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i had a dream for 3 days straight...my grandpa committed suicide on may 26th 2011 and he came to me and said iam not dead iam alive and i cry so much i dont know what he trying to tell me please help me

24.02.2013

Leaving my human life behind and going back to the Pleiades. (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

In all my dreams I have some degree of lucidity. If I am not fully lucid, I still know that something is not right. For an instance, I have a car accident, but I do not worry because I know it is OK (at a deep level I know I am dreaming) But this dream, I really bought the dream entirely... I really thought it was real, to the point of being a bit sad when I woke up from it (despite how amazing the dream was)
Might be easier to understand if I tell you I am a Starseed. Enjoy!

I was with my wife in a big room and we were going to head out. I was sharing with her that I needed to meet with a couple clients for some psychic readings.

We decide to get out for a walk, and we wore only a short t-shirt. I was wondering that if it was going to be too cold. It was also raining and it was very foggy and cloudy at the same time, but it was warm. There were people around. We were in a city that looked like Rome since it had a lot of Roman buildings and such. These building were made out of stone and the detail was amazing.

I overheard people saying that there were going to be some major changes in the planet. Talking with my wife, she said that she overheard that the temperature was going to be around 150 F. I told her she was nuts, that no way it could get that warm. It started to rain harder and my wife ran away. I felt the rain water warm on my face and I was kinda surprised. Suddenly, I saw a like a big stone falling from the sky into the ground. I saw a couple more of these stones, both were on fire. I realized they were meteorites. I could hear the noise of the meteorite and people all around me screaming, but I was not afraid, I was in fact, somehow thrilled. I considered if I wanted to allow one of them to hit me or if it was better to avoid them. I wanted to get hit by one, but my instinct told me to avoid them.

Suddenly, a major earthquake started to happen. It was over a magnitude 9. The buildings started to crumble and I felt excited because I was going to home, to the Pleiades where I belong. The building shattered and fell over my head. My vision started to blurr and I lost consciousness. I felt I was leaving my physical body, until the image of a hospital appeared in front of my eyes. I could see my body, very wounded and my wife crying next to it. I was attached to some machine and I heard the doctor announcing my death. I floated away from the hospital. I was a bit sad because of my wife, but I was excited at the same time.

I roamed around the hospital and I saw my dad in a different room and one of my childhood friends as well. They were not sick apparently.

I appeared in a building and I had some trouble controlling my Astral Body, I was not used to be a Spirit. I rapidly decided I wanted to cros over and go back to the Pleiades, but I decided to explore first and roam a bit more. I had all the time of the world after all. I was in a 32 stories restaurant, going from room to room and I even discovered some hidden rooms as well. Someone spoke to me telling me that the restaurant had many secret rooms.

I appeared again in a park, and I was trying to float without success, so I started to climb a building (spiderman style) when suddenly, a young female greeted me. She was with a friend, and her friend was astonish, looking everywhere trying to find me. I knew right away she was a medium, so I jumped to her. She got scared and I apologized about it. She said I was acting weird and she did not know if I was a good Spirit. I told her I was. I also told her, "I am a dead medium." I explained to her that I was a Psychic Medium when I was alive. I started to wonder if she was using her clairvoyance or clairaudience to communicate with me. After I while I wanted to finally leave the Earth.

I started to float higher and higher until I left the planet. I had the Earth on my back, out of space.







I had a huge blissful feeling. I felt free. I felt I had no boundaries anymore and I felt very blessed. I was going home and I could not wait. I looked around me, and I saw an endless sea of stars







Right below me, I was able to see like a water see, but it contained stars, planets and asteroids. I wanted to explore it so a glided to get closer, until I saw a big building, a building that cannot be found on Earth. Upon entering it, I met with two ET beings talking in some strange tongue. I spoke to them and they showed me a Piano. They said it was a nice instrument to generate music found at Earth. I told them that my previous life was there and mentioned that they could find other instruments as well.

From here, I took long flights around the Universe, meet with some other ET beings. At some points, in the middle of nowhere, I spotted a few ET beings talking. One of them was considering incarnating into a human body. The other ET beings told him that the Earth was full of violence, hatred and envy. The ET being kept saying that it was not a nice place to experience a whole life at. I agreed and jumped into the conversation. I told them I was a Pleiadian who was incarnated into a human body, and crossed over recently. I shared with them the pain and sorrow the Earth is going through and told them I would not come back at all.

I decided to finally go to the Pleiades and reunite with my Galactic family.



On my way there, I met with a very hot human being. She had the same of a human and everything, but she was an ET as well. She mentioned that she came from a planet were money did not exist, love was among all people's heart and the whole planet were thriving. She also told me that everybody was hot because they were no GMOs nor other crap on their foods. She mentioned as well that they were having a blast during an entire lifetime of about 40 years. The planet was full of amusement parks, discotheques and scenic views for the enjoyment of the inhabitants. I felt it was a nice place to enjoy a lifetime, specially after dealing with the human life, but I really wanted to go back to the Pleiades.

I was going however, to spend some time with this being and getting to know the planets located in the area. I felt blissful, I felt so amazingly well. I was truly in the Here and Now... time did not matter anymore. I was in heaven.

I had a FA in a room, with my wife at planet Earth. I got frustrated and stated what the hell was going on and why I was on Earth again. I did a reality check, but it did not fail. My wife went ahead to write down a dream (something she never does in real life) and so I went to write mine. I woke up for real.

23.02.2013

Dying? Fragments (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

It was time for me to die, so I wanted to leave earth and go home, to the Pleiades.

I asked to be taken home.

The dream went into third person.

Something about animals.

This isn't good, I'm starting to forget my dreams. This was the only dream I had this week and I'm getting worried I'm losing my recall.

Sometime in the dream I was standing next to the big plain field at my old elementary school again. I've been dreaming of this place ever since I left high school, one of my dream signs. I don't remember what I was doing here. I remember seeing a few people there but I forgot their names.

This next part, I was being chased by a big white tiger. It felt more like a game at the time and my job was to escape from the area without dying. This tiger was really fast and no matter how fast I went, the tiger was always a few feet away from me. I was jumping from mid block to mid block trying to get the tiger to fall down to the darkness below and die. Instead, I fell down in to the hole and the tiger went down after me.

Non-Dream [COLOR="#4B0082"]Dream[/COLOR] [COLOR="#DAA520"]Lucid[/COLOR]

Ok well haven't posted in a while but here goes. I don't really know the chronological order of these events so my dream may be told out of order. The facts and events are what actually happened in my dream, although they might be in the wrong order, and some parts are also missing as I don't remember the entire dream.

Sleep: 4:00am
Wake 2:15pm

1. [COLOR="#4B0082"] My first dream was in the basement of my moms house, where I live. For some reason instead of one bar under the stairs there were two smaller bars next to this great view of a window thats the size of a jacuzzi? It went from the ground to the ceiling and there were two bars on the side. Both of them had this green tile on top like the bar we have in real life. I realized I usually spent time at one bar and I just was getting comfortable to the other bar when something happened and I went into another room where my mom put in a third bar that was much bigger. It was a big oval and stretched as far as a schoolbus lengthwise. On one side there was beer on tap and my grandparents were testing it out, I asked my mom what happened to the old bar and she said she got rid of it. I felt sad and that was the end.[/COLOR]

2. [COLOR="#4B0082"] The next dream I remember is I was on a cruise. Apparently it was a pretty shitty cruise now that I think about it because it only had rooms on one side and pools on the other. Apparently we were docked in Japan and I was walking in my bathing suit to the pools side of the boat. I was just trying to find a hot tub to get into. The architecture was weird[/COLOR] let me explain the top of the boat in MS Paint.

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[COLOR="#4B0082"]At first I saw a father helping his daughter down the waterfall steps, which was cool and cute at the same time. Then I got into the hot tub, and there was this family in there. The father was sitting across from me, they had a daughter to both of our sides and the mother was sitting on the top of the hot tub. The father started telling me this amazing cop story and I was trying to pay attention so i tried to get comfortable. I tried to get comfortable but I kept leaning towards his daughter and he kept getting more suspicious, I tried to move away but it was just awkward. I looked to the wife and she filled in some of the story while the father told it. I eventually left the hot tub to go look off the side of the cruise ship. It looked like a Japanese harbor, and then for a few seconds[/COLOR][COLOR="#DAA520"] I went lucid. I didn't even try to do anything my subconcious already knows that I am going to wake up if I do anything exciting. I decided to just sit there and enhance the view. It suddenly turned to night and the sky had so many stars and there was a beach way down below me. Shortly after that I lost the lucidity[/COLOR] [COLOR="#4B0082"]and my dream continued.
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3. [COLOR="#4B0082"]I had a dream me and my brother were playing call of duty, and we decided to play this other game. We looked like little slime people, like yellow gum drops except everyone had white hair and glasses, which were supposed to portray they were old. At first me and my brother were racing against each other, and you had to press A fast to win the race. I ended up doing the trick where you put the sleeve over your finger and rub the button across to be able to press A extremely fast. My dad was in the background and said something then asked if he could play. After that we watched another team of two try to beat my and Joeys added score. I handed my dad the controller and that was the end of the dream.[/COLOR]

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Was in london with dustin. I was going to open a bank account so that I could deposit money there. It was difficult to do so and I gave up. We left to go to my moms and I gave her 10k to hold on to because I diddn't trust myself with it. I got worried she would lose it so I took it back.

Kara and I went out to some bar/resturant. We we slightly fighting or slightly annoyed at eachother. I really wanted to leave, but I knew if I left she would cheat on me. I decided to leave and see if she would come. As I was leaving I saw her coming to me and was slightly relieved. She just came to give me baron. I left and knew it was probably over. I went home and she never came home all night. I was really angry, but mostly sad. I didn't want to call or text her. It was halfway to the next day and I still did no want to call or text her. I decided it was over and I was going to go cheat on her too. I went to some woman's house who I knew and we slept together. I felt alot better and decided to stay there with her for a while. I still never got a call from her. I went back home after a day or two and she was there. She seemed a little jealous/angry and we never talked about it. I left and continued to the next dream.

The next part was me with the other woman I was with. This was a pretty long story about her, her family, and me hoping kara would get jealous. I don't remember much about this part. Kara and I ended up going to a modified version of my moms house. We both had to shower and were madly in love again. She told me who she slept with and I told her. It was funny and we werent angry. We were play wrestling. We both went to shower and my mom got pissed that we used the hot water. I made fun of my mom and begun to spin my staff.

Next dream kara and I were not human. We were made of dragon and knew people were out to get us. We stayed in an apartment that was half inside, and half outside. Leo and dina were there and were supernaturals of some other kind. They had something for us and we had something they needed. When they tried to make the trade we declined and they were furious. They tried several different tactics to get what they wanted and ultimatly failed. They left and somehow we were discouvered. There were hundreds of people outside our apartment trying to get to us. We tried to run outside the from door, but there were thousands of arrows being shot at as. We somehow avoided them as we ran back inside. We decided we were going to make a run for it out the back slide door. As we were going our front door was being broken into. We made it and the rest of the dream faded.

Was in a semi dark room with kara and leo. I felt really weird and knew something was different about this dream. Leo called me to and I walked to him. I teleported half way to him and walked a few steps. I was in shock and overwhelmed with joy and surprise. I did it! I knew if I believed I could do such a thing. I told this to kara while crying with joy. I suddenly knew it was a dream. The dreamscape started to crumble and I was being sucked back into my body. I did not move this time and just observed. Behind my eyelids dmt like visuals were present and my body was rocking back and fourth like on a swing. This was much stronger than normal hypnogogia and I wondered if I was already in the dream. It stopped and I could hear the fan in my room. I opened my eyes and knew that I was back. The previous rocking and visuals was me in a dream already. Damn.

Was in the bedroom with kara texting someone. She kept being suspicious and trying to look but I did not let her. I was on her with my legs crossed over and she was carrying my entire weight. We were spinning around in circles.

Was going to a mall to meet kara and stumbled upon anime eyes at a talent show. She was the host inside the mall. She had blue hair and was calling people up to show their talents. There were like 6 people their total. I kept trying to get her attention so I could tell her lana was somewhere in the mall. I wanted to see what she would do. I watched as one of the talent people came up and starting doing yoga. They were doing flips over and over again really quickly and other amazing things. I went on stage and sat down. Everyone including anime eyes started taking pictures of me. I just posed. I wanted to tell anime eyes buy it was taking so long so I wrote a funny note and gave it to her. I noted that it was incredibly hard to write stuff down. She read the note and was calling me, but I had to leave to meet kara so I ignored her. I ran to starbucks to meet kara but she wasn't there. She called to tell me she was gonna be their soon. I took my pants off and wore shorts. I thought about how weird that was.

Kalee was at my house with me and kara. She was showing us pictures of her kid. The kid had curly hair and I started comparing the kid to curly blue. Kara and I were laughing, but kalee didn't know what we meant. Then I found out the kid had blue eyes and we started laughing even harder. She looked confused and I felt some weird satisfaction.

Dream 1(fragment):

I recall something about some sand-colored city.

Dream 2:

I was playing some RPG warcraft 3 map with friends(LV was among them), and it had pretty weird leveling up system in a way that everyone was getting points to convert to stats just randomly.
Later on, after server got down everyone was soon to go to some sort of school, but nobody wanted to, so we were trying to think up a way to avoid going to school. Then i got derailed by reading some site with updates about that RPG map, there was something about new bosses, one of the pictures shown warrior that was about to fight some giant shaman dude. There were also forums where people were posting some joke photoshopped screenshots of the map, a number of people were replacing dead legioner-looking soldier from one of cutscenes with various characters, shortly developer joined them as well(don't recall what characters were though).
Later i was talking to my dad, he was complaining about my meditation practice for some reason. When i asked why he said something about that i was doing something wrong and that he don't wants anybody to see that i am doing it wrong. I get annoyed and respond that he has no clue what he's talking about since he was never into that, then i just go away. Dream skips.
I was apparently reading printed(?) version of the teaser of that RPG map. There was some information about four new bosses and some other stuff. I was trying to read something about troll boss but i got distracted since it was almost the time to go to that school. Point of view changed to one of classmates from my past talking with someone about going to school like if it was end of the world or something. Shortly point of view changes back, i decide to use some last time to try running new version of RPG map. It seems to work fine, i get a few levels and about to try fighting one of new bosses, but then i realize that nothing will get saved since the original game was hosted by one of friends and he has all the saves, the current game was played singleplayer so it would not be compatible. I turn off PC and the time to go to school comes. Dream ends.

In this dream I was outside, it looked like the sun was setting, and there was a guy selling ice cream. Some stuff happened, I'm not too sure how to describe it, it was kind of hectic. I then, for some reason, got admitted to one of those places that people with mental health issues may go to. While in there I met this guy who I apparently knew, and I had memories from school of this guy, but he's not a real person. The memory was that I accidentally corrupted some of his school work, but I lied about doing it so I said that I just found it like that.
I don't remember much else, I remember sitting in this rectangular room with chairs all around the edges, a window in the corner of one side and a door on the opposite. This room was also in another dream.

i drempt hayley and i had some how seen eachoter in person. we immediatley begn talking and i straight up told her how much i loved her and missed her.

we went to some bar and inside she said she drank at this bar that time she relapsed and i was mad cause she didt tell me.we sat down on a couch next to a black guy and his wife.

i introduced myself as jean vean jeal and she called herself fauntine


somehow i got involved with 4 bank robbers who were italian job like figures

we succesfully stole millions and returned to the head robbers mansino

]i looked in my bag and saw tons of cocaine and money rolled up in bands

i began snorting tons of lines on the cofee table. another rober asked if i wanted to share some weed and he pulled out the dankest bud id ever seen. it was red with green flames on it.

i then realized holy shit, i just fucked up all my sobriety.

i began snorting more lines and saw my old sponsor who i told "I robbed a bank and just relapsed"

he was not so bewildered as i thought and seemed to expect this behaviror from an alchohalic.

i was made i fucked up my 3 yerars and kept snorting cvoke and freaking out

then i slammed my fist into a mirrorin the house and brok a prized possesion from the house owner

he stoodf up in rage and yeleld at me. he was tall muscular strong and tan. also very reserved but he meant business.

he walked ovfer and saw the mirror shattered on the ground the hand carved italia wood broken

he told me it was from rome and cost him 140 i quickly ran to my wallet and said here please take my money;

then he said i dont want your money, keep it.

i ssaid il give it to you please


he said if you want to give it to me thats fine but i dont watit

i snorted more coke and one of the guys said if your taking adderal snorting all that coke might be unhealthy. Hayley showed up suddenly and said, When you wake up go look at my dream journal

my mom burst through my bedroom door and said we are going to church in ten minutes

i finnish my last dream i posted if any one wants to read the rest. i was with 2 others in a gym or something practicing a new flying method. like how iron man flies. then suddenly the 2 others booked it out a door. then i realized what we were doing we were trying to fly. lucid now i looked to my left and saw a stain glass window. i broke and flew out side landing on the ground. i was in a school court yard. i saw crowds of people looked like they were changing classes. i searched for some one to talk to. i felt my body irl and my eyes felt light like i would wake any second but when. i got paranoid about waking up and started to hear a count down from 48 then 47, 46 but by then my girlfriend bumped me and woke me up. oh well its not her fault

This is the second DV member lucid I've had in a row! For some reason, my subC is teeing these up for me right now, which is cool. Hope it keeps up.

I noticed that I was fairly stupid throughout this dream, including the lucid portion. I took a pretty high dose of melatonin at bedtime, so I wonder whether that was related. Good vividness though!

Color legend: Non-dream Dream Lucid

Lucid #69: The Scorpion

I'm walking through the desert, heading down the slope of a tall sand dune. The sun is high and bright. I feel relaxed almost to the point of sleepiness.

Suddenly, I feel a sharp, painful stab in my foot! I decide that I must have been bitten by a scorpion. I try to remember if you're supposed to die when that happens, but I think maybe it just hurts like hell. When I look down to find the "scorpion", all I see is an unhooked safety pin lying in the sand. The safety pin dances a bit and says, "It's me! Paigeyemps!"

"Yeah right," I tell the safety pin.

"Seriously, it's me!" The safety pin wiggles a bit. "I got shrunk down and I'm too small to go anywhere. So I found this safety pin and I stab people with it when they come by so that they'll help me. I'm really thirsty."

I find this totally convincing and I feel bad for doubting her. "Of course I'll help you! Let me get you some water!" I look around and see that about 100 feet away is the "Welcome to Fabulous Las Vegas" sign. Oops. I feel silly wandering around in the desert when I'm this close to the Vegas strip.



I walk toward the Las Vegas strip and somehow I find an empty cup and a big bottle of water. I fill up the cup and bring it back to Paigeyemps and her safety pin, feeling like quite the hero. The little safety pin waves around a bit and she says, "That cup is filled with bacteria! I can't drink that!" I'm sort of embarrassed that the cup is so dirty and I wonder how she's able to see bacteria so well. I figure it's because she's so little, but something seems funny about the whole situation. All of this "heavy duty thinking" seems to get my brain into a higher gear and I become lucid.

Even though I'm lucid, I still feel very, very stupid. I think that maybe Paigeyemps could use a bigger signaling object than that tiny safety pin, so I conjure a knife into my right hand. It occurs to me that it would probably be bad to have her out here in the desert knifing everybody that comes close. I toss the knife over my shoulder.

"Hey," I tell her, "I'm actually lucid now! Let me just shrink down to your size and see if I can help." (I wonder why I didn't try to make her bigger instead. ) She says something along the lines of "cool" and I focus my vision on the safety pin, willing myself to shrink down.

The shrinking effect feels sort of like zooming on Google Maps. I focus on the spot where the safety pin is and will myself to move closer and closer to it. There's a momentary visual streaking effect and then everything looks bigger. After a few iterations of this, the grains of sand look more like huge rocks and for some reason they're glowing. From up close, they look beautiful.

"I think it's working!" Paige shouts. "You look much smaller!" At this point, I see a tiny humanoid-looking figure hopping around among the grains of sand! Encouraged, I do a few more cycles. On my last zoom, though, I zoom in on the wrong spot and find her completely out of view.

I call out to see if I can still find her but there's no response. I figure that I'm totally lost. I don't know how to proceed so I try hopping around like a sand flea for a little while. I get tons of height when I flea-hop like this and sand-boulders fly everywhere when I land. This is great! I do that a few more times until the dream ends.

Sunday 24th – Lucid #4 – The Road Trip

Total sleep: 8 hours 30 minutes
Daytime Techniques: Reality checks
Lucid Techniques: DILD, no mantras or anything else before bed. I have started using a Dream Goal Journal in the past couple of days, so that might be helping to get more LD's.
Recall Techniques: Just the usual DJ
Fell Asleep: Woke up at 7.30am – no dream. Went back to sleep thinking of having a LD.

Dream:
The dream starts off with me jumping from the top of the stairs down to the bottom. I am trying to teleport through the floor, but it doesn't work and I just hit the floor and lay there. Retrying it, I hit the floor again and teleport through into a bus, and then I become Lucid. The bus is stopping and we get off. There is a show happening and we are at a farm. We have to kind of sit behind this line, and I try to sit down but this fat kid’s leg is in the way. I push it so it’s bent at an impossible angle, and I tell him he should have let me sit down in the first place. His dad tells him to behave, and his mum apologizes. A second later, I am climbing back over the people who are sat on rows of haystacks, so that I can get back to the bus.

Once we are back, we are all sitting down, I turn to Katie who is sat next to me, and we talk about how cool it is to be in a lucid dream together. She also asks everyone else if this is a shared dream. All of the DC’s on the bus seem extremely real, not like the usual ones, so we all agree with her. At this point, we get off the bus again, and we are at the ocean. We swim around for a bit, before deciding to go and look around the island. Peering over the edge of a cliff, we look down to see and enemy base. It is really pixelated when I look through binoculars, but I announce that I have seen this place before. As I continue to look, we see one of our people being put into a cage with a talking dog. The dog doesn’t seem so bad though so we leave him there.

Again, we all get back on the bus. I start to talk about how if the dream ends soon, everyone should be reminding themselves to do DEILD. I the mention that we might end up forgetting some of the earlier stuff (I actually forgot all the different places that we went to before the show in this dream). Suddenly, someone shouts and we realise that the people from the enemy base are following us.

“Teleport out of the window into the field!” I yell, whilst running down the aisle. I jump and curl myself into a ball and easily get through the window. I land in the field and roll. The rest of the people did the same and we carried on running down a country road. Behind us, we hear the roar of an engine, and a black car swerves around a corner and starts heading for us. I instantly know that they hear me say jump out of the window so they knew where we were. I whisper to Adam to make his next location the ocean, so we can still stick together.

The car gets closer and closer, and I finally whisper at Adam to dive through the road because if we’re going into the ocean, this is the best way to do it. We count down to 1, and then dive against the concrete. Before I know it, I’m in the ocean again, but there is something in the water that I want to get away from. It looks like a structure of this rusty metal pipes. I scream and swim away from it, and then I climb onto the land which has grey colored grass.

As is sit there trying to get my breath back, I look down and realize that the land I am sat on has turned into lasagna. I begin to eat it, but I accidentally knock some of it into the water. A shark with Josh’s face appears and tells me that something bad will happen if I drop any more lasagna in the water. There are a few more awkward moments of me eating lasagna, before I am back on the bus again, and it feels like when credits are rolling down the screen on a movie, but people are still talking. Everyone is thanking each other on the great LD they had today, but as the camera moves to each person, they morph into someone else and become celebrities.
I was going to DEILD after this, but I had to get up.

Awake: 8.50am
Vividness: 9/15
Awareness: 9/10
Length: an hour or 2 (with a few time skips so altogether about 30 minutes experienced)
Emotions: Excited with everyone else dreaming, annoyed at the fat kid and amazed at my teleport powers.
Dream Signs:
- Being in a dream about LDing
- People talking about shared dreams or dreaming all together
- Jumping through things

Notes:
This was really weird. I was definitely lucid in this dream, but it felt like I had no control whatsoever, except for when I was talking on the bus, and the section when I jumped through the wall of the bus and then dived through concrete.

Date: 2/24/2013
Total sleep: 8
Daytime Techniques: DDA, meditation (15 minutes)
Lucid Techniques: MILD
Fell Asleep: 11:00
Dream Title: old to young
Dream:
There was a huge wall that a lot of people were trying to climb. Most everyone was too prideful to ask for help. Me and 3 other guys helped each other and got up easily. I was walking through these people's house and watched as a photo album took a man from old to young. Snow fight. Then I drove near the wall, and it had been patched up.
Awake: 4:00
Vividness: 10
Awareness: 7
Length: 4 hours. (lots missing ^^^ summary)
Emotions:
Dream Signs: snow, old person, huge task, winning

Lucid Techniques: SSILD
Fell Asleep: 4:05
Dream Title: Massage... Companion
Dream:
I am shopping with my wife. Then my sisters join in, and then my mom. We go to a book store and EE is in there. She asks me where Les Miserables is and I take her to a copy of it with the movie poster on it. We talk about it, she leaves. We are driving around and everyone wants me to get a massage (I am pretty against getting a massage because a stranger touching me is not relevant to my interests). We take a the massage girl with us and start driving around. I go to a bunch of nostalgic neighborhoods and get a bunch of fake memories. The massage starts. She talks to me the whole time and I am pretty amazed how she doesn't make it awkward and all. We finish and she leaves. I then start looking for her so I can pay her and I go back upstairs to the book store. She left her card in my wallet and programed her number in my phone. Then my phone goes off and basically says that she is in proximity by flashing this symbol and saying that her wifi is available. She is close! I realize I am dreaming somehow and then also realize I still want to meet her. She is awesome and seemed like a beast enough to be on my team! (Dream team ). I take off running out of the book store and look for her for a long time. I talk to dream people and then the symbol on my phone disappears. I see a girl I know in real life and start talking to her.
Awake: impossible to know
Vividness: 10
Awareness: lucid
Length: 20-20
Emotions: Fun!
Dream Signs: people I don't see very often


^The Ipod is fully charged symbol is what my phone showed when she was near.


Lucid Techniques: DEILD
Fell Asleep: Impossible to know
Dream Title: The mall is perfectly stable
Dream: I appear in the mall and am moving around. I wait until it feels stable enough and start moving (I have a very weird thing happen when I start DEILD. I can explain if people would like. I have never seen anyone else say it happens to them). My phone goes off with the symbol again! I grab my bags laying on the ground and take off running at her. She is wearing a purple shirt and I don't remember much else. The crowd is pitted against me. Pushing me away. I thought this place was fun the last 2 times I was there, I might have to create some rules for it. The crowd get too much to just run around and someone jumps in front of me and throws a fist. I sidestep and punch the guy in the face. With my momentum I knock him over and just keep running.
Awake: 6:30
Vividness: 10
Awareness: lucid
Length: 10 minutes
Emotions:

WBTB @ 3:30AM 30min looking at Angel Falls picture.
MILD - Imagained a OBE like dream since I was well aware of myself in bed
Son yelled out and disturbed me briefly but he went back to sleep.
I rolled from back to right side and switched to WILD
WILD - Visualized a simple repetitive hand motion. This time it was arm flapping.

Angel Falls TOTY 4:56AM

I can't remember the first part of this but I don't think I missed much. Or maybe this is simply how the dream started.I am standing in my front yard just off the poarch. The dream feels dark and unstable. I have a hard time seeing. I get the weird eye opening thing again and I think I see the bedroom. I calmly close them and focus on seeing on the back of my eyelids. This seems to help. I can see the yard but it is really dark and unstable still. I hear a noise and I begin to listen. It is the fan in my room. This is no good. I remember a funny post of DarkMatters where he is basically telling someone to make out with the dream to stabilize. I laugh a little and throw myself face first on the ground.

I start licking the sidewalk that leads from the street. I can feel the rough texture on my tongue. I am a little grossed out at how real it feels but I take this as a good thing. I go for more and I reach both hands out to feel the grass on both sides of the concrete. I grope and rub and feel and really make love to the dream. All of this helps a lot and I didn't even have to buy diner first.

I get on my hands and knees and crawl around some. I see a small tree that is about 4 to 5 inches thick. For some reason I think "beaver" and I bite into the tree. It is soft but crisp like a peach. I note the taste but it is bland. I break the tree off and carry a chunk with me while I walk around the neighborhood. I continue to bite and chew as I do so. The sensation really helps stabilize the dream. I notice how I never seem to have to swallow. The tree just melts away in my mouth to nothing.

I walk north a ways but feel bored. I think trying to travel at this point would really risk destabilizing the dream. Angle Falls will have to wait. I head back toward my house. I think maybe I will break into my neighbors house and see what I find. I begin to look for it but all the houses start morphing and changing into larger newer homes until I am not in my neighborhood anymore. I stop and stop a house that looks interesting to burglarize. I stare at the rooftop and I am about to make a leap but the dream gets wavy so I wait for it. Then, for some reason, I feel compelled to turn around. It was like could sense someone was starting at me.

I see an old 70's model Ford truck parked in the street and a familiar looking young man in the driver seat. He is just looking at me expectantly. When I approach the vehicle he wordless moves over to the passenger side. I am surprised, "Oh you're going to let me drive?" I hop in.

like this but tan color


I tightly grip the steering wheel with both hands and floor it. I hear the tires break loose. I smile with excitement. The man next to me protests and says something about slowing down but I ignore him. I punch the gas harder. We make several turns and end up on a highway. I begin talking to him. I say, "You know what man? This is a dream. Do you know that? You're not even real to me right now."

He looks really nervous and mutters, "Yeah, I guess so."

I look him over again and realize that he looks just like LinkZelda. "Hey you're LinkZelda aren't you?" (I think, say yes)

He's holding on to the o'shit handle. "Um I don't know."

I am insistent that he remembers, "Yeah man. You get on dream views. We've talked a few times. Hey you know what? What if we are having a shared dream and you just aren't lucid yet? How cool would that be? Here's what I want you to do. When you wake up try to remember as much as you can about this ok? I mean you never know, right?" I start laughing like a lunatic and slap him on the knee. He seems totally put off. I just can't help myself I feel so energetic and happy.

I look away at the road. I continue to stabilize visually. I don't look at him this time when I talk. I feel like I can't contain myself. I yell, "HOLY SHIT! I EFFING LOVE THIS. WE ARE TOTALLY DREAMING RIGHT NOW! WHOOOOOHOOOOOO! I am a little afraid that my loud yelling will somehow wake me up so I stop myself.

I look back at him to see his reaction. The passenger side is totally empty. "Dammit he's gone!" I laugh and shrug it off. I begin to think about getting to Angel Falls now. I look around and it has turned bright outside. I am on some road and I see that I am at the base of what looks like Angel Falls. I look up to see the top but there is a thick mist hiding it from view. I feel like its time to get risky now. I know from past experience that I will have a hard time getting through that fog. I really don't want to end up someplace else; or worse, waking up. "Ah screw it." I phase out of the cab of the truck and fly up.

When I reach the fog I stop. It looks like a thick and opaque object. I push my head in but I am engulfed in white with nothing to visually ground myself to. I fear the dream will dissolve so I back out. Instead I throw myself to the rock face and begin to climb up. I focus visually and tactilely on the rocks. The climb is easy. I imagine comfortable hand holds as I go along and the dream obliges. After a while I decide I am nearly there. Just then, I see the top. I climb over the edge but when I stand up. It is dark again.

I look around and I see a small flat screen TV floating just above eye level and a soda machine to the right of it. I hear some random woman giving a newscast but pay no attention to the words. Its just muffled muttering. The soda machine is an Orange Sunkist machine. It is brightly lit in the darkness. I have a feeling of being in a building. I felt like I had gone to "The Bridge" (A place in my town with fake rock climbing). No this wont do. I push the enclosed feeling away from my mind.



I realize I am on a small platform. I lay down and peek over the side. All I can see is darkness at first but I focus and everything clears up. It still looks like night time but I can see that I am indeed on top of Angel Falls. I see the small white line of the river far below reflecting moonlight and water is gushing out the side of the cliff.



I push forward and fall head first. I flip around so that I am on my back. I feel weightless and light. I look around and see the water falling with me to my right. It looks like it is frozen in time but I assume we are just falling at the same rate. I reach out to feel it but I only get a mild sensation on my hand. The I hear the sound of diving into water and as I suddenly slash into it. I look around. There is light but all I see is just slightly brown river water with nothing around me. I reflexively close my eyes.

When I open then I am laying on my stomach. I can see river rocks and realize I am lying in a shallow side stream. I feel completely wet. I stand up and walk forward. I am now in some small building. Again I see the TV and the Sunkist machine to the right of it. This time there is wall behind them. I hear the same woman say, "...Here in Venezuela..." I listen closer now. "T is for Turkey." I laugh and move on.

I look around and notice the building is mostly huge glass windows, like some sort of zoo or nature center. I can see lush jungle outside. There is water from the water fall creating rain outside. I can even hear it hitting the roof of the building. I see an enclosed glass area with what looks like some sort of tiger/panther hybrid cubs. I open the glass door and reach in to pet one. They all look content and sleepy. Suddenly one of then grows large and snaps at my hand. It lets out a feline growl. I laugh and say, "Ok. I'll leave."

I feel pretty content that I completed a TOTY and am not sure what to do now. I begin to think how long this dream has lasted and how much happened. I begin to worry that I will forget. I think I should make myself wake up soon but I really don't want it to end. I wait a little longer.

I step outside and see that I am in some sort of gravel parking area. There are a few cars but no people. I can see a thick wall of jungle surrounding the area. I feel triumphant and powerful and I get the sudden urge to become a werewolf. I stretch my skin and feel myself change. I can see my shadow on the ground in front of me and watch as I transform. I look at my hands and notice that I have hairy werewolf claws and fur. I let out a howl. It sounds a little weak and unconvincing. I try again. This time it is a long and clear WOOOOOOOOOOOOO! A part of me thinks I am making a noise in my sleep. Then I remember. I really should wake up. And this seems like a good way go out of the dream.

With some great effort I manage to open my physical eyes and fully wake from the dream.