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Morning of March 6, 2018. Tuesday.



My dream takes place in an ambiguous location as is most often the case. It seems to have an atypical essence that combines the living room (and porch in the last segment) of the Barolin Street house with my old bedroom in Cubitis.

The main focus near the beginning of my dream is upon two black plastic guns of which I supposedly had as a child (but in reality, had not, despite the sense of faux familiarty common to dreams). I seem to be about twenty years of age, though this is uncertain. I decide to throw them out, and break them into pieces. They each break into three pieces, the barrel, the stock, and the trigger (and housing).

I go to the front of the porch, where there is typical indoor outdoor ambiguity, and drop the pieces into a cardboard storage box that I assume had been put out for rubbish removal. They fall down between some other (unknown) objects on the side closest to me. Suddenly, my focus changes and I realize that this box belongs to Carol (older half-sister on my mother’s side; she died in December 2009). She appears as she was in the early 1980s. I apologize to her for accidentally dropping the pieces of my broken toy guns and mixing them with her own stored items. I tell her that they are deeper down in the box, under some other items, and that I cannot reach them now (as I am sure she does not want broken junk mixed in with her possessions). I am unsure if she is moving to another house, but that is possibly the case. She is not annoyed. She only expresses curiosity. (It is not much of an issue anyway, though my dream self greatly exaggerates the otherwise minimal event.)

From here, I start to talk to her about all the model kits of animals she had given me for Christmas when I was a boy. I mention the deer, the large black horse (of a much larger scale than the other kits), and several others, finally focusing the most on the mother bear and cubs model kit. She talks about the two small doors that opened under the base, apparently for storing something. This was not a real feature, but I accept it (false dream state memory). I vaguely associate it with a battery compartment, but my dream meanders from here into the waking transition.

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This is a very familiar autosymbolic dream template of which has repeated in one way or another, thousands of times, for over fifty years, and in fact, is one of my most common waking transitions. However, the details are otherwise usually very different, but not so different that I do not recognize all the key factors.

The first key factor is the porch setting, the porch being autosymbolism for a specific level of unconsciousness, inherently closer to the conscious self identity than other settings and almost always the last setting when rendered in a dream.

The second key factor is in the act of getting rid of my guns (even if they are only toys). This means that my dream self is subliminally aware that I am in the dream state (though not viably lucid). It means that I surrender my fictitious dream self essence to the biological factor of RAS modulation. (Liminal dream state awareness as well as liminal dream control are common factors in my dreams, as it is biologically impossible to be unaware that I am dreaming, of which has a direct influence on the autosymbolic nature of the dream itself, and this is what “interpreters” seemingly have no understanding of.)

The third key factor is RAS personification. It is passive here as my older sister Carol (as my dream self has cast away the aggressive factor into the cortex, as symbolized by the box). Preconscious “showdowns” are often rendered on a porch, even as they were in very early childhood.

I then am thankful for the nature of my life. The base of the model kit being vaguely thought of as relating to a battery compartment is related to the neural energy required to achieve consciousness reascension (waking).

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The dream scene is a cliff. On the right is a steep drop to a deep ocean with waves crashing against the cliff. We are on the very top of the cliff. In my vision I overlook a small uprising to the left of me and a small little cave uplifted from the land to the right. It seems like there's a large colony of species here. That species are like a bunch of Dr. Mundo's from LoL running around. And I'm a little blue guy, or someone is a little blue guy running around.

Part of that dream is I'm trying to get downtown to have fun with my roommate Mustafa. And the last stop is a bar that seems like the last stop and we are simultaneously there are the bar drinking while also being there the next morning hungover talking about the night before. And we were at the last stop for several moments interacting with other entities. But eventually I was in an adventure of the small blue guy who was in jeopardy of floating off of this cliff. This place had the classic non threatening zombie feeling.

My next dream was at an amusement park. I think a lot of things happened at this amusement park, I always think it's at KD but who knows.

I remember I appeared at the top of the hill of this random roller coaster going up and down hills that were very high up in the air but the turns were 180 degrees and the extra hills in between. I remember thinking this was BS. I started to be on the roller coaster as it was going into some sort of commercial, it was telling me that it was the bumpiest ride in the world and it started to go over bumps, then it started to tell me it was like the squishiest ride "I say like because it wasn't the direct language but it said something like this" and then the seats started to get squished and the roller coaster was shimmying forward towards the station.

We eventually got into the station which was this oddly shaped station sort of shapped like the voice stadium. There was a rollercoaster that came through. I had the thought that I wanted to ride in the front so I left people go in front of me even though I was near the very back. The train came back and I was going to get on but realized I wasn't in the front so people were getting in my seats. Another train came that had an extra blue seat like a handicap seat. I got an overview of the place and I could not see people were going to the bathroom near the ride and looking at the big screen in the station. It turned into a summer camp sort of thing.

Later on I was in a dream at the amusement park.

For the record I've been to this dream amusement park many times I recognize it pretty well.

At some point I was in the park and the beginning was the lochness monster from busch gardens and I was getting taken into the park on a beginning trip. They brought me to the ride which apparently had two options, one being the whole ride and one being the place where we go upside down. I think we ended up doing the upside down part as we went through the station.

My view eventually shifted and I was in this massive place like we were ants compared to this amusement park. There was this wall filled with rides in front of us. There were sections of places.

I remember I was in between the sections climbing around. There were black ropes in between these places. I was swinging around these places having fun. It was like a giant game. There was a danger zone in the middle but it wasn't dangerous. I was swinging between the places. I meet up with a group of people, one of them is Abby and she starts to talk about her body in a way.

Eventually I someone am outside that place on the side of a house or in the basement of this place and there's a white house with green shutters or dark shutters to the right of me. It's a suburban house with a very tight down gate, I mean the dog comes out and has one or two feet or room wrapping the house with a dog bone in front of it. I remember the dog from a previous dream.

I've been trying to have a lucid dream for a long time now. It seems like my excitement in highschool really helped me back in the day.

I went to a concert saturday night and saw dj snake in washington dc. Not planned, aunt molly decided to join me. And it seemed like a substance that helped me get there.

The dream scene was a cafe. There was a counter to the right of me that wraped right. There was a menu above the counter and people behind there answering orders for people in a line to the right corner. To the left corner was a round table with people sitting down. Outside is daytime. At the concert I had seen someone wearing a mask from v for vendetta. In the dream, someone is in front of me. I start to say in my mind "this is a dream.... this is a dream..... this is a dream!!!!" and there I was in a very real cafe. It's crowded with vivid colors. The person in front of me starts to take down his vendetta mask, people in the background wearing the masks start to take down their masks and are all looking at me.

I start to lose lucidity, I start to forget this is a dream although I'm yelling that this is a dream. Someone sits me down at the table to the left of me. There's five or six people at the table giving me looks. A guy across from me has a tea cup full of a substance showing me something. He tells me to do what he's doing, he takes a sip of this substance of what I think is coffee and he swishes it around his mouth violently and then spits it out. He tells me "this is the way to lucidity." So I try, I take a sip and start to gargle it in my mouth and then when I try to spit it out there's nothing in my mouth so I try again a little bit embarassed.

And when I try again, I get it in my mouth and spit it into the cup, in my vision is this crazy psychedelic vision where there's 5 bright yellow lights in a diamond and one in the middle all over my vision, and it starts to overwhelm me.

Eventually I end up at a ski resort yelling that it's a dream. I'm looking at my gloves and getting really excited, I was on a ski lift overlooking a mountain. I could see people below me having a good weekend skiing. The ski lift had turned backwards several times keeping me riding.

I need to mention here that I had very lucid experiences but because my dream recall is not up to par, I cannot remember the best details of the dream. It was an amazing experience but I can't really explain the best part about it all because I haven't been trying hard enough in dream recall. There were conversations that went on in that cafe and there were conversations with someone with me on the ski lift that I cannot remember because remember your dreams is very difficult for a good reason.


I had another non-lucid where I was in a house that looked like a country house out in a field. I was there and it seemed like my brothers were living there, but in a way I was an old man and the people living there were also old man. I went to leave off the back porch. There were spider webs all around the deck that blocked me off from the back lawn. And it was not just obvious nightmare webs it was very subtle webs that I would look at very carefully before telling someone near me that there was no way I was going there.

And at some point I give a very soft attempt at getting out and I pay the consequences because these spiders aren't normal spiders they must be from some other universe. Two spiders climb on my left hand, they start to burrow into my skin. It's like they are using my skin as a blanket and they tuck themselves into my palm but it doesn't really hurt. I become part of a very quick and limited commentary where someone explains the reason of this. The scene is changing in front of me but I'm focused on the bugs that are burrowing in side of my skin making red marks.

Fell asleep at: 11:30 PM


Woke up at: 6:30 AM



Dream 20: Damn QTE's...

Laying on my bed during the daytime, early morning I'd guess. I'm playing a sort of Heavy Rain styled game on my 3DS with a zombie apocalypse setting. My character is limping away from a horde of zombies as both of his legs are broken. The button prompts are faded and move around on screen, obscuring my vision as I try to determine what button it wants me to press.

For some reason, I had a really terrible time trying to get past the QTEs. I distinctly remember my character getting chomped on by zombies two times because of failed/missed button prompts. I got real pissed off and just turned the game off afterwards.

This is one dream I really wish I had gotten lucid in, honestly. The morning sky, vivid imagery, and near life-like setting would have been an amazing world to play around in. It could have very easily turned into a level four lucid dream if I tried.

Creepy FA

I woke up in my room with semi sleep paralysis. I felt an evil presence there and started calling out to Satan??? Really strange I would do that. That's all I remember.

I had a lucid at some point but I forget the details.

Cookies

Asuka sent me to visit Jamie with a bunch of cookies. I felt very awkward bringing them over. I kept wondering why Asuka would send me to visit someone i haven't talked to in several years. I was really dreading the meeting.

Lost

I was heading home but wound up in my backyard and discovered a huge ditch with parts under construction. I tried crossing a part with a bridge that was just a tarp strung up. I fell off it somehow and landed on a plank. I discovered pathways in the ditch and the place seemed a lot bigger. I didn't want to get lost in there so I decided to try and climb back up.

Other dreams are coming to the surface but can't hold onto them.

1 million

Dream about some youtuber who said he would take off his hat if he hit 1 million subscribers. He wound up hitting that many. Then he was walking around town at night with his hat off. I thought he looked really strange with a bald head.

Friday March 2nd 2018

I was working… where in the, look around me and it seems I am walking around the street with a tall man, he is black and has a weird hat on his head; he keeps going on and on about something and that catches my attention for a bit but finally shake him off and wander to look at a house and then feel my heavy body, becoming lucid.

The man grabs my arm and I am about to push him when he says this is not the place “What…” memories start to come into my head, WHAT! I already got paid and made a deal with him to pay him daily from my earnings at the zoo, he will rent me a house or more like, a small apartment.

69m2 that I will be given soon. He leads me into a big place, all around there are tall walls and reminds me of the nasty place where I sadly had to kill that dog.

While he is leading the way and showing and explaining about the house, I remember that last time too; had gone to waking world from a soccer field and then woke up here in the abandoned building and even worse now, made a deal with a random person I have never spoken to.

The man stops and tells me this is my new house. The place really seems spacious all empty, and all muddy. He will let me stay here and shows me that above are my new neighbors; I say hi to them and prepare to go inside when I realize they all look alike to my family members, they even have the same names.

They wonder how I knew but are rather friendly, we start to chat “Is this why my body choose this one planet in the new PR?” I ask myself; everyone seems to be family but they of course don’t know me. What is going on, what’s happening with this new planet?

Back to sleep.

I am walking around a flea market with the neighbors. They are really nice people, wonder why I was so cold to them before… what? I am always cold, this is weird. Become lucid while walking and then wonder if that was the thought process of the body I have?

Feel oppressed and mad at the same time, why is he moving without my consent? When I woke up, my body used to either go into a dormant state or disappear, the most is I could create a spell to control… what?

Right, I used to control it. So no matter who I possessed they were powerless against me and eventually meet their own demise trying to fight my will. I am too weak right now and can’t afford to defeat this man! That’s the real reason why I am having to struggle so much.

I sit back on his mind and let him speak to them, let him talk and take control. He too has realized that at times I take over and he feels insecure. He used to live however on the streets all alone, he even was captured by soldiers and they were about to experiment on him.

This man, he is happy and terrified of me at the same time; he remembers when I killed the guards but not my thoughts, its like he can only watch what I do. I start to learn from him so that I may kill him in the future and make this body fully my own.

He likes eating meat, he likes talking to people. He loves his new life, I feel so disgusted. Want to crush him so badly but we are both sharing the same body. This had never happened before, the shock of me taking over normally placed them in a mental coma or killed them, especially during my time in book world.

I want them all dead, in fact imagine them dying at my hands and one of my visions shows me their faces in terror as I take over later on, he sees the vision and shakes his head then throws water at his face, he will fight such visions, he is even thinking of going to watch a wizard or a doctor once I make more money for him at the zoo to get rid of me? HA! Don’t make me laugh, this must be also the reason why I am this weak.

Back to sleep.

The next thing I know is that we are going to the zoo… who is we? I become lucid midway and stop. It is getting late, before it is 12am I should be at the zoo and this bastard took his sweet time talking to the DCs that look like my family.

I start to run to get there in time and the manager is there opening to the public, thank goodness it’s the weekend.

She greets me and says she will be on my care today too “Too?” ask her “You saved the blue fire kittens yesterday, remember?” she says, I detect something strange in her wording and herself in general.

I am about to ask but she smiles and leaps at me, hugs me and says she wasn’t expecting me to come back or even less be on time “Don’t play dumb” tell her, she smiles again and goes on her way content, saying “shhh” as people start to go in.

Thursday March 1st 2018

The first thing I remember is that I was inside a building. Get out and feel hungry as hell… AH right can’t use powers right now.

Get out of the building and find some scraps around the ground, also try to search for Adam but it seems he is all but gone now, maybe I should have kept him? Nah, always been alone and will continue to be like that.

Gather the scraps of food, it seems to be cookies. Start to eat them. Look at the ground and feel so shitty… I was not this weak, what am I supposed to do right now? Sit down and start to play with what I have around until I hear a sound; stand up and stand firm looking all around me for something to come but there is nothing.

The building I was on is completely abandoned and some thugs may come in which is bad in my current state. Start to wander around but don’t see any signs of human life which is even worse! That means that even dangerous humans don’t hang around here, why?

There are many void rooms and you can see through all of the first floor which is now all but gone. I don’t feel safe her eat all so walk outside and find a half-dead tree tall enough for me to hide there in the meantime, still feel uneasy.

Back to sleep.

I’m having a dream within the dream, do realize this fact but can’t move? What the hell, feel even heavier than normal but the body moves freely despite my efforts to order it otherwise. Then I realize that this is not a normal dream, but rather something that happened?

I am in the tree, lying down and then some weird creature shows up and jumps at me, I wake up in the “real” tree, still lucid. What was that? I start to think and then realize it, precognition! Well, I do have a power then.

Hear rustling not too far from me and remember the “dream”, jump down and see the creature. It has an eye on top of its nose, a dog-like weird creature. It jumps straight at me just like in the dream and I move sideways and push it aside.

Try to see again towards the future and it jumps, this time the eye shots itself at me while I’m trying to evade and it seems to have acid that dissolves my arm. Alright!

Wait for it to jump once more at me and when it does the eye is shot, instead of evading I leap towards the dog and let it bite on my arm while diving it into its mouth and gouging out its real eye, the thing from the nose is protruding some liquid that is falling down.

It starts to convulse and I feel weird again, the nose explodes leaving acid all around so I open my hand inside its stomach and take it out while trying to scratch as much as possible from its intestines.

The thing does explode on its nose and there is acid all around, I fall to the ground exhausted and look at the dogs face melting and all of its acid falling down.

Back to sleep.

I’m lying on the ground, the sun is about to set. Stand up and become lucid from the difficulty I have on standing up. The dog is still there and I can hear weird sounds. Go over to the dog and kick it a few times, it is effectively dead.

Grab a few branches off of the tree and then start a small fire before the sun finishes setting, as my precognition let me know that upon setting more creatures will come here roaming for food. The dog came alone as it was hungry, considering how thin it is.

Drag the dog over to the fire and cook it, have like 20 mins before the sun sets. Toss most of the body over inside the building and take the legs for myself, since they have a lot more muscle and meat in them. Start to eat them while walking out of the place before the sun sets, also make sure to run as much as possible and arrive at a human settlement.

When I get to a small town, find they have a pretty popular and big Zoo. There is a river even that goes through. Go there and take off my shirt, clean my arm from the blood and disinfect it as best as I can before continuing and when I find a good place start eating the leg.

Back to sleep.

Lying next to a river, see a lot of cages, a zoo? Get up and become lucid in the process… scream so angrily, I want to have my powers back! A girl approaches me and I see using my precognition that she is the zoo keeper. She is also in charge of the place from the way she presents herself.

When she comes I call her by her name and she seems confused since this is our first meeting, tell her that I came here for the vacant of the Zoo as a cleaner, which again confuses her as such a thing does not exist.

I talk about some recent events all mentioned by her, slightly during precognition and she catches on, she at first believes me to be the maker of such events and injuring the animals but quickly leaves that aside when I show her who the culprit is by catching him.

We discuss my pay to be daily for the time being, since I have no house and am new at the city, we also discuss some other things about the zoo and how I will help her with it.

Back to sleep.

I’m walking besides a riverside and feel light as hell, dream! Try to teleport and fail, try to use many powers and all fail… oh yeah, fuck you world. I remember that right now I’m on duty and continue with my job.

The next thing I see is a kitty drowning and quickly follow up my vision. When I arrive, there IS a meowing coming from besides the river, but not on ground and not on water either.

It seems that a cat was trapped, or more like used to live in there? She choose a place to live encaged by iron, just with enough space to fit herself in but no food, why was she there? She could come out and in at any time but didn’t and instead the place became rusty and would soon be devoured by the river and despite been able to flee, she choose to stay.

Go over there and bend on to take out the cat, she is mad but does not bite me and just hisses. Once I have taken her out realize what happened, there are little kitties inside incapable of going out themselves! And the mother can not bring them out using her mouth for the water would hurt them. Quickly go myself to grab a bag and bring out the kitties of the place.

The sun is setting and I am playing with the kitties, they are all beautiful with shades of blue color. Unlike the blue Russian cat these ones are actually blue with other shades of colors in their fur, they are simply beautiful and I take my sweet time playing with them.

Video.
Here was my dream journal drawing video for the day.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8dS2CLwuPIk

A few nights ago my dreams were more vivid when I played my Pokemon game. I can't always find time to play it but I will try to pay attention to if vivid dreams correlate with when I play that game, since it is graphically vivid.


Return the Gold Coins.

This was the first time I woke up throughout the night. The first part of the dream that I can remember involved a baseball game. The first baseman caught the ball and got a guy out who had just bat. It seemed fast.

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I was in a parking lot, backing out of a spot with friends in the car. I rubbed against the car to my right, but there wasn't damage.

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My Dad was helping me or my friends get out of a parking space or something. He was setting up a rig to tow the car. Before we left, I had to return this stack of gold coins. My Uncle would be mad if I took the gold coins with me. I really wanted to take them with me. But I looked around the woods we were in to find a place to put them. They were gold coins with a reddish shine.

I gave the gold coins to an older woman whose house was nearby. Then I saw W N pushing a janitor's cart from bathroom to bathroom. Also somewhere in there I washed a baby's face.

My sister shot me!

In parts I forgot, there was some kind of video game my sister and I were playing.

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Where my memory starts better is that my parents were having J R and L L over, two of their friends, and other friends in that friend circle they had. L was cooking some rice dish. he warned me that there was alcohol in it. My Uncle was commenting on my Pokemon shirt and saying something was the solution.

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I found myself eating some of that rice, then wondering if the alcohol had been cooked out, or put on after cooking. Not wanting to risk it, I spit out the alcohol.

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I got into a fight with my Mom and Sister somehow. In the kitchen I was shaking my fists at them and saying mean things. My Mom said I have a lot of issues. I forgot what sparked the fight. I was afraid she would call the police when I was just expressing my emotions.

The lights got brighter and I was trying to take out the light bulbs. When I took both out, a new light came on.This made me realize it was a dream. My sister ran into my Mom's room and I followed her. I could tell she was going to get a weapon to attack me for some reason. Sure enough, once I got to my Mom's room, she was reaching into a white couch. She pulled out a shot gun and aimed it at me. She fired it. I didn't know what to do. I don't remember what exactly happened after that. I think I had a false awakening of trying to dream journal before actually waking up. Also, I fell back asleep before I recorded these, and had to do some mental digging. Luckily, I was able to salvage some. Got to walk that fine line between not recording too soon before I am done going over it in my mind, while not waiting so long to record I fall back to sleep.

Flying Dog

My memory of this dream begins with me being hit with a tranquilizer dart. I forgot what happened before that. But I was lucid at that point.
So I was a dog running around. Then I was hit with a tranquilizer dart kind of thing. But instead of a tranquilizer, I got the understanding that it was actually a stimulant dart. It gave me the power to fly and concentrate. There were all these colored darts on the walls. I was in some kind of competition where the goal was to fly around and gather as many darts as possible as fast as I could. The darts became magic markers. I realized I could use telekinesis to pull the darts to me. This helped me gather a lot more points faster. I had to put them under a table as I went. Eventually I just chilled out in one place and moved them all telekinetically. Then up on a balcony thing there was a woman pulling down some darts. I used telekinesis to put a bunch of giant aqua green markers on top of her. It didn't crush her or anything, just sort of rolled off her back. I don't know why I did that.

Then I was a human again. I had a crate of silver coins. A woman asked me for help getting a quarter out of a coin collector case, like the ones they had for the states quarters. I helped her get it out. Then there was a very small child there, crying a lot. I thought of giving him a quarter, and maybe that would help him feel better. A slightly older toddler was behind him, not crying. I decided against giving him the coin since that might not be what he needs now. maybe he needs someone to just listen. I think that was the part I woke up from. Maybe I could have asked, "Why are you crying?" But I didn't think of it.

I think after that one was when I had my false awakening. I dreamed I was writing and recording my dreams. But in a different setting than usual. A brown room with 3 guys at a big podium, talking about some different things. The guy on the right was being silly and making silly hand gestures. Then he went and sat in a chair on ground level. I looked closer and saw he had a big neck. he looked to me like a popular actor who has passed on so I wondered what he was doing there. Then it became a T V show which ended. Then another show began. I could feel everyone in the room having a sense of togetherness about watching the show together. The show started with seeing someone walking from behind a glass window. It was called University of Pace. Then I woke up.

Brontosaurus Kiss!

This dream sequence began, well, I forgot how exactly it began. At one point I was trying to get a grease trap from my old house to bring to install in the stove in our new house. I was afraid it wouldn't line up size wise but then it turned out it looked like it would.

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After that my memory of it begins with me examining this thermostat. It looked more like a circuit breaker but it was where our thermostat used to be in my parents previous house. I was worried because no one had lived there for a few days, but the heat had been on. So I was trying to turn it off. I didn't want to call my Dad to ask him how, because he would be stressed that it had been on. My friend was there and trying to help or something. There was an on or off switch type thing on the top right but nothing was clear. I thought of unplugging it or something.

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In the next part I remember, my sister was enabling these younger kids to take my stuff or mess with me. I was kind of scolding the younger girl but not too harshly, which I feel bad about, because I am not in favor of scolding kids. Then her Dad came up and he was this huge man with black hair. He said something about "all this mess".

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I was in the back yard of my college house.I realized I was in a dream when I saw a little brontosaurus. I went up to it and it gave me a kiss! I forgot the other details.

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I was walking up from a near by beach and saw a person in a white car. Something made me realize it was a dream and I went to talk to them. I climbed into the car through their front window. They said they were a manifestation of my bed.

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I had a false awakening of me running to find my car. I was trying to write my dreams on this plastic board in markers. It seemed almost not to work. I was freaking out because my car was no where to be found, and time to record my dreams was ticking away.

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I had another false awakening where I was at a camp site. It was morning and I was trying to record some dreams before going for a little more sleep. Beyond a fence, two kids were walking by. I said good morning. They said, good morning, we're going to "shoot out the birds for the morning!" I thought that sounded like a terrible thing to do! L O L. I was mainly worried about being able to write my dreams and get back to sleep, which would be hard with them shooting. But I was aware I couldn't stop them.

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I had one more false awakening of being in my physical bed. I dreamed I was writing my dreams, then typing them, then wondering why I wasn't using my voice record them first, like I have been. I became lucid when standing to the left of my bed. I was hearing this pod cast of two guys talking about emotionally shut down kids and how to help. I realized it was a dream because the sound was not coming from any where. I actually cried in the dream and asked the guys to keep talking. I said I needed their help. I think I forgot it was a dream and laid back down in my bed. I drank from a soda bottle then a water bottle and then tried to voice record my dreams.

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I woke up in my physical bed, for real this time, amazed. it was funny because with each false awakening, I realized the false awakening before that had been a dream, but not the current one.

Notes.

I was frustrated with my recall so I made this playlist of all the Youtube videos I ever found which give advice on dream recall, as well as dream recall meditations and affirmations audio programs.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JMSz...aOUQiN7rW8EK3L

I plan on keeping adding to this as I come accross more videos on dream recall. My idea was to just listen to it on Shuffle. It is exclusively about dream recall. It has lots of videos from at least 25 different people.

Hello. I haven't made a DJ entry in a while, but have once again started recording dreams in my personal dream journal on 2/20/18, so I figured I should post some of these dreams here, to test my new formatting and share the dreams.

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Cliffs and Smiths

I am somewhere, looking at a steep cliff that encompasses the entire area. There is a gate with a steep set of stairs going down the cliffs. I point it out for some reason. Just as I do this, a carriage, drawn by two horses, exits the gate, and begins to descend the stairs. The carriage, along with its contents, are bobbing up and down in mid-air rapidly. (This was incredibly funny to me upon waking up. This being written in text really does not do the sight any sort of justice.)


Suddenly, I am atop the cliff, past the gate (I do recall getting up there somehow, but am unsure as to the exact manner I used to ascend. I believe the dream may have implanted a false memory there, but I'm kind of unsure). I have someone craft something for me, though I am unsure of the specifics of who was crafting what for me. However, I am informed by someone of a certain rule involving crafting: 'You can't look at the craftsman, or he can't work, but you also can't look away from the craftsman, or he can't work.'

I try to allow the craftsman to work by keeping him in my peripherals as I walk down a road, but I find difficulty in not looking directly at or away from the craftsman. This is the single most frustrating thing I have ever experienced.

I wake up, without the craftsman ever finishing.

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Shared Dream Quest!

I am with two of my friends at a dock, in what I assume to be a different country. We are doing 'Shared Dreaming,' (though not really) and looking for multiple pieces of something. We end up in a water dream. I am a fish. I see something embedded in the sand, and go to collect it. I am suddenly surrounded by other fish. Turns out my friends ended up as predatory fish, while I was a prey fish. This, however, would never have any significance, because we 'wake up.'

I post something along the lines of 'I did it!' to Dreamviews, excitedly. Then, Sageous responds by interpreting it, though I am not sure how he did so. It was several paragraphs long, however. For some reason that I am unable to recall, this annoys me (Which is completely out of character for me, by the way).

I can't remember if the dream continued from there, but it didn't feel like I woke up directly out of the dream.

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2018/2/28
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Space Adventure Thing

The dream starts in a space wreckage. I maneuver around a bit. I can't really remember much about this part of the dream.

Suddenly, I am in a 'Classroom,' filled with kids, who I understand to be the remnants of humanity. There are buttons in front of all of the sets of children. I press one, and their appearances are shuffled.

I learn that I am a Youtube Gamer, playing a game.

Back in the classroom, I tease one of the kids whom I understand to be my sister. I don't tease her to be mean, I am only playing around. I wake up.

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2018/3/2
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Mitsuhashi

It's a Papa John's commercial, advertising noodles for some reason. The noodles were called 'Mitsuhashi' or something like that.These noodles looked immensely appetizing. Like, holy crap, those are the best looking noodles I've ever seen in my life. They genuinely were, on recollection, still the best looking looking noodles I have ever (seen?). I ask some people to go get some for me, but they say "Well, mitsuhashi means 'Cowardly' in Korean, so that should tell you all you need to know about it."

This convinced me that I shouldn't get those noodles, unfortunately. I wake up.

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After the dream, I looked it up. Mitsuhashi has no meaning at all, in either Korean or Japanese (I checked Japanese because it sounded more Japanese than Korean to me).






I didn't share all of my dreams, because some of them are kinda more personal than I'd like, so... yeah.

I get out of bed and I didn't notice it but I am in my father room in the old apartment complex that I use to live in. I walk towards the bathroom and open the door. I check to see myself in the mirror and turned on the lights. What I see makes me panic and yet at the same time amazed with some odd confusion. My hair, the only physical aspect of me I care about is almost completely white. Except for 2 strands of hair that remain black.

The hair was pure white and I look closer to mirror to see if I had age. But I did not, I come back out of the bathroom thinking something is wrong. But then I notice the entire room had become darker due to no longer having sun light shine through the window. I now see that it was dark like night, which didn't add up because I was only in the bathroom for 30 seconds. The idea that I must be dreaming surface in my mind.

I look around and everything look intact and real. I felt real and everything I touch feels real. I decided to due an RC and attempt to breathe through my nose. It works and yet at the same time I wasn't sure if it was really working. So I decided if I keep this semi awareness and explore the world around me that I will eventually see something compelling enough to convince me it is a dream.

I walk out of my father room and could hear someone running down the stairs. It was my brother and he was talking things I do not understand. He then had a huge smile and makes an attempt to jump at me like a bear. I use my right hand to knock him down to the ground. My face light up with a smile as I knew now I was dreaming. My vision increased and all my other sensations were heightened now.

I could feel the neurons freely firing in my brain. I open the front door to see the outside world for it was my destiny. I open to see my old garage become as huge as the outside sky. I also notice everything was covered in Christmas decorations. It was amazing, such a beautiful site to witness. I walk to the outside and was greeted by a huge woman in a elf costume. She was around I'd say 8 feet to 9 feet tall. I use dream control mentally by shrinking her to a respective human height.

But now I made her way too short, she appeared to be 2 feet if not 1. I then reverted her to around 5 foot 10. She treats like a royal guest and shows me to the find the greatest toy's Santa has built. I began thinking about my cousin as I know if she was here she would enjoy seeing all the toys and stuffed animals. I walk around and requested to meet my cousin. I then see her appear wearing a green sweater.

I began showing her which toys she like's as the woman in the elf costume leaves with a robotic moving snowman. I soon after have a false awakening.

Was shopping with family. A hairy creature was milling about, but we paid it no mind. Mom fell over. I went to help her up, but she screamed at me to go away, so, I did so. Heading back home I noticed the cats had somehow gotten into the medicine cabinet and had eaten some purple drugs. Fortunately, they had the sense to vomit them back up. My uncle came home and decided to deal with the mess.

Different scene. I was watching a youtube video where the writers of all the star wars films had gotten together to explain which parts of their film were filled with plot holes. When the video started, however, it turned out to be an amateur youtuber explaining what liberties the lego games had taken with the source material.

Date of Dream: MON 5 MAR - 2018



Dream No. 289 - Economics Class Torture

I don't remember what happened at the start of the dream. From where I do remember, I was in economics class with SHig. and he was just talking for ages and ages without giving the class a break. I eventually got frustrated and had thoughts of bailing out of the class for the day. The class had started at 12:00 PM and I decided that at 1:00 PM, I would try to escape. When it did hit 1:00 PM on my watch, I just got up and walked out of the classroom, with no other students making a reaction, only SHig. rolling his eyes at me.

I was then in some unknown outdoor suburban area, just walking around there and thinking about things. Eventually, a thought came into my mind that there was an economics project due today. I was suddenly dreading the fact that I bailed the class. I realised that the class was going to end at 3:30 PM and so I would have to get back before then to hand my work in. There was a major problem and that is that I was extremely far away from “school” (supposed to be TAFE in real life) and that there would be no chance of me getting there before 3:30 PM.

I started to brainstorm if there were any ways I could get back in time and I eventually had an idea. I would call for Dreamy WB and ask her to take me back. I woke up before I could do anything further.



Dream Trophies Achieved:
- None

2018, 03-04

Haunted House

I am in a long hallway. I look around to see where I am. The hallway is dimly lighted and the walls are lined with disturbing paintings but no doors. The paintings all depict people and animals being tortured by monsters, so I do my best to ignore those as I proceed down the hall. As I proceed I notice the hallway seems to be getting distorted, twisting around me until I am walking on the wall instead of the floor. It is proving to be quite disorienting, but I see an opening at the end of the hallway and I make for that. I step through the opening and then immediately fall to my right, landing on the floor of the room. The orientation of the room has corrected itself from that of the hallway. I get to my feet and look around the huge room. The room is almost so large that I could be outside, illuminated by a dim glow. I see torches burning on the walls that appear impossibly far away. Behind me, a door slams shut, blocking access to the weird hallway. Then the door itself disappears and becomes part of a blank wall.

I’m not really sure where to go now, so I start walking forward and into the vast room. I see someone up ahead, as I get closer I see it’s a woman with her back turned to me. She has long black hair hanging down her back and it sounds like she is crying. I ask her if she is ok and the crying abruptly stops. The woman slowly turns around and glares at me with hatred in her eyes. She looks like the woman off of The Grudge, her long hair whipping around her head as she turns. She is glaring at me with an incredibly evil look and then she snarls that it’s all my fault. I ask what is my fault? She just repeats that it’s all my fault and then she shrieks like a banshee. As if they’ve been summoned by her shriek a flock of strange birds swoops down attacking me. I focus on Damage Inc. and take them down with a large fireball. She shrieks like a banshee again and now zombies dig their way out of the floor and attack me. I use fire again, blasting the zombies away with fireballs. But I don’t aim any fireballs at the woman, she needs help.

After the zombies are gone the woman seems even more pissed. She asks in a rage why I have to always ruin everything? I still don’t know what she is talking about, what I might have ruined. I focus on the song Touch My Heart from the Devil Hunter Yohko soundtrack. More of the birds are attacking, and I see zombies as well, but the song has surrounded me with a shield of light energy and when they try to pass through it they erupt into flames and are consumed. So I focus the energy of the song on the strange woman. Light energy erupts and surrounds the woman as she comes towards me, shrieking louder than ever. I can even hear her shriek threatening to drown out my music. I focus on making sure the music stays louder, but it is near deafening. The song comes to an end and the light energy flows into the woman, and she collapses to the ground. The light becomes momentarily blinding and then it fades…

I am now standing in a rather normal looking hallway. It is not too long, and there are doors on both sides. The pictures hanging on the walls are the standard type, landscapes and other places, nothing disturbing or creepy. There is a woman on the floor not far from me. She looks hurt. I go over to her and ask if she is ok. She says she thinks so, but doesn’t sound certain. I focus healing energy through her in case she is hurt. I ask her what happened, she says she’s not sure. She says she saw something of a strange light but she’s not sure what happened. I look around to see if I can find any clues. I see nothing out of the ordinary. Then everything fades as I wake up.

Date of Dream: SAT 3 MAR - 2018



Dream No. 288 - Cooper Gang TV Series

I don't remember what happened at the start of the dream. From where I do remember, I was in some sort of unknown house but it did feel like the interior of a property in the United States. It was some house like they were they were shooting for a live TV show. In fact, it was a TV show and a different door would be used for each different episode of this Sly Cooper reality show. First of all, Sly and Bentley were showing me around the house, this house acted as the hub area for this dream. They were really friendly in this dream and were talking to me a lot, especially Bentley.

They then took me through one of the doors and we found ourselves in some outdoor area with lush grass, lots of trees, and golden sunlight. There was some mysterious narration going on in the background. It mentioned something about how this was the scene with Murray; I forgot the rest of the commentary but I was already starting to get the feeling that it wasn't going to be good. Then I see this golf cart like vehicle rolling into the scene, being driven by some stranger and Murray was in the passenger seat.

Although the door was supposedly, still closed, the window was open and Murray jumped through that. As soon as he got his surroundings, he looked violently towards me and started charging towards me. I knew what was going on now; the environment of this scene had made it so Murray was trying to kill me. I cried out “No, Murray! Stop!” as I kept backing away further and further towards the door. Sly and Bentley grew a really concerned look on their face and went to each side of me to grab me and evacuate me out of the scene, back through the door and back into the house.

When we were back into the house, I followed Sly and Bentley across the kitchen area as they were talking to me again. As we headed into the dining room, Bentley asked me “And who's your favourite member of the Cooper gang?”. I thought about it before I replied but I said “Well, sorry to say this but my favourite is actually Murray... Despite him trying to kill me”. Sly and Bentley weren't offended at all and rather, they sounded happy to hear that.

This random blue soft toy then appeared in my hands and it looked nothing like Murray, but the aura coming from it suggested that it was Murray. The only thing that suggested Murray's appearance were the eyes, covered by the goggles but that was it. I hugged the toy, carrying it around with me while Sly and Bentley quietly followed me around the house. I spoke to the toy like it would say something back to me but that never happened.

As I came across one door in the house, I remembered that it was the one that led to the killing scene. I said to myself, “Gack! Keep away from that door...” and then to the toy, “We're not going in there or some bad things could happen with you”. I envisioned that the toy would transform back into the real simulated Murray and the killing attempt would repeat. The dream then ended there.



Dream Trophies Achieved:
- None

Laying in bed with light streaming into an unfamiliar bedroom, I look outside to see nothing but water up to the level of the window. It looks nice and clear. There is a raised bit of smooth rocks which the water is streaming over and what appears to be a lake beyond.
I then use my powers to shift the bedroom (not sure why) to somewhere where there are people. Can't remember much else.