lucid

WILD. I was at home. wait a bit to stabilise the dream. I wanted to make a teleport, but decided to do something to earn points before, and went to the street through the wall. My gates were broken and there wasn't my car in the yard. I thought - how ordinary for the dream and went back to the house through the wall again. Then i was making teleports to the winter forest, but each time i found myself in the house or in my yard. When i opened a door i saw something big like a monster and i wanted to awake, but instead of this found myself in my house again, but without monster. So in some attermpts i awoke.

3/10/14

Awake at 7:20 am

Brushed teeth, went to the bathroom, hugged husband goodbye.

A little afraid to fall back to sleep and have a FA. I remind myself I need the sleep and this is the way I can achieve my lucid dream.

I visualize my dream plan and pray to God I have a lucid dream and fly. It didn't take long for me to fall asleep.

8:05 am MILD

I had a dream that I had a FA, but was scared and "woke up" but really it was another FA.

I went out my living room door, reminding myself that I'm going to try to fly. Some sort of cart in the hallway. Then I go outside to a playground/baseball field. I attempt flying many times with little success, so I use the things around to push myself up. Then finally, I'm dog paddling and swimming high in the air! I land and remind myself I need to stabilize the dream. So I rub my hands together. Then flew over to a dream character. There were three male dream characters. This one in particular looked like a past high school classmate of mine with brown hair and kind of a jock. I remembered the task of the month and asked him, "What's my middle name?" He replied, "Windy," took my hands and flew with me in the sky. (I got the task of the month wrong! Ha. I'm supposed to ask what his middle name is!)

At one point I travel down the sidewalks. With each step I float a little down the sidewalk. There are skaters on the sidewalk, one a young girl. I wonder if people who fly in dreams have the same stigma as people who skate in waking life.

I go back to my apartment, remembering that I need to wake up. I struggle to. At one point, my grandma enters the dream. I tell her I need to wake up. I go back to my bed and reach for my dream journal to try to write my dream down, but it doesn't work, I just barely write scribbles. Somehow, I'm hoping that in waking life I'm also writing things down, it never occurs to me in my FA that what I do in the FA is not affecting the waking world. It's 1 pm in my dream, I need to get up. Then, I reach over for hand lotion on my side table (though, in real life, this hand lotion is out in the living room), squirt some on my fingers and rub it on my tongue to try to wake myself up. It works, I'm repulsed by the taste and wake up.

Dramatic and passionate music sung by a man throughout the dream. A lot of "ooh, ooh, ooh" vocals.

Finished writing my dream down at 8:18 am.

1. [Lucid]
//I'm laying on a bed, the girl that was in my previous dream was on her knees to my left, I thought to myself lets fly, but then realize that well theirs a girl in here right next to me so I said to her "hey, wanna have sex?" she seemed ok with this//...I wake up.

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Fragments:
1. Me tap dancing like a pro in a dance studio, all the other people where dancing to other stuff.
2. A girl that is so beautiful that when you look at other girls they look disgusting.
3. In an elevator when this guy places a wind up device onto the wall, he then winds the device which in turn makes the elevator go up or down.
4. Watching this video that is meant to be a nightmare, it shows the girl I love falling in love with someone else, this didn't feel good at all.
5. Playing around with the panel on my PC tower then randomly a bald black guy sits up from under a white blanket and grabs my leg.

23:30 - two beers and go to bed. Can't sleep, because it's too warm in the room. I think I asleep at 00:15.

5:30 - wake up, record two fragments and one dream a go find my Alpha - GPC box. I take one pill 300mg. I go for breakfast, eat pork wrap, a piece of cake and two glasses of milk. I read advenced lucid dreaming and he recommend to take 1200mg alphaGPC dose.

6:30 - taking another three pills alpha - gpc and just lay on the bed.

7:30 - I'm sleepy and without energy, I sit up and try to do mild for 10 minutes. It's not focused mild and my vizualization is not good but at least something. Then I asleep.

8:30
LD Exploring the hole
I'm on the pond with my father. I see some guy bakes a lots of pastries. I go near to his cottage. He's washing his hands. I steal some bread rolls. Try to eat it. It tastes good. Me and my father see fishermans near by. We go there and I ask if they have a permission. No, they answer. We're fishing here for an year. I'm pissed that they are stealing my fish. One creepy guy is laghting at me and ask what should he do with the fresh catched fish? This can't be true!!! I tell to myself. I decide to do RC with my phone. First attempt the clock doesn't change but when I try it few times, it changes 20 minutes up. Oh great, I'm dreaming. I fly above the pond. I try to land on the water surface and I believe tak it's is kinda frozen, so I could water-walking. It works. I go to the meadow. I see to girls pass by, but I do not pay attention to them. I wanna try teleport to the wonderland! My plan is to summon big wardrobe like from narnia and use it like a teleportation device. Firstly I do stabilization technique - I rub against a tree. Then I try to summon wardrobe behind my back. When I turn around, I see it. It's wooden and it doesn't look like a wardrobe, but it has doors. I enter in. On the wall across the small room, there is a hole in the wall. I try to crawl in, but then it became to be too close for my body. I turn my head away and try to change it. I hear the sound of changing the hole. It wider now. It suddenly goes down to to earth. It's dirty, but it's not mud. I see a little light down there. I decided to slide down. When I'm sliding, I ask my self if I feel fear of small places and that immediately wakes me up. I try to deild but without any success.

10:00 - wake up and a few non lucid dreams recalled

3.16.14

Before 4am

DILD
I become lucid in front of my house in RD. I quickly look at my left hand and middle finger is longer and pinky is all croocked. Yeeey! I start flying just a bit higher then the houses are. In direction of the town. I go up and down a few time. Have good control of the flight. As I turn the corner towards the old store, I decide to land and walk instead. Nice controlled descent. Now I'm walking on a sidewalk on a warm sunny day, same as it was at the beginning of the ld. I like walking, but want to be able to walk a bit faster. So I look back at my feet and I see I'm barefooted in shorts. I summon springs on my feet. They are like a flat black metal sheet. It's magnetic and kinetic, and it's enough to touch the suface for it to launch you 2-3 feet into the air. Now I hop like a kangaroo.

It's been quite a while, since I've updated here, so there we go.

Date: 13 Feb

Pre bed: 3 mel

Wbtb: 1/3 latte

I have a non-ld at my grandma's, then another one at an unidentified place that resembles our old place, where I'm trying to ld while family members are walking around.

Mini-LD: I have a short ld that feels like a dream from scratch where I suddenly find myself in this dream scene. I examine myself in the mirror. Memory gap.

LD:Now I am at our old place and remember to do breathing exercises. This goes on for a while until the dream collapses.

LD: I'm on the street now facing this mexican looking DC, he seems quite lively and says something that's in line with what I was thinking/saying. This leads me to initially believe that he's a smart DC. I start a conversation with him, asking him about stuff of interest.

As I talk to the DC, I start noticing that the background kind of flickers (the light in the entire scene), it gradually becomes thicker with this additional layer of light. In the meantime, it seems there is nothing to be learned from this DC as he keeps on coming up with random words.

I start paying less attention to him, continue expressing my thoughts and desires. I pay more attention to what's going on, don't analyze the situation, just witness and feel this energy. The dream layer of energy and light becomes brighter and more dense, it's like I can feel the entire field of dense energy that is over everything and there's a slight hue towards the very light blue to it. It's somewhat pleasant but I totally get the feel and worry that the dream might be coming to an end, while this is happening.

I then recall my restaurant task and look around. The street is rather deserted, just warehouses and no restaurant nearby. The energy effect gradually diminishes as I concentrate on my task. I get the feeling that it might be difficult to change things in this dream, it seems realistically stable when I look at the warehouses, but then get an idea to think about McD. I think about finding a McD around and sure enough, I see the familiar M (or something close to it) over one of the places at the warehouse.

It's closed though, I can see that it's empty and the lights are off. But no problem, I instinctively cover the place with my hand and think about it being open and working/full of people. I move my hand away and it is! I head in its direction, happy about the summon. There are large pictures of burgers all over. But wait, do I really want to eat McD in a dream? I continue inside the store, which feels like some part of mall now. There's this undetermined place that kind of looks like a supermarket section or a convenience store, whatever, it is adjusting to my thoughts/expectations as I come closer.

In the end as I reach the shelves, wondering what to pick up to eat, it becomes a sushi place. I examine the food, wondering what my subcon will come up with, trying not to influence it too much. There's delicious looking sushi with red caviar and also another box that I can't recall in detail. I grab those two and head towards the cashier. Here, I want to play around some more.

There are two female DCs working there and a number of DCs queueing to pay. I go to the counter and expect to be immediately served. They direct their attention towards me and take the boxes, giving me a slight look of discontent. I feel like I don't have any money with me, but instead of summoning them, I decide it will be more fun to pretend that I am paying and everything is fine. This is exactly what what I do - after the old Chinese lady tells me the price, I make a movement to hand her some invisible banknotes which she takes and gives me back a receipt and semi-existing sort of change (a coin or so). She also hurts me a bit with her finger nail and gives me a somewhat angry look (as if she knows what I'm doing). I take the stuff and get ready to leave but the dream fades and I find myself in bed. I briefly wait to resume, but it doesn't immediately happen, and possibly better for journaling.

Hey, I won't say many details about this dream because I was going to write the entry a few days ago when it happened but a bunch came up and I came back today and it didn't auto save anything, so I'm not gonna write a detailed DJ, especially because I have several others I'd like to type up tonight that were much more interesting, but ironically not lucid.

Anyway, I dreamt I bought some soup at a Chinese restaurant and I had no money, so I ran off with it. I became lucid in the process and threw the soup aside. I then spawned in an orange Dodge Charger and get in it to drive. That's about all I remember.

Don't worry, much more interesting dream journals to come in the next hour or so.

Background: This was my very first lucid dream, pretty old dream around 2011-2012. well here's the story: I watched inception and I really became intrigued by dreams and what they are. I joked around about controlling dreams to my friends and family. I had this thought when I was a child but it got thrown out as a stupid thought by myself. Well I then searched up "dream control" on the internet. I got lucid dreaming as a suggestion. I didn't believe it at first. It felt like a far-fetched idea, but I was open minded to it. I learned a little about LD, but not too much. I thought I was "trying at the moment but I barely did anything". I didn't write down my dreams down. Even my first LD, I never wrote it down, but you never forget the first. I tried a little for a couple of weeks and nothing. I waited and kept trying for a month two then three months. I gave up around the fourth month. As I was laying down watching spongebob I fell asleep during the break.

Dream:I don't remember what made me lucid but I became lucid inside of a room. The dream was stable though. I thought about what I wanted to do for a long time which was naturally to fly. I never thought about limitation. I broke through the roof tops. I thought about flying fast like in the movies where they see the stars passing by them. I immediately escaped Earth's atmosphere. I passed the sun then the stars. I kept going. It became pitch dark. I said uhh uhh I am going all the way. I kept flying for some time in the VOID. I broke through the floor and ended up in my sister's room. I lost lucidity here. I walked around house for some reason in the dream. I woke up and realized that was only ten min of sleeping. I became excited because now I believe.

1/6/2014

LD #55 - Desperate for a BJ

Weird night sleep. I woke up at 3am and didn’t fall back to sleep until around 4 am. In my dream I am on some kind of college campus. There are building all around, it is winter and it is night. I realize I’m dreaming.

Spoiler for Sexual Content:

I start looking for a woman to give me a BJ. I find one woman sitting on a couch in one of the building. I walk over, lay down on the couch in front of her and gently pull her head down. She starts and it feels very good, but then I have a false awakening back outside on the campus. I still know I’m dreaming and go looking for another woman. I find one laying in her bad, in her dorm room. I get into bed with her and gently pull her head down. I have another false awakening. I go to another building. I find an older woman sitting in a chair. I stand in front of her and gently pull her head to me. She starts and it is feeling good.

My alarm goes off.

1/16/2013

LD # 54 HUGE Penis

So I woke up and used the bathroom at about 3:30am. I went back to bed worried I wouldn’t be able to fall back to sleep. Suddenly I find myself back in the bathroom and I’m naked.

Spoiler for Sexual Content:

I walk by the large mirror over the sink and to my pleasant surprise I have a huge erection. I actually say “Well Hello!!” out loud. It had to be over a foot long and as thick as my wrist. I look down at my huge penis and lean down to look at it. It is so big it reaches my face easily. I realize that this isn’t reality and without a RC I am lucid. I then do what, I believe, most men would do…I begin to perform phallacio on myself. As I’m doing this I glance at myself in the mirror and notice I have about 3 days worth of stubble on my face. I continue to perform on myself, and it feels very good, desperately trying to bring myself to orgasm..but I can’t seem to get there quick enough.

I then wake up.

12/31/2012

LD #53 Wife tells me she is lucid dreaming.

In my dream I was working at a Target, and I was very behind on my work and very worried I was going to lose my job. At some point I end up in a room that looks similar to my basement. My wife comes running in the room and says, “I’m lucid dreaming! Look I can fly!” She levitates off the floor and begins to fly slowly around the room. That moment I think, ‘If she can fly than I’m dreaming!’ I’m lucid without a RC. She lands and I run over to her. I grab her by the shoulder and bring her face very close to mine. I say, “Are you really dreaming? Are you really here? I’m dreaming too!” I stare into her eyes. I am hoping we are sharing a dream. The dream fades out and I wake up. (I spoke to my wife, and she did not have a lucid dream last night.)

12/7/2012

LD # 52 Going to miss my flight!

I know I’ve had at least 2 other LDs this past year that I didn’t record and have forgotten.

In my dream I’m at an airport waiting for a flight for a business trip. The airport looks more like a farm (old rundown) and I had to walk across a field of long grass to get to the actual airplane. So I’m walking to the plane when I look down and notice I’m barefoot. I’m annoyed, then suddenly I realize I forgot my ticket and I won’t be able to board the plane. I start to freak out. I’m thinking that I’m going to miss the business trip, my company paid over a thousand dollars for the tickets and I am going to have to pay that back. Out of desperation I do a RC just hoping that I am actually having a nightmare. I look at my left hand and count 5 fingers. OH NO!! But I double check (as I often do in RL). I look at my right hand and count my fingers, and I have 9!! I am incredibly relieved and I’m lucid!. Then I decide to fly. I jump into the air superman style and fly upward (a bit too slowly) about 50 feet. I then jet off to my right at a good speed. I fly near some power lines and dodge around them. I notice a train (a new high speed train) speeding along on a raised track to my left. I decide to catch the train and land on its roof. I jet towards it. I catch up to the train, but have to bank left to line up with the direction it is going. My banking doesn’t work well and I drift as I try to turn (like being in a car that is sliding on ice). I bring myself to a stop and am about to jet toward the train…when everything fades and I wake up.

1/13/2012

LD # 51 Mutant Chickens

In my dream I’m in my own kitchen and there are bags of frozen whole chickens on the counter. I think to myself “I better get these into the freezer before they thaw out.” ( I have a large freezer in my basement.) I take two of the chickens in my arms and walk down into the basement. I open the freezer door, but before I put the chickens in I notice they look funny. They have several long spider legs sticking out of their sides. I drop the chickens in surprise. I then notice the freezer if full of plastic bags with giant spiders in them, and the spiders are alive and moving. I try to close the freezer door but suddenly it is too small and I can still see the freaky spiders moving around inside the freezer. Suddenly I realize something isn’t right. I look at my right hand and I have way more than 5 fingers. I’m lucid! I stop and look around and revel in the how real everything looks and how my mind created all of this. I remind myself to stay calm and head up the basement stairs. But before I can get out of the basement I wake up.

Wow! I’m only calling this 2 LDs, but I did 3 separate RC’s so technically it could be 3. Plus I just hit 50 LDs!!

LD #49 - Invisible Car & Nose Hair

In my dream I’m at my friends’ house visiting with John and Dave. The house looks just as it did back in the 80’s. Their mother is there and she tells me it’s time for me to go home. I walk out onto the front lawn, and it is night. In my mind I knew I had parked my care on the street in front of the house, but it’s not there. I worry that it was stolen. I look up and down the street and my car is no were to be seen. I take my keys out of my pocket and push the unlock button. The tail lights of my car flash red, right where I parked the car, but the rest of the car is invisible. This strikes me as funny. My car is invisible??? I wonder if I’m dreaming and look at my left hand. I count 8 fingers. I’m Lucid! I walk out into the street and levitate about 20 feet off the ground. I look around and there is my wife’s house (the house she lived in from childhood through her early 20’s). I fly over to the second floor window. The window is open so I fly right in. There is my wife, in bed. I walk over an pull down the covers. She has on a tiny white t-shirt, which barely covers her breasts, and white panties. Her body is amazing…she looks just as she did as a teenager. I climb onto the bed and begin to pull off her panties…the dream fades and I wake up in my own bed. I’m very annoyed. I roll over and look up. There is a mirror where my headboard should be. This doesn’t strike me as strange. I look at my face in the mirror and to my horror I have hair growing all over my face. The hair growing out of the tip of my nose is at least six inches long. I grab the hair and tug on it. I think “What the hell am I going to do with this hair??? Shave it?? Wax it??? Then I realize this must be a dream. I look at my hand and count 8 fingers. I’m Lucid again! My wife is lying right next to me. I pull down the covers and she looks exactly as she did prior to my false awakening. I reach over and touch tight abdomen. She is soooo gorgeous. Her body is so perfectly toned. I slide my hand down and begin to remove her panties when the dream suddenly fades and I actually wake up.

LD #50 - Blue Briefs

In my dream I am at a college. I am in a large classroom by myself. I am cleaning up the classroom. There are old papers all over the place. I am picking them up and stuffing them into bags. At one point I stand up and bump a table. A large glass of some dark liquid falls over and splashes all over my cloths. I’m very annoyed. I strip down to my underwear, and notice I’m wearing skimpy blue briefs. Suddenly, the room is full of students and a professor. (I’m in class in my underwear, what at cliché). The professor yells out, “What are you doing?” Everyone in the class turns to face me. I am completely embarrassed. I turn and walk out of the room into the hall. The hall is full of people. I take a deep breath and say to myself, “You look good, this is no different than a man wearing Speedos to swim. Just keep your head up, take pride that you are in good shape, and get to a bathroom as quickly as you can.” I walk down the hall until I find a men’s room. I go in, but it is a room full of men waiting to go into another room. The other room is the actual bathroom, which is full of children. I think, “Oh my God. I can’t go in there with a bunch of kids I’ll get arrested for being a pervert!!” There is a man standing next to me. He is a short guy, with dark thinning hair. He is giving me a dirty look. I think to myself, “God I wish this was a dream!” Then it dawns on me that this might be a dream. I look at my left hand and I have 2 thumbs and 8 fingers. I’m lucid! The first thing I do is levitate about 4 feet off the ground, turn and kick the man next to me right in the face. He flies backward. I drop to the floor and walk out of the room to the hall. I head back to the classroom, smiling at everyone I see in the hall. I get back to the classroom and jump into the air, float over to my seat and drop into it. My buddy John is sitting at a desk behind me. He says, “Vib! You look great! Every girl in here is checking you out!” I glance around the room and he is right. There are at least 10 beautiful women in the room and they are all looking at me with admiration in their eyes, and all are wearing seductive smiles. It the front of the room is a gorgous redhead. I smile at her and coax her to come to me. She walks over and sits down in front of me. I take her hand and kiss it. I can feel her hot skin against my lips. Suddenly the dream fades and I wake up.

11/13/2011

LD #48 - Talking to Trina

This was a strange one. I don’t remember much of the overall dream because I didn’t write it down as soon as I woke up. I just fell right back to sleep. In my dream I suddenly realized I was dreaming without doing a RC. I remember looking around and briefly admiring the amazing reality my mind created. Then I walked over to a very thin blond woman, who was sitting cross-legged in a hole. The hole was a natural hole with gray stones on every side. She was wearing a green robe. Her hair was long, straight and very light blonde (golden) Her face was strangely thin. Her chin was too pointed. Her eyes were large and light blue. She had an ethereal quality to her. I crawled down into the hole, squatted down in front of her and asked for her name. She replied, “I’m Trina Brown.” Trina Brown was a woman I knew back when I was married to my ex wife (more than 10 years ago). I haven’t seen her since prior to my divorce. I responded, “You’re not Trina.” She replied, “Yes I am.” The dream faded out and I woke up.