non-lucid

Date: June 11, 2013
Method: MILD & WBTB (hoping to WILD, but fell asleep)
Total hours: 6-7 hours

Dream Frag:
Somebody I knew had just won the lottery and she was telling everyone how rich she was and that she had just got off the plane from traveling from London (No, I didn't get the lottery numbers! )

Dream#1:
A male friend of mine had been in an argument with another male friend of mine and I was a witness to him being shot several times in the butt and in his right leg. I helped him hide from the shooter and from the police in a small house owned by another friend of mine...then I woke up.

Dream #2:
About 2-3 three people were in this bathroom sounding like they were having sex with each other. Another person thought they knew who it was, but I told them that they were wrong, that it was not the person he thought it was, but an alien...yes, an alien was having sex in the bathroom . They told me to prove it by catching the alien, so I waited for the alien to come out of the bathroom. When the alien did come out, I grabbed him with my both my hands. He was no bigger than a baseball. He started to scream and wiggle, but I kept a tight grip on him so he could not escape.

The alien started to change shape in my hands by getting smaller or becoming a liquid as an attempt to slip out of my hands. All I could think about was if the alien escaped, I could not prove I had seen one, so my main goal was to hold onto the alien for proof (why can't I remember my main goal is to pay attention to a dream sign...like an alien having sex? ). Then, the alien became extremely sticky in my hands and the colorful pattern on the alien's skin stuck (or merged?) onto my skin and then my skin began to resemble the alien's skin . I started to freak out thinking I was going to turn into an alien and everyone was going to think I was the one having sex in the bathroom so, I let him go...and woke up pissed.

Late Journal Entry: June 6, 2013
No Method (long day at work, just went to bed)

Piece's of a dream #1:
Living in Columbus Ohio for a short while with my sister then it was time to go back to my life in another state. I have to make a decision on if I was ready to move to my state, or stay in Columbus and live closer to my family.

#2:
Inside a school cafeteria eating lunch and my son was singing and I told him to be quiet because he could not sing.

Napping:
I was baby sitting and showing new mothers how to bath their newborn babies. They were very nervous and I could hear their heart beating so loud and fast. Many of them could not be in the same room and had to step out for several parts of the demonstration.

Very fragmented recall today.

I was at some place and i was trying to destroy something, then there was some arguing. Then later i was back at home, trying to find something, then i went to some city place and there was some talk about dreams, then i was selected for some different mission and went to do it, there was some jungle place.

I was married to one of my friends (L). She was pregnant by about two or three weeks, apparently. I had some strange vision that she and I were going to be murdered by some creature if we stayed in our house. I thought nothing of it, but the vision was rather detailed. It was a similar setup to the visions in final destination. I saw three men start breaking in. They were quasi-mortal and were very strong. L and I hid in our room, but somehow I knew that we would die because we were still in the house.
Shortly thereafter, they found us and killed us. This brought me out of the vision to about 5 or so minutes before the break in. Somehow, L knew men were about to break in, but she had not had the vision. I told her we had to get out of the house. There was no possibility of our survival for as long as we were in there. I told her to get to the door and to run the moment I opened it. She did not believe we would be able to make it and neither did I, but I knew that it was our only shot. So I opened our living room door and we ran out into the night.
We had a legitimate head start, but they eventually caught up. The dream gets a little fuzzy here, but between this point and the next three events happen: one: I kill the three men, two: L gets stabbed somewhere in the abdomen, and three: it becomes daytime. In a panic because of the potentially mortal wound my wife has taken, I pick her up and yell for someone to call an ambulance. For once, they arrive within a minute or two. I also am injured, so they treat me and her at the same time. I only have minor injuries, I think, so I get angry that they would waste time with me. I know that I was not going to die with my injuries.
L’s pulse stopped somewhere during the ride, but they claimed they could keep her alive by pumping these fluids into her. I was skeptical, but I had nothing to say. It was that or she was dead. I don’t remember much more than this other than it actually did have a happy ending. Both L and I lived, and (I think) our child lived. I know that was a big concern, especially considering where and how she was stabbed.

Last night, i tried some lucid dreaming techniques. However, i didn't put much attention on my dream journal, so i'll just give you the basic dream fragments i had last night:

Fragment 1: I was on a battleship, i got to eat lunch and watch anime with Monkey D Luffy.
Fragment 2: I left my mom alone, with no water, stuck on a ship in the middle of a blood colored foggy underground lake.
Fragment 3:I was captured and held hostage in a prison like building on a rocky planet by bug like creatures.
Fragment 4: This girl was about to destroy the earth or something like that, but she needed her computer for it so i simply walked over
and threw her computer on the ground, breaking it.

In this dream i'm part of a special team wich aims to stole a secret list from President Hugo chavez, our plan is to infiltrate an agent as a female interviewer in a talkshow. She is a fat woman dressed like a office secretary, she has to convince him to meet her outside the studio after the interview.

Everything is going right but another infiltrated operative is discovered so we have to abort the mission , me and my friend ( she is my friend in real life) run down some stairs, we are now by the road ( a road i know is next to a old house of mind), next thing i know my friend appears from nowhere with a car... she is behind the wheel... is a grey car... she tell me to get in but before i could she goes away, while she goes away she screams:
- " WAIT HEIR FOR ME !"

So i did, I leaned against a wall and waited . While i wait i look arround me , there are a lot of bikers arround me , i start to hear an argument between two of them, i will refer to them as "fat guy" and "small guy" .

Fat guy:" You know , you should go on the front because you are so little!" , he laughs.
Small guy: " What did you say? ", small guy punchs fat guy in stomake...

Then they start to fight , is weird because they are almost frendly while fighting.

I wake up .

I wake up ( at least i thought XD) , i stay steel and i remember " Hugo Chavez" dream in my pretty head... then i get up and i go to my computer's table and i start writing down short key words so i can remember the dream in the morning... then i really wake up ...i'm like " SHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIT...F UCK!!!".. and after that i go to my computer's table and i write
down the FA and the dream.

In thi case i got relly mad because i alwas do a RC after waking up but not in the FA...is like my brain doesn't want me to be lucid so he cuts of my RC habbits .

Dreams:

Fragment:

I was reading a book and getting to a part where the girl main character is about to come face to face with a bigfoot.

Dream:

I was in a car in the middle of this wide road in the city. I had friends in a car behind me and they were supposed to be following me. We had been stopped for some reason. When I start back up and try to drive I have no control over the car. I try to turn but my turn is slow and wide and I am frantically trying to turn the wheel. Luckily there are few other vehicles on the road. When I turn to see if the other car is behind me I see that it is not. They had pulled over. I get out of my car to see what is going on. One of the people in their car (Mary) had to go to the bathroom so they pulled over again. I watched as Mary walked over to some bushed by the side of this building to go pee (I have been camping too long...haha). But before she could go the ground caves in and she falls 10-15 feet. I could see that the dirt she had been standing on was actually on top of a bunch of branches that were not packed solid. Her weight had made the below branches collapse. I ran to her to help. I could see that she was crying and possibly hurt, but still able to move. I tried to get to her, but the ground was very unstable. I knew I would fall in as well if I got too close. I ran back to the car and grabbed a rope. As I got back I saw that some people from the building also had some rope they were lowering for her. I still wanted to help so I lowered my rope too. But in my stress I ended up throwing all the rope in so I had no way to pull her up. I was really frustrated.

Then my alarm went off.

I'm talking to a man i know in real life who owns a grocery store and in the dream i'm indeed in a grocery store but is not his . I'm talking to him about merging two businesses, while i talk to him is a guy right in front of me sitting on a chair , he is holding something in his left hand.

I look closer, is like a yoco yogurt container like those you have to squeeze to get th yogurt out, i know that is not yogurt... i know ( for some reason) is nutella. This guy in the chair is asleep so i take the nutella from him and i casually go away... I'm now walking through a corridor , i enter in the second door to my right, their is my family .

I walk through the kitchen until i'm in the balcony ( this is not my house), i make a funny face to my holder brother ( i really should become lucid heir , this is not my house and my older brother is in France and my brother is one of my dream signs... i don't know what is wrong with me XD) he understands i have something so he comes near me. After i could show him the nutella he starts to scare off cats from the balcony.

Then i woke up .

I'm in some residential building looking for a blonde woman that i met the other day ( in the dream not in real life ), in the dream i knew her name but now i cant' remember it . In this "other day" she flirted with me in lobby near to the elevator, so now i'm looking for her so i get to know her better ( if you know what i mean XD).

I'm in the lobby and i ask a man :
-" Can you please tell me where does the blonde woman lives ? "
To which the man responds:
-" Oh... of course ... she lives in the third floor!"

I run up the stairs until i finally get to the third floor, i see a open door so i go threw the door, is a medical doctor's office, so i think " that fucking bastard deceived me !!! " so i turn i round but before i could go away a short fat man grabs my arm and says:
-" What you're doing heir?" ( like in a creapy way) to what i respond :
-" Sorry i entered heir by mistake!" once more i try to go away but the fat man doesn't let me go and continues:
-" Now you have to talk with the doctor!", i look to the end of the room, their is a man in a table and assume is the doctor, i'm really angry with the situation so i say loudly:
-" Hey ... let me go man ...!!", I struggle to free myself, then i realise is a man hiding behind a structure with curtains so i guess he is the doctor and i start insulting him :
-" You fucking peace of shit... come on doctor...come heir you chicken shit , are you afraid?, come out you fucker!!!"

After this i woke up.

Kept awake for about 5 hours by the ceiling fan.

1.
Was staring at a girl sat at a table directly at the otherside of a restaurant from where I was sitting, she was wearing a red dress, she noticed me so I moved my head to the left hoping she didnt notice me, she noticed and and stared back at me so I moved my head to the right (x3)

Dream recall from today's naps.

Dream 1:

I was playing XCOM TTS with SilentEternity, there was some jungle map and i was controlling aliens, i had good positions but reaction auto-fire of XCOM soldiers had ridiculous accuracy.

Dream 2(fragments):

I was joining an roleplaying game on some forum and there were some rules everyone had to follow, we were discussing a bunch of stuff then i was exploring some mountains, searching for secret places. Then eventually we have reached final area and that we were playing on hard and it was not hard enough and then one of game masters commented that there was another game that had this level of difficulty as easy, but after some discussions it was changed.

Note: i had nearly full recall of second dream as i woke up, but once i moved, most of it was gone.

Red = Dream
Blue = Lucid

So, the idea of lucid dreaming is something I've never thought to 'real', same with tuplas. After reading some studies about lucid dreaming, and researching it on the web, I've decided to give it a go, and have already remember the last 2 dreams I've had, strange, since I almost never remember dreams normally. So, I'll probably forget, or not bother to write in this often, but I'll start at least.

Dream 1:
Setting: Night-time, raining.

So, it starts with a friend and I in a car, me in the back and him driving. He kept turning around to talk to me and I kept freaking out telling him to watching the road. I also remember seeing the costume I had worn for the musical I was in scattered across the back seat, some across my lap. The dream then shifts to my old school's (Old school in Australia, as I'm currently spending a year in Canada) 'large gymnasium', with a bunch of students sitting down looking at the stage, as if waiting for a performance. I see one of my friends (from Australia), and head over to talk to him. I greet him, he points at me, I notice I'm wearing my costume (the costume I wore for the musical and was in the car earlier) and I run off. The dream collapses here

Dream 2:
Setting: Unknown

I'm sitting down, there is a computer in front of me, with a large bunch of code on it. An old friend (Who is again back in Australia) is leaning against the screen (I'm in a chair, the computer is on something), he tells me to 'run it', which I laugh, since I (somehow) know it's a trick. Since I (at the time, last night), didn't know about RC's, I didn't notice that I was unable to read the code on the screen.

There starts my DJ.

P.S I'm trying WILDing directly from when I go to sleep, perhaps I will try rouse myself and WILD from there, but for now it's just when I go to sleep.

I had a dream last night that really confused me and made me think alittle..im a senior in highschool now but In my dream I was older.. but not by much...probably just going to college. I was in a hotel room with this other girl. She was gorgeous with long blonde hair. I remember specifically that she was younger than me, but not by much. She swore to me that she wasn't "like that" (meaning she wasnt a lesbian) when I tried flirting with her. I don't know why we were together in a hotel room or why I was even there at all! But during my dream Im pretty sure I knee exactly why I was there and who she was... it probably wasn't an important detail and that's why I forgot.. but anyways it started storming and I'm not sure why the storm was so scary for me, in waking life Iove storms, but in the dream it frightened me.. but then the girl grabbed my hands and held me and promised that she'd keep me safe... the emotions I felt for her were so strong.. I felt nothing but love for her in that moment in my dream, then I remember myself saying to her "are you sure you aren't like that?" Ans she only smiled and held me even closer.. then I woke up. And now looking back on my dream I'm wondering how I can have such strong feelings for someone I've never even met.. does she exist? Is this dream something that's going to happen? Am I going to meet her in my near future? I feel such a connection with this girl in my dream its crazy.. I feel like I know her, but I've never met her.. and now I miss her and hope she's in my dream again!! This is the weirdest feeling I've ever had..

I took a nap earlier and I had a dream that was kinda like a continuation of my zombie apocalypse dream. The cast of True blood and I were in a jail cell drinking some beer when when some zombies found us and were reaching in to the cell to try to grab one of us. The old guy from earlier was taunting them and one of them grabbed him, pulled him close and took a bite out of his neck. The guy that shapeshifts into a dog (I forget his name) grabbed a metal strut and stabbed him in the head so he wouldn't become a zombie as we'd be trapped in the cell with him. all the commotion attracted more zombies but we just carried on chilling on the far side of the cell so we didn't share the old man's fate.