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stressful waking life, late to bed, recall medium/poor

+(f, vague) in a kitchen preparing food

+ at work arriving late climbing staircase trying to avoid (female CEO [dreamsign]?) noticing me late. There is a meeting which I used to be a member of but (quit? was kicked off?) with lots of people at a long table with very complex mechanisms in front of them which they're studying, 3-dimensional puzzles. I enter a room (shop?) with a flying kit (?).

+ trying to find a room at college (but I'm not a college student?) at (Harvard?), I see dorm-style buildings, low but many stories, balconies packed together, there are probably no free rooms anywhere the students have rented them all. In a house with students we're making up some house rules, we vote and all agree and then we start to write them down and I realize we've forgotten to vote on some of the most important topics. I think I should get root beer for everyone. Should I get six individual bottles? Or should I get a large 2-liter bottle? the problem with the large bottle is that they lose carbonation quickly. I put my (wine?) glass of rootbeer on a shelf in the refrigerator.

(wake, BTS, more dreams probably, forgotten)

+ there is a competition, I vs. another beefy guy, you have to acquire 3 matching metal poles and place them on your stand in order to win. My opponent goes out to an early lead, but I manage to find some gold and other poles and complete 2 sets of 3 and claim completion. The judge (a woman?) is grilling me about how/why I did what I did, I kept evading the questions but finally blurted out "OK, I couldn't get the [good?] ones because he [my opponent] got them at the start!].

Then some crazy woman driving a massive truck at high speed hits our [boat?] head on and doesn't stop, she just keeps driving right on down the levy (raised roadway near the water) pushing our vehicle farther and farther away. [COLOR="#0000FF"] I'm aghast with surprise of the situation, I (fly?) following the truck trying to pull our vehicle back to us with telekinesis, first time doesn't work, second time it does work sort of.

Then I'm talking to my wife about the ship masts: should we install gold or (other metal) masts? "No!" she says, we should keep the wooden masts just as the ships were prepared with already.

+ walking/driving by some restaurant (Mexican?), there's some party and we should buy lunch for the whole party, I think I want to get it here. Some close-ups of different kinds of chicken nuggets: real chicken wings, formed nuggets from chicken sludge, and some third variety.

1) A girl was in a cablecar. I had to get to her so was on the roof of the cablecar. There was an announcement that the cable had become jammed, a guard came to check the girl's ticket, I scrambled around the cablecar to get to her without being seen.

2) On a long distance car journey. It was getting warm later morning and I commented that the traffic was increasing and it was good we had got away early. Then I was sitting outside the car with another man he seemd like a student of some sort, he was asking questions. He asked me if I undertood the futures market, I said that I didn't know anything about it and he offered to explain it to me.

3) In a large hall. There was a cartoon like woman running around I gathered she was something to do with lightning. She ran up to the top of some steps and went onto a ledge - it was like I was watching a film. She was rolling a container towards the edge and some old powerful looking man was talking to her in a booming voice (just like in a film) telling her not to do it. Then I was back in the hall. My wife was organising some sort of sleep over and children were arriving and being put to bed. For some reason I started getting changed into my motorcycling clothing, it as so tight I had to lie on the floor and ask my wife to do up the final zip, after that all I could do was lie there and couldn't move.

4) Walking down an alleyway, someone walked past me and smiled as if they knew something. I got to the end of the alley and there was a large thorn bush growing across so I couldn't get past, so I turned around. As I reached the other end two people I knew were walking past, they were organising a run and I think I talked to them about it and realised that I couldn't join in because I wouldn't make it on time.

This dream is so huge, long and detailed that didn't leave me any recall for the previous dreams. Moreover, I dreamed further but the only thing I recall is that I stayed the whole time in the same location of this dream.

- dream (non lucid): I go to spend some time with my friend in a town in Italy located to the dolomites but with the sea (impossible). I even go on Google to find information about the place, but I'm confused about is name, Valpadana? Valpiniana? I try both but don't obtain satisfactory results. When i go there I discover that there was a huge problem: the cable detached so was not possible to show board. Not understanding what this was actually meaning, I decided to snowboard anyway, until when I found myself in a super narrow track with ravines in both sides and in front and manage to ly on my back and stopping before to fall down (but losing the snowboard). I therefore had to go backwards with the strength of my arms for a long trait until when I could safely stand and come back to the safe part of the town without my snowboard.

Dream signs in this part of the dream? A lot. Even though there were elements incredibly realistic, the most incredible one being the gravity and a special mention goes on how google was very realistically rendered, there were many different things I could have evinced that I was dreaming;
- location: dolomites and sea. just nope.
- incomplete and confusing information: I could not remember the name of the place and I could not understand once there what the hell was the story about the cable.
- actions: snowboarding is cool... but I don't snowboard. And it's not in my personality to do something where considered dangerous and strongly forbidden.
- climate: it was summer but there was enough snow to go on snowboard and enough sun to be on the beach (and go on the snowboard in t-shirt).
- senses: I could not feel the cold of the snow nor the warmth of the sun.

- continuation: at a certain point of the dream it was evident that I was living and working there. One day, at work, I received my salary: basically a baggage made of carton full of money, with written on top "Big deal for {DeDromer}" (my real name), and signed by three colleagues. In the moment I opened the baggage, the director came and started to compliment about how good my work has been and how happy they are that I work for the company. I was of course very pleased.

Dream signs as it rains.
- continuity breakage: before I was there for holidays, then I was living and working there.
- objects: the salary... lol Way too many money and who gives them in cash? I must have seen too much Breaking Bad I guess. Out of the three names written in the baggage, only two are my colleagues; one is a colleague of my girlfriend. And anyways; I live and work in The Netherlands, and here we are in Italy, and my colleagues are Dutch. But the dream in English lol
- misplaced characters: my colleagues, and the director, a kind German guy of my previous working place.

- continuation: it was now clear that also my friends were living there, and living a very basic life that is: eat, sleep, go to the beach, eat, sleep, repeat. And I was having the car full of objects from my friends (the car was pretty old and crappy - wasn't I very rich???) and my invitations to get their objects back and have my car clean were constantly failing.

A final consideration, the dream didn't finish here. It was going on and on and on and I was going back to the dangerous track many times, this time walking. I went back to it without the snow, it was very beautiful.

Non-lucid only.

I woke up to my phone going off. I reached over to get it & spilled my tea from last night on my night table & directly on my iPhone. I had to get up & deal w/ it which made me lose my dream recall. OOPS!

I was lying down on a cobblestone bridge. Inside the cracks of the bridge, was a dark shade of purple. I get up and look around. It seems as the world is broken, into different islands floating in space. I was on the biggest one of them all. On my island was a gigantic rainbow castle. In my dreams I feel as that I can do anything, so I pretended I had wings to fly at the the top of the castle. Then all of a sudden, I hear an erie sound. So then I look at the direction of that sound, nothing. I look back at the castle, Its gone! So I look backwards and then look back at the area of the castle then, There it was but wait, It was not a "rainbow" castle anymore, It was a scary and frightening castle. I go up closer to the castle, then I go inside the castle. Woke up. The End.

Second time already I recalled a fragment from last night. A guy was running on Tv and that reminded me of this:

I'm running in some town, or on outskirts. I'm running with such an ease, as if floating on clouds. I'm fast and it's so much fun. I am aware that I'm normally not this fast and this is very unusual. Somebody stopps me to ask something and I'm disappointed because I have to stop.

I was somewhere in the middle east staying in a shoddy hotel. The upstairs neighbors were total douche bags. They had no sense of common decency as they blared their music loud enough to shake my room. Apparently the noise complaints were so plentiful that the police had considered launching an investigation against them for violating public decency laws. I began to relish they idea of those assholes finally getting what they deserved.

The following night they did it again. I made sure to call the police this time. I don't remember them arriving but I do remember being out in the hallway on a bright sunny day. Then I was out at a concert with some friends I came with. A guy whom I will name Lance and a girl I will name Laura. I don't quite remember entering the theater with them but I do remember having to leave and return. When I came back I saw that Laura had a bruise on the right side of her face. I cannot quite recall her facial expression but I suspect that it was one of fear. Or perhaps she was feebly attempting to put on a smile and pretend that nothing was wrong. As I type this now I remember that this was the first time that I got a very clear look at Laura's face. She was white with short blond curly hair and blue eyes. That reddish brown bruise on her face told a story. One of fear and abuse at the hands of of her boyfriend Lance. I didn't say anything. I didn't know what to say. I just went into the concert with them and somehow ended up sitting between them. It just sort of happened that way. I didn't even realize what I had done until after I woke up and I still find it quite odd that Lance didn't say anything. I remember sitting there nervous. I couldn't help but wonder if he'd suddenly snap and start swinging in my direction. I don't quite remember why I had this fear.

The theater was an upscale one. Naturally the place was very dimly lit and all lights were pointed at the stage. The curtains were a dark yellow and there were all kinds of fancy designs along the walls. The kind you would see in a Victorian Era theater. There was a magician on stage. He was about to perform the greatest of tricks. This trick was so risky that all the members of the audience were required to sign liability wavers. I don't remember what the assistants looked like as they went around passing the wavers due in part to the fact that I was still focused on Lance. I just could not shake the feeling that this guy was super volatile. The feeling that he was always less than a bee's dick away from beating she shit out of me for no apparent reason. I was relieved when the ushers got to us with the wavers. I thought that that along with the show would be a good distraction for him. When the usher handed me the waver I noticed that it was enclosed in an envelope. The "waver" appeared to be a letter from my medical insurance provider. I did not question this until after I woke up literally one second later. My alarm went off.

I'm starting my dream journal and excited to share what craziness happens in my lucid dream.

New Dog
I,my dad and my brothers were at our new house and had just gotten a new dog. The dog was small like a Maltese and was black. I felt like the dog was my old dog Max though. It kept following me around and wanted me to play with it. This annoyed me because I wanted to do something else. My dad told me to just play with it so it can calm down. I gave up and lay on the floor mattress. The dog jumped on the bed and started licking my face. I did not like that the dog did that and felt like washing my face.Something else happened after that but I can't recall what.

End Of The Road

I was in the car with my dad and as he was driving he happened to stop near a large tunnel that looked abandoned."This isn't normal...Is he going to try and get rid of me?" I thought than opened the door telling him I needed to get some fresh air. After that I hoped it was a dream than jumped up to fly out of the place like a super hero.I flew and became lucid glad that the situation wasn't really happening.As I flew up I hit a random monster I saw flying in the air and was ready to do some dream fighting but than somehow I ended up inside my house.I was semi lucid and next to a dream character that represented a demon but he looked human and was kind of chubby,wearing casual yet old clothing.There was a lady in the next house looking at us through the window. I asked him why he was paying attention to her while thinking about how she was a prostitute. He said "Why not?"than I looked at him weird and told him that he just goes up than down a lot. But when I said it I didn't mean it in a negative way. I just meant he goes from looking at things in a heavenly light to a immoral light.

Eye's Ramen

I don't recall the beginning well. It had something to do with me and my family being at the park we use to go to when I was little. I'm going to skip to the lucid part though.

I was in my living room next to a dc looking at the bright sunset that shown outside. As I looked at it I got the urge to go out and explore. I got out through the door and than flew above the street in the sunset.I kept flying until I arrived at a large wooden bridge surrounded by a forest.It wasn't sunset anymore but still was light out. I saw Dawn walking on the bridge and decided to get his attention by singing.But after I did the dream shifted and I was now looking at a huge sketchbook in the dark. It looked like a bigger version of my art class sketchbook in waking life. The pages were covered in black charcoal with some light drawings of city scapes on some pages and a red rectangle with moving objects on other pages. I remember seeing a black hand moving in a hallway on one of the red rectangles. After I looked at them the dream shifted and I ended up on my bed in my room. I sat up and looked out the window wondering if I should fly out. I felt a presence coming and was ready to get out but than Eye came in and told me to get back in bed since he made something for me. I sat on a chair near the bed instead and he put a plate of ramen with two big toasted Italian rolls on the bed.

I looked at the food happily surprised and thanked him. Eating some of the ramen with the fork until the plate began to slip on the bed by mistake. I said "oops" than tried fixing it. Eye helped me than showed me a pile of cooking spoons on a small plate.He laughed nervously than told me he didn't remember which spoon to serve the ramen with after he was done cooking it. I looked at the spoons and told him that it was okay. The spoon wasn't on the plate so I described it to him saying it was supposed to have a big round end so you could swoop up the noodles. There was one that looked like it but than it turned out to be too big and weird looking.He was fine with the description I gave him though so I started eating the bread. He ate his own sitting on the bed next to me. Than someone came into the room but I don't recall who. Woke up after that.


(The pic is from an anime.^^)

It was a really dark night - everything was pitch black. I was driving on pal's motorcycle to house, seeing as far as motor's lights allowed me to. For some reason I decided to stop in a smaller village close to my home village. A girl living in my neighborhood was there, riding on her motorbike. She asked me if we could make a race, then some huge dude on his motorbike joined us and we drove on. It became slightly lighter when we reached my backyard - this was the start. After everyone took places, we started the race. The road led up a hill. I quickly left them behind, even though my motorcycle turned into a destroyed bike halfway through. Then I heard someone shouting to me that I should drive to the side - I looked back and saw my mother on a bicycle, she said that she's driving to take my sister from a bus stop and that I should pick up some debris from the ground. I stopped my motorcycle/mangled bicycle and started collecting rocks and pebbles all around, then drove with them to house instead of continuing race, as there were no chances to win after that time.

Finding a new home. The house was a split building with a shared garden in the middle with a giant blue bouncy inflatable thing and a section of newly planted trees.
The house sections were square with wood and glass sections. The place felt very cosy and I was glad to be moving. I still needed to move stuff out from my old place The new place had a giant set of keys in a pyramid kind of shape, black and silver.

Pretty simple dream. I was at a restaurant with some friends of mine when Drake showed up. He was just hanging at first but then DK Khaled came and they started bumping tracks, eventually making some new ones from scratch with a record player. We were all dancing on the tables and chilling, but then for some damn reason I left, and when I got outside I realized that there were hundreds of people waiting outside to see him. I wanted to go back in and freestyle with him but I knew that wasn't happening so I just went away. Eventually, I ended up with his sister in a basement, being hunted by a classic bedsheet girl. I actually just lay down and closed my eyes and allowed it to attack her on top of me but by releasing the fear of it there it disappeared. We went around a corner and there was a short staircase into a comfy looking kitchen and it was daytime, a light was coming in through the windows. I knew that a new boogyman wouldn't scare me at all so I said to her her "The house is reading our mind, it will figure out the only way to scare us in these last few seconds before we get out the door." I turned around to her and she was fully possessed, face contorting and then she bolted at me. I woke up.

Touché, brain.

Pretty simple dream. I was at a restaurant with some friends of mine when Drake showed up. He was just hanging at first but then DK Khaled came and they started bumping tracks, eventually making some new ones from scratch with a record player. We were all dancing on the tables and chilling, but then for some damn reason I left, and when I got outside I realized that there were hundreds of people waiting outside to see him. I wanted to go back in and freestyle with him but I knew that wasn't happening so I just went away. Eventually, I ended up with his sister in a basement, being hunted by a classic bedsheet girl. I actually just lay down and closed my eyes and allowed it to attack her on top of me but by releasing the fear of it there it disappeared. We went around a corner and there was a short staircase into a comfy looking kitchen and it was daytime, a light was coming in through the windows. I knew that a new boogyman wouldn't scare me at all so I said to her her "The house is reading our mind, it will figure out the only way to scare us in these last few seconds before we get out the door." I turned around to her and she was fully possessed, face contorting and then she bolted at me. I woke up.

Touché, brain.

26.09.2016

(DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was driving in a strange city. I didn't know where I was headed. I took a right turn into a highway and then saw cop lights ahead (I wonder if this was my dream incorporating Remee's light cues). They were stopping everyone. I slowed down and also got pulled over. A female cop was explaining they were looking for cars with explosives. I tried to keep calm but got nervous instantly. I was sweating and thought I'd look really suspicious. The cop asked for my driver's license. I grabbed my wallet, opened it, and where there should have been my license was instead my high school ID. I was really confused, she looked unimpressed. I then realized, I was dreaming!

I got out of the car and told her I had to go. I instantly remembered the first I wanted to do was to look for Goku at Kami's lookout. I looked towards the sky and started flying. I was flying fast and doing flips and stuff in the air. I lost control and crashed against a building. Inside the building was Lusho. I told him to follow me. I ran outside and he stopped at the door. He said he didn't feel like flying today. I said bye as I started flying. I flew by some tall buildings and then saw a huge rainforest with a mountain. Above the mountain was Kami's Lookout. I got really excited and started flying faster.

I lost control and everything went black in a second. I wasn't sure if I was dreaming or awake. I wanted to do a RC but was afraid it would wake me up. I ended up lying still for a bit and then my parents came in the room and told me my dog was having a nose bleed. It was a FA.

I was leaving work and on my way out the door a bunch of wasps were swarming around me and I could feel them hitting me all over, I could hear them buzzing in my ears and my hairs on my body were at full attention, the fear was real, yet they weren't stinging me, I knew with all of these wasps around me one would have stung me by now, when out from behind a tree came a dark figure telling me that these wasps had a very powerful sting and I could send them to anyone I wanted to send them to so I could watch them suffer, instead of going through it myself. I said I could never do this to anyone! I would rather take the pain, I then walked away and never looked back. As I walked around the corner, the wasps were gone and I felt empowered. At that moment, in my dream I had this feeling that our dreams could be testing us for something. Hmmmm.
Now that is yet another take on this and I sound like a total lunatic but is it possible that our dreams are a test? Could we be getting groomed for something? I don't know that I ever used lucidity for entertainment, more for survival and for the purpose of being a better person. I am extremely aware while dreaming and experience a very fulfilled dream life. I have always looked for messages in my dreams as though they were telling me something important. I can tell you from experience that my dreams have prepared me for many tragedies by letting me experience the feelings and emotions involved before the events, sometimes several years before, even though the tragedy is very difficult, I felt I was strong enough to overcome it because I had been there before. There is more to dreams that we know. I know this!