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14.07.2010

Journey to the White Rabbit Pt.2 (DEILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was in the middle of a small dream about something I cannot recall and notice as my feet start lifting away from the earth I was firmly planted on that I am dreaming. Lucid, I hid the ground and darkness engulfs me. I try to shout "Clarity Now!" but I feel that I'm still too connected to my real body and saying it any louder will wake me up. The small whisper seems to have worked but as I start thinking about waking up starts getting me nervous about losing lucidity.


All of a sudden I see a dream forming in front of me, my brother appears laying in his bed. It forms with the air rushing past my ears and I step into it without hesitation for some reason. I remember for ending up in another bed adjacent to my brother's and immediately leap out and wake him up. I then remember to stabilize the dream and I look at my hands noticing at least two extra smaller fingers on my left hand. I laugh and rub my hands together. I then set out on my first task to find the white rabbit. I remove a black curtain that is acting as a door and start saying "White rabbit, white rabbit where are you white rabbit", through the looking glass indeed.

I waltz downstairs and as I turn the corner there is a small rabbit staring at me, this little brown guy was not the white rabbit I was looking for however. I felt that this was a trick and started to ask the rabbit for the code. The rabbit reaches for something with a paw so I bend down and into my extended hand it lays down a torn piece of paper.

I quickly try to read the paper but realize it's in some language I cannot understand with bizzare symbols I have seen in no form of communication before. One word stands out and as I look at it I see it shape bending into the rabbits request, "FOLLOW". Unsatisfied I ask the rabbit again for the code and he simply spits out the other half of the paper charred to a crisp.

As quick as lightning the rabbit lunges at my arm and starts trying to pry my flesh from bone with his vicious little teeth.Still being lucid I attempt to make the evil rabbit simply disappear as I've done before. I grab it by the nape of his neck and shout "You are not real disappear!", nothing. I try and try again but each time I become more hopeless.

The last time this happened what did I do? What was different? I thought to myself. A distant memory hits me about needing to visualize it disappearing somehow through some action. Excited my gaze shifts like a lunatic around the room to find something to achieve this task with. The window pane in the door catches my eye and ,as I raise the rabbit to the heavens, I envision his disappearing as I force him through the window. My arm gains speed and my wounded hand whips this fury fiend's neck. Thud. No shattered glass. I start panicking and wailing the rabbit into the window.

Realizing that for some reason I've manifested rabbit proof glass to sabotage myself I open the door and launch the rabbit onto the front step. Why didn't I do that sooner? Why did I choose the violent option? I was here to talk with a dream character not scare, maim, or kill one. Realizing I am failing my goal for this lucid dream and disgusted in myself I watch as the poor thing scurries under a bare bush my blows have obviously wounded the tiny creature badly.

With just his head exposed I no longer see a vicious monster but a small innocent rabbit. As he crawls carefully out from the bush I can see a massive open wound. Before even getting the chance to feel like a bigger jackass his fur moves in waves towards it engulfing and healing the wound. Amazing! ...Wait, I'm in a dream still don't lose it now man. I manage to convince myself of my situation as I watch the rabbit hop into one of my shoes on the step. When did I leave that there? Wait. Is he trying to hide from me or ambush me as soon as I step outside? I murmured as I returned to thinking about the small demon it was just a few moments earlier.

I quickly open the door and turn the shoe over and out he plops on the step. Phew! He didn't attack, we both probably thought, I backed away and left the door open as an invitation to enter. An apology for my hasty reaction, I thought. He looked me up and down then hop after small cautious hop, it wound it's way back to the side of the note I had dropped. I see what looks like a smile appearing on his cute face. "Finally!", I rambunctiously shouted, "would you be so kind as to help me find the code?".

My realief does not last however as the once cute grin expands further and further. I froze in fear, I couldn't believe what I saw. In the place of what used to be adorable (but painful) buck rabbit teeth stood a giant army of razor sharp stained teeth between a set of snarling lips that had extended to fit their new tenants. He can't harm me, I'm in a dream, I'm in a dream dammit! Somehow despite the horror in front of my I start to relax a small bit and as if he noticed my fortunate transition his fur turned black.

I sat still engaged in a small staring competition with the beast for a while, not out of fear any longer, but the apprehension that if I moved it would chase.What felt like an eternity passed and still, nothing. Screw this I have to get something done in this lucid dream I can't waste this opportunity I've worked hard to get.

Starting to feel like I'm losing lucidity I remember what someone wrote in a guide and I shift my focus around to try and maintain the dream. As I break eye contact with the beast I hear a snarl come from it's jowls. I hastily made my dash out the door but before I could slam it shut he wormed his way out beside me on the step. Without so much as a thought I grabbed the little cute bushy tail, the only thing cute left at that point, and flung him back inside. Success! Two little fiery red eyes peered back at me from the other side of the door.

After all this a sane person might have stopped the hunt for the white rabbit, I however have no claim to sanity and even more so I was upset to have this lucid dream wasted by my foolishness. Whipping around I try run down the street hollering yet again "White Rabbit are you out there?! I need to speak with you Mr.White rabbit." Thinking that if I put more emphasis on the colour of the rabbit I'd be less likely to have a run in with another beast like before.


Pat, pat, pat. I hear someone but as I look towards the source of the footsteps I see nothing. Pat, pat, pat, pat. Inching in closer and closer and at a increasingly hurried rate but still I see nothing. My ear rings as I hear just one footstep with an thunderous boom that sounds like it originated from inside my ear canal. I wake up.

About eight/eleven month ago - Low Lucid level -

Laying on a carpark floor, the ground was slighlty moist but not cold, wearing a thin cream coloured, yellowing night gown which was also damp and sticking to my skin. I wasn't cold. I roll my head over to my left and see a building made of light bricks with a white door. The door had a knob handle (also white) and a small slot window on the top half a bit to high for eye level. Next to the door was a off White sign with light grey lettering.

NO
PARKING

I chuckled reading it, aware that the first thing I ever read (to my knowledge) in a dream was something like that. Nodded off into another non-lucid dream.

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NM = Nightmare, LD = Lucid Dream

A list of dreams that are/used to be 5/5, oldest to newest. Italics: used to be 5/5 and are no longer.
Big font are the best, and (**) are especially unique.

Events that occur in these dreams can be found here. my full journal is here .

I have also included the genres to see further patterns.

2013 and before (first LD ever was after Great Adventures)
(5 NM with 2013 and before)

• Fish and Superheroes (now 3/5)
• My Heroine (now the first 4/5 dream)
  -- second half of year--
• Nice Meal With Sister (SIX star, Slice of life)

2014 (near end of the year)
The Two Great Adventures [LD] (action, fantasy, romance)

2015 (LD = 14)

(One NM in Feb. with only 4 dreams.
March onwards)

1. Beautiful Garden and New Telekinesis (slice of life)
2. Fun Place (slice of life)
3. The Grand Exploration! [LD] (adventure)
4. Incredible turn-around [LD] (action)
5. No One beats me to the airplane! (two in a row, romance)
   
   -- June onwards (two NM this month) --
6. The Sport of Sticks! (Action)
7. SLEIGHT OF CARDS ** (first 5/5 in a dark location, thriller)
8. Chronantagonist [LD] (two in a row, action suspense)
9. Getting the girl (romance)
10. Getting the lunch box! [LD] (slice of life)
11. Art of Monarchy (two in a row, adventure)
    
    -- July onwards --
12. The Dream Guide [LD] (slice of life)
13. SERENDIPITY [LD] (SIX star dream, romance sci-fi)
14. Inside (and) Out [LD] (drama)
15. Doctor Who; Konami Code; Cloud Castle [LD] (adventure)
16. Villain of Three Challenges (action)
17. Insnow Out! [LD] (slice of life)
18. Extraordinary Ice Skating; Poor Car Stopping (slice of life)
19. Space Adventure (science fiction)
    (one nightmare in August's end)
20. DJ Deathbattle (action)
21. Cruise With Sister (slice of life)
22. Of Mice and Women (romance)
    
    -- (October, which had seven 4/5 dreams as a side note) --
23. Game Against the Subconscious [LD] (action)
24. Detective 9spaceking [LD] ** (mystery)
25. Helpful Subconscious (adventure)
    (end of October)
26. OZ&SHIOM [LD] (SIX star dream, adventure)
27. Master of Sports (two in a row, action)
    (one NM in Dec., with the most recorded dreams — 43)
28. School of Two Trees [LD] (slice of life?)
29. Ridiculous School [LD] (slice of life)
30. Equestria!

2016 (LD = 7)
(One NM in January)

1. Grand Adventure of Tasting Meat
2. Subconscious's Attempt [LD] (two in a row, SAME NIGHT! Adventure)
3. Fighting and Bending [LD] (action)
4. Drive for Science and The Flower I Nearly Forgot That Day (slice of life) {400th recorded dream}
5. DJ's Attempt [LD] (adventure)
6. SOAR [LD] (SIX star dream, adventure)
7. Fighting for JUSTICE (action)
8. Romantic Reunion
9. DEJA VU (romance)
10. RISING AGAINST THE DARKNESS [LD] * (slice of life)
11. My X-Rated Fantasy Musical Adventure [LD] *
    (NO 5/5 in May, two 4/5 and 0 LD, the following is in June)
12. SPORTS-FECTION [LD] (1st 5/5 to have same date as a prev. year's -- The Sport of Sticks! -- Action)
    (NO 5/5 in July-- two 4/5, 1 LD-- or August-- two 4/5, 3 LD)
    --November onwards--
13. To the Sun (romance)
14. Haunting x Moonlight ** (horror)
15. CHARISMABBY (SIX star dream, romance)
    (NO 5/5 on December, only one 4/5, 2 LD)

2017 (LD = 3, I blame it on failing relations)

1. Predetermined Perfect Plan (science fiction)
2. ELEMENTS; Iron Defense [LD] (action)
3. Meticulous Planning (suspense)
   (No 5/5 in April-- two 4/5, 4 LD, May--one 4/5, 1 LD, June--two 4/5, 1 LD, and July-- three 4/5, 1 LD)
   August onwards
4. ACTION! ROMANCE! [LD] (SIX star dream)
   (No 5/5 in September -- two 4/5, 2 LD)
5. A Pawsitive Journey ** (slice of life)
6. Critical Condition: the Woman and the Army (drama action)
7. SIMPLY MAGICAL (adventure) {900th recorded dream}
8. TRUE SYNESTHESIA [LD] (night after a nightmare, experimental)

2018 (LD = 9, but had a massive 32 LD’s in only two months.)

1. Bittersweet Love Story * (1st 5/5 dream on my birthday)
2. Ghost, Santa, and the Performance [LD] (suspense slice of life)
   (One NM in January, following is February onwards)
3. Assassination Classroom [LD] (slice of life)
4. A Piano Battle of Fire and Ice [LD] (SIX star, b4 this, had my worst. Adventure) {1,000th recorded dream}
   (no 5/5 in March -- four 4/5, 6 LD)
5. IT COULD HAPPEN (same date as Grand Exploration! Adventure)
   (no 5/5 in May -- three 4/5, 1 LD)
6. THE CONCERT (action)
   (From June 23rd, two months of LD streak)
   
   July onwards
7. Badass Soul Mate [LD] (romance)
8. Cheat Flying and Soul Mate [LD] (romance)
9. A Fight and the Planets [LD] (action)
10. Ice, Icy Baby [LD] * (two in a row, same date as Insnow Out! Adventure)
    (lucid-dream streak ends)
11. Between Worlds (science fiction)
12. Island of Wonders [LD] (adventure)
13. Sleeping Beauty (action) {1,200th recorded dream}
14. DEJA VU II [LD] (same date as Of Mice and Women, romance)
15. The Renaissance (action)
16. Feelin' Good (Drama)
    (no 5/5 in Oct. -- three 4/5, 6 LD, Nov.-- nine 4/5's, 5 LD's, or Dec.-- three 4/5's, 2 LD's)

2019 (LD = 5)

1. True Path to Victory [LD] (romance) -- best dream of this year
2. Flight (adventure)
3. Dream Hotel (same date as ELEMENTS; Iron Defense, adventure)
   (One nightmare in March)
4. Buddha and the Ship [LD] (adventure)
5. Violin Fantasy [LD] (action)
6. Deja Vu V [LD] (romance action)
7. Hidden Falls [LD] (adventure)
   (no 5/5 in June -- six 4/5, 4 LD, no 5/5 in July -- one 4/5, 3 LD)
8. Dream Instructor [LD] (action)
   (Only 6 dreams recorded in September)
9. Purrfect Defense (action)
   (None in Oct., one 4/5, 4 LD, nor Nov., one 4/5, 1 LD, nor Dec., two 4/5, 9 LD)

2020

1. Mastermind’s Attempt [LD] (adventure)
2. Art of Life [LD] (adventure)
3. Virsieras’s World [LD] (xxx)
4. World Two: Two Worlds (suspense)
5. E N I G M A [LD] (mystery, SIX star dream)
6. Dream City [LD] (adventure)
7. Ambition: Deduction! (mystery)
8. The Demonstration ** (horror)
9. 9sk - Hypothesis [Official Music Video] ** [LD] (experimental) [inferred contin. of Demo]
10. Sanctuary [LD] (slice of life) [inferred contin. of Hypothesis]
11. Breaker (action)
12. Princess Cliche (experimental drama)
13. Music Maestro (musical)
    -- July Onwards --
14. Splash Free! (romance)
15. Sacrifice (tragedy) [LD]
16. "L" (experimental) [LD, same day, SIX star dream]
17. ~Tasty Dungeon~ [LD] (adventure)
18. Gathering an End [LD](experimental)
19. The Epic (drama)
20. Dream Competition [LD](adventure)[inferred contin. of The Epic]
21. Nostalgia [LD] (adventure)

2021

1. Sentinel's Abyss (adventure)
2. Lucid Dream [LD] (slice of life) [two in a row]
3. Miraculous Ladybug [LD) (adventure)
4. AQUARIUS (adventure) [SIX star dream]
5. Alter Ego (Action)
6. Ingenious Gauntlet (slice of life) [LD]
7. True Sight (puzzle action) [LD]
   (No 5/5 in June, two 4/5, one LD, nine dreams)
8. Dungeons and Dragons (adventure) (seven dreams this month)
   (No 5/5 in August, one 4/5, only three dreams)
9. Wuxia World (adventure) (four dreams this month)
   ( No 5/5 in October, 4 dreams)
10. Under the Sea (adventure)
    (No 5/5 in December, 7 dreams)

2021
(No 5/5 in January, 7 dreams recorded)


Reoccurring characters (3x or more):
Jamie: SERENDIPITY, Of Mice and Women, DEJA VU, True Path to Victory
Abby: To the Sun, Charismabby, Action! Romance!
Clarity: My Heroine, Badass Soul Mate, Cheat Flying and Soul Mate, DEJA VU II, Deja Vu V
Virsieras: Oz&SHIOM (inferred), SERENDIPITY (inferred), CHARSMABBY (inferred), Virsieras’s World, Dream Competition
D J : The Dream Guide, DJ Deathbattle, DJ's Attempt, Piano Battle of Fire and Ice
Subconscious (not physically): OZ&SHIOM, Game Against Subcon., Helpful Subcon., Subcon.'s Attempt, The Demo
My Sister: 9sk - Hypothesis, The Demo, Nice Meal With Sister, Cruise With Sis

(Side Note) I've been drinking Golden Lung Take It Easy Bedtime Powder every night this week. It has had amazing impact on my dreaming. I've drank it before and I notice the effects the first night and every night that I use it, but I was extremely lucky because the guy selling it was having a by 1 get one promo so bought 2 and got 2 freebies so I haven't been worried about being too liberal and using large spoonfuls in my tea right before bed time. I don't know what this guy puts in it that is so potent but this has been some seriously Shamanic grade awakening stuff and it is like a key or something. I am not writing this in my dream journal as some kind of an advertisement, I am writing it in my journal because I am going to insert it into my journal (DT) every time I have it and I LD that way I can see if it is correlating to the LDs. (Dream)Last night I fell asleep late at about 2:30 am and this morning from 8 am - 11 am I had the most vivid ,longest dream where and old friend that has been dead since 2006 came to see me. My parents didn't like him so I tried to keep him away from them but he wanted to talk to my mother and change her mind about him. I thought about letting him try but I wanted to spend time with him and not cut it short with my mother fighting with him. The really special part of this dream was that I have been wishing he would visit me in a dream ever since he passed away but I have only seen him for very short very foggy periods that didn't give us much time to connect. This time we spent about three hours just hanging out and talking, I kept making excuses with my family about how I was staying out because I was trying to figure out how to drive him home which was about and hour away and still make it home in time for when my family (my parents) came home. I guess our relationship was frozen at around the time he died because I wasn't worried about my husband, I didn't seem to have children, my parents weren't worried about me staying out with friends and spending the night somewhere. I guess in my dreamworld I was in my early 20's. This means I was in the Deepdown. That is exactly where this powder ALWAYS takes me. I didn't even use Binaural Beats or trigger sounds such as cricket song. I just drank my tea and finally fell asleep. I woke up in the Deepdown where you never age, there are no addictions, parents are young, no one is dead but you do try to work through some issues that are related to that time in your life and everyone knows you- like intimately knows you, even if they don't lok familiar they seem familiar and you know that you do know them and they know you. I had picked up David at his house where his mom was at and he had a bedroom like a teenager would have, or a man in his early 20's that lives with his parents. It was an apartment building and it was kind of run down, but when he was alive they were poor and he had a lot of problems with addiction and kind of acted like a thug. I knew him as kind, smart and sweet but he tried to be gangster in our little town. In the Deepdown he still dressed like that but there was no drug or alcohol addiction, we just genuinely wanted to hang out. So we drove to my parents hotel room while they were out and we hung out. There was an underlying sexual tension, but it never really got strong enough to do anything about. We had dated IRL and while we had sex once, the real meat of the relationship was based on a trust and friendship, just really liking to be around each other and support each other. It was a bit Romeo & Juliet, I was a rich spoiled kid and he was constantly in trouble and didn't have a very stable life so we weren't allowed to continue our relationship. My parents absolutely hated him but they didn't even know him, they just didn't like the aesthetics he presented, they wanted my to be with a "winner." It was a sad and frustrating situation but I was only 15. I longed to at least talk with him when I was older but he had a couple of kids and a girlfriend that I couldn't stand. He got into drugs later and then committed suicide. We never really had a chance to tell each other how life had been or how we felt, one day he was just gone. After that I prayed he would visit because I have vivid LDs. Then the LDs went away too. A few years later I found this supplement and it's crazy how it really works I tried other ones but they weren't as effective or constant. Seeing him for three hours this morning was very healing. There was still that silly element that it was inside of a dream world construct but the colors were vivid and he felt like himself- his energy was very genuine, it felt like my friend was actually there. I believe he was. I was still deciding if we wanted to go out dancing and then I could take him home, we went for a walk through a park and talked about our feelings and how they never really were allowed to be realized but that things happened the way they did for a reason. He has two children and that wouldn't of happened. We held hands and we just basked in the energy of each other as true friends. WE went back to the house and I heard the phone ring and I thought it was my parents. But I kind of came out of my dream and realized it was the real house phone, so I went to answer it but I missed the call adn came back to bed. I wasn't ready to say goodbye yet so I just thought the intent of goign back to the room with him and there I was. It was that smooth. We talked a little about maybe me driving him home, then I heard dogs barking and my kids talking and I woke up. I think if I had intended to go back in I would have gone right back tot hat place again but it was time to get up and be a grown up again so I did. I don;t feel like I got to say goodbye but I do feel like this was the clearest, more vivid, most energy filled dream I have every had since he died that he has visited me in and we actually were int eh presence of each other. It was a really amazing dream.

So I started using the Awoken smartphone app to train myself to do Reality Checks in my dream. It works like a charm, for me at least. After responding to the app for only one day, I had 3 lucids last night. The most interesting of them was the one where I realized my goal and tried to gain control over/access to it. Below is my DJ entry.

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I'm in this wacky world where there are all sorts of zany characters running around. It feels like a game mixed with a children's TV show. I have been here before in a previous dream and I become lucid.

I remember my goal, the reason I'm lucid dreaming in the first place and realize I have no interest in this weird world and dream freedom. I'm here to talk to my subconscious. So I try to focus and clear out the world so I have complete emptiness. It doesn't work, so I treat my dream as a machine that accepts commands and tell it to "clear out everything". And it does, it literally removed everything leaving me in complete darkness.

Now that I have what I want, I say to my subconscious: "Give me access to my subconscious." I do not get a response, but I can see my subconscious trying to force the world back in which I was standing before, forcefully trying to move it into place, I can even see white, bony hands trying to push the scene back together for me to walk in. I refuse and push it away with my mind and ask loudly: "Why won't you give me access!?"

Then a feeling of fear developed inside of me and out of nowhere the mad Majora's Mask moon shows up underneath me and a dark, angry voice resonated throughout the world: "WHY DO YOU WANT ACCESS TO SOMETHING YOU DO NOT UNDERSTAND!!?" The voice surprises me and I am shocked my subconscious is this violent towards me. It's not just shock because of the response. The amount of power this entity exerted towards me was of such a degree that I felt like it could kill me instantly if it wished to do so. I froze for a second when it appeared in that fashion.

The voice keeps on talking on why I have no business trying to meddle in something beyond my control and it has me wake up to a false awakening again, but I am completely conscious of the fact that I am dreaming still. The house is very different. Not in the sense that the layout or location is different, but something else completely. It's dark, not only literally, but it feels like I'm somewhere I have no control. I feel fear inside of me as I see eyes on the walls everywhere, connected to each other like neurons and information travelling between them as electricity, as this voice keeps on rambling like a higher being, explaining that I shouldn't have access to things I will not understand anyway. I walk through the house and the walls are the same everywhere, with eyes looking at me. It feels really uncomfortable as I'm trying to explore the house. When I get to the kitchen, my dream has started taking over again, as my consciousness is fading and the last thing I see is myself walking back to bed. And that is where the memory ends.

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That was quite the experience. I think maybe I came on to strong. Tonight, if I become lucid, I'll try just talking to it first, just a conversation, rather than demanding access immediately. Hopefully it will be more agreeable then XD.

Awesome semi-lucid dream. I was in a meeting room (at the white house or similar-looking government building), seated at the table with a bunch of government officials. Opposite of me was the president, a white man but not Trump. To my right was a petite blonde girl (mid-'20s), my love interest and some kind of aide of the president. She reminds me of Harleen Quinzel before she turned into Harley. Other, unnamed people filled the other chairs. I was nervous. I felt like I didn't really belong there, and I couldn't really look the president in the eye. There was some talk, I guess, until I noticed the Joker appear out of the shadows. Suddenly I saw the table was longer than I thought towards the president's right (my left), and it was full of supervillains. The president and the other officials looked entirely comfortable with their presence. I think I realized I was in the DC-universe, but the girl told me to shush. I realized telling fictional characters they are fictional can have cataclysmic results. The joked them revealed several bare-chested men strung up on the wall, their faces painted like clowns. He gutted them like fish with a knife. I guess they were traitors. After the meeting, I was disgusted - the idea that the government was run by literal villains, and everyone was okay with this. My 'girlfriend' tried to play it down, responding to my outrage with stuff like 'don't you love me anymore'. She was clearly 100% on board with this. She touched me and playfully kissed my cheek, but I could tell she was trying to seduce me. Wind me around her little finger to make me agree with anything her masters wanted to do. I told her I was onto her. I told her I knew what game she was playing, and she was trying to manipulate me. Her demeanor changed instantly from faux-sweetness to silent anger. I felt a little bad for some reason, so I said being manipulative could be an asset in government. But it wouldn't work on me. Without saying a word, she walked away (she wore heels). I left the meeting. The building was pretty crowded with people on the inside. I took an escalator to the lower floors, where I encountered the Joker again but did not interact with him.

Outside the building, I somehow learned to fly. I don't recall how this happened. The world was rainy and dark. It was night. The atmosphere was very Blade Runner. I flew around, and noticed the city looked like it had been nuked in recent history. The impact crater was massive, easily 4 miles in diameter and 100 feet deep. In the epicenter, only the skeletal remains of a few skyscrapers still stuck out of the dust. I flew a bit further west, where the destruction of the nuke gave way to still inhabited parts of the city. There were colored neon signs everywhere, the text all in Japanese. I landed on top of a tall building overlooking the city. Imitating Hiro Nakamura from Heroes, I spread my arms and yelled 'Hello, Neo-Tokyo!'. The city had this synthwavey-cyberpunk vibe, hence Neo-Tokyo. I flew back over the crater, thinking about how the government was corrupt, and how these powers gave me a shot at doing something about it. I flew back to the 'white house' (which was about a mile outside of the crater to the northeast) and landed just outside.

While flying, my view sometimes got blurry, but I managed to make it clear up by focusing. During these moments, I had a vague awareness I was dreaming. Enough to apply LD-techniques. I also noticed losing altitude or making turns was easier if I slowed down first, which I did by sort of 'swinging my legs forward' as if to land. Braking in mid-air.

So, back at the government building. I got inside somehow. When there was a wall in my way, I used a brief burst of speed to crash right through it (like flight but at ground level). I was pissed. I felt angry at myself for being so spineless before, and not standing up to the bad guys before I got these powers. I was going to kill all the villains. I climbed the escalators. I saw a young woman, crying and being chased by an older woman who clearly wanted to hurt her. This is where it gets violent and a little gross. I grabbed the pursuing woman, and proceeded to rip her head off. It didn't really come all the way off, but her neck did tear. A man looked at me, wide-eyed. He said that these were androids, and they were supposed to be indestructible. At that point, my victim was really small (like a couple inches), like a doll made out of plastic, and I was ripping the head off with my teeth. It tasted like plastic, too... Anyhoo... I proceeded to make my way through the building with the intent to massacre the bad guys and assassinate the president.

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I woke up, but fell asleep again after 15 minutes. I was inside a video game world. I was supposed to jump down into a massive hole. The center was the 'Door of Komalie', a gateway to Hell. However, I missed the center, and fell into the fiery void around it. I found myself in a really beautiful place. It was a void, like deep space, but it was filled completely with a bright orange and yellow nebula. I realized this was the universe nanoseconds after it had been born (or right after its death, time being cyclical). I just hovered in the middle, loving the view. After a while, I wanted to get back. I flew upwards, until I could see the world above me. Distances were so vast, I wasn't sure I could go fast enough to get there in reasonable time. But I managed to speed up exponentially, eventually bursting through the ocean floor and finally the water surface into the sky. It was still a rainy night, and I recognized the city on the horizon as NYC.

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I got an opportunity to improve cricket skills to play fantasy related games.
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This LD happened a few weeks ago and I'm mad at myself for not having a DJ on my table when I woke up to write it down - but it was very lucid so I can recall most of it.
I was in total deep sleep and really enjoying the rest when all of a sudden, some human looking beings appeared in my room. Their number shifted between 5 and 7 because they were not physically present. They looked more like holograms that were having difficulty staying in focus - shifting and colorizing. They were also doll sized and all were smiling at me. Different sexes too and fairly well dressed. The only communication I could make out from them was to not be afraid. I asked them if I was seeing them correctly, if they were really that small. They looked at each other then grew to normal size for a moment, then returned to their doll size saying they can stay in my focus easier this way. I wanted to know what this was all about but that knowledge is still pending. They faded out with smiles as I woke up to write this down - realizing this was not a dream. I have come to know what a vision looks like when I have one. I'm thinking someone here at DV was trying to enter my dream? Sorry 'bout the late posting - been preoccupied getting a new PC set up and working right.

Date: 29/March/2019

Lucid dream:
My mom first asks me if I want to keep or change my math scores, which of course doesn't make sense. I just did a math test in real life, but in the dream she just asks "Should we keep the scores or change them with another test?" I think she may have been asking me if I was hoping to score higher on the next test.

Then, my mom asks me and Rishi if we want to get frozen yogurt, and we say we do. We go to Sodhi uncle's house and I'm very tired and I am swaying from side to side. My mom explains that I'm only tired like this in dreams, not in real life. I then proceed to think "dreams... only tired in dreams? Wait, am I dreaming?" I pinch my nose and breathe out and find out I am. I am then taken to my bed where I'm lying down, and I do another reality check, I'm still dreaming. I look on the roof and see weird glowing branch things. I want to get up physically and go somewhere, but I am way too tired, I just want to lie down. Anyways, I force myself up from my bed and I do a reality check and now I'm in real life.

Nonlucid dream 1:

I dream that I'm in the office for Hale Education, and Mr Thurston wants to talk to me. He is asking me if I stole some sort of mushroom plant. My dream alternates between me being at the mushroom plant thing and in his office. I start calculating the area of the spread of the mushroom plant as well.

Nonlucid dream 2:

I dream that I'm fighting the Guardian Ape in Sekiro and I'm doing drop attacks on it to fight it, which you obviously can't do. It's lowering its health really quickly.

Dream Fragment:

My dad wanted to get my phone a new screen protector

non-dream dream semi-lucid lucid false awakening

I live in some ruined temple, like a spirit or ghost, kind of dreamy detachment, not interacting with humans for ages. I am balancing on a swing in a large inner courtyard and singing a song in a traditional Indian style. Then some kind of holy man comes by and sees me. He takes me for a goddess, bows down and worships me. He says my name, something starting with an "S" and kind of long, like Saraswati, but with a couple of "M" in the middle. Slowly I start recalling being this goddess and I feel immensely melancholic, with all the sorrows of the world in my heart. He runs to tell everyone that this goddess is back, thousands come to see me.
But one man or demon doubts that I am immortal or hates me, so he shoots an arrow at me. I feel pain and he takes it as proof that I am no goddess. Then another man throws another arrow, and another and so forth. The pain is unbearable, but I dont feel that I am dying. Then people who stand by my side also start throwing arrows at the attackers and it seems the whole humanity is fighting, until I fall into the ground, more sad than hurt. Then some men and women around me stop shooting arrows and simply take care of protecting me and taking me to a safe place. They take care of me, remove the arrows with so much love and devotion and I feel better again. The man who threw the first arrow is killed and the fight stops. They bring me back to the temple and organize to take care of me and provide me what I need. I have a room, which looks more like a storage room of antiques, filled with ancient treasures, maybe offerings from my devotees. I feel so tired, I just want people to leave me there quietly alone for eons. But people can't just be quiet, they keep coming to visit me, looking for me, wanting to talk to me.. But I'm like a delicate flower, they shouldn't come close, they shouldn't touch me or talk to me. I stay in absolute silence whenever they address me and I finally decide I need to leave again from this human realm. It's too heavy for me. I hide in a moldy wardrobe, they think I am playing hide and seek and eventually take a peak inside. But I am no longer there. I just needed a dark quiet place to slowly float away to another plane. I can see them as if I am still sitting in the wardrobe, but I am nowhere and everywhere, until humanity needs me and deserves me some day. Then I'll reemerge.

Upon entering this dream I am Lucid. I am closing my eyes and focusing on a sex dream and a random partner. I suddenly feel something pick me up off of the ground and also an aggressive tickling sensations under each of my arms as though someone was tickling me there. I open my eyes and I see that it is the Predazord from Power rangers wild force! I see him looking at me with his yellow eyes and thought that the dream was gonna end with me getting wasted by him. But it didn't. He sat me down in front of him, releasing my arms from his mouth hands and the bad sensation disappeared. He said something to me and he smiled at me, lifting up the alligator head on his chest. We are out in the parking lot at the apartments and he sits next to me. After sometime of talking I feel him nudge me with his alligator head and then starts to rub under my legs with it and hoists my legs up to stick me with it but I decided not to go through with it and backed away. He quickly grabbed my in his arms and I can see that his chest was up and I saw all the teeth sticking out the side of that gator mouth. I don't think so!

Date of Dream: TUE 26 FEB - 2019



All Dream Titles:
Dream 549 A - The Wrong Direction
Dream 549 B - Toilet Troubles
Dream 549 C - How To Scrub A Cooking Ring
Dream 549 D - Meet My Family

Dream Title In Summary:
Dream - The Wrong Direction (Lucid Dream 33) & Toilet Troubles & How To Scrub A Cooking Ring & Meet My Family



Dream No. 549 - Separated Sections

Dream 549 A - The Wrong Direction (Lucid Dream 33)
I don’t remember how the dream started. From where I do remember, I was designing some sort of complex that I could potentially do elevator practise in, I ended up drawing a rough sketch with fine-liner on some paper. I was then flying over a land of hills and also, what seemed to be a realistic version of Princess Peach’s castle. I discovered that I was wearing a weird version of my school summer dress. First of all, the sleeves were long and so I had to button them to get them to an ideal length. The fabric was very thick and also incorporated some parts of the winter shirt. The dress wasn’t very summery overall and rather made me very hot wearing it.

For the next scene, I was in the backyard of my own house and my grandma was asking me to go and get some things for her from Stud Park Shopping Centre. The balance of cash I was going to use was in the currency of Simoleons. From all the items she told me to get, I realised that I wasn’t going to have enough money. She ended up taking a few items off the list and told me just to get the special ham and something else that I can’t remember. I flew off like I did before but this time to find the shopping centre.

Throughout my travels, I was really confident about which direction to go. I said to myself that I was going the right way if I saw buildings and other objects that I hadn’t seen before. I ended up at what seemed like an actually version of the complex that I was drawing earlier but it was nowhere near complete and the elevators had not been constructed yet. I was actually hoping that the elevators weren’t ready yet because for the time being, I had something else to do and didn’t want to be shaken by the sight of my fears.

I figured I was lost and so I started to call for 18-Volt, hoping that he could take me to Stud Park Shopping Centre. I noticed that as I was calling him, the dream was trying to wake me up. At the very last moment, when the dream got really tingly, I actually stopped my thoughts, hoping that this would save the dream. Then a bowl appeared, sitting on top of a stool and in that bowl were weird small objects with different coloured lights of energy on them, red, blue, yellow and green, each colour I guessed to represent the elements (fire, ice, electricity and earth).

As I stared at all the objects in the bowl, I centred my mind around anticipating 18-Volt’s entrance. Each time I have a thought, there is a sub-scene that represents that thought. In some of those sub-scenes, there was noise but then no one came. Other times, 18-Volt only entered slightly but then the sub-scene went away and there was nothing. It was about the 10th time that I got lucky and now there was energy suggesting that 18-Volt was actually coming into the building.

His appearance was as he appears in Warioware Twisted cutscenes but it was a real life version, with actual flesh, emphasising his baggy cheeks and double chin; his flesh seemed to be a whiter tone than usual though. The dream camera showed him carefully going up the stairs and then walking over to me. Just staring up at him for a few seconds as he stood in-front of me made me feel very relaxed. Soon though, he got to asking me what was wrong and then he whipped me up onto him in order to be carried. He headed outside and proceeded to walk in what he thought was the direction of Stud Park Shopping Centre.

There is then a sub-scene where I am interacting with a group of people but MN is always lurking in the background and occasionally, he tries to make his way closer to me; the dream emphasises his creepy smile. The dream then moves to another sub-scene where all the Warioware characters are at some sub-terrain arcade venue and each and every one of them was given an alternate outfit. Some of the outfits I remember seeing were Mona’s, Jimmy’s and 9-Volt’s but I can’t remember what they were wearing. I then went over to 18-Volt and saw that he was wearing a long white sleeved shirt with a red tie, brown vest and matching brown pants, and then some brown shoes at the bottom of a different colour tone. I came closer to him to actually physically examine some features of his outfit and then also complimenting his looks.

The dream then went back to the main scene and now 18-Volt was carrying me under a freeway bridge. He said to me that my approach wasn’t quite right and he asked me if I had passed Glen Waverley yet, I told him no, so he must have been hinting that Stud Park Shopping Centre was after Glen Waverley. We then ended up on some small wooden bridges over what seemed like a flat, marshy swamp.

On the second bridge, there was a big group of people including MN, wearing the exact same clothes as in the earlier sub-scene. As soon as I saw MN giving me that creepy grin, I began to quiver. Surprisingly, 18-Volt rotated himself so that I was facing MN and tells me “it’s okay” as he gave me a quick pat on the back. My dad ended up approaching MN and tapping him on the shoulder, talking to him so as to take his attention away from me. Eventually, 18-Volt walked off with me to continue our way and the dream ended.

Dream 549 B - Toilet Troubles
I don’t remember how the dream started. From where I do remember, I was in some unknown auditorium when there was something going on related to my high school’s Annie production. There was one area where a lot of WB’s family members were sitting and when I sat in my seat, they all looked disgusted towards me and some of them even moved away and walked out. I eventually found out though that I was sitting in the wrong area along with a lot of other girls and so we were escorted by staff to the right area. Apparently we were supposed to be in what was known as the General Admission area.

Later on in the dream, there is a very long line of girls waiting for the bathroom and as I look further towards the back of the line, I can see WB looking like she had been crying. I came up to her and was aware she had been hitting herself over a massive mistake she had made in the show. Just by energy, I could feel that she thought I was going to bring up that mistake to her, but surprisingly for her, I told her to not be so hard on herself and to rather move on from her mistake.

I had then approached another bathroom complex which was actually a weird room in the middle of the main foyer area. This old man came up to me and explained some of the features he had put in there. Apparently, he had installed a system that peaked because he was sick of all the girls yelling, so the system would sensor and clip voices that went above a certain volume. There were no cubicles in this place and no toilets either. There was a long bench lined all the way, high up around the walls and there was a long dumping area tray underneath. What’s worse was that there were a lot of girls in there that didn’t seem to mind each other’s company…

>> Mature content! Do not read further if you feel awkward about toilet situations.
I got myself centred on one part of the bench and awkwardly, there was a girl right next to me. I was hard to begin pooping but when I managed, only a small amount seemed to come out but in a really fast and messy way. At first, it landed in the tray but as more came out, the chunks dispersed at a wider range and there actually ended up being a big pile of it on the tiles. I felt super embarrassed as I was cringing, aware of the fact that I was high up and so there was nothing I could do. That’s when WB actually came in with a broom and a cloth and actually ended up cleaning it up; the dream ended there.

Dream 549 C - How To Clean A Cooking Ring
I don’t remember how the dream started. From where I do remember, I was trying to find my way back from some place but I came across a really confusing obstacle. There was actually a fork in the road, actually splitting Heatherton Road into two possible directions. This perplexed me and stopped me from continuing home. I decided that it was time to call 18-Volt, asking him to take me home.

A few seconds later, my mum was walking with me and we decided to take one fork of the road anyway. There were a building that had a sign on it that said “Penni” and because of this, my mum and I were debating to how to properly spell the name Penny. I stated that it was spelt as “Penny”, where as she tried to say it was spelt as “Pennie”, like the sign but with an E at the end. In the end, I ended up winning the debate but I think it was because my mum came up in disgust.

18-Volt then finally came walking up the road that we previously walked. His appearance was a distorted mix of many of his in-game appearances, I can’t really describe it. He was wearing his green jacket and pants though with his white runners, blue 3D glasses and blue headphones. I had my green talking teddy bear friend with me as well it seemed, his name was Selvian. Just as I was about to state what was wrong to 18-Volt, my mum actually interrupted with her own problem!! I was outraged and tried to get the attention back but Selvian tapped me on the leg (because he was small) and told me to let her finish.

Then my mum asked 18-Volt how to clean a silicon cooking ring that had dried blood stuck in all the little holes, actually pulling out from her pocket and showing him. He took the ring and examined it, then telling her to make sure the sponge was soapy and full with hot water and to hold it on a section of the ring from half a minute to a minute. I actually ended up taking the ring and doing a physical demonstration, restating what 18-Volt said as I did each relevant step.

He then turned to me to get my problem and I told him about the fork in the road. I asked him which one would be the right one and that I wanted to go towards Noble Park. As I was talking about that road, the dream camera showed the section of the Heatherton Road boom gates at the train tracks, which is one of the landmarks I had the intention to pass. I forgot what 18-Volt said or did but the dream ended there.

Dream 549 D - Meet My Family
I don’t remember how the dream started. From where I do remember, I was at my house in the sitting room when I saw my mum walk out of my study room. I was actually surprised to see her as I said to her, “Aren’t you supposed to be with dad at Apollo Bay?”. I forgot what she said in return. She then told me to start getting ready as she was going to take to one of the swimming pulls in a suburb that was a bit further away from the city than where we lived. She asked me about the place and I said that someone I knew had posted a photo of the place on Facebook.

Some time later, I ended up telling my mum that I wanted her to meet my dream guide. I forgot what was said exactly but I can recall some of the details. She agreed and so I walked around the house, calling for 18-Volt at full volume as I searched every corner. I specifically remember yelling for him and I actually questioned if I was awake or not; despite not knowing my answer, I continued shouting as I peered around a curtain behind one of the couches.

Eventually, my mum told me to come over to her and said that we were going to leave soon. I started panicking and said that I really wanted her to meet him. I was flapping my jaws, trying to convince her and I told her more about who dream guides are and what they do. I noticed I wasn’t dressed very well and so I sighed and said, “Although I’m usually not comfortable with men seeing me naked, I don’t mind this time because he’s a dream guide and they help me with some very personal stuff”. My mum said okay and told me to hurry with a last chance at calling him. As I was now frantically calling, I looked down and a huge sigh of relief washed over me as I saw I was in my night-dress; so no, I wasn’t naked.

When I thought all hope was gone, 18-Volt walked out of the front room and seemed to be rushing towards the back door. His appearance was Warioware Gold but with realistic flesh and actual cotton for his jacket. His outfit and accessories were the same as usual, only his jacket and pants were black instead of green but it still suited him. I tried to get 18-Volt’s attention but he didn’t seem to stop, which surprised me somewhat. I actually had to go after him and catch him before it was too late.

So I picked up the pace and caught up to him just in the nick of time, in the laundry just as he was about to open the door. Still, he opened the door and so I grabbed him and started pulling at him by his sleeve, the opposite way with full force, like a toddler when having a tantrum with their parents. As I was pulling, I said to him with a struggle in my voice, “I want you to come and meet and my family”. 18-Volt seemed to suddenly realise as he became startled and stopped, slowly shutting the door and turning to face me.

He seemed honoured that he wanted me to meet them as he made a subtle awe sound and opened his arms up for a hug (he said more hut I forgot what it was). His hug was a bit tighter than usual and he was squeezing me for a very long time, for what seemed like almost a minute, but it was still very pleasant and at the same time, I had my arms around him in return, noticing as I moved them around slightly on his back. Once he released me, he went over to the corner next to the washing machine and stood still so I could jump and latch onto him in order for him to carry me. I ended up being too low but it wasn’t a problem as he have me a huge jolt, bouncing me upwards and quickly fastening me so now I was at a comfortable height.

He then walked me out of the laundry and we went over to my mum. I then told 18-Volt to go downstairs so we could see my grandma and my brother. As we were walking, the dream showed me perched on him and his head was oddly smaller than usual now, so he wasn’t providing as much shade or shelter. Though when the dream camera went back to the normal perspective, I felt completely comfortable and relaxed again.

As we got to the stairs, I actually became somewhat apprehensive and nervous for 18-Volt. I was wondering whether he’d put me down or not because if he still carried me, he could lose his balance and fall down the stairs. Still, nothing seemed to phase 18-Volt as he marched down those stairs, still holding me securely and remaining as straight as a steel rod. Just as we got to the bottom of the stairs, my brother peeked his head out of the his bedroom door and 18-Volt greeted him.

The last person to meet was my grandma but we didn’t know where she was yet. Also, the dream gave me that tingly sensation that always happened when it was about to fade out on me. I consciously begged the dream to give me a bit mote time and it seemed to go back to normal. I purely believe that this time, the dream was only trying to warn me that it was going to end soon. My grandma ended up coming from the front yard and as she opened the door, exchanging communications with 18-Volt, that’s when I woke up.



Dream 549 A
Dream Guide: 18-Volt
Lucid?: Yes

Dream 549 B
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Dream 549 C
Dream Guide: 18-Volt
Lucid?: No

Dream 549 D
Dream Guide: 18-Volt
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: SAT 23 FEB - 2019



Dream No. 547 - Evil University Lecturer

I don’t remember how the dream started. From where I do remember, it was Monday morning and I supposedly had my first university class of the semester. When I turned up though, there seemed to be an odd vibe in the room but I couldn’t quite put my finger on it. The lecturer was a lady and she didn’t seem to be very productive about her class; rather, she spoke very obnoxiously and it felt like she didn’t like her job. I decided that the class was a waste of time and so went home early.

I was then at one of the shopping centres and I ended up outside a Mexican restaurant. The restaurant seemed to be partially underground and so I had to go through a hatch and climb down a rope to get in. The entrance wasn’t completely smooth, I ended up dropping down and thumping onto one of the tables but I felt no pain at all. There was then this stranger lady that was talking to me for some time. After that, my friend Jess approached me; she was wearing 18-Volt’s glasses but both lenses were red.

For the next scene, I was at the university campus for next week’s Monday class but it was in a different room and the room was bigger as well. It was also a different lecturer, it was some bald guy this time. The class turned bad very quickly; the guy was literally on his way to torturing students. The dream camera had zoomed into one of the boys and he actually started crying while the guy was crazily cackling in the background. Also, for the whole scene, there this ominous music playing in the background like it could be from a movie soundtrack. In fact, the guy himself had the disposition of a crazy but dumb movie villain; kind of like the “inconceivable” man from The Princess Bride; he had the exact same voice and speech pattern.

This event wasn’t giving me any good feelings at all and I actually was tempted to act. I was getting to call for 18-Volt when I noticed my voice started going on and off. I turned around to face the lecturer and I found out that he had a device that he was using to control my voice. I was begging him to let me have my voice. To get 18-Volt, I planned to trick him into thinking that 18-Volt would be on his side. I told him that the man I was calling would be a big help for his endeavours. The lecturer agreed and stopped playing with the device, he sighed and told me to do it quickly; he actually seemed excited to get his hands on 18-Volt as he gave a very cunning grin as I walked out.

I was now in the corridor and noticed that 18-Volt had just come out of the elevator but he was still far away. His appearance was his realistic Game & Wario style but he was wearing an army-print tracksuit jacket and his normal green pants on the bottom with his white shoes. I kept uttering quietly, “18-Volt”, signalling with with my right hand in a quick, desperate motion for him to come closer. He would keep stopping and so I had to repeat this process a few times, stressing in my mind that the lecturer was going to come and catch us out.

Just as we came in the entryway of the room, 18-Volt put a hand on my shoulder and with whispers only, I babbled like a motormouth to tell him what was wrong. I then went to a random place in the room to let 18-Volt do his thing. The lecturer seemed very excited and was once again giving an exaggerated villainous grin as 18-Volt approached him. 18-Volt, on the other hand, wasn’t going to take the nonsense. I could see him flailing his arms about at the lecturer as he told him to stop. I think I heard something like, “Mate, c’mon, stop that”. The result, the lecturer sighed and slowly walked out of the room in shame.

For once, 18-Volt looked like he was actually exhausted and wanted to go his own way but I was nagging him to do more. As he tried to walk off, I kept going “18-Volt!”, as I gestured towards my classmates, walking after him. He finally asked me what I wanted and I told him to go and comfort the people that were crying. He nodded his head and approached the Asian guy that was seen crying in a previous scene; 18-Volt gave him a lengthy hug while massaging him. As 18-Volt was walking around to approach and comfort more classmates, the dream ended.



Dream No. 547
Dream Guide: 18-Volt
Lucid?: No

I just realized I haven't had any lucids for a LOOONG time!

Jamie dreams

She's off an on again as usual. No surprise here so I'm use to it.

Started off I had another dream where we are just laying down main;y asleep. Very Comfortable dream.

Later dreams something happens to her. Jamie starts talking to me as a disembodied voice in my dreams. In these dreams I run through random buildings looking for a way out. The voice says she hates me and that she never was "real." She's not really Jamie but a spirit who wants my love and dedication anyway.

I go and check on Jamie in a dream. In it we are playing fortnite and we are hiding under a pyramid build. She keeps smiling at me. I am happy.

In later dreams I keep finding Jamie in a fortnite setting. But now she's angry and mean like the voice. I have a few dreams with low detail like this. I keep finding her and she keeps killing me causing me to respawn. Every time she kills me she says something mean. Then she's a sweaty soccer skin (The worst kind of player in fortnite.) She builds up so high and kills me again.

After a few days of this. I pray about it earnestly...

Jesus helps

I fall asleep and am shown a few HH like images. The first is me and Jamie in fortnite again. We are having a build battle. Our ramps are about to cross when Jesus places himself on top as a giant. He heals us. Another image shows me and Jamie on a hill. The top of the hill is the intended destination: where we come together. Jesus is a giant again. he has a hand around each of us on opposite sides. Jesus is crying in frustration because he is clearly trying to bring us to the top of the hill. But since he can't interfere with free will, he can't complete his work with us. My energy was blue and bright in his hand and Jamies was fiery red. One thing to note is that we were very close to the top of the hill.

Jamie is healed again

I'm on some date with Jamie. We are at a restaraunt like Denny's. She is smiling and seems happy. Can't remember any conversation but we were talking. Denny's is a magical place!

later had some HH of Jamie's face.

Other dreams:

Cheating again.

during the period where Jamie seemed possessed by something I had a dream where I was in bed with someone who looked like Jamie. There was another naked guy laying beside me... gross.

Dad

I was walking with my dad in some abandoned building or something. My old friend from work lets us into a secret area up some steps. through the door at the top we almost fall. the inside of the buuilding is being torn down by construction people so there is no landing to walk into. I float down somehow without getting hurt.

Bjork returns!

In this dream I find out Bjork recently read all of my old dreams of her. Oops. I am extremely embarrased. Bjork doesn't take it too well at first. This dream seems days long. But she builds herself a studio in the basement of some mall or something. She holes herself up in there to deal with it. She records music, builds strange art structures, and makes really interesting clothing for herself. She sometimes lets me into the studio to show me. she tells me she isn't mad but is trying to figure it out or something. She has mood swings, sometimes happy I am around and sometimes shooing me out. The end of the dream is more clear. My brother is a huge Bjork fan so I bring him there. We come to an office where a reception lady tells me that the exhibit is closed. I say I will wait for Bjork to come out. As if on cue, bjork leaves with some man. she walks past me and doesn't even look at me. Her vibes are kind of fuming though. me and my brother leave and some black girls in the mall part try to take him home. He leaves and I can't leave the mall becaus I can't find my shoes.

in a later dream she seems more cool with everything and we just sit and talk warmly.

#525 DILD

I am looking through some stuff in a large wooden chest. My father-in-law has something hidden but I can't find it. I come down from the attic and tell him that he did a good job hiding it because I can't seem to find it. Looking at him it dawns on me that I am dreaming because he has recently passed away in waking life. There are many emotions flowing through me and I telling about something I know about that I can't mention here. He's about to lose his mind that I know what I know so I then tell him that he's dead. I tell him all I know about his death. I tell him its ok. He doesn't take it very well. He seems surprised by it. I tell him that I love him and I'm sorry that I never told him that. I tell him that I miss him so much and that I am sorry he's gone. I lose the dream as it fades away and I wake up.

#526 DILD

The next night my father in law is going on about some kind of special bucket to some person. I walk up to him and he sees me. It's like he knows now and he says "Hey buddy!" with so much love and compassion. Everything comes flooding back and I know I am dreaming. Unfortunately I wake up almost immediately.