Fragment of Dreams
Jamie This dream was a little turn from how she's usually been lately. Just a dream at her house where I am trying to talk to her but she's painfully pretending I don't exist... What did I do now? Pennywise After Seeing "It," in theatres and taking to the audio books I had two related dreams... first is seeing a big white wall Pennywise is there with big red balloons which I don't really find scary. Two days later it's the same dream but he's taunting me about Jamie... implying he may have captured her dream self or something, Which I don't particularly believe... Other non lucids I had some vivid ones but they are fading... First is of being in a room and cuddling some girl in bed, but she's a character from 13 reasons why... We both realize that we don't really like eachother and I leave. Which leads to a scene of her me and a bunch of other kids jumping into a lake from a high water fall. some dream with my brother in it. He takes me to some homosexual bathhouse... I'm disturbed and don't want to go. He tells me to buy a locker or something and i see a guy with a big beard at the desk. I'm still grossed out so I leave the place.
The dream was at my dad's old house. Usually these dreams are more like nightmares with ghosts and a sense of wanting to leave but it wasn't quite like that. I was waiting for my dad to get back from the garage. I had another dream a few nights ago in a town that backed up into the woods. The sky was grey. There was this massive structure that was like a tower but much less fortified, it felt like it could fall at any moment. The idea was that someone was going to jump off possibly to hurt themselves. The dream ended up shifting to this modern house that had been abandoned. There was a pool that had been emptied out. One of my coworker's R was there and we were flirting or something like that. At some point there was a hottub in the house and there was a group of people in there that I knew. Another dream about being in the woods. I had ran up this tree a few steps and suddenly I'm clinging to the top limb of this wobbly tree and I just want to get down but I'm afraid of falling.
Post a quick entry. I have 2 weeks off work so I'm not sure if my recall will improve or not. Had some recall but forgot it Jamie Another naughty dream. I'm glad she is being persistent, and is one of the great qualities I love about her. vague dreams i can't even describe Dark Tower??? Big epic dream that I can't recall because it's like trying to comprehend a movie or something while watching it on Fast forward. Me Jamie and Raven, are in A large tower. Every room seems to branch off into a different dream you can get lost in. A guy in red with a glowing orb in his hand Is fighting Raven... and Jamie? Not sure Jamie was there and then suddenly not there. Raven was gone too, And I was alone fighting some guy with a face growing out of his neck, Kind of like the guy from Total Recall (The arnold one). We fight for a while and then I wake up.
The dream is in this weird landscape that I think is my old university, there's a massive mountain range and towards the bottom is a junkyard. The idea is that I'm part of the IT movie and it's towards the beginning. I can see pennywise in the distance and he's planning some things with some bad people, I can tell eventually they're going to come after me and if freaks me out so I decide to skip through the movie to the end where pennywise is defeated.
Fragment 1: I was playing a minecraft mod that starts you off with only a set amount of chunks that are added onto by doing certain things. Meanwhile, someone was telling me about an incident they were involved in. I would give details if I could remember. Fragment 2: Me and my mom were in the parking lot at a local shopping center when we saw the queen of England. Without even thinking, my mom started talking to her, invited her in the car, and we got in and started driving home. I put on a song from a Leprous/Rishloo album that doesn't exist. It had the opening riff from "Lovely Room" off of Rishloo's first album, but it was more distorted and droned throughout the entire track. The album featured a black album cover with dark blue markings to imitate a stone pattern. The song itself was pretty soft in tone. Eventually, I had to get out to clean the road because one of the neighbor's recycle bins had fallen over. It had the words "work smart and not hard" spray painted on it. I turned my head a little bit and saw my late dog Milo sniffing something. By this time, the queen was talking to my mom from our porch. I tried to call my mom's attention to the fact that our dead dog is outside right now, but she just wouldn't budge. My aunt did see, however, and I remarked about how odd it is that he's here and that he looks not a year older than when he died. I then told her, "You would've thought I would have this dream the night after he died-" I exclaimed YES under my breath at the realization that I had just become lucid. I looked at my right hand, as per tradition for me, and it was extremely messed up. Fingers were coming out of fingers in a tree-like fashion, and I only had two fingers that branched from my palm. I focused hard enough and it became more normal, although I was missing a finger. I tried getting that finger back, but I only got to halfway before I gave up. Some insignificant stuff that I can't remember happened, and then I woke up.
Updated 09-26-2019 at 05:02 AM by 89498
The dream scene was at a music festival, moo kolby b sam mason was there, some people went into the festival, some were drinking beforehand. It was morning at some point and people were hungover and we might've had to pack up. There was a constant pull between trying to go into the festival and wanting to chill at the campsite. The dream scene was very familiar though, I remember thinking through how to get into the festival from the campsite and I've had this layout plenty of times in music festival dreams..
Recall is still shit this week! Jamie 1 Short snippet of a dream just a few seconds of making out with her. Jamie 2 Another short dream. I'm dreaming from Jamie's perspective. I'm trapped in a house out towards the three hills area (I think). the entire house is a giant room of rotting corpses - mostly skeleons) I'm being crushed by something pushing me down inside the pile. Feels like I'm Literally drowning in them.) Hukif I go see Walms/hukif, because of my nightmare. He's in a field with lots of dragon flies or something. He's creating fighting techniques with their hairs or something. He seems really friendly. dog walking I'm in a wierd dream where I'm walking my dog but I'm hired to mow a lawn or something. I use my dog somehow to push the lawnmower (Or whatever device I'm using). My dog doesn't like it and keeps ducking out of his collar and leash. I try three times to make him do the job. Jamie 3 A dream memory that is just black, but Jamie is there. Fortnite A dream memory of ramp rushing for some reason. fortnite again A dream where I'm on a really oldschool part of the map with a big mountain or something. I'm tracking someone down and get lost in his house or something. Jamie 4 Another dream, this time this morning, of making out with Jamie, There is music in the background. It sounds like me playing vivaldi on guitar or something. but the allegro is slowed down and I hear more harmonies, seems more romantic or something. Why not "Careless whisper," Or something? Wait... That's a break up song. Nevermind. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mLM7Vl4YL6s Lots of jamie dreams this week, I'm impressed.
Entry #3 09/22/2019 @ 5:25 am Walking around my old neighborhood with an old friend of mine, Eve. I then find myself walking down a street alone at night, along this walk I see Jahkubb from a distance, he and his friend are throwing a ball back and forth. "hi" I say and he responds "hey!" with a grin on his face, then I start walking towards the red and black slides that are steep and higher than slides I would see in waking life. Climbing atop of it my old friends Rebecca and Eve appear at the top and we all slide down together. dream #2 - 8:35 am On a train, two ladies come to sit at the table so I move my things out of the way to make room. The train conductor announces "Next stop Cliff hill." Grabbing my things quickly so I won't miss the stop. I try to get off the train but the doors close too fast making me miss the stop. I wait for the next stop to get off. Once I am off the train I see my brother as I walk out of the train station. He is across the street talking to someone. At a school gathering, not sure what school I am at and I do not recognize anyone. Placing my pursue down where the backpacks are and wandering around the room observing all the people. Thinking in my head what if someone steals money from my purse urging to go check my bag and I think someone took some of my money and only seeing a 20$ bill left. Freaking out and running to the security guard that is sitting on the table to tell him someone stole my money. He starts massaging my shoulders and even cracks my spine leaving me more relaxed. I start to ask myself if someone were to steal money out of my purse why wouldn't they just take all of it instead of leaving a 20$ bill, this leads me to believe that no one actually took the money and I was just feeling paranoid. I am sitting on a bus with an old friend of mine Danielle S., she is doing my hair and we talking about our zodiac signs, she tells me she is a libra and I tell her " this whole time I thought you were a Scorpio".
I remember that the world was in ruin and I was messing with technology that honestly probably didn't help. It was a device that controlled your appearance on two scales: Your weight and how conventionally attractive you are. It worked, but it seemed to only control feminine features, although I remember some guy messing with it and getting masculine stuff to work. I remember using it on myself, turning the weight feature all the way down to the most skinny it could get, and seeing my nerd neck be extremely pronounced. When I turned the attractiveness scale down, I grew a pair of saggy tits and a poorly done beehive hairdo.
Updated 09-22-2019 at 06:53 PM by 89498
Something had sent me to go out and collect stray animals to put in a bag. I was walking through a neighborhood doing so when I realized that most of them were small black kittens, but when I looked down I saw my dog Rex, a fox terrier mix who is missing a front leg. The second fragment involved Adventure Time characters, specifically Bonnie and Marceline. They were in a larger version of my house fighting each other because Bonnie was under some spell that turned her into a monolithic demon. Marceline undid the spell by quite literally worshiping herself, which caused her to first turn into something similar to the demon bat version of herself that's in the show and then a more pure form of demonic energy. This works out, she returns to normal, and I (while breaking the fourth wall) go and look for the cause. I saw a few things, but I remember a yearbook photo that showed the demon curse messing with other students. There was an equally douchey quote under it. I was watching the series finale of Adventure Time after binging it for a week or three before I had these fragments. They ended the show so well and it was all so well done that it stuck with me as I was trying to go to sleep and even right now as I'm typing this. If you have the time, I highly recommend watching the show all the way through sometime. I think the most amazing thing is seeing something I used to watch when I was 6 or 7 evolve into something so in depth and interconnected and with such an interesting and deep lore as this.
Updated 09-22-2019 at 05:25 PM by 89498
DJ Entry # 1 Morning of 09/20/2019 @ 2:20 am - Playing hide and seek at my old apartment that I grew up in, and some zombie looking girl is the one who is seeking. She is at the top floor of the building counting, while Patricia (Childhood Friend) and I quickly run down the stairs to the back of the building. Staying my distance away from her because I feel threatened by her because she looks deranged or I feel she might kill me. Running to Annie's backyard, I hide behind her giant flower pot, where she isn't able to find me. -Jahkubb, Julijah, and Jordell are in this dream, we are all hanging out in a location that I am unfamiliar with. Jahkubb and I are sitting on the benches at the bottom of a hill, there are people all around just walking along the path. A female who looks homeless with raggedy hair and wearing torn up clothes is looking at me intensely, so I offer her my seat. She gladly accepts with a smile on her face. As Jahkubb and I are walking up the hill, the homeless lady stops me and hands over a grey knitted scarf. It has holes in it and looks very dirty but I accept it anyway and continue walking up the hill. Next, I appear to be sitting down in a house at the top of the hill with Jahkubb, Julijah, and Jordell passing around a cigarette. ( I forget the dialogue of the dream as it is faint and minimal.) -On what seems to be a plane or a train, some male has a distraught look on his face and expresses his want to commit suicide, fearing that he also might want to kill us all, I try to calm him down and he reassures me that he won't commit suicide but continues to have a nervous breakdown and collapses to the floor. I reach for him and hug him while everyone is standing around us with a look of concern. -Sitting along a path with two other students involved in some group project for school. We have a giant piece of paper and a whiteboard marker to use. I'm not too sure what Dan (gr.12 teacher) wants us to do with it. -Taking public transit bus, not knowing where I am or where I am going, just going where ever the bus takes me and observing the landscapes as it goes by. I get off at an unknown location and start walking along the shore taking in the water observing the people. It is a nice sunny day with light blue and orange skies with a little bit of cloud cover.
Updated 09-20-2019 at 10:33 PM by 96842
non-dream dream semi-lucid lucid false awakening There is a new Bond movie, within the Daniel Craig 007 universe, but only with secondary characters. Judi Dench is M again which I love but I am so disappointed that Daniel Craig is not in the movie that I curse it. With Zilla in some deserted place that looks like under a bridge with hideouts. We are supposedly passing by quickly and discreetly, trying to stay safe in an unsafe area, but we spot a couple of bad looking fellas taking an interest in us. She decides we go around them instead of heading straight, to confuse them. But in the meantime we lose sight of them and she says in panic that they are after us. She locks herself in one of a couple little rooms or compartments that exist under this bridge. She didn't say a word but I think she expects me to hide in the next one. But the other one's door is stuck and I just entrap myself there. The two men just appear behind me and they make dirty comments and look at me with bad intentions. I tell them they have to fight me first. Only one fights me, as they think he alone can take me down, but soon I am kicking him hard on the ground. I have steel reinforced boots so he is in deep pain. Then the other guy threatens me with death and he calls out for a whole bunch of guys as back ups. They manage to restrain me and make me their prisoner to torture me a bit psychologically before killing me. One of them is actually a nice guy but kinda stupid and the others take advantage of them. I am trying to bond with him to see if he helps me. One day there is a big kerfuffle between them and I have one chance to run away, but a Chinese dude spots me reaching for the door and tries to kill me with darts. I defend myself with something I use as shield, but I still get hit by a few and feel the pain. I jump a window and realize I was on a train. I find myself at a railroad passage where lots of cops and locals are gathered because people are protesting a construction company destroying some riverbed nearby. They are wrecking a natural protected ecosystem with the support of the municipality and people are outraged. I mingle with them but anyway, the train with the bad guys is long gone.
Updated 10-09-2019 at 10:21 PM by 34880
non-dream dream semi-lucid lucid false awakening Vacationing with some family members in a resort. My late uncle Zé and my aunt invite me to a walk at some waterfalls in a mountain. But it is really cold and I argue that it is better to stay by the fireplace and there is an indoor heated pool I really want to try, So I stay there, But I don't relax because I am attacked by Chinese assassins, One of them is a genetically enhanced clone of another one. I still beat her. Then some other dude attacks me, but I knock him down and he bleeds badly from his head. I feel compassion and concern for him and offer to help him. He is conscious and gets up. Refuses my help and says he has a place nearby where he can get medical help. I still walk with him until this place. Basically we get to a checkpoint where hundreds of people try to get in, but it is not into a nice place. It is actually the underworld where criminals and outcasts go to. He goes straight to the gate guards and they allow him in immediately.
non-dream dream semi-lucid lucid false awakening At some city with a river and I do my daily travels with a little boat across it. I also use the boat as a tobogan on certain land areas. One day there is a competition for urban tobogan sliding and I rush to participate, but it is only guys and they mock me and bully me. But I join anyway. Then there is some vice police that is annoying everybody, because typically this event is associated with a flourishing prostitution parallel business. The cops look at me sideways because women here usually are hookers and also I am half-naked because of my sports outfit which is a bit like a swimsuit. At the university, about to have an History exam, but I am in the Biology department gathering stuff I have been leaving there. It's 5 minutes for the exam, but I want to leave everything neatly packed in boxes to pick them up later. I check the time and call a friend to ask for the room where the exam will be. She says it is 5 pm and the exam finished hours ago. I say it's impossible because 5 mins ago was about to be 2 pm. I'm freaking out about my time lapse. I spill a cup of coffee that's on a table over another girl that is apparently taking a nap on a chair. She wakes up, I tell her about the exam and she tells me not to worry because all exams were delayed to next week and my friend was probably trolling me. I notice that the cyst I have on my back is soft and squishy so I squeeze it. It moves down and stops at my hip. It drips really smelly gook when I touch it, so I go look for a bathroom. I can't find one and for some reason I end up on the street and realize I am fully naked now. The cyst now looks like the cocoon from where "the" Alien comes out and starts to open. A jelly gook with jelly eggs starts oozing. I squeeze to get it all out and also start spewing mushrooms, starfishes and octopuses. Then, closer to the end, tree leaves also come out and then it empties. I feel extremely light and I can't care less about being naked on the street.
There is a field with an underground system of bunkers that are joined together. At some points in the field low drum-like exit points jut out of the ground with a slit in them to serve as observation posts as well. At some point a few people escape from the bunkers (which are being invaded) and take shelter at an old hotel that feels like it belongs in a WW2 movie.