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April 29, 2011

Non-lucid

I am driving on back roads to a local skating rink. A group of my friends are already there, and we head out onto the ice. The surface of the rink is rough, with holes everywhere, and as I am not a strong skater, I fall often and decide to leave. My girlfriend and I are driving around the countryside, with the sun shining brightly. We pass several large houses, and finally get to my house. We head downstairs to my room, and as it has been a long day, decide to call it a night after saying goodnight to my parents. My desk is pressed up against the wall opposite the bed, and is covered in papers and other clutter. The room is bare, with little color. The bed has a faded blue duvet. We have sex before going to sleep.
The next morning I wake up in the house. My girlfriend is gone, and my dad is at home making pancakes for breakfast. I go outside through the back door into the morning sun to get a few chores done. The yard is beautiful, green grass and flowers shining bright in the sunlight, but not too warm. When I come inside for breakfast, my dad asks me where my girlfriend is. I reply that she has already gone home, although how she got there was a mystery. I walk downstairs and...
...it is as if the previous day was a memory, and I am visiting my old home after many years. It is abandoned and run down, and I walk through it fondly. I head into my old bedroom. The house is worn down beyond any imagining. In the bedroom the bed and duvet are as I left them, the desk is bare, and mold and bacteria create psychedelic patterns on the floor. I walk up to the bed and look around in dismay. After standing and thinking for a moment, I start to walk out, and my exit quickly grows faster as I see the mold and bacteria have actually moved towards me, and are close to touching my feet.

This dream involved intense emotions. The house on the first day, with the bright sun, left me feeling euphoric and contented. Later, fond nostalgia quickly turned into dismay, anxiety, and fear. It was extremely vivid, and semi-lucid. I did not become fully lucid, but there was a part of my mind that was aware reality was not as it usually is.

I have been playing zombie games with my boy.

Last night I dreamed I was playing a game where you had to shoot these zombies,
but they looked more like slugs that stand up, which is an idea that a friend of mine
had in waking life. The interesting thing about the game was that there were clouds
that you had to blow on or they would form a dragon.

It was a cheap looking dragon, but I remember at one point, after we had blown the
clouds apart, they started coming back together, and watching them start to form a
dragon was really neat.

--

I was outside somewhere and it was night time. A limousine pulled up by a curb under
a tree where it was even darker. It was an old limousine. The paint had lost all its luster,
and it didn't look like any old limo I've ever seen. It had a grill like a truck on a
tractor-trailer. It was a giant square grill.

Then, the grill opened like a mouth. It was a devil car. The grill opened to reveal another grill
behind it, on which it said something about sex. Super evil. Then the car started to talk with
the inner grill moving up and down so it was more like a mouth. It told some guy that he had
to kill some people or the car was going to kill him.

This guy went into a room where there were a bunch of servers that held information on
people around the world. He started pulling some kind of cards or mother-boards out from these
shelves of servers and destroyed them all. Somehow this translated into killing hundreds of
thousands of people around the world.

Then I saw his boss and some other guy who didn't even seem to care. I thought that they
didn't care because the damage was done and there was nothing they could do about it.

Dream skip:

I'm in a room that is like a museum. I see a ceramic pot that I really like, and it is teetering on
edge because someone placed it incorrectly. I was upset and tried to fix it, but only succeeded
in knocking it over. It fell about 7 feet to the floor and bounced a couple times only barely
nicking it.

(This was a replay of when I was 15 in waking life. I was changing a light-bulb at
McDonalds and it dropped from waist high. It landed perfectly on the top of the bulb--the glass part,
and bounced back up. I had no idea it would bounce, so I didn't have the presence of mind
to catch it, though if I had bent down a little, I could have caught it. Instead, it fell back down
and shattered.)

Anyway, dream skip and I'm in bed with a stranger. This isn't strange somehow as in my dream
this happens a lot. I always snuggle with my partner, but it is not sexual. It is just being close
at night. I kiss her on the forehead and she tells me she doesn't want me to kiss her, so I apologize
and roll over. Her body was still touching me, so I try to scoot over. I tell her that I am at the edge
and can't move over anymore.

--

I'm at my first girlfriends house and she is telling me something. Her dress comes up a little and
she exposes herself a little. I look at her in the eye, but enjoy her accidentally flashing me.

Well i haven't smoked any pot , i came from work sit on PC for 2-3 hours max , then i watched 1 film (The Policeman Story - By Chan) and i sleept.


Well i was dreaming , everything was going Cool in my dreams .. i was at work and working .. everything was ok then Something happened and we got like more than 100 Orders means 100 papers to read and cook 100 things ... so we received them and i was like wooow.. lets cook i was ready and soo but then something weird happened we stopped working and my co-worker was calling someone and talking about the problem [ the problem was we had no Power so we couldn't work.

He was on calling so long so i didnt know what to do and i walked somewhere , i wanted to piss so i pissed somewhere and in that moment
"I Don't know how it came in my mind , but in my mind i had "Weed" "

So i had weed somewhere and i wanted to smoke ... i smoked ( i dont remember if i smoked much or litle ) but ... when i smoked my Brain was Really BoMBeD i mean WoW!

Then the bad dream started . .. ...
I Was all the time afraid from everyone and everything i dont know why but i guess cus i smoked the weed and my brain was full bomed so that means i was 100% Stoned , so what i did its i've left the kitchen and gone in Bed ( no idea what room no idea how i got there but i got in some room and there was big Bed Big Room so i lay on the bed and in that moment for me it was my most scariest time because ( i was full HiGH ) and wanted to do something so that Weed Effect will not be that strong in my head or loose that effect and so , but in Bed the ROOM was WEIRD , It was Big Room , Big Bed , but weird things inside.

so in that moment i tried to Sleep (in my dream) so it maybe Help . . .
well i tried to sleep and i sleept ! but i had most weirdest Dreams ... Like imagine being stoned in a dream and sleeping in that dream stoned in a Unknown Room and being scaried from almost anything?

when i sleept i was dreaming my self Teleporting , and i was teleported like 1-2 times somewhere ( Forgot where )
and 3-4 times at Tree's almost on the top of tree's ( 1st teleport snow tree , 2nd sahara tree 3rd i dont know somewhere else and so .. )



So the Question\s are what i was doing in that tree ?
Well what i remember is

* Saw a woman at the Tree sitting like dog and doing nothing , a old man like 60-70 years old With a Shotgun and a PhotoCamera ( he was sitting behind the Butt of that woman and doing nothing aswell ) .
In that moment i didnt know what i am doing up there , i didnt know what to do so i thinked so :
The Old man is Spying that woman with camera and shotgun and because i was in scaried mood i pull him with my foot down and pulled the woman too.
they couldn't move , touch me , talk to me and anything they were like Statues ...

So in that moment when i pulled them down i woke up in my dream and i was in Bed , i was afraid i didnt want to move the 1 door was closed the 1 was opened and wanted to close both but i didnt want to stand up and do it ... so i tried to sleep again and sleept and had other weird dream again.

it was so that i am again at the Top of the Tree , i see like 4-5 Different animals sitting there. (wtf)
and look how weird it is when your dreaming in your dream and your stoned and ur brain will explode and u can't get out of that dream that easy and ur afraid to do anything so i was like wtf are those animals doing here at the three and what i am doing aswell and the weather was snowing ...

so in my mind i thinked that animals are bad and will hurt me so i pulled the 1 down with my foot then i tried to pull another 1 i just tried to and that animal talked to me he said his (name) i was like wtf then then i pulled him anyways down with my foot and there was Rapid and he said "Call me ,, and his name which i forgot "
i had more few similar dreams in my dream like those with that old man and woman too i pulled them 2-3 times down and the animals too xD...

so after pulling those animals i woke up in my dream and i was still scared from anything and i stand up run fast out of the door and call my mom ... i knew she was cooking or something then she says my name and comes out she or i tried to hug her but the body crashed or something like it was ghost ( just something fake to scary me) so then i didnt know where i was and what to do and wanted to wake up in RL i guess so i went somewhere and Drink 1 Glass of water ...

i finally woke up/
my heart was beating like crazy it was 6 am and i writed that whole story in that moment , i mean i hate those Nightmares ! it was interesting but it was tooo long and didnt enjoyed it like seeing people at the trees spying womans with camera and shotgun?
animals sitting and telling me their names? double dreaming also... my mom wasnt my mom in my dream too , the kitchen where i work like everyday in RL where i work?


i am going crazy
well then after i finished writing this down i sleept again and i had different dreams which i dont remember it had to do with other friends and people



Thanks if u readed this if u have / had or found interesting my dream please comment


KarLi

I am suprized how much i can remember this now, its 1:00pm now that i am writing this down
I think its because of the guy below - on eof those dreams that you are so happy that you are a bit depro the next day

From what i remember me and this guy - blond - gorgeous had been hanging around for a while - i cant remember what now but i feel that i did dream it

we were obviously a couple

something had happened at the shopping mall, one i didnt recognize, like a robbery or something

anyway we were there the next day and there was a stairwell with a door at both the top and bottom that would lead us to our car.

when we entered the stairwell someone told us that the police are doing some questioning and we would have to wait 10 mins in the stairwell!

at first we were oh ok, i was still just happy being with this guy, then i did something really weird and funny i blew on his belly button to ticle him or something

I remember very vividly that part, seeing individual hairs on his body (and their colour)

our attention then very quickly turned to how stupid it is for the police to question people going to the shopping mall a day after the robbery, and do the have the right to keep us there.

I think we eventually decided to just leave the stairwell and go to the car, and no one stopped us (as if the police were gone now, and had never been there)

the dream is starting to get cloudy now i think i woke up

I walked out to my back yard, I was facing the open west, towards the setting sun, a few trees were around. The sun set was dark, all that was clear was a dark blue silhouette of the clouds. It then began to snow, pockets of the most beautiful snow that could fall from the sky.

Then it suddenly flashed over to a tornado drill siren, I heard it twice and told my friends that were over at my house to hide with me. The siren stopped and I waved bye to the two guys I am dear friends with.

I barley remember the next part of this dream.

But the last part I remember was probably the most exciting dream I've ever had. But it might not even sound excited to you all.
All my close friends and I were laying in the dark street facing south, or west. We laid down on the side of the street and all looked up in the sky and I spotted a shooting star, I suggested we should all look for them as they pass by. I could see more and more every minute, we were all seeing them, they were beautiful.
The sky then turned into a hardcore game of Galaga. We forwarded to a high level, this was all very exciting. I woke up as I lost the game I believe. The whole dream was upbeat, and unique.

Beautiful Dream. Unforgettable.

Lucidity: 8/10
Vividness: 9/10
Length: ~20 Min.

I became lucid and started to talk to this girl, I wanted to have sex with her, but she said "no." She said that she was also lucid. I was very excited. Then, after that. I was holding a camera, walking around listening to other people's conversations. Then all of a sudden I was in a lab where they use a divice that makes you lucid dream. For some reason, some guy was upset that I was there. But let me proceed with the lucid dreaming thing anyways. Then I was walking in a large room with Zach. While we were I was thinking about my body for some reason while Zach was looking a bushes. Then I was vs. some guy, I believe it was Saskae from Naruto. I was slower than him, he was gaining speed each corner. I was suprised. Then I found out that I was in someone else's dream. Then I was trying to send a post card or something to myself. I didn't understand why. But some people wanted my flash drive for some reason. Then I was in a large building and someone grabbed my flash drive from me and started tearing it up. It contained information of lucid dreaming. Then I had the flash drive again for some reason and was blocking a door from somebody. Someone set up a timer for me so I would wake up. It said 17:03 and counting. I really wanted to wake up for some reason. I had a false awakening. I thought I was on my computer and was distributing the data from the flash drive onto the computer. I asked my dad if they could stop it and he said "no." It was about 70GB or more. But it worked, I could view pictures and videos as I'd like. But then I was dreaming again and desired some pussy. And for some reason I couldn't find a girl to fuck. Then I woke up. Trying to DEILD but I believe failed.

I am a lucid dreamer.

My dreams are mostly lucid, and the ones where I don't feel I am dreaming are just as vivid and realistic. I always feel an underlying tone of control in my dreams.

I was sitting in a classroom, front row, with a group of students. It was a lucid dreaming discussion class. There were single bed/benches set up that looked medical. Me and another guy were talking about different powers in lucid dreams. We were to lay down to dream and start experimenting.

I laid down and closed my eyes. After a few seconds, I opened my eyes and I was now lucid dreaming. I turned around and the guy from class was standing right next to me in a large wooden hallway. I was surprised he was there. I had the thought "I guess this is a shared lucid dream."

The class assignment was to try out three lucid powers: flying was first: so we took off flying around the hallway. Walking on walls was next: so I walked up the side of one of the far wall. Last but not least was: force style lightening bolts. I struck first and was overwhelming my classmate with arch's of pinkish electricity. He was rattling and shaking and unable to respond in any way.

I stopped and asked him if I was hurting him. He said "Not at all." --Then I woke up.

I don't recall ever having a dream about walking on walls before, although my last lucid dream featured flying on walls at ant-view. This is only the 2nd dream I'm aware of that I was able to shoot force style lightening bolts.

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I got on a plane with my cousins Amanda, Nathan, my Uncle, Aunt, and a family friend named Dawn, along with my own immediate family. The plan hit turbulence so we strapped in. Then it started going down, flipped over and sank into the sea. The plane slowly sank to the ocean floor and water began to slowly flood in. We went to the lower level of the plane which was now on top. The lower level of the plan happened to look like my basement. Everyone huddled together, scared of dying.

I started crying because I didn't want to drown and I wished the plan had just exploded so it would be over quickly. Dawn said I should look out the window and watch the fish swim by to distract myself. It didn't work! I started praying for God's help. Then me, my mother, my aunt, and my cousin all held hands and said the 'Our Father'. I then found my Dad in the crowd and told him I loved him. Then I sat by the window again to wait for death to come.

I thought about how at least now I didn't have to worry about going to school, paying off loans, or getting a career. Then out of the corner of my eye I saw a glowing white light that continued to grow. I reached out to it, assuming I'd died and the angels had come for me. But soon all I could see was light and when it faded we were at my house. The plane wreckage was in my front yard along with the survivors. My mother insisted we were alive and had been miraculously saved. My father and I figured we had all died and this was some sort of Purgatory.

Two nights ago, I had a really weird dream: I was sitting alone somewhere and watching people pass by when my ex boyfriend came up to me and kissed me on the forehead lovingly. I knew he was passing my way but I wasn't really looking at him until he kissed me on the forehead. My immediate reactions were disappointment, anger, and hurt. The question that went through my mind the moment after he kissed me was "how could you kiss me like that after all the hurtful things you've done to me???" I gave him a mean stare and he just smiled at me. And then, the next scenes were about me and my ex boyfriend being in the same rooms with different people. We don't talk or even interact in these scenes but I FEEL that he still hasn't moved on and that he still loves me deeply. He can't seem to approach me as if there's a "barrier".

My ex boyfriend and I have broken up more than a year ago. Six months ago he and my friend started dating. I haven't talked to my ex boyfriend and my "ex friend" for months already. Although since they started dating, my "ex friend" spread rumors and lies about me. I didn't retaliate though.

Was in a house with imaginary siblings and mom a d my real dad. It was a late night when we woke to explosions outside and loud booms and crashes. An alien life form has landed and they looked like fucked up colorful robots. They were slowly ripping people in half, probing them violently, and torturing them. Many were im my house and my family was being pulled apart. I was bllind yet was somewhat able to see what was happening around me. An alien robot started to pull me towards it. My father pulled me out of his clutches and then he was grabbed. He urged me to run, get out of town. I saw that he was being violently probed and ripped in half. I ran outside and was running as fast as I could to the edge of town. The air and sky was a swirly pink and smoky. Everywhere was mass distruction and slaughter. I ducked out of the way of many flying debris and alien encounters. I made it to the edge of town. No more aliens. My sight was back fully. I found a upscale hotel where nancy and her friends linda and candy where staying. I told them what happened, they were horrified. Just then loud heavy sounds were coming from outside. I looked and saw an armered vehicle with missels pulled up facing the window. I told everyone to get down on the ground. The missels ripped through the hotel in a fire blaze. The boomed directly over my head. One of nancys friends died. I knew someone was after me and I needed to stop this. As the tank rolled away I had a sensation that it was wayne from the bank. He was a super high power ceo now with high security so it would be tricky to kill him. I quickly ran to his head quarters which looked a lot like a giant white mall with really high tech stuff going on. Waynes officeand home were top floor. I knew I needed to get inside there to end him. I acted casual and pretended like I didn't know about the missel or alien attack and quickly made friends with random people there so that I could laugh with them and act casual. Katie from the bank was there too. I text wayne asking if I could come by to loom at the shoes he was selling. He showed up with hast and was very upset when he saw people with me. He was grumpy and said he was in no mood for a party so only I alone could come in. I knew he was prepared to finally end me but my plan would not work if I didn't have people with me to back me up. I told him I would come back later then. He was pissed. My group and I walk away and I can see that wayne is asking security to fallow me. Shit, I need an escape plan. I see tyler (josh's little brother) and I ask him to give ne a ride out of there. We hop in the car. He has a 14 year old girl in the car with him who is not only his girlfriend but still in elementary school. She is super bitchy and I start to make fun of her. He drops her off at an elementary school and I give him shit. He's 19 and doesn't need to be with a 14 year old. We get to a grocery store and I ask him to drop me off there because I figured I could hitch my next ride to keep wayne off of my tracks. Big mistake. Two guys are inside and they decided to hold me hostage in the store. I spend what feels like hours running from them and fighting with them for my life. I manage to get us outside and I isolated myself with one. I grab a large rock and repeatively smash in his face with it. He dies. The other is looking for the one I just killed, so I stuff the body under a car knowing surely he will kill me if he.saw what I had done. Luckely the mayor and his wife pull up distracting the guy. I tell the wife what's happening to me and she calls the cops. I am still scared that he will kill me before the cops come so I hide in the woods. I see that they are very close to me and I almost fall down a huge hill. I almost feel like giving up but then I remember wayne. I devised a plan to get in his apartment once again without him knowing, waiting for him, and attacking like a panther



Me, allen, and leo are all veterinarians. We are at this kind of creepy farm at the top of this hot windy mountain. We look at all the animals in the barns including horses, cattle, goats, ect. Allen and I get nervous when we see a giant st bernard sized raccoon coming towards leo but he gets out of the way just in time. We all decide to go on a canon walk and I found a box of about ten infant baby pandas. I regurjitate my food to them and then we bring them back to base. I am awarded for my find and are appointed panda care taker. They are so cute and Barron even likes them. He kept pokinhis head in the box and sniffing them. Then me, allen, and leo enter a super mario game. I go first getting the most coins and stars. Allen goes second with one less star then me and leo gets the same as allen. Yay! I win!

April 28th, still stick in rl woke up with no dreams at 7 in the morning. My whole body was aching from this sickness or the nyquil/dayquil i had to take yesterday. Anyway I woke up at 7 which is like 4 hours earlier than normal sat in the shower for like 45 minutes then tried to sleep on the couch :X didn't work. I went and laid in the spare bedroom after taking allergy meds to clear me up and then I had a pretty vivid dream. The dream started in the kitchen of pizza hut (Where i work).

The first thing i remembered was looking at the cook screen to see if there was any pizzas that needed to be made, there were 2 (I couldn't read what they were), I started making them but I soon became lost and just gave up... Orders started pilling up on the screen and at the highest point I was 6 orders behind which is too much for one person.... One of my co workers Shelby walks in, she is in normal clothes not work clothes (Light blue jeans and as I remember a blue shirt with short sleeves), she was acting very happy and strange. She kept messin with me and sayin haha Derrick your 6 orders behind how are you gunna get out of that. At that point I was panicking so I tried to clear the screen, at that second our whole system that sends orders back went down and all of the orders were dissapearing. Now my Manager Joe walks back in the kitchen and gives me a whole stack of like paper orders (Like you fill out at papa murphys) I looked at them puzzled and started to yell at Joe, he said he didn't know what to do. As I looked in the oven to check what pizzas I already put in I noticed that there were misc. things in there.... Like bowls plates and spoodles and stuff... And there also was a small pan of breadsticks with something on it, Joe told me this is the new pizza (that i wasn't informed of...) it had some weird name, also Joe had to wear some costume (It was like a dark blue pimp jacket that went all the way to the ground and it had light blue stripes going down it) for the new release of the Pizza which he was supposed to wear infront of everyone. The last thing I remember is trying to read the stupid paper slips with pizza orders on them it looked like this. The square with the circles in it is supposed to represent what toppings are on the pizza, and the huge red square is showing it had red sauce not alfredo. Idk what the pizza option is for lol, I guess it's just informing me that I'm making a pizza? The crust had nothing on it, it just said crust (There's like 6 different types of crust). Anyway that's it I ended not getting anywhere and I didn't make a single pizza

The image got deleted and replaced with two hillbillies lol

Note: The funny thing is before I went back to sleep I told myself I would dream of pizza hut and I would know I was dreaming ;p but I didn't know.

I had a false awakening and saw this grandmotherly old lady in my room. I took it as normal and greeted her. She ripped off her head, grew it back and gave me the old one as a keeper. Next i was walking in my room from another room and saw it decorated for Halloween very early. I asked why and she said she like it. Then we where in my art class at school and she was talking to my art teacher. I looked at the old head I had, now shrunken and starting to rot in wonder. I then started eating it and got puzzled as to why there was no skull, then then threw what was left away.

From 4/22/11

While listening to 60 minutes delta binaural audio
Body kept jerking, releasing energy and/or resisting releasing
Discomfort, feel sick (am getting sick, a cold I think…yep, I can confirm this days later)
The pads of my feet hurt
Want to turn my head and sleep
Visuals coming and going


Then I do FFEDCIDA practice (Face, Feel, Expand, Dissipate, Coalesce, Integrate, Decide, Take Action)
(I want to add "simultaneous opposites combining"; it feels like it belongs around expanding, dissipating, and/or coalescing)

Muddy orange color
In large geometric pattern in my stomach
Like a cube but more complex, diagonal layer
Unfolding, shifting, almost clunking but that’s not the right word

Thought of being sick as a baby, when I was so sick it scared my mom
Out of control, discomfort, nothing to do, angry at being controlled
Angry and helpless and fucking pissed

Anger dissipating – fast, whirlwinds out
Into nothing, blackness?
It feels like the blackness is almost closing in on it, eating it

Fear…of that blackness, I’m somewhat ashamed to admit
Opulent white swirling energy I used to use when I did massage and subtle energy work to surround myself reaches up and twines with the orange
It feels right
Twining, like oil and water, such different energies. The orange static, the white multidimensionally hued, shifting around, how will they come together? I watch.
What is that white energy? Gratitude, it seems.
Deep gratitude like in the last lucid dream.
It is coming together
This lasts a while

The energy straightens into brown, tree-like texture
Logs almost
But hollow
One settles across the back of my body at my shoulders, holding them strong
Two more down my torso’s sides
Strength
Body feels healthier
Whole body jerks, back arches
One has settled in my spine, up my neck?

Feeling grounded
After getting up, I recalled that when I had used that white swirly energy as a protection when I did massage and energy work, I also put a shell up around it that looked like the texture and color of those logs. I think I got some backbone back.

Apparently anger and gratitude can be a powerful mixture. Mixture isn’t quite the right word, it is as if they partially combust and transform when mixed to make something new. I’d say alchemy but that just sounds too hooey.

not that this whole thing wouldn't to most people.

WAKING LIFE DREAMING LUCID
BOLD IF IT FEELS PARTICULARLY SIGNIFICANT

From 4/22/11

Visiting my aunt and family in a further west state. She is a counselor and her husband is leading a group session for all of her clients (only female clients?). Something happens and he can’t do it anymore. She first hints around at me doing it but I don’t get it, I think I’m under qualified. She then outright asks me and I’m torn. What a fascinating thing to do, and it would pay decently and I could potentially move back to the bay area sooner, further west of my aunt’s state. I am concerned about leaving my mom (who I’m helping in ways in RL) but I think she’ll be fine. I’m concerned about giving up my unemployment benefits, but it looks like my aunt will pay me very well so that isn’t an issue.

I ask my aunt about various things about the job, trying to get a good idea of what it is like and what the contract she’s thinking of is like. She is kind of resistant, but I subtly insist that we are clear so there aren’t any disagreements down the road.

All of these women who come to the meeting bring dogs. We put the dogs in a room, perhaps the garage, while the meeting occurs. A dog is left in the living room; a little black cute thing.

It looked like a combo of these two,
and all black.

It is about to go to the bathroom on the carpet. My aunt notices and I stop it by saying, “come on” in a happy and light tone and it immediately perks up and bounds playfully over. I’m happy to be with a dog that is so happy. Good, no mark on the carpet. Walking over to the garage, the dog stops again and this time pees and shits on the carpet and I can’t stop her. Well, crapola.

Nothing to do with the dream,
but during my image search
it uh popped out at me, lol.