non-lucid

I recall that there was a sex scandal in this dream. Alas that is all I recall! Oh and I think I was not involved in it but rather third person.

I strongly suspect watching the TV show Downton Abbey had something to do with this dream.

I had just got on board a train, and straight away noticed that there was people from my high school.

The train seemed to be pretty packed, and I was up against the door, when a chick I knew named Jayde (she had lightning blue hair) asked if I had two cigarette lighters on me. I did not smoke, so I had no lighters on me. She handed me one of her cigarette's so she could light her other smoke off of it, as if she wanted to smoke 2 cigarettes. The cigarette was almost smoked down to the butt. I dropped it onto her dress.

Jayde introduced me to her boyfriend, which was standing to her left. He had a beard and was a decent looking mid 20's of a man.

I had gotten off the train and started walking but was stopped by a man. He put his arm around me and said ''I had been chosen''. I quickly realized I was going to be critiqued/judged by my appearance from everyone in public. It was as if I was on a game show of some sort. A man came up to me not long after and offered to hold onto my backpack while I got judged.

I jumped a board a train with the host of the show, and he was holding me up at the back of my pants, so I had a massive wedgie. I had noticed a friend of mine Josh D on the train sitting down. I was waiting for someone to critique my package, because my pants were so tight from the wedgie, u would've been able to see my dick.

I was seeing a scene to the left of my vision, showing a lot of people laying down beside the train, in a perfect straight line wearing some kind of safety suit. I had noticed my self at the start of the line. I was thinking to myself, ''Am I seeing into the future? if so there is most likely going to be a emergency or a drill of some sort''.

The train had stopped under a bridge, and I noticed the man that offered to hold onto my backpack had gotten off the train and started to walk off. To my surprise I was naked and had clothes hanging of me, and I had a hard time putting them back on. I got off the train and went off after my backpack. He went gone down an ally which was connected to the bridge. I went after him for a couple seconds and then it ended.

My mother and grandmother have both passed away.

I noticed them both on a outdoor deck, which was connected to a nice house, which was white.

I went over and kissed them both.

The dream started with me and my friends going to see a scary movie. All of them got their tickets and I somehow lost track of them, so they disappeared. So I went to get my ticket and they were sold out. A strange fellow came to me and said hey come see this concert, its got girls that spit on you it's crazy.

The second I got to the theater hosting the concert it was no longer me, it was me watching a boy and a girl who were there. I don't think it was a date. They seemed like friends. The girl looked like a young Rooney Mara. They both had light blue face paint that resembled eye shadow. I can remember looking up at the ceiling and it wasn't there, it was replaced by the sky and I could see the meteors that I had watched earlier IRL, except there was much more than I had seen. The boy lost track of the girl and lost her much like I had my friends earlier. The lead singer knelt down and comforted the boy saying he understood.

Dream 1(fragment):

There was some video game where i had to search something and there was something about dragons.

Dream 2(fragments):

I was in some game and i was in snowy forest, i was on some quest and i had inventory full of items, then there was a shop which had various weapons and i was trying to figure out an upgrade path to add one massive laser cannon to my weapon collection. Ended up looking through various tiers of laser weapons in shop, including heat beam weapon, some green laser gun, a few small laser guns, and another huge black-red laser cannon which i believed to be prerequisite for the one i am looking for. Also i lacked alot of items that were required for crafting anyway. Then i went ahead to continue on the quest and was going through some wooden building areas.

Dream 3:

I was playing some FPS game that was mix of different games. I was on coop mission with somebody(3 people) and we were going through some tech complex. It was rather mazey and at times looked like doom, at one point i was even using minigun from skulltag port to gun down a few enemies including an archvile that could become invisible. Then we had to solve a few switch puzzles and were going through some area guarded by turrets. Then there was room with teleports and i screwed up and ended up back at the level start. I had to go through level again, but then there was one jumping puzzle that was not there before. It involved climbing ladder to the top of the room and jumping on air planes that were suspended in the air. First few jumps were easy, but then there was another jump that involved something about jetpack according to tip, and also there was random drunk demoman from TF2 who was giving free parachutes even though falling damage was non-existent in the game.

Dream 4(fragments):

I was playing different FPS game where i was going through some complex of skyscraper buildings, then i went outside of complex and there were some strange creatures and i could select one of them to have as a pet, and i selected some red spikey creature. Interestingly they were named after pokemon but didn't looked like ones at all. After that, wave of enemies appeared and we had to fight together versus it.

I was at a pub or something with mum and she was talking about going on holiday then I teleported to school and it was really weird and futuristic. It was set out like my old school and by accident I went in the wrong tutor group which was in my old year 6 class. I had to find the right tutor and eventually found them in the reception classroom. I chatted to my friends for a bit then some sirens went off and we had to stand outside. The walls were white squares like minecraft iron blocks and the floor was carpet but soon turned to these blocks. There was weird gas masks and stuff behind glass in the wall. It was really weird someone handed me one of the gas masks but I just held it. Anyway, everyone stood in a straight line along the wall while a male voice told us about the new school year. Random stuff...
*blank*
I was in Poland I think, I'm not sure but it was definitely another country. There was a guy that I made friends with who was a bit older than me, he was tall with brown hair and pretty good looking. He always hung around with me and my family and I soon made him my role model. I was in love with him.
He acted like I was his sister, he held my hand while I skipped along next to him and always looked after me when I needed it (damn I wish he was real!) but one day it was time for him to go... I cried and cried and hugged him loads and asked him not to leave I just couldn't bear it, he leant forwards and looked me in the eye. I thought he was going to kiss me but he didn't, however he did kiss me on the forehead which made me feel better. I hugged him one last time and let him go.

*Here I woke up, then I fell back asleep and had a dream about writing my dream down!??*
So I had my phone out and I was writing down the previous dream. I was on the pub bit then suddenly the pub kinda collapsed in a huge snow wave or something!! We went inside this hotel and waited for the snow waves to stop. I was with the hot guy and my family plus there were loads of other people too. Then I noticed my friend George and my dream became really vivid. I said "Hey George!" He said hi and I asked what he was doing in Poland. He said he was there only for a week and that we should meet up sometime. I said yeah, sounds cool. And we left it at that. I turned to dad who was talking to the hot guy, for some reason he hated the hot guys dad and was trying to get him in court for no reason. He was also doing this because it was a fact in my dream if you put someone in court you get a lot of money. He made some fake letters about the dad and showed them to me. I ripped them up and said "How can you do that? It's absolutely horrible! That's sick." And walked out the door into the snow. It seemed to have dried up quite a lot. I carried on writing my dream. The hottie was really happy with me for defending his dad.
*another dream*
I was in WHSmith and I saw one of my friends' mum. Idk what friend but it could have been that guy again. She had stolen some stuff and came back to return!? This included some lipstick, a silver Christmas thing (I don't know what it was) some DVDs and more. They arrested her.

I think that's it really!


Side note: I think I've found my dream sign... going to school?

I was at the train station with Buddy the Cake Boss. i think he hugged me or something. Then I teleported into school and in Mrs Cliftons year 11 history class. Everyone was dressed up for Miss Nazi day but they werent even presenting anything for some reason, and Mrs Clifton was just talking. In the class it was set out so everyone and all the desks were facing the left wall from if you walk in. So they had rotated 90 degrees clockwise. They were all squashed together in a square but had no desks only chairs In front was a small desk with loads of random items on and then I sat behind the desk. Mrs Clifton told me to pick something from the desk and give it to her, so i chose a green fluffy ball and this felt really real in my hand! I gave it to her and sat down.
Soon I exited the classroom, it was dark in the school and outside so it looked like night but it wasn't. I saw someone and asked what was going on. He said that we could choose what lessons we go to and there was a sign-up sheet. I chose science and was walking along the drama corridor when Seb stopped me. I was wearing a shirt that had a light attached to it and someone else had it but much lower brightness so I turned mine on and Seb wanted me to be in his drama play. I accepted. I waited ages but Sebs play never got a turn. I stayed there anyway though.
The next bit wasn't very clear but I'll try and remember...
I was in a room that looked like a cosy living room. I had been listening to a lesson about self defence I think. Now we were relaxing. Cray was there and he was sitting next to me. At one point I had to go get something and I went and sat somewhere else on a sofa. I got up and he was sitting there. It was near the entrance and when I tried to walk in he flirted by blocking me with his leg lol! I remember Jenny coming in and we were gossiping I told her all about what happened with Cray but she kept staring at him I was like omg stop it!!
Next there was some weird part of the dream where a boy that was like a stuffed doll (but in a cute way not a creepy way) was alive, he was a yellow colour and liked another girl stuffed doll who looked like a green bunny. I really wanted them to get together they didn't cause the green bunny fell in love. At one point the truck we were driving in was about to crash so someone got us out quick while it was moving and we survived by jumping out. Unfortunately a Daffy Duck stuffed toy died
Dad was there with Sam and he had become rich and famous! He had a new mansion which he took me to and we were checking it out. It was white painted on the outside and I climbed some stairs to get to the top floor for some reason. It was all white and cream colours inside I really liked it except there was too much furniture. I tried to move some around. There were white fluffy pillows and dad told me to take the cases off so he could wash them. That's where it ended.

*Heres a bit that was in my dream but I forgot what part it was*
I was in some weird Dragon Cave, and I saw a dragon egg inside. A boy (I think it was either Seb or James) told me it was dangerous so I should save here (like a video game) I said if I saved it would quit the game and I wouldn't be able to find the egg again! I went and a dragon came roaring out so I ran away and on top of the dragons cave I saved the game. I slept and woke up on the cave. I tried again but failed.
That's it

I'm playing the role of a blonde woman with some kind of investigative background, now working with some kind of crime boss. People keep describing this as "a deal with the devil," me as "the devil's instrument," and so on, though I think of him as basically a decent guy. I meet up with him in a storeroom full of stolen goods waiting to be sold - small scale, everyday objects - and he tells me he doesn't mind if folks think of him as the Devil, it works out to his advantage, because after all, this way, "I am not real." I'm aware there's a double meaning there, it's a metaphor meaning I'm the person who deals with the world directly while he gets to stay in the background, like a ghost, never to be caught; but it's also a reminder that none of this scene is real. Since it's not real, I decide to stop wasting my time here and wake up.

Earlier fragments: following a truck transporting exotic animals; working on a farm picking berries, and getting annoyed at a coworker's spiel on northerner-vs-southerner work ethics; googling for references to Janette DuCharme, under that alias specifically; browsing a Halloween forum.

8/17/2013

Dream 1:

I was in a video game. It was a game that was kind of like a combination of CoD: MW3 and Mount and Blade. I was playing multiplayer with some people. I was an arab trying to kill other arabs on another team to get to a point on their side of the map. The map was also a desert-themed maze thing.

Dream 2:

My dad and I were on my computer at home. We were both listening to music on it. I was listening to music apparently made by Michael from Vsauce, who was pen-named something to do with feminism. My dad said "I don't like that music. Let's listen to something else." I then put on some rock, possibly Breaking Benjamin.

Dream 3:

I was in the school I go to. I was in Italian class, where I was talking to S. C., a girl from actual school in that class. She was flirting with me and stuff. We made a lot of eye contact and she looked cute. I also saw Ty in that class, who is also in the actual class in real life. I might have been talking to her, too. The period ended and I went to my next class.
I went to a science class, probably biology. I didn't actually go into the room, I just looked into it. I went to my Global History class from last year. I found some teacher I didn't know about and some other students. One of them was Ka, from the real school. The teacher said school was over, and I thought it must have been a half day. The dream ends there.

I was thinking somewhat of the movie "Trading Places" in this dream - I saw through the eyes of someone (maybe me) Who did a bet with another person for $1 and that was done in front of some other people, Like towards the end of the movie.

I also saw some dogs get run over by cars across a road maybe by a bus stop and then other dogs went to see if they were alright and they were run over too.

I'm in the garage and the garage is open and there's other students I suppose with me. Then a woman walks in and she's our teacher, she tells us to make art out of blue glass, so we all do. Then she takes us to all these mechanical things in the garage and has me take them apart which I don't like because the stuff is covered in spider webs. Then she says we all have to look busy, and who ever looks least busy will have to stay and won't attend the field trip, so we scatter and try to look busy. The the teachers has us line up and she calls us by name one by one, the last person left will not go she says. It down to me and some boy, then the teacher says spizzle. Me and the boy looks at each other confused, that is neither of our names, then the teachers calls out for spizzle again so me and the boy assume we both aren't going so we show each other what we made out of the blue glass, then the teacher walks up to me and says shes been calling me and I tell her that my name is not spizzle, and she says whatever just get in line. Then we walk down the driveway, I stop and try to see this thing that's off to the side, it is red sticks in a plastic case, the teachers stops me from seeing and says it's just something she dropped the other day. Then we get into a large white van, I sit behind this girl, she turns around and shows me this magnet picture of her, I laugh at it and that offends her so I tell her I only laughed because it looks like she is getting hit by a car and there's a huge ass barn behind her in it...that's funny, but the other passengers in the car give me dirty looks, so I hand the picture back to her and shut up. Then we are suddenly on a tram or small amusement park train type thing and the girl is now in the front seat, we go through doors, and into the main lobby of the place and I see the characters in suit just walking around they ignore us and don't greet us. I get off and leave them and go through doors I assume lead into this amusement place, but then suddenly I am going up stairs, and their is a older man and an older woman, and I have to squeeze through the mess of stacks that are on both sides in the staircase, then I exchange a few words with them and they act as though they are my parents. Then I go through the door to the left at the top and it's roomy but this girl in there starts getting big and growing by the second so I run into the bathroom in that room and the girl now looks like a larvae and she reaches her finger in the bathroom at me to squish me but I yell at her to stop and for some reason she does, then I run out and down the stairs.

DILD - Semi-lucid/lucid

I am driving a public transit bus. I feel unsure of my route and wonder why I am doing this. I look around and see that I have several identical maps of the area with my route marked in red. The top of the map says: RED ROUTE I have a hard time making sense of the map since my route is a straight line with a few intermittent side roads. I keep thinking that I should be following a loop. I feel uncertain about the whole thing but keep on driving. I look to see if I have any passengers and see my older daughter in the back. She says something to me.

I realize as I am driving that the first the bus was a manual transmission but now I am on some sort of stationary bike at the driver seat. Instead of pushing the gas peddle I have to move bike peddles. I mentally switch to gas power but the bus stops moving until I cycle my legs again. I realize this shouldn't be happening but I know this is not real and it doesn't matter.

I keep missing stops and have to quickly pull over to let people on. Some seem aggravated at me and other don't mind having to run behind the bus a little. I feel uncertain where I am taking people and weather I will stop at the correct stops. Again I realize this is not real and as long as I believe I am going right, I will be.

Now I come to an off-road area and feel hopelessly lost. Efrain tells me where I should go but we get on some crazy muddy dirt roads. We hit a huge puddle and water splashes my face. I know this shouldn't have happened but I realize it's all fake anyway. At one point we come through a narrow zigzag pass in-between bluffs. I "feel" the bus stretch and morph to fit though. We continue on and begin driving on docks. I feel this has gone horribly wrong so I use a type of TK to move be bus back on a normal road.

Now I am sitting on a hardwood floor. Ron is stalking to someone about the mice getting away again. There is a small cubby with mouse pads speckled with dirt and hair. Someone says something about the mice taking towels with them. I see a spider web with a normal looking spider on it. As the spider moves I see points of light at the end of its legs. I become fully lucid now and think, dream sign! I do a nose plug and blow through but my sinuses feel clogged.

The dream goes dark and I feel that I am awake lying in bed. I blow out my mouth and then my nose. I realize at that point that I am still holding my nose. I try to move but my physical body jerks hard. I wait trying hold on to the dream state

I am fooled by a FA and my daughter brings my son onto the bed and leaves. This wakes my wife up and she gets annoyed. I realize she has gone to work but when I try to move I wake up.

Super short dream:

A few nights ago, I dreams of this place, it looked like a square and my dog was there. In the ream from days ago, I found him, picked him up and took him with me. Last night, it was like I had left him there. My parents were saying that it was raining and that I should've taken my dog back home that day instead of leaving him there. I felt guilty that I had left him alone, so I went back there. I couldn't find him. A guy who I studied with a couple years ago showed up and told me he was sorry, that they had done everything they could, but my dog had died. I started crying, but then my dog was there again and the guy said he was just kidding. Then he said that my dog had actually gotten really close to dying, and that it had been my fault because I had left him alone in the rain, but they had saved him.

It was a really bad dream.

EDIT

Oh, I just remembered a fragment!

I was on DV and I kept trying to interpret people's dreams, but I always came up with lame stuff, and my interpretations were about one sentence.

Dream recall from today's naps, pretty unstable lucidity prolly because i went to nap a bit too late.

Dream 1(fragments):

I am at home and there's some stuff going on, then i realize that i am dreaming, but dream shortly fades out. then i wake up and had to go to bathroom. and wake up again.

Dream 2(fragments):

I wake up at home there's some talk and some stuff going on then i wake up again and realize that i am dreaming, i go to balcony door while rubbing hands but dream still fades out.

Dream 3(fragments):

I am trying to nap but i get interrupted by some talk, then i wake up and and i feel my arms are in different positions than where i see them i realize that i am dreaming and get up, i go to balcony but dream starts fading again, i rub hands and jump off the balcony, but dream fades out completely and i wake up[/COLOR] twice.

Dream 4(fragments):

I was at home and there were zombies invading, there were two more people and one of them was apparently infected, we had a great idea that knocking him unconscious would stop infection(Dream logic!), but it didn't worked that well and later he fully turned into a zombie.

I can only remember bits and pieces.. I'm in some kind of mall I think and there's this giant, cylinder-shaped room with bright lights that are like ads, I think, swirling around the walls, and I see some portal and I get excited, and I think I might jump through the ad or something like that?

At some point I'm playing some kind of modded version of Portal 2 or something like that, and the character you play as is not Chell but some other character that is definitely mute, and Chell is a centaur (which I thoroughly enjoyed, hehe).

At some point I'm sitting at my old kitchen table and my friend is to my right and Jensen Ackles is to my left, along with some other guy that is farther to my right, but I can't remember who he was. We chat for a bit, and I remember thinking that I could now see him as just a guy and not a famous celebrity, and I was happy/proud about that, and then it gets quiet and it feels kind of awkward, and then I talk to Chelsea about the posts about a storm on Tumblr and how we had something that looked like it was going to be bad and then it kind of faded, and I said, about the people on Tumblr, "People died... figuratively." Then we look at the newspaper in front of me on the table and I nearly spit out tea or whatever it was that I was drinking because there are these ad things again and each ad has a picture of the optic of a corrupted core from Portal 2.