lucid

1. I was inside of some sort of mall that I had never been to before, the walls were pink and the ground was made of white marble. I had just walked in from an alternate entrance to this mall, not the main entrance, so I knew that this was some kind of store. As I continued walking I noticed a cute girl to the left of me not far ahead, and she was checking out clothes with her mother. I decided that it wouldn't be a good time to hit on her considering her mom was right there, so I kept on walking. Suddenly the girl that I was checking out comes closer to me and whispers, "Hey do you wanna be my friend?". Suddenly I became lucid, but I decided to stay with the dream scene. At this point I'm kind of weirded out, but I keep the conversation going anyways, "Sure, yea, why not."
I then walked up to her to actually have a full conversation with her, and it seemed her mom didn't care at all. The girl then told me what she was doing tonight and asked if I wanted to have sex. I declined her offer because she looked as if she were 14 years old, and I'm not into the kind of stuff. We still became friends though, but I noticed something weird about this girl. She seemed like she was kind of nuts or something, I don't really know. It wasn't quite nuts, but more of she was like a control freak or something. I tell her we can talk later and then I walk off. Shortly after doing so, I run into a few of my friends, specifically Dylan, Patrick, and Trey.
We chill for a bit, just walking around and talking. At one point we came up to a place in the mall, in the same store, that was like a private room. We couldnt see inside, the only thing that was visible was yellow and pink strobe lights. Fortunately, my friends and I are no fools, so we knew that this was a party. We knocked on the door and open it up to let people know that we were coming in. Once we get a view of the inside, I notice that the girl I just became friends with earlier is in there, and we notice each other. Then, me, Patrick, Dylan, and Trey all walk into the party room and see whats going on, to see if its live or not.
Suddenly all of the strobe lights shut off and now the normal lights are on in this room. Suddenly some guy asks us, "Who are you guys, and what are you doing here?!?!". We tell him that we came to join the party and turn up. For some reason he gets really mad. To settle our dispute I declare, "You know what, lets settle this with a dance-off. If I win, me and my crew get to stay and you have to suck it up". He accepts my challenge, and now the entire room is quiet and everyone is watching me. I tell somebody to put on the music.
The music comes on, and I get my groove done. The song that's playing is an EDM song, so its fairly easy to dance to, and theres also a drop in the song where you can really get done and blow peoples minds. As I'm dancing, Im thinking about how much of a retard I look like, but I keep going anyway because I know that we need to stay in this party. Now I can feel the beat building up, and I can tell that the song is about to drop. Seconds later it drops and I release full beast mode. I start popping and locking and doing all these different dance moves, but for some reason, during all of this I make farting noises with my mouth, not sure why.
(will finish later)

8:30pm zonk out, yes I'm weak, very tired, couldn't hold out for "normal" bedtime. Melatonin production starts around 5pm now, it's dark and cold and will be this way for the next 5 months....I love it! Excellent for long stays in bed, dreaming

10:30pm family comes home, have to get up a few times, had some recall here but forgot

early batch:

+ missed the concert! I'm trying to find the time, it's 7:30 already, the concert is beginning, I can hear the music (on the radio), this is terrible I've only ever missed one concert before in my life, maybe if I hurry I can get there in time for the 2nd piece, I'll have to walk on stage all by myself. I put on a gaudy purple lapelled tux. Lying down on the ground a cute girl walks over some of us she's wearing a white billowing dress and I notice she's panty-free and get a clear view of her (ahem).

+ semi/short lucid watch a plane explode, break apart and crash right outside my window, the roof of the fuselage is blown off and the edges are glowing red hot, I see the rows of seats and perhaps some people, I say "no way this is waking" and I think I do a nose pinch but forget about being lucid, after the crash I go to the left to see if there are people, I see some weird strange cartoony guy

+ enemy base infiltration in darkness, the doors are open I see, I must take advantage of this while I can, I enter a long dark hallway and I see the outlines of guards down at the end of the hallway, they're looking my way, I get down on my stomach on the floor and glide/slide forwards slowly, this will make he harder to see, then send a toy train sensor down the hallway to search for intruders, it runs right by me on the right, I hear them saying "caught another programmer," it's like now, I stand up and wait to be discovered

+ held prisoner, leader asks me how the treatment is, I say (one guard) shoots some prisoners in the head, he says "yeah have to do something about (him)." writes a note for me but shouldn't be needed if existing s laws were enforced

+ teaching a little girl how to bind together little toy rings made out of thatched straw, her dad is watching

+ dinner with the T family, drinking? I only have a few days left before the end of this trip so I'd better hurry to wrap up my project goals

+ trying to find a cab?

3am wife comes to bed? do some mental recall of the above

later:

+ JG is standing naked at the top of the stairs, I climb up behind her admiring the view, one "feature" is exposed clearly and I make a note of her shaving practices

+ meeting with some guys in a club, exchange contact information, someone's complaining about short palestinians in leather jackets who are self-proclaimed law enforcement

+ I'm chasing a little spider that I have to catch with another guy, it will allow me to do something. Can't catch it. We're in some crawlspace. I look up and see a large crack open area extending up with tons and tons of spider webs and dead spiders, I see a live one. I continue looking on the low ceiling further and I start to see larger and larger and juicier/thicker live spiders with stripes and dots, "ugh!" I think and just get the heck out of the there in a hurry

+ 1st person shooter base assault. I'm at the enemy base and view one of (our guys?) the strikers flying / jumping in. We attack the generators, and the turrets, the enemies are dismayed that we're making progress on trashing their base. We put a special marker on an enemy target and one of our guys follows the signal in a flying craft and torches it with a flamethrower.

+ (lucid) I'm on an outdoor large patio that wraps around the corner of a building which is on my right, as I turn the corner and see the expanse of patio stretched out in front of me and the nature in the distance and I'm lucid and I think "FLY!" I take several steps and then a few running steps then take off superman-style. I want to fly to the ocean. I extend a hand forcefully forwards and I fly faster and higher, but no ocean yet, just more nature on the horizon. Another spurt of speed forwards and I catch a glimpse of water in the distance, "ah, there we go" I think. The trees are beautiful, and I fly down low to fly through the leaves of one tree, as I approach I feel the sensation of the leaves dragging on my left shoulder and back just before I actually fly through the tree, and think this timing mess-up is funny/interesting. Back up higher I notice the sunset is the purest orange that I've ever seen, it's amazing. I think that on the hills below me must be a house with a girl in it, I look for it and start to land and the dream fades.

I'm then talking with someone (a woman?) about how, yes, it's trite and everyone says it, but that was probably my best flying dream ever to date.

#380 - DILD - 5:28AM

I woke from a dream about a girl fighting off bad men in the mountains. When I woke I used the toilet and failed a half-assed WILD attempt. I eventually had the the following dream.

I am visiting the doctor for multiple ailments. I had a sore throat as well as some other things I am worried about in waking life. I talk things over with my doctor and wife. I didn't think about it then but the doctor looks like Jeremy Crane from sleepy hollow.



I have a false awakening in some military style barracks with multiple bunk-beds. I understand this is a lucid dreaming study and I was supposed to have become lucid. I look around and see some oddities on the ceiling. I blurt out, "This is a dream." There it is. I got lucid. I didn't really know it was a dream at this point and was only pretending so that I didn't seem a total failure.

Erica (My sister's ex-husband's daughter) is in a bed a little ways down from me. She's speaking to some other people in the group saying she was lucid and begins to offer WILD advice. She tells us how she visualized the dream from scratch but went slowly building detail a little at a time. At first I think this is a bunch of nonsense, but the more I think about it, the more I realize this makes a lot of sense. I am mostly just annoyed she did it better than me. Taking her advice to heart, however begrudgingly, I lay back down and make another attempt at WILD.

I quickly see an orange car and zoom in on it. I focus on a side-view mirror and slowly add detail as I zoom out. The car begins to look like The General Lee parked in my driveway as the scene fills out. The sky seems extra vivid now and I look up. I stare at the clouds for a few seconds and have a feeling of entering the dream. Fully lucid now, I look back at the car and now it is an old, light blue Studebaker.



I become excited and hope in through a sunroof into the driver seat. There's no need to start it up but I slap it into 1st gear and let of the clutch as I hit the gas. I shout, "Ooooooh stick shift. How I've missed driving a stick!" In fact this old Studebaker feels familiar like something I used to own a long time ago. I continue on down the street enjoying the labor of shifting gears as I accelerate. At some point I have a strange feeling of fatigue in my right leg; as if I am using my own energy to make the car move along. I ponder how I am going to talk about this new way of WILDing on the podcast. Ill recall the details later. I am sure that I have found the method.

This feeling is broken as I spy three young cheerleaders running across the street ahead of me. Having accomplished my first goal I quickly recall my secondary. I am not sure what my first goal even was. My fake WILD attempt? I know I want to ask a DC an important question, so without slowing down, I do the familiar phasing-out-of-the-car trick. I feel some physical resistance but have no real issue with it. I smile at the closest, yet youngest girl. She reminds me of my younger daughter with her long blond hair. They would be about the same age.

I ask, "Hey... What do you repre...." No not "represent". What was the question? Oh yeah. I try again, "What is the nature of reality?"
The girls body language suggest that she's a little flustered and stressed. She mumbles, "It's in the ashtray."
I chuckle thinking this is typical nonsense from a DC. Disappointed, I let it go and say, "That's ok. Thanks."
The girls now becomes very clear in her words now, with a sense of purpose, "No." She points at the car. "It's in the ashtray. Over there."
I perk up now excited, "Oh? The car?"
She nods and I rush back over to the abandoned Studebaker in the street. I am super scared that I will wake up now, not knowing the answer to my question. I focus on the little details in the road, particularly noting a river rock laying in the middle near the car. I reach inside and pull out an ashtray. It has a lid on it and I flip it open, revealing another lid. I open that to find yet another smaller one. I do this several times until I find a really small yet empty opening. Confused I remove the ashtray and take it to the girl. "It's empty", I say. "There's nothing. Is the nature of reality emptiness?" She gives me a look that conveys a message. I get it right away. I say, "OK It's a puzzle." I really worry that this will just end up being random garbage but I look again really trying to understand. I begin seeing random numbers on the inside of the lids. The numbers change from something chaotic into something with order. They start counting in a sequence from low to high. Something clicks. I ask, "The nature of reality is order?"
She smiles and says, "Well chaos from order..." She has that flustered look again.
Thinking she just got her words backwards, I reply, "Do you mean order from chaos?"
She answers, "Well that too."
I get the feeling that this is only the tip of iceberg and the actual answer is much deeper than this; it's the best short answer she can offer. I say, "Oh wow... that is... REALLY.... interesting." Feeling accomplished, I think that I should wake myself up but I really don't want this to end. I begin to feel a great sense of gratitude toward the girl and whatever part of my subconscious she has come from. I give her a side hug and say, "I love you." I kiss her on the forehead, but she doesn't react in anyway. It's as if she has lost all intelligence. The dream fades and I wake up.

Since it was almost time to wake up anyway, I spent some time letting my mind wander while pondering this dream. It seems like stoner talk but I took notes.

Chaos from order as well as order from chaos... Is this the nature of reality? Maybe she was just referring to the dream state. Order and chaos would surely intermingle there, but isn't that also true for waking life? It's like the Yin and the Yang.

Are the dream state and waking life really so different? Sure waking life is more consistent but that is only because so many minds share in the experience. The dream state is only my one mind. Waking life is billions. This is why dream control is easy but affecting waking life is more difficult. This could explain mass consciousness experiments as well as political and social change. It takes many acting as one to really make any lasting change in the waking world, but what happens when groups of many like minded people clash? War...chaos. Eventually there is order again and the cycle repeats.

Dream
Lucidity

I became aware I was in a dream and left the area I was in. I did a few things and increased my lucidity a few times. I lost awareness a few times but gained it back I gained awareness while getting hustled by some kids, who were bugging me so I decided to kill them. I said "Make this guy die of a heart attack" the kid fell and put his hand over his heart, grabbing his chest tightly. I looked at the other kid and said "Make his brain explode" he fell, and he put his hands on his forehead, obviously feeling pain. I kept walking and noticed I was on some sort of room. I worried about waking up, so I thought of a skyscraper. I said "Take me to a skyscraper." and I started to fly. I felt a rush of joy as I left the roof I was on and saw a huge city with beautiful lights, cars driving in the streets far below, and an ocean far away from where I was. I saw one of the twin towers and knew I wanted to go there. As I slowly started flying towards it, I woke up.

This was a fairly odd Lucid Dream, where I became a dairy cow, standing in line, waiting to be milked. That in itself isn’t really odd as far as lucid dreaming goes, but when I was a cow in my dream, I had the intelligence of cow, and I wasn’t lucid anymore. I was terrified! It really was a nightmare.

I entered the dream lucid using the WILD technique. I was floating in the darkness of ‘the void’, whatever that is, and off in the distance I could see a glowing bluish light. I moved toward the bluish light instinctively. As I got closer to the glowing bluish light I realized it was actually made from millions of individual glowing bluish spheres of light. These glowing spheres of light looked about 10 to 15 feet in diameter, and spaced about 80 feet approximately apart, though it was really hard to tell, because I had no real reference to compare too. There was no issue with keeping lucidity here, because it was very mesmerizing flying between the sphere of light, and it was a very safe place. Then, all of a sudden, I was sucked into one of the spheres. I instantly became a dairy cow!

At this point I was no longer lucid, and I had the intelligence of a cow. That in itself is very hard to describe. During the dream, when I was a cow, I was unable to describe what I was seeing, but after I woke I knew what I was going on. This is what I saw. There was another cow in front of me. Its legs were vibrating (from pain). There was a pulsing, vibrating sound (milking equipment). The cow in front of me had two udders cut off half way. Milk was spraying out of these cut udders. The ground was flat and hard (concrete) and covered in mud (manure). There was no sun (inside a dark barn). I was so terrified and confused, that I woke up immediately from the nightmare.

I hadn’t really thought much about cows up until this point, but after this experience, I have to say, we should treat our dear cows a little better. I looked on-line about why the cow had its udders cut off, and apparently this is done when a cow has a bad case of mastitis. I did not know this.

See link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gzcISH4h200

Dream 1

I was on my parent's bed with my younger brother who was trying to sleep. Someone in the dream was giving me a message that something bad was about to happen. I found a wooden cube and through it out the window to see what would happen. That's when skull head zombies started walking in the house. I didn't think I would escape so I just lay on the bed to see what would happen. The skull heads just started breathing hot breath all over my face and pretended to eat me. I pushed them back and someone who gave me the message appeared. They brought me to my living room where I told myself I was going to wake up.The DC girl said O.k and I reappeared on my bed. I bit my fingers to see if I was awake and I wasn't. I decided to just go on with the dream. The girl came back and brought me to the living room. There I peaked down the stairs and saw someone was flickering the lights. I called for Dawn or Eye but no one answered. The girl than pulled me and showed me a iPad or handheld game where mini rpg characters were shooting arrows at a giant on the bed. She said he was getting stronger and the arrows weren't working. I thought she was going to give me a quest but than I woke up.

Dream 2

I only remember the part when I was being told something about dream guides helpfulness.

DreamLucidity

I knew I was dreaming while I was in a large, city-like supermarket while a huge vampire lord started attacking people. Everyone started running and some people fought the vampire. The vampire flew at me as I tried summoning water from my finger tips to fight it. It wasn't working so I ran away. I ran behind L. Hernandez because he knew where to go to hide from the vampire. As I ran, I could hear my boots hit the ground and I could feel the coldness of the floor the times I touched it when rounding a tight corner. I tried to feel tired by running but it didn't work. I lost awareness at times but I managed to gain it back. I tried summoning water but nothing seemed to work, making fall behind and lose sight of Hernandez, but found a young girl in a corner with a bandage on her arm. I went up to her and put my hand close to her wounds. Eventually, we could see her wounds light up under the bandage with a yellowish color which slowly faded into a dark red, sort of how blood looks.
The girl, who had a cute round face with a small nose and short light hair, thanked me. I started to leave but she asked how I healed her. I said "This is a dream!" she seemed confused at first but after pointing a few things out, her eyes widened and she finally realized it was in fact a dream, saying "Ohhh yeah!" As we walked, I saw the exit, the sun shinning brightly on the outside. I told the girl, "You can imagine your mom walking in right now" but she said "I like Miley Cyrus". I looked at her and replied "On three, Miley will be singing a song behind that counter" and pointed to what looked like a costumer service desk. "One, two, three" We looked and saw a girl that looked just like Miley Cyrus before she cut her hair. The young girl got excited and gave me her number. It was long, maybe international but it had to have been in the US because it started with a 1. I told her I wouldn't remember that and as soon as I said my first three digits, I woke up.

non-dream dream lucid

Once again I had food and drink before bed. I wasn't expecting anything considering that I was supposed to stay up here.

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Practicing Telekinesis
Lucid: yes!
Recall level: 9
TGMG: ...no

So I'm in a forest, and everything's all dank. Some DC (my dad?) and I are walking down a dirt path. Lighting is very green, but it seems that it's autumn and there's lots of leaves, but oddly enough not too much. I look over to a table near the path, and there's a radio right out of half life 2!

I run over to the table and start tuning it, and I get loads of things. On shortwave I start in the high band, and I hear a religious station.

Father DC: "No, that's a religious station!"
I eventually tune it to Global24 radio, where there's a very odd music program.

I turn it off and continue walking down the path.
All of a sudden I'm in my basement. I look around (very similar to my basement except it was bigger, or maybe I was smaller? ) and there's a TV (same one that I've had for 12 years) next to the middle wall. My mom tells me to watch Channel 4. Was there a Hrok there? I seem to remember something of the sort.

All of a sudden, I see an EAS start up.
And get this, it's for a "Thunder warning". I see a red bar come up in the bottom of the screen, and the text starts to scroll. It said something about a "Thunder warning". I'm thinking "what the hell is that? I've never heard of that!". I grab my camera next to my computer and open it up. It's taking a long time to boot up though! And when the screen comes up it looks all glitchy! I eventually manage to press record though, but just as it starts the EAS ends! Damn!

I set down my camera but keep it close by. I keep watching the TV and eventually it comes back on! But this time it doesn't stay on channel 4, and switched by itself to some high up channel.
This time I'm able to start up the camera much faster and keep it running through the duration. But this time the battery is low and the SD card is low! But I'm still able to record it all!

Eventually I put it down and...
Jump to me being with a bunch of other DCs in yet another variant of my basement. This time there was a bunch of laundry machines on the east wall, and there was entire rooms that aren't supposed to be here. They're mostly filled with junk and old clothes. So I walk into one of those and a DC comes in and asks me what to do. I tell them I'm gonna practice my telekinesis for when I'm in a dream!

So I look at an old food box and I point my hand at it like in the movies, and I pull it towards me. It starts flying, slowly, and eventually starts hovering. I'm very capable of controlling its movement, and I'm in a good mood so I make it do dances in the air. The DC is quite mesmerized.
I then put it down and go up stairs.

The living room is quite ornate, with the china cabinet next to the big window, and it's a lot cleaner. It's day time, and there's a few people here. I go into the kitchen and it's huge as well. There's a desk in the corner with audio equipment and an imac g3 there as well! My mom is in there and I ask her where this came from. She says it was Ross's computer, but she gave it to us. I think, "weird, but okay".

I look around and the kitchen looks more or less the same as it does IWL, except for the fact its bigger and there's a huge desk where the food cabinets are IWL.

I then have a false awakening? Either way, I'm back in my basement and this is the third variant. This time it's looking a bit more run down than I'm used to. I'm in my chair, but almost immediately I stand up. There's a few washing machines where the stairs are IWL, along with a few racks of storage above. There's a peculiar tiny opened can of paint on one of the racks, and I pull it down.

I start moving it around, and eventually I start wondering. I imagine it hovering and it starts hovering. I move it around with my mind for a bit before I start wondering how I'm able to do this. Am I still dreaming?
*nose pinch* *hands slip* *nose pinch again*
And I can still breath during the nose pinch. It was actually quite weird because I could feel the air rushing down my nose like I wasn't plugging my nose at all or even touching it, even though I'd clamped hard on it.

I'm dreaming! Everything gets a lot more vivid now, even though it still had the characteristic blurriness in a few spots, especially when I was in the basement. I started walking towards the stairs, and I started walking up them. To be honest I don't know what I was thinking at this bit. My feet felt very light and almost as if they weren't there at all. I look up and it's like the back door is open and there was a bright light outside. I walk up the stairs and I look back down towards the basement, and then I wake up.

I'm laying in my couch on my right side, face inwards. I'm very excited, and I do a RC. I then try and recall everything in the long process.

Eventually I start writing this.

Dream recall history:

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I found myself in the garage, helping my father carry things out of it. I suppose to create a lot more space. He then tells me I am dreaming. I look at him and said yea right. As he turns his attention away from me, I quickly counted up my fingers to see if it is the same as waking life. It was, my father notice me counting and laugh. Everything added up exactly as waking life. I feel physical and grounded here, so there's no way I am dreaming. However, I soon notice a large tv on the ground with no wires hook on to it. That's odd I thought. That is when my father ask me to turn on the lights. I look around and realize the lights weren't on. That is when I decided that if the lights work I am not dreaming. But if they did not then I will consider it as a dream. I attempted to turn on the lights 3 times to only find it ignoring me. That's when I knew I was dreaming and began trying to remember when I fell asleep? That's when my father and I left the garage, while somewhere at that point I lost lucidity.

Dream 2

I was in a maze office building with two other dream characters. I was looking for a way out and managed to find it. When I exited the building there was a beautiful path with flowers and trees all around. I left the building with another DC but as we were walking I appeared on a bed where my brothers room was. The crazy part is that I could see there was a big bump on the right side of my rib area. I touched it and random small springs started coming out. I didn't like the view of that and tried moving but couldn't. I heard a little girl talking though and feared it was that girl who liked to torture me in my dreams. I than thought of nothing and layed down so I could appear in a different scene. But I just reappeared on the bed.

The good thing is that I could move more though. I got out the room and ran to a room near the exit to the backyard.My dog Max came out of no where though and started biting my feet. But I managed to escape through the window and found myself in my backyard. But there were more plants, trees and junk around. I than flew up but I wasn't flying as high as I wanted to so I just started singing to help me fly higher. It worked and I was higher. I could see that my house now looked like a huge red building. Just as I was going to go past it I appeared in my hallway again and my dog max jumped on me. I pushed him back and noticed I was holding a part of a building with the years 2007-2011 on it or something like that.

I left it though and tried running up the stairs and out the front house door. But I saw two little baby puppys that looked like my nephew's puppy but smaller. They started biting me on my feet. I asked my dog why was this happening but he was silent. I tried going out the door but noticed the side was pitch black and someone was coming from the second floor. There was also a hooded figure to my side in the pitch black darkness. I thought the dream could not support itself anymore and suddenly the whole place was consumed by darkness. Than I woke up.

Dream 3

I went back to sleep and was at my old highschool where my old english teacher was with my old history teacher. She started talking about how funny it was that she drank juice but her breath came out smelling like coffee. Than at some time I appeared in my house downstairs. There was a monster guy with a saw near the backyard exit which made me lucid. Max was there yet again and started biting on my feet. I tried running than just got on my dog's back and I rode him all the way upstairs. I than decided to exit the house but my dog started biting my feet again. Good thing my brother was there though. I told him to hold Max back and I managed to get out but the scenery was so dark. Î shouted clarity and started rubbing my hands. The scene got more brighter and less fragmented but it felt like it was still distorted. As I was trying to walk my brother turned into a baby and got stuck to a fence. I pulled him out but than noticed the sky was weird. It wasn't bright anymore and there was a crescent shaped cookie that looked like the moon. A few DCs started telling me how they didn't like the setting and I kept trying to change it but it was time for the dream to stop. So I woke up.

Now this is what I'm talking about!

A nonlucid dream about a story somewhat paralleling Jack and the giant Beanstalk. I am with this boy who must climb this massive, twisty tree trunk like tower through this cloudy, foggy sky.
I became lucid in this and flew up the tower to observe him while he climbed. He was doing so rather quickly, jumping from platform to platform; the entire outside of the tower was covered in gnarled spikes and branches that could be used as platforms. The dark, stormy clouds seemed to be in layers. Lightning cracked all around me and the rain was coming down heavily. He eventually reached the top, above the clouds. The wind was blowing very strongly here it was hard for me to keep myself stable while flying. I landed atop the tower; we were basically in outer space now, with just a thin band of blue on the horizon and the sun, moon and stars ahead. The storm clouds below us seemed to be swirling, centered around the tower we were atop.
I grabbed onto a small ridge to fight the wind. I was correct in the fact that the tower was made out of a wooden material.
The boy had no trouble standing up while I was squinting to look into the wind and see him. He was a big, chunky boy but looked young, younger than me, and had either orange or blonde hair, I can't remember. He turned to me and thanked me for giving him the chance to climb the tower, and then rocketed off into space on a golden flame.
The scenario repeated at least once. In one other version, he failed to reach the top of the tower.

Something to do with parking an airplane at the airport. I passed through a narrow area between two buildings and I was afraid that the wings would not fit, but somehow they did.

Something to do with purchasing an absurdly small container of chocolate milk at the airport convince store.

Something to do with the fact that a PG rated movie isn't allowed to kill more than two people.

I am walking with my family on the path by our house when this blonde girl runs by. While running, she tells me that I am in fact dreaming.
I turn and say something to myself about how gravity only exists if I want it to. Flying on, let's go.
I begin buzzing around the general area, impressing my family and what not for awhile. I flew between some tree branches and power lines. I recall my foot brushing up against one of the power lines, I was afraid that I might get shocked but then remembered that I wasn't grounded.
I eventually decided to see how far I could take my flying. I looked into the clear blue sky and saw the moon. Oh, yeah, I'm going there! I began heading up, and at first I was moving very slowly. Once I got above about 200 feet I started accelerating very rapidly, making a sort of jet turbine sound. A shock cone forms around me as I break the atmosphere and look back to earth. I can see the curve of the planet below me.
I try to recall the first lucid dream where the boy flew away from the edge of space and do the same thing. I begin to rocket toward the moon
...
Dangit. Somehow I forgot what happened. The dream ended with me becoming some sort of lucid dreaming superhero, like superman in New York. I had a sealed apartment on the top floor of a building that could only be accessed by me flying. I was currently working on stocking the fridge and pantry with dream-food.

I am a part of this plot about a secret society of fuel miners. They have lived underground inside of a mountain mining this rare fuel and selling it to buyers on the surface world. There is this scene where about four guys managed to escape though ore chutes in the main compound. The leader of the group drops a bomb down the chutes but when it explodes it doesn't bring them back up, it just pushes them along faster.
A brute of a man moves a decommissioned mining robot and blocks the ore chutes so that nobody can escape.
The miners live in this mall-like underground area, mostly constructed of scrap metal. They have a whole society with a school, doctor, barber, and stores. All of their supplies are earned by trading with the upstairs world.
The leader manages to find someone who was in on the escape in the med bay. The would-be escapee fibbed that his injuries were from a mining accident. The leader character was angry with him to say the least. He grabbed the injured man by the jaw and started asking him questions about where the others went.
...
Meanwhile, I am with Marcus and this female DC. She wears square glasses, like Marcus but has long black hair in a ponytail and all of this backpacking equipment. She is a local guide who is going help Marcus find this fuel-mining society. And of course I'm there because... reasons. We are in the parking lot of a chuck-e-cheese in a small desert town supposedly not far from the underground mine. The female DC takes out a hologram device.
"Now then, we have reason to believe that the center of their operations is about four clicks east... probably in a natural lava tube system...."
She continues showing through a hologram how fuel deposits have emptied in the years and surface drilling companies have not come across any fuel where there should be.
"There was 1100 units of fuel directly below us, but in 2003, it just vanished. My theory, underground miners selling to the highest bidder." Look how the cave collapses in 2007, four years later."
We strike out, and of course the first thing we have to do is climb a plateau. We start climbing, and the only one who is getting anywhere is the guide chic. Marcus is struggling. I'm struggling.
We were about halfway to the top when the guide chic made it. She started urging us to hurry up and for some reason this made me lucid. I let go of the cliff and started flying up to the top. When I reached the top, I told myself Marcus would appear in 3...2...1. And just then he climbs up the top of the cliff.
I look out over the desert and the small town at the base of the plateau. Its hot. Clear day. I've never felt that much heat in a dream. I should do a scene change to someplace where I can beat the heat.
It doesn't take much, now I am on a beach, but with red desert sand. I am on a small, crescent shaped island with a dormant volcano on one end and a large beach populated with dream characters.
Marcus and the girl continue on their quest to find this society as if nothing has changed. I tell them that I am going to fly off on my own devices. I run towards the water and think of the previous LD where I was flying. I manage to 'catch' for about five seconds before I fall into the ocean.
Sooo good in the heat of the dream sun though!
I get out of the water. I can't see Marcus or his guide anymore. I somehow spot Manei out of the crowd of people on the beach, asleep on a towel, and run over to her, recalling everything I have to do with her.
She must have been asleep because she didn't stir until I got close. She sat up and lowered her sunglasses. (Note: Manei wears often sunglasses when she blends into the background.) She looked really confused that I was there, lucid and standing in front of her.
"Come on, I have a lot to ask you..." I gestured my head to one side that we could walk away from the crowd.
Unfortunatley, My roommate wins the award for comedic timing. HIS ALARM WENT OFF RIGHT AT THIS MOMENT!!!

13.11.2014

Speed-run ToTM and a dare dream, one-shot killing a turkey and brief chat with a DC (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I believe this is possibly the lamest ToTM I have ever worked on, and to be honest, I did not even see this coming. I have been coding for a new dream journal software like a maniac... and well, every time I woke up in the middle of the night, all I had in my mind was a bunch of code (that I wont paste here lol) and yet, I got a lucid dream. I naturally woke up around 7:30am (alarm clock triggers at 8:00am) and I was laying on my back, just relaxing to wait for the clock. After a while I found myself driving down the street. I was in what I believe to be a manual transmission car, as I had to switch gears manually. I got inside a building and I was driving down the stars, but now, I was riding a red bike:







I was driving through aisles and up and down the stairs, and yet, I had a manual transmission strick to switch gears, realizing how it could be even possible... realizing that it was impossible for a bike and realizing that my car just turned into a bike and I was indoors, so I turned lucid.

I was surprised by the dream, and feared that anytime soon the alarm clock was going to trigger. I saw a small child in the middle of a big empty room and I asked him:
- "What are you grateful for?"
- Chocolate! - he replied.

I was like, okay... and then realized that asking that was not a ToTM.
- What is my name? - I asked him.
- Manolo, like the supermarket - He replied (That is not my name nor I have seen a super market named like that.

I recalled I had to tell him that it was a dream, so:
- This is a dream - I exalted.
- No, I am awake, we are not dreaming - He replied.

I rose my hand and showed it to him, claiming we were in a dream. My hand looked perfectly fine, five perfect fingers... so I was like, what the hell. I looked at my hand again, perfect... another false positive. I knew we were dreaming because of the bike, I looked a third time and then, two of my fingers were overlaying each other and they were like holograms. I realized that the child was doing his own business, but since he replied, I was done.

I then decided to walk backwards, as I believed it was a dare. Simple task... I walked a good 50 steps backwards, but nothing out of the blue happened.

I then went ahead to remember the other ToTM without much success... so much coding, so little reading I told to myself. I believed that the bonus task was to steal the turkey that the President saved and decide its fate. I figured if I tried to fly outside the building and look for the White House I was not going to make it in time and the alarm clock would ruin it. I pretended that behind a door I was going to find the White House.

I opened the door and I could see grass and heard birds chirping. I was able to see the White House (even though it was a mix of the white house and Congress, looking something like this







I saw the President, but it was not Obama. It was a made up African American dude, dressed in business attire. The First lady was next to him, but also made up. I think she looked Chinese. There was a turkey standing next to them, so I figured it was the turkey they saved. I started feeling my cats in bed and started to feel I was waking up rapidly, so I had to do something... I just grabbed the turkey's neck and said, "Your fate is to die." I started to strangle it and little after, I woke up. Since the dare is to decide the fate, I'd say I completed it, as I have decided it would die. I wouldn't have made the choice though if I wasn't waking up, I would have done something much more exciting. This is somewhat short entry, this dream felt quick, very quick.

11/12/14 Turning left and next thing I know I am walking and follow a group of people into a store where a few guys are looking at ties.

I look down a stairwell and see a woman and turn away when I hear someone call my name from down there and it hits me I am dreaming. While lucid I think that this is a result of my recent adjustments to my awareness work but I notice the dream seems to be fading but I am determined to keep it going! I rub my hands and the rail as I go down and at the bottom is a cabinet with french fries and junk on it. I grab the fries and junk up and just start stuffing them in my mouth chewing them up for the sole purpose of stabilizing the dream.

It works and as I turn the corner I am in a parking garage.


To my left is a blue Volkswagen Bug. There are life size wood carvings/statues of two older women sitting in the front seat and two even older women in the back seat. I am studying the details and making a mental note to get a good guestimate of the ages of the women depicted in the statues. I settle on an age of late 60's for the women in front and 80's for the women in the back. I feel the dream fading again but much quicker this time...too quick and I think about the NREM conversations and try to stay in some form of sleep but quickly realize I am fully awake and have a strong urge to adjust my position in bed. I think it was too close to my normal time to get up. Now I have to consider if it is better to let the dream fade into the void and teleport since I have had some of my most memorable LDs that way or save the dream like this dream in case I don't get to the void but instead inadvertently "follow the normal path to waking" which I definitely don't want. Notes: previous awareness notes apply but also putting a larger sense of wonder in my RRC interaction statement leaving a hanging question as part of it and thinking about if it makes sense where I am at...where was I before...does that make sense? Did quite a bit of this while driving back from my league game. If CL is reading this, didn't you have a VW in a lucid? 231

11/11/14 Sexual LD with older woman. A "hot young thang" in fancy but classy lingerie then seduces me. Some fading lucidity. Afterwards I whip it out for my Wife. 230

Many people have asked in their Lucid Dreams to meet God, so I figured I would give it a try. During one of my lucid dreams last summer, I was trying to find my daughter, but I was having no luck, so I decided to meet with God instead. I’ve never attempted to do this before in my 40 plus years of Lucid Dreaming. Before I begin, I would like to point out that I do in fact believe in God, have faith, but I have not been a strong, practising, church going person, though I grew up in a strongly religious home. I have full respect for God.

In a perfectly lucid dream I approached two dream figures. I said in a firm voice, “Where’s God? I need to meet with him.” They looked at each other, and the one dream figure said to the other, “What did he just say?” The other figure then said, “I think he said he wants to meet with God.” They chuckled at each other, shrugged their shoulders, and then looked back at me with a questioned look. I said, “Where’s God?” The first dream figure then pointed at a building that was under construction, and he said, “God’s in there.” I walked up some concrete steps and entered into a building that only had plywood on the exterior, and truly was under construction. It was a real mess. I searched for God room to room. Finally, on the second storey, I found a very old, withered man in a small, closet size, bedroom. The old withered man was under a tethered blanket. He was wearing an old blue parka and faded torn, blue jeans. His hair and beard were blondish grey, long, knotted and dreaded. He was wrinkled skin and bones. His eyes were closed, and he was unconscious. I felt sorry for him, whoever this abandoned old man was, and I scooped him up into my arms, in a cradled position, and I carried him out of the building. After I carried him outside I woke up from the dream. I was a little disappointed after I woke up that I didn’t find God in the building.

The following week I had another lucid dream about God. Suddenly, in the lucid dream, this same old guy, from the prior dream I described above, appears right beside on a park bench. He even has the same blue parka and jeans, but this time he looks much healthier. He looks straight into my eyes, and then raises his head to the sky and shouts, “GOD DOES NOT EXIST!” His eyes were a glowing baby blue colour. I’m so shocked by this I wake up. I start to think about what these two dreams were about. Maybe I did meet God, and maybe he is saying to me that my faith needs a little bit of work?

The following week, after the second dream, I was driving home from work (in the waking world) to have lunch. On the side of the road, sitting on a park bench, I see the same old man! He looked exactly same right down to the long greyish blonde dreaded hair and beard. He even had the same blue, winter parka. I’d like to point out, who wears a parka on a hot summer day? It was about 85 F. I drove right past him. He looked like a homeless man. That in itself is very strange, because there are no homeless people in this suburban neighborhood. I began to think that maybe God wanted me to stop and visit with this homeless man. Maybe that’s what these two lucid dreams were about? If there was some meaning behind these dreams, I didn’t want to blow it by simply driving by and ignoring him, so I immediately went and picked up ‘lunch for two’ at Tim Hortons. I have to admit I felt a little odd doing this, but it just seemed like the right thing to do. He was the most humble man I’ve ever met. His name was Paul. He even had the baby blue eyes like my LD. We sat for a ½ hour and discussed life in general. He was explaining how people are so busy trying to make money that they miss out on life itself. He said, “To enjoy life, you really don’t need anything. All you need is already here.” I asked him about wearing his winter parka when it’s so hot out, and he replied, “I never take it off.”

Later that night, I’m heading out to the cabin for the weekend (in the waking world), and I see his blue parka lying in the middle of the road, not far from where we had lunch. It made me think.

I appeared at a subway station and a alarm sounded. There was a announcement that the new governor was making a special appearance at the subway. When the train arrived he came out of the train and people were giving him special treatment. I knew it was a dream than and started walking. As I walked I appeared in a classroom where my old English highschool teacher was. She was upset with me because I didn't do the work.

I told her i didn't care than tried leaving but there was this annoying thing that had no form trying to attack me. I pushed it out of the way, ran and noticed I was in the hallway of my house. I than looked in a room calling for Dawn or Eye but no one was around. The rooms were just dark and empty.The annoying thing came back and started attacking me again so I ran through the halls and up the dark steps. I was screaming for Eye again because I was really freaked out.

I don't normally get this freaked out unless I watch a paranormal thing where a haunting occurs and I watch those shows like once in a blue moon. But yesterday I watched Paranormal files: Fake or Fact and I was having trouble getting it out of my head. So I was calling for Eye on the dark stairs and Eye appeared running through the halls and up the steps to me. He was worried and asked me what was wrong. I told him I was really scared and to take me to my room. Eye than picked me up and was walking up the dark stairs.

When we reached the living room it was pitch black but I could see a transparent person sitting on rocking chair just staring into the darkness. Eye brought me to my room though but I could feel him fading. I started calling out for him again and suddenly everything was pitch black. But thankfully the scene changed and I was in a orange lit bedroom with Eye in front of me. I hugged him happily and noticed that there was a mirror above the bed and a closet opening. I was intrigued to open it but didn't cause I was afraid something scary would pop up. I asked Eye something but woke up.

Dream 2

I recall being in my house and my brother brought me to my room. He showed me where he took the plum he was eating. But I was confused cause I only have apples in my room. I took an apple with a tissue and noticed there was a big hole in the apple and little tiny black things on it. When I threw it out and four dream characters popped out of no where I was aware that I was in a dream.

As I was walking Eye came out of no where with the rotten apple and started chasing me. I ran because I didn't want him to touch me with it. It felt like we were playing a game to be honest because he was chasing me and the other DCs with it. It was sort of funny. When I got downstairs Eye was still playing around and I ran into my brother's room. I tried locking the door but the door dissapeared. I was like "seriously! Oh well, you win" than stepped out the room where Eye was waiting for me.

He than told me to do something really embarrassing since I lost and I did it. Than he started bursting out laughing because I actually did it. I felt weird...and thought "Is this really Eye and is he making fun of me?"I was trying to process the situation when Eye just kept laughing at me and saying he couldn't believe I just did what he told me to do.

That's when the scene changed and I was with a group of prisoners. They were talking when the guards came back and told us to get back into our rooms. They ran in and I followed them cause the guard was huge but I noticed I was on the side where the boys were. I couldn't run back though cause there was a gynormus giant keeping the others in check and I didn't want to get squashed.

Anyways I found Eye and felt safe there so I hugged him and stood there till the giant left. But than Eye dissapeared and one of the guards came and told me it was time for me to be sacrificed or something like that. I ran and appeared in a outside forest place where there were tents and broken cloth hanging and lying around.

There was a Indian man dressed in a huge blue bird suit trying to dance. I tried to do his moves just for fun but he said I was doing it wrong. So I tried doing it again and he said I did good this time but the guard and giant were now coming for me. I started flying than flew up trying to get away. When I tried flying back to where Eye was though I noticed I was in a circus like place and in front of me there was a bloody bible with a orange haired doll inside that reminded me of Chuckie.

I tried keeping the doll from getting out the book but than heard a guy laughing from behind me. I was like "Eye? What's going on?" But he just kept laughing at me so I tried pushing him but couldn't. I asked him if he was really Eye and what his name was but he didn't answer me. The doll started talking about how fun it was to scare me but I told the doll to stop and become good. It didn't want to though. I than went up to Eye and asked him why was he doing all this for. He just said something like it was only for fun. I than went up to the doll and gave it to a pink anime hair girl in the crowd of the circus. The doll started changing to something cute and good than I woke up.