non-lucid

An alien invasion was unleashed upon the earth by the Grays. These aliens were specifically body snatchers and shape-shifters. They were manipulators of the highest ability, akin to the reptilians. The problem was that anybody could be one of the invading aliens. A lot of people also didn’t believe me, thinking that I was just being a conspiracy theorist. My closest friends in the dream were aware though, and a hefty portion of the dream was spent thinking a specific individual was an alien, but I was wrong.

The alien turned out to be masquerading as an ally of mine. We managed to ‘evade’ the other aliens by hiding in a forest… but it was all just a ruse for the shapeshifter to get me alone. When just the two of us stood in the forest, it transformed into its original alien form and tried to infest my body, to make me its next host. I ran, and tried to escape but no matter how fast or hard I tried, the alien was right on my heels. At this point, the stress and fear catapulted me into lucidity and I realized I was dreaming. I decided to stop and face my fears, so I stopped and turned to confront the alien. I told it that it couldn’t hurt me in this dream world. At this, the alien cocked its head and stabbed its hand deep into my chest (Mr. Smith a la the Matrix style). I could feel the alien drain my life force, as I started dying. My feelings were of failure and lost hope… as even though I stood up to a dream figure… I ‘died’

I see a lone stuffed anthropomorphic Teddy Bear, complete with button eyes. It tries to talk to me but its mouth is just a seam stitched shut. In an attempt to talk, the bear forcibly rips its mouth-seam open. As soon as it manages to make a working mouth… the bear’s cotton guts spill out of it with such force that it turns the teddy bear inside out, leaving just a fluff of cotton. The cotton fluff morphs into a cloud that rains upon a single spot on the ground. Where the teddy bear once sat, the ground becomes fertile and single flower sprouts.

Normal Dream Lucid Dream Side-Notes
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(I'm not sure if these dreams, are all connected or if they are separate. I'm just guessing.)
Fragment: I'm in my house and my cousin is living with us again. (He use to live with us, but then he moved out.) We're actually getting along.
Dream 1: I'm a superhero fighting a monster. I know it's my responsibility but I keep leaving to watch Avatar. (I don't know why I left because in the dream it was recording on our DVR. Also, I went back and forth lots and lots of times so this part of the dream was pretty long.) Then the scene changed and my mom, sister and I are driving in a car. We go down a one-way road that is blocked and continue through the detour. The workers say the detour isn't finished being built and we have to go back through the one-way road. Going back up is uphill and since I'm the guy I have to push our car up the hill. We make it home and watch a movie.(Not Avatar)
Dream 2: My mom wants a locker, like the ones in my school. I take her to school and as I'm showing her my locker my Spanish teacher comes up says stuff.(I forget what she says.) Then some other teacher comes up and says more stuff. The scene changes to a play. My family and I are in the back. We start talking about dreams.
Dream 3: I was a library trying to meet a guy that is a master at lucid dreaming. I decide to reality check and realize I am dreaming. The dream gets blurry. I Lick the bookshelf to stabilize the dream, it gets really clear. The guy told me to make it brighter. I tried using verbal commands but it only worked a little bit. My alarm woke me up.

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Side-Notes:
*This was my first real lucid, I'm so happy.
*It probably would of lasted longer if it wasn't for my alarm.
*Next time hopefully my lucid comes earlier in the night.

i had this whole entire dream about crystals mainly me buying them or moving them around my room. BUT there was this particular moment where there was a clear quartz crystal i could put both hand on it. When i put my hands on i felt a very powerful vibrations and blue energy almost like lightning went into my hands. i let go and my hands felt so poweful when i put both hands close together i could see the energy passing through my finger tips and palm of my hand it was like i was given a power to take back into reality. This has strongly lead me to Believe i should start Doing Reiki. Iv always had a feeling to do healing.

next part of dream i was washing pots and putting them on the drainage board and then they dissapeard and i was like ghosts theres a ghost!! and it was putting my stuff away for me haha quite funny but then i heard a cockatiel and i made these funny noises and it mimicked me then it came in the room and it was my Cockatiel called gizmo that died a few years ago was nice to see again hehe even though it wasnt real.

Next part of dream i created a tree i made the shape and i was now put the leafs on indivually was awsome and thats it for todays dream recall

Ok, so this one is kind of unclear, but I got the gist of it. It was pretty awesome.

Awake Non-Lucid

I'm in an underway train station. It's grey and very dirty. There are people all around me, mostly my own age. Some people I recognise, some I don't. They hang around in small groups, looking particularly savage like.

I hear a loud noise and turn around. I see a train and begin to morph in a wolf. This is a pack! I realise. The savage people also transform. Before I can stop them, they growl and attack the train. I run to catch up. There are people inside the train who are screaming. The train screeches to a stop and the people run out. I manage to get ahead of the train and call the pack to follow.

Once out of the dark tunnel, there are rolling green hills. We run as fast as we can, until we meet with another wolf pack. They have some sort of problem they want us to help them fix. We agree, although we are all wary.

Unfortunatley I have a feeling that I've forgotten stuff and that it's hanging on the edge of my mind. I hope I remember!

Non-LucidLucid Awake

so i remember having a lot of dreams but only bits and pieces of each one.

theres this kid chasing me around a villa. [B](some really annoying kid i had recently talked about being psycho and going to a mental hospital)[/B] anywho, that kid is gone when i look around.............[fades out]

im at a farm somewhere when suddenly i have the urge to go home, me and my friend zack turn into bats. we fly iver things, the view goes into 3rd person as i fly-jump over water falls and stone walls and rivers............[fades out]

im at a local convience store. and i have the urge to steal something. i steal a long pack of hersheys cookies and cream bite sized chocolates. and start eating them... i see some girl, she askes where i got them. i tell her and she leaves in a car with some kid i know..then im not sure but i think i get a pepsi or something............[fades out]


im at the entrance to an old school.(im not sure but i think it is a reoccurring dream-scape =D) i have a drink, and im going back to school. my friend tells me that i will get suspended if they catch me with it. i say i dont care and then make a joke that it would be fucked up if i slipped and fell into my drink and still got in trouble for it............[fades out]

i remember my aunt sitting down grabbing chicken, like cooked kfc chicked and taking the bones out,(i think it was because i was hungry), there was two giant plates of chicken. and i just zoned out............[fades out]

and then i awoke!
i wish i could remember more details

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID FALSE AWAKENING PRECOG SHARED

23.45

Fragments

I’m at home with my new BF/fiancée, who I don’t recognize. I hear a kitten meowing and I look for him. Instead of a kitten, I find a dead bird drowned on something with water. I try to revive him with no success so I put him down on a shelf.

I decide to organize the bookshelf which is full of diaries and albums. Zilla is with me and steals one of my most recent diaries and runs away to go read it. I try to get it back. She opens on a random page and finds an episode in which I confess (it even has pictures) of having had a crush for some teacher back in 2000.

Somewhere on a road, buses are passing by and I should get into one, but have no idea which one would take me home. I make a sign to stop a random bus. One stops but not for me, only because one of its passengers was questioning the driver about the directions they were heading to and they are discussing it. I keep walking.

2:30

Ghosts
Walking along train tracks with friends and mothers of friends. We see an airplane free falling and coming to hit the ground exactly where we are. I run and escape, but they don’t. I then pass by a stand selling second hand clothes. I want to buy something because later I might have to wait for my mother standing outside in the cold and my clothes are really not warm enough. But I only have coins in my pockets and no wallet. I also realise I have no docs or keys to go back home. I keep going. Someone tells me I’m being escorted by ghosts and I find it is the ghosts of my friends. I decide to go meet their families to let them know. The first family I visit I encounter Carlos (a guy who had a crush for me in school) and I am happy to know that he is now an actor and performs for the benefit of several causes. But while the rest of the family accepts the news peacefully, he is the one over dramatizing.

4:30

Temples and farming tips
On a Japanese temple in the middle of a lake. I become lucid when I hear birds singing and I can distinguish clearly the songs of each one individually. The sound of the water, the roughness of the rock and the colours of the wood, are all intense and detailed. I look around and I see this is a complex of temples. I float through the air in half-lotus position until I reach the main temple where I want to meditate. I offer prostrations to the Buddha with dozens of other persons from several distinct Buddhist schools. Then I’m invited to join a group meditation on a room to my right side, which I accept. The room is inclined, making it extremely uncomfortable to sit on the floor, but I manage to get a pillow to make it better. We are then interrupted by some lady who warns everybody that the last bus to go back to hotel is about to leave in 15 mins. I lose lucidity for a while and I think I’m with them, so when they leave I follow them. But along the way I recover lucidity and ignore them. I cross a bridge and find an agricultural field. I’m surprised to recognize the farmer who is growing maize there - it's Lucas. He is demonstrating a new irrigation system he created. Because I’m about to become a farmer to, I show interest in his technique. I prepare to memorize the design and materials when he turns it on and I get all wet.
Later on I ask him some questions and write them down on a notebook.

6:00

Family secrets and man in black attack again
With dad and rest of the family at my late granny’s home. Dad is about to leave to go somewhere but I go after him ‘cause I forgot to ask him something. My cousin Cris comes with a yogurt maker she wants him to take in the car. He agrees to take it later, but hands it over to me for now.
Then back inside the house, I went to store the machine on some storage room and found a secret entrance to a whole secret section of the house nobody ever told me about. Not just a room, but a long corridor full of rooms. My cousin knew about it and I ask why she didn’t tell me. She says our parents found out after our granny died, but out of respect for her, they decided not to ever go there. I found that stupid. My dad finds out about my interest and offers to grant me access to an office which is right at the entrance under his supervision. He tells me he himself used to go there secretly with permission from my grandma and none of his brothers knew.
But I’m not satisfied with the offer. I later ask my friend Zilla to come help me explore the whole thing. We sneak in through the secret passage. I find a room with a closet full of nice dresses and I immediately pick a dark blue one I think it’s awesome. I believe my grandma would want me to use them instead of having them rotting. I then find another room where apparently she used to rest. By the side of a bed, I find a notebook with some cryptic annotations that look religious or of some kind of cult. I think I found something important. I then hear footsteps. I tell ZIlla to close the door and duck behind the bed. She locked the door and someone tries to open it. I’m getting nervous. Then from a wall of this room, a secret passage opens and two people in dark suits come out of it. I laugh nervously and ask in a playful manner who they are and how they knew about that passage. They don’t respond and simply grab me. The one that grabs me is a strong black lady and she sticks a needle in my arm. Zilla is trying to open the door to run away, but she can’t. I fight back and take the needle off my arm and stick it on my aggressor. She laughs at me, saying it’s useless, ‘cause the drug was a very effective tiny portion and is all on my blood right now. I suck my arm, trying to get it out and delay the effects, but to no point. I black out. Then I wake up.

8:00

Jan 10th-11th
Had two very complicated dreams that faded when I woke up this morning. I layed in bed too long. The dreams I do remember where complex and worth remembering, but what dreams aren't worth remembering. I do remember an apartment and dull colors. I have decided to voice record my dreams to make I easier to remember and right them down. *

Dream - Lucid

So excited that I was lucid again, even if it for a very short amount of time. I used the WBTB and MILD methods, though the WBTB was not intentional. I must say I'll have to try MILD again, because it definitely seemed to work. I repeated to myself in my head "I will become lucid." I paired that with my breathing ("I will" on the inhale and "become lucid" on the exhale). Even if it wasn't instant lucidity, it still seemed to work.

My mom kept coming into my room to turn my TV and the closet light off, and I'd wake up every time and turn them back on. I said something to her about it and she told me she'd stop as long as I turned the volume on the TV down. Ziggy, my old cat from waking life (we had to put him down when I was 14) was there, looking young and healthy. I thought to myself "He's not dead at all, why do I keep thinking he is?"

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There was a city in the future, but it was medieval-looking. I wasn't really "there", it was kinda like I was watching a movie, but not. I was passively watching events go by. Anyway, they had cellphones, and lots of futuristic technology. They lived in castles built on top of bare ground. There was no grass or trees to be seen anywhere. These two people, a guy and a girl, I think they were teens or young adults, were very adventurous. The boy took the girl to explore an abandoned city. It looked a lot like New York, only it was very run down and deserted. It was from the distant past. Their medieval city was on the outskirts of this run-down New York. They were in an old skyscraper, when everyone started to evacuate and run for their lives. I thought it was because the building was going to topple over, but it looked steady to me. I couldn't figure out why everyone was evacuating so quickly.

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There was a little boy and his mother. We were all sitting at a kitchen table, I think it was in my family's kitchen. We were all supposed to go to some high school football game or something, and I didn't really want to, but I knew I had to. The little boy did an impression of Snuffy from Sesame Street (the big brown, hairy elephant). He pulled his ears with his hands, and wiggled them. I laughed and said
"Wow! He can really wiggle his ears!"

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After that last dream, I woke up and wrote in my dream journal. This is when I decided to try to MILD.

I was in a restaurant, a bar I think, and I was tending. There was a very quiet, soft-spoken lady there ordering. There was also this model town, kind of like in the game Epic Mickey (I just picked this up in waking life and I can't stop playing it, haha). I jumped into it, and ended up in this giant grocery store. It looked like Kroger, but much bigger with very high ceilings. I was walking down the aisles and encountering many people. I tried to talk to them all, but they were all mean and wouldn't have anything to do with me. I didn't know why. I finally came up to this Mexican man and tried to talk to him. I was very nice and polite. He started telling me that it was too late, and I should have been nicer to him when I had the chance. He called his wife over, and they walked away. I then "remembered" that I had been to that store before, and was very mean to all of those people, and they hadn't forgotten. I was extremely sad and ashamed.

Then, I somehow realized I was dreaming. I examined my hands, and saw that a lot of my fingers were growing together and were kind of distorted. I felt the dream fading, so I did it again. I started to float up to the ceiling, and did it even though I felt like weights were trying to push me back down. I couldn't figure out what to do. I saw a man go towards this door in the middle of the customer service area. It wasn't attached to a wall or anything. As he turned the knob, he turned around and smiled at me. Instead of following him, which I felt I should have, I had the idea of trying to share a dream. I created a portal like I had in the past, by sticking out my hand and saying "Portal, APPEAR!", but it didn't look the same as my other portals. Instead, it was a small circle with white and rainbow light radiating from the center. I tried to jump in before it had fully manifested, and ended up tumbling through the air in the store. I ended up next to a projector screen, like in Epic Mickey. It wasn't operational though.



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Austin had cut his hair (which he really needs to do in waking life, haha), and had gotten a couple of strands dyed light purple and light pink. We laid down in my bed to watch a movie, and I knew he wanted to have sex, but I was on my period. Then, I remember having a big "Elizabethean collar" on, which is a cone-shaped collar that you put on animals after surgery so they don't pull their stitches out. I had to wear it as some sort of brace, but I only wore it in private. I remember looking in the mirror at my reflection. I looked ridiculous with that thing on.

Then, I was at some apartment, and there was a giant bucket of LSD-laced brownies. I started eating them, when my friends Leigh and Andrea came over. They ate them with me, and we couldn't get enough. We started watching a really trippy movie. Everything was very vivid. At some point, the lady that lived next door to the apartment we were in came over and I had somehow pissed her off. She had to use our microwave, so when her stuff in the microwave was done, I left to hide, afraid that the lady would call the police when she found out we were doing all this acid. I found all these secret nooks and spaces in the apartment, it was pretty awesome. I explored for awhile, then came back, and the lady was standing in the doorway with her friend, and they were watching the movie.

I was at an odd skating rink, I remember Kyla was given a whole bunch of movies on her new xbox 360 that Adam and Liz had given her, I see 2 babies (maybe dressed in pageant dresses like on tv before I went to bed) Adam is choking up because he had to leave us and so I gave him a hug, eventually we left, I grabbed my shoes from a pile and went out the door to dad's van, he complained how everyone was too friendly, I realize I have someone else's shoe along with my own, I ask dad "are we coming back?" No reply... So I simply toss the shoe out the back window...

-Green Shoe
-Adam
-Skating

I was running through a forest track with a dozen other people, heading towards the African city Mombasa, even though the forest was more like South American. It was almost like we were refugees. We all came up to a massive cliff with the city in the distance, so we took a lower path through thicker bush. We started across the boardwalk, when there were picture frames floating on the side of the path, as if they were on invisible walls. They had random stuff on them.

Wow I need to get better recall.

Good morning, everybody.

Dream #1

I was with my family in a dark house. There seemed to be a lot of us, more than my extended family. We were all crowded around the television
The rest of the living room was crammed with boxes.

I was in town, visiting my family. Today was my last day in town.

My mom was behind us, in the kitchen. She told me that she had just called my aunt, and that my aunt would be coming over soon. I got mad at my mom. She and my aunt always has conflicts. I wondered why my mom would invite such conflict on my last day in town. I really didn't want to see my aunt.

My mom got upset and started crying asking didn't I know she was just trying to make it so I could see everybody I loved? I now felt really bad and figured I could deal with seeing my aunt.

Dream #2

I was with a man and a woman, walking through a place that looked like the lobby of a hotel. The man and I were carrying big plates of mirrors as big as windowpanes. The T three of us were here to visit a dying woman. We headed for an elevator. The woman by insisted on carrying the mirror I held. She felt like she hadn't been c doing enough. So I let her carry it.

We went into an elevator. The woman had laid down the mirror, which was now only about knee-high. We got up to the second floor, or the mezzanine. I walked around by myself now.

I was now in a place like a library. I found a book on a table that interested me. It seemed to be written in Hebrew and had colorful art on the jacket, like an Art Nouveau version of Hans Christian Andersen.

I was a little annoyed that I couldn't read the book. From a stack of books on a balcony above me, the voice of an unseen man began calling at me. The man sounded kind of nersy and annoying. But he was yelling at me that my time was coming soon, and that I was going to die.

I was really annoyed by the guy, but I decided to ignore him. Suddenly I found a section of the book I was looking at that was written in English. Finally I could understand the book.

I'm sitting in a vehicle with my best friend Kyle and two other 'friends' I don't recognize. The sky takes on an orange rust color and I have this dreadfully ominous feeling hit me out of nowhere. Something tells me by the way Kyle is driving that we're trying to get as far away from the place we've just left as possible. I turn to Kyle and tell him that we have to go back to the town; I have this feeling I'm leaving something important behind. He only snorts at me and says, 'No chance in Hell'.

Then it feels as if I've blinked and lost a lot of time because I'm no longer in my own body, but looking through the eyes of some little girl. The world around me looks bleak, desolate and vaguely cyber-punkish. A weird feeling leads me to believe the sky above me is artificial and I feel eextremely trapped where I am. There are other kids around playing in their tattered, dirty clothes in puddles of mud and as I look up as the little girl, a group of children approach me and begin teasing me, calling me a monster among other not so nice things. Eventually I get fed up and do something drastic, though I can't tell during my dream as the imagery has faded to black during that period. Moments later I am somewhere else and there is this older girl in front of me, and she looks worried. Apparently I've committed a terrible act though I haven't seen what I've done. I say, 'I'm getting out of here tonight, and never coming back to this terrible place'. She starts stammering in fear, saying, 'They're going to find you. You'd better hurry up and go.' I don't give her much time to say anything else as I start sliding down this massive dirt hill that apparently is a border to the nameless, barren town. Only moments after making it down the hillside, an alarm sounds so I know the hunt for me is on. Conveniently, a hole big enough for me to squeeze into is situated at the base of the hill. Crawling through the hole, I almost fall into this massive open, underground area that looks somewhat like an obstacle course, only carved out of dirt and rock. The only way in is to climb down various foot holds and ledges, to jump, dive and roll my way to the bottom; and the only way out of the same room is by way of scaling walls and free-running to another hole that leads to another level. I manage to do this with surprising efficiency. The next room is more of the same, yet the obstacles are a little more dangerous and elaborate. I can also hear people making a bit of noise; fear grips me as I assume they are the people who want to chase me. i start hauling my butt through room, barely making it out as my pursuers enter. Standing up, I'm in a completely different place. It looks like the bathroom of some corporate building. Looking around I find that I happen to be in a sky-scraper in some unfamiliar city. Suddenly, someone is coming into the bathroom, so I scramble forcover and end up just making it into a stall where I stand on top of the toilet. As this person is walking leisurely through the restroom, I'm holding my breath and praying the stranger doesn't realize I'm there. It seems I might get my wish, but the stall is flung open and a chubby teenage girl snatches me out f the stall and puts a gun to my head. Of course I'm terrified, but after looking at me the girl says urgently, 'We've got to get you to Faye, before they find you.' I folow the girl into the building and find a ragtag group of people frm various races, classes, ages and sizes. An Asian woman with long, jet black hair looks at me and tells me that she's the head of the organization that is going to stop the men after me. I ask her what she's doing here and she says to 'start a war'. Faye explains that the place I came from is not 'real' and that I had been living trapped in a secluded colony that insisted there was no outside world. Apparently, this colony also farmed psychic mutants and that I happened to be one of them. She then goes on to say that the people in her group all have some kind of ability and come from underground places similar to the one I escaped from. And then all Hades breaks looks as a helicopter hovers before the huge glass window at the end of the hall we are all occupying and starts shooting. One of Faye's men by the window is hurling waves of electricity at the chopper but gets gunned down. The girl that found me in the stall has conjured up this massive gatling gun that hovers above her head and starts firing the gun (with her mind I guess). Everything is chaos and I duck for cover in a doorway. Faye is standing in the hail of bullets but nothing seems to be fazing her. All of a sudden everyone in the hallway begins gasping for air, aside from me. I don't understand what's going on, but then I watch everyone, even Faye start to burn away into ash. A man (the guy who played Uncle Phil in 'The Fresh Prince', no joke) appears before me and says that 'I've finally found you, naughty little prototype'. I ask what happened to the vigilantes. He says, 'I had Jacob alter the oxygen particles; with no oxygen, it was easy for Lucas to finish the job by combusting them'. Terrified, naturally, I run towards the window intent on jumping out and see these huge mecha battling the helicopters outside. I take my chances and throw myself out the window only to land in the palm of one of the mechas. From inside the suit a man says he's part of Faye's team...
...and then I wake up. I just had to share this because it seemed too elaborate and too much like it was a movie, which is definitely not the normal type of dream for me. Sorry that it was long, btw.

In some bleachers spectating a game of some sort it was night and the sky was completely black not a cloud in sight nor star, Ni.da H came over and sat on my lap then she was F**king around with me and moving around saying "you like that?" I then saw the scene change sort of to a house party (done by parents though so). I went to the food table because NH decided to go talk to some people she saw. The table was round and had a large cloth and food on it. I only remember like giant jumbo shrimp in a metal bowl with ice cramped in it, I took one and took a bite, but didnt like it. I asked someone if they wanted it.

january 11: n/a (stress?)

Clone Ambush
Walking along the street downtown, I spot my girlfriend (at the time) standing at the edge of the street curb a half a block away from me. She waited for the signal to change so she could cross the street. She stood with another man, hand in hand, and both of them had their backs turned to me. Their tone got sexual and I became infuriated. I ran toward them and attacked the guy with my girlfriend. I whipped him good and beat him to within an inch of his life, all the while screaming at my ex-girlfriend. The heap of a man turned over to reveal that it was me. I had beat up my own self. Upset, confused, and furious I stormed off.