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non-dream dream lucid

Once again I had food and drink before bed. I wasn't expecting anything considering that I was supposed to stay up here.

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Practicing Telekinesis
Lucid: yes!
Recall level: 9
TGMG: ...no

So I'm in a forest, and everything's all dank. Some DC (my dad?) and I are walking down a dirt path. Lighting is very green, but it seems that it's autumn and there's lots of leaves, but oddly enough not too much. I look over to a table near the path, and there's a radio right out of half life 2!

I run over to the table and start tuning it, and I get loads of things. On shortwave I start in the high band, and I hear a religious station.

Father DC: "No, that's a religious station!"
I eventually tune it to Global24 radio, where there's a very odd music program.

I turn it off and continue walking down the path.
All of a sudden I'm in my basement. I look around (very similar to my basement except it was bigger, or maybe I was smaller? ) and there's a TV (same one that I've had for 12 years) next to the middle wall. My mom tells me to watch Channel 4. Was there a Hrok there? I seem to remember something of the sort.

All of a sudden, I see an EAS start up.
And get this, it's for a "Thunder warning". I see a red bar come up in the bottom of the screen, and the text starts to scroll. It said something about a "Thunder warning". I'm thinking "what the hell is that? I've never heard of that!". I grab my camera next to my computer and open it up. It's taking a long time to boot up though! And when the screen comes up it looks all glitchy! I eventually manage to press record though, but just as it starts the EAS ends! Damn!

I set down my camera but keep it close by. I keep watching the TV and eventually it comes back on! But this time it doesn't stay on channel 4, and switched by itself to some high up channel.
This time I'm able to start up the camera much faster and keep it running through the duration. But this time the battery is low and the SD card is low! But I'm still able to record it all!

Eventually I put it down and...
Jump to me being with a bunch of other DCs in yet another variant of my basement. This time there was a bunch of laundry machines on the east wall, and there was entire rooms that aren't supposed to be here. They're mostly filled with junk and old clothes. So I walk into one of those and a DC comes in and asks me what to do. I tell them I'm gonna practice my telekinesis for when I'm in a dream!

So I look at an old food box and I point my hand at it like in the movies, and I pull it towards me. It starts flying, slowly, and eventually starts hovering. I'm very capable of controlling its movement, and I'm in a good mood so I make it do dances in the air. The DC is quite mesmerized.
I then put it down and go up stairs.

The living room is quite ornate, with the china cabinet next to the big window, and it's a lot cleaner. It's day time, and there's a few people here. I go into the kitchen and it's huge as well. There's a desk in the corner with audio equipment and an imac g3 there as well! My mom is in there and I ask her where this came from. She says it was Ross's computer, but she gave it to us. I think, "weird, but okay".

I look around and the kitchen looks more or less the same as it does IWL, except for the fact its bigger and there's a huge desk where the food cabinets are IWL.

I then have a false awakening? Either way, I'm back in my basement and this is the third variant. This time it's looking a bit more run down than I'm used to. I'm in my chair, but almost immediately I stand up. There's a few washing machines where the stairs are IWL, along with a few racks of storage above. There's a peculiar tiny opened can of paint on one of the racks, and I pull it down.

I start moving it around, and eventually I start wondering. I imagine it hovering and it starts hovering. I move it around with my mind for a bit before I start wondering how I'm able to do this. Am I still dreaming?
*nose pinch* *hands slip* *nose pinch again*
And I can still breath during the nose pinch. It was actually quite weird because I could feel the air rushing down my nose like I wasn't plugging my nose at all or even touching it, even though I'd clamped hard on it.

I'm dreaming! Everything gets a lot more vivid now, even though it still had the characteristic blurriness in a few spots, especially when I was in the basement. I started walking towards the stairs, and I started walking up them. To be honest I don't know what I was thinking at this bit. My feet felt very light and almost as if they weren't there at all. I look up and it's like the back door is open and there was a bright light outside. I walk up the stairs and I look back down towards the basement, and then I wake up.

I'm laying in my couch on my right side, face inwards. I'm very excited, and I do a RC. I then try and recall everything in the long process.

Eventually I start writing this.

Dream recall history:

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I found myself in the garage, helping my father carry things out of it. I suppose to create a lot more space. He then tells me I am dreaming. I look at him and said yea right. As he turns his attention away from me, I quickly counted up my fingers to see if it is the same as waking life. It was, my father notice me counting and laugh. Everything added up exactly as waking life. I feel physical and grounded here, so there's no way I am dreaming. However, I soon notice a large tv on the ground with no wires hook on to it. That's odd I thought. That is when my father ask me to turn on the lights. I look around and realize the lights weren't on. That is when I decided that if the lights work I am not dreaming. But if they did not then I will consider it as a dream. I attempted to turn on the lights 3 times to only find it ignoring me. That's when I knew I was dreaming and began trying to remember when I fell asleep? That's when my father and I left the garage, while somewhere at that point I lost lucidity.

Lots of non lucid bits -

quick glimpse of a bonny lassie I've no seen for ages - I handed her a shoebox and she gave me the cutest wee wink.

Standing down the bottom of the shop . A wee man in a black suit was there. He was going to be working in the shop for some reason. We were discussing how some days can be busier than others. We had a wee laugh about something and I decided I quite liked him but didn't know if I could be bothered speaking to him all the time, and thought to yself that iw ould be hiding up the back a lot.

Standing in a busy town centre. Steve (xfactor winner from years ago) was standing beside a map of Australia. He said he was born there and moved here when he was six. He considered himself 'Of this place' but I said I suppose he still knew his birth land a wee bit.

Having a shave while looking in the mirror. It was taking a while as some lassie was behind me blethering on.

Watching two guys catch a pike at a loch I go birdwatching at IRL. No fishing is allowed and I think I told them that. The pike was about six pounds and he pulled it out the water using the rod only, I was VERY perplexed that the rod didnt snap, but I didn't RC - Bah!

Dream 2

I was in a maze office building with two other dream characters. I was looking for a way out and managed to find it. When I exited the building there was a beautiful path with flowers and trees all around. I left the building with another DC but as we were walking I appeared on a bed where my brothers room was. The crazy part is that I could see there was a big bump on the right side of my rib area. I touched it and random small springs started coming out. I didn't like the view of that and tried moving but couldn't. I heard a little girl talking though and feared it was that girl who liked to torture me in my dreams. I than thought of nothing and layed down so I could appear in a different scene. But I just reappeared on the bed.

The good thing is that I could move more though. I got out the room and ran to a room near the exit to the backyard.My dog Max came out of no where though and started biting my feet. But I managed to escape through the window and found myself in my backyard. But there were more plants, trees and junk around. I than flew up but I wasn't flying as high as I wanted to so I just started singing to help me fly higher. It worked and I was higher. I could see that my house now looked like a huge red building. Just as I was going to go past it I appeared in my hallway again and my dog max jumped on me. I pushed him back and noticed I was holding a part of a building with the years 2007-2011 on it or something like that.

I left it though and tried running up the stairs and out the front house door. But I saw two little baby puppys that looked like my nephew's puppy but smaller. They started biting me on my feet. I asked my dog why was this happening but he was silent. I tried going out the door but noticed the side was pitch black and someone was coming from the second floor. There was also a hooded figure to my side in the pitch black darkness. I thought the dream could not support itself anymore and suddenly the whole place was consumed by darkness. Than I woke up.

Dream 3

I went back to sleep and was at my old highschool where my old english teacher was with my old history teacher. She started talking about how funny it was that she drank juice but her breath came out smelling like coffee. Than at some time I appeared in my house downstairs. There was a monster guy with a saw near the backyard exit which made me lucid. Max was there yet again and started biting on my feet. I tried running than just got on my dog's back and I rode him all the way upstairs. I than decided to exit the house but my dog started biting my feet again. Good thing my brother was there though. I told him to hold Max back and I managed to get out but the scenery was so dark. Î shouted clarity and started rubbing my hands. The scene got more brighter and less fragmented but it felt like it was still distorted. As I was trying to walk my brother turned into a baby and got stuck to a fence. I pulled him out but than noticed the sky was weird. It wasn't bright anymore and there was a crescent shaped cookie that looked like the moon. A few DCs started telling me how they didn't like the setting and I kept trying to change it but it was time for the dream to stop. So I woke up.

Dream night of 11/12/14. Only fragments.

Weird dream. Was getting hay. But, somehow ended up walking back to hay barn then realizing it was restricted area. Tried hiding. Knew I needed to get out of barn and back to my vehicle.

When I finally escaped, I was at a prison/school type setting which has been in my dreams before. There were guards blocking entrances. I swept around the entrance that required admittance and stood by the exit area for the facility. I then noticed my sister. I asked what she was doing there. She told me our mom and dad were inside being held. I was confused. I asked why she was sitting out here. She said she'd been inside but hadn't been able to do anything. There was a fee to go inside and you had to be screened and for some reason, I knew I wouldn't be admitted inside. So I asked if she had a ticket stub from the first time she'd gone in. She handed it to me. I walked up to the exit lady and told her I'd forgotten something inside. She seemed nice. I tried to tell her I really needed to get back inside and had JUST come out, didn't want to stand in line again. So she agreed and told me to hurry.

At this point, my sister mentions my dad had tried to hang himself in his cell with sheets and my mom was still in the initial admittance phase for the facility.

non-dream dream lucid

Very first thing I would like to mention is that these dreams happened the morning of the 12th of November.

So I fixed my alarm. It now works.
Also made sure to have some food before bed, which helped quite a bit.

Had quite a few dreams as a result.
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CRT Gas dream
Lucid: no
Recall score: 7 (doesn't appear like it from THIS dj but it was)

So I'm in my house, and OTG is playing on a black and white TV screen sitting on a table.
I'm trying to fix another TV, but a DC comes up to me and says that the CRTs are filled with a deadly gas! Don't break it!

Later on, I look on another TV screen showing a hallway in the building I'm in, and you can see dust in the air! This hallway was filled with the gas!

That's all I can remember now.
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Getting TVs
Lucid: no
Fragmented: no
Recall: 8
TGMG: no
I'm at a school, outside. There's a bunch of woods surrounding us, and it was dark out. Not entirely dark, but as if it was storming really bad or there was gonna be a tornado or something.

The school was similar to the primary school I used to go to.
Very brown, with brick walls. Glass windows for each room.
I go inside, and I'm in the hallway.

Hallway has tiled floors, and white walls. Lots of displays on them as well. I go right, and walk for quite a ways. Eventually the hallway walls turn into brownish red bricks as I get closed to the end. I then get to the library. I don't remember the library except going inside and looking out the window. I see the smudges on the glass, and a parking lot with loads of buses outside.
I get a TV on a cart and walk out with it. I eventually get to one room, and I look through the window. I see someone else looking out the window. They're naked though. I quickly turn away.

Later on I'm flying over the school, and I can see everything as if the roof was ripped off.
I wake up soon after.

Now this is what I'm talking about!

A nonlucid dream about a story somewhat paralleling Jack and the giant Beanstalk. I am with this boy who must climb this massive, twisty tree trunk like tower through this cloudy, foggy sky.
I became lucid in this and flew up the tower to observe him while he climbed. He was doing so rather quickly, jumping from platform to platform; the entire outside of the tower was covered in gnarled spikes and branches that could be used as platforms. The dark, stormy clouds seemed to be in layers. Lightning cracked all around me and the rain was coming down heavily. He eventually reached the top, above the clouds. The wind was blowing very strongly here it was hard for me to keep myself stable while flying. I landed atop the tower; we were basically in outer space now, with just a thin band of blue on the horizon and the sun, moon and stars ahead. The storm clouds below us seemed to be swirling, centered around the tower we were atop.
I grabbed onto a small ridge to fight the wind. I was correct in the fact that the tower was made out of a wooden material.
The boy had no trouble standing up while I was squinting to look into the wind and see him. He was a big, chunky boy but looked young, younger than me, and had either orange or blonde hair, I can't remember. He turned to me and thanked me for giving him the chance to climb the tower, and then rocketed off into space on a golden flame.
The scenario repeated at least once. In one other version, he failed to reach the top of the tower.

Something to do with parking an airplane at the airport. I passed through a narrow area between two buildings and I was afraid that the wings would not fit, but somehow they did.

Something to do with purchasing an absurdly small container of chocolate milk at the airport convince store.

Something to do with the fact that a PG rated movie isn't allowed to kill more than two people.

I am walking with my family on the path by our house when this blonde girl runs by. While running, she tells me that I am in fact dreaming.
I turn and say something to myself about how gravity only exists if I want it to. Flying on, let's go.
I begin buzzing around the general area, impressing my family and what not for awhile. I flew between some tree branches and power lines. I recall my foot brushing up against one of the power lines, I was afraid that I might get shocked but then remembered that I wasn't grounded.
I eventually decided to see how far I could take my flying. I looked into the clear blue sky and saw the moon. Oh, yeah, I'm going there! I began heading up, and at first I was moving very slowly. Once I got above about 200 feet I started accelerating very rapidly, making a sort of jet turbine sound. A shock cone forms around me as I break the atmosphere and look back to earth. I can see the curve of the planet below me.
I try to recall the first lucid dream where the boy flew away from the edge of space and do the same thing. I begin to rocket toward the moon
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Dangit. Somehow I forgot what happened. The dream ended with me becoming some sort of lucid dreaming superhero, like superman in New York. I had a sealed apartment on the top floor of a building that could only be accessed by me flying. I was currently working on stocking the fridge and pantry with dream-food.

I am a part of this plot about a secret society of fuel miners. They have lived underground inside of a mountain mining this rare fuel and selling it to buyers on the surface world. There is this scene where about four guys managed to escape though ore chutes in the main compound. The leader of the group drops a bomb down the chutes but when it explodes it doesn't bring them back up, it just pushes them along faster.
A brute of a man moves a decommissioned mining robot and blocks the ore chutes so that nobody can escape.
The miners live in this mall-like underground area, mostly constructed of scrap metal. They have a whole society with a school, doctor, barber, and stores. All of their supplies are earned by trading with the upstairs world.
The leader manages to find someone who was in on the escape in the med bay. The would-be escapee fibbed that his injuries were from a mining accident. The leader character was angry with him to say the least. He grabbed the injured man by the jaw and started asking him questions about where the others went.
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Meanwhile, I am with Marcus and this female DC. She wears square glasses, like Marcus but has long black hair in a ponytail and all of this backpacking equipment. She is a local guide who is going help Marcus find this fuel-mining society. And of course I'm there because... reasons. We are in the parking lot of a chuck-e-cheese in a small desert town supposedly not far from the underground mine. The female DC takes out a hologram device.
"Now then, we have reason to believe that the center of their operations is about four clicks east... probably in a natural lava tube system...."
She continues showing through a hologram how fuel deposits have emptied in the years and surface drilling companies have not come across any fuel where there should be.
"There was 1100 units of fuel directly below us, but in 2003, it just vanished. My theory, underground miners selling to the highest bidder." Look how the cave collapses in 2007, four years later."
We strike out, and of course the first thing we have to do is climb a plateau. We start climbing, and the only one who is getting anywhere is the guide chic. Marcus is struggling. I'm struggling.
We were about halfway to the top when the guide chic made it. She started urging us to hurry up and for some reason this made me lucid. I let go of the cliff and started flying up to the top. When I reached the top, I told myself Marcus would appear in 3...2...1. And just then he climbs up the top of the cliff.
I look out over the desert and the small town at the base of the plateau. Its hot. Clear day. I've never felt that much heat in a dream. I should do a scene change to someplace where I can beat the heat.
It doesn't take much, now I am on a beach, but with red desert sand. I am on a small, crescent shaped island with a dormant volcano on one end and a large beach populated with dream characters.
Marcus and the girl continue on their quest to find this society as if nothing has changed. I tell them that I am going to fly off on my own devices. I run towards the water and think of the previous LD where I was flying. I manage to 'catch' for about five seconds before I fall into the ocean.
Sooo good in the heat of the dream sun though!
I get out of the water. I can't see Marcus or his guide anymore. I somehow spot Manei out of the crowd of people on the beach, asleep on a towel, and run over to her, recalling everything I have to do with her.
She must have been asleep because she didn't stir until I got close. She sat up and lowered her sunglasses. (Note: Manei wears often sunglasses when she blends into the background.) She looked really confused that I was there, lucid and standing in front of her.
"Come on, I have a lot to ask you..." I gestured my head to one side that we could walk away from the crowd.
Unfortunatley, My roommate wins the award for comedic timing. HIS ALARM WENT OFF RIGHT AT THIS MOMENT!!!

Black: Non-dream
Blue: Non-lucid
Red: Lucid

I had a near WILD experience again last night, the 3rd I've ever had. I was lying in bed after a WBTB at around 5ish, I could feel some intense vibrations, I could hear them buzzing too. I could also see some slight visuals starting to manifest, like a small light in a sea of darkness. The whole thing was short lived as I once again screw up the transition. I also noticed my jaw being clenched up and offset in an odd position as I was coming out of the experience, I do a few reality checks to make sure I wasn't having an infamous SSILD false awakening but I wasn't sadly .

Dream 1 - Tardis + Rescue
Me and someone else are planning to steal the Tardis (for those of you who don't know what this is, it's the time travelling police box from the Doctor Who series), we look around for the area where it's supposed to appear. We seem to be peering through a window into an area that is so indescribable... Like a 70s trippy visuals effect was going on in the background and everything was floating. Now I'm somehow in a library but it looks extremely similar to my kitchen. I see a book outside that contains more information on the Tardis, I go outside to read it. I seem to be sitting down on the bricks by the doors where I usually sit to relax on a sunny day, a crew member from the Tardis walks past the glass window behind me, he has his daughter with him. The crew member scowls at me. I find a box that contains lots of little books in it for reading to little kids and babies etc. They're the same as what I read to my daughter in WL, and I think to myself how I should have stolen these instead of buying brand new ones. I think about this and decide that this a dumb idea. I read through the books for about a minute, they're worn out and missing bits of the cover photo. I then blur into a new scene where I'm trying to save a girls family from a guy with a sub machine gun. We're in a woodland area that has tall thin evergreens and light brown dirt, it reminds me of American-type forests (at least from what I've gathered from movies). The crook is hiding in a wooden-log house, I can't remember what happened but somehow I win against him, I realize now that his weapon has no ammo. He says something along the lines of "I guess it still counts as a criminal offense...", insinuating that even though the family was never in danger he will still get in trouble. The girls family is no where to be seen, and it's now the girl who I was actually saving (some kind of dream screw up in the plot). The girl runs up to me and hugs me, I feel like she's my daughter. A woman nearby comments on me saying "That's what you call a good role model".

Dream 2 - Sex
Fooling around with a girl, shouldn't need to go into details. We were in my home though and it was daytime.

Dream 3 - Rock Throwing
I'm on a beach and I'm getting chased, I run across rocks and sand, leaping acrobatically around. I leap onto the edge of a ledge a few metres high and hook my leg into a crevice to support myself. There is a girl reading a book on the top of the ledge not even noticing me, and there's four people below me on the beach who were chasing me. They're looking up at me, I throws down at them and they throw a few back. I catch 2 of the bigger rocks and hurl them back, 1 of them cracks into 3 rocks and hits 3 of the people on the top of their heads. I can feel myself slipping ever so gradually as the feel of the dirt on the ledge slides a bit. I decide to get a better vantage point, and swing myself into the crevice I'm supporting myself on. It's tight and dark, I'm lying flat and there's no room to move. I shouldn't have even been able to get into such a place. The entrance is horizontally oriented and is only open a crack, I seem to realize though that I won't have trouble getting out if I just realized a certain something (slight awareness increase), but I wake up.

13.11.2014

Speed-run ToTM and a dare dream, one-shot killing a turkey and brief chat with a DC (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I believe this is possibly the lamest ToTM I have ever worked on, and to be honest, I did not even see this coming. I have been coding for a new dream journal software like a maniac... and well, every time I woke up in the middle of the night, all I had in my mind was a bunch of code (that I wont paste here lol) and yet, I got a lucid dream. I naturally woke up around 7:30am (alarm clock triggers at 8:00am) and I was laying on my back, just relaxing to wait for the clock. After a while I found myself driving down the street. I was in what I believe to be a manual transmission car, as I had to switch gears manually. I got inside a building and I was driving down the stars, but now, I was riding a red bike:







I was driving through aisles and up and down the stairs, and yet, I had a manual transmission strick to switch gears, realizing how it could be even possible... realizing that it was impossible for a bike and realizing that my car just turned into a bike and I was indoors, so I turned lucid.

I was surprised by the dream, and feared that anytime soon the alarm clock was going to trigger. I saw a small child in the middle of a big empty room and I asked him:
- "What are you grateful for?"
- Chocolate! - he replied.

I was like, okay... and then realized that asking that was not a ToTM.
- What is my name? - I asked him.
- Manolo, like the supermarket - He replied (That is not my name nor I have seen a super market named like that.

I recalled I had to tell him that it was a dream, so:
- This is a dream - I exalted.
- No, I am awake, we are not dreaming - He replied.

I rose my hand and showed it to him, claiming we were in a dream. My hand looked perfectly fine, five perfect fingers... so I was like, what the hell. I looked at my hand again, perfect... another false positive. I knew we were dreaming because of the bike, I looked a third time and then, two of my fingers were overlaying each other and they were like holograms. I realized that the child was doing his own business, but since he replied, I was done.

I then decided to walk backwards, as I believed it was a dare. Simple task... I walked a good 50 steps backwards, but nothing out of the blue happened.

I then went ahead to remember the other ToTM without much success... so much coding, so little reading I told to myself. I believed that the bonus task was to steal the turkey that the President saved and decide its fate. I figured if I tried to fly outside the building and look for the White House I was not going to make it in time and the alarm clock would ruin it. I pretended that behind a door I was going to find the White House.

I opened the door and I could see grass and heard birds chirping. I was able to see the White House (even though it was a mix of the white house and Congress, looking something like this







I saw the President, but it was not Obama. It was a made up African American dude, dressed in business attire. The First lady was next to him, but also made up. I think she looked Chinese. There was a turkey standing next to them, so I figured it was the turkey they saved. I started feeling my cats in bed and started to feel I was waking up rapidly, so I had to do something... I just grabbed the turkey's neck and said, "Your fate is to die." I started to strangle it and little after, I woke up. Since the dare is to decide the fate, I'd say I completed it, as I have decided it would die. I wouldn't have made the choice though if I wasn't waking up, I would have done something much more exciting. This is somewhat short entry, this dream felt quick, very quick.

1, I was in a car with a few friends, I think Dylan and someone else. We had just arrived at Thomas's house to chill for a bit. I immediately noticed how rainy and cold it was outside. We didn't know how we were going to get inside of his house without getting wet. Luckily I had a jacket, some jeans, and a red snapback on, so I was covered. Suddenly Thomas's mom comes outside and comes up to the car, "Would you guys like to come inside?" she asks. We both reply, "Yeah." With this she tells us that in order to come inside we had to be wearing jeans, so again I was covered, but I think Dylan was wearing shorts. Thomas's mom suddenly leaves to go back inside out of no where and basically ditches us.
We both get out of the car, and it is still raining. I can feel the water droplets hitting my skin, and again, its pretty cold outside.

2. I was driving on some road during daytime, and I had a few friends in the back that came along with me for the ride. As we drove down this straight, long, country road, I noticed that we were coming up on what looked to be a produce farm. As I got closer and closer to the farm I realized that it was pretty crowded, and there were alot of 4 X 4 trucks driving around in the farm itself. Eventually we came up on the farm and passed it, but as we were doing so I noticed that a cop had just pulled somebody over behind me. I remembered that I didn't have my license yet, so I needed to stay incognito or I'm done for.
The cop car looked pretty odd as well, it had really dark tail lights and head lights, as in, they were tinted. The cop car was a SUV. Once we got past the cop far enough I started speeding again for some reason. I remember the feeling of just flying down the road ahead of me.

11.11.2014

Akashic Records Juice (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I went to check out a car with a friend, I believe I was going to do a survey or something afterwards to rate the service. The guy was very friendly and I test drove the car. I told him I would come back.

Some friends from Europe were visiting and they wanted to check out an apartment to move around here, so we went with them. It was day but it got into night pretty soon. We were talking about Spiritual Stuff and then we got to check out the house.
The same guy was going to show us the house and he provided us with some brochures before we were ready.

Somehow we got into talking about the Akashic Records and how important was for him to access them very sparingly, as he claimed if you went into the records too often you would fry your brain. I told him that no way, as I did several Akashic Records readings a day to all my clients and I was okay. I also told him I drank two quarts a day of Akashic Records juice (what the heck??? LOL) He said that I was going to get into trouble on the long run and proceeded to show us the apartment.

Lost a shoe durring school

I can only remember 1 dream that was after wbtb. I was in school and trying to get to my next class on time. I was pulled to the side by the jantor (not sure for what reason). Then I ended up downstairs Ina place that looks like a mall. For some reason there are shoes everywhere, except mine. Then I go to the school gym and start searching for my shoes, but still can't find any. Eventually I give up, and just go to class. When I got there, the teacher was the advisor of my club at school in RL. I was a little surprised, but went in any ways. While I was there I finally found my shoe,then th room warped into my house. I also missed a ton of dream signs, like the school, and an certain section of the school.

Black: Non-dream
Blue: Non-lucid
Red: Lucid

Dream 1 (12/11/2014)- Scenic Neighbourhood
I'm walking along an unlaned road in a scenic neighbourhood similar to where I grew up. I end up with a girl who I think is an ex-girlfriend, we're in her room and we're trying to fool around. We're trying to keep quiet so her family doesn't know what we're up to, and she gives me a condom too, but it's kind of broken or something and I have to go find more. I find some in a bag that's supposedly mine, I feel like I'm doing something wrong now though, as if I were cheating or something and I slip in consciousness.

It's funny, because right after waking up I didn't remember anything. I tried but nothing came to mind. Then I did some meditation for 5 minutes and I started playing a browsergame I suddenly remembered one dream. And while writing this the other one came to mind too!

I was at school hanging out with a friend. We were hungry or only me I don't know but there was shrimp on the menu. I think I didn't eat it. I don't remember why but I was also angry at him about something.

And in another dream I fought with some guy who was looking after me, I ran away and thought to myself I'm going to practice martial arts and beat him up when I see him again..

11/12/14 Turning left and next thing I know I am walking and follow a group of people into a store where a few guys are looking at ties.

I look down a stairwell and see a woman and turn away when I hear someone call my name from down there and it hits me I am dreaming. While lucid I think that this is a result of my recent adjustments to my awareness work but I notice the dream seems to be fading but I am determined to keep it going! I rub my hands and the rail as I go down and at the bottom is a cabinet with french fries and junk on it. I grab the fries and junk up and just start stuffing them in my mouth chewing them up for the sole purpose of stabilizing the dream.

It works and as I turn the corner I am in a parking garage.


To my left is a blue Volkswagen Bug. There are life size wood carvings/statues of two older women sitting in the front seat and two even older women in the back seat. I am studying the details and making a mental note to get a good guestimate of the ages of the women depicted in the statues. I settle on an age of late 60's for the women in front and 80's for the women in the back. I feel the dream fading again but much quicker this time...too quick and I think about the NREM conversations and try to stay in some form of sleep but quickly realize I am fully awake and have a strong urge to adjust my position in bed. I think it was too close to my normal time to get up. Now I have to consider if it is better to let the dream fade into the void and teleport since I have had some of my most memorable LDs that way or save the dream like this dream in case I don't get to the void but instead inadvertently "follow the normal path to waking" which I definitely don't want. Notes: previous awareness notes apply but also putting a larger sense of wonder in my RRC interaction statement leaving a hanging question as part of it and thinking about if it makes sense where I am at...where was I before...does that make sense? Did quite a bit of this while driving back from my league game. If CL is reading this, didn't you have a VW in a lucid? 231

11/11/14 Sexual LD with older woman. A "hot young thang" in fancy but classy lingerie then seduces me. Some fading lucidity. Afterwards I whip it out for my Wife. 230