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I'm new to this site, and I have been trying to come up with physiological conclusions about my dreams recently because I have been having mood differences for the past months. I've always been interested in dreams as well, wondering what they could mean, if anything.

So my dream this morning started off where I was with an unknown person and we were fighting so hard to get somewhere, I wasn't sure where at the moment. But we had to go through different events, environments, wildernesses.

And then I appeared to be in some futuristic city, and I am not talking about futuristic lights, and space objects. More like a super modern city somewhere in Europe or something. I was staying in this amazing hotel, the walls were all glass, amazing furniture, just modern in every way, which I loved. And I was looking out the windows..going around the room (because I was staying on a corner room), and I would see the really high up buildings where the floor was of glass, and they were on high poles for support. I loved the new city I appeared to be new to. And then someone close to me came into the room, I am still not sure who and I showed them the window views and how big and beautiful all the buildings and skyscrapers were.

I woke up a few times between 5-9am wanting to fall back asleep again so I could keep dreaming about that, because all my dreams lately have been negative, because of the stress I'm going through I am guessing, I may be wrong. But this dream could mean something, maybe it means you have to just go through hard times to get out and be happy, in this life, or after death.

Wednesday's night dream:

I don't remember the whole dream since it was a very long one.

I was shopping w/ friends for something (forgot what) and this creature which looked abit like R2-D2 got up next to the car and open up his/her visor and the "thing" inside it looked like an Omompa Loompa (Charlie &the chocolate factory-but looked like the older ones). Than the next thing I know I was on a mission (again don't know what but had to do with I think a snake). At some point in the dream I was tied up (not with rope) but with Pasta-spaghetti noodles the guy mentioned below was also in the same area-also tied up. Then something about gigantic, talking bees (who were also human at times). two who were a human, male's parents.

At some point the human male and I were in what I assumed was his bedroom' at the castle-house, but the bedroom looked oddly like mine. The two of us were looking out the window of his bedroom and saw I guess knights. The guy I think said after I mention about wanting to ride a horse "Maybe you could be come a knight??" then when still watching outside we saw a woman (possible the Queen) in human form "walking around the court yard with a R2-D2---Opoma lommpas creature" one of their (King/Queen's) messengers said they sent for me. I went downstairs and caught a snippet of conversation "I heard she's good with animals maybe she could work with them?" and enter what looked oddly like the dinning room where I'm current sitting typing said dream.

I saw the Queen (and king) in Bee form (but they retained their facial features) and one of their human servants put some squirrel food into my palms and I just stood there and one squirrel ran up my body to get to the food.

So busy, I don't know how anyone else keeps up with their journal!

Yesterday:

I was in a specialty store. It was full of people buying things you really had to get at this store for the quality of the product and type of product.

It was a long line, and all I had was a little salami--not worth standing in the line. Then everyone turned around and I was towards the front. Didn't seem fair, but whatever.

I needed to go to my truck to get something, but there were dark ash grey wolves beyond it. They were the size of coyotes. I knew I could make it to the truck, but not back to the line. I went anyway.

The close wolf was close enough to get me and he was really ferocious looking.

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Another Hell sequence. First it was Purgatory "to look down on me," then it was Hell. About 5 people were there and one was in a clown outfit. Colors were red and yellow and decorated as if for kids.

It wasn't scary, but it was Hell.

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In another dream I forget most of it, but I had a long hair coming out of my back that I could communnicate through like a phone. The end was a speaker.

I was going to tell a lady I talked to through the hair-phone that I was going to cut the hair and then I couldn't use it as a phone, but I thought that was gross to tell her, so I didn't. I never did cut the hair
either. ???

This is the second weird hair dream I've had. Once I was reading a poem made out of braided hair--now it's a phone made of a piece of hair.
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Now, on to last nights dream:

My alarm clock went off to NPR news. This bled into my dream. I remember I was controlling a little remote control corvette in front of a real corvette. In my mind this corresponded with the news some how.

Then, there was a bridge that disconnected me from the other side. It disallowed me from crossing something, but allowed others to cross to me. Strange.

Then there were these storm troopers dressed in black, on horse-back, with bow and arrows. I didn't have a weapon. they poured in to where I was on either side of an out-door type room I was in.

I knew they would kill me because I had nowhere to escape and there were so many of them.

Two weird creatures flew in and landed on the wall. One was an alien lizard, the other some other type of alien lizard thing. I was going to try to at least take one of them out, but I was about to be shot by an arrow.

I couldn't believe I was about to be killed. I was afraid of the pain. I did get shot in the back, but it didn't hurt.

Then I woke up.

I start to write my dream times here. I normally wake up after every dream so I have an approximate time ending for these. Tonight my goal was to see what happens if I don't move after my dreams. I had super vivid hypnogogia after every dream. I fell asleep and lost consciousness after them so tonight I will remain conscious.

Was at a house competition. You had to somehow do a certain amount of things or you would die. For example arrange the death cubes in the correct order. They were floating little cubes with different colors on them. If you weren't the same picture at the end of the time limit they would kill you. There were several stories of a house with several mini games. It had a dark aura to it. There was a sample round and I did pretty good. The final round I was scared to make a mistake. I had help when I went downstairs. A voice that commonly comes to me during my dreams told me how to beat this mini quest. There was a baby portion of the quest where we had to feed a baby and do some other things with it. I was getting far. The baby was a vampire. 4:41

Went through the giant dream door near my room for my daily dream. There were leaves all Round it. I am up now but can easily wbtb In it. 5:55 ( Don't really remember this one, but I had super vivid hypngogia)

Was staying at the condo with Kara. It looked more like a resort this time. We first had a harder time to get inside the condo but made it in. We had something weird happen to the neighbors. When you go inside the condo it looks way different. Its half inside and half outside. Its connected to several other stores. There's a beach on the other side of the stores. Kara and I have some Italian. I think it tastes really good but she doesn't like it. We wait a while and then eat another Italian dish. This one is much better. It looks like we are in Italy. ~7:00 (Before I fell back asleep I wanted to dream at the beach)

Had a false awakening and got up. I wanted to have some quick protein before trying for a wbtb. This dream gets kind of crazy for me. I end up going to the gym to lift weights. The girl at the front desk flirts with me a bit and I have a long nice workout. I realize that I'm hungry and really should be eating. I do one last rep and leave the gym. A daughter and her mother walk out of the gym. There is the coach of the volleyball game and the mother goes to thank the coach for a great game. The mom is in love with the coach. I slap the coach on the back saying good game and head to my car. I have to hop over two giant fences to get to my car and am holding barons cage. It was super difficult to get over the first fence and am not sure how I did it. The coach says bye to me from afar. He walks to the mom and says he doesn't like her. She flips out and leaves. The coach stays with the daughter because they are having an affair. The mom drives in the intersection and flips her car over on purpose. Two other cars hit her. I'm sure she's dead. For some reason I rent a u haul truck and there's a lot of cash in it left from London. I'm super tired by now and just want to try for lucid. I start driving back and stop to get gas. My mom comes Inside the car and I start driving. I tell her about the incident with the mom. She laugh's and says that she always does that when she doesn't get her way and she was at her birthday. I see its 8 pm right now and im sad that I can't get to bed anymore because it's too late. I accept but lose focus on the road. We go into a swamp and the car flips. My mom calls me an idiot and I tell her that's what happens when I don't eat or sleep enough. 8:29

Was driving home near issaquah. Some guys engine died and he stopped so fast I hit him. I get pissed and look around and see I am the only one that hit him. I say something funny and everyone around laughs and leaves. There wasn't much damage to either cars but he still wanted to get the police involved. I tried to get him to change his mind. A hot girl came over and helped me out. She was an old friend. we had sex on the car in front of everyone. Afterwards I went to talk to him and found out he hasn't called the cops yet. Some music went on and he said that I could work for him For a week shaping coal and he would even give me 500 a day for it instead of dealing with the car. He wore a giant cowboy hat and talked like a cowboy. He just made 20 grand from his job. It was a nice sunny day and music was playing loudly. 9:48

My friends friend gets married and we hang out with them a lot. He buys her a house with a pool and we spend a long to.e fixing the house up. When he gets home the couch is blocking the window and the pool is as big as a plate in front of the couch. The house is mainly empty. He doesn't look happy when he comes in. The next day we are swimming in the pool and its full size again. His ankle his broken but we are trying to touch the ceiling by going under and sailing up. He can't get very high but I duck under and swim super high up. I grab onto the pole on the ceiling and slide down out of the pool. Im amazed at how cool that was. Nobody saw me do it. 11:47

Had another long dream but a bit too personal to post. 10:30.

I had this dream on the night of April 6, 2011

I was on a trip with a group of colleagues for business. Our first stop was New York, where I remember saying I really wanted to try the pizza. We walked around and were near the water and I kept having a feeling of urgency. I knew that we were on a deadline and needed to board a flight to go to another location for yet another meeting.

Next stop was Chicago. I remember being disappointed because I hadn't tried the pizza in NY. After landing, we went to find our hotel as it was night and our meeting wasn't until the next morning.

Upon arrival, we got a call from our boss that myself and another one of my colleagues would have to go to yet another place for a private meeting with the Japanese. We were apprehensive, but I remember thinking that I'd like to get to know this colleague and so we grabbed our bags and boarded a plane.

Upon arrival, we began to look for the representatives that would show us to our hotel. We settled in and were told we would take a ferry the next day to our new location in Japan. We were sharing a room and I thought it was uncomfortable as I was engaged to be sharing a room with this colleague.

That night, we were told to board the ferry so we grabbed our things and got in line. Many other Japanese businessmen were in line. My colleague told me he was concerned because we were going close to where the tsunamis had hit before. I too was nervous, but I told him that there hadn't been another earthquake.

However, as we were waiting in line a businessman got a call and started shouting. We anxiously waited for someone who spoke English to tell us what was going on. However, we soon realized that another earthquake had hit and we began to prepare for the waves. We were boarding the ferry (as it was safer than being on land) and I remember thinking how upset I was that I hadn't packed any anti-nausea medication for the sea.

Around the time I had this dream, Japan had a 7.4 earthquake that was followed by tsunami warnings

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Had a very cool night. I did a proper WBTB and took my remaining Calea with some G+C to see what would happen. It worked great! Broke my old record of three lucids in one night, with one. Also I'm once again not sure how I induced the first dreams. It was more of a MILD as I didn't hit SP from what I can remember and the rest was also some kind of DEILD/MILD.

23.00: Sleep

04.50: WBTB 25 minutes

05.55: Taking it slow MILD
I'm in an appartment building, walking up the stairs. A woman with a child appears infront of me, she has a wagon with her and she's dragging it backwards up the stairs. Why won't she just take the elevator? I patiently follow her. Up the top a door opens up and she enters it, leaving the kid and the wagon outside, blocking my way. I grab it and push it into the appartment.

I realise I'm dreaming and decide to head further up the stairs to see what's on the attic. I reach the top and the stairs twist and continue in a large room. They go from one corner at the bottom to the opposite one further up. I follow them and walk slowly, careful not to fall down into the nothingness next to me. I reach the top and push open the door. I'm very excited to see what's on the other side. Nothing. I get in and look around. There's a balcony and some stairs leading down into darkness, other than that it's just a grey room. There's nothing of interest keeping me in the dream, so it starts to fade.

I try to DEILD, I feel the SP taking over.

05.55: Snake DEILD/MILD
I get out of Monica's car in my home town's square which has been filled with sand. "Bye babe!" I say and close the door. I spot something moving behind the sand dunes and I realise it's a huge snake. It slithers away and curls up in a corner.



I walk over the sand and think about how to get rid of it. I try lifting it up with telekinesis but nothing at all happens. Ofcourse... I try to fly but taking off from the sand is impossible. Great, along with vividness comes bad control. I slowly walk up to it and decide to play around a bit. It lunges for my face as I get near and I jump away. I dodge its huge fangs for a minute or so before I'm bored. Just as it's about to bite me I ignore it and it transforms into a black cat. The cat runs away as fast as it can.

05.55: Shower sex MILD
I'm in the dining hall at work and I know I'm dreaming. My coworker Snusknicke is there. "You know when I'm dreaming, my wrists are fine" I say and grab his arms. He tries to wriggle free. "Watch it boy" he warns me in a mocking tone. We're actually good friends, who used to wrestle to show who was the stronger one. This is my chance of showing him who's in charge once again! I grab his throat and lift him up against the wall. Everyone around us laughs, including him. I take the nearest paper bin and shove his head down it and start to dry hump him. Everyone's laughing their ass off. The humping reminds me of something I've wanted to try out, to have lucid sex properly.

I let him go and head towards the locker room. We have girls working for us and I know someone will be in there. There are several people in shower cabins lined up, but there's no wall between them. I spot a girl at the end and she gets out of the shower. I walk to the end and remove the covers. She's not there, but instead two very hot blondes in their twenties. Even better.

Spoiler for 18+:

I walk up to the girl with her back to me and put my hands on her stomach and slowly run them downwards. She grinds her ass on my package and the feel of her waist makes me very aroused. She's got a little stubble but I don't care. I insert a finger and she moans. The other girl looks left out so I grab her aswell and turn her the same way and insert a finger in her aswell. They both seem to like it alot and so do I. I insert myself into the first girl and starts pumping away. I get off in seconds and the dream starts to collapse. I can hear my labored breathing, but I manage to hold the dream.

When everything clears up, the girls are gone and I'm alone in the shower. Some guy in the shower next to me is soaping up and is spitting alot. I leave the spitting man and head for the door. Perhaps I should grab some towels? I'm dripping wet. Why would I want to dry up in a lucid? I exit the door and enter a hallway. There's a mirror on the wall and I walk up to it. I check my reflection, which looks very realistic. Only there's something bugging my eye. It's inflamed and I scratch it a bit. I leave the mirror and head out another door. I intend to go to the Ninja World.

I'm in the stairwell of the building and I head down the stairs. It seems like I'm on the third floor and everything feels amazingly realistic. The cold, hard stone beneath my naked feet, the echoing sound of my footsteps. I rub my hands to make sure the dream lasts. After a while I arrive at the bottom and exit the building. It's night out and I'm all alone, I recognise the place as my friend's neighbourhood. I need something to make a portal on, and I decide to use KristaNicole's way of doing it. I turn around and walk up to the nearest wall and combine my fingers. I draw a door with them, imagining a white line appearing, anything.

Nothing happens. I start to sing to stabilize the dream a bit. First I yell as loud as I can but I can hear myself moaning in my bed so I lower my voice a bit, my voice echoes off of the walls. Suddenly I realise there IS something where I put my hands. A hatch of some kind has appeared out of the red wall. I pull a lever and it reveals what looks like an ATM, only with a hole you insert your hand in and a red button to push. There is black and yellow striped tape around it. I realise you put your hand there and push the button. Will I just be hanging unconscious with only my hand supporting me?

"Where would you like to go?" a woman's voice asks me. "The Ninja World" I tell the machine. "But ofcourse!" the machine answers and the current panels are removed and replaced with new ones. It makes a robot like sound when it moves and clicks to place. I can see a counter starting on 07.00 and is counting down. "Now you have only..." the voice says but I don't let it finish the sentance as I place my hand on the red button, eager to get going. Something holds my fingers firmly in place and injects something. I lose consciousness right away.

I'm on a bus, going through the jungle. I realise I've turned into a girl. The machinist voice appears in some speakers. "Unfortunately the only Manga we had available was "Soccom"". I can feel my fingers being squeezed in real life. I had them under my pillow.

07.00: Fragments
*I'm with my brother Martin down at the canal. We're fishing and I spot two huge red fishes in the water. "Hey look!" I say and point. Martin doesn't care. We talk about something.

*I'm watching a dad convince his dad, that his son is great at playing some instrument. The older dad has headphones on, and they were apparently connected to the grandson's instrument. I can see clearly though that the cord is connected to an mp3. The kid is just sitting there, drooling, crying. The older dad seems to be blind and he's fooled.

07.00: NASA MILD
I'm with my mom and my brother Martin. We walk up to a heavily guarded door and an overweight guy in an orange jumpsuit greets us. "Welcome, you can enter now" he tells us in a Russian accent. I remember us being denied access earlier. We're at NASA or some similar place. We head down a long corridor. It looks space-like and there are white, heavy doors on our right. "What about the radiation?" I ask him as I watch other people in protective suits. "Don't worry, not harmful anymore" he tells me. A door opens up for us and he urges us to go inside.

I know I'm dreaming, but decide to head into the room anyways. The door is closed and I'm left with my mom and bro. She hands me a glass of champagne and I happily accept it, swallowing it all in one gulp. It tastes very sweet. "Mom, check this out" I say and throw the glass behind me. She lets out a yelp. I grab the glass with telekinesis behind my back without looking just before it's about to crash. I give her a big smile. "Woooohooo!" I say and make the glass fly around in the room before she grabs it. My brother walks up to a toilet in the middle of the room, ontop of which lies a white tile.

Apparently the room was spinning very fast, but as we were inside, we didn't notice anything. Colours starts to appear on the tile and my brother makes a swirling pattern with his fingers. It looks amazing. The colours keep changing and soon we're all playing with the thing. I scratch my nails on it and blue lines appear.

I start to wake up, but I decide to try to DEILD once more. I end up in a very bad SP, with images of my room flashing before my eyes as my entire body is shaking. It reminds me of an epileptic seizure, but I try to ignore it. Books with different covers appear. "How to make portals" is one, the other one has Itachi from Naruto on it. I pick up a few papers on the floor whith my dreams written down on them. Monica gets up and I figure she's off to work. I try to lie still and make a dream appear, but after a minute I give up. I struggle to exit the SP and when I finally manage to do it, Monica's beside me, sleeping like a baby...

09.00: Fragment
*I'm talking to Monica and my dad. She asks me jokingly if I've recently had any sex. I tell her I have, in my dreams. "With anyone you know?". "No, someone random" I tell her. My dad looks hurt for some reason and I can see tears in his eyes. Monica's about to go home to her home town for a week. "Please, don't fight me now, just try to be happy" I tell her, I don't want to fight the day she's leaving.

09.00: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 10 hours

Supplements: 200 mg B6 before bed. 1 tablespoon of Calea and 1 x Lucid Dreamer at WBTB.

That's it! That was one cool night. Such vividness and stability of the dream. The supplements don't help much in inducing the lucids themselves for me, it's all about willpower and ofcourse a bit of placebo. But the quality and length of the dreams is improved alot, which makes it kinda hard when it comes to active control, but even nicer when you get something to work with passive control. I will have to do more proper WBTB's again, but I'm lazy.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

1st Dream:

I'm sitting in bio class in my old seat that I sat in a few months ago. I'm looking at the board but I don't actually see my biology teacher. I look to my right, and Nicole is sitting there smiling at me. We start to talk via telekinesis and all of the sudden, Headmaster Smith comes into the room. He's look at me, so I stand up and say "Me?" only I don't actually remember any noise coming out of my mouth. I follow him to the hall, we're we both sit down and he takes out a laptop. On the laptop is my project that I did a few weeks ago for Graphic Design.

The project is a magazine call "Stalin for TIME". It actually looks exactly like the project I made in real life, which is also call that- only there are a lot of communist puns all over the cover I don't see much text on this one, and the pictures look different. I ask him what the problem is then he points to the screen. I look closer at the magazine and all of the cover stories are about porn stars and actually have nude pictures of them on it. The magazine in real life only had pictures of Mao, Stalin, and Russia on it. I start to think to my self "Wait, that's not right...". I was SOOO close to becoming lucid! Damn my logic ! But as I think more, I "remember" that I actually did add those to the project at the last minute.

Headmaster Smith tells me that the school board voted- and I'm "going to be kicked out for good". I get a sad look on my face and for some reason he says "I actually don't mind it that much. I think they are very beautiful. Just change them to non-nude porn stars and I wont kick you out." I tell him through telekinesis that I will fix it.

I some how wake myself up here- or at least the dream wakes me up for some reason. Maybe I tired to go lucid and lost control? One thing that I noticed- is this dream is extremely detailed. I can actually see the make up on Nicole's face and the shine of the sun. I think the reason for this is me trying out ADA in this class for the past few days. Damn that stuff really works . Also, I didn't want to write this down at 3am- and I wanted to get more sleep so I just said to myself "I'm going to remember this dream- this was a good one."

2nd Dream:

I don't really remember much of this one but I will try my best.

I'm in some kind of ally that I have never seen before, its in a big city. I walk to the side and all of the sudden I'm in a different ally. I see Latios running around in a circle- so naturally I throw my Pokéball at it and catch it. I turn around and look down, towards the ball. It is level 40 and I start to get excited because "That's a lot high than my other Pokémon" I look up and I'm in my house's bath room. My friend Stephen is in the bathroom also, and he tells me that the power is out and I should look for flashlights. I start to look in the closet for some and I find a lot of them right away.

I wake up from my alarm and the strangest thing happens- I just sit in bed and say "What was that dream I had at 3?"- then I suddenly remember the hall way, then I remember the class room- and as I sit down to write this I remember the part with Nicole at the start of the dream.

So hi, this is my first Dream Journal entry. I have a few friends on here who got me into this whole dream journal thing, so I've been writing a few details I can remember of my dreams in a notebook next to my bed. And what a better way to start out the first DJ with a nightmare?

I literally don't have nightmares, I can only remember one nightmare and it's a repetitive one I've had a few times between the ages of 8 and 16 (I shall DJ that one later). I get more "anxiety" dreams than nightmares where I'm just unsettled and panicked but not literally frightened BUT this one's really intense. Let it be known that it took place in my old room back at my parents house who I only visit a few times a year.

(Disclaimer: I've told this to a friend, and she suggests it's deep enough that it could be a story or a book or something, so if I end up doing that, TOO BAD it is my story and if you claim it as yours I will be really... sad. I won't be 100% specific for this reason. That is all.)

OK the nightmare. Sorry.

I had this dream the night of March 28th, 2011. Basically, I'm viewing myself in a third-person kid of way where I'm birds-eye-viewing the whole nightmare so I can't do anything about what's going on, but I am able to see my character (I'll explain later).

There's a "devil" - more like a white guy w/ black hair and a red suit and black collar - who is a completely real person with evil intentions. He sends out a massive call to the world that he's got a bounty list of people who are doing good things against the devil in some way. The public's reaction is "well this is scary but we can't do anything about it so just go with it I'm sorry." The list is sent out through the media but me as the dream-viewer can only make out a few names that I can't read. But then the last two people on the list are both my character and my partner's names. Then in comes my cheesy dramatic transitions I get in my dreams, where its like my birds-eye-viewed self is filming it, so my birds-eye camera zooms in to the character's dramatic facial expression, there's dramatic music, all that.

Then I - and my character - has a vision of sorts, seeing what the devil does to the "devil offenders." They're in a blood-red room that has no walls or ceiling (so big it's endless), and there's several people sitting in the center of the room in those old-school hair dryers that go over your head like a space man helmet. But instead of a space man helmet it's a stove bruner, the coils hovering over the person's head like an angel's halo. The devil says the word and the unforeseen henchmen pulls some level somewhere that lowers the burners down against the people's heads that burns their head and brains and BLEH, along w/ some electricity that eletricutes them dead. I see my partner in the corner handcuffed to a metal bar on the side, looking distressed.

Insert dramatic music transition here. From here on assume when I mean "I", I mean my character of myself I'm seeing.

I am kind of like Temperance from the "Bones" TV show, where I'm an investigator of some sort with a slightly goofy/gorgeous partner and we bring justice to bad people. I'm in the same haircut as her, the same kind of outfits and all that but I can't recall if I'm actually HER or not. My partner - whose name is unrecognizable to me, I literally hear gibberish when I'm saying/hearing/reading his name - is a more tan-colored-trench-coated-blond version of Booth from Bones, but he's definitely not supposed to be him.

ANYWHO, I've seen the coverage on the news on a TV, then had my vision and realized I'm on the list. Here's where I'm all omgomgomgomg in my head. What the media also says is that there's a helpline for the people who are on the devil's list. There's some announcer going "Are you on the list? Call ###-####" or whatever in a cheery "nothing's wrong everything's ok" kind of voice. I reach for a phone and dial anxiously. I get the same girl's voice as the operator. I then tell her I'm on the list and I'm trying to explain to her that I'm an investigator and that's probably why I'm on the list but I don't know what to do I don't want to die. As I'm explaining, I see on the TV set in front of me that there's one person who survived the list - an actress who played a private investigator role on a TV show - and her interview was coming up next. I focus back on the call, and the girl operator takes everything I say into consideration and says she can help me. In mid sentence of her transferring to somebody who can help, the line goes dead. again. I instantly think I'm gonna die I'm gonna die I'm gonna die. Dramatic music like it's gonna go to another transition, and I FREAKIN' WAKE UP.

It's about 6am. I feel suddenly anxious, lots of adrenaline, and then I see the shadow on the ceiling. Part of it looks like a horn and a shoulder. I'm all and move the items on my desk haphazardly so the shadow goes away. Then I feel like and can't believe I just had a nightmare. I'm unable, thank goodness, to get back into the nightmare.

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Mid March
Every so often I have a dream that speaks without words using a kind of telepathy. I have identified 3 different kinds of telepathy but I won’t go into them here. The one used here I have been calling Universal Telepathy because it seems to be the most used and nearly everyone seems to understand it; it uses pictures, thoughts, and feelings. Since no words were ever used I will try to state words as accurate and meaningfully as possible. I will describe the pictures and feelings independently.

I am at the back of large audience, I am where the walkway to leave an auditorium is. There is a strange looking water container attached to a pipe or wall or something that gets my attention. A male being I will call the Instructor asks me using Universal Telepathy if this thing interests me. I reply using Universal Telepathy that “yes from the heart” and I smile.

Instructor: This is about Paired Souls.

Then there is a huge dark gray sphere attached to the water thing which is going to be a device used to tell this story.

Instructor: This big dark sphere is the full soul. Its dark because it holds all the skills and abilities one can ever have represented here by color since if all the myriad of all colors were mixed up they would thus be gray.

Out of this “full soul” comes out a small droplet, about a thousand times smaller, swirling with red, blue, and gray colors.

Instructor: This is the fractionalized soul (like yours), represented by the small droplet, can complete a life on your plane quite successfully in this form.

The droplet then divides in two with one having the red coloring swirling around in it and the other having the blue.

Instructor: However if the tasks and the energies used to complete their undertakings are halved then the being can internalize-and-complete these tasks with less struggle and in short order. For this to be realized though the fractional soul needs to be divided into ying-and-yang-like halves. One should also become committed to a nonphysical life while the other incarnates into a physical life and world. These two different worlds use nearly opposing energy sectors to successfully complete. Preferably the “feminine” half should be tasked with the nonphysical life and the “masculine” half with the physical incarnation. Masculine halves are best used on the physical plane as masculine energies are superior at moving the energy that is matter due to their propensity for sheer force of will. The energies used by one half will then not be used by the other, both being different in polarity and in different realms causing nearly opposing situations. The really advantageous aspect to this pairing of souls is that the energies not used by one can then be transferred to the other. Since they are both of one soul they will naturally share energies and thus, in this way, be able to support each other’s tasks and lives. The depleted energies of one can be boosted freely by the other half at no cost to its own energy needs. They can then complete their tasks quicker and with less struggle. The double dichotomy of differing worlds and the pairing of souls is quite advantageous.

There was then a period where he stopped I guess for questions but I was trying to take it all in and impressed with the logic of it all. I then wanted to touch the red and clear ball that was depicting a half of the paired soul so that maybe I could take in some more knowledge from it.

Instructor: That’s just for demonstration.

I felt a little dumb now and disappointed. “Oh, hmmmm.”

I woke up.

P.S. This was a lot harder to translate than I thought. So much is packed into so little that I have to not only find the right words but the right over all meaning. I hope this all makes sense.

This is a great depiction of the full soul (middle) and the fraction soul's (tiny bright circle at the top) size difference. It was also understood that the full soul came from another even larger unimaginably immense "soul."

*I tried to post this on 4/7/2011 at 6:30AM but the site wouldn't load*
Small cabin on a hill
It started with a small cabin on the hill that was supposed to be my Aunt Christine's house. Many family members were at the cabin. The setting was a bunch of hills and a road going through the bottom with a big open field at the bottom. We rode in the truck around the hills and rode ATV's a bit until the zombies showed up to wreck the day.

Zombies
The zombies just appeared at random. The zombies were stupid and slow thankfully. They walked slow and were shriveled up with pieces of their body missing (kind of like a cemetery zombie who has decayed overtime). I then got a gun from the cabin and a long thick stick from the ground. I killed every one of the zombies near the house, in the field, but the road was as far as I went. I then left the field and walked up the hill to the cabin and told everyone that they were gone and they said well that's a relief. They all went back outside. I went inside and talked to Aunt Christine and my cousin Rhonda who were washing dishes from lunch (which I must've missed while killing zombies). They asked me about how I was doing and I said fine (just a normal conversation).

I went back outside and in the field the zombies were back. I was mad. I went over there and kept saying out loud I already killed you, NOW DIE! As I was killing the zombies I got way too close. I looked at them and I suddenly realized Holy Crap I'm dreaming! *now lucid* I then raised my hand and said STOP and the zombie froze in place. I looked around and I was still dreaming so I continued with the others saying STOP to make the last 5 or so zombies STOP in place.

I then went back to the house and noticed this man named Veskov or Resnov or something (probably Resnov because of Call of Duty) and he was walking around talking to people and writing on a clipboard. Anyway, Resnov looked like a therapist. I asked my Aunt Christine who it was and she said it was my dream doctor. She said he was using my dreams for research. He glanced at me from the corner of the room, not in an evil or angry way just looked at me. I followed him outside and he was writing things down about everything from trees to chairs. I asked him why are you in my dream? He said that I wasn't dreaming. I said okay then explain this and I pointed my hand toward a table and chairs and hoped to levitate a chair and suddenly the clouds off in the distance morphed into master hand from super smash bros and came towards me and I could freely move it. It formed into the master hand and started doing movements in midair until I let go and it disappeared into a mist. He looked at me and wrote on his clipboard while saying Very Impressive, Not Bad. I asked him more details about his research and he said we were in his office right now asleep and hooked up to a machine. I said well okay I guess I'll let you continue and I will look around a bit.

I was walking around thinking what do I want to do now that I am in a dream and then remembered... TASK OF THE MONTH!!! I was then looking for flowers everywhere but couldn't find any... I checked inside for vases or pots and then went outside a while until finding a small garden pot with tulips in it. I picked the Red tulip and couldn't smell it. I examined it for a while and noticed it had very defined lines and had a solid metallic look to it. It also had sharp looking spikes all the way around it sticking out along with the very sharp looking pointed petals. I thought, I wonder what you taste like... Then, I took the flower off the stem and threw it in my mouth. It tasted like red dry icing and had this strong vibrating feeling I can't hardly describe. It felt like bees were flying around in my mouth.

I then walked it off and went on to talk to Resnov about my flower adventure and I falsely woke up in his office and continued the dream unlucid in the doctors office explaining what I had just seen and talking about dreams. I don't recall anything after that but woke up soon afterwards.

I was this kid I know, Steve Loreo, running from the cops (I ran by about 20 of them without them knowing it was me they were looking for). it started on my college lacrosse field through the woods to a new place with janitors, cement paths, and rustic looking stairs and steps. I had to run backwards on the hot pavement to help melt the soles of my shoes for some reason. Pete Postlethwaith, the guy who played Hitler in that recent movie, was following me around, trying to find me. We robbed a bank together. His persuit of me was narrated, almost movie-like inside my head. I was sweating and stabbed some guy in the back with a throwing knife. then met up with Pete, he told me the story.

Feelings included being extremely anxious, scared, and an adrenaline rush feeling.

Im in my room playing with my laser. Kara is sleeping. My mom and dad come home and are acting weird. Its 4 am and they aren't sleeping. My battery looks all dented in and bruised. It blows up and wets the bed. A voice tells me that battery s give cancer. I get up and wet a towel to clean it. Maroon 5 is playing really loudly. I realize its my stereo playing and quickly turn it down. My mom complains its too loud.

Adam and I go through a dungeon. Its Halloween and my mom in the previous dream says to follow the full moon. There's some sort of spooky quest to do. We fly towards a cave and begin to fight our way in. I had a previous dream earlier in the night where we keep failing to get inside because Adam isn't good at the game. This time we fight our way in. There's a boss with two mage looking creatures. I kill then both while Adam stands there. Once they die a wall opens up. We go inside and prepare for the boss. First we need to have dinner with the boss and his wife. The prize of killing the boss is a mini bong. For some reason the fights not starting. we realize that we forgot some item at the beginning of the cave so we have to go back. I get annoyed and watch the boss eat a pb and j

Long dream. Was at the library and was hungry. I ordered pizza but it never came. I finished there and instead went to teriaki. I went home and talked to mother for a while. Somehow I ended up on a tv show with Ryan Seacrest as the host. he had rest square shoulders. There was a row of women and a row of men. We had to do stupid things. The show was outside and there was an audience sitting on the bleachers. I was getting super bored and went to the woman's side. There was a competition on choosing the right answer. I had no idea what the answer was but I chose the right answer and everyone loved me. I really wanted to leave the show but seacrest was watching. no longer trying I just started guessing the answers and was getting them all wrong. It went to Intermission. One of the questions seacrest asked was what do women want. Looks or a good career. The far guy got it right with a good career and started telling a story about how his wife is hot because he makes a lot of money. One guy with big muscles kept coming in and wooing the crowd. He was trying to make a point that a nice body was important too. He annoying seacrest so he moved to behind the curtains.. During intermission Owen came with the pizza. I wasn't hungry anymore and told him it was too late. He said I just ordered and I said I ordered it at the library at 5:00 pm. I kept trying to look at my phone but it wasn't working properly. I wanted to show him that he was wrong. I finally got it open, but then it disappeared. I was getting pissed at my phone. He was kinda worried because somebody needed to pay for the pizza. He called peter and asked if he could pay. We went to the car and we were hanging out. Peter came and paid for the pizza. I somehow got teleported to my room and knew it was a dream the problem was I wasn't 100% vivid. My dog was annoying me in waking life. I tried not to let him win and kept walking around the house trying to solidly get in the dream. I could hear him running around and feel him stepping on me. Kara was in the dream telling me to keep trying. I kept trying but he was biting his toy I couldn't transfer over. I wake up and my dogs playing on top of me.

Lindsey comes over and we talk about lucid dreams. I talk about how Kara is so much better at them and Lindsey gets annoyed. I said that Kara really sees if she's in reality or not when she does a nose rc. Lindsey s not really listening. she doesn't really care. She's in my room and im down near Safeway. Were talking somehow through parallel reality's. Kind of like reality is split in two and she in the one above me. Every time we talk it splits so that I can hear her.

Kara and I were messing around at the house. We went to Safeway to get teriaki. She said if you were a- and had major blood loss you would die because the hospitals ran out of that blood. I was worried for some reason. My stomach was hurting and I thought maybe I was going to die. Karas hurt too and we thought the teriaki was bad. We had a fun fight and we're beating eachother up. Kara turned the table over. She was talking to Olga saying she couldn't live without her. I sprayed her with water. She was rubbing her vag on my laptop. I was laughing. Her friends come over my moms making me a lot of samples of smoothies. Were hanging out in my room. Two Russian people come over and im talking to them. I feel weird talking to them because half the things they say weren't Russian and some weird language. One of them was really fat and sweaty. I don't like her friends so I go downstairs and my mom says there are flys everywhere. I get excited to kill them with my lasers so I go to get my lasers. At first I couldn't find them and thought maybe they stole them. I finally find them. Some guy is spooning kara. I take her away and she thanks me because she did not want him near her. I take her with me to prepare to kill the flys

Im at a new place with a new family. I have a sister. Mother is pregnant. We are talking to the doctor about what more to buy. Its clear he just wants to sell us more stuff. We don't want to buy anymore stuff and he asks if we want to donate. We say no but I steal a little thing that says you did and write that I donated 1 million. We laugh. It's pouring rain outside. We want to make an umbrella for my mom with our bodies but we end up just running and ditching her. My sister and I race to the food place. I'm winning but she takes a shortcut and barley beats me. We fall on each other and look into each others eyes. She is blond with blue eyes. I can see how close we are. We sit at the table and leave for room for mother. She gets annoyed and I give her my seat. There's a crazy Asian lady sitting with us.

Dream - Lucid - AP

I was at work. It was daytime. There was a customer in there being a giant douchebag to everyone. He turned out to be some super villian, kind of like The Penguin in Batman. I was trying to ignore his antics, when I spotted him trying to pick a fight with another customer by the door. I yelled
"Hey! HEY!"
He, and everyone else in the shop, got silent and stared at me. I continued to yell
"We don't treat each other like that here. If you're going to, then you can get the fuck out!"
I turned around and walked away, fuming. My voice had sounded a little hoarse, but I think he (and everyone else) got the point. People started clapping and cheering.

Then, I turned around, and the guy was vomitting on the carpet. He was doing it to be a douchebag again. He acted like he was actually sick. His vomit was green and vile-looking. I gagged.

Then, I saw one of my friends, Katie, walking in the parking lot towards the shop. She looked happy, and was walking a little dog. I turned to whoever I was standing next to and said
"How much you wanna bet Katie's gonna see that and throw up?"
Katie came in, saw the vomit on the carpet, and she gagged.

Then I remember talking to someone about how the villian was my neighbor, and my dad was a villian too, but he acted normal. It was weird. I talked about him going over to talk to the neighbor, and acting all normal about it, as if I didn't know what was going on.

Then, I felt myself transition into another dream. I then knew it was a dream. I was in the bonus room of my house, and decided to take charge of the dream, and try to get to Teraluna. I rubbed my hands together, and the dream got more vivid. I had never tried that before in a dream. I asked my dream guide, whom I still have yet to meet, to help me get to Teraluna. I started drawing a portal with my finger in midair. The edges didn't meet, so I had to fix it so the edges met. I tried to walk through it, and it got dark for a minute, but I was still in my house.

I then decided to try creating a portal on the wall. I thought that may be a bit easier. I drew a portal with my fingers, and touched it, concentrating on where I wanted to go. The portal rippled, then glowed with a white light. When the light disappeared, the portal was a golden door with intricate patterns carved into it. In the very middle, there was an eye. It looked like a real eye. I would compare it to a glass eye set in the middle of the door. I touched the top left corner of the door and concentrated on where I wanted to go. I then touched the eye.

The door didn't open, but I was then in the catacombs of some ancient Egytptian structure. There were other people there too, running around. There was also fast, Egyptian-style music playing. It was slmost kind of video game-esque.

Well, it's not Teraluna, but I decided to explore anyway. The room was dimly lit by torches on the wall. I ran through the bottom of this catacombs, and decided I needed to look the part. I looked down, and was wearing sandals on my feet, and Egyptian robes fluttered as I ran. Too awesome, I thought. Too awesome. I tried to enlongate my hair by feeling the ends and trying to imagine more hair, but for some reason, I couldn't do that.

I then remember seeing msyelf in a mirror. My robes were red and off-white. They were very flowy. I thought that was really neat, and I started to dance. I danced for a little bit, then decided to keep going.

I then remember being on a different floor of this catacombs-type place. I was looking over a balcony that went to the bottom floor. Things were a little more well-lit. On the bottom floor, I could see Chinese acrobats making a human pyramid. The floor down there was white. I decided to float down to the bottom. I felt like I was getting closer to my goal.

Then, I was standing in front of another door. I started to feel myself wake up. I did not want to, so I started to imagine myself on a beach on Teraluna, with the ocean spray in my face. Everything was black, as I felt the sensations I was imagining. I tried to open my eyes, but my real eyes started to open instead. I quickly shut them, and was then in small room with royal blue-tiled walls that had black markings in the middle of the tiles. It had tall ceilings. I saw a Coke machine on the left wall. Strange.

In the middle of the room stood Hyu. I walked up to him and gave him a hug. I looked at his face. It was so detailed. I looked into his eyes, and they were a very clear blue, almost turquoise. I started to see the glare in the corner of my vision, indicating that I was going to wake up. I did not want to again, and refused to by covering up the eye that the glare was coming from. The glare went away, and I was fully immersed in the dream again.
"You smell spooky"., said Hyu.
I told him that made sense, since I had been in the ancient Egyptian place. We continued to hug.
"Don't go nattin' on me.", he said, whatever that meant. I understood it to mean "Don't kiss me,"or something. I laughed and said he didn't have to worry about that. I was just happy to see him.

Then, I awoke. I could still feel us hugging.

~

I remember being at my old piano teacher's house. I then remember seeing some weird interstate exits, but they were only smaller, artistic models of them. They looked like slides with moving conveyer belts, and some blocks randomly placed on them. 2 girls slid down them, and hurt themselves as they hit the blocks that were in the middle of them.

I then remember seeing some old warehouse behind Goody's (clothes store). It was being advertised as a great place for kids to have birthday parties at, becuase you could put anything you wanted in them. I saw a skateboard ramp in there, and some arcade games.

Then, I walked around and saw my old friend, Alex, laying on a couch. he was wearing a grey sweat suit. I asked him if he was ok, and he said he had been sick. I told him to feel better, but instead of calling him Alex, I called him Dawson. I didn't realize my mistake until later, and I texted him and told him I was sorry for calling him the wrong name.

Then, I woke up in a car. I looked at my phone. it was it was 4 o'clock pm. I knew I was dreraming, because that was ridiculous. I got out of the car, and was in a city that was overlooked by hills. I approached a female DC who was walking down the street. I asked her a question, and she started to answer. Unfortunately, during her answer I woke up.

I quickly went back to sleep and re-entered the dream. I was still with the DC. Everything was black and white at first, then filled with color. I told the DC I was sorry, I was back, and she could continue talking. I remember flying at some point.

Then, I got distracted and lost lucidity and did who knows what till I woke up.

Sorry for this being late

I was in the basement with my dad, watching a movie on TV. The movie took place in Japan. The scene was in some sort of clinic for children who were critically ill with some unknown disease. A mother was holding a small girl. She was dressed in strange garb (like from Charles Dicken's A Christmas Carol). She was shivering, staring out into blank space. A nurse wrapped the girl in a thin pink blanket, but she started shivering more violently. The nurse said, "I can't do this anymore" and fell. Her face turned gray. An (unseen) person took the nurse's cornias and sewed them onto the eyes of a home-made stuffed animal.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

The dream starts off by me spawning in a forest. As I look around, I realize that I'm at Isla Inocentes (my favorite map from Battlefield Bad Company 2)- only the color of the area seems to be more of a green color, compared to the fall look of the map. I realize now how detailed this dream was. I think it might have something to do with me starting ADA a few days ago- although I never really did any exercises for it yet- I was planning on starting over the weekend.The area that they spawned me at is on top of that hill before the last base in Rush Mode. I hear some tanks rumbling off in the background, so I go and investigate by walking straight down the road. There is a T-90 right there just looking at me. I look down at my hands and I'm holding a RPG, so I bring it up and hip fire it at the tank. I hit the tank right in the treads, but it doesnt seem to do anything. I quickly run into a building on the left hand side- so the tank cant get a clear shot at me. I stay in the building just for a second- and I run out the front of the building and see an infantry tank (i'm blanking on the name right now :S).

I jump inside of the tank, just like you would in the real game, and start to take fire at the back of the tank. I notice its doing a lot of damage on the T-90 and right as I think that it starts to back up extremely fast. I dont really remember much of the chase- but I remember where we end up. We end up somewhere in Laguna Presa. The tank starts to slow down as it reaches some port by the sea. I take aim at it and destroy it.

Isla Inocents: (from the game)


Laguna Presa: (from the game)