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Like always I don't remember where it started but I was supposed to be going somewhere in the city.As I walked I came across a beautiful architectural subway station with high stairs, golden pillars and a dome top. It was very stunning so I decided to take it home.

I looked for the right train letter and as I did I ended up by a row of clear and seated glass chairs where an audience was waiting to see a magic show. I climb over some chairs contemplating if I could see the show but stop when I hear a announcement from a older male(deep voice). Suddenly fireworks were released.

For some reason I got the feeling you would only be safe if you payed for a seat to watch the show so knowing i didn't i ducked and dodged a flying lit firework than ran towards the stairs. As I hurried upwards I found a older woman worried. I asked her what was wrong and she replied that a land mine had exploded in the subway while others were on their way back.

That it was possible something could happen overtime. I than felt the wooden platform shake and felt a presence zipping around the place. I and the woman moved downward closer to ground level but not quite since we were waiting for the train.
However, the presence, a male made out of dark energy, began conjuring up his goons. He was giving a big speech on terrorizing the place as he frightened the people.


I ended up becoming lucid at that point and leapt to the place where the presence was. "I'm not gonna let you cause any more fear". I put my hands out than and blew any dark stuff away. The presence kept trying to do his thing but I decided to bring it up a notch and began bringing up pink flowers on his land. "You can't do that!" he shouted.Annoyed he approached me with two stone babys in an attempt to scare me. I just kissed the babies cheeks and brought them to life as they brightened up with yellow light around them. I than hugged them as I heard the guy complain.

The dream than shifted and I was semi lucid now in a room where there were dark books with pictures on them of so called bad figures. I began kissing different books and bringing their color back. I stopped when I came across a Jesus book and put it on the other books. Someone than told me that Jesus had a similar life to peter who lived a life like robin hood.

Next I recall the dream shifts and I'm walking in the city again. As I walk I'm with my younger brother but out of no where my dream guide becomes present and I blurt out something random. There's a moment of silence than I'm handed a paper with small pics of animals who are in their own family type. According to him if I put my second finger where the lizard is and stretch to the other pics, the closest I can stretch my finger to is what is connected.

I went to my old middle school and started playing music on some turn tables. It was Disco and maybe Future Funk. Afterwards, I was in my bedroom and I try to get the turn table under my bed to work. I find a power supply that says 9V, but underneath it said it was 90 million volts or maybe 90 million 150 thousand volts. I tried looking for another power supply, but the turn tables finally work. I tried mixing with the left turn table and then I tried to repeat the song in one section. I wake up.

I got all my dreams on a voice recorder so I might not type them all. But there were some cool ones.

After one dream, I had sleep paralysis, and heard a voice saying, "Scissor hands is killing me. Please, please, free me. Please" over and over. It was little kids voices.

I had one long dream that ended in a false awakening. This voice said, "There ones was a PUNK who wanted to know what he dreamed about. But then he couldn't." After that, my mind was totally, totally blank. I was like, WTF, did that voice just erase my dream? But I didn't give up. I salvaged a good amount of the dream. It was actually a very significant dream, too.

In my last dream, this woman was saying how people can be too concerned with whether or not they eat follow specific rules, forgetting the Higher Power's "unconditional love and acceptance". I "felt" this very deeply.

I recorded a lot more dreams on voice recorder but typing wouild take me hours!

weird library

I'm in a library in a hallway at first. I see moe so I go say hi to him but he ignores me. He's filming a counter for some reason.

Later I am by some shelves and touching a book causes super tiny writing on the end of my finger. I take my hand away and the print vanishes, then put my hand back and it reappears. I say to the person I'm with that i should film this phenomenon but he disagrees. He actually starts yelling at me for the very notion.

Jamie again.

I'm with her in her room and notice she has a bookshelf. I notice she has an NIV bible. I joke with her and say that's the translation that the illuminati corrupted. I wake up before anything else happens.

mirror

I'm walking in Jamie's house again. I become lucid for no reason while walking down a hallway. I enter a room that feels like mine but see a large mirror and my own reflection wakes me up.

I was stalked by L, I was going home ,and she followed me around with a camera , made pictures of me from the corners. I was pretty surprised , but not creeped for I thought that she can't physically hurt me , she is just a petite girl (I was weirded out a bit to be honest). So I decided to confront her if she follows me home to my house, which she did, and she literally just stopped in front of my house and kept clickin her camera, like what the fuf? Really? Don't you feel yourself a little bit in danger? On my property? Then I just decided to go out . I first just looked through the window and see that she sees that I see her and got scared so she ran behind a corner. I went out like " what the heck are you doing " and she seemed to be all confused and conflicted and angry and started to back off , she thought I'm gonna attack her. Then I just opened the door and waved to come in and told her that I wont hurt her, that I want to talk to her and then she came in. We talked for a bit but I don't remember a single detail of our conversation. Then at a point I was in her house, wooden floor, and old staircase ,and a white wall I think(?) , somehow I knew that her father is abusive(dream memory), and that if he sees me here he'll definitely be hostile.
Then I woke up.

Monday March 19th 2018

Was doing some sweeping, became lucid because of the brooms weight and didn't really care much about it, knew that I wasn't going to be sleeping for a long time. The manager comes to search for me and tell her that I will not be doing any job for today since I will be out of comission soon anyway.

Spend most of my time talking to the elven kid who still feels thankful but afraid at the same time when he sees me fight, oh well too bad for him.

Back to sleep.

Become lucid while walking, apparently we got enouhg money so we are searching for a nice house to be living in. We purchase one not too far from the zoo and because it is within only a few kilometers, just fly from place to place, I actually practice and teach the kid to fly, it takes us around 1 minute to arrive from the house to the zoo, yay!

Just a test of the [S]Emergency Broadcast Signal[/S] DJ posting issue.

A much better night, much better control now with the new borrowed powers.

Sunday March 18th 2018

I am talking to someone and taking care of a little kitty. Petting the little kitty makes me lucid because I feel heavy again, yay! I can feel that the elven kid was scared of me while I killed the other guys, it seems he had nightmares about it but I tell him not to worry that I will not harm him at all.

He accepts me quickly because he still feels his debt is too big to be paid because I saved him, so it is ok. We go towards the manager as he was instructed to go there whenever "he" is awake, in this case referring to me.

The manager is pleased and says she likes the way I do things, the kids energy output was clearly increased from the last fight because I "ate" the brain wavelenghts of the enemies and she wonders if I can use powers that I did not have before.

I show her that such is indeed the case by phasing my hand through her desk and then by jumping at her and phasing through her desk and her body; she says that is a sensation new to her and then just calmly asks me to go back to me seat. She wants to know more about how I am so easily adaptable and wants to know more about my past yet for the time being we will have to settle down with a new task.

She knows that I was mad last time when I couldn't kill a creature strong enough that they could bring down a small house and wants to test my new powers, so she will send me against someone who can take down a big house and see how my growth is going.

THe guy we tamed down was also in the same category but he was berserk, this time it is an organization that does a lot of crimes and we are supposed to have a lot of fun, she also tells the kid to start learning how to fight because the time frames when I'm not around he has to survive on his own, he agrees and we move on.

The location once again is pretty far away, the manager will send us in her helicopter so I don't have to worry, we will be there in less than 10mins since her powers propel the helicopter and I end up waking up not long after that.

Back to sleep.

I'm riding something and feeling specially tired. Become lucid through gravity in the way but still feel tired so don't move and just start thinking about what I want to do. That is until someone slaps me in the head and says we have arrived then raise my head and see the manager in there... what a nice way to wake someone up, good thing I am already asleep.

She suddenly turns off the helicopter and kicks me out, the hell? I don't fall right away for some reason then start falling along with the helicopter, but she turns it back on and get propelled down to the ground.

Stop my falling with wind magic and then look around, what was I supposed to do here other than find a relatively weak opponent? The elven kid says it is a strong opponent, eh. He also says we are supposed to find him by fighting his minions, because the guy never comes out unless it is to finish something; he also tells me that the minions are not going to be out and we have to start the fight... so boring.

At the very least, from the looks of it we are in an abandoned city or a ghost town or whatever, so it shouldn't be that hard to locate the enemies. End up waking up without finding anyone.

Back to sleep.

Walking around a very silent place, become lucid while walking and then start to look around again, will find them this time! The kid tells me that he couldn't find anyone either and that he already pretty much walked all around the town. We end up finding nothing again and once again wake up...

Back to sleep.

Sitting on top of a roof, become lucid when I stand up and then ask the kid if he found anything, he says that he already searched throughout all of the town and there is nothing, we feel a bit dissapointed and want to go elsewhere but I do really want to test myself again against a being like the giant slug I lost against last time.

I get an idea, use wind magic to locate the enemy and sure enough, can feel a lot of weird wind movement that would be caused by living beings. So touch the roof and make an earth spike go through the ones hiding in this building then jump to the next one and keep on killing like that.

From our exploration, there are a total of 25 buildings in the town and around 15 minions in each, but because they are all in a dormant state it is pretty easy to kill them.

We make with at least 20 of the buildings before there is any reaction and all of them abandon their posts. We look at the fly-like creatures come out of their buildings and they start flying towards us. Make wind-blades around me and in front of them and take out another 20 with no problem

The fly things start to retreat and use wind to push them to the ground and spike another 20 while using some water from the place around to stop another 15 from flying then slowly killing them with fire. For whatever reason the kid does not feel bad about killing them like with others, maybe beucase they don't look human? I keep going and taking them out until there is only 6 more but wake up at that moment... damn.

Back to sleep.

Running throuhg the street, become lucid because of my weight but even so find myself falling down... oh we tripped because the kid wanted to move elsewhere. It seems he was been pursued by some of the fly thingies and he only was able to kill 2 more and there are still 4 more running and trying to catch him.

Ask him how he killed the other two and it seems he just... was running from beggining to end and the only reason he killed them was because there were falling parts of debris that killed the enemy. Turn around and wait for them to get close enough then smash them with pebbles falling up from the ground.

They fall to the ground and unlike with the others I could see their dying moments, it seems they are been absorbed back onto earth? Now that they are all gone, what is going to happen with the big guy, when is he going to appear?

We just wait there and the kid is been scolded by me for not fighting, that is until I wake up and can't scold him any longer.

Back to sleep.

As soon as I arrive see the horizon and that the sun is really high in there... hot... and heavy... must be dreaming. Go to a safer place with less sun because I don't like heat that much. The kid says sorry and that he will try to fight properly this time, but I will be taking care of things. That is if anything shows up at all, oh well wahtever.

Since I'm now inside of a building the shadows protect me from the sun but then it feels weird below. HM. Then everything starts shaking and I get kind of mad, because the enemy decides to show himself when its this hot and not before, stupid idiot.

Don't know where he will be coming from since can't use Scan yet, so just stay there and wait for something to happen. And then, the earth starts to crack and the whole building is sent flying through the sky along with me. I start to laugh and the kid seems to be scared, he thinks we will be losing.

I keep laughing and once we start falling see that around the guy there is a lot of ground so make spikes out of it and stab him with them, but they don't work? Start to make an air bomb while falling and shot it down towards the guy while making more bombs to enhance the speed of the one I already created.

The air bomb goes down but it is stopped so I make it blow and then he is jumping out of the way to the left. There is still the debris falling with me so direct it with wind towards the location of the guy to try and kill him. There is a lot of sand all around and I just phase through teh debris around me to not get hurt and stop my fall using wind.

When I get to the ground see that the guy is calmly moving the debris around him with TK and wasn't hit by anything. AH! That is the reason uh? Make another spike with a bomb inside, he stops it and then it blows up but he stops the parts going towards him too. He tries to push me using TK so phase through it and match my wavelenght with his then push him down myself using TK, that takes him by surprise and then sense another building coming my way.

Propely myself up to the sky and evade the attack then see the guy is coming my way flying at high speed. Stop him in his tracks with an invisible wind wall. He crashes onto it and gets mad and prepares to fly again when I make a void around him, depriving him from oxygen. The poor guy does not know waht to do and just propels himself super fast to the ground, crashing against it.

I fly down towards him and when he uses TK on me make an earth spike grow on his back but he manages to evade most of it and only gets some slight injuries.

He seems to be mad, since I am weaker than him and still pushing him to a corner.

I take the time to learn his wavelenght and once I have it prepare to kill him. He starts to launch stronger attacks, this time making direct attacks with his TK but I either phase through them or block them myself with the newly learnt TK. When he was close enough I couldn't block him anymore and got shot back and then there was too much debris coming my way. So let myself phase to the ground and then launched myself towards him but he kept his distance, somehow he started to defend more than fight.

Alright, time was up for him and I felt that it was time for me to wake up. So next time shot myself to the sky then start to go down, time to try something different. First phase through te first few attacks then use TK and phasing combined to slow down the movement of the particles around the TK guy effectively making him move slower and slowing down his time then made the same for myself but speeded up time for me, so got there before he could take a reaction and before he could counter I was already diving my arm into his earth and throwing out debris spikes to his head to take him out. Absorbed as much as I could in information from his dying moments to strenghten my own power.

Escape through a reflection: I don't remember what caused me to RC, but I got lucid through the classical nose pinch. I seem to have been escaping from something, but I can't remember more than that basic detail either. But there is one scene I remember vividly, which was moving up to a glass window or door which was closed. I've seen an incomplete reflection on it, mostly bluish like the sky, but there were wooden parts and also silhouettes blocking part of it, similar to how it might look like in reality. I instinctively focused on the reflection, completed it, then stepped right through without opening it, into the reality of the reflection so to say, after which I immediately flew, and it seemed to have been very high up. Unfortunately I didn't get to enjoy my free flight for long.
Some indecent stuff: Some time after that I had a false awakening and I was in a building, and somehow pretty quickly realised I was still dreaming and did a nose pinch again.

Spoiler for 18+ Stuff:

So... dreams being dreams and being random I felt a wave of horniness after becoming lucid. I've gotten some... weird and hard to describe interactive selection screen through which some possible partners were displayed (they could apparently see me through this dream UI too), and then I started publicly having fun with someone in a restaurant... It is what is. After that the dream derailed into pointless conversation but I remember someone being repeatedly misgendered, without caring.

This was a different dream, but same day.
Suicide mission in space: So this dream had a weird melancholic component to it. I voluntarily went on a suicide space mission with 100% chances of suffocation from a lack of oxygen, I was in a missile in an orbit around earth, but I didn't focus on the panorama. I had breathed out of a sort of bag but as previously indicated in the dream I ran out of oxygen soon. Except that I kept breathing in the vacuum of space without issue whatsoever. I probably would've realized I was dreaming if I hadn't woken up at that point.

The dream scene was out in the country at this massive white house. The idea was I had the house to myself so I was throwing a party for my friends. Only moo and kolby were there so far so we go to the store next to the house. In the store there's a package of beer that I buy. Someone tells me I bought on a March Madness game that I lost which made me feel bad. We get back to the house and I realize the package of beer is actually just pepsi and packets of water. So, we go back to the store and ask the worker who's a woman about 50 years old if we can get a refund. She says that she has to come inspect the package back at the house so she comes with us. My friends keep bugging me that we need to drink or something but I'm trying to get this situation settled first. I'm yelling at my friends to do something for me and I'm getting upset. Several more of my friends arrive including grayson kyle and sam. I briefly greet them and then get back to this refund.

By now the worker has turned into my buddy johnny's mother. We're in this sewing room they use to have when we were kids. The dream goes somewhere else, I think to another house close by near the ocean.

I was on vacation at this tropical beach with my family. Out in the ocean were these massive tornadoes. The news was reporting that it was dangerous and I was beginning to agree. The tornadoes were doubling in size and there were about 8 or so of them. At some point someone got caught in one and it completely flung them upwards and spun them around painfully.

Then, I went into a cave and it turned into a mini-game. The point of the game was to get to the end of the course. For some reason I was playing the character Donald Trump and was sliding on my butt down these rock platforms. The cave was blue and there were three or four platform jumps that sloped downwards to get to the goal which was a light or something at the end of the last platform. In my jacket I had this gray button that I could press which would make me glide. I kept trying to win the game but fell off many times.

1st dream: I was brushing my teeth and one of my front teeth was black and rotting. I started to freak out and tried to brush the tooth but I couldn't remove the black crust that covered it. I rinsed out my mouth and was inspecting the tooth whenever I suddenly became impatient and pulled the rotting tooth out. For some reason removing the tooth was life or death.

2nd dream: I was cleaning something for my mom whenever I saw 3 spiders. They were gigantic but they didn't move. It really freaked me out but I couldn't run away for some reason.

3rd dream: Jed came to my office at work. He seemed really happy and was all smiles. He was in his air force uniform, in his hand he had a wrapped up jacket for me but there was something in the middle. I never looked at what it was becuase I went to give him a hug and he started to kiss me. Which for some reason I was unbothered that my boss was in the office as this whole ordeal went down.

1 - First, I was in the university canteen with a few friends of mine. They all left and I was alone, at which point I decided to go talk to the ladies who served the food. Apparently they were organizing some kind of revolution... After that I went to class where the professor was, for some reason, provoking me...

2 - I arrived home by bus (not my usual home... It had a huge garden and was really big). However there was something forcing the door (wild dogs, I believe) and I had to "hold the line". Later my mother and brother arrived and magically entered, without much trouble...

3 - I was in college, studying when someone was murder in the street. The murderer was disguised with the "skin" of someone (he looked like another person) and turned out to be a friend of mine...

4 - I went to have dinner with my colleagues and, for some reason my mother went with me. While we were walking to the designated place I noticed that the city had a lot of bridges, and stairs (that were embedded in the water), as if it were built in the middle of the ocean. Although it was beautiful, I felt less than safe... After we got there I found some strange flying insects (purple and orange) who ate other insects, keeping us safe. There was quite a big segment relating to these insects which I fail to remember. Finally, there were also catapult and metal soldiers...

IN a school I find old piles of video game cartridges. I see Tetris and I'm excited, I show it to someone. Studying it further I notice
it's not original, it's a newer one, I can tell by the color of the pieces. I secretly try to take them with me.

In a large grocery store I hide them in the shelves. I see Gandolf is hunting me down, knows my plan and try to take the cartidges away
from me by taking them from the shelves.

I enter a narrow hall and get chased to the end by two large knight pieces, it's like a video game. At the end there is a final challenge,
a young teenage girl needs to arm wrestle the last female boss, they argue over the rules, who goes first? She tricks her way to getting
the rules to be in her favor.

A narrow tunnel like place again, like a children's playground thing they had in McD's. As I crawl Jussi Jahkola comes up behind me, I
make a Zen comment/joke. His skin is cold and clamy. I see a woman ahead of me. As I approach her she morphs into a weird swirl of flesh,
it excites and arouses me but fills my mind with wonder. I can barely comprehend her form, it is something I can't understand, some
alien sex god.

I enter a military base. The enterance is wooden and makeshift. I see a general enters, I suddenly become the guard? I write "WAR GENERAL"
on a scrap of paper and give it to him as if it's his clearance pass.

In the base it's like a grocery store and I swing on vines made of food like lemons, limes, canned goods. It's like Willy Wonka's
factory except it's everyday food items. I see a girl and her mother are there. She is trying to get her to go somewhere. There are
fantasy-like creatures all around.

A female researcher is transporting a nerve agent with her family. I'm outside in the morning, the sun is rising, I'm by some cliffs like
the ones in Tempeliaukiokirkko. As she makes it to the end of the rocks I senses something is wrong.

Inside the compound again. It is like a store and a library, rooms are seperated by plexiglass walls. There is an alarm, a nerve agent is
released in the air. I panic and try to get out. I try to hold my breath in a futile effort to save myself. I have to breathe in and I
feel all the nerves in my body burning like they are on fire. People are panicking and trying to escape but get stuck by a door that is
locked. A woman next to me, in her 40's, with short grey hair and glasses turns to me, she has brown eyes. She is going mad with fear,
wonders why the nerve agent isn't killing me. She attacks me with another woman and tries to bite me, as if eating me will make her immune
to the gas. I am swallowed by the churning ocean of people and I feel myseld getting ground up by some large mechanical and unhuman thing,
like a machine-god eating up the mass. As I'm consumed by it my final thought is "there is nothing special about a single human life."

I wake up shocked and terrified, it takes about half an hour to go back to sleep, I imagine horrible things happening during the trade
fair I'm going to the next day.

Day 34 & 1/2:

Fell asleep at: 7:50 PM

Woke up at: 10:30 PM


I tried to induce a WILD as I was falling asleep, but then I got too excited and ended up postponing my sleep ten minutes ahead. I decided it was better to just leave it up to a couple mantras before I went to sleep. And, prepare yourself, this entry is going to go real dark real quick.

Dream 40: Wonder Science

Me and my family were coming back from HEB when we see a large van with about a thousand large cables running out of it. A large scientist-type figure (Who just vaguely resembled my old Chemistry sub) comes riding on his bicycle, which I can only assume gives power to some of his instruments inside the van.

He gives us a lecture about the power of following your dreams, how he's currently doing, and tells us to do the same. He calls his particular brand of science "wonder science", in reference to how he researches and tests things that he is passionate/wondrous about. He hands us all business cards and then the dream ended.


Dream 41: This is where it gets dark.

Again, my increased daytime awareness has almost completely transferred into my dreams. It really feels like I'm there and that I at least have partial control over my surroundings. My vision is also no longer as blurry, a tell-tale sign of awareness.

So, I'm in my sister's room, just talking to her about...Well, I can't quite remember. I even notice that my elbow is very pink-ish, and I joke about myself being a half-gum-half-man hybrid. In any case, I come to realize one of the pillows has three blood stains on it. I ask my sister about it, and when she turns around, I knew exactly what was going on.

She had three cut marks on the underside of her arm. She told me something about how, specifically, she does this, and I immediately tune her out. I don't need 'that' in my life, I'm gonna go see if someone can help. I go out the door in a terrified stupor, and then the dream ended.


Dream 42: Miscellaneous Nonsense

A bunch of random, interconnected chaos. One scene has me (Along with two other friends of mine) descending a large well. I pull out an HUD similar to most video game creation tools and build platforms below me as I go down the long, winding well.

In the bottom of the well lies a magma dome. A large, circular platform made of solidified magma surrounded by a lake of lava. For some reason, the temperature doesn't kill me within 20 seconds of being exposed. I have to connect three 'keys' into this large black obelisk before the lava rises. I do just that, plugging in three stone keys into their designated slots.

I am then booted into a dark hotel room. I see silhouettes, but I can't quite make out who it is exactly. I'm guessing a man, about adult age, just sitting around in his chair.