lucid

Date: 25th Aug

Pre bed: Gingko, Q10, peppermint oil capsule

Total sleep time: 7 1/2 hrs

Dream quality and recall: Vivid, bright colors, some positive moments, some annoying ones, evading recall

Fragment: Some kind of reddish cliffs (similar to AF, but no water)

Fragment: We are in school and there is some activity all of us are participating in. There are mostly sweaters on the desks with numbers on each pile. Each student is assigned a number and we are supposed to take the pile with our number somewhere.

Dream: I meet my special friend and he is very friendly. We sit somewhere and he tells me all kinds of details about his life. Later on, I am at our old home and I can see him in the building in front of ours as he calls me on the phone. I pick up and my voice is barely coming out, I excuse myself but I know the reason is that I am feeling this strange way again...We arrange to meet.

I wake up super happy, but sleepy and decide I will just review in head instead of taking notes.

Dream: I am with my friend again. He is involved with an organization that brings poachers to the top of a hill, but the activity stops after they are discovered. There are no consequences for him. Later we are somewhere talking and he tells me he is working for some sort of zoo. I can't believe it! I actually think this must be fate that he is working for a zoo and I like animals so much. As he tells me about the zoo, I begin seeing images of animals, he says they have over a hundred pandas there and I reply that's impossible, then contemplate on the structure of the place.

We go in this place which has a classical history exhibition. There are huge statues of Greek gods and special effects in each hall. The two I remember are different type of rain that is falling down in the rooms, one next to a statue of Zeus. I worry about my hairstyle due to the rain. We continue our tour and my bf appears to my left. My friend is holding my hand and I wonder about this, he has a gf and we are very good friends in dreams. Three of us stop in a corridor and my friend makes some remarks about us that seem to make my bf jealous. He also comments on his temper. I didn't expect my friend to behave like this and move closer to my bf, each guy is separated by his own window frame.

Fragment: I am in front of grandma and bf's mom who looks like a mix of a teacher of mine and unknown people is recommending some dates for me to travel. I don't want to do this. There was something else as well, I can't remember. My classmate appears and makes a few jokes that improve my mood. Then we are all supposed to listen to the anthem but I couldn't care less. People disapprove of my behavior.

Dream: FA, I am journalling about the previous dream, trying to put the dates from the previous dream down, but the calendar is missing the dates. In the meantime, bf is behind me reading the journal and I feel a bit embarrassed.

Dream: Grandma is sleeping and I am sleeping on her, she changes positions, and I am careful not to wake her up. I have a look at her legs and think about how well she always looked. Then see some veins and other stuff and wonder about age. There is some sort transparent plastic bra/shirt that is filling with blood and I tell grandma who is now awake to take it off. My dad comes to help drain the blood off the device. It looks more like passata and we get into a discussion about what exactly is going on. We have to smell the stuff, now in a cup to confirm what it is, it smells like chicken broth.

LD: I am in my other grandma's kitchen and become lucid. There's a smart looking DC, blond hair, bright clothes, and I say a few words to him. My mind is kind of foggy as I can't remember any tasks I am supposed to be doing. I ask him for help with advanced TOTM and he looks pretty confident and starts walking around supposedly to show me what I should do. I can't remember the advanced task at all! I rely on him to tell me and he says something like "fire". Hmmm, I know there was something related to fire, but still can't remember, was it burn someone's house down or what? I am not sure I want to do this.

Anyways, I move to the next room, which exists only in dreams, it's full of brightly colored objects and number of DCs but I don't take a closer look. I finally remember I have to do the three step task for the competition. Phase. No, interact with DC, ok, already did that. Next one is phase, keep your eyes open. There is a wall but I don't want to go through it as I may end up in the void, so I decide to go through the glass door just next to it. The patterns on the door are such that one only vaguely sees the room and stuff behind it. Keep the eyes open, I remind myself and push forward. As I do, the blurred shapes behind the glass door become sharper in front of my eyes as I get in the room. Absolutely cool effect, I am thinking! I recall CL's enhancing dream vividness tech too, but am not sure how to proceed about it. The dream is quite vivid and stable anyways.

Now in the room, I see two Korean women reading a newspaper. I have a look at what's written there and think about how I am going to describe it. It looks like Korean, yet it isn't as the letters as different. I am beginning to feel exhausted, some sort of weakness plus heaviness in the head, so decide to move on. What was I supposed to do next? Advanced summon, I am thinking about summoning something extraordinary. I am looking out the window while I do this, see the skyline of some unknown city. The idea was to summon Angel Falls, but I feel like dream control is very hard in this place. Yet, the moment I think about the waterfall, right in front of my eyes and in the distance of the city appears a large structure of falling water. I concentrate on it and start manipulating it to make it Angel Falls but get something like a long protruding towards me half of a bridge and the water turns to shredded material that is waving in the wind in my direction.

I am still not sure whether that counts as advanced summon, so look in the other direction where there are yellow trees and see if I can make some special effects appear there. I almost zoom out of the room as I do that, but the dream seems to be fading away so I go back the way I entered and head to the living room. This place still has the layout of my grandma's place. As I go down the corridor, I hear a roar-like sound and think to self "Nooo", anticipating an unpleasant surprise. I cautiously approach the living room only to see an old slightly overweight Thai man trying to fall asleep on the couch. His wife is also there talking to him. He tells me something about me having eat to the fish he cooked and being offended. There's a small piece of fish next to a piece of carrot on the chair and I taste it, tastes like poached salmon. I then go into the kitchen thinking what to do now, having the impression this dream is generally very stable and control might be hard. I compare this to sivanson's cities in the astral and wonder if this is something similar where they might have imposed restrictions on gravity. The dream slowly fades.

I wake and rush to take notes.

I been doing this for two weeks now, had my first lucid dream last friday and haven't had another since then. Maybe i am pushing my self too much for it to happen. Since my first lucid dream i do reality checks all day and i have been doing MILD, but yet, i haven't be able to remember,on my dreams, to do reality checks since my dreams have been to regular or haven't been weird at all for me to question my reality. Any ways, now i know that i have dreams all nigths, this technique of writing down the dream after waking up and recall it is great. I'm able to remember my dreams, and for sure, i will never stop dreaming ever again!!!

Dream recall from today's naps. Must've had low awareness on that WILD...

Dream 1:

I am in my bed and i hear someone in the room and then someone throws covers me with pillows, i think that's 'attacker' DC again and i quickly get up, ready to claw him up, but don't see him. I see different DC moving to balcony though, i go here and on my way i suddenly for some reason have doubts that it's a dream, room is exact and for some reason i don't have dream feeling, i do RC and it fails as well, i continue to balcony and notice that there's same DC on the streets that is on balcony, and it's apparently my mom? Dream fades out shortly.

Dream 2(fragments):

I wake up, get distracted and then wake up again and there's some big military alarm button on the wall or somesuch.

Dream 3:

There's some story about some person that loses his daughter in some event, then years later(time skip), he finds some being that at first looked like a dog, but then started having head hair similar to his daughter and talking to him. Then i was suddenly somewhere near big dining table and that creature was here, morphing between different states, at one point it even transformed into food, i was thinking about doing RC but dream ended before i could.

Dream 4(fragments):

False awakening, getting distracted, then another false awakening, and something about weird calling old radio-like device that was used for selling some stuff.

I'm in the kitchen. There are my relatives on a visit - my little cousin and aunt and Paul. Suddenly i realize that I'm dreaming. I see bowl with three potatoes in it. I try telekinessis on one potate. I focus my mind very hard but potato don't move at all. I go to the hall and there I met two dogs and a puppy. I play with it. Awekening.

NON-Lucid Green
Lucid Blue
I was dreaming that I was in a shop and I was trying to buy something for my girlfriend. I found a leather jacket I could smell that fresh leather smell and could also read the label with cleaning instructions and so on. I wanted to see where that was made because some of the labels were in English and some of them in Hungarian and Romanian. So I checked and it was indeed made in Romania but the website waswww.bailá.hu
I woke up but my eyes were still closed. So I decided to go back to the dream I focused on the leather smell and I was there. The seller, a woman, showed me the jacket again and she told me the price:80 euros which I found a little steep, taking into consideration that the jacket was small and it was a discount shop. I could also overhear 2 DCs (rather old ladies, elegantly dressed) near me talking to each other:
DC1: Look at this! 60 euros and they call this a discount.
DC2: It should be at least 5% cheaper before I buy it. ( They were looking at a white bag)
It was then when I decided to just take the jacket and not pay for it. I decided to fly away as quickly as I could but all I managed to do was hover 1-2 meters above the ground in a lotus position. The seller was puzzled and tried to grab the jacket and at the same time some kind of narrator's voice started talking from nowhere, informing me that :
"Stealing is punished with 3-5 years in jail and a robbery even more than that so you should ..."
I suddenly started to doubt it was a dream, I looked around: it was an ordinary small shop with clothes stacked neatly on shelves, some of them still in protective plastic bags, some of them on display...What if it's not a dream and I will go to jail for stealing this jacket!! Then I looked at me and saw that I was still floating in the air and I started smiling and I wished I could fly away from that shop and I started to slowly and awkwardly float away from the seller who was trying to convince me to either pay for the item or leave it there. I thought to myself: I want to fly faster! And poof! Two tiny, tiny bee wings appeared on the clothes on my back and started humming furiously and I could fly so fast I almost couldn't see any details of my surroundings. I was somewhat unsatisfied with this flying solution and I started didactically saying to me: You are in a dream, you can fly without wings, you can just wish it, why do you still cling to this surrogate?
The same narrator voice started again:
You are free to do anything you like in a dream, you are absolutely free so let your creativity...
I was really annoyed because it was the same voice that had told me earlier that I would be jailed for stealing so I yelled:
"Shut up!" ... and it did! "I am going to paint everything blue!" And with a broad brush I painted everything around me blue, just like in a cartoon.
I realized then that my left shoulder started to hurt a bit and I knew that this was my shoulder in RL that was hurting so after a short deliberation I decided to let the dream go. I felt regret but at the same time I was absolutely sure that I could come back to this dream state whenever I wanted.
I woke up and my left shoulder was hurting like I knew it would.
Side notes:
1. I could still read in the dream and apparently the DCs could discuss fractions so I should probably ditch the RCs that involve reading something.
2. My DEILDS have changed I am much more calm in them, and I seem to have resisted the temptation to just multiply the (insert point of interest here) and behave like a junkie. I was at some point tempted to make and take 1000000 jackets because I knew it would have been so satisfying but I didn't.
3. Even though I have always taken my LDs for granted there's still a lot of potential to improve their structure.
4. The dream was in English even though my native language is Romanian and now I live in Germany and speak the local language at work. I don't speak Hungarian.
5. The fresh leather smell was intoxicatingly pleasant.
6.

Asia Task of the Year! (Vandalize the Great Wall of China and battle the authorities with kung-fu.) This was the second of two lucids from last night and the level of vividness in this one was incredible. It was literally more vivid than waking life, which is such a difficult experience to describe or recapture. Pretty amazing stuff.

Color legend: Non-dream Dream Lucid

Lucid #137: The Great Wall of China

I have a false awakening in my childhood home, wandering into the dining room to find that my parents are hosting a breakfast. Wife is walking beside me, my folks and brother-in-law "Muppet" are seated at the table, along with Mom and Dad and a few other strangers standing around nearby. As I approach the table, I realize that I am not wearing a shirt and feel embarrassed. Then I see myself in the mirror and I look really in-shape. Now I feel better. Still seems a little inappropriate but I sit down, hoping nobody will make a big deal out of anything.

I'm waiting for the food to arrive when something tips me off that this might all be a dream. I nose pinch and breathe in and out 2-3 times. I announce to everyone that I'm having a lucid dream, get up from the table, and phase through the window to the street outside. I hear Mom and Dad telling me to wait, that I'll miss the breakfast, asking me whether I'm sure that I'm dreaming. But yeah, after phasing through the window, pretty sure.

I take a moment to make the scene as vivid as possible, looking over all of the detail that I see around me, the sound of my voice, the way that the morning air feels (chill and humid.) Thick, spiral-shaped clouds hang in the street, totally immobile and so thick that you can't see through them. When I touch them they literally feel like cotton balls pushed together and just floating in mid-air.

I walk down the street for a while, checking out my hands for inconsistencies. They look completely lifelike, with the one exception being that I can't extend my left ring finger. Every time I try, it resists me and just winds up bending again. The street is still foggy but it's a more natural-looking fog now. The other strange thing is that every tree on the street is decorated with dozens of dreamcatchers that sway in a gentle breeze. The vividness is stunning.

At the end of the street is a house with a huge wall safe mounted above its front door. The safe keeps blowing apart in an explosion, reforming, and then blowing apart again, over and over. I pass by my college friend "Bear" as I turn the corner and then come to a roughly ten-foot stone wall that blocks me from going any further. I try to fly over it but end up just doing a weak jump and having to scramble over like this was waking life. From there I enter a mall area where I announce to the passerby that "I'm having a lucid dream." Some of them look at me with some interest, but nobody verbally responds. I find an exit and imagine that the Great Wall of China is right outisde.

I exit the mall and find myself in front of a six-foot tall replica of the Great Wall of China. Now we're getting somewhere! I walk a little further down a covered walkway and see a sign that reads "Joy's Toys" and under that "Great Wall". DCs are walking into a brick building near the sign that looks like a gift shop. I decide that this is a souvenir shop that's located right by the Great Wall, meaning that the real thing is... right behind me.



I turn around and there it is! It's much taller, easily 50 feet, imposing, and really ancient-looking. I vault over a random pile of building materials to get closer. There's a small crowd of DCs gathered near the base watching as three terra cotta warriors perform some kind of odd, stilted dance performance. The terra cotta warriors take no notice of me but I figure they'll be the ones coming after me when I vandalize the Great Wall for Task of the Year.

Advancing right to the wall, I haul back and punch it once, hoping that this will break a piece off. Nothing much happens. I grab at the wall with my fingers and manage to break a tiny piece off, but this doesn't feel like the serious vandalism I was going for. I decide to go with my premeditated plan of tagging up the Great Wall with spray paint. I summon an aerosol can into my hand and start spraying out some letters:

"DV 4 LIFE"

The paint runs and blurs a lot and generally looks like a mess, but I'm still incredibly pleased. Okay, the final piece of this dream is to defend myself against the authorities with kung-fu. I turn around, expecting an enemy... and find myself face to face with a pale, doughy guy in his 40s. He's wearing glasses and is dressed in brown slacks and a rather tight white cardigan that emphasizes his belly and spindly arms.

"So you're 'the authorities'?" I ask, trying to lead him to say yes.

"Certainly," he says curtly in a British accent. He stares proudly back at me.

Immediately I try to do some "kung-fu" on him. I do this atrocious little low kick that clips the side of his left knee. Then I throw another little kick that misses entirely. This time I scream something like, "A-GOCK!!" to make it seem more like I'm doing kung-fu. It comes out really shrieky but the effect is kung-fuey. My opponent does an awkward little hopping kick that misses by a mile. We both kick at the same time and kind of clash feet. We keep throwing these terrible little kicks at each other and I keep shrieking "A-GOCK!!" Finally my awful little kicks get the better of his awful little kicks and he seems to lose interest, and after a moment wanders away entirely.

I take another self-congratulatory look back at the Great Wall and then let myself wake up before I forget anything.

This was the first of two LDs from last night. My primary goal was to focus on vividness and I really think it helped. Great vividness on this one!

Color legend: Non-dream Dream Lucid

Lucid #136: Neon

I'm walking along a road at night, going over a (mostly) false memory that I just had a shared dream with my son "E". I wonder whether I'm dreaming right now, too, and with a nose pinch reality check, I confirm that I am.

Immediately I remember my goal of trying to make the dream as vivid as possible before doing anything else. To my left is a strange, 20-foot high stack of flattened stones sandwiching layers of damp newspaper over and over. I run my fingers over the stone and the paper, noting the detail and the way that my hands look as they pass over them. As I listen, I hear the sound of people talking and celebrating, and I think it's coming from just over the other side of this stack.

By now the dream feels really vivid and I begin to climb the stack of rocks. To climb, I squelch my fingers into the soft layers of damp newspaper between the stones and work my way up. My body feels light, so the climb is natural and easy. I climb up to the top, stand on the top of the stack, and look out on a lively scene. It's like an old west town that's just drenched in neon lights. DCs dressed in western wear are walking happily back and forth between wooden buildings covered with neon signs. A young couple shares a laugh, and she leans her head against his shoulder as they walk across the dusty street to what looks like a bar.

The scene is so vivid that I become overwhelmed. I've got this huge grin and I feel like I'm crying with emotion. I wonder whether it's possible to cry in a dream, and laugh a little at the thought.

I jump down to the ground and walk slowly through the dusty street, enjoying the sight of the DCs passing by around me. At the end of the street is a building without any neon lights. It looks like a schoolhouse and I walk up to the door before turning around to look back toward the stack of stone. Behind the stack I see hills lining the horizon. The shape and height remind me of the Hollywood Hills. Dozens of green signs float over the hills, each with the name of a town or city and the city's population painted on it. I try to remember some of the names but it feels like they're changing. I let it go and turn back to the schoolhouse.

I'm in a classroom now that's filled with other parents watching their kids play. There's a fascinating array of toys like train sets that encircle the room, some kind of clunky robot that walks around, and lots of other cool stuff. I see my son "E" playing here as well, kind of jumping around watching the train go.

I glance back up at the other parents, then back down at the room -- and the kids and toys have vanished! Everyone is milling around and talking about what a great time the kids had. I tell them something to indicate that I'm dreaming and walk back out through the door.

The neon wild west town is gone now, and I step directly out onto a street that's busy with pedestrian traffic. Across the street I see an Olympic swimming pool built into what looks like a big basketball court. I think that I'll use it for the "Great Barrier Reef" Task of the Year.

I start toward the street. Two young women are talking as they walk past me. I notice that one of them is really cute, mid-20s, dark hair, and very short (maybe 5 feet tall!) I have an impulse to kiss her and as soon as I think this, she turns toward me, smiling. Her friend walk off without her, oblivious and now treating her like a stranger. At first I think this is cool but then I think better of spending my time kissing DCs. Need to focus!

I will the DC to stop crushing on me but something goes wrong with the dream control... and now she seems to actually hate me.

She bares her teeth angrily and walks toward me, her hands clenched into fists. I can tell that she clearly intends to kick my ass. I want no part of any of this and try to scurry across the street but she jogs after me, still looking like she wants to flatten me. I hurry away and kind of wave her off, saying, "Just leave me alone!" Then I turn completely away and ignore her, hoping that she'll disappear on her own. I make it across the street without being mauled, but as I'm getting close to the pool, the dream ends.

Quick entry from the phone:

My first LD at the new house yaaaaaay! Been sick with a little cold so I was tossing and turning a lot. Usually causes me to wild early, like 7am. It was a struggle initially I'll explainers later. I got there finally and went to the floor to phase through to hell but my face smashed on the carpet. Tried again and got through. I yelled down the tunnel I'M COMMING! I saw the devils head for a sec, and some other beings walking around at the bottom. I summoned a rope and spelunkered(?) to the bottom. By the time I got there, everyone was gone. I walked around some dark, dank caves, nothing. I even found a cave with some really creepy dark silvery wavy water. I yelled names like Hades!!? Mephistopheles!!? Nothing. Woke up before I could think to try the turn around summon trick.

DEILDed back in my room, went outside, saw some little kids, remembered to ask one what the meaning of life is, canNOT remember the answer!!! Took them flying though. Serves me right for being so desperate for the totm that I ask a two year old.

FINALLY A LUCID DREAM!!!

I was on this house and my ex was there. She was all over me and we started making out. I didn't want to, so I got her to cuddle. I heard my mum coming in, so I threw my invisibility cloak on my ex (...I had one, who knew?) and my mum was freaking out. She said that a woman that was living with us was looking for her daughter.

We started looking for the girl. My mum turns to me and says that the girl likes roller coasters. We look out of the window and there's a huge one just there. We're suddenly there and we see the girl. She's not on the roller coaster, she's going to jump. There was this huge platform in the sky and people coould jump down, wearing a parachute. We click on a button and we're also up there. We have to jump in pairs, so I hold my mum's hand and we jump.

While we're falling, I realise... IT'S A DREAM!!! But falling is so much fun that I keep going until I remember the competition. I know I need to either bake something or fly. Since I'm on the air already, I decide to fly. I start flying and suddenly everybody is flying around me, but they all look like Barbie dolls. I realise I'm losing the dream, so I focus on making them look like people. They turn into people, but they're flying as if they were swimming. I notice they're going much faster than I am, so I start doing the same.

I finally land on the floor and I'm suddenly back to the house where my ex was too. I look at her and tell her we broke up ages ago. I wake up.

LUCID DREAM YAY!!!

Dream 1

I am riding a huge motorbike in my dream down a very long road close to my house. I think to myself, 'Why am I riding a motorbike, I don't drive motorbikes especially big motorbikes like this. It must be a dream!' I don't fancy taking my hands off the handlebars to do a reality check I'm pretty sure its a lucid dream. My goal is to go to space but I think it looks like a hell lot of fun driving this thing. I decide to go faster, I pull the throttle and the speed increases, I can feel the weight of the bike as I'm driving, it was very heavy, when I turned a slight bit it felt like I was going to fall. I think 'This bike must be a Ducatti' I don't know whay I thought that as I know nothing about bikes. I carry on riding and I hear the sound of another bike behind me. I assume this is my friend as he has a bike. I think it would be quite fun to ride together and maybe have a race. I turn the bike sideways on the road so no cars can get past me. I wait to see who it was. It wasn't my friend. I lose awareness.

Dream 2

There is this type of runway for people with hand gliders to take off on and fly over the jungle. I run off it with about twenty people and start flying all over the top of this jungle, enjoying myself thoroughly. I then land and I go to my family, they are sitting in an outside cafe around a table. I say to them "Watch me, on the hand glider, I will fly over the top of you!" I run off back to the runway and once again I go to take off with various people. Everyone started running and I wasn't, the person in front of me still hadn't strapped himself in and neither had I. I think I will be safe. We take off and the person in front, begins to strap himself in. Oh no, I start fumbling about trying to get hold of the straps but I couldn't get it round me at the speed I was going. I think I may possibly die. I start falling, then I realize I can fly. I begin to fly, I fly over the jungle then instead of flying over my family with the hand glider I do it with nothing. I can't remember if they were impressed or not.

I am then with my family at this other restaurant, across the street I see Walt from Breaking Bad standing by a wall. He starts talking to us. He then begins to tell us about a dream he recently had. In the dream my brother was an expert dream analyzer. My brother then tells him to repeat part of the dream, he does so and my brother announces he has 5 minutes to live. Then my sisters teddy bear flies across out of nowhere and lands on her. I say "everyone thinks this teddy bear isn't alive, it definitely is." My granddad agrees with me. Then Walt just drops dead on the spot. I have to get out of there I run.

I am in someones back garden, there is metal fencing surrounding me. Jessie from Breaking Bad has now come to save me, the cops are after me. We begin scaling over the fences and trying to escape. Then we see Walt, he is carrying a bag, he has grown hair like at the start of the recent Breaking Bad. What? How is he alive, I seen him die? I wake up.

I go toilet in real life and I go back to sleep... the dream continues.

I am in Mexico, the police are still after me. I see a McDonalds, its not like the ones we have in England. It was on a street corner and there was one table inside you had to sit outside. I had to hide in there I think. I walk up to the stand, I feel like I don't fit in and the police will instantly recognize its me if they see me. "One large Big Mac meal" I say. "Oh, and can I sit inside?" I ask.
"Of course" she replies. I collect my meal and go to sit at the only table. There is a young Mexican boy already sitting there. He looks about 12. "Mind if I sit here?" I ask.
"No, no" he says. He looks kind of happy I'm sitting here. He now has someone to talk to. I explain to him that the police are after me and that to never trust the police. I look up out the window and I see policemen searching the streets. Shit. I jump out my seat, get down in the building behind the window. One policemen is standing right at the entrance to the McDonalds and another is harassing a man and his son right outside the window. The son who is about 15 notices me and recognizes me. I put my finger on my lips to signal him to be quiet. I knew that was no use, he was going to snitch. "IN HERE!" I hear a shout. Little prick. I pull out my Desert Eagle. The first man storms in, I kill him. I take out two more. I can hear one inside the restaurant. He was standing by a doorway to the staff area. I take him down and pull out my phone. I open up SnapChat, I begin to video. I put the gun to his head and BANG! I think he's dead. Until on further inspection he isn't, I can see him squirming in pain "AY! HOW COME HES NOT DEAD!" I shout. I shoot him once again, then I put it to his temple and shoot again. "I NEED TO PUT HIM OUT HIS PAIN!" I wake up.

I write this section in my dream journal and go back to sleep... the dream continues.

I am in a shopping mall, I see an old man with a walking stick come in. He looks frail and weak. I notice he has a bob strapped to his arm, then I see him stand next to the boy earlier from McDonalds. NO. "RUUUUUNNN!" I shout to the boy. He begins to run a bit and the man blows himself up. It was only a small explosion only enough to kill himself and no one else. Then the police hear this and begin chasing us. I grab the boy and make him follow us. 3 police men chase after us. We are running up some stairs and they are catching up with us. I disarm one and tell them to get on the floor. The one I disarmed was a more experienced police officer. The other two had only just begun and were 'Level Ones' they lie on the floor begging for their life.

wbtbMILD/WILD - I imagine myself in the basement with pool. It is a dark room full of gray color. The scene is becoming more vivid and after about 10 minutes it's stable dream. I'm lucid during this process so it's unintened wild I suppose. I try to fly in the room over the pool, then I want to fly outside. I see a little window, so I fly fast tawards it. I fly through it without difficulty. I fly to backyard of my relatives. I see my old uncle. He 's smoking a pipe and watching the sky. I yell at him: Look what I can do, I'm almighty. I try to run through the fence, but I cant, the fence stops me. Oh well, look I can fly!!! I jump up in the air and in the moment I fall back to the ground. Awkward moment infont the DC, but he doesn't care anyway... I decide to stabilize my dream. I lay on the floor and doing my stabilization method. Dream become more vivid. I go back and I see my friends mom naked on the balcony. She is sunbathing and she is naked. As she see me she wave at me and go downstairs, but an old lady come out of the garrage, not her. She is naked too, but not attractive at all. I'm taking off and flying into clouds.

August 23rd, 2013

Dream 1 (fragments): I was in a tropical city walking strolling around the roads, I come by a remote control helicopter, I try making it fly to the other side of the road but for some reasone it can't manage to do so. I grab at it and fly myself over some building. Something happened because I'm being chased by cops, I steal a car and run away, I'm now seeing myself from a top-down view, I drive up to a island crammed with soldiers and cops, I can't escape because I'm surrounded by water, buildings and very angry people. I ditch the car and run toward an apache elicopter with which I barely manage to escape.

Dream 2: I've been in vacation in a resort hotel with a group of people. I'm packing things up because we'll be leaving soon to go home. I spend some time chilling with the other people sitting on a low lawnchair, a girl sits on me, glares at me and then goes away, leaving me a little puzzled.
It's time to go and I go back to my luggages, I find out there's one missing so I walk around the place looking for it and asking around. I reach a room with two sofas and a few girls chattering, I notice that there are portable conditioners somehow crammed inside the sofas, I approach to look closer and see if my luggage is here. I turn around and see one girl igniting something. Flames start to spread and blaze around the room!

Lucid: I find my self inside a big mansion and realize I'm dreaming I'm following a group of people walking toward a room, I steel myself to remain calm and unemotional and resolve to try enduring something distracting to see how far I can keep myself in the dream. We reach a huge room with a big mahogany table. The DCs take their seats while I look around. I notice that there are some pretty girls around the lot, so I decide to try the most distracting thing I can do here is sex, I jump on the table and start inviting a couple of girls to join me, I'm still concentrated, I invite one more, still ok, I look around, the DCs sitting on the chairs have an incredible completely-bored look on them and staring glassily ahead, I notice another pretty girl that wasn't there before, I invite her too and her mother makes some complaint about her never listening to what she says, still with a bored look on her (god I hope to never have to play poker with these DCs). The girl comes, but it seems I can't handle four girls at the same time, the dream collapses.

I'm not completely awake but I have to breath manually so I can't just DEILD, I keep breathing as I was just before and attempt to WILD. I get sucked up in the "wave", I see a luminous gray-green ribbon of light flashing in different shapes while a loud electrical sound grinds my brain, I endure and relax. I'm again in the big mansion in a different room, there's a boy sitting on a chair I ask him where the girl from before are, he points toward another room, I follow. I find the girls crouched on a carpet, they're naked and crying, I notice they are covered with ugly gray scars all around their body, I try to heal them, it seems to be working at first but no, I try again and again, failing. The dream collapse, I'm too hungry to keep dreaming and I wake up.

The entire dream takes place in a two story house where my fiancée and I live, but not in real life. If this place exists in real life, I want to know about it because it is awesome.

The first part of the dream was concentrated on trying to prove that some people who had come into my house were trying to steal from and harm me. It lasted a while and ultimately resulted in them leaving because I had proven their intentions. I can't remember specifics, only bits of memory.

The second part of the dream started where I was sitting in a chair on the bottom floor, when a cat walked up to me and rubbed against my leg. I stared at it and thought "Wait, I don't have a cat yet?" Then I noticed another cat, and another until there were dozens. I walked into the living room and found they had opened and small window on the wall next to the floor, like those you have in you're basement, and they had also managed to open the screen. They kept pouring in and I knew that they had been the cats living under my house. I managed to round them all up and herd them back outside through the small window, then I closed it and the screen. I walked into the other room when suddenly a lioness walked up to me and started rubbing against me also. I was shocked, what was a lion doing in a rural area. Then after a while of trying to get her to leave, which she refused to do, another lion came up to me. I could tell he was young because his mane was just now starting to grow in, but he had jaguar spots. I assumed he was a lion, jaguar hybrid. All they wanted to do was play with me, and on my way to my mothers room (both my mother and brother lived with me at this point), a black panther showed up and joined the happy, playful, other big cats. I got to my mothers room and woke her up. She asked what were these big cats doing here and I told her they had just showed up. She got up and left her room, then I lead them into the room, ran out fast, and closed the door. My brother was awake and asking what was going on so I told him. He got excited and went into the room to play with them. I warned him that just because they were tame doesn't mean they won't go into hunter mode and try to eat him if he made the wrong move. He ignored me and continued on. I grabbed my phone while my mother explained to me that when lots of cats live under your house it means you have a snake din under your house too, and she knew people that had lots of cats show up only to have snakes pour out of the crevices moments later. I blocked up the widow again and started looking everywhere for the number to animal control. The lions had destroyed my moms room by that time and we re herded them into the down stairs bathroom. My mom said they would just destroy that too but I had to put them somewhere. My brother had stopped playing with them and they were in the bathroom alone. I continued looking for a number everywhere then finally tried the Internet. I found a number after a long, annoying, search and called them. A lady answered and I told her that three Jungle cats had made their way into my house and she told me that someone was on the way. My dad came over and my mom went outside to join him. They were talking about something and I ended up in the backseat while my dad drove my mother and I away. After he rounded the corner I freaked out and said I had to be there when animal control got there or they would leave. My dad argued but finally agreed to turn around. I suddenly got a very bad feeling and became afraid for my life. My dad was driving really fast and recklessly. I told them my fears and he just wondered why I thought that. He missed my road and we started driving in an area I didn't recognize. Suddenly, the realization dawned on me that I was dreaming. I became very relieved and decided I would do a WILD. I succeeded and found I had no patience for a crazy drive around the block so I made the road to my house appear and my dad took it. Upon arrival to my house I lost the WILD and went fully back into the dream, but stayed lucid. I went inside and found the animal control dead in my moms room. My brother said the two lions had bi-polar disorder and went crazy. I saw them and grabbed a piece of meat, then I threw it in the bathroom and re trapped them. They started clawing madly at the door while I called animal control again. They sent another person my way when we all started working on barricading the door with our bodies before it got broken out. They had busted it up to be pretty thin, but we managed to keep it closed, mostly from my lucid influence, when animal control finally arrived. I told him what had happened and he brought in a net gun. We opened the door and he shot a net at them that had special properties to put whatever was inside it to sleep. He asked where they came from and I said most likely someone in the area had raised them without the authorities knowledge. I asked him to check under my house for snakes as well and we followed him down there. We went under the porch and he started pulling up the paneling one by one and found there were no snakes. Instead there was hundreds of rats. They got angry when a flashlight was shone on them and we left. I got stuck under the boards of my porch when my claustrophobia came over me. I started panicking so I teleported myself by lucid means to the other side of the porch and found everyone else had gotten stuck too. Knowing they couldn't do what I had just done, I helped pull them out one by one. Animal control left after that and when I went back inside I found that he had forgotten the big cats passed out on my floor, and they were starting to wake up. I called them and told them they had to come back. I was waiting for them to return when I started thinking about another dream I had had in the past and decided I wanted to know what had happened to it while I was gone. I transported my vision to look at a place I had lived in another dream. I found that it had been bought by a guy with a motor cycle and that made me unhappy. I really liked that place and hated how that dream had ended up, with me having to leave and sell the house. I saw him motor away and found that he had put up a circular motorcycle ramp in the backyard. I was glad that he had kept the tree swing and playground structures though. I was discussing the place with my mom when I woke up.

This lucid dream actually made me very happy after I woke up. I found I managed to do these lucid things with little to no difficultly for the first time hurray for progress.

I can't even remember the dream fully but I remember I started out out on my street right in front of my house. It's lonely(as always). I'm walking towards my house and I noticed someone a few houses away from mine. It was one of my friends I used to walk with back when in 2012. I don't talk to her anymore, but I thought I'd wave at her to see if she would say anything.

I raised my right hand and waved at her. She just stared at me. So then I walked in to my house and as soon as I walked in, I turned around and saw my old friend only, this time she looked like(or reminded me of Skylar Grey). I had asked who she was looking for and it turns out, she wasn't looking for me. I invite her in to my home and at point, I felt lucid. Surprisingly, I didn't do perform any reality checks. I'm a little confused about that. But I think it could be because I dream a lot about my home and after dreaming of my home so many times, I think this could be one of my dream signs.

After becoming lucid, I decided to summon someone. Now, not that I really wanted to(it was hard for me to think at the time), I tried to summon Quynh(the most evil beast I ever met in my life) to perhaps, make love or make an attempt to kill her. She didn't pop up and so my dream starting fading at that time.

I woke up and tried to go back in to the dream by laying still and trying my best to keep calm but then I realized I had school in the morning.

Total sleep time: 8 hrs

Pre bed: nada

Dream quality and recall: average vividness, deep sleep and challenging recall

Comment: there was an increase in emotions during daytime, which is evident in the dream as well.

Early fragment: some story about dreaming and accounting for lds

Dream: I am waiting for the train, then get on it. A friend of mine is supposed to sit next to me but goes in the other carriage instead. I am taking my shoes off, white socks. The guy next to me is already asleep. Then the perspective changes and I see four of them - friends dining together (without me). I become enraged and show them the finger. They raise their glasses and so do I. My shirt now has wine stain that I try to clean with a cloth, but the cloth is dirty so it gets worse. Then I remember that I can use bread and ham to clean it, just like my dad did. I also take a bite out of my "detergent".

Fragment: A girl from my class is attracted to me and is kissing me. Later the class meets and I have some concerns about her kissing me in front of others. (I don't even like her irl)

WBTB (+had some anxiety thoughts initially)

Mini-ld: I have a FA at home with the person I was thinking about in the beginning of the WBTB. He irritates me and I become angry shouting at him. I realize this is a dream (I read something about karma and emotions during dreams yesterday). My anger vanishes and I make a remark about this. I go on to leave the building. Unfortunately, I don't remember if I phased or how I got outside, just that I was trying to fly down. So I am on a balcony or window and want to fly down the way the girl does in the end of Crouching tiger Hidden dragon, slowly. I succeed in controlling the speed of the flying till I reach the ground, then I go up again. I think I woke up soon after that.

No notes, went back to sleep.

Mini-ld fragment: I am in an unfamiliar room and there is a man in front of me and suddenly I shout at him my anxiety thoughts. Again, I realize this is a dream, I am quite happy I was able to catch this again. I apologize, the man smiles. Unfortunately, I can't recall anything else, the dream ends with the void. I shortly try to summon Angel Falls, but the position which I am imagining myself is making me feel uncomfortable. The images fade away.

Mini-ld: I am on the street but feel like my dream control is not working very well because everybody is walking towards me daringly. A dog charges at me and I start some sort of thought/control manipulation to stop it, but in the end grab it and put it on my shoulder/head and neutralize it. Three female DCs are bothering me, I have no idea what they want. I remember I can escape from them by flying, so I fly just a bit above them. However, they can still reach me and I am coming down against my will. I only know one other way to deal with them and ask them if this is what they want. They say yes and I rip one of the girls' clothes off. I wake up before any censure is necessary.

Fragment: Thus guy I know is giving an interview for the newspaper