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    1. Vague Try @ TOTM

      by , 07-08-2015 at 08:41 PM
      Had my first really good high-awareness lucid in a while and made a pass at the mysterious seed task. I remember being semi-lucid chilling with some DCs in a neat building, then suddenly becoming hyper aware. I walk outside, conjuring a seed by rubbing my fingers together and expecting to feel the texture of one there. I plant it in the ground and back away and that is where my recall ends..
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      lucid
    2. Drifting Off WILD

      by , 07-08-2015 at 08:12 PM (Inner World حلم Gamma Waves)
      After struggling to stay awake my eyes somehow went down on their own and not long after trying to open them I found myself in the living room. The lights were on and I turn my head to see there were white spiders raining down on one of the doors. I was already lucid knowing that I wasn't suppose to be here.

      I stop walking and quickly woke up. Lucidty Time: 3 seconds.
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      lucid
    3. #97 - random WILD and finally progress with my dream goal

      by , 07-08-2015 at 09:34 AM (The Oneironaut's Odyssey)
      Black: non-dream
      Blue: non-lucid
      Red: lucid

      Dream
      I remember just waking up and being like "nah too early" and deciding to go back to sleep, I started daydreaming like I always do and within a minute I was just lucid. The place I was in resembled my home town, I seemed to be walking past the arts building (which is 3-4 stories and an orange-pink colour). At first I was like "nah I'm still awake, this is just a super-vivid daydream or something..........?"
      I tested the lucidity by calling for the girl I've been trying to meet in my dreams ,I said "hey *name*". Instantly she popped up from behind a chair or something and smiled, turned around and walked just ahead of me in my company.
      I was a bit surprised at how easy it was to summon her... The dream was very responsive and it wasn't out of control with weird elements.
      So.... I asked her the burning question I've had on my mind for ages and guess what? It wasn't even the right question... and she didn't respond either >_<. I think around this point I faded out and woke up again.


      Despite how super vivid this dream was while being lucid too, I don't recall much of it as I'm writing it at the end of the day... Have been wanting to complete this dream goal for a while, I don't care a great deal about it anymore but I feel like it's still something I just NEED to do.
    4. From dream to astral

      by , 07-08-2015 at 09:34 AM
      I went to bed at 1 o'clock (for 5 hours of sleep) and I was quite tired. So I started my training routine with a foreknowledge that I would fall to sleep. I do this for shortening time needed to recuperate for the next day. After maybe 10 minutes I lost consciousness.

      After some time I started to dream. I was in some unknown room with two women One was blonde, second was dark haired... It was sunny day. After about 15-20 seconds into dream my consciousness got alerted. I was going to sleep! This is a dream. Wake yourself!!!
      I concentrated inside, my consciousness jumped into overdrive and started to become larger and larger. Women vanished. Surrounding went from sunny day into nearly dark night time. The room lost its real looking and shifted into being my very real bedroom. My clothes vanished. I saw my physical body, dark in the darkness sleeping on my bed. My consciousness grew. My astral body produced dark violet aura with small(1-2cm long) violet lightning bolts dancing on my skin. I started to feel my surrounding. I took large area around myself and implemented it into my consciousness. I reoriented myself and started to fly in the direction, where I felt, I was needed to go. I disregarded everything in my flight path- walls, fences and trees. I flew right through those things. I respected earth's surface, since flying through earth can have negative influence to stability of my astral projection. I tried to fly faster since I felt that I don't have much time. It looked like I was deforming the space in my flight trajectory. I felt quite strong bonds to area I was in... It felt as if they were retarding my speed. But I projected more and more power into faster flying. It functioned somewhat... I started to make something like short but very fast jumps in space. I felt to be about 70% of distance away from my target when my effort started to destabilize my existence there. It was like short circuiting, that violet lightning bolts were larger and larger, until all my surrounding vanished into very bright violet light.
      And I was awake back home in my body.

      Observations
      I don't feel this to be DILD. I got my usual superconsciousness so typical for OBE (astral and higher projections).
      Dream was left as my consciousness grew- I'm not able to do this usually. One needs great concentration to go more aware than in lucid dream, when he starts from dream. Dreaming is a distraction in this case. Lucid dreaming is the same. A distraction.
      How to describe that implementation of surrounding into my consciousness... imagine your senses spread onto that area and taking information directly from it. Like all that surrounding is your body.
      Flying through things was not felt (Good detachment)
      Whole experience lasted about 5 subjective minutes.

      Updated 07-08-2015 at 04:39 PM by 66278

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      lucid
    5. Non-Lucid Nightmare 。・゚・(ノД`)・゚・。

      by , 07-08-2015 at 09:21 AM
      I was trying to trigger a lucid dream in which I'd re-encounter my dream guide, but instead I got a non-lucid nightmare.

      3am

      Dream Two non-lucid

      I had a dream I could see Mittens (my cat who passed away) every once and a while and Mom finally took a video of it and the girl from the ring was appeared in it, with this horrifying music, and eventually I couldn't shut it off...

      I liked the music. It was very beautiful. But in its context it was horrifying.

      The whole time I was thinking, could I edit out the part with Sadako, or will it just revert back to the normal video?

      The video started off with me petting Mittens. Then, she went behind the counter to chase a spider and Sadako's hair was under the dishwasher. Suddenly, you could see her face peer out *shudders*. Then, the video skipped to this scene in the sky? I don't remember. Then back to Sadako, with her getting closer and closer to the camera. Originally I refused to watch the entire video, but when I finally did I couldn't turn it off anymore.

      I felt bad because at the end of the dream, when I couldn't shut off the video, I handed it to my mom or brother for him or her to deal with whatever curse it brings. I was showing it to my brother, but I think at the last moment it was my mom holding the camera.

      Dream One non-lucid

      There was this online course, but it happened on a device like a Pokewalker. So all the text for the course was on this small device, one line at a time. I just thought it was the most ridiculous thing and complained.

      I wasn't enrolled in the course. I think my sister-in-law was looking at schools and saw the course.
    6. Fine Girls and A Deep Pool

      by , 07-08-2015 at 05:56 AM (One Up Seeker)
      I had 2 lucid dreams today, but I barely remember anything from the 2nd one. Anyways:

      1. I'm inside of a warehouse type store, and its designed similar to Sam's or Home Depot. The floor is just buffed, there's no tile covering it or anything. I am sitting in a chair at a table in the cafe area of this giant store simply looking around. I see huge 40 foot tall shelves filled with items that anyone can buy. I look back to where I'm at and see a group of people my age sitting and talking. A girl walks over to their table and take their order, and I can tell that she is a waitress. As she has her back towards me I check her out and as I do I notice that the dress she is wearing is halfway undone. The zipper part that goes all the way down her back and to her ass is halfway unzipped and I can see her ass partly.
      "Hey miss, you're dress is a little unzipped!" I yell from a couple tables away. She looks back at me and says, "Shut it" with an angry tone. "Not my fault that you're a thot!" I yell back. She gives me a mean look and walks over to a counter which is up against a curtain wall in the cafe area. At this point I become Lucid and I get up and walk over to this waitress girl. I have a strong desire to have sex with her keep in mind. "Hey, I think we started off on the wrong note" I say touching her shoulder trying to make her not mad anymore. She looks at me with mixed feelings and I once more am looking at her ass. I notice that she doesn't really have nice ass, but I'd smash her anyways.
      I leave the girl out of a desire to explore. As I walk around the corner I see a giant pool before me. This pool is so huge and deep that it could be classified as some type of aquarium. I jump in and quickly realize how deep it really is. I start sinking down to the bottom just for fun. While doing so, I look at what's around me. I see all types of underwater plant life and huge rocks. Then suddenly I see a few huge sharks swimming towards me and also a dolphin type creature. "Oh shit" I say to myself. Even knowing this is a dream I still feel a bit of fear considering of how real this all feels. I swim over to hide between two rocks, and I'm only halfway down the "pool" at this point. Halfway down the pool seems to be about 30 feet deep.
      The sharks are still swimming over to me. One in particular seems like it is going to kill me once it reaches me. It looks like a cross between a hammerhead shark and a dolphin and has big pure black eyes. It tries reaching between the two rocks I'm hiding between, but its body is too wide. I decide not to wait to see if it can eventually get through, so I jet pass the shark looking creature and start swimming to the top. "Holy shit I'm going so slow" I think to myself, "I don't have time for this". I give my feet a rocket boot type of ability and launch myself towards the surface with great speed. However, as I'm doing so I notice that it's taking me a while to reach the surface. It feels like the pool got a hell of a lot deeper than when I entered it. I finally reach the surface after some deep confusion and changing into another dream layer unintentionally.
      I climb out of the pool and look around. I am soaking wet now, but I "need" to find a girl to bang. I look around and suddenly I see a girl I used to be good friends with, Brittany. She is with her mom and they are now both walking towards me. "Hey Cory!" Brittany says excitedly. "Hey Brittany" I reply, "You know, me and Dylan broke up" she tells me. "No way? Oh yeah that's right. I remember seeing your Instagram post about that a few nights ago. It's okay Brittany, you deserve a better man anyway" I say. "Thanks Cory" she says. She then gets closer to me and gives me a kiss on the lips. I suddenly really want to bang brittany, but I control myself like a man.
      I feel that my awareness has dropped, so to put it back at 100% I do a reality check by counting my fingers, even though I know that I am lucid. "Wow my hand looks really similar to the way it does in waking life this time" I say to myself. I take a closer look and count my fingers and realize that I actually have 6 fingers, so not quite the same as waking life lol. I look around me to see what everyone is doing, and as I do I see that all of the store workers are staring at me, and they all have a sign in their hand. I get the intention that they don't have the best for me in mind. Suddenly they all start charging me and I start running. One worker gets close behind me and swings the sign he is holding at me. "What the hell did I do" I say out loud, still running.
      I see my sister and tell her to create a distraction for me. Now half of the workers are going for my sister.

      -I don't remember the rest of the dream

      1. I'm at the dream version of my grandma's house, so it looks way different than it does in waking life. The interior looks beautiful and it is still two stories. The floor is covered in an pure white carpet and the walls are painted a nice clean white. I'm sitting in a room by myself when suddenly the door bell rings. My grandma answers it and a lady that looks to be in her early 20's walks in the door. She is wearing a red blouse and a tight black skirt. She looks fine as hell. "I'm here to watch over Cory while you're away" she says. My beastly instincts immediately kick in. "I am going to fuck her so hard" I think to myself. "Okay thanks" my grandma says. My grandma then walks out the door leaving just me and this girl by ourselves.
      This fine babe then walks upstairs and into the same room I'm in. "I'm guessing you're Cory?" she asks. "Yeah, that's me" I say while giving her a seductive look(lmao). "I have the feeling we're going to have a lot of fun" she says in the sexiest way possible. She then walks over to me while I'm still sitting down and bends down while arching her back. She then gets really close to me and kisses me. I become lucid. I put my hand on her thigh, but it's basically her ass because of how short her skirt is. We make out.
      -I don't remember the rest of the dream

      3. I'm in some sort of training academy. In front of me there is a shooting range and there are girls and guys my age practicing their shots. I look to my left and see a fine girl. I go over to talk to her.
      -I don't remember the rest
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      lucid
    7. 7/7/15

      by , 07-08-2015 at 03:11 AM
      Can't remember much now that I have worked all day and am about to go to bed again, so I am going to type in my senseless dream notes and try to fill in anywhere I can remember.

      Dream One - Argument with Mom, hardware store, bad parking, re-park elsewhere, dude comes out with computer, game returned he didn't ask for, print outs are gorgeous, Snake and mouse. I can remember speaking to some guy at the end of this dream, and he just made me feel like he was cornering me or something. The moment I drew the analogy in my mind of him making me feel like a mouse trapped by a snake, I saw the very image of a snake attacking a mouse and woke up.

      Dream Two - I am playing a game of some wort where I am playing as the bird adviser from the lion king, flying through rings that make a path through the sky and even down into the ocean. It must be some sort of Kinect or motion control games because when I struggle flying through the water I start waving my hands wildly and reaching out as far as I can and that helps me move through the water. After I come up out of the water I am suddenly an inkling from Splatoon and shooting easter themed bad guys shaped like robot bunnies and robot baby chics.

      Yuuup, that's all I have. One dream that I have notes for that I can't even remember now and one dream that I can remember that was just plain weird o.O I figure this will be closer to my normal since I only get about 6-7 hours of sleep on work days.
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      non-lucid , dream fragment
    8. Get-Together

      by , 07-08-2015 at 01:24 AM
      I was in my house with my family, and we were hosting some sort of get-together for different friends and family members because of a previous event that I don't even remember.

      Some guy and his cronies were also there. There were multiple people that I've never seen in real life but they all seemed familiar, but I felt like I had never seen that guy and his group before, but I knew that they had been attempting to steal our belongings. Eventually, he was caught and it was pretty easy to stop his group from retaliating since one just gave up and the other one was bribed.

      Everyone in the house kept an eye on him to make sure he didn't do anything or go anywhere before the police showed up. While we were waiting I remember having an interaction with him. He seemed liked the type of person who hated life and the brief conversation we had was him mostly ranting.

      Then he started heading towards the door. No one seemed to be startled by this, but i jogged up right next to him and opened the door. A "family friend" had shown up and got of their car. It was some old lady in a jogging suit. A small dog, that probably belonged to someone in the house, ran outside and greeted her. I looked over to the guy and he just had his usual grumpy face. Then he tried to walk away and I grabbed his shoulder and said, "Don't do it". He just looked at me for a moment before he walked to the center of the room and pulled out a gun. He aimed it at no one in particular as he looked around. Then his gaze fell on me and I was going to start talking to him in hopes of calming him down but.....my brother walked into my room, which woke me up, and told me he was gonna feed our cat.
      (Which he really didn't need to do... )
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      non-lucid
    9. (8.7.15) That's A lot of Cake, Big Ben Bucks Headache, That's Not My Car, My 2 Second KO of Shonnie

      by , 07-07-2015 at 11:38 PM (CHiLLEN's Dream Journal)
      That's A lot of Cake
      I'm lining up somewhere with a couple guys. One of them is Andrew gaze. We're intending to buy 2 cakes, and will eat a quarter each. It's our turn to be served and one of us orders. I laugh as he orders, cause it's going to look odd walking off eating a quarter of cake. The lady hands us the plate and its a pretty big slice. Not only is a got a lot of width, it's got height too. We take the cake into another room to taste it. One of the guys is having a hard time eating it. He is trying the sauce, mixing one with the other. It seems sour or acidic to him. I reckon eating the cake itself would be more ideal. It would mix all the flavors together and could compliment each other.

      Big Ben Bucks Headache
      I'm with Ben and I ask him how the engagement went, but correct myself and say bucks. He says he fucked up a bit with the pool cleaners. He explains that he had them going in the wrong direction. He points out a ventilation system for the shower fan. He says this is the most simple and less effective system. I explain its use to him. I walk inside with him but have dirty feet. He offers me his thongs, so I slip them on. They're dirty too, so I have to walk in them funny, like on my soles. I picture Ben being a big black guy for a moment.
      I'm back at blaxland and I see Kayley at the door. I hug her and kiss her on the cheek a few times. I think she is with Ben.

      I'm looking at someone with a small growth hanging from their nostril. They're able to hide it if they please. A dr is having a look at it and says there's some good news about it. He's getting at that he will be able to burn it off. He also checks another of the persons issues, which is a long latex looking material that's stuck down their throat.

      That's Not My Car
      I'm out the front of a house. I may have driven there because I'm looking around for stuff in 2 of he guys. It's night so it's hard to tell. I mistaken one car for the another. I see a man walk towards me and soon realize it's Gary Craig, founder of EFT. I say "Hi Gary, how are ya?". I feel a little odd saying that because he doesn't know me from a bar of soap. He mentions a few things to me. Eventually he leaves and I say bye. I felt great that I met Gary. I begin looking through one of the cars thinking it's mine. I soon realize it's not the right car. It looks like an expensive car. It has a nice look to it, and long. I quickly get out of the car in case the owner sees me going through it. I would find it hard to explain what I was doing. Shortly after getting out of the car, I see it beginning to roll. I don't think quickly enough to jump in and stop it. It rolls into a house at slow pace. I don't think it damages anything, but would have got the attention of who was inside. I walk up to the house to see if I can see anyone. I see a person move off their chair which makes me a bit nervous. I realize that the car has disappeared, finding this odd I decide to do a RC. I count 6 fingers, instantly knowing I'm dreaming. I walk up to the door of the house to see if I can find someone. I see A girl walk towards me and I grab her. She is all for being man handled. First off I do some EFF on myself but seem to be just rushing it and not putting any thought into it. I'm too distracted by this girl. I hold onto her and do as I please. I feel her body and move her next to the wall where I pull down her pants. She has a nice Ass, which promotes me to eat her pussy from behind. It tastes like I remember it. The dream begins to fade due to body clock.

      I have this girl in the bed with me and I'm treating her a helpless innocent girl. I think she likes this. I'm sitting on top of her and move closer to her face. I begin slapping my dick on her face, teasing her and getting her worked up. This may be the girl from lucid dream.

      My 2 Second KO of Shonnie Carter
      I'm in the UFC as one of the fighters. I think I'm Ricardo Lamas. I'm standing across from UFC vet Shonnie Carter. The fight starts and I knock Shonnie out within a couple seconds of the fight. I decide to perform a RC and realize I'm dreaming. I notice that the fight is about to replay itself again. I try to rush the process and knock Shonnie out before the fight even starts. I do this and rock Shonnie. It doesn't feel right so I let the dream run its course. As soon as the bell goes I run towards Shonnie and KO him in the same fashion. I couldn't really feel the punch connect. I jump up onto the octogen and look into the crowd. It's not the biggest of venues. It is only a single level seating. In my view I could see around 200 people. I decide to jump off the octogen and fly, but the dream fades. I brace myself for a DEILD. I wait in the blackness and try and bring on another scene. Now that I think of it, I felt like I was laying in bed at my old house in blaxland. Possible FA.

      Side Notes: EFT doing it's work for me. Reality checking upon awakening without an issue.

      Updated 07-07-2015 at 11:52 PM by 24939

      Categories
      lucid , non-lucid , side notes
    10. Running from a Bear and Finding A Mansion (LD #24)

      by , 07-07-2015 at 07:20 PM (Sharpshoey's Lucid Journey)
      July 6, 2015

      I am sitting in a tree stand/blind hunting a bear. There is a huge rock cliff on my right and in front is a large grassy area sitting on the base of the cliff. There is a stream running down the far side of it. There is a bear in the middle of the grassy area walking by the stream. I aim down my scope and put the crosshairs on the bear. For some reason I get down from the stand and start walking toward the bear to get a better shot. The bear turns towards me and starts coming after me. Immediately I turn and run not wanting it to get too close to me. I run along the cliff’s edge and am jumping from rock to rock. They go in a downward direction and when I’m on the last rock I see a lake with a small piece of land in the middle of it. On the other side of the lake there is a small house. I jump into the water and when I come back out, the house is different. I get onto the piece of land and jump back in the water. When I come back out again it is a mansion. I randomly become lucid. The mansion is white and it has columns in the front along with four or more windows running along the top floor. There is also a balcony up top right below the windows. I walk inside and it is a pretty small room, not the type of room you’d expect in a mansion. There is a square wall in the middle of the room, like a fireplace. I walk to the left and went to the front of the square piece of wall. Right in the middle in front of me there is a door leading into the kitchen maybe, but I’m not totally sure. There was a sign in handwritten big letters that said “THE WELL OF DOUBTS”. I turned around and on the fireplace looking wall there was a hole that led downwards and in the hole there was train tracks. I then had the thought (it was more of just suddenly knowing) that this house represented me. I turned to the left and there was a small staircase attached to the wall. I walked over and looked up, but I couldn’t see anything. I then remembered my dream goal of flying so I decided I wouldn’t go exploring the different rooms. I thought about how I would get to the top of the house so I could jump off and fly, and I was about to go up the stairs to get up there but then I go into an FA.

      I’m trying to DEILD but I can’t so then I just wake up in the dream. I am then practicing my technique later in the day and I’m thinking that practicing the Gravity RC is not good for me for some reason. I want to switch to just doing normal RC’s and stuff but I can’t bring myself to do it because I don’t want to lose my results of practicing the Gravity RC so far. Then I’m going on a trip to Mexico with my uncle and another girl who is 4 years older than me and I rarely talk to.
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      lucid
    11. Gunfights Galore (LD #23)

      by , 07-07-2015 at 07:15 PM (Sharpshoey's Lucid Journey)
      July 4, 2015

      I am inside of a gas station type place. Some people have come in and tried to kill us with guns, but so far I have survived along with one other person who is with me. I open the door of the store and look outside. There is a river there along with lush vegetation at the banks of it. I see I boat pull up to the opposite bank of me and there are two people in it. They are being shot at and beg that the guy stops. One of the dudes uses the motor of the boat to block the bullets...but eventually the gunman gets close enough to them and takes them both out. I rush back inside the store and hide. The gunman comes in. I see my partner hiding behind a large metal box. I am so scared that I just dive into a closet at the back. It is pitch black in there. I an see the gunman coming towards my door because the door is slightly cracked open. I am praying that he goes away and I get lucky. He stops right in front of my door, looks around and decided no one is there, so he leaves. Then I'm outside at some camp thing with some friends of mine. It's at a single house in an open grass field with a forest surrounding it. We are all leaving towards our cars and I see two of my friends, C and T, get in a truck. There is another dude who I haven't seen before that gets in a truck behind him. For some reason I walk back over to the trucks and see what the other guy looks like. He looks exactly like T. I walked over to C to check if T was in the car because I thought he got in with him. I saw T and C in the same car however and I was very confused.

      "If you're here, then who is that?"

      I asked T. Immediately the copy of T smiled at me and pulled a gun out. He shot T and C in the head, then pointed his gun at me. Immediately I realized that this was a
      dream. I walked out from the left side of the car and acted all cocky.

      "You think you can do that?" I asked the kid. "Well then I can do this."

      I put my hand down by my side and drew an imaginary gun from my imaginary holster. I pointed my fingers at the dude's head and yelled "BANG". A hole appeared on his forehead with a little bit of blood dripping down. His head fell over and hit the dashboard. I was proud of myself for pulling that off, but right as I was about to walk away the DC got back up and smiled again like he was just joking. He then aimed his gun and shot me in the head. I could see the blood dripping from my head and I was about to die but then I realized I couldn't die, because it was my dream. So we shot back and forth at each other a few times and then I started running away. There was green grass and green trees everywhere. In the field to my left was some trees that were white and skinny. They had a few branches sicking out and on the end of the branches was a green bush. Other than that the trees were bare. I thought the dude had disappeared, but when I turned around he was coming at me and laughing like a maniac. I continued to run and then remembered a trick I had learned in an audio here on DV. I turned around and waited for the dude to get close to me. He now looked like a crazy version of spongebob. I barely had enough time to visualize him soaring away as I punched him before he got on me. I hit him and he went up into the air, not as far as I expected him to go but he still went pretty far. I turned around forgetting about him and remembered my goal to fly. I ran over to one of the skinny white trees and began climbing so I could jump off it. There was perfectly round columns of wood going around the tree in a circle. It started at the ground and as you continued going around you slowly went up and up. After I had jumped on the first log I felt the dream fading. I then jumped to the second log and
      woke up.
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      lucid
    12. Death Star/Attack of the Mer-Men

      by , 07-07-2015 at 03:54 PM
      Date: Tuesday July 7 2015, 5:18 AM
      Important: Yes

      wild
      Big day for day work! Last day of vacation and I'm at home. I'm working on the RC + Sageous' Unreality checks a couple of times an hour. Studying some Leberge and Sageous yesterday and getting to bed super early with a Meditation session right before bed.

      bed at 10:30, wake up at 3:30. I almost didn't get up but then i finally did. Let the dogs out to go pee and wandered around the back yard looking at the sky and thinking about dreaming.I took a "Lucid dreaming" supplement from Dreamimins. (galantamine + Choline) I lay still. I stretch my hands, arms, legs, chest, back and face. then i hhold still and repeat the classic Carlos Casteneda mantra. "The next time I am dreaming I will look at my hands and realize I am dreaming. I hear lots of noise. Rushing wind, people talking. I'm thinking about getting up to see what all the commotion is then I remember that I'm WILDing and remember that I'm dreaming.

      I'm in a dark room with no light source but a lamp. I'm carrying it around shining it on things. I think that because I'm dreaming I should be able to make light appear.
      I try to find a light switch but when i find one, it doesn't work.
      i think about how i have that old schema that light switches don't work from "Waking Life".
      i find a door and imagine what I want on the other side. I remember how one of my goals is to have a conversation with a DC. I walk through the door
      then the lights come on.
      I'm in a big room with super tall columns. There's an elegant cocktail party going on.
      I am looking at hands, the fingerprints are deepening and darkening and crawling all over my hands in crazy patterns.

      I see a pretty indian woman in a black cocktail dress and my sex drive takes over, I walk up to her and started kissing her. I put my arm around her. She's pulling away. I ask what she thinks, not interested, gives me a disgusted look, she leaves and i'm a little annoyed. The dream starts to destabilize so I Look at my hands.

      looking at my hand and seeing henna tattoos patterns all over them. I find another door and want to go outside.

      make it outside and it's very bright and very green. Lots of grass and a few small buildings.
      I try to fly and make a high jump and fall to earth.
      I see a building like some kind of fancy shed and use that as a jump off point.
      I Jump to the top of the building and fly into space.
      I'm looking around at the stars and I see the death star. This is super cool.
      I try to fly to it but I'm stuck
      I remember the Waggoner technique of thinking myself there so I try to pinch zoom it closer with both hands. Instead of it coming closer the whole sky expands into an industrial death-star landscape. I see smoking red fires and and explosions. This causes a heart rush and I lose the dream.

      Dield
      I'm walking around in a dark house with lots of hallways and i see people walking around.
      I see an old friend but he's now in a wheelchair. I remember that one of my goals is to have a conversation with a dream character. I ask him how he's doing but he won't look me in the eye. His brother walks up to me.
      I ask how he's doing.
      he tells me that we are friends now and that his brother is happy but distant.
      dream goes black

      I start spinning. It's like 2001 with the colors shooting all around me.
      I am in a very gothic house. There are mer-people flopping all over the place.
      they are disgusting. There is a hot meryl streep mer lady laying on the couch. I tell her hi. A big ugly mer monster man, slimy and sweaty, jumps down from a door frame and attacks me.
      I wake up.
    13. 2015-07-07

      by , 07-07-2015 at 01:29 PM
      Super late to bed, Very vivid dreams

      + summary: fly to Mt. T., how fast, overhead view, pace jet, land, empty water channels with automated mines at corner, teleport back home via phone call

      I'm on the deck of my childhood home looking out at the view of the distant water and the mountain ranges across it. There is something in the way of the view of mount T across the water. To the right side of the deck I have a clear view but to the left there is something obscuring it. To the right I look at it, it is [false memory] like a little version of half-dome in the distance, sort of crumbling to the left side, a "bump" rising above the ridge. I take of and fly towards it.

      I'm flying fast! I do a calculation of distance vs. time and come up with something like 1600 MPH. At one point I pace a fighter jet in the vicinity.

      Coming up over Mt. T. I want to land at the visitor's center on top, I know you can hike there. Below me I see several choices, and I choose the one on the right where I see a big "+" sign from two long intersecting roads.

      Down on the ground there are long narrow channels (empty). At a 90-degree turn to the left there are automated mine/drones that fly around and plug themselves into outlets (I hit away an enemy drone?). I get a call from (my parents?) and there's a big of simultaneous 1st/3rd person, I (he) needs to pick up the call then by hitting a button on the other end I/he will be transported back to the house

      + summary: in old PT neighborhood, more and more see businesses have moved in, very upset, should complain, a burger place is moving in right next door!

      I'm across the street in my old PT neighborhood. I look at the house and it's been made into a Gap store, there's a postal mailbox up on a landing under a small awning. My wife is upset that this store has moved in to a residential neighborhood, it will bring traffic and crowds. How could they put a store here? I see strange street signs? I keep looking around at the houses on the streets around us and see indications that even more commercial stores have moved in: outdoor chalk menus, I see into a bar where people are standing (I go in at one point). I see that the neighboring home (there is no separation between the buildings) is planned to become a hamburger restaurant, I'm really upset about this.

      + summary: on deck next to lake, adjusting chairs in sun, fall in, see chairs under water, great white shark with huge crushing teeth; at our defensive wall, enemy group approaching, I call out warning and wonder when I should jump out with my (sword?)

      Outdoors on a pier/dock next to a body of water, I'm sitting in white plastic lawn chair at the edge of the water. (I fall in?) I'm up on the dock looking down into the clear water and see 1-2 white lawn chairs about 10 feet down submerged (my wife complains that I let them fall in?). Underwater view: In the water to the right is a diver and a great white shark swimming around him. The shark opens its massive mouth and there are a number of huge, dull, thick cylindrical teeth that I think can crush anything.

      I'm manning a (checkpoint? Barrier?) wall into our territory, I see a delegation of enemies (2-3) approaching, I call back to the leaders to let them know its approaching. I wonder when I should jump out through the opening with my weapon (a sword?) brandished, timed so that I do it right as they approach the opening.


      + summary: on supersonic open-top jet taxiing for takeoff, pilot is American, good I'll be able to understand him, he's southern with strong accent, crazy elevated twisting road [dream sign], pilot describes the meaning of the hand marks on the runway, at takeoff other passengers leave their seats for a good views for pictures, they're crazy I warn them, plane stars moving I'm not buckled in I manage to buckle before the G-forces become overwhelming

      I'm on an open-top (no walls/roof) super-sonic jet taxiing for takeoff. I hear / know that the pilot is American, I'm relieved because then I'll be able to understand him when he speaks. The plane is maneuvering along raised narrow platforms, at one point it's turning onto another platform and I think there's not enough room to make the turn without falling, but then I see that an extension at the front of the plane is rolling along a parallel small raised path so the plane is supported. The pilot starts talking about markers on the ground (look like hands?), he has a thick southern accent and is not so easy to understand as I'd hoped. He has to always talk about these markers since the passengers always misunderstand them and get scared. They are marking points (where the plane is allowed to turn back?).

      As we approach the take-off point at least 2 people get up and move around. One is a woman with a camera who moves to a little compartment on the wing and climbs in there (to get a good shot of the takeoff?). I call out to them to get back to their seats, they'll be blown away in the takeoff. As the plane starts accelerating for takeoff I try to buckle my seatbelt, I wonder if I can do it against the strong G-forces we'll be feeling soon. I am able to buckle my belt.
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    14. Decayed Fence and Strange Weather

      by , 07-07-2015 at 01:07 PM
      Morning of July 7, 2015. Tuesday.



      My dream starts out like a typical imposer dream. The setting is our present house on W Street, though there is a slight change in the layout relative to size. My wife Zsuzsanna is sitting near our front window (sewing, I think, though her sewing machine is in our living room in reality) where there is more of a view of the neighbor’s house. I notice that the fence design is different. The thinner wooden planks had supposedly been horizontal (rather than vertical as in reality) but are now mostly decayed and lying on the ground. However, the first section of fence about three feet into the front yard division is still standing and made of brick - and is at least five feet high. There is a group of at least four young males. One of these males steps over the rotted planks into our front yard and this imposition immediately annoys me. I am thinking of going out and making sure they stay where they belong, but he goes back on his own. I speak about continuing the front part of the fence by putting more bricks in (not thinking about cost or work effort).

      From here, I am concerned about the longevity of our wooden house. These thoughts do not result in any threatening event manifesting even though I consider the possibility of parts of the ceiling falling on us. Diverse features of the ceiling and the angles and differences in height in different areas are far more complex than in reality.

      I am outside for a short time. I notice that one section of the sky to my right is different than to my left; a very distinct green color, which makes me think a really bad storm is on the way, perhaps a tornado (even though the sky to my left to the west seems normal and calm).

      I go into our house, concerned about the possibly approaching bad weather. As I shut our front door, there is resistance and a pulling sensation and I think that it might be an imposing neighbor trying to get in to assault someone or burglarize, though it turns out that the door will not fully shut due to a large circular (slightly wreath-like) clump of grass being blown into the doorway above the doorknob and being stuck between the door and door frame at about shoulder level (mostly due to my closing the door so quickly that the grass did not have time to fall, the additional pull being caused by the wind). However, I do manage to get it closed. From here, I join Zsuzsanna and our youngest son, and the inside of our house then seems longer, though narrower, north to south, almost hall-like. There is soon a very eerie and human-like low-pitched howling of the wind, which we first think may be an old man or creature moaning just outside our front door. We end up still running, but in a sort of playful manner upon realizing the circle of grass stuck in the closed door is making a feature to cause sound to amplify and phase in this way.

      The next scene involves other people being in our house, apparently by permission or just random passive characters coming into existence. Regardless of the weather concern, I sit down to consider a very large game board (about three feet by about one and a half feet) that has several different simultaneous game scenarios at once (though seemingly not at all related to each other). I take it apart (the board seems to have small joints whereby smaller sections connect), separating a section that appears to have some sort of Egyptian strategy game in progress (so that the other sections of the board displaying different cultures and battle scenarios do not distract from the seemingly individual game). The two buildings in the opposition look more like ziggurats than pyramids, though. I do not really reflect on why a person or group of people would have so many different things going on at the same time on the same game board. I am not interested in playing it now.

      An older male sits on the couch (its position has changed; it is perpendicular to its location in reality; it faces east rather than north), apparently talking to a young Ava Gardner (December 24, 1922-January 25, 1990) - probably related to the fact that my wife had checked out a “Perry Mason” DVD set in real life (thus a distorted Erle Stanley Gardner association). I am not sure what the scenario is; perhaps he is coaching her in her acting, though he is seemingly her agent. I go over and notice that she is dressed in lacy black and is sitting back with her arms back (and knees up) on the floor. I grab her heels and lift them slightly. She then transforms into a Tweety Bird foil balloon (shaped like Tweety Bird in frontal silhouette) of about three feet long. I end up whacking the balloon by her “feet” (the balloon of which is still somehow her) against the floor (though I am not even focused on why) with a slight wariness that I probably should be doing something else.


      Updated 02-22-2017 at 09:17 AM by 1390

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    15. Snow & Band

      by , 07-07-2015 at 09:09 AM (Ophelia's Book O' Fun II)
      More missed dream signs.

      Non lucid nap. It was super snowy outside, and I played in it. Slid down and around it. Even messed up the virgin snow as much as I could, like I always do in real life.

      Later I was in high school band/orchestra. I volunteered to play 3rd chair behind Stephen: the talented horn player who could never get out of the 3rd band rut because they needed a good horn player in the 3rd band. Politics. At any rate, I was happy to play 3rd chair behind his 1st chair. And I think my subC mixed him up a bit with the horn-playing Stephen that I dated in college.
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