memorable

This is a dream that is important to me because it reminds me of how much of a jerk I was and maybe still am and how much remorse and regret I feel for past mistakes.

I was my old school playing field. It was different; there was a large gate where there was not one before. I was walking through the gate and B was there. I was eager to talk to her but she strangled me with a bicycle chain. It was cutting in to my neck slightly.

B is a girl I used to be friends with and had a massive crush on. I haven’t seen her in years and we parted on bad terms because I was a complete asshole. Anyway...

I was then sitting at a large table, still sore from the chain. My neck was red and bleeding slightly. I was really upset but I still wanted to go and find B and apologise to her for what happened in the past. Also at the table were some old school friends. I looked around and saw that we were in a big hall and that there were lots of tables with people sitting around them. It was loud; people were chatting and joking around with each other.

I noticed that I recognised pretty much everyone in the room. There were people that I knew well and people that I barely knew. It was sort of like everyone I had ever met was in one big room for some kind of event.

I mentioned to my friends that I wanted to go and find B. For some reason they didn’t want to let me go. They dared me to make out with a girl sitting at a table nearby us. I recognised her, but she was someone I barely even knew. She was pretty ugly and I had no desire to make out with her, but I got the feeling that it was the only way my friends were going to let me go off and find B which I really felt I needed to do. They called the girl over and she came and sat on my lap. We made out but she was a bad kisser, although for some reason I had a hard-on.

Finally I was free to look for B. The next thing I knew I was sitting at a table across from her. She was wearing a black suit jacket and a red low cut top. She was just staring at me sternly. I felt really bad about what I had done in the past and felt so desperate for her to forgive me. I was struggling to explain to her how sorry I was about everything. She just kept staring at me. I continued to apologise but she didn’t react.

Lucidity: 5/10
Vividness: 8/10
Length: ~5 Min.

I was on a school bus and I was trying to put toothpaste on this girl named Tristan. After I did, she appeared up a few seats. Then my friend Kaleb asked her if he could see her boobs and feel them. She let him. Kaleb was sitting next to this girl named Trisha. The seat next to them was empty so I sat there. I looked at Trisha and she looked at me. She smiled and asked me a question. I asked her to face me and spread her legs so I could see her Vagina. And to my expectations she did. I also expected her to be wearing Jeans but she had panties on instead. It was very realistic. I said "I don't have forever!" And tried to grab her panties. Just then I woke up and I tried to DEILD but failed. The End.

Dream of October 9th, 2010

Well….. I’m making progress. ^_^

Last night I attempted a WILD, but it didn’t work, although later I ended up having a DILD. I can’t quite remember how it happened because I had two dreams last night and in the first one I was lucid.

In the dream I was at a house where a lady was and maybe my sisters. The lady that was there ended up chasing me, but I can’t remember why. To escape her I flew, which caused me to suddenly realize, “Hey, I’m dreaming”. Strangely, I started to feel almost like I was dreaming and awake at the same time, like I could feel light near my eyelids in bed, so I tried to concentrate on the dream and make it stabilize, and I tried to remember my goals. After flying for a ways I either teleported or my flight just brought me to a different area. The area I was in was quite dark, and I think I was in a building. I tried thinking about my goals again.

The first thing that came to my head when I was thinking about goals was making a portal, and going to Hyrule. I had imagined many times in waking life how I would make a portal. I would draw an oval like shape in the air and then the air would shimmer inside the oval and on the other side I would be able to see my destination; it did not go as I had planned. When I went to draw the portal a blue marker materialized in my hand. I used the marker and drew an oval in the air. The air did not shimmer like I had wanted, and when I put my head through the floating oval I found that I was still in the same area, but I was determined to make it work.

I took my head out of the floating drawing of an oval and then I focused my will and tried to rub the area inside the oval as if I were trying to defog a window; it worked. The area I had rubbed started to become a semi-transparent image of a underground tunnel. Rubbing the air was difficult, for I had to focus to keep my hand from just going through the oval, but I managed. Eventually I had a big enough area to go through and there was now a clear opaque image of a scene on the other side. Now I had to figure out how to get through the floating window; I decided that I would break it.

I smashed the floating window and bits of glass, or something of that nature, fell onto the ground. Now it seemed like there was a big hole floating in the air. I jumped into the hole. Once I was through the hole I saw that I had indeed made a portal, for I was now in a completely different area, but unfortunately not in Hyrule. I remember running or flying down the tunnel after that and meeting some enemies but I can’t remember what happened after that, and think it might have been because I had woken up.

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My second dream involved a game. There was this shadowy inky stuff that infected people and somewhat controlled them. I was flying around in the area, which was a valley with a crater lake on one side and a tower on the other. I flew by the tower when the black goop tried to attack me. The goop was trying to control me but I wouldn’t let it. I flew away and saw a group of people who appeared to have been infected by the goop and some other people who weren’t infected. The two groups started fighting each other and I could hear the infected telling them “Join us, give in”, or something of that nature.

After that the dream turned into even more of a game, well, more like a game editor. My sisters were there and they were telling me what to make. I was able to use the characters and set them up in different areas, change their personalities, and basically just change the whole story. My sisters and I ended up deciding on a story about a large black dragon, and soon after I woke up.

I haven't been on in a while, but last night, I randomly had a LONG LUCID DREAM!

09.10.2010

Lucid Unicorns! (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was downstairs, and I knew something was a little bit off. I tried to do the nose pinch reality check, but it did not work. I decided to try my own little test, which I now will call the Phone RC. I picked up the phone, and without pressing any buttons, I asked to speak with the operator. All of a sudden, my grandma was talking to me on the phone. I knew I was dreaming.

I asked my grandma to make a unicorn appear for me, and she said she would. A unicorn did not appear, and I was pretty angry. Instead, my dog appeared in front of me. I commanded him to turn into a unicorn, but he turned into a cat. He turned back into a dog, and I commanded him again. He turned into a bat. I gave up on him, but there now were two DCs with me. I think one was a young boy, and one was a girl. I said "CLARITY NOW"! All of a sudden, things went blurry.

I ignored the blurriness, and walked upstairs with the two DCs, and they told me they found a job for me. I thought it would be call to have a dream job, so I looked at the newspaper. I knew something was wrong. All of the jobs included killing people. The girl told me that I shouldn't take up a job then, and she told me how a lot of cannibals took over the world and now kill and eat the people. She said her and her little brother are forced to eat flesh.

I found it interesting, and I realized that my vision was no longer blurry. I looked down the hallway, and I said "When I turn around, a unicorn will be there!" I turned around, and when I looked back, there was a white horse there. I was proud that I got that close to it. I then said "When I turn around, the horse will have a horn on it!". I turned around, and when I turned back, the horse was a unicorn. I was happy so I ran up to it, and it licked me.

The father of the girl took the little boy and made him eat a Grilled Cheese sandwich (I didn't see this, but I assumed it was toast with organs on it). The father offered me and the girl some food, but I refused. I decided that I wanted to go to Quebec, so I told the girl, and she told me a way to go there. I told here I would use that way, but I have a unicorn that I can use to fly me there. We said our goodbyes, and I rode my unicorn through the sky. It looked very game-like while flying. There was a huge city on a hill that was being under attack. Then, all of a sudden, I appeared in an auditorium. A female doctor that I know I saw before from a TV show welcomed me and told me to get on the ground. I was floating, and everything was realistic. I lost lucidity.

I walked around the auditorium to see anyone I know, and I found my friend Kailey. I sat next to her and told her that I switched out of a certain college class and now was working to be a doctor. She thought that was cool, but the guy next to her said only girls should be doctors. Next to me sat some other people, and he spilt mustard on his pants. I did too, but it later was clean.

October 8, 2010

Synopsis: A witch has trapped me and my cousin. We escape into a forest that keeps us safe from her wrath

Note: I've been trying to return to the sanctity of my forest for a long time

Return to My Forest
My entire class has gathered in a building. Our teacher then instructs each of us where to go. She sends some students down this hall, some down the other hall, some into this room, and some into that room. It's pretty clear she's separating us! Why?

I didn't like that we were being separated, isolated alone in the school. So me and my cousin go down a hallway together before the teacher could instruct us. The teacher finds us and instructs us to go to this room. She then asks my cousin sweetly "You could have your own bedroom instead of sharing! Want to have your own bedroom instead?"

"NO!"

My cousin didn't want to be separated from me either. Annoyed, the teacher slams the door on us and locks us in the bedroom. It's like a hotel room.

I feel like I've dreamed this before. Except in the last dream me and my cousin struggled to escape. In the last dream my cousin made a loud distraction while I tried to bust the window. It didn't work. My cousin starts thinking of new distractions, including flooding our room with water.

I inspect the window. You can only open it from the outside. But maybe we don't need to open it or break it? I grab my cousin's hand and together we fly right through the window! That was easy.

We fly over the courtyards, they were dark and gothic looking.We fly over a small village. Which looked desolate, as if our teacher (a witch) has cursed it. There were strange creatures or beings about, I guessed they were working for the witch. We've been spotted!

I make it to the edge of a forest, still afraid the witch will find me. So I fly deeper into the forest, still with my cousin (whos now transformed into a small animal). I think I'm in the heart of the forest now, in a dry river bed. I land on some rocks with lots of pockets in them, like giant lava rocks. I thought, this rock will make a good home. Me and my cousin relax for a little bit.

Soon after I realized we weren't alone. From a distance I noticed two figures racing towards us. One was a dog-man, the other was a bright red fox who looked more like a demon. In my minds eye, the fox was the pet of the dog-man. They looked pissed! Me and my cousin try to find a new spot to hide, but we were too slow. The two of them stop in front of us.

"What are you doing in our forest?"

I figured honesty was best. "We ran away from the witch, but I think she's still after us"

Realizing we were just taking refuge, their demeanor became sweet. They welcomed us and told us we could stay as long as we wanted. At this point me and my cousin remembered that we had left a family member behind back in the witches castle. An old frail man, who was supposed to be 'our' father (which makes no sense logically because she's my cousin). But we were both too afraid to leave the forest now, and decided to stay until we became stronger.

Spring came to the forest, and water rushed in to fill the river bed.

I was convinced that the witch was after me! (I think that's from a previous dream). The woodland creatures keep a careful watch, keeping the demons and witches henchmen out. Word spread that the witch was fast approaching us.

A dark cloaked being, over 14ft tall, bursts through the forest, screaming! It's the witch! The woodland creatures gather together.

Suddenly, and with a flash of light, a demi-god as brilliant as the sun appears in front of the witch!! With a powerful voice and with the crack of lightning, he declares the forest sacred ground. The witch can not, not now, not ever, enter. Wow, nice to have some demi-gods on our side.

The witch howls mournfully, then quickly retreats back to her castle!

Nows a good time to come up with a rescue plan. I make my cousin transform out of her animal form, a hamster, which I thought wouldn't help much for the rescue. We should rescue as our people forms instead (we each had an animal form apparently). After sitting around in a cozy circle with my woodland friends, I decide the best course of action is to turn invisible, rescue the old man, and sneak out quietly.

We practice turning invisible, but I can still see my feet! Am I really invisible?

I keep practicing my invisibility. (At this point I was prolonging the dream, making it slowly abstract. The forest is only half a forest, the other half is a bedroom). I snoop around invisible. A butterfly girl with a tiny voice is looking for her friend, froggy. "Oh froggy! Oh froggy! Where are you?" Her words ring like chimes.

She floats very close to the doorway protecting the forest. The next thing I know, a black giant naga head was lounging towards the butterfly girl. Her cries of help were drowned out by the shrieking scream of the naga-witch! I thought for sure she would die!

But then a blast of light slices the tongue of the naga, thick blood pours from the naga's mouth. The naga shrieks in pain, and retreats back to the castle. The butterfly girl lives, and now I know our forest really is being protected by a powerful sun demi-god.

Its time to rescue the old man. I'm still worried though. I'm worried I'm not really invisible. And I'm worried the witch can trap me in her castle. But my woodland friends explain, that once you are a part of the forest, the bond is eternal, so the witch can never ensnare me.

Me and my cousin leave the sanctity of the forest, in what feels like for the first time in months. The world has grown even darker, the sky a gray. Two ghoulish teenagers were sitting on a log. Trying out my invisibility, I ask them "Can you see me?"

The first one says one says "No...well..sorta....you're outline. Like a silver outline."

"Pff...you call that invisible? I give you a 0 out of 9!"

0 out of 9! You jerk!

And then I woke up

The dream begins with me on the side of SR-312. My mom comes to pick me up, and asks me if I have a ride to the convention I want to go to. I tell her I'll get a ride from Jason (My brother). She tells me that he's gone. I knw what she means by it, but it's very hard for me to accept at first. Then she tells me he committed suicide and I try fighting the sadness from hearing this. I almost break down, but she looks so stoic and I don't want to lose control in front of her when it must be even harder for her. My friend Joey is in Gainsville with Nick. I am a bit annoyed at this, because Nick pisses me off. She drives me to Steak & Shake where I am going to apply. They're doing open interviews and there is a dog nearby who's shadow is acting strange. Next, I am in a house watching a clip of a movie with Edward James Almos in it, getting stabbed and falling over a railing. This reminds me of Battlestar Galactica and then I see Admiral Adama boxing Starbuck and letting her win, so he can resign. He feels he failed his crew, and I think of my brother and wish I had seen a sign. I start crying and then wake up, still crying a while until realizing that it was a dream. I was so certain it actually happened, and upon figuring out that I had just woken from a dream, a large rush of relief acme over me.

Upon falling back to sleep, I am in a dream where I am with a girl I want to be with (In the dream, I've never met her in waking life) and another friend, Jack. We stop at this little souvenir shop where I see a row of kids embroidering some of the dreamcatcher like hanging charms. The girl and I are walking together, debating which ones we'd like in our house (I guess we had a thing, but weren't actually together). She said she wants one of the hanging charms, and I tell her I think their terrible looking, except for the ones that didn't look like child pictures. There were some that looked like Native American designs that I quite fancied, which she then told me were the ones that she meant. We picked one out and she took it to the counter. Then I'm messing around with Jack, and as a practical joke, he rubs a small amount of dog shit on me. I tell him that's fucked up and he laughs. I go to teh bathroom to clean it off and then I wake.

I want to say this non-lucid dream was an hour long. It just kept going and going. And in cycle 2? Vividness was only average or below. It was memorable, but kinda boring at the same time. I'm just going to skim over it here yet it's still a wall of text.

B-Complex vitamin one hour before bed, drank natural apple juice

Longest Dream Ever
0637: B.
Paradoxical Architecture and Drug Party
I'm in a strange building with several floors and many staircases. It's hard to get to the room you want because each staircase takes you to a different place than you expect. I'm living here while going to college but I'm moving out soon, I'm trying to find someone to take my apartment. Then there's a family that moves in and I befriend their young 10-year-old son. Lots of deja vu feeling here.

Then I'm hosting a few friends in this strange apartment and we are doing drugs. Then it turns into a formal party for a community of strictly kosher Jews. Everyone is doing drugs and talking about being kosher. Then the landlord shows up and I'm supposed to give him the keys. But I remember the drugs in the bedroom so I sneak back in and put them in a briefcase. I run away from the building with my friends.

Mugged and Suspected
Now I'm alone, walking on the main street of a small town. Reminds me of Monterrey. Instead of a briefcase of drugs, I'm now holding a bottle of whiskey, open and half empty. I sense there are cops around and also a criminal. I let the criminal steal the bottle out of my hand as he runs by. The cops stop me. They think that I gave the criminal the bottle, like a planned exchange. They think it's hard drugs dissolved in water. But I'm so scared and clueless that they realize I'm no criminal and they let me go.

Bear-Lion Mating Season
Now I'm walking with the friends again and we still have the drugs. We're in the middle of nowhere on a dirt path through some grassy hills. We stop and one girl snorts it all. She turns into a bear-lion kind of thing. Looks like the head of those big Chinese lion parade costumes with the big floppy mouth. She has thick black fur like a bear. The rest of us stand back, not sure what to do. A male bear-lion appears nearby and stares at the female, as if to mate. I try to make eye contact with my friend to see what she's thinking. She can't speak. I think perhaps she is afraid of the male and wants my help. She gestures with her eyes, which I interpret to mean "you guys leave, I'll stay". So I leave and the male pounces on her.

Now I'm walking alone toward the nearest town. I see my bear-lion friend running down a hill toward the same town. I chase after her. She seems upset and I figure out that she didn't want me to leave. She wanted my help. Her eye gesture actually meant "let's all run that way." Now she won't forgive me. As we arrive in the town, she turns back into a woman. I plead with her but she'll never forgive me.

Dalai Lama in a Diner
Then, I'm sitting in a diner with Lance. He is reciting a quote from the Dalai Lama with a perfect voice impression. The quote (which seemed real, but I looked it up and couldn't find it IWL) is about idea of spiritual salvation contrasted with the distractions of modern culture. At the very end, Lance is just staring at me intently and I let the quote and the whole dream just sink in for a moment.

I went to sleep again this morning all stressed out, don't stop reading halfway through because it gets crazier and crazier, and this is what happened(note that this is my first WILD):

I woke up from my bed to find myself in sleep paralysis. I tried to move my arm up and it kinda moved. I tried to open my eyes all the way but my right eye could not open! I tried to bring my arm over and force my other eyelid open. It didn't work. I couldn't see my hand. I fell asleep and awoke at the same time. I saw another bed to the right of mine and I thought "how did it get there?" I walked over and flopped onto it. I instantly thought. "wait. if they did this i would have woke up. And why would they do this in the first place." so I tried to get up so i can do cool stuff. I tried to use all my effort to get up off of that bed. It started fading I rubbed my hands together and said "INCREASE CLARITY!" it didn't work. I woke up again. I rolled onto my side and tried with all my STRENGTH to get up! I could barely use my hands and i thought "If i try to stand up i don't think i could walk." I put myself up on my legs and my legs had no life at all in them. I fell backwards thinking was going to fall back onto the bed. I only fell into oblivion. I awoke again and somehow got to the door. I opened it and saw my brother standing there. Taller than the door and laughing. I awoke again. I saw a face next to mine for a second. it layed nexted to me and put a meaty hand/claw thing on my stomach.I could not move. I thought "OH SHIT JUST STAY CALM STAAAY CAAALM." I then woke up for what i think is real this time....

Most of the town is gathered in the town hall (in this dream it's more of a large, one story tree building with two rooms), preparing for what we've heard on the news: Germany is invading Norway, starting right here in my home town!

Me and my dad are in sort of a leading position, advisors to the mayor. We try to keep people calm, but they're very afraid of what the germans will do. In the back room, people are even more hectic. "Where are the birds? They should've been here by now, I really hope they'll be here in time," says the mayor in a worried tone. I tell him that the birds are reliable. With the help of 100 birds, we will be able to defeat the germans.

People in the front room are screaming, and we can now see the germans coming down the hills in their tanks. At least 5 tanks. Dammit, we're as good as dead... A German leader goes out of one of the tanks and tells us through a megafone (in perfect English): "You might as well give up and accept defeat. You're surrounded!". All hope seems to have gone. There's too many of them, and the birds haven't shown.

But then! I hear noises from the back room, where dozens of white pigeons can be seen as they flow in to the room, as our desperately needed backup. They do not talk, after all they're just birds. But they seem to know very well what has to be done: attack the germans. We all feel very much safer and better now. We attack them, with the birds using their claws and wings to confuse the germans. They fly into the tanks and make them loose control. We're winning! I'm still on the inside of the building, no need for me to even get involved.

The germans are not very dangerous anymore, and right outside the window closest to me I can see a female reporter with a film camera. She puts his camera into an opening in a german tank. "What is she doing," I ask a girl next to me. "She's making fun of them, and they can't even shoot her," the girl replies. We have a good laugh at the silly germans, who thought they could invade us. Didn't they know we had the birds on our side?

I find myself in a dimly lit room sitting at an arcade machine. Theres this beautiful Indian girl who sat next to me. She has nice eyes, and long wavy flowing hair. Were about to to play this game and when I grab some money out of my pocket, it falls out on the floor. I go to the floor looking for it and something strange happens.

It's almost as if I go to sleep right up against her leg for a few minutes. Everything blacks out for a few minutes.

Then the scene resumes. I told her something like I must have really been tired, but she tells me she didn't notice what happened. I sit back in my char, and we both put our quarters in. Instead of pressing the buttons right away and skipping the intro scenes, we took the time to talk to each other for a few moments. At the beginning I thought the game was just a one on one street fighting game, but it turned out being something like a RPG. It started out in a dense forest, but I really was paying attention to her.

I can't recall what we were talking about for the most part, but I know that the conversation just flowed. We both had something to say with a different approach on the same subject, and we were still agreeing. It was like two halves of the same mind making decisions.

She grabbed one of my napkins that were sitting near the buttons, and started wiping my right cheek, just under my eye. She started explaining to me that more people like her now that she's been more of a bitch, than when she wasn't. I was confused, because I didn't see that in her at all. I told her, whatever she was at that moment I liked, and it really didn't matter to me. I was going to say something else, but the dream ended, and obviously rage ensued.

Hello again.

Well, as the title says, I found in my dreams a very special person I wish meet for real. These dreams are half lucid/half non-lucid..

I'm in a building. I don't remember exactly what I was doing there, but it was something in relation to university. I meet a girl, she looks familiar. I ask her for some advice and she's very helpful. Soon a conservation is build up. While talking to her I was flirting a bit by making some funny remarks which made her laugh, speaking in avery elaborated language. AND in addition, she likes that. I feel that she's attracted by me, she often smiles and gives me very special looks (I don't know how to describe them) which were saying that she finds me nice (by the way eyes are never lying).
I also remember very well her face: normally, the faces in my dreams are blurry or not distinguishable, sometimes they aren't even there). I also know that I've already seen her somewhere, but I don't know where.
Well our conversation was very long and quite intensive. But after sometime I unfortunately had to leave But I promised her, that we will meet again.

In the meantime I had these Fragments.

Than I had a second dream: I'm in a restaurant or in a bar. In front of me sits exactly the same girl as previously. She is constantly smiling. She looked really beautiful with her brown long hair. I was really amazed by that: I've never seen so beautiful brown eyes, which were so glittering and so friendly... I realized that I love her and she's maybe interested in me. I want to tell her my feelings, but I don't know how to do it in an appropriate way. I continue my conversation, but than took one of her hands. I want to see how she reacts. She is pleased and also gives me the other hand. We both stand up and I wanted to confess my feelings. But I didn't know how... BUT this wasn't a problem, because she already knew what I'm saying to her. She says to me that she shares the same feelings. We kiss. I realize that her kiss is odd, that I'm not having some intensive feelings or so. I REALIZE THAT THIS IS A DREAM. I'm so happy that I realized it. But my feelings are to intense....

I woke up . I just was: "NOOOOOOOO!" Why do I awake in these situations??? I did a RC. I'm no longer dreaming. I thought a long time about these dreams. I tried to auto-suggest to have the same dream or a related one. I fall asleep while thinking of her.

I enter in a classroom. It's English class but I don't have any books or so. In addition I have in reality no english-courses. I looked for someone. and SHE was there, sitting alone. She was really happy to see me again. Me too. I sit down next to her. She gives me her hand to show me that she still loves me. I give her a kiss. I wanted to say something but a teacher was suddenly there. She (the teacher) was very angry about something. The class is boring so I look out the window. The window and the wall disappears and I see a beach. The sky is red. Someone, who also looked outsides started to say out loud: "O no do you see this?" everyone looks now. We see that a group of hundred whales are swimming towards the beach. Some of them already stranded. The teacher become even more angry that no-one pays attention. But nobody cares. We all go outsides to help the whales.
Outsides it is very chilly; a storm is coming up. I try too help a stranded whale: it was a miniature whale, just as big as pig or so. It starts dying in my hands. I'm really sad and run towards the water. But it's too late: it's already dead.
Suddenly something odd happens: the whale transforms in a T-Shirt and it flies away. I soon realized somehow that it was again a dream. A little girl comes towards me and says to me that I had to go back at school to write my English-essay. I ignored her and walked a bit. I didn't pay attention to my surroundings, I probably missed something. But I just wanted to meet my soul-mate again. Suddenly I'm in front of her. She's upset because of the dying whales. she knows that one of them died in my hands. She says to me that I don't have to blame my-self, that's not my fault that it died. She gives me hug, I pay attention in which way she gives me a hug (a friendly on or a loving I don't know why I pay attention on it: it's a dream and I get hugged as I wish it too. I loose lucidity. She wants to leave to go to her house on the beach. I accept.

My alarm clock wakes me up.
And I'm still amazed

Lucidity scale: 3/5

Started With a False Awakining, Did a RC and found out i was dreaming,

So i did a few stabalizing techs and found my self quite stable.
And disliked the pitch black that was in the room and closed my eyes saying my self a diffrent location.
I open to find its still black. But now im in a hotel Room in Drango.
I did this again hoping for light and what do you know,
A lit room.

So now me being amazed.
I take a few deep breaths and begin to "PLAY"
i start with my mirror thats in the bathroom of the hotel.
I look in it to see my self. PERFECTLY NORMAL!
so i did another rc.
Breathing though a Stoped nose
and there we are! STILL DREAMING!
so i tryed to morph my self.
Put my hand over my Eye.
And Had a image in mind.
then poof.
I look like a 60 year old italin bastard Selvester Stalone.
i was so happy!
kinda forgot what happens here.
but then i find my self in the kitchen, i go to the Frige and get a Soda.
And it tasted like Air and Water.
lol?


Any way, To conclude.


LUCID DREAMING IS F***ING AWESOME

I started feeling vibrations and ringing, so i stayed calm and still. After the vibrations passed I opened my eyes to see me bed, turned 90 degrees around so the end of it is facing the wall and there was lighting outside. There was a demon beside my bed that looked about 14 years old with no shirt on and his face was dark. I tried to yell but it came out quite and distorted. I broke the trance and woke up.

The detail of this O.B.E was amazing and when i woke up I was very excited.

Now I am going to have an O.B.E tonight and control what happens and not let fear get to me by realising everything is fake.

I must have died and now I’m waiting for my turn to be reincarnated. It is a large hall, with arched glass ceiling and stainless steel structures. The ceiling is very high, perhaps a few hundred feet from the floor. The architecture is futuristic and has a bright, airy feel, much in contrary to the gothic themed stereotype. There is a long line of registrars, spaced sparsely and extends beyond sight. Each registrar has a desk and a computer, and a long line of people waiting for their turns. Once registered, the person enters the area behind the desk. There, some hundred feet away stands a tall glass wall that spans the entire length of the hall, which is again far beyond sight. At the bottom of the wall there are many evenly spaced vents. Leading to the vent is a small launching pad and a weird pod-like metal device parked on it. People are put into these pods and launched through the vents. Every one of them is screaming at the top of his/her lung, and I say to myself [B]I’d never do that[/B].

Apparently not all people are treated equal. Some are treated more like prisoners – register, put down fingerprint, escorted to the pods, tossed in, and BANG, shot into the void, leaving a long trail of scream behind. On the other hand, some are treated like VIPs. These lucky few get to wait in an area with sofa, and are gently guided to their inevitable fate. The nicest thing, however, is that you get to customize your reincarnation by filling out a form. There are many options such as nationality, appearance, family heritage, and gender. The choices vary among individuals, perhaps due to different karma levels.

Luckily, I get the nicer treatment. The aspect of being able to take on a different gender in the next life really intrigues me. After much thought, I choose to become a beautiful female (I’m a male in my late 30s).

At last it is my turn. I hand in the form and go through all formalities. I then walk past the desk and toward the launching pad. I pause briefly before entering the pod so I can see through the glass wall. I see heavenly sky, white clouds far down below, and millions of pods flying toward earth.

I settle into the pod, it seals and begins to slide slowly across the launching pad, building up momentum. Suddenly I feel regret. No, I don’t want to be a woman! Let me out you idiots! But too late -- With genuine adrenaline rush, I’m launched into air, shooting toward earth like a bullet. [B]I scream like a pussy and wake up in cold sweat[/B].

13.09.2010

First lucid! WOW (Non-lucid)
13/09/10
NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

It was nearly a month ago, but i should write it some time so why not right now? I 'll write it exactly as i wrote it on paper, after waking up.
Here it goes:

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I just had my first lucid dream! It was awesome!
I flew, drove a mustang-go-kart, i looked at my hands and they were messed up, i saw S., A., and some random guys from school.
I was already watching a really long dream (never wrote that down). At some point i was sitting down in a pretty destroyed and messed up place. There were some electricity fences in the ground. Then i saw 5 little rainbows near my hands and that seemed weird. I did a reality check. I pinched my nose and tried to breath. And i could! I stood up, still holding my nose and feeling my consiousness coming to life. There was a guy there. He saw my (obviously) freaked out face and said: "what's wrong?". I was really hapy at that time so i just ignored him and turned away. I calmed down. There was a really strange feeling in the whole thing, it didn't bother me though. I walked a little and stopped. First thing that came to mind was "try to fly". I remembered something i read in the forum. "A simple way to try and fly is to lift your legs and float". So i looked at my legs and just lifted them up. What happened is that i hit the ground on my knees. LOL fail. Luckily there was no pain. I stood up and looked at my hands. They SUCKED! Disformed, distorted and generally messed up. I found that very funny. When i saw them i just said "WOW" and started laughing! At that point the dream started fading.
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I closed my eyes and started spinning and thinking that i want to go to a big city. And there i was! I jumped trying to fly. I stretched my arms in a superman-like way and after a while i finally made it. The feeling was not as i expected, but i hope i 'll get better. As i was flying the dream started fading again.
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I started spinning again. This time i end up inside a building. It was like a big hotel, or mall or something... There are lots of people for the first time. I decide to look for some friend. I look for D. Didn't show up anywhere. I saw a girl with red hair, who got my attention for some reason. I believed that i would talk to her and she would reveal me that she is my dream guide. I walked towards her. I touched her back of the neck. She turned around and told me "Do we know each other?". I asnwered "Not yet" in english. (EPIC ROFL. my main language is greek and she spoke greek... So it was really like "i m so cool and confident" in a bad way, which i am not in real life. :p). So as i hold her neck someone friendly bumped me on my back. It was my friend A. We shook hands and i noticed he had square-shaped eyes and small mouth and something was wrong with his face in general. :p Anyway the girl left and i don't remember anything else about A. As i was leaving i saw a girl that looked like D. I call her name multiple times and at some point she turns around and looks at me and i say "uhm, sorry i was wrong". Then i notice she has HUGE eyebrows and i say "pffhahahaha not even close". I laughed really hard, she laughed too and i left. (i am so mean in my dreams... xD). That room looked like a restaurant with people waiting to grab their food and pay. There was a double door, which seemed to be an exit. I open it and everything becomes really bright to total white and the dream is fading AGAIN.
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Same spinning thing. I thought i 'd like to end up on the Eiffel Tower, to try and fly again. :p I ended up in a village, in the middle of a forest and i could see a big tower pretty far away and it didn't even look like the Eiffel Tower. By the way my right eye remained closed. I couldn't open it. I tried to force my eye open with my fingers, but i couldn't see well and i felt something like a drop coming from my eye. I close my eyes and try to sense my face with my hands.
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I open my eyes and find myself on a road in the forest with both eyes opened. There are many parked cars, but no traffic, no people. I think about spawning some cars. I thought it would be nice if i saw a ferrari between some parked cars. So i turned my back on some cars, and i focused to believe that there will indeed be a ferrari there when i turn around. And there it was! I walked that way, but as i went closer it didn't look like a ferrari. Like all the cars changed to super-futuristic versions... I didn't like it a lot, so i think really fast "wouldn't it be great if there was a mustang shelby right behind me?". I turn around and i see a mustang shelby coming and stopping in front of me. At that point i kinda freaked out. I looked around like thinking "are you kidding me? is this a joke?" When i looked at the car again it was changed to something like a mustang-shelby-kart... I can't explain or describe it very well. "uhh why not?" I sit in it and hit the accelerator. The gearbox was automatic. I didn't like it. I look for a switch to change it. Next to the steering wheel i see a really small switch with a symbol like "H" on it only with three vertical lines (like the one on the manual shifters (i use a translator for all this car parts. sorry if they're wrong)). That switch did the job. The gear box was manual now. The pedals were strange in shape. Pretty draft quality and inconvenient. Fail. I drove it for a little but i got bored. I wanted to fly again (lol). I tried 2-3 time, especially when i saw wolves coming in the plane. But i couldn't get high. Anyway. I look at a wolf and suddenly small rockets or maybe big bullets, start falling around him. I felt it was people from the village shooting to kill it. The wolf got really scared and while trying to run away he run towards me. I was worried that i would take fire because of the wolf coming near me. So i managed to avoid it the first time. Then it comes back. I jump to my left.
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The dream fades and i start spinning again, but i stop. I was really excited and wanted to wake up and write all these things down. Everything gets black. I can see, feel, sense nothing. I can only hear a song which i don't know in my waking life. It lasted 2-3 seconds. The song faded out. I started feeling the bed and listening to noises outside my room. I get up and write ALL THESE.
I just did a reality check. I am awake! :p
YEAH!
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That was it. It really amazed me that i could do all this stuff. I always thought my first lucid would last a few seconds and i would wake up from my excitement. But as you can see it was not like this at all. That whole thing gave me a feeling it was about 20-30 minutes long... Instead my second lucid, lasted 10 seconds and i didn't manage to hold it. :p
Have a nice day. Sorry for that enormous post.