non-lucid

I find myself in an verge neighborhood. It's currenty night time. I am walking at a easy rate and passing by all of the houses, condominiums, and apartments. The street I'm going down really does seem peaceful. Finally, I reach my destination. It's to my concern that I'm suddenly holding a crockpot full of Pasta Fazule. It immediately comes to my attention that it's for a party I'm going to. I appear to be at the party. That's very interesting. I enter the house now. Inside, there's a concert stage. It has some bigass stereos, microphones, and so forth. Also, there's a bigass table that has snacks and all that sorta party shit. I go over and place the Pasta Fazule on the table. I soon see the party host. It's my friend Dan(who my friends and I often refer to as "Dave" as a joke). So the party had begun. More and more people show up while time passes by. Soon, I see someone show up...and it's not someone I'd ever call a friend. It was Thomas. It appeared the he showed up with his girlfriend too. Wait, Girlfriend+Tom=Undefined Answer. Well, it was just a dream(to bad I didn't realize it).

So, Tom instantly starts acting like a numskull. He starts running around and shouting, dancing gayly, ya know, retarded stuff like that. He was pissing everybody off now. Dan, me, and Tom's girlfriend are now all on the stage. Tom comes up on stage and starts dancing like a retard again. His girlfriend looks really pissed and embarrassed. She says to Tom she doesn't think it's working out between them. At that time, Tom stops. He looks suddenly depressed. He then, slumps down the stairs without a word. Then he sadly waddles outside. His ex-girlfriend then follows. Well that was interesting. So, the party continues. Soon, it is over. Everyone quickly gets their things and leave. I'm on my own way out, when I remember something. I come back in and tell Dan I have to wait for my Dad to pick me up because I have the crockpot. What the hell? I came here without I problem. Who cares? While I am waiting, I awake.

I am at hippie festival at my childhood home. It is summer and there are lots of people there. I am high on marijuana. I think it feels oddly much like dreaming. I am fascinated my the grass. It is a very bright green colour. I decide that I want to have sex and notice a young man standing close to me. (I'll call him Will) He is more innocent looking than the other people there. I go up to him and start kissing him. He doesn't seem to mind my behavior. After a while I realize that we are being a bit too affectionate for a public setting, so we start searching for a more secluded place.

We come to an old shed that my mom uses for storing old things. Inside there is a pile of old rugs. We start shaking away the sand on them and arranging them in a more suitable manner. Will finds an old blanket and I tell him to put it on top of the rugs. I notice that someone is trying to get in through the door. I go to it and pull it shut. I try to lock it, but the lock doesn't work. I stand there holding the door shut until whoever is on the other side of the door leaves. I turn around and see Will sleeping under the blanket on the rugs. I go to sleep next to him.

The next day a young man comes and wakes us up. He says we have to leave so we get dressed and after a while I walk out through the door.

I walk into a house. Through an open door that leads to a stable I can see a little girl taking care of a horse. I watch her for a while until I realize that I've walked into a stranger's house without announcing myself. I go searching for an adult.

In the kitchen I find the girl's mother. She is making dinner. I introduce myself and say that I'm there for a friendly chat. She asks me if I've just moved in to the neighborhood. I get a bit embarrassed and say that no, I've lived here all my life, I just haven't visited before because I'm very anti-social. I am there now because I've decided to change that. She invites me to stay for dinner and I accept.

I walk further into the house and come to the bedroom. The father of the house is lying on the bed. He has his arm around a young child. When he notices me he points at my stomach and says something. I put my hands over my stomach and think about a scar I have there. I think that the man must be crazy and that somehow he could sense the secret behind that scar. (I don't know why I had a scar or what the secret behind it was)

I go back to the kitchen. My mom is there talking to the woman. I get annoyed and ask her what she's doing here. She says that the woman is her doctor and she's here because of a disgusting and embarrassing problem that she's been having. After telling me all about it she leaves. The woman asks me to help her lay the table. She gives me a stack of plates and I start putting them on the table. The table is round and there are already glasses and bowls on it. The plates have half eaten meals on them. I put an empty plate at my place because I don't want to eat from a plate that someone else has already eaten from. We sit down to eat. I notice that there is something orange with the texture of mashed potatoes in the bowls.

I get up from the table and walk away a bit. Then I hear that Will and his parents are arguing. I go back to the table and realize that Will has told his parents what happened between us. His parents are very religious and don't want their child to have sex before he's married. I try to tell them that we didn't actually have sex, but that doesn't seem to help. Will's father tells him to ask for God's forgiveness, but Will refuses because he doesn't think he's done anything wrong. He says that he is going to leave forever unless his father stops being unreasonable. His father ignores him, so we go into Will's room, pack a few things, and leave.

Will tells me he was only able to go to the festival because he lives so close and was able to sneak out. His parents never would have let him go. We meet up with a girl who is also on the run. I tell her about what has happened and how unreasonable Will's parents are. I say that I think people should be able to do whatever they want with whoever they want unless it hurts someone. The girl agrees with me. She tells us that she is running from the place where she used to work. It was a plantation where she was exposed to some kind of chemical or radiation that would kill her if she didn't get away. While she is talking she suddenly collapses. Will tells me to call for an ambulance, but I notice that we're next to mom's doctor's house so we go get her instead. We ring the doorbell and she opens. She is holding a bottle of milk that she's drinking from. I tell her that it's an emergency and she has to come quickly. She closes the door and a while later she comes out. I notice that she's been to get a glass for her milk. We take her to the sick girl. The doctor points out that the girl actually is a headband. I explain that it must be a symptom of whatever she's suffering from. The doctor picks up the headband, shakes it a bit and declares that she, or it, is dead.

lucid
non-lucid

I'm outside my old grade school. There are other students there too. I decide to go to the classroom that was used by the 5th and 6th graders when I went there. I go in to the school. Then I realize that I'm far too old to go to this school. That means that this has to be a dream. There's a boy who's about 10 years old next to me. I tell him that this is a dream. He isn'timpressed by that. To demonstrate that it's a dream I start levitating. Then I decide to show the boy some magic. I say Hokus Pokus Filiokus and snap my fingers. This works, but I can't remember what happened.

The boy takes my hand and leads me away from the school. We come to a bridge from which I can see a group of 12-14 year old boys. I go down to them. They get angry and ask me what I'm doing here. I notice that they are stealing drugs from a pharmacy. I tell them that I'm not going to take their drugs from them. That seems to satisfy them and they tell me about a friend of theirs who went away to work at a store some time ago and who they haven't heard from since. They are worried something has happened to him. I call the store and a man answers. He says he is likes it there and that he isn't coming back. The boys say that that's what he said when they called, but they don't believe it's actually him. They've also been to the store, but they got turned away at the door. I think that that's probably because they are young boys in shabby clothes, so I decide that I should try that too. We go to the store and I go in. I ask the woman at the counter where the boy is and she points further into the store. I go there and see a head that's been hooked up to some kind of wheel chair. I ask it about the boy and it answers exactly the same as when I called, so I understand that the head has kidnapped the boy.

I don't know where I was coming from; I forget, but I was in a shopping cart or something, cruising down the street and up a hill so fast that I flew threw the air.

I had to lean back or else I would fall forwards and crash. I landed in a restaurant.

--

I was in my house alone. Three women came in without knocking or anything, and started running around. At least two of them were really cute, but it was still kind of disturbing. Then a fourth girl, a black girl came in. One of them said they were just checking the place out and looking for something. Then they left and my wife came home.

--

I was at some kind of party. There were escalators going up to another level.

As if it were an instructional video, I saw how the escalators could take small tanks up, and if they weighed too much, they would get a jolting bump to push them up to the next step to help them out.

Then, I was going up the escalator. There was a heavy-set black lady in front of me who couldn't make it up. I couldn't understand why when the escalator would help her.

Then I was in another room trying to explain what had happened to a bunch of people who were socializing. I started explaining how the escalator could help bump up a tank, but this big lady couldn't make it.

I started to explain how that was what happened in a dream I had. I was getting confused if it was real or I had dreamed it. Casually but quickly, everyone started going outside. They left me feeling really stupid on the couch.

Then there was a guy who rode his bike everywhere. He was like super bicycle man with a blue, yellow, and white spandex outfit and matching helmet. He did it by choice, but Work was about 40 miles away, and when I told him I couldn't believe he rode his bike there, he rolled his eyes because it was so far.

We walked off talking about some stuff; I forget what. Eventually I was going to let him go, but then I saw a gun at his side. I asked what kind it was. I forget what kind it was, but he let me see it. I removed the action the way you would remove a camera from a tripod. Strange.

Then I released the mag and looked at the bullets. I said, "Hollow-point 40's?" He said, "Yea. It is awesome knowing about guns, isn't it?" I agreed. (I know a little about guns in waking life; not much.)

He finally left.

Dream - Lucid - AP

All I remember from this dream is being with my high school ex, Brett, sitting on some white platform, and "falling through time". It was really strange, I remember sitting with him and the platform literally falling downwards. I felt my stomach go into my throat, as it feels when you really fall. I never was afraid though. I remember also setting a clock back a few years. It was a white clock that looked like a cuckoo clock. There was a dial you pulled to set the year. His dad was somewhere in there too.

~

I was in a hotel room, sleeping in a bed. I remember pondering the meaning of my last dream. I "figured it out", but I can't remember what it was. It was something about Brett moving on with his life or something, but it had nothing to do with the falling through time part of the dream, it was a part I can't even recall.

I was then with a whole bunch of guys in a car. We were going to some show. I hitched a ride with them because my friend Caitlin wanted me to see TRL Live with her (weird), and I didn't have any other way to get there.

I then remember being in a huge hotel room with a TON of other people. We were all sitting in chairs at these little tables. I remember a girl I work with, Julie, being there. I had to use the bathroom, but people kept getting up to go. I finally got my chance, and on the bathroom door there was a sign that Julie had made: it said "16 and up only!".

Then, I knew I needed to go home because I had work the next day at 6:30 in the morning, but the group of guys was going to stop in Ohio first to drop some people off. I said I couldn't do that, because I had work. They looked at me as if to say "Oh...Sorry, can't do that." My mom was there, and I told her, and she said she'd find a way for us to get home in time for me to get to work. I remember us going down to the front desk to turn in our room keys, and the guy that was manning the desk was telling me that it would be an extra fee since I was cancelling my room reservation early. I was agreeing with him; I didn't care, I just needed to get home.

Only fragments of a military scene, we were building a motor for some tests. Most people wore black uniforms. Grass on the ground, tables all around for different parts. Something big was built right next to us.

Orange = Lucid

I'm back in school, this time in my old uniform and I'm with a friend. We're walking up to the tennis courts because Jacob Barnett is getting bullied, and I want to give him a hand.
Note: Jacob Barnett is this 12 year old who has an IQ of 170, who I discovered the existence of yesterday
So yeah, I say to my friend ''If they touch him, I'm gonna beat the crap out of them. Plus, there's no way I can get done in because I don't go to this school any more, and if they try to get the police on me I can simply state it was in defense of somebody else and not assault.'' (seems I was already aware of some in-normalities, because I remembered that I didn't go to school any more, however I wasn't lucid)
Once we're up there, this kid is throwing a load of abuse at Jacob and I'm visualising smashing him out of existence, just waiting for a chance to actually put it into action. Nothing actually kicks off though, and then they proceed to play some form of sport, so I go and sit down outside of the tennis courts with a group of people in my year-group. After a short while, however, our principle can be seen coming in our direction.
Note: When that happened, it was usually to remove us from that area.
I decide I ain't gonna take none of it, and start yelling abuse at him as loud as I can, as profane as I can make it. My peers are laughing in approval but are also coming out with things such as ''Wtf Sam, you're gonna get in so much trouble!'' I merely state that nothing of the sort is going to happen (I must have been close to lucidity as this point, because I was like 90% sure) then I decided to reality check for some reason. I tried to push my thumb through my hand, and it went clean through.

I was then lucid, and 100% sure that nothing would happen, so I yelled more. I then turn to talk to my peers, bragging about the fact I can push my thumb straight through my hand. They're like WTF?! It amuses me intensely. I then recall the spinning technique because I'm bored of this place (and also my eyes are having a little trouble staying open), walk a little while down the bank on to the field, and start spinning around with my eyes open. It doesn't actually do much, but I do get a feel for the sensation of feeling grounded within the dream. My eyes then close and everything fades to black.

I'm back in my bed. I reality check just to make sure I'm not still dreaming, and the same results happen, so I get up. The room is completely different to my room, however. There's a table in the middle and Emma is sitting on a chair next to it.
Note: Emma is my college tutor, and she's what you call a MILF
Since me and my friend Niall have constantly made references to wanting to bang her, I decide to put it into action. She gets up and starts walking towards me, so I push her into a ledge behind her and start the foreplay. She instantly responds to this with the reaction I wanted, however I then realise I've forgotten (again) to remain focused on keeping aware of the dream-state. Things fade to black again.

I'm back in my bed for a second time, but I can still feel myself touching her. I figure something is wrong here, and I'm either awake and very close to a dream, or still in a dream. I use the same reality check, and it tells me I'm still dreaming. I get up, and this time I'm in my room. My bedside lamp is on and it's dark outside. Emma is also in my room, completely naked. I figure this is the most opportune moment I could ask for, as my bed is literally an arm's length away. I don't want to rush into things this time, however, so I start rubbing my hands together, feeling the texture of my bed, etc. My eyes are extremely hard to keep open though (like what's been happening throughout this whole lucid) and then they close again.

I'm now back in that room I was in before with the table, and Emma is sitting in the same place on the chair. The way I see things is completely different though. Everything is in black and white, just like the game 'Madworld'. I figure it's useless to have sex in this condition.

I then wake up properly.

Clearly, I must be making considerable progress here. Since I started the ADA technique, I've given up on WILD, and have had 2 lucid dreams in the space of 3 days. Also, considering it's April 1st, it's quite an awesome (and positive) start to the month.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! It's not everyday you can sleep in on a Friday. Thought I would dream more though, but a lucid is always fun. I'm also pretty confused about how I induced it, I think I WILD'ed by "accident".

23.00: Sleep

05.30: WBTB 5 minutes

09.00: Fishing with Monica WILD
A neighbourhood appears out of nowhere. I imagine walking around on the streets, it feels more like a very strong thought. I imagine being chased and soon people are coming from all directions. I have to focus and run away as fast as I can. I dodge them easily, the dream becoming more and more vivid. I head up a hill and slow down time. With time slowed down I get on all four and run like an animal. It's like I'm trying to run in jelly. I look behind me and one guy is closing in on me still. I jump away as he lunges for me and start running normally again. The hill levels out and I run for a while on the road going next to a big lake.

I spot Monica up ahead and I stop next to her. "Hi!" I say and grab her ass. "Hi babe!" she says and mimicks me. I look behind us at the two pursuers and wave my hand, making them suddenly fly off the road into the water. I look back at Monica and realise she's horny. I can feel something stir inside of me aswell. "You're not the real Monica" I tell her and leave her on the spot.

I start running again and soon I spot the real Monica sitting by the water on a rock. She's fishing. I kiss her and sit down behind her and put my arms around her body. "You've got a nibble" I say and watch the bobber move around. "No I haven't" she tells me. "Yes you do!". I pull the fishing line. I can feel a fish on and I start to reel it in. "See?". I hand her the line and she pulls up a small seabass.

I start thinking about vividness of dreams and rub my hands. The dream is incredibly real already. I grab the fishing hook and play with it for a while, pricking my finger while looking straight ahead. Damn it's so realistic and unchanging! Which ofcourse makes me start worrying about the dream ending. A small girl appears out of nowhere. She tells me something but I can't really understand her.

Suddenly I realise everything's blurry and I'm losing it. I slam my hands down on the ground and start feeling the grass and sand. I lean against Monica's back and smell her hair. Everything goes black, but my sense of feeling is still very active. Perhaps I should try to DEILD? I focus with all my might on the grass and sand and hair. They don't go away. I start to feel my body in the bed a bit but I can still feel the sand and grass vividly. I hold this for around twenty seconds.

09.00: Weird
I'm in a dressingroom with my brother, my sister's ex and his crazy friend. We're about to go swimming or something similar, but I realise I have no swimming trunks. I find them lying on a shelf and I put them on. Damn I'm getting thin. My sister's ex starts talking about religion, spirituality and stuff like that. He's not making any kind of sense what so ever and we soon leave the room. I have a blanket around me for some reason as I get in the shower. Suddenly I fall to the ground. It's like I'm drunk, only I'm not. I get up and try to stand straight. "I'm not drunk" I tell everyone around me.

09.00: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 9 hours

Supplements: 2 x Omega-3, 200 mg B6, 1 x Lucid Dreamer at WBTB

That's it!

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

Lila and her Tricks

I was in a strange town. I sort of knew I was dreaming, but I wasn't lucid. I think that I was under the impression that I had entered the dream realm via some type of portal or drug, and my clarity of thought was low anyways. I was with a man.

The town was strange. It was stone with old buildings. He and I walked into a restaurant courtyard. In front of me was a large stone staircase.

I was told by a woman (Lila, but I did not realize it at the time) to type something into a miniature computer. I entered in the text. It was a computer command of sorts. The string of text was long and the miniature keyboard was annoying. It was like an ancient phone device.

I entered it in, and then the text vanished.

"Oh, you will have to do it again," Lila announced, smirking. The man text to me grew a little restless.

I entered in the text again, and the same thing happened. My hard work was vanished.

"Would you stop it?" The man said, annoyed at Lila.

We were lead back in front of the stone stairs in the courtyard. I didn't physically hear a task from Lila, but I "perceived" one. I was trying to change the form of the stairs. Trying to change them in some sort. She challenged me to do so.

I made the stairs grow a layer of moss. It was pretty. It suited the gray stones nicely. I was proud of my work.

Lila looked at the stairs, and my moss vanished. WTF.

I was annoyed, so I made the moss grow again. She laughed, and the moss was gone.

Should have realized I was dreaming.

First, I was in this room that looked like what a room inside a nuclear reactor I think would look like; metallic, big pipes on some of the walls, and a big, yellow-red glow coming from some big hole in the wall.

So I'm at this computer console that has a little USB drive plugged into it. I'm talking to the computer, telling it how the reactor is about to have a meltdown, and suddenly red lights begin flashing everywhere. A big, semi-robotic voice started saying loudly, "THE COMPUTER PLANS FOR ALL CONTINGENCIES!" Then it everything suddenly stopped, lights, sirens, etc., and the little USB drive flashed, signalling that it can be removed. I take it out, and putting it in my pocket, start running up a few stairs to the door. For some reason, there is an Albert-Eistein-esque scientist-type guy following me, though stying silent.

Then, outside the door I see some kind of portal (don't really remember very well what it looked like). I went into it, and suddenly, my view zoomed out so I was looking at a tetris-type screen (without all the buttons and stuff), except in the formation of a backwards "C". In it was a little thing that looked kinda like a Mii ball, but flat. Other faces on other balls were the scientist guy, someone else, and this cat-girl-type-person. I knew that the objectiive was to prevent the cat-girl-type-person (CGTP) from getting to a little hole at the bottom of the screen. We were successful for awhile, but eventually failed.

NOTE: I've been very lazy recently and haven't journaled a damn thing at all. I haven't had a non-virtual DJ since November, because I figured it was a waste of paper, considering a have an unlimited virtual one. Recently(Tuesday), I switched from doing MILDs to doing DEILDs. So I decided I'm gonna stop the lazyness and journal whenever possible.

I dream I am with two guys. They had just recently died. The two of them, who couldn't help to listen in on, said they were on their way to be judged. I say I'd like to come with them. They don't hesitate to say "Yes." So, I follow along. We travel through dark space in a matter of seconds. Now we're at the place. It sort of resembles King Yemma's judgment place in Dragon Ball Z. Interesting. So, we end up waiting for awhile. I get kinda pissy, so I go sit down. I spot an untaken chair sitting in a corner. I sit down. Then, I fall through the chair! What the hell was that all about?! I see all the dead people laughing at me now. One guy explains that you have to be dead to sit in these chairs. Well that's about retarded. I end up leaving soon afterward.

I end in space almost instantly after I leave. There is a HUGE space battle going on. The capital ships are just dogging the shit out of each other. The sight was truly incredible. I was taking a hypothetical shit in my pants it was so fuckin' awesome! Conveniently, I was already in a fighter ship. Unfortunately, it was just a puny little piece of shit. How disappointing. I have no choice but to fly through the massive barricade of ships. I approach at top speed. Soon, I get caught up in the crossfire. Shit, shit, shit. As I hopelessly try to get through, my puny fighter is getting pounded with lasers. However, there is some hope left. As I see I'm almost through the barricade. However, my ship is almost done for too. Dammit! But then, I have a stoke of luck, and get through! I'm now flying semi-safely away from the barricade. Now I approach a space station. Aw, shit. I fly over with caution. Now, I see two ships parked on the station. I take some action and fire missiles. I easily manage to take down the first one. Then, I blow up the other one. All too easy. Now, a third one is coming up on a rising platform. Son of a bitch! I turn around and fly towards it. I see it's getting ready for takeoff. Dammit! I open fire on it, and it blows up. Yes! I'm perfectly safe now. I start to fly away, and then I soon awake.

I don't remember a lot because I rushed out of bed without writing it down first.

It started on a Ship

We arrived at the dock on a wooden ship (like the recent Narnia movie's ship). I remember it was me, another guy about my age and King Edmund who got off the ship. We walked across the dock and everyone was dressed like world war II era (also the setting of the movie). So we walked around the dock to a tree on the shore that was between buildings. The tree was in the ally between two buildings and had a door hinge on it.

King Edmund said that this was the way we needed to go to get to Narnia. We opened the tree and a cavern with torches around it was inside. The cavern was about the size of a normal sized garage. We walked in and heard a deep growl noise. Me and Edmund drew our swords and the other guy hesitated and drew his with a worried look on his face (he said he knows nothing about Narnia and had never been to there before). We walked slowly through the small cavern and then a giant troll came out and swung his mace at us. He had spiked armor and a spiked helmet but his arms and legs were exposed. We all scrambled and fought. My sword had a small handle and was near useless, every time I hit the troll I almost lost my grip on the sword. I looked for anything to fight with and found a pile of swords most of them looked like toy swords. The troll went for the others and this gave me time to get a better weapon. The first one I picked up was the biggest one with a dragon scale design and a dragon head on the hilt. It was perfect and light but when I felt it, it was dull (every sword in my dream was dull). I fought with it anyway and battered him with it but never could cut him. After many minutes of fighting, Edmund jumped and stabbed the troll through his armor into his heart. The cavern shook when it hit the ground. We all were out of breath. Edmund said we had done our job.

I could see that the cavern went on but no torches were up anywhere else in the cavern. We were leaving and I was happy for my new sword but then as we walked out of the cavern, I knew it would not come with me from Narnia because you can't bring anything with you from Narnia. As we went through the door my sword turned into a gold mist and vanished. After we closed the door the other guy wanted to know if he would ever go back in their again and Edmund said he will eventually but not for a while.

We walked back to the dock where our ship was and now my cousin Jacob was with us. We didn't have phones and Jacob let us use his and we called the ship and they said it would be a little bit but they were on there way. We all waited and the direction the ship was coming from was thunderstorming and pouring rain with high waves. We were a little worried. All of these refugees were on the dock with us who were mostly women and children who looked like they had lost everything.

We all waited for the ship and when the ship got back it looked more futuristic and not as long but taller. As we got on Edmund gave me a model of the ship that was about a foot long and was telling me it was the same ship but had changed and showed me more on the model about the new additions and then I woke up.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Had three dreams last night, two of them with coworkers in them. Was kinda random.

22.30: Sleep

05.10: Dreams
*I'm walking with my coworker Håkan. He enters a door to an appartment building and I follow him up. We're apparently going to his appartment. He opens up a hole in the wall and throw down some trash. I laugh as the thing is out of service. At his door I tell him goodbye and start to descend the stairs. His wife calls out to me all of a sudden. "Matte! Come up here for a while" she tells me. I walk back up. "Do you know anything about Entropia Universe?" she asks me. "Yeah, I do. I used to play it all the time" I tell her and we start talking about the game. Her brother or something shows up and they keep asking me questions. I tell them how much time I've spent on mining for ore. I

*I'm on a club and I'm playing cards with some guy. He gets me something to drink from the bar and also a bacardi breezer. It's yellow and Monica shows up. "Hey babe, here" I tell her and slide the drink over to her. She tastes it and makes a face. "No thanks".

*I'm in Monica's car and I'm going to route 40. Am I really going the right way? What if I take the wrong turn? I decide to stop worrying and just do it. I find the exit I'm looking for and soon I'm speeding away on the highway. Ahead of me I spot a wall and a narrow gap you can go through. All of a sudden there's ice on the road and I lose control over the car. I know I'm about to crash. My coworker Krull is in his excavator next to the wall and I make the word: "FFFFFFFFFFFuuuuuuu..." with my mouth. I crash a second later and spin around for a few times. The car stops and I'm fine. I get out to check for damages. The entire side has been pushed in. I get in the car again and take off. I can hear water dripping from somewhere and I spot where it is coming from. The passenger seat is getting wet from a leakage somewhere.

05.10: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 6½ hours

Supplements: None

That's it! That was my one month without supplements, and I will "celebrate" it tomorrow morning with a proper WBTB and G+C combo.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

I was going snowboarding with a bunch of people from work, and we had to catch a bus to the mountain. I cant recall how I got there but I was standing outside of my office waiting with them when the bus pulled up.
When the bus got there I realized I didnt have any of my gear with me, and I had to run home to get it while I asked the bus to wait. Suddenly I appeared at what felt like home, but after I remember it being a strange apartment that I've never seen before.
I looked out the window to check that the bus didn't leave (it was still there, co-workers getting anxious), which was weird because my house is a good 20min drive from my office.
Felt like I had to use the bathroom so I spawned a toilet in the middle of the room, and a group of people walked in while I was going, I freaked out and woke up. From there I wrote it down and went back to bed.

Dream - Lucid - AP

I was with a couple of other people. I'm not sure exactly where we were, but we were watching a strange movie. It started out with a guy laying in a canyon in a desert, who had no arms or legs. He was bleeding out his stumps, and moaning for help. He had been attacked by a dinosaur. I commented at this point:
"This is really gross.", I said.

Then, a girl came up to him. Apparently, she was known for seducing guys who were in a vulnerable place. She tried to help him. Now, I was seeing from her POV. I laid down with my legs by his so they looked like they were his legs. He hallucinated and thought they were, and put his stumps down on her legs, and screamed in agony as more blood seeped out of them. I had to look away at this point.

Apparently, she wasn't trying to seduce him. I then remember the end, with them walking together, and him having his arms and legs sewed back on. I had thought they were gone, and I asked someone if the girl had saved his limbs. I don't remember the answer I got.

Then, I remember something about it being a Christian movie.

~

I was in the parking lot outside the auditorium at my college. It was daytime, and I was walking to my class, but I needed to change clothes first for some reason. I started to do so in the parking lot, but then noticed that everyone driving by could see. I moved more inside the parking lot, behind some cars. I then saw a girl, Abby, that I used to work with a long time ago. She was changing clothes as well. She said hello to me, then we got in my car. She sat in the driver's seat, and I was in the back. She asked if she could drive to my house for some reason. I said yes, but we needed to be quick, because I had to get to class. She said ok, and drove to my house.

We got there, and after a few minutes of me being in my room and Abby doing who knows what, I noticed the clock. I was late for class already, and I got upset. I knew I needed a shower anyway, because I apparently hadn't had time to get one before I left.

I remember then having a huge wad of money hidden somewhere, I think in my old jewelry box, and I had to find a different place to hide it. I decided on hiding it in my bottom dresser drawer, under some towels and stuff. My mom was helping me put stuff away in the drawer, and I had to ask her to move some things around so the money would be concealed.

Then, I remember waking up on the floor in my bonus room. I had slept in there overnight for some reason. Shelly, a girl I work with, was in there doing something. Cleaning, I think. She went up to this stereo, and turned it on. I told her to turn it off, because I was going back to sleep. She turned it off.

I woke up in this situation a couple more times, then wondered if I was dreaming. I tried to read some text, I don't remember what or where, but it looked relatively similar both times I looked at it. I still felt like I was dreaming, so I got up. I saw myself in the reflection of the TV getting up. I walked past Shelly, and she didn't notice that I was up. I then went to the door, and tried to phase through it. I pushed myself through it into the hallway, confirming my suspicions that I was dreaming. I walked to the stairs, and remembered one of my goals: To share a dream with Hyu. I pushed my hand out in front of me, as if to create a portal, but I said "I want to meet Hyu!" And a strange portal started to appear. I jumped through it, and everything went black for a minute, but then I was just tumbling through the air in the hallway. I landed on my back.

I woke up for real for a minute, turned over, and went back to sleep.

~

I was in high school, doing the musical Cats. I didn't remember rehearsing it much, but we were performing. We had on these weird white costumes. They were baggy, and not very Cats-like at all. I had a part as a "Dream Girl", or something.

As soon as the play started, I was laying down on the ground, peeking out of the curtain, watching the play. I thought someone may be able to see me in the audience, but I paid no mind. I was watching a dance routine. I remember two little black girls dressed in tutus were doing ballet, and the high schoolers were dancing around and singing. It was a slow song.

I got up, and walked towards my friends, the other "Dream Girls" in the play, and asked them when our cue to go on was. They told me, and we were going on very shortly.

~

I woke up again in the bonus room. I suspected I was dreaming, so I did a reality check and counted my fingers. My right index finger looked funny, so I knew that I was dreaming, and left through the door.

I was then outside, in the cul de sac behind my house. It was dusk. I was riding on a rolling desk chair. I saw my old friend, someone I briefly dated, Alan, playing basketball, shirtless. I was behind him, watching him for awhile. He didn't seem to notice me. I decided to leave before he saw me watching him; I didn't know if he'd like the idea of someone spying on him playing basketball.

As I started to roll away, though, he got my attention. I did a reality check when he started talking to me by trying to poke my fingers through my hands. My finger trying to go through made my hands look like rubber, then one finally went through. We started to talk, and I asked him why he had wanted to date me before. He smiled and started mumbling some answer, it didn't make sense, so I asked him again. We were now standing in the street, with him leaning against the bed of a truck, and me standing in front of him. He smiled, and started to mumble a little again. I tried to understand what he was saying so I would remember upon waking, but I couldn't. He then said that he had been "unrealistic". Hmm. Interesting.

While I was talking to Alan, I noticed more and more people were around. It almost seemed as if we were in the middle of a crowd. I then saw, to my right, a young man about my age, leaning up against another truck bed. He was Asian, tall, skinny, and was wearing a tight grey shirt, a leather jacket, and forest green dress pants. I had a thought that it was Hyu, but I started talking to Alan again.

Then, the man got my attention. I went over to him. He had taken me by complete surprise. I then knew it was Hyu.
"Hyu? Is it really you? How did you find me?", I managed to get out.
"I had to.", he replied, as he grabbed me, and started walking. He seemed like he was on a mission of some sort.

We were then in a small room with a table. I don't know how we got there. There was a girl sitting in a chair to my left; she had wavy, dark hair pulled back into a ponytail. Her eyes were very big; her irises were heart-shaped. They were changing colors as I stared at them.
"You have beautiful eyes.", I said to her.
"It's because of you.", she said with a smile. At that moment, her eyes were cheetah-print with red patterns moving through them. They were gorgeous. I understood her to mean when she said "It's because of you" that whomever looked into her eyes affected their appearance. For some reason, this girl's eyes seemed very familiar to me.

I sat down in between Hyu and the girl. There were all these black papers all over the table. They were laminated with magazine cut-outs of letters all over them, scrambled up. Hyu told me I needed to decode them.
"Anagrams.", I thought to myself.
I had a pencil, but no paper to start trying to decode them with. I asked Hyu for some paper. He gave me a dark blue piece, but that wouldn't work. So then he gave me a brown piece. I told him that should be fine. I started to look at the anagrams, wondering where to even begin. There were so many, I didn't know where to start.

I then started to see a a glare on the page I was looking at. I looked up at Hyu, because I knew I was about to wake up. He looked back at me, and then, I lost the dream and woke up.

~

I woke up in my room, and I knew I was dreaming, but everything was all blurry and it was hard for me to keep my eyes open. The top half of my vision went black. I woke up.

~

I woke up in my room. I knew I was dreaming immediately. I had felt myself enter the dream. I got up out of bed, and walked into the hallway. The house seemed big and empty; all the furniture was gone. I then remembered my previous dream, and started yelling for Hyu.
"Hyu! Hyu! I'm back, where are you?", I yelled.
I then tried to draw a portal on the wall. I drew it with my finger, though the edges were not straight at all. As I completed it, I touched it. It rippled, and as it did so, it looked like oil with all the rainbow colors it reflected. I tried to enter it, but I don't remember what happened after I entered it. I think I just woke up again.