lucid

13.11.2014

Speed-run ToTM and a dare dream, one-shot killing a turkey and brief chat with a DC (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I believe this is possibly the lamest ToTM I have ever worked on, and to be honest, I did not even see this coming. I have been coding for a new dream journal software like a maniac... and well, every time I woke up in the middle of the night, all I had in my mind was a bunch of code (that I wont paste here lol) and yet, I got a lucid dream. I naturally woke up around 7:30am (alarm clock triggers at 8:00am) and I was laying on my back, just relaxing to wait for the clock. After a while I found myself driving down the street. I was in what I believe to be a manual transmission car, as I had to switch gears manually. I got inside a building and I was driving down the stars, but now, I was riding a red bike:







I was driving through aisles and up and down the stairs, and yet, I had a manual transmission strick to switch gears, realizing how it could be even possible... realizing that it was impossible for a bike and realizing that my car just turned into a bike and I was indoors, so I turned lucid.

I was surprised by the dream, and feared that anytime soon the alarm clock was going to trigger. I saw a small child in the middle of a big empty room and I asked him:
- "What are you grateful for?"
- Chocolate! - he replied.

I was like, okay... and then realized that asking that was not a ToTM.
- What is my name? - I asked him.
- Manolo, like the supermarket - He replied (That is not my name nor I have seen a super market named like that.

I recalled I had to tell him that it was a dream, so:
- This is a dream - I exalted.
- No, I am awake, we are not dreaming - He replied.

I rose my hand and showed it to him, claiming we were in a dream. My hand looked perfectly fine, five perfect fingers... so I was like, what the hell. I looked at my hand again, perfect... another false positive. I knew we were dreaming because of the bike, I looked a third time and then, two of my fingers were overlaying each other and they were like holograms. I realized that the child was doing his own business, but since he replied, I was done.

I then decided to walk backwards, as I believed it was a dare. Simple task... I walked a good 50 steps backwards, but nothing out of the blue happened.

I then went ahead to remember the other ToTM without much success... so much coding, so little reading I told to myself. I believed that the bonus task was to steal the turkey that the President saved and decide its fate. I figured if I tried to fly outside the building and look for the White House I was not going to make it in time and the alarm clock would ruin it. I pretended that behind a door I was going to find the White House.

I opened the door and I could see grass and heard birds chirping. I was able to see the White House (even though it was a mix of the white house and Congress, looking something like this







I saw the President, but it was not Obama. It was a made up African American dude, dressed in business attire. The First lady was next to him, but also made up. I think she looked Chinese. There was a turkey standing next to them, so I figured it was the turkey they saved. I started feeling my cats in bed and started to feel I was waking up rapidly, so I had to do something... I just grabbed the turkey's neck and said, "Your fate is to die." I started to strangle it and little after, I woke up. Since the dare is to decide the fate, I'd say I completed it, as I have decided it would die. I wouldn't have made the choice though if I wasn't waking up, I would have done something much more exciting. This is somewhat short entry, this dream felt quick, very quick.

11/12/14 Turning left and next thing I know I am walking and follow a group of people into a store where a few guys are looking at ties.

I look down a stairwell and see a woman and turn away when I hear someone call my name from down there and it hits me I am dreaming. While lucid I think that this is a result of my recent adjustments to my awareness work but I notice the dream seems to be fading but I am determined to keep it going! I rub my hands and the rail as I go down and at the bottom is a cabinet with french fries and junk on it. I grab the fries and junk up and just start stuffing them in my mouth chewing them up for the sole purpose of stabilizing the dream.

It works and as I turn the corner I am in a parking garage.


To my left is a blue Volkswagen Bug. There are life size wood carvings/statues of two older women sitting in the front seat and two even older women in the back seat. I am studying the details and making a mental note to get a good guestimate of the ages of the women depicted in the statues. I settle on an age of late 60's for the women in front and 80's for the women in the back. I feel the dream fading again but much quicker this time...too quick and I think about the NREM conversations and try to stay in some form of sleep but quickly realize I am fully awake and have a strong urge to adjust my position in bed. I think it was too close to my normal time to get up. Now I have to consider if it is better to let the dream fade into the void and teleport since I have had some of my most memorable LDs that way or save the dream like this dream in case I don't get to the void but instead inadvertently "follow the normal path to waking" which I definitely don't want. Notes: previous awareness notes apply but also putting a larger sense of wonder in my RRC interaction statement leaving a hanging question as part of it and thinking about if it makes sense where I am at...where was I before...does that make sense? Did quite a bit of this while driving back from my league game. If CL is reading this, didn't you have a VW in a lucid? 231

11/11/14 Sexual LD with older woman. A "hot young thang" in fancy but classy lingerie then seduces me. Some fading lucidity. Afterwards I whip it out for my Wife. 230

Many people have asked in their Lucid Dreams to meet God, so I figured I would give it a try. During one of my lucid dreams last summer, I was trying to find my daughter, but I was having no luck, so I decided to meet with God instead. I’ve never attempted to do this before in my 40 plus years of Lucid Dreaming. Before I begin, I would like to point out that I do in fact believe in God, have faith, but I have not been a strong, practising, church going person, though I grew up in a strongly religious home. I have full respect for God.

In a perfectly lucid dream I approached two dream figures. I said in a firm voice, “Where’s God? I need to meet with him.” They looked at each other, and the one dream figure said to the other, “What did he just say?” The other figure then said, “I think he said he wants to meet with God.” They chuckled at each other, shrugged their shoulders, and then looked back at me with a questioned look. I said, “Where’s God?” The first dream figure then pointed at a building that was under construction, and he said, “God’s in there.” I walked up some concrete steps and entered into a building that only had plywood on the exterior, and truly was under construction. It was a real mess. I searched for God room to room. Finally, on the second storey, I found a very old, withered man in a small, closet size, bedroom. The old withered man was under a tethered blanket. He was wearing an old blue parka and faded torn, blue jeans. His hair and beard were blondish grey, long, knotted and dreaded. He was wrinkled skin and bones. His eyes were closed, and he was unconscious. I felt sorry for him, whoever this abandoned old man was, and I scooped him up into my arms, in a cradled position, and I carried him out of the building. After I carried him outside I woke up from the dream. I was a little disappointed after I woke up that I didn’t find God in the building.

The following week I had another lucid dream about God. Suddenly, in the lucid dream, this same old guy, from the prior dream I described above, appears right beside on a park bench. He even has the same blue parka and jeans, but this time he looks much healthier. He looks straight into my eyes, and then raises his head to the sky and shouts, “GOD DOES NOT EXIST!” His eyes were a glowing baby blue colour. I’m so shocked by this I wake up. I start to think about what these two dreams were about. Maybe I did meet God, and maybe he is saying to me that my faith needs a little bit of work?

The following week, after the second dream, I was driving home from work (in the waking world) to have lunch. On the side of the road, sitting on a park bench, I see the same old man! He looked exactly same right down to the long greyish blonde dreaded hair and beard. He even had the same blue, winter parka. I’d like to point out, who wears a parka on a hot summer day? It was about 85 F. I drove right past him. He looked like a homeless man. That in itself is very strange, because there are no homeless people in this suburban neighborhood. I began to think that maybe God wanted me to stop and visit with this homeless man. Maybe that’s what these two lucid dreams were about? If there was some meaning behind these dreams, I didn’t want to blow it by simply driving by and ignoring him, so I immediately went and picked up ‘lunch for two’ at Tim Hortons. I have to admit I felt a little odd doing this, but it just seemed like the right thing to do. He was the most humble man I’ve ever met. His name was Paul. He even had the baby blue eyes like my LD. We sat for a ½ hour and discussed life in general. He was explaining how people are so busy trying to make money that they miss out on life itself. He said, “To enjoy life, you really don’t need anything. All you need is already here.” I asked him about wearing his winter parka when it’s so hot out, and he replied, “I never take it off.”

Later that night, I’m heading out to the cabin for the weekend (in the waking world), and I see his blue parka lying in the middle of the road, not far from where we had lunch. It made me think.

I appeared at a subway station and a alarm sounded. There was a announcement that the new governor was making a special appearance at the subway. When the train arrived he came out of the train and people were giving him special treatment. I knew it was a dream than and started walking. As I walked I appeared in a classroom where my old English highschool teacher was. She was upset with me because I didn't do the work.

I told her i didn't care than tried leaving but there was this annoying thing that had no form trying to attack me. I pushed it out of the way, ran and noticed I was in the hallway of my house. I than looked in a room calling for Dawn or Eye but no one was around. The rooms were just dark and empty.The annoying thing came back and started attacking me again so I ran through the halls and up the dark steps. I was screaming for Eye again because I was really freaked out.

I don't normally get this freaked out unless I watch a paranormal thing where a haunting occurs and I watch those shows like once in a blue moon. But yesterday I watched Paranormal files: Fake or Fact and I was having trouble getting it out of my head. So I was calling for Eye on the dark stairs and Eye appeared running through the halls and up the steps to me. He was worried and asked me what was wrong. I told him I was really scared and to take me to my room. Eye than picked me up and was walking up the dark stairs.

When we reached the living room it was pitch black but I could see a transparent person sitting on rocking chair just staring into the darkness. Eye brought me to my room though but I could feel him fading. I started calling out for him again and suddenly everything was pitch black. But thankfully the scene changed and I was in a orange lit bedroom with Eye in front of me. I hugged him happily and noticed that there was a mirror above the bed and a closet opening. I was intrigued to open it but didn't cause I was afraid something scary would pop up. I asked Eye something but woke up.

Dream 2

I recall being in my house and my brother brought me to my room. He showed me where he took the plum he was eating. But I was confused cause I only have apples in my room. I took an apple with a tissue and noticed there was a big hole in the apple and little tiny black things on it. When I threw it out and four dream characters popped out of no where I was aware that I was in a dream.

As I was walking Eye came out of no where with the rotten apple and started chasing me. I ran because I didn't want him to touch me with it. It felt like we were playing a game to be honest because he was chasing me and the other DCs with it. It was sort of funny. When I got downstairs Eye was still playing around and I ran into my brother's room. I tried locking the door but the door dissapeared. I was like "seriously! Oh well, you win" than stepped out the room where Eye was waiting for me.

He than told me to do something really embarrassing since I lost and I did it. Than he started bursting out laughing because I actually did it. I felt weird...and thought "Is this really Eye and is he making fun of me?"I was trying to process the situation when Eye just kept laughing at me and saying he couldn't believe I just did what he told me to do.

That's when the scene changed and I was with a group of prisoners. They were talking when the guards came back and told us to get back into our rooms. They ran in and I followed them cause the guard was huge but I noticed I was on the side where the boys were. I couldn't run back though cause there was a gynormus giant keeping the others in check and I didn't want to get squashed.

Anyways I found Eye and felt safe there so I hugged him and stood there till the giant left. But than Eye dissapeared and one of the guards came and told me it was time for me to be sacrificed or something like that. I ran and appeared in a outside forest place where there were tents and broken cloth hanging and lying around.

There was a Indian man dressed in a huge blue bird suit trying to dance. I tried to do his moves just for fun but he said I was doing it wrong. So I tried doing it again and he said I did good this time but the guard and giant were now coming for me. I started flying than flew up trying to get away. When I tried flying back to where Eye was though I noticed I was in a circus like place and in front of me there was a bloody bible with a orange haired doll inside that reminded me of Chuckie.

I tried keeping the doll from getting out the book but than heard a guy laughing from behind me. I was like "Eye? What's going on?" But he just kept laughing at me so I tried pushing him but couldn't. I asked him if he was really Eye and what his name was but he didn't answer me. The doll started talking about how fun it was to scare me but I told the doll to stop and become good. It didn't want to though. I than went up to Eye and asked him why was he doing all this for. He just said something like it was only for fun. I than went up to the doll and gave it to a pink anime hair girl in the crowd of the circus. The doll started changing to something cute and good than I woke up.

I had yet another short lucid early in the night and forgot it. I'm beginning to question what the heck is going on here. Why does this keep happening to me?

I was with a couple of faceless dream friends sandboarding down a large hill on pieces of scrap metal. The hill seemed to be on a treadmill of sorts as in we didn't seem to be getting any closer to the bottom. The bottom of the hill led into the ocean.
Eventually we began seeing the stumps of long-dead trees and we had to dodge them. The scene became like a video game and we were trying to dodge the stumps as they came at us faster and faster. There were also angled stumps that you could go off of like ramp to get more points.
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This somehow led to a dream about a town at the bottom of the sand dune. Some story involving a young boy with spiky black hair named Tarek. I think he was a character in an anime.
There was something to do with sewer monsters involved. I can recall these red and black venus-fly-trap-like creatures living in the sewers that he was responsible for killing or befriending. I think he ended up getting eaten or captured and his boss had to come save him and was angry for failing at his duties.
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Some other dreams about being on the beach at the bottom of the never-ending sand dune. Manei was there. They were very long and I can't exactly recall what happened. I think they might be old dreams that were triggered by this one.

Me and S were on a bus. We both had laptops. S stated that he had decided to join me on Dreamviews, but he wanted to read thorugh my dream journal. For some reason I didn't want him reading that sex dream that I entered a month or two back, and I was frantically trying to take it off of my page. I messaged an admin asking to hard-delete it.
S commented that many of my dreams were very interesting and he asked me why I hadn't told him about these.
S, despite having just made an account, somehow already had this chibi anime character set as his avatar. The style of it actually looked something like the artwork that I am going to upload at the end of this dream journal entry.
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The bus ride dropped us off by my old middle school. The two of us began walking along the path heading to my house. It was a cloudy day, actually raining a little bit, and for a non-lucid dream, it seemed unusually vivid. I also saw that the woods next to the middle school had been flattened and all of the trees broken. I asked S if he knew what had happened. He told me that there were a couple of lucid dreamers fighting, and that he had seen them going at it earlier this morning.
Just then a couple of 'lucid dreamers' showed up. Both of them male. One was just wearing a pair of shorts and had a very muscular physique. The other wore a long black assassin cloak and was hovering above the ground. The buff one picked up a log and leaped into the air swinging it at the assassin character. He made a fire wheel and cut through it. he retaliated by forming some ice spikes with the rain and flinging them back. The buff dreamer got impaled but he broke the spikes out of his chest and regenerated.
He lunged into melee range and the two had a DBZ style fight. The buff guy used earthbending to send some rocks after the cloak guy. He shot back fire spikes/drills. The fight broke down into a long interlude sequence that I forgot.
S stated that he was surprised that they were still fighting, thinking that by now one of them would have won. He said something very quote-able about how people always take fights and competition too far.
I questioned how lucid dreamers could be fighting in the 'real' world. There was some kind of faulty logic going on here, something to do with the fact that these people were actually asleep somewhere and OOB, but their lucid dreaming selves had somehow manifested in the physical world. I kept asking S questions about what was going on and he was trying to explain it logically. I started to become lucid when I woke up.

Good recall and lucidity, considering I went to bed at around midnight with little intention of lucid dreaming.

November 11, 2014

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UGh. This was NOT a fun dream. This is the first time I've had a lucid nightmare...



I was walking in the mountains outside my Big City, with Zukin and my brothers. We had decided to go camping or whatever near the top of one of the peaks. (I think it was to the northeast of the city, based on the general feeling I had, though I'm not positive)

The place was weird. It had a jungle-gym-like entrance (it was either a rope tunnel upwards to the second floor, or something), but there was also a normal entrance near a picnic table. The house thing went into the rock-wall behind it, which was way cool. I was sitting on this picnic bench with the others, and looking around. There was a balcony-type veranda thing behind me and to the right, which I liked to sit on. To my right, which was downhill, the driveway thing slip like a wishbone to make a sort of turn-around where it met the road. To my left, which was further up the hill, there were other houses or something. It went around a left-turn and we couldn't see what was past this area.

We acquired some guests, and there was a point where I could see a parking lot in the city, where I knew one of the people we were expecting was leaving from. So I knew when they left. None of us had cars apparently, so we were kinda stuck (I iguess we could walk there, but we could only drive away). This guy came leaping past us (like in John Carter) and he was about to leap right over the house and onwards, but we convinced him to stay. It was here that I sort of had the feeling I was dreaming, but I didn't do a reality check.

Then , the person we were expecting arrived; it was my ex. Then I knew I must be dreaming, because A) we don't talk much anymore and B) he's living on the other side of the country haha. I looked at my hands, and realized I was dreaming.

But it really wasn't a very high level of awareness.

That's when I started getting a bad feeling about the place. There was a beautiful sunset, and good company, and an amazing house to stay in for the night, but I couldn't shake this slightly bad feeling. It got worse as the sun set more (and, knowing my dreams, sunsets/darkening of the world in general are beautiful but a bad sign)

It seemed to be in a perpetual state of sunset, though for the most part. Then a car drove past, coming down from the mountain. When I looked in the windows, I could have sworn I saw creepy-ass ghoul faces staring at me. I blinked, and there was a lone man in the driver's seat. The car went down to the rode, and ended up turning around to come back up. The driver unrolled his window and asked the guests we'd gathered if they wanted rides down the mountain. They all readily agreed.

Watching them leave, packed into that little sedan, was like watching my own death or something, for some reason. I was suddenly vary anxious, and said to my brothers, ex and Zukin, "Let's go inside... like now."

They all nodded and got up to go inside, but I had a little makeup bag filled with various kinds of sweets, mostly chocolate. As I picked it up, my hands were shaking so much that I dropped it and the sweets rolled all over the place. I grew even more frantic, and told them all to wait for me. The only one who wasn't inside yet was my big brother, who was stepping inside the door. I stammered, "Wait B don't leave me out here you need to WAIT!!!!" (the last word was shrill, cracked, hysterical)

I was on my hands and knees trying to gather up the dispersed sweets, barely able to put them back into the bag. My brother stopped, turned, and came to help me. He asked me what was wrong, but all I could get out was, "I don't know. I'm scared and I don't know why but I'm so scared!" I was still shaking so much I couldn't even pick up chocolates anymore. He picked them up and helped me put them back in the little makeup pouch, but at this point I was covering my ears and rocking back and forth, and my eyes were shut so tight it hurt. He asked what was so important about the sweets and what was wrong, again.

I didn't even know. "I DON'T KNOW. I'm just so scared. I don't know why and I hate it I hate it I really, really hate it..!"

There was a swooshing sound and I screamed at the top of my voice.

Then I woke up... I RC'd about 15 times, using various of the methods to be sure I was awake
It was only 1:40 am. For the next hour at least, I was just laying there, still very edgy. I was convinced my room was haunted, that there was something looming over me. Every time I closed my eyes I could see it; It was wrapped in some sort of cloth, almost like a mummy mixed with a zombie, but it had no face, and didn't move an inch, ever. I could sense it and hear it, in a really weird, disconnected way.
There were also some noises. There was a scratching once, and a clang another time, and then a thump around half an hour after I woke up... Could have been anything, but I was convinced there was something evil in my room, and so it was very hard to fall back asleep.

Last night I had an IILD! Btw, don’t Google that one, I'm playing off DILD! I had another fishing dream where I caught a 4 foot long Mahi Mahi. I wanted to take a picture of it, so I pulled out my handy dandy iPhone. Instead of taking a picture, the iPhone acted like a projector. It projected a picture onto the wall beside me. When I turned the iPhone off, the picture was still on the wall! Very cool! The picture was printed onto the wall by the iPhone. There was one problem, the picture wasn’t straight, and so I raised my hand and straightened it out by simply waving my hand at it. I knew there was no way my iPhone could do this, and I certainly couldn’t straighten a picture out by waving my hand at it. Lucid again! I pulled my iPhone out and showed my cousin how it could print pictures onto a wall with it. My cousin was very impressed with this. I then decided to go for a flight and see if I could find my daughter, but instead I found my mom.

I flew up into the sky to go search for my daughter. It was beautiful, sunny, summer day. The sun was reflecting off the lake, causing it to dance with light. I came in low over the trees, and discovered I was in my home town, and then I flew down my parent’s street. A dream character stopped on the street and stared up at me. Her face seemed to come straight at me momentarily through a cloudy gray fog. She was an old woman and she gave me a look like, what the heck are you doing now? I flew past her and landed on my parent’s front yard. I walked into the back yard where I found my sister and mom. I first went to my sister and patted her on the shoulder and told her I loved her. She told me she loved me too. The dreaming was starting to fade, and I should have done something about that, but I just wanted to hug my mom, so I quickly headed over to her. She smiled brightly, and before I could hug her, I woke up. Next time I’ll stabilize and not be so rushed.

Oh, I had another lucid dream last night, just before this one, where everything was dark and gray. There was no color. I don’t remember why I was lucid, it just seemed to happen. I was going around turning gray leaves green by pouring water on them. I was explaining to a dream character how the leaves are green in the waking world. He said it never rains here, and then he started to cry. I started to cry too because I could feel his deep sadness. There were tears pouring down my cheeks as I walked away from him, and then I lost lucidity, and I continued dreaming.

Dream 1

I was playing Monster Hunter and some game characters came out of it. I also had to take care of my own pokemon but I think I was punished for not taking good care of my charmander and bulbasaur. (Locked my Charmander in the bathroom)They were pretty annoying in the dream though.I also remember going inside another game and doing a few things but I forgot what it was.


Dream 2

I was in my house and Eye was in his annoying kid form. He brought me a cart filled with his toys. I didn't feel like playing with childish toys but I just said thank you and started playing with a toy helicopter. But than I got up and went to my parents room because I didn't want to spend my time outside or playing with toys. When I got to the other room though Eye was annoying me like crazy. I pushed him away and ran out the room than downstairs calling for Dawn. But Dawn wasn't in the room. As usual. So I just layed on the ground and tried appearing somewhere else but Eye came up to me, grabbed me, than carried me back up. I was like "dang it! Whhhhhy!? "Than I just told Eye to get ready because were going on a lucid adventure. But than I changed my mind and decided to try something runner. " Were going to go through the T.V Portal instead and this time I want to see if I can appear before Manei instead of just summoning her." As I used my mind and hands to open the t.v portal with my intention for finding Manei I saw a girl with front bangs, long straight Dark brown hair, a little bit wavy though, green eyes, dark tan skin in a simple pink dress running. I wasn't sure if this character was her or not so I told Eye to come with me and we entered the giant HD T.V in my living room. When we went in I took the girl's form I saw on the t.v for a bit but I think it dissapeared. So anyways me and Eye were now somewhere outside and there were lots of characters talking around us. I called out for Manei but I was looking around so much I couldn't really focus. Perhaps a regular hand summoning would have been better. Than as I went up to a couple of DCs me and Eye were pulled somewhere and the scene was now different. There was a DC that trapped me and Eye behind bars and wanted to do an experiment with us or something. I was like " I can't get out of here." Than Eye just went through the bars and I was like "Ohhh...Right." So I went through like it was nothing too. The guy who wanted to do experiments on us managed to get Eye chained though on a bed or something. He said that Eye had cancer in his private area and that he was going to die. Eye just laughed though and told him it wasn't cancer. That's when another DC called my name and I went up to the DC. The DC looked like he was going to tell me something serious. But I didn't really like that serious face he was giving me and slapped it's chubby cheeks lightly. The DC than smiled for a bit but than looked at me
like I was out of my mind. I than walked back to Eye who looked like he was going to be tortured. But he dissapeared... So I decided I was just going to use another t.v portal to see if I can find Dawn. A huge HD T.V appeared and I said Sayonara to the DC's because I was gonna go on another lucid adventure. I went through the T.V and was now flying up a huge tall mountain. The sky was red and from above I saw three characters battling. I saw them all in anime form and I saw one that sort of looked like Dawn but when I flew closer one of them pwned me with a spear to my head.Everything turned black, than I appeared outside walking with my mom.It was morning and I saw a guy and another DC holding a spear. I was like " Mom, I had a dream that a spear hit me in the head and I died." My mom than said " Of course you did. Didn't you know that if a spear hits you in the head all your blood leaks out." I was like "I know...it was just weird." Than we appeared in a house and my parents were going through my cousin's box and looking at her movies. Than I woke up.

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I was in 3rd person point of view, watching a guy yelling on his phone carelessly bumping in to other students. He eventually bump in to a student that got angry due to his recklessness and decided to chase after him. He chase the guy on the phone down to a near by school. The angry students appears to be the one now that is knocking over people left and right. It did not take long for him to make a scene and causing a disruption for everyone around him in the hall ways. That is when I had my own body. One student told me to hide, as the fights here broke out all the time. That is when the lights start flickering on and off. Some students took this opportunity to try to startle others and act as if they were going to hit them. Then the lights went off completely and I began to hear a lot of stomping due to running. The guy that approach me, told me to sit at that near by chair so we can some what be safe. I followed, once the lights came back on it appeared everyone else also did the same. I then decided to use the computer, but was approach by a teacher I use to know. She told me it was important and that I needed to hear about it. It ends up that I have been failing in her class and was destine to be hold back the next grade. I got a bit agitated when I heard this. I told her alright and place my head down.

The next thing I know, I am in a garage and my back was leaning against the freezer. I began saying I was hungry and hardly ate anything the pass days. I started crawling in till this white light appeared from the outside and it etched through the walls on the garage. I heard an engine and someone walking my direction. That is when the 2nd garage door that shouldn't exist, opened. For some reason this alerts me to think the guy is possibly dangerous. Once he said he found a good place to take a lot of stuff. I assume he was, so I open the next garage door and began running up the stairs. However the dream was not showing anymore imagery. What was ahead of me was darkness. I pick up on this and become lucid. I continue to run on the stairs or at least the sensation of running on the stairs. While saying, so it was a dream. After the pulsing end in the darkness, eventually the dream emerge as an FA. The transition made me lose my lucidity. I got up and felt drowsy. That is when another false awakening occurred and I got up from the bed a bit easier this time. I look at my hand and at the timer that states it was 8:16 PM. I figure I was probably in another false awakening, judging from the outside since it was night. I then lost my lucidity while wandering around the room wondering why I felt very light. In till I woke up. Lucidity Time: 14 seconds

Alright, so the weirdest dream out of all of them happened last night. As I drifted off, I saw what I wanted to believe was Jeff the Killer (The Creepy pasta Story), and, at first, I thought I was in a sleep paralysis, but I could move! I think this might have been a False Awakening, as I woke up at the beginning of the dream. After I saw this, I got up and ran to the bathroom. I looked in the mirror, and my reflection said "Austin (My name)... You're dreaming!" Then I ran outta the bathroom and reality checked (Counted my fingers) and I saw that I had 6 fingers! After that, everything went black and I woke up. This was EXTREMELY weird. I'm kinda new to this, so if anyone has an explanation on why I had a false awakening at the BEGINNING of a dream, please post in the comments. It looked like a very real projection of my house! I even woke up in the dream at the exact same spot that I fell asleep at!

I guess I'm still a little off my game.

There was a lucid down there last night, albeit a short one. Forgot it though.

A NLD involving being at this country restaurant with some friends. They had a gift shop that was selling gameboys for one dollar and I thought about getting one along with one of the old Pokemon games. There was also something to do with an eating contest.

I was in a car with the famous pop-star Lorde and we were driving down a country road. This instantly reminds me of her song, 400 Lux.
I feel as though I'm maybe her boy friend in this dream?
We're not really talking, just driving. (Which isn't really a surprise)
I remember looking to my left and seeing the trees dissolve one at a time. I look behind the car and notice nothing but blackness. The heart in my chest begins to beat double-time until one of her songs pops on the radio, then I remember calming down.
"We're never done with killing time"
Now this all makes sense. The car, the dissolving trees, the etching road-- We're literally killing time.


During this weird phenomenon I feel my feelings shift from high to low. Something told me that this was the end of a dream come true, until I looked ahead.

The sky was a deep-red. It looked as though there was a heart in the sky and it pumped blood in the form of clouds. It was raining. But not ordinary rain. It was more like the rain in a horror movie, but an unnatural shade of blue; blue as the color of the Atlantic Ocean. And was falling right before us.
"Can I kill it with you
'til the veins run red and blue?"

The heart in my chest begun to quicken. The faster the beats the more it rained. I tried to calm myself down but anything I did resulted in harder showers. I faintly remember this but, Lorde started to sing. As she sung the sky drift apart like one big cloud being torn from the sun and the heart in my chest stopped, completely, again.

We come around here all the time
Got a lot to not do, let me kill it with you

Then our surroundings went dark and the only thing alive was the radio:

You pick me up and take me home again
head out the window again,
we're hollow like the bottles that we drain.
You drape your wrists over the steering wheel
pulses can drive from here
we're might be hollow, but we're brave

And it repeated and repeated, like a distant echo of a set alarm.

WBTB at 2:15am: I am on the ground floor of what appears to be an office building milling about with many other people. There is quite a crowd, and it is hard for me to make my way to where I want to go, which is to to a room with a microwave to heat my container of soup. I actually had to wait for a phalanx of military style men to march past, three abreast. There was about 60 or so of them.

I take my soup outside to get away from the crowd, find a concrete path and follow it away leaving all the people behind. I quickly find myself in a barren desert-like scene with only sun, sand, and rocks. I am alone, a long way from anyone, when I begin to be overtaken from behind by four men in their middle 20‘s. They are not outright hostile, but neither are they particularly friendly. I am concerned mostly because I am outnumbered. They slowly overtake me (walking) and pass around me as a group, at which time I say to a couple of them “How are you doing?” but they keep walking with little response (that I can remember).

Up ahead I approach a scene in which two men (not the ones who walked past me) are sexually assaulting a third man. One is laying on top of the man kissing him. The man being kissed does not seem all that interested in being kissed. The second man in the assault is not really doing anything, but standing by at their feet. I grow immediately uncomfortable and fearful and turn to make an expedited exit from the scene. As I flee, I flap my arms and become airborne. I immediately realize I am dreaming. This is a DREAM!!!

I continue to fly away gaining altitude, and now I can appreciate the scene and sky, which is a beautiful slate gray and pink towards the horizon off to my right. I remember the man being assaulted, and now with the encouragement that this is a dream, turn in flight, find the path from above, and follow it back. I “zoom in” more like a scene out of a film than fly. I do not find any of the three men, but do arrive at a sandstone/red rock butte which looks EXACTLY like Merrick’s Butte in Navajo County Arizona which has square “windows” carved into it indicating it has been carved out inside to some extent and is being used as someone’s abode. Somehow I know it belongs to the man who was being assaulted, and I float up to the partially board-covered entrance.

I knock on the door and a female child’s voice asks “Who’s there?” I make a silly knock-knock joke (can no longer remember what I said in response, but it was nonsensical and silly) and the man/father lifts the board and lets me inside their house/fortress since I am viewed as a friend and the girl is utterly intrigued by my ability to float/fly. I ask the man if the men who were attacking him can get up this high and he says, no, not yet, but they have tried. I wake. Time = 3:56am.

Dream Induced Lucid Dream - DILD. I was in my parent’s bathroom. The water was overflowing the sink and running down a board that was placed at angle to the counter. For some strange reason, and I don’t know why, but the water appeared to be digital in pattern. It looked like thousands of rectangular patterns, of different shades, travelling down the board. Kind of like a low resolution, tube monitor from the 80’s (what’s that!) playing an ancient video game. Hmmmmmmm, am I dreaming? I then did a reality check where I pushed my index finger through my other hand. Holy smokes! I’m dreaming! What should I do now? The first thing I thought of was to ask for my daughter to join me. I planned to open the bathroom door, and she will be on the other side. Just then, I heard a load door slam, BANG, and I woke up. Darn! I went to investigate why I heard a door slammed in the middle of the night. It turned out to be dream sound that woke me up, and not the waking world. I guess I was thinking too hard about my daughter being on the other side of the door.

Remembrance Day tomorrow- I remember and appreciate the sacrifices given.

November 10 2014
I was in bed and heard two people outside my door talking about a job site. They both seemed like authority figures from my job. The one said to me . Can you get up now? I said yes sure and hopped out of bed. Then they said that I wouldn't be doing what I did yesterday, that I would be helping the laborers. Next thing I know I have what seems like a bunch of produce, bags of carrots tomatoes and other things and I'm in a grocery store. I see my mom and sister and a few dcs near a shopping carts and I took an item out of the cart and asked my mother where TL put it. I walked over to the isle and saw shawna Williams ( girl i know) sittin by the produce section and when i put back the carrots she said sorry. Now Ive jumped to another location and I'm at the beach. I have a backpack, towel and some sort of book. I was in the water and saw james hetfield from Metallica standing on a platform going crazy either throwing people of f of it or killing them. Eventually he was starting to make his way back in there were a few people around him. I got back to the top of the beach and began to walk up one of the paths to wherever. I walked by my belongings. I stopped and went back. My stuff was covered in sand. There was also a statue that said Randall Cobb(a player on my fantasy football team) on it. I then put my belongings in the bag and a voice was telling me that my objects were holy and that this was a holy area since they had been blessed by god. I said ya ur right...I'm an idiot for not becoming lucid during this one haha. The dream ended. dream and learn i guess.

So after a WBTB I found myself in a field where people were stretching like a girls soccer match or something. I had assured myself i was going to be dreaming before i fell back asleep and without even doing an RC became lucid. I immediately looked at my feet to stabalize for a few good seconds. I looked up and looked around and put my arms out while stretching and taking a deep breath. A coach DC was too my right but i quickly stopped paying him any attention and turned my focus to flying. My first lucid dream ever i Flew without any problems at all, and i flew for a while too. But this time i started lifting off, my vision got all fuzzy and i woke up.

Another dream sequence I was sitting at a table with a few dcs and it seemed like we were at a company meeting. This old guy said a few words and then we continued on doing whatever. All of a sudden I think there was a thump and the old guy that I guess was the boss hit the floor. As soon as that happened everyone began singing the Star-Spangled Banner, in unison.

my last dream of the night was in a casino setting but i cant recall too many details. Pardon any spelling errors i did this all half awake