In a small rural area, looking for people… what? Become lucid as soon as I start to check on gravity then wonder what I have to do now. It seems I went through the passage?

      Oh well. People are living in condos all around and are scared of the Zombies, I try to explain to them that they are no longer like they used to be but nobody wants to hear me out. So bomb them with flashes of light that come from my back and destroy half the combo. They respond to this by pushing and attacking me with missiles of their own.

      I stop them with a barrier and just stomp them with a gravity ball around the city, they all start to scream and then I see some light strike me. It does nothing but push me back through the hole where I see at the other side the one eyed zombie fighting with his friends. He literally punches and disassembles the big one and the babies he was protecting get tortured, so I get mad at him and make him stop, also realize they are kind of bandit zombies but still.

      Back to sleep.

      Sitting in a chair all alone inside of a big building, like a museum I believe. Become lucid while looking around and then get close to a painting of a post apocalyptic world with a lot of red and yellow “The picture from when everything began sure is nostalgic uh?” says someone from behind, oh this is not a painting…?

      When I turn around and he looks at me he seems scared and confused, so he goes outside to ask for help. He recognizes my face as the guy who half destroyed their city but my clothes are different apparently?

      Oh yeah, when I look at myself am wearing a long brown vest with long sleeves and weird shoes, also a hat much like those worn by people in the middle Asia. I quickly change clothes to my normal ones when they come back.

      Just jump outside the museum and then fly away because it is funny look at them try to shot me down and hunt me too, heh.

      Back to sleep.

      Sleeping in a bed of hay, become lucid when I stand up and realize my weight is wrong… oh yay! Still in the same dream as before.

      Quickly teleport to the mansion where I was at before with the picture and the people in a party and ask them what are they celebrating?

      They respond by trying to punch me, I stop the girl and make her sit down then make everything colder. I then tell them to stop or I will have to kill them.

      The girl says she will make the night day and kill me… uh? No that will not happen. She starts to gather light particles and then I laugh, she stops right away and asks me why I am laughing.

      “Simple girl” I tell her “This is how you make it from night to light” say and then raise my hand, everyone looks up to the sky, it is nighttime and you can watch the stars.

      Everyone stares amazed when they see that the stars light starts to move and then comes down “You control light particles!” she is just staring stupefied “I can control the stars light without trouble” and then when the light comes closer it becomes day and everything starts to heat gradually, then I stop it right away “If I so want can vaporize this planet and you all in a second” say to the girl, gripping on her hand and throwing her out of the way.

      She just steps back and then uses her light attack on me, I evade and attack her back with it, we go back and forth until I get bored and hit her with it and make her smaller. She screams and resists but becomes small enough to fit in my hand, then people scream and just ignore her as if she was the issue, they are obviously afraid of me.

      Back to sleep.

      Force myself back to kill the bitch, she transforms into sand so it will be difficult, so I place her in a water container where she will drown to death but also want to freeze her to make it faster, but fail…

      Back to sleep.

      Back again, why am I failing? (When they are small, the energy provided disappears and to extract even more energy would be to freeze the whole city, but I didn’t realize that at the time) end up hiding her from her mom, teleporting to the zombies and give it to them, she will naturally die in a few weeks and can’t get out since water is her natural enemy, the one eyed zombie agrees with me but another one does not want to kill her. So I make a treat with them and make sure she dies by going forward in time an
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    11. Olympic Practice and Angelic Escape (with Jonathan LaPaglia)

      by , 11-29-2017 at 05:29 PM
      Morning of November 29, 2017. Wednesday.

      Dream #: 18,608-02. Reading time (optimized): 2 min.



      In the first part of a two-part dream, I indulge in realistic exercises, including jumping jacks. Unknown people are present but not in the room where I exercise. I wave my arms about and perform boxing motions. I feel strong and energized. I do not become tired despite the intensity of my movements. There is an extraordinary degree of imaginary physicality and momentum. I will compete in the Olympics in a few days. I say I will participate in the javelin throw. (It seems a participant can choose what they want to do.) I consider it might not be a part of the Olympics.

      I become a time-traveling angel in the backyard of the Loomis Street house. My dream self has no recall of my relatives ever living here. The actor, Jonathan LaPaglia, from “Seven Days” (the television series about time travel) lives here. My dream self perceives him as an ordinary person, with no recall of either his real identity or any of his roles.

      A scenario involves his neighbors offering him to put his extra junk across the alley where they put theirs. Both piles include damaged plastic toys (the kind we recently discarded in real life). Curiously, our real-life neighbor to the south, on the other side of our fence, is living just north of the Loomis Street house. It is intriguing how he is one of the only factors of waking-life recall and how he is here in an American setting I have not seen since February 1994.

      I was reading a paperback book about Jonathan and Callie, whom he had been in a relationship with for years but had never married or lived with her. I read he will miss out on having a life with her. He eventually accepts I am from the future but finds the situation amusing. (Callie Torres from “Grey’s Anatomy" is an association. Sara Ramirez, the actress who plays her, was born August 31, like Jonathan.)

      To change his destiny, he needs to go to a public area where she is with a bodybuilder. He misses his opportunity, but he can still go to her residence. We walk westerly through a version of Sill Street and near Kane Street to a strange house with two adjacent apartments but remain in the main entrance. We never see her.

      An unfamiliar couple (though not tenants, as another unknown woman lives in the left apartment while Callie lives on the right), ask me who I am. “I’m a person,” I say, so as not to reveal I am an angel.

      They pull me to the ground without violence and seem happy as if they think I will grant them wishes as a result. I teleport, and they drop to the ground. I stand on an elevated area, noting their surprised reaction with amusement.



      Jonathan LaPaglia reminds me of our landlord, who said we could use the bins at his nearby unrented property for additional items that were destroyed in the storm that tore our roof off.


      Updated 03-03-2020 at 06:23 PM by 1390

      Categories
      non-lucid
    12. Calm Bravery

      by , 11-29-2017 at 03:01 PM
      Guitar

      I was semi lucid tuning and playing a guitar next to an old teacher. I tried singing as well to see if I could sound just like in WL without distortion.It worked so I sang loud and played the notes. My fingers on the chord was right on with the sound but not knowing the professional chords and playing from heart it was kind of messy

      Calm Bravery

      I was invited to a party by Gordon,saw him tweet something and liked it, than watched as others went to the party and liked his message as well. The message was something about facing hardships and prevailing.

      Later on in the dream I’m in the sky watching a safari. The lady travels in the Jeep to the beach like I thought than gets out and into the water with the camera man/guy who protects her and goes closer to the sharks. She is twirling slowly as the water pushes her while doing nothing as to not be seen by the sharks that go around her. I become her and must keep calm while I ask the guy why she had to do something like that. The water slowly goes down as I wait and listen to the guy and slightly realize it’s a dream. When the ocean finally goes all the way down I end up in a room where I release my birds and watch them while being careful of predator.I also had a new bird I called twitchy.

      Updated 12-22-2017 at 06:52 PM by 67570

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    13. 2017-11-29 angry tennis, parking, Christmas tree lot

      by , 11-29-2017 at 07:32 AM
      Trying to get back into DJing, regardless of the quality of the night's recall.
      Just some short fragments today. Late bedtime messes up recall...

      + there is a spot near an intersection where I need to park my car. The question is: do I park the car longways along the street or back in perpendicular to the curb? There is a traffic light nearby and I need to cross the street / U turn from where I am to get to the parking area

      + playing in a tennis tournament, I'm concerned about the quality of opponents I will be facing. I know I'm not very good, it's possible the match will be very short, with me just barely being able to return serves. I'm imagining a point at the net where the ball falls short (drop shot) on my side, and I rush the net and am trying to decide whether I should try to drop it back, lob it high, or try to pull off a full swing. Then I'm playing a point, it's very long and I'm running around a lot and i finally win the point. I had lost the first point. I go to the referee but he's not paying attention, nobody is -- because I'm not a very good player. I scream "THE SCORE IS 25-25!!! 25-25! This game is really important to me!!!"

      +(f) [last-minute recall] at the dentist: there is a new type of drug? The dentist asks me that if I get to participate in the trial, would I write up support of the dentist in favor of it's use

      + (f) on my way somewhere with friends, I find myself walking through densely packed pine trees. I know that this is a commercial Christmas tree lot, but I'm forming a joke to tell my friends where I say we should return here and just take one of these trees. I come out from the pack and see people mullin around the lot. Some of the trees I see in front of me are very small and pathetic-looking.
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    14. Castle in the Mist

      by , 11-29-2017 at 01:01 AM (New Dream Adventures of Raven Knight)
      2017, 11-28

      Castle in the Mist

      I am with my mother. We are standing on a ridge overlooking a valley. My brother lives somewhere out there. I find this distressing, because when I look out over the valley all I can see is smoke. I’m not sure if there was a fire or if it is pollution. I am thinking my brother John is in danger. We need to get to John. I am looking for a way down into the valley. It seems everything is closed due to current conditions. No one wants to listen when I say my brother is down there. Then I find a way to get closer. I’m not sure if the situation changes or if the dream changes, but now I find myself on a crowded trail headed towards a castle on a hill. My brother did not ever live in a castle. It appears to be a tourist attraction. There still seems to be a large amount of pollution around it. The castle is shrouded in smog and it is hard to see from a distance. I still take pictures with my phone, even though it is little more than a silhouette. I am with some people. I’m not sure who, maybe my mother, maybe MoSh, I’m not sure. Maybe other tourists. The procession approaching the castle is quite slow. That is to be expected with a tourist attraction. There are also people talking along the way, giving information about the castle. There is a lot of talk about it being haunted. It is announced that there are four guest rooms or dormitories in the castle, and anyone who has the nerve to stay in them can do so. I don’t think anyone wants to admit there are scared, but no one steps up to find out about renting the rooms.

      As we approach the pollution seems a lot more malevolent. I am wearing my usual Assassin’s robes, and that is something I turn out to be glad of as we get closer to the castle. I see swarms of bugs in the sky. But when we get closer to them, it turns out they’re not just flies. It is a swarm of flying bugs of some kind. They look like small flying slugs or something. Slimy and fat and they look malignant. They look like they shouldn’t be able to fly because they are too big. They are swarming around everyone, and trying to get close to them. I see some people are having problems with the things trying to get into their clothes, mouths, noses, and ears. I’m not squeamish about bugs, but that is grossing me out. So I pull my hood all the way forward and then pull the edges of it together over my face. I can barely see where I’m going, but the bugs don’t seem to be able to find any access. We pass through the bugs in a relatively short amount of time and then I am able to open up my hood again. Now we are closer to the castle and can see it better. I take some more pictures of it. I have heard someone say that we shouldn’t take pictures, but that is one of the main reasons I came… I seem to have forgotten about John. I am wondering if this means it is fake, and they’re afraid people will be able to identify their tricks. But the feeling of malevolence I sense pretty much dismisses the idea. I take more pictures, ignoring the people saying that we are not supposed to. I know that photographs sometimes reveal things that the human I cannot see.

      As we head away from the castle, I find a pile of silver coins. They aren’t worth much, but they seem like a good souvenir. I am thinking I might be able to identify some aura or energy around them once they are separated from the malevolent source. I pick up a couple of silver coins about the size of silver dollars and slip them into my pocket when no one is looking. I’m sure I am not supposed to do that. We return through a visitor center, but now the museum displays are twisted and strange. There are now images of torture and death instead of articles of ghost sightings. The people are weird her. Almost everyone is having sex. They’re doing it everywhere. Everyone is in various stages of undress, and they are in various groupings having vigorous sex. I have no idea why they all decided to fornicate in the halls and on the streets. I think it has something to do with the haunted castle. I am feeling no urge to take off my robes, however. A couple people approach me as if they are interested in doing so, but in spite of what I think might be a demonic cause, they are not interested in doing it by force. When I turn them down, they just move onto the next willing participant and go at it. I hurry through this area along with several other people that seem unaffected. We soon make it past those areas. I look back at the castle in the distance, it appears much further away than it should be now. It is once again shrouded in smog. I wake up here.
    15. A Haunted Night

      by , 11-29-2017 at 01:00 AM (New Dream Adventures of Raven Knight)
      2017, 11-28

      A Haunted Night

      I had an array of dreams. Some may have been inspired by the creepy video I watched before and went to sleep. I was with someone in several of them, although I’m not sure who. Part of the time I thought I was with my mother, part of the time I thought I was with my brother, and other times I wasn’t quite sure. But here are the dreams.

      Hideaway
      There was a house. It seemed a bit bigger than the one in the video but that might’ve been because it wasn’t destroyed. The one in the video had burned, and at least the attic area had completely burned off. This house was intact. When I looked at the house I got a sense there was something there, something malevolent. There were three men there. I’m not sure who they were, I didn’t recognize any of them. They were hiding out from a crime they committed, probably theft. They came to the house, and they had to break in. Although it wasn’t destroyed it did appear that it was boarded up and abandoned. They could also seemed to sense the presence in the house. But they weren’t wary enough to leave. Not long after they went in, one of them came back out and went to their truck. He went into the vehicle and retrieved box. I believe it was a stereo. He took it back into the house. Maybe he thought some music would make the place feel better, but the music device was already infected with malevolent energy and would only make matters worse. I was thinking that I should warn them. I knocked, but no one answered. Soon the owner of the property came, he didn’t seem pleased someone was in it. He knocked at the door to try to get their attention. No one answered the door, and I felt almost certain that it was too late.

      Visitors
      I am in my bedroom at my old house. My electronic devices seemed they were somehow inhabited by malevolent forces. My computer was behaving really strangely, and that pissed me off. Then my tablet was changing my data from what I had put into some really cryptic messages. And after that my phone started behaving strangely, too. I was thinking the malevolent energy seemed to be spreading from one device to another, and it was only a matter of time before whatever was infecting it figured out how to spread to other items and even living things. I went out into the backyard. I looked up into the sky where I saw what looked like spaceships. They were flying around in the sky, and there were quite a few of them. They look similar in design, but not identical to, Star Trek starships. I started taking photos with my phone. I had gone ahead and taken my phone with me even though it seemed like it might be corrupted, I didn’t want to leave everything behind. I was worried about losing important data. And it seemed my phone was the least infected. So I started taking photos of the spacecraft. I was still doing that and trying to figure out why they had visited this planet when I woke up.

      On a Roll
      This was another dream that was not related to the hunting’s. And this one I was in what seems like a fairly large office or school. I was getting around from place to place somehow by writing on I’ll ball. It was a small ball, about the size of a tennis ball or maybe a little bigger. It was a soft rubber ball. Somehow I would stand on it, and roll along on it. I’m not sure how this could’ve worked, because in a normal reality the ball would’ve simply rolled out from underneath my foot. But in the dream it seemed to work quite well and I moved along at a good rate. I was rolling from office to office or classroom to classroom, I’m not sure which, apparently someone was jealous of my transportation. They left something sharp on the ground to cut my ball open. At that point it went flat. Now when I went to step on it instead of rolling it just went flat. So now I started going from room to room in the school/office and trying to find another ball. I seem to think it was quite imperative that I find another ball to use, I guess the idea of just normally walking was absurd. I did eventually find one. And then it was back to my old way of getting around. Strange.