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Something to do with being on my college campus; save for a fancy modern lounge/study building that isn't there IWL. Everything inside of it is blue and white.
There is a computer lab that I frequently visit to check e-mail and the likes. Every time I go in there though I find this rubix-cube like object where the center tile on each face lights up and the thing beeps.
And every single time I take the thing to lost and found where campus security finds out that it is a bomb. Yet for some reason they never investigate who is leaving the bomb behind or why. At one point I call the actual police and ask them to investigate the recurring appearance of the device. They talk with campus security and say that security cameras haven't picked up anyone leaving them; in fact nobody goes into the computer lab save for me.
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There was something to do with my friend S and an art project that was due in one of my classes. We were sitting in the blue and white lounge building. I panicked because I didn't know when it was due or what day it was; I had been so wrapped up with the bomb issue. I asked him what day it was. He said it was Friday. I nose pinch RC'd twice and became lucid, then woke up.

I'm at a house party, and I'm hanging out with people from my old high school. And all of a sudden 2 guys from my elementary school years show up. There names are Yuko and "Barns". And there was this glow around them, like their lives were really good now.

And there was this guy I knew, who is actually a good friend of mine and I never went to school with him, hanging out in the hot tub. He was trying to get with these girls, but the smart ones from my elementary school thought he was a dick. The general impression that I got was that his life sucked at that moment.

Then the TV in the living room caught my eye. There was this show on it, with like a old victorian cottage thingy or castle thingy, or something that was made of stone with vines growing on it. And a courtyard or a garden thing. Anyway, it was a funny show in bits so I had to laugh, and the people in the house who were watching were laughing too.

-Rayleigh Light
Author, "TB: Welcome to the Sphere"
Blog at : *link removed*

non lucid
*There was a lady who lived in this underground cave and she was telling something that a huge turtle was trying to tell me. The turtle was not happy with me for some reason. Then I just watched the turtle swim off. Then the lady gave a hug to someone who I thought was me.(The dream is in third person now.) When the cave lady hugs the person they switch bodies.

*There was a helacopter crash with people I don't know. No one was seriously hurt and I wondered how could that be.

I was at a party with a couple of friends. While I was there som older people started hitting us with sticks. Then after a little some other people came and pused them away. I got up, but no one else seemed to be there. That's all I can remember.

Morning:

I was in my hometown. I went to another house (the place is just outside our real house). It was Zy's new place. He asked me to help with something. I asked about the place if it gets flooded. He said no because there are... drainage or something. Yellow.

Afternoon:

I was walking on the street. I think I was told someone or some people were after me. I saw someone I recognized. He "guided" me to a "safe" area. In that area, I saw two other dirty-looking guys, like they have dirt all over the body. I thought they were just selling stuff, but I felt danger in the way they looked at me. I ran back and they chased me. I ran to the person I recognized and saw he has dirt around his eyes. He's also an enemy. They beat me up.

I met up with my allies later on. They asked me who it was and they will check the area where I told them I first saw the guys. They also asked me who betrayed me. I mentioned a name but I thought it was wrong and told them maybe it was someone else.

I was in an area near a bridge to the other side of the road/river. It was night. I'm wondering whether I should cross it. I didn't.

I was in college. I keep missing my Probability and Statistics class. It's two hours after my class, so I keep forgetting it and I just go home. This time, I stayed. The teacher is a plump-looking Caucasian woman.

I was on the field in school. I was on a field somewhere. In the city. BGC. I was looking for the bus. Asking around. There was a ticket area. Bought one. Blue/Violet colored card. I saw Rath. He also got a ticket. I checked the time and it's the exact time the bus will pass by the place (1:28 pm). A person near the waiting shed said out loud he sees it.

I was "home." Or at least "dorm home." The place was HUGE. I think there was a second floor, but the first floor is wide enough. I went inside a "room" that was long. It's probably about ten people with arms outstretched wide and I can't even see the other end of it (I came in from one end). Chloe was there. I said something and she said something. She went up. I think I asked who else was here because I heard some movement upstairs. The mood was color yellow.

Crazy!

The first dream was pretty scary.
I was back in Czech in my room. There was someone else there with me, I think it was Krzia. All of a sudden, in noticed that the carpet is rising at one point and it is taking shape of a person in a baby position (on his/her knees). Obviously I freak out and start punching the bump, start jumping on it etc. Somehow I know it is a demon. I managed to press it back to the floor. Then it happens again. I punch it back in again. Then, there is some kind of doll house. It starts moving or shaking. I know that it is another demon getting through. I lift the roof of the house and I see a face of a woman. I start jelling at it, punching it and jumping on it to push it back to the floor. This repeats several time. I call my parents to come and have a look. I cannot remember what happens after, but I have a feeling it stops and we find an explanation to it.

The next dream.

I am in Czech going home from Jablonec and I am at this particular rising road at the edge of my village by the skying slope. The road is in fact made of water and I am swimming home. I see myself. As I watch myself swimming as if I was filming it, I see a small boat in front of me and somewhere around is my sister and my mum. They spot a shark like fin. I go with my camera view under the water and I see it is a killer whale. It wants to play or communicate. Somehow I know that it can sense what I think, so I am calming my mind, and in fact I feel very friendly towards it. It swims around me, nudges me few times, sometimes a little bit rough which pushes me under the water. The killer whale is getting excited to play with me, but it is becoming a little violent. I decide it is better to continue swimming and ignore it.

I then get out of the water and see Martin Janda, my old class mate. He must be living in my village too. He has some trash that he wants to throw away, but is complaining to himself that there are not trash bins around. Then we get to the bus stop near central pub, and there is a notice board with hundreds of flyers and notes arranged in a cascade like manner. I am not happy that he lives in my village as I never liked him.

+ lunch buffet, some large container of potato salad-like-thing spilled/broke on the floor

+(f) computer code/coding(?)

+ summary: in restaurant/bar; guy wanted Scotch; bourbon & coke; pinky wave flirting w/girl at next table; buff tattooed guy got fat

Sitting at a table in a medium-large lounge, like restaurant or a bar or a hotel lobby. Thinking about Scotch. A guy says he wants some, I tell him to go to the bar which is through the curtains there, I think the bar is right back there. Talking to the guys at the table, I say "it's hard to make a good bourbon and coke: there's either too much bourbon, or too much coke." I'm (fake?) falling asleep at the table, leaning my heads forwards and closing my eyes. I catch the eye of a cute girl at the next table doing this. I repeatedly open my eyes and close them like I"m falling asleep. At one point I raise my right hand and give a little "pinky wave" to her. I (telepathically?) tell her she should demand a big ring from her boyfriend.

+ my mother-in-law escapes from the house (again) and makes a run for it, as we catch her, she's getting naked

+ summary: I'm the girl in a porn shoot (ew!) (doesn't get consummated)

I'm lying on a sloping couch with my hips up on the high part and my head down, I'm supposed to be the role of the girl in a porn shoot. The male actor sort of rolls over on top of me and off again, I smell his "male musk," I think I should be repelled by it but am sort of interested to note that I can understand the attraction for girls. I'm thinking about the roles in the shoot: the fluffer, the "finisher" (a stand-in female actor who goes at it with the male actor until he finishes).

+ summary: very dirty/dusty Japanese kids are lying on the clean carpet; dutiful Japanese wife doesn't want to cut the material for the football helmets

I'm lying down on the floor in the living room of some house on my left side. Two japenese boys (about 8 years old) are also lying down on their sides on the carpet, one is immediately in front of me. They are incredibly dirty/dusty, piles of dust are clearly visible covering their clothing in spots, I imagine they've been outside playing and just came in.

The dutiful Japanese wife will take care of it (?). She runs around manically taking care of the affairs of the house. The only thing she does *not* want to do is to cut out the material for the football helmets. So naturally (I?) the Japanese husband decides to produce another batch of football helmets (it's a side-business), and asks the wife to cut out the sticker material that will be placed over the helmets, it looks like this but has more designs:



I think I wonder if these colors I'm using (blue and orange?) are the colors of the team I'm selling to? Will they change their colors to match the helmets? Or should I find out the colors first and then make the helmets to match?

+ van scene mother interrupts. Our gang is busy doing something but (somebody's) mother comes by and takes charge of the scene, apologetically.

+ summary: hospital scene w/Neil Patrick Harris: "The good news is: the Dalai Lama's sandwich is ready..."

I'm in a lab nook in a hospital. It's a dramatic scene with Neil Patrick Harris. We're running through our dialog successfully, then comes the moment when the dictaphone plays its recording and we're supposed to respond seriously. It says, "The *good* news is: the Dalai Lama's sandwich is ready...<something else>". I feel my self starting to smile, I'm ruining the scene, but I can't stop, everybody laughs, I'm cracking up, I wake up still chuckling.

+ summary: throw the cheese roll from the lemon tree into the guys in the sparkly muscle car

I'm standing on the street outside my childhood home in daylight. A car pulls up in front of me, it has a huge curved hood like a 70's muscle car and is painted in some sparkly paint, some friends are in the car. I head to the neighbour L's lemon tree which has HUGE plastic-looking lemons hanging from it, and we decide to give the guys a huge roll of cheese. This thing is about 1 meter across, and looks like a roll of white home insulation. It's not all cheese, the cheese is in a long strip in between the packing material. I toss the cheese wheel into the open car door.

+ summary: a twisty fast teacup amusement park ride through short tunnels, I'm concerned about the noose

DO: I'm a moving observer looking at a scene of a fairly large amusement park ride made up of curving twisty rounded passages running through a series of short tunnels. I see the beginning of the ride where the system raises up and shoots forward the car which is a rounded cup itself of a few people sitting inside. One one passage there is a noose hanging down, maybe above the level where it will catch me on the head/neck, I'm concerned about this noose.

+ summary: continuing sit-com: a group of us makes a video that makes us famous and we keep remaking it; afterwards, card game in the bar

A long series of short scenes about making a video with a group of friends that becomes very popular. We each have a roll and a name. One guy is named "Rick." There is me and one other guy and a girl. After the shooting we return to the bar (the bourbon bar from the earlier dream). I sit down myself alone at a table while the group moves to a booth farther on. I think "why am I separating myself?" I go to join them and move to sit on the couch in the booth next to one of the guys, "No reason for me to stay apart from you guys!" I say. One asks "would you like to play <something>" (a card game), I say "Yes!", he deals I get two cards, I realized I do not know how to play this game and ask someone to tell me the rules.

1. I was by myself inside of a large open house. The lights were off inside of the house but it was daytime outside so I could see around perfectly. There were alot of windows around the house too. I remember thinking to myself, just be amazed by just how big the room was that I was in. It was the biggest room I had ever seen in a house before. I started walking around, again, still by myself.
Suddenly I see a girl all the way across from me on the other side of the room. She has dirty blonde hair and its put in a pony tail. I've seen her once before in real life, and I found her extremely attractive. She sees me and smiles. I walk over to her, and holy crap it was a long walk for being inside of a house. It was like I was walking the length of a grocery store parking lot. Once I get over to this girl I immediately get the vibe that she wants to kiss, so I initiate kissing.
After about 2 seconds of kissing I wake up from my dream. Upon awakening I'm fairly disappointed. "Oh hell no I'm not done yet" I thought to myself and then I hop back into the dream and continue the make-out session that I started. After we make-out for a bit I let the dream end.

Interesting isn't it? I've once again seen just how much belief plays into the hobby of Lucid Dreaming. I don't even do DEILD or anything at all and I got it down perfectly. I even opened my eyes completely when I woke up, thought about the dream for a minute or so, and then decided to go back in. The thing is, I didn't give myself a choice for failure, it was like failure wasn't even possible. I think I've discovered something great in Lucid Dreaming.

I had some lucidity today. I tried teleporting with mixed results. I flew a little, I was not very conscious but I knew I was dreaming. My biggest issue is not trying to improve my lucidity through commands. If I do that, I might improve a lot.

November 26, 2014

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I was inside some sort of video game, and I was completing a quest. But this was my second time doing the quest; I was on a dummy save file and was only getting the reward from the quest so I could send it to my main save file.

So, I was doing this quest so fast that NPCs thought I was some sort of God. I skipped a few steps too. Toward the end of the quest, I was talking with a few make NPCs who, the first time I'd played the game, had given my false information. You were supposed to go to that location and do some side quest in order to find out the NPCs had been mistaken, and I actually had to go to the Bell Tower. So when they told me what I was looking for was in some other location, I told them, "Nah I already know where to go. It's at the Bell Tower."

And they followed me to the bell tower to see if I was right. When I was, they were amazed and asked me how I knew all this. I ignored them and went to the next part of my quest: I had to climb this big ladder to get the final piece of the puzzle. But the wrongs were coated in something deadly to me, and so I had to go around asking NPCs for their shirts, so I could put the shirts on the wrongs so they wouldn't touch my skin when I climbed.

I got the last piece, and took it to this room that, now that I think about it, felt a LOT like a room in another dream from long ago... Anyways, I had to climb another ladder that was leaning against nothing. It was also super tall and went just within reach of a trap-door in the fielding of the room. I had to climb the ladder without it falling and attach the final piece to the trapdoor so that I could open it, to get into a glass dome at the top of the world with the reward in it. I remember that it was a little terrifying to be on the ladder even though it was the second time I'd done it.

I woke up when I picked up the quest reward.

I was in room, and realized I was lucid. I have no idea why I knew, I just knew. The clarity was decent. There was window, hinged at the top, and partially open at the bottom. There were old, wrecked, brick buildings outside, partially destroyed. Bricks were lying in piles, and the ground was uneven. It looked like a destroyed WW2 European town. The dream appeared black and white. This was odd because I usually dream in color. I ran, and did the superman leap, in an attempt to fly out the window’s opening. It didn’t work out too well. I hit the window and fell about 15 feet and did a faceplant.

I momentarily questioned my lucidity. Maybe I wasn’t dreaming? Wait, I don’t feel any pain, I must be dreaming. I stood up and saw a girl off in the distance, running. I decide to go and take a closer look. Then I seemed not to have a body at all (hard to describe). I zoomed up to her, and she then turned into a rusty steel pipe, about 1 foot long. She flew off as a pipe, and I followed close behind, bodiless. She landed in a pile of old, rusty, old pipes, and then my body came back. I kept a close eye on which pipe she was in the pile of old, rusty pipes. I went to grab the pipe (her), but the pipe quickly shot up into the air, and became a very large, rusty pipe floating vertically right in front of me. It was about 5 feet long and 18 inches in diameter. I got a little scared at this point. Was I going to get a pipe beating? I woke up because I got scared. I should have gone and hugged that big, old, rusty pipe. That usually works for me when I see something scary in a dream. Yes, this only works in dreams.

November 25, 2014

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So in this dream, there were like five different story-lines that happened in the same pool.

It was the pool at a house my aunt owned. The house itself resembled one she lived in for a while when I was a kid, but that house didn't have a pool...
Anyways, the house was my aunt's, and in the first of the story-lines, I was swimming in the pool with my brothers, cousins, and my cousins's best friend and roommate from high school. I somehow found out she was a crack dealer, and this was somehow so life-shattering. I've only met this girl like three times in my life, but somehow this news just shattered me, and I told my older brother about it and he flipped out, too.

In the second plot, the pool was the site of some sort of cub-scouts or camp-type thing. There were boats in the pool (it was pretty big), and we were all earning some merit badges. It was a co-ed group or something. But the other scouts really didn't like me, and so they kept pushing me into the water and trying to sabotage me.

In the third plot, it was night time, and the pool was lit up. There was a party going on, so there were a lot of people in the pool. In one of the corners, there was a huge group of people globbed together. I also saw a couple making out or something. I was sitting on the ladder and watching people, talking to my brothers who were nearby. I decided to swim around, and when I got around the huge group of people, I noticed the light in that corner of the pool was out. I was about to turn around, when someone grabbed my ankle and dragged me under. I could see arms and legs flailing around me, and thought that I was getting tangled in the lovers having sex in the water, but I wasn't sure really what was going on. I was drowning though, I knew that. It was really scary, but I could breathe. I got very slightly aware at that point, but the dream shifted and it was daytime and I surfaced. There were no people around me, and it was light, but the sun was setting. I get out of the water as fast as a could, because it was turning into monsters and demons and dogs that were bighting me. I told my brother that the water was out to get me, and even the pool toys were going to hurt me. I never actually saw the water and pool toys turn into monsters, but I had memories and visions of it happening that kept flashing in my vision. I ran inside to the kitchen and pretty much lost lucidity and sat on the table, holding my knees and staring out the window at the pool. My whole family was really worried that I was going crazy, and tried to coax me back out to the pool.

By the time I got back out to the pool, I was in a new (the 5th and final of them) plot-line. In this one, I had heard about a local legend about a water god and a mortal woman who had fallen in love. But they also had a deep wish to save humanity. The only way they could do that was to perform a ritual that could grant any wish. The ritual was such that they would have to basically become corpses, unmoving and unfeeling, all but one day of the year. Every year, they had to perform the ritual again. Only for that day, they could become live flesh again in order to continue the ritual. But because any other people could come and perform the ritual for their own wish, the lovers also had to guard the underwater temple on the day of the ritual and not allow any to enter, lest the wrong wish be granted.

I had heard of this legend a while ago, so it was in the back of my mind as I swam in the pool, enjoying the fresh air and cool water. I noticed that the water was flowing over an edge (the edge where the huge group was before, actually), and went to investigate it. I found out I could swim over the edge and became fish-like in my movements. I swam into an underwater building-like thing, and found that I could breathe underwater. I looked around, and suddenly there was a corpse that looked just like me. Like it could have been me, if I wasn't right there. I actually patted myself to check I was still there, and knew something was off, but didn't realize I was dreaming. My heightened awareness level made this weird in-between state very interesting. It was like a normal dream with bursts of lucidity fractions of a second long.

The corpse-me suddenly opened its eyes, and grabbed me as I went toward the entrance to the stairs that led to a room I felt drawn to. I struggled with me, and suddenly realized that I must be the mortal woman from the legend. I knew me was me, but Me didn't know I was her. I was almost at the stairs, and she was about to kill me, but I turned and yelled, "IT'S THE GLEICHE WISH FOR ME!" (Gleiche=German for same)

Me let me go, and must have realized I was her, and turned to live-flesh. She took my hand and we both went up the stairs. The water God was up there, and when he saw us both, he took our hands and led us to a bed. Apparently the ritual was intense sex. And since it was me, another me, and him, it was super weird but that made it more exciting. There were some very interesting sensations there. The other me watched the ritual, then closed her eyes, we sent back in time a few days, and I felt my body turning into a zombie-thing. The water God whispered something about loving me forever and to wait for him until next year. I saw him also turn to zombie-corpse version, and the dream faded, and I opened my eyes back at the pool house a few days prior.



This all happened in less than an hour, and because of the weird terror portion of it, I couldn't sleep much after that. But I did manage another 2-ish hours at 4am, and had this next dream:

I was a high school student filming a movie, and I got on a boat to find a site to film at, and the boat was huge. It looked like a normal jet-boat on the outside, but the inside was so huge. Like everything was just too big.

I was with my male classmate, who wrote the story with me, and we landed at an island with a 3rd world-ish society on it. We were going to film at the school on that island, but we found out someone had dammed the river that flowed through the town. It was a vital part of the story, so we were worried, but we found the culprit, who was a student at the school who hated everyone. But the kid found out the water was dying because he'd blocked it, and so he let it go again and we were able to film.

27.11.2014

Walking backwards and stumbling against a wall of bushes. (WBTB)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

This was an odd way to get lucid, well, not really but the situation is. Having here a bit of a hard time adjusting to the winter in my new place, it is humid and very cool, and the heat at the house is not strong enough for me (I am used to San Diego year round summer) So I woke up around 5am after waking up a million times earlier and feeling the cold hitting my bones... got frustrated and got into the computer. After 30 minutes or so, I went back to bed, hoping i would fall asleep fast as I was sleepy. As I was falling asleep, I was thinking like "some WBTB... maybe I turn lucid."

And pretty much I found myself in a dream, however, it was not a WILD but I had a false awakening and I felt that I was in a dream, even though, I was still feeling cold. I grabbed a little lamp that I had and I figured it would no longer work. As I turned it on, it started to do a very weird play of random colored lights, knowing I was indeed dreaming.

I got out from bed and glided outside from home. I was happy I finally fell asleep and I was feeling refreshed from the lucid. I was in the middle of the road and it was night. This was similar to the road in front of my house, and there were no cars. I saw a wall of bushes, similar to this:







I recalled "Walk backwards until you bump into something/someone. Turn around to see what it is. (Jenkees)" so I turned around and start walking backwards, assuming I would stumble against the bushes. It took (what it felt) a while to even hit something. As I did several steps back, way more than the distance from where I was at first place and the bushes. I was tempted to look back to see what was going on, but I figured I could fail the task, so I just kept walking backwards for a while until I hit a ton of leaves. The bushes were different now, as it was like branches with autumm brownish leaves. I felt satisfied as accomplishing this task.

I focused it was time to go kick Dark Vather's butt (a new dare I just got) and maybe fly to the sun in the process (an anyone dare and old goal of mine) but as soon as I started levitating to fly to space, I lost the dream like instantly and woke up.

From here, I had a chain of mini-lucids and double consciousness state, with a very blurr memory of what happened.

I was at my home. I looked at my hand and noticed something strange. For some reason i tried to push my hands trough the wall (its my reality check). So i pushed my both of my hands to the wall and spread them to open the wall and see whats behind it. I kind of realized i was dreaming but i didnt say it. So i kept opening the walls with my hands because it was cool until i became bored and went outside. At outside suddenly the dream story popped up in my head and it was something like that i had 2 abilities one was the wall thing and the other was charged punch. The story was that we were in some kind of competision where we had a partner and we fought other partners which had also uniqie powers.
So i got to this grasfield near forest where i saw this other some guys fighting. I saw a dude killing a woman with his powers and who was also in this competision. I got angry and ran towards him and punched him with the charged punch. My hand released these dark yellow impact once i hit him and he flew back. The guy looked evil and my punch didnt have much impact. The guy ran amazing speeds around me then tried to attack me. I decided to damage him without killing. As he closed up to me i put my finger in his shoulder which some reason started to turn the guys shoulder vein black. I then but my other hand in it and spread my finger which cause him ability to lose his shoulder. I though that he was going to kill others if i didnt do it.
Then after that i thought what should i do and remembered oh yeah this is a dream and i tried to punch the ground with charged punch and saw impact of dark yellow light spread massively. I thought it was cool and i wanted to go somewhere but i woke up. After that i had boring dreams about normal life.

I'm on a ship in a storm, approaching a whirlpool, almost certainly about to sink. None of this affects me, I'm only passing through, but I know one of the men on this ship. I talk to him, asking if he's familiar with a certain infamous pirate - I name a name. He doesn't recognize it. That's a pity - in actuality he's quite close with the woman I named, I was just trying to find out where I am in the timeline. If he doesn't recognize that name for her, that means we're so early in the timeline that she hasn't gone to sea yet. If this had just happened a little later, I could have brought her here to save him. But there's nothing I can do for him here and now. I step up onto the railing at the edge of the deck, looking for the portal in the storm.

As Rumpelstiltskin (in name and appearance at least - mentally, I'm still halfway the version of me from that storm scene), there's a small group of men who've retrieved the witch bottle in which I was trapped for a very long time. They've retrieved it from a point in the timeline when I was still inside it, so as I'm watching them from hiding, I catch sight of that past version of me inside the bottle. He looks so incredibly young to me, though I haven't physically aged since then. It's all the emotion on his face, the fear. I focus on the pebbled skin, new to him - I realize they've taken the bottle from almost immediately after I first lost human form.

When I realize that, I become agitated, anxious, a sort of coldness around my heart (such a strong emotion that it lasted a minute after I woke up - that hasn't happened in a while, I enjoyed that). The emotion is partially from forcibly remembering how it had felt when I'd been in that bottle myself, a sort of flashback feeling. There was something I'd been desperate to avert, but I'd been unable to do anything about it from inside that trap. But remembering isn't the only reason I'm so worked up - if I take that bottle now, there's a chance I could change how things unfold in his timeline, save his version of the person I'd wanted to save. Nothing that's happened since that time has mattered to me as much as this. But I hesitate to act - I'm terrified of how it could go wrong, of wasting this miraculous chance.

As I follow the men with the witch bottle - I'm walking on rooftops or listening from behind stone walls, out of sight - one of them is talking. He's not the leader of their little group, but he's the one who was able to retrieve the bottle from the past. They hadn't been aiming for the bottle specifically, they'd just been trying to capture me, and time can get a bit fuzzy when you're reaching between worlds. You have to be specific. He's saying, "It's the wrong time. He has little power now." It's the present me they wanted, or at least a version of me with a few more centuries behind him than that frightened thing in the bottle.