non-lucid

A dream from years ago.

I had a dream that I was an inmate in a prison yard smoking a cigarette. It was extremely vivid realistic. I could feel the wind on my face and was happy just to be outside. I take long drags on the cigarette and it tastes sweet, like candy. It was a rather long dream.

Many Fragments from a few nights ago.

Frag #1
For some reason I was terrified of every person I ran into. The sight of someone would make me freak out and try to hide somewhere.
Larry C (friend from school irl) comes up to me slowly and holds out his hand. For some reason I know I can trust him and I stand up and hug him.
----this is strange because I berely know him, and the following night I had a dream he electrocuted me ------

Frag #2
There were many women that were "slaves" practically to these men. One of the men walks in with two others following him. He yells "take your shirts off". Instantly all the women take their shirts off and begin to line up as the man walks among them. I was pissed that these women were letting men treat them that way.

Frag #3
I met a friend from elementary school C.H. as an adult and was sad to find she was slutty.

Frag #4
There was a black family where a husband and wife were fighting. The sister of the husband gets up and grabs him, forcing him to dance with her until the wife got jealous and cut in.

Nights between last night and previous entry I can't remember any dreams.

I did however, have a dream that I was at a Nirvana concert with my mom and friend. They did the song "Lithium", then the drummer (who wasn't Dave Grohl, he was playing bass) walked out. Kurt then sangSmells Like Teen Spirit, and for whatever reason I'm playing bass and Dave Grohl is gone. I then vaguely remember something about walking with a girl, and nothing else after that.

Everyday, I wake up at 6:45 A.M eat, then just lay down for 20 minutes. But today, I was determined to have a dream during that lay down because I couldn't remember anything from last night. So please note, as I was dreaming, I was aware I was awake, yet I was dreaming...Weird isn't it?

So, I was in a stadium, a whole crowd of people were screaming their heads off. The seats were blue and the game area had a red cage in the middle of it. In the gaming area cage, there was a tennis court, combined with a basketball court. I and another dream character had to play "Tenni-ball" against two other DCs. We played tennis, then a referee threw in three basketballs. I said, "WHAT THE FUCK? I'M DONE!" And I ran out of the stadium! Outside the door was my friend Ryan from the speed racer dream. (ROFL) He was on his cell phone and I told him to shutup and continued to run.
I escaped to the public restrooms. Two girls and one guy stepped out of the restroom.

They were glued together from the forehead for some reason. A woman said, "It's okay Jacob, we'll un-stick you." I ran out of the stadium and into a small town. I came to an intersection, I bent over to tie my shoe and a high-school looking girl was jogging towards me. When she passed me, she patted me on the head. I then crossed the street. Two old jewish men in a car told me, "Hey boy, you vetta get out ov here. Them cops are lookin at you!" (more running) I ran through a bridge on the highway and jumped a fence. I landed in a cherry tree. I jumped off that tree and found myself in an orchard. I walked north and found a farm, filled with GIANT fruits and vegetables. I picked up a strawberry and ate it. It tasted dreamy-licious! I found my friend Gabby and she was eating a giant watermelon. Gabby said, "Hey, let's go!" I followed her...back to the arena... O_o

END ;3

May 2011 Week 1
goal: stabilize and use psychokinesis (b-totm)

mon: 4 hours of sleep. did not try.
tue: thunderstorm outside. trapped in a house with some maniac and he's got a gun. i've also got a gun hehe. one of us is going to die.

I had this dream after 11 hours of sleep, it's non lucid and pretty strange compared to my normal dreams.

I arrived at my Grandma's house near Ritzville, Washington while it was still light out. I walked inside and saw a few of my family members like Julie, Jacob, my Grandma herself, and I was also with my Dad only. We must have been celebrating some kind of event, which we usually are when we come here, because everyone was in the kitchen cooking. There wasn't really any talking in the dream so I just went in one of the back rooms and started to go to sleep, I was feeling tired inside my dream (lol). I laid there feeling stoned and just on the edge of sleep when my Cousins Meghan and Alissa arrived. They came in the room and laid on the bed next to me and were watching TV. I said hi to them and just continued my nap. After I felt rested enough to get up my dream had kinda changed someone asked me if I wanted to go outside and go swimming, there are no swimming spots in the place I was supposed to be but I went anway...
I went straight out the slider door and down a steep dirt road to a small lake or pond. One of the people I was with told me there was a thick wire that goes all the way around this lake right on top of the water, he then walked over and stood on the wire (His feet were like 3 inches in the water) he then started walking around the lake with it, when I joined him I noticed I had perfect balance without holding anything around me. It seemed like we walked on that thing forever... But eventually we started seeing some weird stuff, a bunch of white 2 foot long Jellyfish started swimming around our feet and rubbing against us. I wasn't really scared but I just hurried to get out of there, suddenly a huge wave, like atleast 6 feet tall came crashing down right on us. I remember seeing inside the wave and seeing all of these white jellyfish rushing towards me rubbing against me. Their legs thin and wavy. When I got back up on the wire to balance everyone else was gone, I was alone. I made it back to shore after a few more waves hit me. The beach was only like 20 feet wide and didn't even rap around the whole lake, but when I got to shore I saw my Mom's white envoy sitting on the beach perfectly parked. That kinda freaked me out since I came with my dad and just a minute ago that wasn't there... I read a sign that says do not park cars here the tide will take them away, a sign that wasn't there 5 minutes ago. The sign also said Watch out for Hallucinogenic Jellyfish, with a picture of the white Jellyfish I saw. At that point I was convinced I had gone forward in time due to the Jellyfish and went back up to the house, which was completely different. I went in and no one recognized me at first, then they all got really happy and were like Derrick oh my god you've been gone for so long we missed you where have you been all this time? Apparently I had been gone for over a year (weird)

Added Note: I now have realized that the waves could have been producing the same effect as dream spinning.
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Ocean Life Museum
I am with my mother and my grandmother, we are going through a place that seems very familiar to me, it is a small museum / zoo dedicated to the animals and fish of the sea. There are many aquariums filled with exotic fish, but the largest area is dedicated to a pair of dolphins. The dolphin enclosure makes up the major part of the museum, the owners of the museum have taken extensive effort to make the enclosure emulate the dolphins' natural habitat. Transparent tunnels cross the enclosure where people can walk through and observe the dolphins in their daily lives, the effect is that it looks almost like being underwater with them. Of course the dolphins aren't there alone, there is also a wide variety of fish, some of which are sources of food for the dolphins. A smaller area of the museum is devoted to the 'sea of stars' above us. There is a virtual reality ride that goes through deep space on a thrilling journey through space, or that's what the advertisement says. My mom buys me a ticket for that, but the ride turns out to be quite disappointing. The video is pretty good, but it is in no way virtual reality. When I get out I can't seem to find my mother, but I end up in a room with several sea lions that want to play.


Gollum and the Pervert
I am in a swamp somewhere, the place is dreary and wet and pretty unpleasant. I don't feel like myself, in fact I know I'm not myself… I have absolutely no awareness of my waking life self. I am Gollum from Lord of the Rings… and that seems perfectly normal. I look around the area of swamp I am in and see a pair of hobbits lying in one of the few dry (relatively dry) places, sleeping uneasily. Frodo and Sam. Frodo has the ring, the ring that I both want to have and am afraid of at the same time, it's like an addict's drug when the addict is trying to go sober… it offers both salvation and doom at the same time. I decide I am too close to the ring, I had better get farther away, take a break from its presence. I move off into the swamp, looking to put a bit of distance between myself and the cursed item. I hear someone following me. It's Sam. He asks me where I'm sneaking off to. I am tired of him always being suspicious, so I come up with a reasonable excuse to be going off on my own. I say I have to take a crap. He says he's going to watch. I just look at him for a bit… you want to watch me take a crap? He says yes. Err… I feign taking a crap, and he does watch… he watches closely and asks why I didn't go. I say I can't go with an audience. We go back to the clearing where Frodo has just woken up. Frodo asks where Sam and I have been. Sam says I am a dirty sneak, and he saw me going off to do something suspicious. I say being a sneak is better than being a pervert who likes to watch other dudes take a crap… maybe Sam needs to come out of the closet?


Schoolyard Bullies
I am in the playground area of a school I don't recognize. It is a Jr. High School, and I am the appropriate age to be a student there. One thing makes this better than my original Jr. High School years, this time I am fully aware of some cool powers I have, psychic powers… telekinetic powers… pyrokinetic powers… I am playing with my telekinetic powers by moving rocks around using my mind. Most of the other students in the school seem to sense something weird about me so they avoid me. I am rather lonely, I keep my mind occupied with my powers. I see a few large boys chasing after a much smaller boy, the group of them run across the playground over towards the school where the smaller boy finds himself cornered by the school. I hate bullies, having been the target of teasing and verbal bullying most of my life, so I go over to interfere. I have no fear of becoming their target and getting hurt because I have my psychic powers. I go over and start making fun of the bullies. Wow, it sure takes a brave group of guys, grouping up five against one to push the smaller boy around… The bullies aren't pleased with my interference. I recognize the people… the smaller boy is Harry Potter, one of the larger ones is Duddley Dursley. Of course I recognize them… they are classmates! Duddley tells me to stay out of it, he's not opposed to hitting a girl. I say he should waddle on over and do it, then, fatso. He looks at Harry, then at me, then starts walking towards me. I use my TK to make him walk in place then make fun of the fact he can't even walk properly. I tie his shoe laces together with TK… he face plants right in front of me, I add he apparently can't tie his shoes properly, either. He is mad, Harry laughs a bit. Duddley threatens Harry and tries to get up. Too bad his feet don't move from the ground… he face plants again. He is confused, he gets up and his pants fall down. He tries to walk before realizing that… and face plants for a third time. Duddley's friends just stare. Duddley tells them to grab Harry. All of their pants fall down, now the rest of them face plant beside Duddley. The school bell rings, and a bunch of students rush out. A crowd gathers around us, everyone points and laughs at the big guys on the ground with their pants around their ankles.

I had moved to a different state and was trying to find out where i could score some ganja.some gave me a connect and since this dream was all blurry i ended up swithcing characters with.I got back to his house and smoked in his room. then i went to the bathroom and noticed that the seat and the resevoir where seperate and that it was not working. At this point i cant tell if i was myself or the dream character but my mom(maybe it was his mom) took me to the hospital because the ganj made me ill.once we were there both the doctor and i had concluded that i just had some bad weed

spur of the moment i wanted to go from vegas to san deigo on foot like a boss. lots of rattlesnakes I was only afraid of getting bit by one, or a scorpion. I couln't make it in time on foot, steve had a car to get out of the city quicker recurring scenery, turned out my friend was the one who had the adventure not me. I think it was more of a time issue, rather than fear of serpents insects(though definitely afraid of them), time just seemed to move so fast in this dream, as if time was saying no way your going to do this.

I was in a dark room, with my parents, and a bunch of people I don't know. I'm trying to show them a video that I recorded on my camera. The movie shows 3 small gnomes, with red hats on, walking on the sidewalk. My parents, and the others don't believe that gnomes exist, but I insist that they do, and that I can prove it. Somehow the movie has been deleted from my camera, and I rationalize that it must the the gnomes that deleted the movie from my camera.

I briefly woke up, and the got into the dream again.

I'm at my parents house, and I'm still trying to convince them that gnomes actually exist. I walk into the bathroom, and my cat, which died years ago, comes in. It starts talking to me, and I ask it if the gnomes really exist, and it tells me that yes, they do. I ask it if it could convince my parents that they do. It says sure, and we walk to my parents and my cat explains to my parents that gnomes really do exists, and they're suddently convinced.

Now that's one crazy dream! I have no idea why I didn't realize this was a dream

Jacob.

I started out doing what I was doing before I fell asleep, which was working on homework for school on my roommates computer. Only I am on her computer in what looks like an elementary school classroom. With a whole bunch of desks you can put things in. My boss (irl) Charlene and friend from school (irl) La La are randomly there too.

Suddenly Larry C. (friend from school irl) runs into the door way armed with some kind of weapon that looks like a taser, Charlene and La La seem to know exactly what is going on and start running for the door. Before they can get there Larry fires hitting all of us with some kind of medical suction cup and begins electrocuting us.

I fall instantly to the floor in horrible pain, writhing as the jolts go in waves through my body. I the suction cup begin to get warm, hot, and then start burning. Soon my whole back is hot, and my muscles are so tense they feel like they are going to snap. La La begins to say how she can not believe that a "Burn-y" is so intense. I figure she has been shocked more than once, and that this is not even the worse of it.

It seems to go on for minuets but finally subsides, leaving me as an exhausted, fried heap. Charlene is up in an instant and grabs me saying "Get up we gotta GO!" I can barely move my body at all but force myself to my feet. She begins to put me towards the door but I resist saying "No I have to eject my hard drive first! I can't leave yet!" She lets me go to the computer and eject my drive. They keep giggling at me in almost a mocking way. I realize they are laughing at me because I am white.

After I get my drive we run out of the room and down a hallway. I start hearing small beeping noises as we are walking, and think that there must be motion detectors along the floor. So I jump and begin to glide through the hall way using my arms to keep myself buoyant and to steer.

We leave the building to see the entire "gang" (or whatever) that is trying to attack us. I jump again and try to gain distance above them, but I can't get enough air. I am high enough to stay out of reach as everyone grabs at me but I am sinking in the air.

I end us where the leader is. He is much larger that everyone else and quickly snatches me out of the air. He holds me up by my wrist and gives me a look. I know he wants to break my fingers so I begin to try and wiggle away.

That is when I wake up.

Dream - Lucid

I was in some medieval castle in medieval times. I was someone else, I remember I had a different name, but I can't remember what it was anymore. I was with two other people. At first I thought I was a man, but then maybe I wasn't, I can't remember for sure. I was still me, in a way, but different...if that makes sense. I was me in a different body in a different time.

Anyway, the two other people I was with were killing themselves by taking a sword and slashing it through their stomachs. It would leave 3 gashes, which slowly bled out. I had to do it for some reason, but I didn't want to. If I was going to do that, I'd want to make it quicker than bleeding out so slowly.

Then, an executioner approached me with a giant ax. The ax had some sort of protective cover on the blade that could be removed. He asked me if I just wanted to be beheaded, and I said no. That wasn't how I was supposed to go out.

I don't ever remember slashing myself with the sword, but I guess it happened somehow, because I remember bleeding out slowly and becoming lightheaded and woozy from blood loss.

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I remember being in a very small liquor store with Ryan. I was sitting in a shopping cart, like where a child would sit. I was already drunk. I asked Ryan to find some Yellowtail Riesling. He looked, but said
"They don't have it."
I said
"Ok, just get some sparkling wine then."
He looked.
"They don't have that either."
I told him to look in the refrigerated section, but then got up and did it myself, searching for a bottle. Man, this liquor store doesn't have anything. I didn't even see any vodka, mostly it was just beers.

I then remember Ryan picking up a bottle of gin. It looked old and antiquey. The store owner said something about it being an antique. It looked like it had some weird filtration system built into it. Ryan asked me if it was ok if we got the gin. I said yes.

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I was watching something on live TV about the Japanese bombing my town and college. I remember seeing a view of their radar system, which was like a blue, slightly fuzzy 3-D picture of the town in the POV of the aircraft dropping the bombs. I remember seeing them bomb a computer lab on campus. I saw the damage of the building from the inside. I wondered if everyone had escaped. They never announced any casualties on TV.

I remember asking my mom whether or not our home would get bombed. She said that we were in Sector 1, and the Japanese had declared war on Sector 5. She did say, however, that they had originally declared war on Sector 1.

May 3, 2011

Non-lucid, fragment

I am in a classroom at school. I walk up to the board to write down some notes. When I sit back down, my teacher is rolling around the room in his chair, and a large amount of glowing dust is floating in the air, much like the compound from a glowstick when you break it. My friends and I walk around during the lunch break.

My next lucid must be sometime soon, as it's been a while with just non-lucid dreams. I'm feeling overdue for a good lucid

i was offered a job i in some kind of institution for kids and grownups, where they practiced som kind of rehabilitation program.
i waws only going to be the nightwatch though. i remember the place to be fine building, but in the night it sure was showing it darker sides, as was what i felt. the leaders and teachers as they were called, had a very strange way of punishing the population, in a way i dont want to speak of. I confronted the leaders about their ways, instead they punished me.

I have been taking a long break from Dream Views, and dreams in general, not intentionally, I just got lazy I guess. But when I had this dream, I had to write it down, and I figured I might as well write it down here too.
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I am on the pathway I often walk when I walk to school. The stars are out, and there is a woman with me. we are talking about spiritual things. we get to the end of the pathway, and the stars become much more visible as we emerge from the obstructing hills on either side of us. she says, "do you see that?" I look at the stars, and see a black outline of a figure. I look at it for a longer period of time, and it becomes more defined and detailed. I see the figure in full detail, the woman says it is my future self.

It looks to me like a male angel with black wings. It is hovering above a large body of water. It slowly floats downward, and lands on the water. the water becomes brighter, and begins doing something... bubbling? but the vision ends and I am snapped back to the clearing with the woman before I get a good look at what the water is doing.

the woman is in the sky now, lining up with a constellation, the one that seems to have triggered the vision, I notice that she is drawing some sort of box in the stars, about to show me something else.

I say I need to go to the bathroom, she hesitates, saying somthing, but I Retort, "When Cavemen went to the bathroom, they wanted their privacy too." and I left for a bathroom, then I woke up.

(I think she was going to show me something about cavemen, hence the random remark)