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bbCreated Friday 14 June 2019

Lots of things today, though a number of dreams have been reduced to fragments.

Spoiler for Got too much to say again...:

Scrap Group 1
In an urban apartment building. Newman from Seinfeld shows up, and starts acting like a jerk. To keep from his unwanted company, I jumped out a window, then flew over the city's streets.

Walking around a suburbs during daytime. I later fly up to a clear blue sky. I've feelings of becoming lucid at some point, but can't seem to recall that. There were also a bunch of other forgotten scenes.

Dream 1 - College Bomb Scare and Random Junk

The visuals were a bit blurred. I was wandering through a crowded hallway within a college. My brother, Amir was there as well.

Commotion stirs when people nervously double back past us. The source was an exposed maintenance room at the end of the hall, an area others took pains to avoid.

As we turned back, I stumbled upon a supposed friend of ours, a security guard, a white guy about 6'3" tall, athletically built, and a few years older than me. Seeing him off-site from his patrol route, and, more pertinently, fully equipped in black body armor, was great cause for alarm. A bomb scare, I assumed. I urged him not to go. His eyes hinted dread, betraying his otherwise stoic expression. He glanced over for a second, before marching onwards. Several more guards followed suit. A fire alarm then sounded, causing some panic among the crowd. My brother and I hurried out before thins could get out of hand.

We arrived at a wide lounge, blue carpet and like-colored cushioned seat spread about between dark wooden constructions (including pillars). Things seemed to have calmed down once we stepped foot there. I walk to the far end, while Amir goes off to do something else. Mom and my sister Miranda also happened to be there, each at opposite ends of the place, as was Felicia, who was seated on a sofa in the middle. Then, a thin black lady with braids, a supposed professor of mine, took a seat next to Felicia. She waved at me, and I returned the gesture to her and my niece. I then went over there to play pranks on Felicia, poking her and such for fun.

Later on, I'm watching a rather explicit video on a phone. I really didn't want to see more than I had to. Eventually, the video cuts to some ad from the college itself. This informed viewers on the various offices on-campus. There was a clip of a secretary handing a student paperwork and an ID card. Scroll out to reveal the student was actually Amir. I was suddenly warped into the area. Once I did, Amir disposed of both items.

Don't recall how this ended. DEILD attempt after, but I lost awareness.


Dream 2 - Quick Urban Flight DILD

The visuals were dim. I was walking through urban streets during midnight, a downtown area visible in the distance. Amir was also with me.

We pass near a Hispanic fried food eatery (the type that serves fried plantains, pork rinds, and the like), light flickering under its yellow canopy. A figure steps outside. It was dad. He glanced over towards us momentarily, then continued on his way. Seeing him alive and well instantly made me aware.

Remaining calm, I took Amir by the hand, and flew us towards the starless sky. I was nearing skyscrapers, when the dream began to collapse. Rubbing my own hands only helped so much before it faded.

Scrap Group 2
In a bathroom. I stare at the mirror. It seemed my face was stuck in a menacing frown, no matter what I did.

Dream 3 - Guide Department Store Brawl

Scene 1 - First Nuisance, Then Nemesis
The visuals began rather blurred, but clarified over time. I was in a mall. Seems I was a security guard, my uniform an intimidating, military-esque, all-black long-sleeve shirt and cargo pants ensemble plus combat boots. I encountered some family members at some point, but I don't recall how we interacted.

Later on, I take a round through a department/clothing store. It was there that I was stopped by this short middle aged white lady in a black dress, brown hair combed in a beehive, and face in a perpetual scowl. Even at a glance, she obviously looked the 'I want to speak to your manager' type.

"You!", she screeches. "Can't you see I'm lost in here?! I need you to tell me where to find what I want, right now!"

I mentally rolled my eyes. "Lady, I'm a security guard. You'll want to find someone employed in the store."

""So what?! You work at the mall, so you need to help your customers!"

She continued on a nagging spiel ladened with causticity, belittlement, and obnoxious self-entitlement. Sighing, I thought "If only this weren't real. Then I'd..."

That's when I telekinetically lifted that whiny shrew off the ground. Awed, I looked at my hands, and asserted the dream state. I then chuck that now frightened nuisance out of sight.

I immediately set about looking for my guide E to spar with her. First, I check the clothing aisles, though she wasn't readily present. So I took a moment to shadowbox, thinking she'd jump in at any moment. Suddenly, I was shrunken down to a few inches. A now gigantic figure looms in. I look up to see it was indeed my guide, smirking down at me. Incidentally, she was completely nude.

E gestures at me, goading me to attack. I started with a quick energy blast. But, it disperses harmlessly on her. I then ran circles around her, taking potshots anywhere I could. Yet E stood firm, hand on hips. Uh, oh. This didn't fare well.
I strode a good distance further. E, in turn, slowly strut towards me. As she approached, I fired a much more powerful energy wave, yelling for added melodrama. And yet, with a mere huff, E drew the beam straight into her mouth, and began gulping it down like a draught. But I would not stop here. Pushing beyond my limits, I charged the beam with even more power! Blinding light filled the room. I momentarily go unconscious...

It felt like a long time passed before I came to my senses. I look ahead, and find... that my efforts were in vain. E was perfectly unphased. She was on a whole other level. I scurry under some clothing racks, anxiously looking around for a hiding place. If a direct assault wouldn't work, I suppose I'd have to use guerrilla tactics. Not very sportsmanlike, and it probably wouldn't work anyway, but I was desperate...

Things deteriorated. I lost lucidity. Unknown warp.

Scene 2 - Two Clones Play Capcom vs. SNK 2
The visuals were blurred. I falsely awakened on a large bed in an unknown bedroom. Several figures were watching/playing video games. Amir was one of the viewers, while an old friend, Jordan, was one of the players. In fact, it seemed that two Jordans were at the controls. But, I got too distracted by gameplay to acknowledge such. Speaking of, Capcom vs. SNK 2 was on screen, set in the desert stage. One of the Jordans, who used a K-Groove team with Kyo, was running away with the match.

Later on, a Jordan placed a pillow on my head, and sat on it as a joke. Furthermore, a minute later, I was hit by a gust of hot air. Did he just pass gas? I held my breath for a while, just in case. This was all really annoying, but I was too tired to move.
In time, my breathing faltered. Rather than say anything, I fired an energy shot, and, through its recoil, slid right out the bed.

Things get very unclear. There's something about the Koosalagoopagoop from Dexter's Lab praising SMB's Luigi as a king. The dream faded soon after.

This morning i broke the dry spell.
I went to sleep at like 2am last night. Slept until 10-11, i didnt check the time. My uncle came into the room to grab something so i woke up, but as soon as he left the room i got back to sleep.
I started dreaming about a reunion... it was more like a party in my grandparents house, but with people from the university, and other people i didn't know. I remember i went outside barefoot, but there was a lot of mud. Now the house has morphed to the house im currently living in, my uncle's house. I was talking with the mother of my uncle's wife, and when i was done talking i decided it was time to go. Where? Idk i just thought the time there was up and that i should do something different. So i got outside, with a shovel so i could pick up the mud trace i was leaving :joy: , and started walking towards the city center. It's actually a long walk. I've never gone walking before, i've always used bus and it takes like 40 minutes, so i was thinking "i should take the bus, otherwise it will take a really long time" but meanwhile i kept walking and it wasn't towards a bus station. It seems like i didn't care too much about the distance, i just wanted to walk and i was enjoying it. I was able to go through a mildly dangerous zone looking around happily like if i was a tourist. There were people around, old mostly, buying stuff. I just watch them and go past them. Whenever i saw to the front i saw buildings, similar to those in the movie inception where Cobb and his wife built an entire city. Then i look to my right.... and i notice something very very strange (for me).
I see like a path, a street (that i know where it is located, in my home city) and beyond that there was an old building, but still functional, looked like "the house of Black and White". The strange thing about this was that it was a dream sign for me. I analized the structure, from the point i was standing, and i saw outside the building like a walking path, that it lead to some docks. So there i knew i was dreaming. Because the building was the same. I've walked that path before, so i was extremely confident i was in a dream. And i've only been to the sea two times, and we don't have a sea in my city so it all made sense to me that this was a dream. I was 95% confident i was dreaming. So at that point i wanted to make the most out of my lucid dream, do something. Before that i said it out loud "im lucid dreaming" so i did not forget once i start changing stuff.
But i don't do anything. Im so passive that i just stand there and observe. I thought about having sex, but then i thought "meh". I see some people playing in the water, across the streets. There were some rocks in which people were laying, tanning themselves, and other people climbed it so they could jump into the water. The water was quite deep, about 10 meters i believe. I know because it was cristaline water, so you could see the bottom. People playing in the water were big though, they were giants. I could see them as tall as buildings. Then the dream starts to fade and i regret not having a plan on what to do during the lucid dream. As soon as the dream starts to fade away i remain calm, both in mind and body. So far i don't feel a body, but as soon as i'd feel it i'd stay calm. All I saw a black background with a small light. I waited; still didn't feel my body so i was doing good so far (if i wanted to go back into lucid dreaming). And i thought i would either form a new lucid dream or i would meditate in that state. But i didn't feel prepared to form a dream from scratch (now that i think about it it was dumb not having even tried it) and i wasnt sure about meditating either. So i decided to wake myself up. I don't know how i did it, i just did. Then i start feeling my body and my mind like i usually feel it while being awake, a bit more coarse than what i was experiencing. (It was strange lol. I could describe my previous mind state like if my "astral body/mind" that was awake, that way it makes a bit more sense to have noticed my "normal mind" as coarser).
I had only 2 experiences like this in my whole life. One time i was able to WILD in 2016, and now this time i exited a dream and was able to still remain asleep (in body but not in mind). I really liked the experience and i look forward to practicing this stuff a bit more. Before it seemed hard, frustrating, frightening, something only experts could do but now i see it as something very interesting and very possible for me to do, so i want to start practicing it more.

Jamie Dreams

First one is a flash of Jamie standing in front of me wearing a wedding dress, she is smiling. We're getting married? Okay, these dreams are really out there now.

The next few dreams mainly consisted of me trying to visit Jamie but she wasn't available and/or was avoiding me. Definitely a pattern here. Even when I knew her this was her: Wanting to get closer. I say: yes, okay. She: Backs off. Gets closer next time. Asks for more. I say: okay. She: backs off again. Wash rinse repeat. I think this is to be expected by now.

Next I have a dream where I confront her. I remind her of how she would say things that highly indicated she really liked me/ felt close to me. But then would cover up a moment later and down play it. the most comical being she was suggesting sending me a picture, you know the kind long distance couples might send. Then after a long pause for what must have been a full minute or so. She says, "Well a PG version anyway." Still waiting on that one BTW. And after so long She better send the full version . Kidding.

Anyway what she said back to me in the dream was really disturbing. "Well, I was just messing with you because it was funny." Um wait. What? Is it really necessary to say such a thing? I almost believe her. But then i remember When I spoke to her last in person and said, "I'm really gonna miss you," She looked like she was hit in the stomach, almost fell over and said something quietly that i barely even heard, "I'm gonna miss you too." Followed by a cover up a few seconds later as if she had said nothing at all. Yeah, who does she think She is fooling? That looked like it hit her pretty hard too.

Next day: First, I have dream where she apologizes for saying that. She's almost crying, her face in a weird smile, or more like a grimace of pain. I always forgive of course. Next dream is us just laying in bed cuddling
. Maybe a second one like that.

But how would she know over the span of a few days that she said that? I never posted dreams until now. So how would she know? I remember I once had a dream where she was talking to voices in her head that sounded like me. Does she really do that? I do. And this weekend we argued a lot. I really should have my head checked I think. I mean how deep does this rabbit hole go? I've linked the voice directly to my dreams, and also her doings directly to my dreams. so either it's actually her sometimes, or... Familiar spirits, (demons) that sometimes repeat what she is saying to herself. I dunno. I wish I had answers... If they are demons. They REALLY have her personality down.

Val

I'm working with Val, The lesbian. She asks me if she is the kind of girl I would marry. I say, "Yes." she looks really offended at that. Then why ask? When I said ,"yes," i mean the type of person not their orientation.

Death Squad

I'm in a gymnasium with a crowd of people. Some blond guy in his early 20's is being voted to be put to death. The vote goes through. I go hide in another room somewhere as they take him outside and shoot him because I don't want to see it.

also why am I getting ads for women's lingerie on DV?

After my relaxation and concentration training routine I fell into thoughtless state where only my consciousness remained. And I observed my mind. And I observed my body because I still felt it a little. I slowed my frequency of breathing further and further lengthening the time when I was exhaled... After some time I felt my consciousness to clear even more, to become light and bright... And I still only observed everything, I didn't try to separate from body.

I maintained this state for immeasurable long time exploring the feeling of that state. My consciousness felt very fresh despite I felt very tired when I went to "sleep" at 00:30. And then, something strange happened, something which never happened to me: I felt as if my consciousness sublimed from my body and I stopped to feel the body. It wasn't like normal leaving the body, it was as if I left the body like some kind of vapor. I didn't loose consciousness as I became vapor like....

And when it became whole again I had spherical field of vision... I was in space lighted inhomogeneously by weak violet light. There were points of light like stars... around quite a few of them there were rings made of violet ribbons. There were also ribbons connecting space between the stars with similar width as those ring like ribbons. As I observed those ribbons I became aware that it is not all what I can see. My vision cleared more... the space contained dull dust clouds which was forming those light inhomogeneities I saw in space at start... and those ribbons had shiny sides and dull center. In dull centers of ribbons something like runes shined... On each corner or crossing of the light line which formed rune there was point of bright light shining... And those runes moved, flowed inside confine of ribbons, sometimes mutating into something new... and I observed this for some time...

And then I was back in my body, feeling that I'm breathing in- that was probably what distracted my vision... I didn't manage to get back and after some time I lost consciousness and I fell asleep.

Remarks:
This experience was somewhat similar to projection into budhic dimension. The difference was that the space didn't feel to be overflowed by love. This space was completely neutral, careless, and very serene.

2019, 05-29

Regular Dream - Semi-lucid Dream - Lucid Dream - Notes

I am playing Skyrim VR. I am in Windhelm. I see one of my least favorite people, Rolff, following a Dunmer and saying rude things. The Dunmer is Suvaris, she’s just ignoring him. I walk over and get his attention. I tell him stop harassing people. He calls me an elf lover and says people like me are as bad as they are. I tell him he is the scum that even bottom feeders won’t touch and he is good only for fus’ing practice. Suvaris turns around and starts to say Rolff isn’t worth getting in trouble over, but before she finishes her sentence I fus Rolff. FUS-RO-DAH! Rolff flies through the air and slams into the stone wall of Candlehearth Hall then falls to the ground in a heap. He isn’t moving. Suvaris asks if I killed him. I say no, it was just a fus. But I’m unsure… did the idiot go and die? I try to remember when I last saved, wondering if I should just leave him dead. Skyrim would be slightly better without him. But I see him moving when I go over to him. He groans and picks himself up. He says I’m crazy and was trying to kill him. I say if I wanted to kill him he would be dead, but if he stops being an asshole I won’t bother him. He says fine, he’ll leave the gray-skins… er… elves alone if I promise not to kill him. Before I can answer he disappears into Candlehearth Hall.

I’m not sure what I was in the middle of doing before I saw Rolff being an asshole. Why am I in Windhelm? I go into the Palace of the Kings. Did I need to talk to someone in here? I see Galmar and Rolff in the back of the room, apparently Rolff snuck out the back door of Candlehearth Hall. From what I hear Galmar isn’t being too sympathetic with Rolff. He says he told Rolff if he kept up his behavior eventually he would get his ass kicked. Rolff sees me and starts insisting I’m there to finish the job. Galmar asks if I’m trying to kill his brother. I say no, if I was trying to kill Rolff he would already be dead. It was only a fus for Rolff being an ass. The fus is done, so unless I see him being an ass again… The doors open and a guard runs in looking panicked. He says they’re here, they’re at the gates! Without even thinking about it I ask who, but he ignores me. Galmar goes over to the guard, the dispute between Rolff and me clearly pushed aside. The guard goes to Galmar and tells him the Thalmor are here, and they have the black crystal. Black crystal? That doesn’t sound good… so I head out to see.

Note: I wake up here, but I use a DEILD technique I read about and somehow manage to get back into the dream…

I am in Windhelm again, now fully lucid. I remember there are Thalmor at the main gate. I make my way through Windhelm, which seems considerably larger than it is in the Skyrim video game. I come to the main gate, which is closed and barred. There are guards who say no one enters or leaves, the city is under siege so they can’t open the gates. I say I don’t need gates. I jump up to the top of the wall, ignoring the stunned looks of the guards. I look out and I see an army of weird spectral black things. They look sort of like Thalmor, but all in black. I see one normal looking Thalmor near the back, there is a black orb floating over her head like a miniature black sun. The scene is quite disturbing. How many are there? Hundreds? A thousand? I don’t care, this is a dream and they can’t touch me. And even if they can, the worst that can happen is I wake up! And I have a plan that’s going to be awesome!

I jump down off of the wall and come face to face with a Thalmor. There actually are a few normal looking Thalmor in the group, the others all look like some form of solid shadow. I tell the Thalmor I am there to negotiate with their leader, and he doesn’t question it… he takes me through the ranks of shadow Thalmor to a woman I recognize is Elenwen. She says obviously there will be no negotiations, just a complete surrender or we will all be annihilated. I say I was about to say the same thing, but she and her shadow puppets will be the ones annihilated. She laughs at me and asks if I think the Stormcloaks stand a chance against her army. I say I never said anything about any Stormcloaks, it will just take me. So am I to assume she is refusing? Then kiss the army goodbye. She looks at me and says she can see I really believe I can do it, well no matter. I tell Elenwen I have one final thing to say, she says I had better say it fast then.

I am thinking back to an anime I watched called Slayers. There was a spell used in it called Dragon Slave, but Dragonslave uses dark energy and that will surely do no good against shadow warriors. For a bit I think I will be unable to remember the spell, but then I do remember, and I modify it as I say the words to make it use the power of the light instead of dark. “Sunlight beyond twilight, pure light is the power that flows. Buried in the stream of time is where your power grows…” The shadow Thalmor are attacking with black fire, it doesn’t burn but it seems to suck my energy out. I continue my spell, gathering my energy around me… “… In thy great name, I pledge myself to conquer, all the foes who stand, before the mighty gift bestowed in my unworthy hand. Let the fools who stand before me be destroyed, by the power you and I possess… Dragon Slave!” The resultant explosion is a blinding light that makes it impossible for me to see what is happening, but when it fades all that I see around me is a handful of dazed looking Thalmor and Elenwen staring in stunned silence. The black orb hovering above shatters like glass and turns to dust that blows away. I hope any dark energy in it was fully neutralized…

Elenwen is staring in stunned silence, I feel like I might pass out, which would most likely lead to me waking up. I guess it’s the dark energy draining my energy then the energy focused into the Dragon Slave. But I can’t look weak in front of these remaining Thalmor. I go with a video game power, I change my right arm into a sword like Alex Mercer on Prototype. I turn to the remaining Thalmor, preparing to fight with my Alex Mercer blade. They’ve had enough, however, and they take off. Elenwen is already gone, that sucks… I’d really like to fus her off of a cliff. I’m too tired to chase. Some Stormcloaks come out of the gates and chase after the Thalmor. Galmar comes out and pauses briefly, then seems convinced I’m fine and continues. So I’m alone? No one to see if I pass out. I’m about to pass out when I see I’m not alone. More Stormcloaks? I see Ulfric… I won’t pass out where anyone can see. The group that followed the Thalmor return, saying Elenwen and the Thalmor disappeared through a portal. Ulfric is staring at me as if I have grown a second head. Has he never seen a Dragon Slave? Oh, right… probably not. So I will go somewhere I can pass out and wake up in peace. I am walking away like a drunk, I almost walk into twin Ulfrics. This time I really do fall over, right on Ulfric, he holds me up for the brief moment before I wake.

Link to a video showing Dragon Slave: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QINNMT9TWIk

Hello DVers, I have returned once again. Just a little update- I've stopped smoking weed (for now) and plan to at least have a few lucids, I've been working hard on dream recall and just taking things at a slower pace to avoid getting excited then losing motivation at the first sign of failure.

Anyways, here's an interesting dream I remembered Non-Lucid

Anything in orange is a potential dream sign for my own reference and improvement
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The dream begins in an open space, It looks similar to my old work, but a lot nicer with some more expensive equipment. I work on Interactive Media at work (virtual reality, augmented reality, motion tracking, etc)

It appears that I'm also with mostly coworkers from said older company. I'm standing in front of what looks like 3 wooden shelves, all in descending height coming toward where I'm standing, creating some sort of augmented reality app in which the holograms have some placement element within the shelves. For whatever reason, I didn't seem to know the specifics of what it was.

Then I see a Robotic AI tripod that has miniature tank track like wheels on it, on the top of the tripod is an advanced 360 kinect sensor I didn't see any details that would suggest it was kinect but I seemed to just assume as that's a sensor I use fairly often at work. But back to the AI Kinect (Let's call it KinectX).. this thing moved unexpectedly fast, and the idea of it was that instead of a person moving in front of a static Kinect, this thing would calculate the distance from itself to a person- then use it's tank tracks to accelerate around it's target and apply cool effects to their person and stream it to a display wall somewhere in the restaurant. I never gathered this from any DCs but for some reason I just had that information in mind. This device looked super high tech- it was jet black with some space white indents and really sleek looking rotatable joints where it could transform for different angles and such.

Photo of concept below drawn from memory (drawing doesn't represent how cool it was, sorry)



Anyways Richard my old coworker came in, at my old company, he was always the one on the kinect applications, so this really fit the bill.

After a little bit we had some user testers come in to try out the apps and vet out some bugs and any edge cases, which is fairly standard protocol. My testers consisted of about 10 guys, and one of those 10 guys was Lebron James. At one point during the testing we all jumped in unison, at this point I'm assuming it was basketball related but after the jump I did a nose plug reality and test and failed! I remember thinking "Yeah I'm busy but this might be a dream.. test.. nah".....

After the failed attempt I seemed to just appear inside the seating area of the restaurant. Every table was filled, all people there had on black clothing.. suits for the men and flapper dresses for the ladies. There was a fancy plethora of Edison light bulbs chandeliers above all tables, for some reason I was going around switching out the lightbulbs in front of everyone eating...

After that I saw my old boss walking around to make sure the installation was going good, then I saw him walk back to the staging area I was in before and he was sitting at a table with other old coworkers laughing and not helping .. I got hungry at this point so I found some raw pizza and ate that After this I went to the other side of the seating area of the restaurant and found that there was a resort attached to the side of this restaurant, so it was half outside and half inside, on the resort side it was a long strip of beach chairs that were in the water and a little further in front of those chairs was about 5 feet deep water that was super warm like a hot tub.

I seemed to timeshift again and found myself traversing the water, I remember it feeling super warm- went to the end of the little pool extension and saw a few guys sitting on beach chairs. One of them was talking kind of loud and I just remember him talking and saying "Gout fuckin sucks man, yeah it just sucks bro", don't remember what else. I swam back and I remember there was a very busty woman in the water and she was getting in my way as I swam back, I don't recall doing anything with her but man it was feeling extra steamy at that point.

I time shift one more time and I'm near where the pool extension and the restaurant meet, I then see speakers that are floating on a ledge and see the cord dangling, I was trying to find an outlet to plug it into then I heard my coworker from my current company on the phone and in a black suit and sunglasses saying "Man I fuckin' hate Gout, DUDE IT FUCKING SUCKS" right near where everyone was sitting and was just venting about it

~~~

End of dream, not a lucid but it was interesting and vivid. I will have a lucid dream soon so stay tuned if you happen to read these.

Date of Dream: SAT 11 MAY - 2019



Dream No. 596 - I Want To See The Hippo

I can’t remember how the dreams started. From where I do remember, I was at a slightly distorted version of my high school around the area where the outside portables were. My year 7 homeroom teacher Mrs C was saying something to me but I forgot what it was. Out of nowhere, we got onto some sort of boat with a group of other students and set sail out onto on the seas. At one point, the boat had converted into some sort of submarine.

The group had ended up in literally the middle of nowhere, on the sea. I had gotten off the ship though and had swum to some sort of town, ending up on a wide road but then it also looked like an alley at the same time. All three members of the Cooper Gang were there, with Sly wearing a green helmet, Bentley wearing a pink helmet, and Murray wearing a blue helmet. I had a feeling of nostalgia as if I had never left Murray as a dream guide. He had his arms wide open and so I came into him for a hug.

As I was enjoying the lengthy hug, Mrs C yelled out and demanded that I get back onto the ship. When I was on, the submarine had submerged and I was hoping that I could see Murray again. At some point in the dream, I did end up returning to the same place to see Murray. I can’t remember anything else about this dream.



Dream No. 596
Dream Guide: Murray
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: THU 9 MAY - 2019



Dream No. 594 - Please Forgive Me

I don’t remember much about this dream. From what I can remember, it was the same scene that repeated itself three times. In the first instance, the scene took place in some unknown room of a large house. The background was somewhat blurry but in sharp, clear and vivid appearance, 18-Volt was walking towards me. He was in his realistic Game & Wario appearance but he was also wearing his green jacket and pants. The second scene played exactly the same.

The third scene had the same background but the main aspect of it was different. Rather than 18-Volt, it was Edward (Ed) B himself. He was wearing a dark blue short-sleeved t-shirt with the Chicago Cubs logo on it. He had this remorseful and somewhat defeated look on his face, it was some look suggesting that he knows he had hurt me but as if he could not find the strength to verbally repent. Rather, I was perceiving this energy from him as if he was silently asking for forgiveness.



Dream No. 594
Dream Guide: 18-Volt
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: SUN 5 MAY - 2019



Dream No. 591 - Separated Sections

Dream 591 A - The Quicker Return
I don’t remember how the dream started. From where I do remember, I was in this national park area which seemed to be within the Australian city of Canberra. There was a scene where I was speaking to Dreamy WB but I don’t remember what happened exactly. Her appearance was the symmetrical with the black pencil dress. It’s as I was near the end of the walking track, she told me that rather than the Killester students catching a plane home, she could take them home herself via a lap ride, which would reduce their travel time greatly.

There were extra details that she ended up disclosing to me. I asked her how long it would take the students to get home with her and she said about three hours. I then asked if there was any way she could make the trip quicker and for the first time, Dreamy WB actually verbally admitted that she wasn’t perfect. She said that it would take a long time with such a big group of people and that the only way she could make the trip quicker was to take a smaller group at a time.

At first, I thought about splitting the year 11s into three groups but then Dreamy WB said it would still take a long time. I then thought that maybe I could declare that students travel home in their teacher groups and each teacher had about 12 students in their group. I don’t remember Dreamy WB saying anything in return but she had insinuated that she agreed that this was a good idea. I now had to hurry to Mr. Bl. and tell him before they they got to the airport and wasted their evening.

Part way back down the track, I caught up with Mr. Bl. and asked him what was going on with the airport arrangements. It was still day time and he said that they booked the flight very late, for about 10:30 PM, which was a relief to me. I told Mr. Bl. and Dreamy WB’s preposition and he agreed with it, thinking it was in fact a good idea. He did his part for the preparation while I went further backwards down the track to speak to as many students as I could find. Some were actually sitting on the track, having conversations with their friends.

Later on in the dream, we seemed to be at the accommodation complex. As soon as Dreamy WB has turned up, I asked Mr. Bl. to assemble all the students in the backyard. He asked me why; I hesitated to answer even though I knew what to say, Dreamy WB ended up answering instead. She said that although the students would be in one big group, it would be easier instead of having to round them up; she could easily select who she was going to take on each trip.

She had grown slightly bigger in size had had gotten into that familiar floating, sitting position, hovering at the front of the crowd of students at the top of the yard. As Dreamy WB was collecting her first load of students, the dream ended.

Dream 591 B - Medieval Unexpectables
I don’t remember much about this dream. From where I do remember, I was at my house and it was past midnight, although I was still up and about. Apparently the Unexpectables was airing on my TV but I saw the credits playing and so I realised that I had missed the episode. I remember promising one of the cast, Takahata101, that I would watch an episode and so I now felt like I had let him down.

A subsequent episode seemed to be starting though which was a relief to me, so I sat down to watch this one. The graphics were in the style of a good quality cartoon. The setting was some sort of medieval castle on a rainy night, with the scene taking place outside, supposedly on the drawbridge. Remy and Greckles were talking to a wizard which seemed to be a cartoon resemblance halfway between Dumbledore (Harry Potter) and Merlin (The Sword In The Stone).

Back to the main perspective of the dream scene, I mum walked out from the kitchen and asked me what the show was about. I forgot what I answered though, we ended up having small conversation about the show with my mum becoming interested. I can’t remember anything else about this dream.

Dream 591 C - Massive Easter Shopping
I don’t remember much about this dream. From where I do remember, I had noticed something odd about Waverley Gardens shopping centre as soon as I had entered into the car park. The whole centre had been renovated and refurbished and there was also even a big extension to some parts of it. The first thought I had was that this shopping centre was way better than what it is like in real life. What was odd though was that there were a set of small travelators going to the main shops and then a set of big escalators going to another area which I wasn’t sure about the purpose of.

When I got to the main floor, I had noticed the differences of the shops straight away. There was a shop that didn’t exist in real life called “SLI” which I believed stood for “Specialised Lolly Institute” as it was indeed a giant lolly shop. My mum then met up with me and we went into this massive version of Target. In the dream, it wasn’t just Target, this Target was like a hub for all these department stores, including a massive supermarket.

My brother and grandma were also now with us and we were doing some Easter shopping for other members of the family. I ended up noticing a family friend AV in the aisles but for once, hoped she wouldn’t notice as I was busting for the bathroom and we’d just take ages talking. We ended up walking past some other shelves but AV had ended up noticing us. Once we had met up, she was picking some chocolates out of a box. She told me to take one that was in the shape of a small deer and I had the hint that this was an insinuation of “oh deer” →”oh dear”. My brother ended up taking a larger Lindt deer.

My family and I were then on our own again. We were now buying chocolates for my uncle and aunty. It was said that 16 would be for the JB and the rest would be for MB, in the pack of 52. That’s all I can remember about this dream.

Dream 591 D - No Volt For You
I don’t remember how the dream started. From where I do remember, I was in my bed of my old house, I was doing something but it’s a bit too gross to describe what exactly happened. My mum came in and told me to not waste my time and that as soon as the notification for the news publication came across, I was to respond for it. Apparently my family and I were getting an opportunity to show ourselves on the news.

It was not pitch black in the middle of the night and I was sitting up in bed, thinking about the news publication. I went over to my parents’ bedroom and spoke to my mum and dad who I had woken ip from their sleep. I told them that as I was uncertain about what I wanted to do for the news publication, I was going to look for 18-Volt and he could tell me what to do. My parents were really nice in the dream and seemed fully supportive and actually encourage to look for 18-Volt; at the end with my mum smiling at me and wishing me luck.

I then walked off into the rest of the house and remembered that my brother was still sleeping and so I couldn’t call too loudly. Still, this time, the dream allowed my voice projection to be clear. I was constantly walking around while calling for 18-Volt but nothing happened. After what seemed like a few minutes had passed by, I was getting more and more desperate. Eventually, it was actually concerning that he wasn’t coming and this made me very stressed.

I went into my brothers room, thinking that maybe 18-Volt had taken his bed. As I went closer to my brother’s bed, I made sure to stay very quiet and also to touch as lightly as I could, making sure not to wake whoever was in there in case it was my brother. The hair felt soft and messy and the skin felt smooth, so I could tell now that this was my brother. I was gutted that this wasn’t 18-Volt and so I quietly left the room to continue the search.

I was now begging and pleading for 18-Volt to show up, I was saying “please”, what felt like a million times… Still nothing. By now I was exhausted, thinking to myself, “How am I ever going to get 18-Volt here?”. I walked over to the bathroom area and sighed, opening the door and turning on the fan as I sat on the toilet, closing my eyes though as well. That’s when I could start to feel a big hand rubbing my back.

Also in the black sight of my vision, there was a feint sighting of 18-Volt created by a shadow of even darker colours. He was in his realistic Game & Wario appearance, also wearing his jacket and pants, and he was shown to be bent over as he rubbed my back. The dream wasn’t going to take any of this though and very soon had no hesitation to force me awake.



Dream 591 A
Dream Guide: Dreamy WB
Lucid?: No

Dream 591 B
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Dream 591 C
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Dream 591 D
Dream Guide: 18-Volt
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: SAT 4 MAY - 2019



Dream No. 590 - Separated Sections

Dream 590 A - Share Profit
I can’t remember much about this dream. From what I can remember, I was on a street corner in a suburban area when I came across 18-Volt in his realistic appearance, wearing his green jacket and pants. I was telling him something about how some shares were worth $300,000 and that they had made a profit of $1,500 which I would be sharing with him. That’s all I can remember about this dream.

Dream 590 B - Salty SML
I don’t remember much about this dream. From where I do remember, a friend of Logan and Chilly’s (SML) was summoned to court. Although it was plainly obvious that he had done something wrong, in the court room, Logan was really angry and denying it and Chilly was bent over, crying in the pews. That’s all I can remember for this dream.

Dream 590 C - A Superhero At Work
I don’t remember how the dream started. From where I do remember, I was seen on my computer and depending on what time of day it was, the background would resemble the colour of the sky. It was dusk at the time and so the background was actually of pink and purple clouds. A lot of this dream was based on me doing things on the computer.

For the next scene, I had gone into DeviantArt and the scene actually played as an animation on the website. In the canvas area, instead of their being a picture, it was blank with the light green background colour. Donkey Kong was at the top end and 18-Volt was on the bottom; apparently 18-Volt was facing Donkey Kong (I think the dream paired them for a dual because I’ve read some opinions that 18-Volt and Donkey Kong look very similar in some aspects).

After Donkey Kong had been defeated, it showed him walking away towards the top where he came from. When he was off the screen, 18-Volt was about to walk off but then a little cartoon girl and a little cartoon boy came skipping in from the side with huge grins on their faces. I perceived a vibe suggesting as if these two kids viewed 18-Volt as some sort of superhero. 18-Volt went over to the little girl and bent over, gently pushing her hair back and kissing her on the forehead.

For a while, nothing else happened but soon, the girl started to get a white glow around her. These animated four-point stars were glistening over her like sparkles and she did this fancy skipping but waltzing motion (kind of like Angelina The Ballerina) to go back off the screen. The boy was still left over and he continued to marvel at 18-Volt with that wide mouth smile and look of astonishment.

In the next scene, it looked like the graphics of some 2000s Fisher-Price game or as if someone had animated this scene on Paint. 18-Volt was on a field trip with his class and teacher. Everyone else was standing but 18-Volt was sitting on the edge of some recycling dumpster cardboard box (the cardboard boxes used as the recycling bins in classrooms). Unlike the previous scene, 18-Volt wasn’t in his normal outfit. Rather, he was wearing a loose maroon tank top with dark blue shorts and he did not have his glasses or headset on.

His eyes could be seen heavier and heavier. The teacher in this dream looked really beautiful, she had long chestnut hair and was wearing a green top and a red skirt. She was trying to be really nice to 18-Volt to keep him awake but weirdly, she kept calling him 9-Volt although 9-Volt was the boy standing next to 18-Volt on the dumpster. As much as she positively encouraged him to stay awake, 18-Volt could not beat the tiredness; his eyes glued themselves shut and he actually fell backwards into the dumpster.

The scene was actually now black and this seemed to be amazing playing from 18-Volt’s perspective. He was entering into a dream of his own! In his dream, the view was in my study at my computer screen again but this time, the screen had a dark background, representing night time. The dream ended after this.



Dream 590 A
Dream Guide: 18-Volt
Lucid?: No

Dream 590 B
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Dream 590 C
Dream Guide: 18-Volt
Lucid?: No

2019, 05-24

Regular Dream - Semi-lucid Dream - Lucid Dream - Notes

I am in a green place with trees around. I don’t recognize it. I look around and I see an old burned out house that may once have been a farmhouse. There is also a burned out barn and a small cabin. The cabin is the only part not burned. I head towards the cabin. When I get closer I see a man with long white hair pulling clothes off of a line and throwing them in a pile in a muddy patch near a spring. He then proceeds to whip out his member and begins urinating all over the clothes. I approach the man and ask what he thinks he’s doing? Pissing on someone’s clothes? How old is he? Five? Because no one older than that would be acting so immature. The man looks over at me, and in that instant I know who he is. It’s Eldred Jonas from the Dark Tower books, and he’s pissing on Roland’s, Cuthbert’s, and Alain’s clothes! Yuck!

Jonas doesn’t do much of a double take, he pulls his gun and says it’s too bad I happened to come by here at the wrong time. It’s too bad for me, that is. I just laugh. He points his gun at me and asks if I have any last words. I say as a matter of fact, I do. I have three last words. He tells me to hurry up and say them. So I do. I shout them. FUS-RO-DAH! Jonas is propelled backwards by the Unrelenting Force shout and crashes into a tree, falling into some tall grass. He struggles to get up. He does so and points his gun in my direction. I use another thu’um, the Disarm shout. ZUUN-HAAL-VIIK! The gun falls from his hand into the tall grass. He is saying he doesn’t know what manner of witchcraft I’m using, it won’t save me. He is frantically searching the grass for his gun. So I fus him again since once didn’t get the point across. FUS-RO-DAH! Jonas is propelled even farther away. Now he seems to get the point. He turns tail and runs, clearly deciding my witchcraft is too much for him. I retrieve Jonas’ gun and then go over to the cabin and sit on one of three chairs, I will wait to make sure Jonas doesn’t return.

After I wait on the porch for a while the three young men return early in the afternoon. They see the pile of clothes and then they see me. I tell them about catching Eldred Jonas in the process of vandalizing their place, but I sent him packing with a fus to the ass. I say I only wish I’d found him doing something bad on The Drop. Then I could fus him right off of the edge! That would be amusing. I decide that will be a future dream goal... fus Eldred Jonas off of The Drop. Of course none of the three young men know what I mean when I say I fus’d Jonas... I’m not sure how to explain it without fus’ing one of them. I don’t have much time to think about it before I wake up.

Date of Dream: TUE 30 APR - 2019



Dream No. 588 - The English Results

I don’t remember much about this dream. From where I do remember, there was setting like Super Mario 64. There were the Mario characters in the game but there was also extra characters including Waluigi from the Mario series and also 9-Volt and 18-Volt from the Warioware series, so there were three additional playable characters. At first, it was something to do with 9-Volt and he seemed to be on one of Bowser’s levels. Then after moving through Peach’s castle, Mario was in Bob-omb Battlefield and had to do a rescue mission with 18-Volt being the one to be saved.

In the next scene, all the members of the Warioware crew were seen to be getting on a bus near Monash university. In the Warioware games, Dribble is the taxi driver and so I was expecting him to be driving the bus. Rather, it was 18-Volt who drove the bus and the reason was because he knew the area, his appearance was his cutscene cartoon style from Game & Wario. Weirdly, the driver’s area was on the left side of the bus. I got on and since it was a bench seat as well, 18-Volt subtly prompted for me to sit next to him. The next part was bizarre, the bus felt like it was moving forwards but in actual fact, it drove backwards; not in a reversing way but rather at full speed.

The dream then went to another scene, I was by myself again. The teacher’s aid Mrs K, my old friend JSa and I were in the Monash Civic Centre. I could tell in this dream that Mrs K was putting a forced effort into being nice to me as I was the only one that could truly help JSa in this upcoming situation. Apparently JSa and I had sat an assessment for our English subject in high school and it was now time for us to ask one of the teachers for the answers.

For the possible candidates, I thought it was Ms L or two other teachers but I have forgotten who they were; they were possibilities as they were the year 12 english teachers. I was surprised though when Mrs K told me that it wasn’t any of them; rather, we had to find Mr McP for the answers. He was an english teacher but not a year 12 english teacher. As soon as I got the information, I went with JSa outside and we started looking for Mr McP.

For some reason I was by myself again, JSa had gone. Being outside, I started to call for 18-Volt but I have forgotten the reason as to why I was calling him this time. I remember clearly yelling “18-Volt!”. With no response after a few tries, I actually yelled out, “The Novotel!”, declaring that I was in front of the Novotel, for him to come there. He walked into the scene from the direction of The Glen but then he didn’t stop and rather walked past me.

Panicking, I yelled “18-Volt!” in a tone of disbelief as I ran after him. He still kept walking and so I had to pick up my speed while yelling at him to stop. I caught up to him right at the back doorstep of the civic centre. Still, he didn’t stop and so I actually had to grab him and pull him to a halt. Once he had finally come to a stop, I walked around to be in front of him. Once again, he was in his Game & Wario cutscene appearance. I went in and hugged him but I realised there was a problem and said to myself “this isn’t right”; he was too short, in-fact he was shorter than me. The dream listened and stretched him upwards, but this time it wasn’t scary. Rather, he now looked his correct proportions and even put his arms loosely around me.

Then he went into the civic centre and surprisingly, he went to grab JSa. I realised that he was going to help us find Mr McP. 18-Volt effortlessly lifted and placed the small-build JSa in-between his arm and his breast to carry her. Then he did the same to me, scooping me up and shoving me against him as much as he could. Keeping his Game & Wario cutscene appearance, 18-Volt kept his wide and happy grin as he carried me and JSa like two light-weight teddy bears to our next location. I can’t remember anything else about this dream.



Dream No. 588
Dream Guide: 18-Volt
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: MON 29 APR - 2019



Dream No. 587 - Money Multiplying Madness
Nightmare!

It was night time and I was driving around the area of Dandenong; I somehow met my brother there. We approached a fenced area and came across an old Asian man that gave us two $50 notes. Once I left the fenced area, I found two $5 notes as well; my brother asked me if we should give those back. At first we didn’t need to but after some hesitation, I thought we would go and give the $5 ones back.

We arrived back at the fenced area to find the man but were met with a very nasty surprise. Cortex was violently chasing Crash and Coco but we ended up being chased as well and now, Cortex was particularly after me. At one point, I managed to hit him, repelling him slightly, but he would always catch up and be even worse than he was before. After a while of chasing, the dream moved scenes.

It was still pitch black at night but I was now by myself in the study room of my house. I still had the money in my hands but something felt off. I could actually feel the money in my hands but rather being fascinated by this, I was rather concerned and actually freaked out. I decided that I would try to find 18-Volt and ask him if he could give some insight as to what was going on. I went past the front room and heard my mum snoring in there. At the same time, I tried calling for 18-Volt but my voice was very restricted.

I walked into my parents’ bedroom and I actually see him sleeping in their bed. I tried to stay as quiet as possible as I slowly lifted the blankets and then got in under them to cuddle up next to 18-Volt. At first, as I lay down on top of 18-Volt, he felt like a teddy bear and I was starting to relax; but this feeling didn’t last long. I actually felt his body start to morph in an unusual way and this made me get alarmed. I quickly threw off the blankets and ran out of the room, slamming the door, thinking I had avoided the disaster to come; oh how I was wrong…

The door opened again and out came 18-Volt but he was not himself. He was in his realistic Game & Wario appearance but wearing his shorts only and no glasses. The dream had somehow transformed him into a ginormous muscular zombie, having these incomprehensible growls, whose disposition scared the living daylights out of me. What’s worse is that the possessed 18-Volt was actually now coming towards me and it almost felt like he wanted me for dinner.

At the corner of the stairs I am yelling something like “18-Volt! Stop!” but he didn’t seem to take notice. I now I had no other option but to defend myself. I attempted to push him down the stairs but he would not budge at all. Then out of frustration, I yelled, “Change to an accurate appearance!”. After squealing three times, I woke up from fright.



Dream No. 587
Dream Guide: 18-Volt...?
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: FRI 26 APR - 2019



Dream No. 585 - Hide The Cookie

I don’t remember how the dream started from where I do remember, I was riding my bike into an underground car park. As I was figuring out where to park it, 18-Volt came walking in from out of nowhere (meaning I didn’t exactly know where he came from). His appearance was halfway between his cartoon version of Warioware Gold and his realistic portrayal from Game & Wario. He was wearing his typical green jacket and pants but his hair and skin were more like in that cover image of Game & Wario, yet his feature positions were that of Warioware Gold.

Back to the dream, I told 18-Volt that I just needed somewhere to secure my bike to so no one would come and ride of with it. I found a bunch of yellow posts near the entrance to the shops with bike-lock chains attached to them. It was a slightly difficult to get the chain where I wanted it to go on the bike. I ended up putting the hook in my mouth to hold it while I fixed the bike up but the hook had accidentally scrapped against my lower inner lip which in the dream had hurt. Eventually though, I was able to secure the bike to the post.

I then realised that there was a fridge in the area, which I needed because I had brought a cookie with me. I was going to bring it into the shops later but had to have somewhere to store it for now. 18-Volt came up behind me, putting his arms around me and hugging me from behind and told me to put it somewhere but I didn’t see how that was going to work. I said to 18-Volt, “I’m sure it’ll just be fine here” as I put on the shelf right in front of me where I could easily reach it later on.

When I moved away from the fridge though, I hesitated and thought to myself, “Actually, someone could come and take the cookie if I leave it in plain view”. 18-Volt escorted me back to the fridge but before we could open it, I needed to reposition the bike chain as it was currently in the way of what we wanted to do. So I reached out and moved the bike chain to what actually seemed like a better position than before, it wasn’t as tense because it was now going over a shorter distance.

18-Volt then temporarily released me, coming around to the side of the fridge and grabbing a hold of the wrapped cookie, having a face of urgency towards me like a mother fussing over their child. He then became more relaxed again and spoke to me comprehensively in his American accent, telling me to put it behind the sour cream and some other containers as he shoved the cookie behind the containers at the back corner of the fridge; then he neatly rearranged the containers so no one would suspect there was anything else there.

When 18-Volt had finished the re-arrangement and closed the fridge, he went behind me again and locked me in a hug. I said that we were now ready to go to the apparent wedding that was taking place in the shopping centre. As we walked over to the entrance complex, I said to him, something like, “I guess we could try the elevator again”, suggesting that I practise while I had 18-Volt available. Just by his energy, I could tell that he nodded in agreement. Just as he was about to brace me at the elevator doors, I woke up.



Dream No. 585
Dream Guide: 18-Volt
Lucid?: No

I was gliding close to ground(about 20cm) in the hypermodern city. It was as if I was invisible to anyone... nobody paid an attention to me. My consciousness felt cold, glacial like, analytic, concentrated... neutral, blank... My sight was strange. I was able to see, not only normally visible things but I was able to focus behind walls, buildings...
And I was looking for something. I was looking for something without having thoughts, without desire... it was blank purpose. When I glided to the large skyscraper I felt I was on the place I have to be. But there was nothing. I looked into sky- there was also nothing. Then I looked toward ground and focused below and deeper below... till I saw something like tunnel. A few people were dying in it. And I waited till they died.
Then I submerged into the concrete, soil, a few hundreds of meter deep, till I was levitating in darkness of that tunnel. I extended my right hand with palm up and my fingers curved up. A shiny blue violet fire started to dance about 10 cm over my palm... the flame was about 30cm long and on the basis about as thick as mu palm. And I glided slowly toward laying bodies of a few men and women. It was as if the bodies were filled with shiny substance. I stopped close to them and said quietly: "You have died, go in peace." And those shiny substances evaporated.
And I glided away to where I needed to go. I was unable to stay in dream longer than about 2 minutes longer after that.

Remarks
My consciousness felt strange... it was as if I'm there but I had nearly no control over what I'm doing. Still I was that.