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I walked out to my back yard, I was facing the open west, towards the setting sun, a few trees were around. The sun set was dark, all that was clear was a dark blue silhouette of the clouds. It then began to snow, pockets of the most beautiful snow that could fall from the sky.

Then it suddenly flashed over to a tornado drill siren, I heard it twice and told my friends that were over at my house to hide with me. The siren stopped and I waved bye to the two guys I am dear friends with.

I barley remember the next part of this dream.

But the last part I remember was probably the most exciting dream I've ever had. But it might not even sound excited to you all.
All my close friends and I were laying in the dark street facing south, or west. We laid down on the side of the street and all looked up in the sky and I spotted a shooting star, I suggested we should all look for them as they pass by. I could see more and more every minute, we were all seeing them, they were beautiful.
The sky then turned into a hardcore game of Galaga. We forwarded to a high level, this was all very exciting. I woke up as I lost the game I believe. The whole dream was upbeat, and unique.

Beautiful Dream. Unforgettable.

Lucidity: 8/10
Vividness: 9/10
Length: ~20 Min.

I became lucid and started to talk to this girl, I wanted to have sex with her, but she said "no." She said that she was also lucid. I was very excited. Then, after that. I was holding a camera, walking around listening to other people's conversations. Then all of a sudden I was in a lab where they use a divice that makes you lucid dream. For some reason, some guy was upset that I was there. But let me proceed with the lucid dreaming thing anyways. Then I was walking in a large room with Zach. While we were I was thinking about my body for some reason while Zach was looking a bushes. Then I was vs. some guy, I believe it was Saskae from Naruto. I was slower than him, he was gaining speed each corner. I was suprised. Then I found out that I was in someone else's dream. Then I was trying to send a post card or something to myself. I didn't understand why. But some people wanted my flash drive for some reason. Then I was in a large building and someone grabbed my flash drive from me and started tearing it up. It contained information of lucid dreaming. Then I had the flash drive again for some reason and was blocking a door from somebody. Someone set up a timer for me so I would wake up. It said 17:03 and counting. I really wanted to wake up for some reason. I had a false awakening. I thought I was on my computer and was distributing the data from the flash drive onto the computer. I asked my dad if they could stop it and he said "no." It was about 70GB or more. But it worked, I could view pictures and videos as I'd like. But then I was dreaming again and desired some pussy. And for some reason I couldn't find a girl to fuck. Then I woke up. Trying to DEILD but I believe failed.

I am a lucid dreamer.

My dreams are mostly lucid, and the ones where I don't feel I am dreaming are just as vivid and realistic. I always feel an underlying tone of control in my dreams.

I was sitting in a classroom, front row, with a group of students. It was a lucid dreaming discussion class. There were single bed/benches set up that looked medical. Me and another guy were talking about different powers in lucid dreams. We were to lay down to dream and start experimenting.

I laid down and closed my eyes. After a few seconds, I opened my eyes and I was now lucid dreaming. I turned around and the guy from class was standing right next to me in a large wooden hallway. I was surprised he was there. I had the thought "I guess this is a shared lucid dream."

The class assignment was to try out three lucid powers: flying was first: so we took off flying around the hallway. Walking on walls was next: so I walked up the side of one of the far wall. Last but not least was: force style lightening bolts. I struck first and was overwhelming my classmate with arch's of pinkish electricity. He was rattling and shaking and unable to respond in any way.

I stopped and asked him if I was hurting him. He said "Not at all." --Then I woke up.

I don't recall ever having a dream about walking on walls before, although my last lucid dream featured flying on walls at ant-view. This is only the 2nd dream I'm aware of that I was able to shoot force style lightening bolts.

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I got on a plane with my cousins Amanda, Nathan, my Uncle, Aunt, and a family friend named Dawn, along with my own immediate family. The plan hit turbulence so we strapped in. Then it started going down, flipped over and sank into the sea. The plane slowly sank to the ocean floor and water began to slowly flood in. We went to the lower level of the plane which was now on top. The lower level of the plan happened to look like my basement. Everyone huddled together, scared of dying.

I started crying because I didn't want to drown and I wished the plan had just exploded so it would be over quickly. Dawn said I should look out the window and watch the fish swim by to distract myself. It didn't work! I started praying for God's help. Then me, my mother, my aunt, and my cousin all held hands and said the 'Our Father'. I then found my Dad in the crowd and told him I loved him. Then I sat by the window again to wait for death to come.

I thought about how at least now I didn't have to worry about going to school, paying off loans, or getting a career. Then out of the corner of my eye I saw a glowing white light that continued to grow. I reached out to it, assuming I'd died and the angels had come for me. But soon all I could see was light and when it faded we were at my house. The plane wreckage was in my front yard along with the survivors. My mother insisted we were alive and had been miraculously saved. My father and I figured we had all died and this was some sort of Purgatory.

Two nights ago, I had a really weird dream: I was sitting alone somewhere and watching people pass by when my ex boyfriend came up to me and kissed me on the forehead lovingly. I knew he was passing my way but I wasn't really looking at him until he kissed me on the forehead. My immediate reactions were disappointment, anger, and hurt. The question that went through my mind the moment after he kissed me was "how could you kiss me like that after all the hurtful things you've done to me???" I gave him a mean stare and he just smiled at me. And then, the next scenes were about me and my ex boyfriend being in the same rooms with different people. We don't talk or even interact in these scenes but I FEEL that he still hasn't moved on and that he still loves me deeply. He can't seem to approach me as if there's a "barrier".

My ex boyfriend and I have broken up more than a year ago. Six months ago he and my friend started dating. I haven't talked to my ex boyfriend and my "ex friend" for months already. Although since they started dating, my "ex friend" spread rumors and lies about me. I didn't retaliate though.

Was in a house with imaginary siblings and mom a d my real dad. It was a late night when we woke to explosions outside and loud booms and crashes. An alien life form has landed and they looked like fucked up colorful robots. They were slowly ripping people in half, probing them violently, and torturing them. Many were im my house and my family was being pulled apart. I was bllind yet was somewhat able to see what was happening around me. An alien robot started to pull me towards it. My father pulled me out of his clutches and then he was grabbed. He urged me to run, get out of town. I saw that he was being violently probed and ripped in half. I ran outside and was running as fast as I could to the edge of town. The air and sky was a swirly pink and smoky. Everywhere was mass distruction and slaughter. I ducked out of the way of many flying debris and alien encounters. I made it to the edge of town. No more aliens. My sight was back fully. I found a upscale hotel where nancy and her friends linda and candy where staying. I told them what happened, they were horrified. Just then loud heavy sounds were coming from outside. I looked and saw an armered vehicle with missels pulled up facing the window. I told everyone to get down on the ground. The missels ripped through the hotel in a fire blaze. The boomed directly over my head. One of nancys friends died. I knew someone was after me and I needed to stop this. As the tank rolled away I had a sensation that it was wayne from the bank. He was a super high power ceo now with high security so it would be tricky to kill him. I quickly ran to his head quarters which looked a lot like a giant white mall with really high tech stuff going on. Waynes officeand home were top floor. I knew I needed to get inside there to end him. I acted casual and pretended like I didn't know about the missel or alien attack and quickly made friends with random people there so that I could laugh with them and act casual. Katie from the bank was there too. I text wayne asking if I could come by to loom at the shoes he was selling. He showed up with hast and was very upset when he saw people with me. He was grumpy and said he was in no mood for a party so only I alone could come in. I knew he was prepared to finally end me but my plan would not work if I didn't have people with me to back me up. I told him I would come back later then. He was pissed. My group and I walk away and I can see that wayne is asking security to fallow me. Shit, I need an escape plan. I see tyler (josh's little brother) and I ask him to give ne a ride out of there. We hop in the car. He has a 14 year old girl in the car with him who is not only his girlfriend but still in elementary school. She is super bitchy and I start to make fun of her. He drops her off at an elementary school and I give him shit. He's 19 and doesn't need to be with a 14 year old. We get to a grocery store and I ask him to drop me off there because I figured I could hitch my next ride to keep wayne off of my tracks. Big mistake. Two guys are inside and they decided to hold me hostage in the store. I spend what feels like hours running from them and fighting with them for my life. I manage to get us outside and I isolated myself with one. I grab a large rock and repeatively smash in his face with it. He dies. The other is looking for the one I just killed, so I stuff the body under a car knowing surely he will kill me if he.saw what I had done. Luckely the mayor and his wife pull up distracting the guy. I tell the wife what's happening to me and she calls the cops. I am still scared that he will kill me before the cops come so I hide in the woods. I see that they are very close to me and I almost fall down a huge hill. I almost feel like giving up but then I remember wayne. I devised a plan to get in his apartment once again without him knowing, waiting for him, and attacking like a panther



Me, allen, and leo are all veterinarians. We are at this kind of creepy farm at the top of this hot windy mountain. We look at all the animals in the barns including horses, cattle, goats, ect. Allen and I get nervous when we see a giant st bernard sized raccoon coming towards leo but he gets out of the way just in time. We all decide to go on a canon walk and I found a box of about ten infant baby pandas. I regurjitate my food to them and then we bring them back to base. I am awarded for my find and are appointed panda care taker. They are so cute and Barron even likes them. He kept pokinhis head in the box and sniffing them. Then me, allen, and leo enter a super mario game. I go first getting the most coins and stars. Allen goes second with one less star then me and leo gets the same as allen. Yay! I win!

April 28th, still stick in rl woke up with no dreams at 7 in the morning. My whole body was aching from this sickness or the nyquil/dayquil i had to take yesterday. Anyway I woke up at 7 which is like 4 hours earlier than normal sat in the shower for like 45 minutes then tried to sleep on the couch :X didn't work. I went and laid in the spare bedroom after taking allergy meds to clear me up and then I had a pretty vivid dream. The dream started in the kitchen of pizza hut (Where i work).

The first thing i remembered was looking at the cook screen to see if there was any pizzas that needed to be made, there were 2 (I couldn't read what they were), I started making them but I soon became lost and just gave up... Orders started pilling up on the screen and at the highest point I was 6 orders behind which is too much for one person.... One of my co workers Shelby walks in, she is in normal clothes not work clothes (Light blue jeans and as I remember a blue shirt with short sleeves), she was acting very happy and strange. She kept messin with me and sayin haha Derrick your 6 orders behind how are you gunna get out of that. At that point I was panicking so I tried to clear the screen, at that second our whole system that sends orders back went down and all of the orders were dissapearing. Now my Manager Joe walks back in the kitchen and gives me a whole stack of like paper orders (Like you fill out at papa murphys) I looked at them puzzled and started to yell at Joe, he said he didn't know what to do. As I looked in the oven to check what pizzas I already put in I noticed that there were misc. things in there.... Like bowls plates and spoodles and stuff... And there also was a small pan of breadsticks with something on it, Joe told me this is the new pizza (that i wasn't informed of...) it had some weird name, also Joe had to wear some costume (It was like a dark blue pimp jacket that went all the way to the ground and it had light blue stripes going down it) for the new release of the Pizza which he was supposed to wear infront of everyone. The last thing I remember is trying to read the stupid paper slips with pizza orders on them it looked like this. The square with the circles in it is supposed to represent what toppings are on the pizza, and the huge red square is showing it had red sauce not alfredo. Idk what the pizza option is for lol, I guess it's just informing me that I'm making a pizza? The crust had nothing on it, it just said crust (There's like 6 different types of crust). Anyway that's it I ended not getting anywhere and I didn't make a single pizza

The image got deleted and replaced with two hillbillies lol

Note: The funny thing is before I went back to sleep I told myself I would dream of pizza hut and I would know I was dreaming ;p but I didn't know.

I had a false awakening and saw this grandmotherly old lady in my room. I took it as normal and greeted her. She ripped off her head, grew it back and gave me the old one as a keeper. Next i was walking in my room from another room and saw it decorated for Halloween very early. I asked why and she said she like it. Then we where in my art class at school and she was talking to my art teacher. I looked at the old head I had, now shrunken and starting to rot in wonder. I then started eating it and got puzzled as to why there was no skull, then then threw what was left away.

From 4/22/11

While listening to 60 minutes delta binaural audio
Body kept jerking, releasing energy and/or resisting releasing
Discomfort, feel sick (am getting sick, a cold I think…yep, I can confirm this days later)
The pads of my feet hurt
Want to turn my head and sleep
Visuals coming and going


Then I do FFEDCIDA practice (Face, Feel, Expand, Dissipate, Coalesce, Integrate, Decide, Take Action)
(I want to add "simultaneous opposites combining"; it feels like it belongs around expanding, dissipating, and/or coalescing)

Muddy orange color
In large geometric pattern in my stomach
Like a cube but more complex, diagonal layer
Unfolding, shifting, almost clunking but that’s not the right word

Thought of being sick as a baby, when I was so sick it scared my mom
Out of control, discomfort, nothing to do, angry at being controlled
Angry and helpless and fucking pissed

Anger dissipating – fast, whirlwinds out
Into nothing, blackness?
It feels like the blackness is almost closing in on it, eating it

Fear…of that blackness, I’m somewhat ashamed to admit
Opulent white swirling energy I used to use when I did massage and subtle energy work to surround myself reaches up and twines with the orange
It feels right
Twining, like oil and water, such different energies. The orange static, the white multidimensionally hued, shifting around, how will they come together? I watch.
What is that white energy? Gratitude, it seems.
Deep gratitude like in the last lucid dream.
It is coming together
This lasts a while

The energy straightens into brown, tree-like texture
Logs almost
But hollow
One settles across the back of my body at my shoulders, holding them strong
Two more down my torso’s sides
Strength
Body feels healthier
Whole body jerks, back arches
One has settled in my spine, up my neck?

Feeling grounded
After getting up, I recalled that when I had used that white swirly energy as a protection when I did massage and energy work, I also put a shell up around it that looked like the texture and color of those logs. I think I got some backbone back.

Apparently anger and gratitude can be a powerful mixture. Mixture isn’t quite the right word, it is as if they partially combust and transform when mixed to make something new. I’d say alchemy but that just sounds too hooey.

not that this whole thing wouldn't to most people.

WAKING LIFE DREAMING LUCID
BOLD IF IT FEELS PARTICULARLY SIGNIFICANT

From 4/22/11

Visiting my aunt and family in a further west state. She is a counselor and her husband is leading a group session for all of her clients (only female clients?). Something happens and he can’t do it anymore. She first hints around at me doing it but I don’t get it, I think I’m under qualified. She then outright asks me and I’m torn. What a fascinating thing to do, and it would pay decently and I could potentially move back to the bay area sooner, further west of my aunt’s state. I am concerned about leaving my mom (who I’m helping in ways in RL) but I think she’ll be fine. I’m concerned about giving up my unemployment benefits, but it looks like my aunt will pay me very well so that isn’t an issue.

I ask my aunt about various things about the job, trying to get a good idea of what it is like and what the contract she’s thinking of is like. She is kind of resistant, but I subtly insist that we are clear so there aren’t any disagreements down the road.

All of these women who come to the meeting bring dogs. We put the dogs in a room, perhaps the garage, while the meeting occurs. A dog is left in the living room; a little black cute thing.

It looked like a combo of these two,
and all black.

It is about to go to the bathroom on the carpet. My aunt notices and I stop it by saying, “come on” in a happy and light tone and it immediately perks up and bounds playfully over. I’m happy to be with a dog that is so happy. Good, no mark on the carpet. Walking over to the garage, the dog stops again and this time pees and shits on the carpet and I can’t stop her. Well, crapola.

Nothing to do with the dream,
but during my image search
it uh popped out at me, lol.

I keep having dreams that my younger, 2 year old, sister is being raped.

In the first dream I didn't see her being raped, but I was at this guys house. I didn't know him but he seemed familiar. I said I was going to get something from the kitchen so I left my sister with him. When I came back in the room I heard her whimpering from the couch. In the dream he had shoved her under a blanket and between the couch cushions. She was bloody and crying, and I screamed in the dream and woke myself up.

In the second dream I was up in Big bear, and there was this guy there. I don't know him in RL, but in the dream he was a family friend. I walked into his cabin and saw him raping her. I went into a rage and took her off of him and starting beating him. I shoved my thumbs into his eyes, and put my feet on his shoulders and started pulling on his head, causing it to rip off. I then grabbed my sister, and put her in a manila envelope, wrapped her in a blanket and ran to the hospital (which was across the street for some reason). After that I don't remember much of the dream.

I was just hoping that maybe there would be some interpretation of this dream, or why I'm having them. Google isn't very helpful with dream guides, lol.

notes before reading:
girlfriend's car is shit.
Our car is good and expensive, called an SV6.
Aiden is a good friend.
Michael a friend. but mostly a dick.
Ryan is my friend, but more Michael's.
I know this dream happened between when i woke up at 3am, and woke again at 7:30am.

>Driving with girlfriend in her car in the area inbetween her and other friend's house
>we pass 3 guys, who look like dickheads, (they resemble the 3 guys from my class)
>the 3 guys tactifully stop the car, (i forget how, but it was fucking creative)
>one guy opens girlfriend's door and yells at us to get out, he has a whip with 3 tails and is whipping me with it, i pull up a couple of blankets (which were the ones i was sleeping under that night) and try to block the whip, but he keeps hitting my fingers, it fucking hurts.
>girlfriend's car is now our SV6, and i actually care if it gets stolen.
>we are now somehow back at these 3 guys' house, which is 2 story, me and girlfriend go in and dont know what to think when we see michael and Ryan on the couch,
>Ryan has a look that says, "oh hey man whats up."
>Michael has a look that says, "the fuck do you want"
>the 3 dickheads tell Michael that they stole my SV6
>girlfriend is now Aiden
>Michael wants to fight us, Ryan follows him
>we are now at school on the oval where i saw my other 2 friend's fight one time
>the fight doesn't happen.
>we are now back at the dickhead's house, i see their car keys on the table and take them, and take their car. I drive up a couple blocks before i realise, why am i taking this piece of shit, they have my SV6, so i leave the car where i drove it to.
>i get back to the house as everyone wakes up, i grab the SV6 keys. we all go for a walk, towards where i left their car, and get all panicy as they slowly walk towards it, i call the police
>they get to the car and think nothing of it.
>someone yells to me, "hey Blair, the cops are on the way, why did you want them?"
>everyone looks at me like they're about to stab me.
>i reply back "no i didn't, cancel the call"
>Michael looks at me with a disgusted/disappointed face and says "ofcourse Blair would do something like that," Ryan follows

>Dream over

WAKING LIFE DREAMING LUCID
BOLD IF IT FEELS PARTICULARLY SIGNIFICANT

From 4/22/11

Computer screen
Trying to do something important
Black screen with white lettering popped up. A warning. A long, deep warning.

I’m not sure if I felt very concerned about the warning, it may have seemed superficial emotionally. I’ve waited too many days to look back on it though, to really remember.

>It's 2012, everyone now knows the exact minute the world is going to end, which is just about to happen
>it's daytime, me, my brother and a couple friends are waiting for the world to end in my backyard.
>the rift in the sky tears open and the rest of the sky goes black, like night time. the rift glows a purple/black colour and UFOs fly through
>the aliens land as i run off into an underground tunnel system or something, they have killed or taken all humans.
>i find underground a couple of people who have also escaped, they kind of remind me of the rebel's from half life 2
>we make our way through the tunnels to the white house, (even though i live in australia) and we hide in the president's bunker.
>there's not much to the bunker, it looks kind of like the overseer's office from fallout: 3 and new vegas, the middle desk opens and reveals a secret stairway down underground, there are hundreds of computers and scientists down here.
>aliens break through

forget the rest