non-lucid

I'm a pirate I think, and I'm on a pirate ship. At the edge of the deck of the ship are three sets of pirate clothing lying on the floor. Every now and then three human sized snakes or salamanders would pop up in them. They appeared to come from below deck or something and when they came up, they'd be wearing these clothes that were on the floor. They were saying something very important that I don't remember.

I remember opening one of the barrels, taking a scooper, and scooping up a cup of rum. One of the guys said "don't you know how old those barrels of rum are?" It tasted ok to me, lol. Our job was to find and collect these small white spheres that could fit in your hand. They can be used to make stuff via alchemy. Now I'm on land walking through some forests and I come across a turtle bigger than a car. This turtle told me something very important. It was a lesson on how to find these spheres. It also told me that "four dangerous animals are nearby." I recall finding some of these spheres near this turtle and somebody else was in the area as well. But they weren't one of the four dangerous animals the turtle was referring to.

As I woke up. There was something about me being a shinigami. Too much Bleach?

My body hurts, and I feel a bit suffocated.

I look down at myself and see thick rusty chains gripping my arms and upper body. I realize that I'm chained to a wall. A brick wall, to be exact. My feet are suspended about 2 feet from the ground. Strangely though, the hanging bit doesn't really hurt, only the tight pressure from the chains. There is a flickering light bulb hanging above me. I cannot see anything farther than 5 feet or so. There's just darkness. I try to squirm, in hopes of loosening the chains that are constricting me. It doesn't budge, so I give up and just go limp.

A few seconds later, I hear footsteps. Then I see a man coming up to me. It's Dean Winchester from that show "Supernatural". He is wearing boots, jeans and a plaid shirt with a jacket over it. I notice a knife in his left hand -- it's one of those huge carving knives that I see on cooking shows. It looks brand new too. I feel very scared, because I know he's gonna torture me, but I don't utter a word. He is just staring blankly at my face, in a zombie-ish way.

He comes closer and tugs the chains down. Instantly, they fall to the ground. However, even though I'm free from the chains, I'm still stuck against the wall, hanging and unable to move. It even feels like the chains are still there.

Dean suddenly grabs my left arm and slices it with the knife. The cut is about 3 inches long, and it looks very deep. It starts bleeding profusely. The bleeding itself doesn't hurt or anything, but the slicing part does. It's like that disturbing feeling you get when you hear the sound of a metallic object being rubbed against glass. Or that spine-tingling feeling you get from nails scratching a chalkboard. The cutting part truly feels painful.

I close my eyes and start crying. As I'm sobbing silently, Dean slices me again -- this time on my right arm. I jerk at sting of the knife penetrating my skin. I don't dare to open my eyes. SSSSSSK. Another slice on my left arm. SSSSSSSK. On my clavicle. SSSSSSSK SSSSSSK. Two more slices. I can't even remember where he cut me anymore. All I know is that I'm probably gonna bleed to death, and that I'll die hanging on this brick wall.

I keep closing my eyes, whimpering at every cut he makes. I'm not sure for how long it went on.

The next thing I know, I wake up in my bed, sweating like I just ran a marathon. But even then, I could still remember how every cut and slice felt -- torturous and agonizing.

Okay, so I woke up, sat up, crossed my legs, and fell asleep again.
Somewhere in that sleep (I probably slipped right back into my REM sleep-stage), I dreamed that I was back at my Church's old building. I was sitting on the floor of the foyer next to a water fountain and was talking to [one of] my brother[s] about something he'd recorded. He was handing me SD cards from a holder of sorts as he was talking because he wasn't sure which one was the one we were looking for. I, on the other hands, was checking the contents of the cards on a sort of netbook. Sort of. It wasn't easy to do so because my ten-year-old niece was sitting in my lap at the time so that I had to reach around her to get to the netbook.
Oh, well. Life's tough.
Anyways, after about four of these cards, my brother handed me a ZIP disc which he remembered that the video was on. (was it a video?) Because my hands were busy working with the netbook-ish thing, I actually bit it at the corner and held it in my mouth instead. I tapped my niece on the head with it for squirming to much and was about to ask my brother if he had a ZIP drive to read the disc with when I woke up.
Only about ten minutes had passed in waking life, but the deam was more like twenty.
But I woke up. And my legs were asleep. >_<

The dream started off with me trying to find a job.
and woman that saw me, i coulf tell she fancied me and decided to give me a job interview. cant remember much inbetween but when i arrived at the "interview" it was a paired interview with lots or groups of people at the same time. There were an even amount of people so i dedcided to leave because i didnt have a partener. later on, i cant remember why but i was in a van and there was a kid with downs syndrom driving, he pulled up by a group of people and started shouting abuse at them. i realised this group of people were the interviewers and interwviewees. i said to him "You cant be saying those things, i went for the interviews here too" becuase he was angry he didnt get a job.
he then drove off but lost control. it started by him saying "OMG, whre do you live" as if we were going to magicaly arrive there i said "if we have broken down why are we speeding up, up hill" the van got faster and faster.
i opened the van door and said "i'm bailing out" and jumped out the van.

I ended up rolling undernieth the van and rolling over several times.
it had ran me over but i was unhurt.
*part missing*

I ended in a group of people and there was some kid constantly trying to trip me up, i decided to grab him and force trip him over.
almost immediatly a crowd gathered as he lay there, i noticed he was wearing a full face riding helmet so i said "Come on, Hes fine,he has that helmet on" he started to get up "if he was wearing the helmet properly he would not be hurt" they then grabbed a member of the crowd and started leading him away as if it was thier fault. IT WAS MY BROTHER.

I started following him, talking. "What are they going to do?" "i dont know" he replied teary eyed. We got to a corner of the street where there was a gang waiting for us. everyone else fled by me and my brother continued. We got round a corner and there was alot more, the leader threw what looked like coins everywhere, he didnt say anything but i knew that if we left now he would not try to harm us.
so we both turned around and started running, i heard the leaders voice in the background say "go the opposite way" i knew this meant me and my brother had to start winding throught the streets to avoid them and to try and trick them. we ran and ran, winding complexy through this city. We both took refuge in what was an old garage. We both ran to the left of the entrance and hid in the shadows just as the group chasing us entered. there was about 5 of them, the 4 passed through without seeing while one held on behind, i think he saw something of interest. it was then i think a kicked something and it made a noise.
Both me and my brother ran as fast as we could out of this garage, but the second i got out my feet were not touching the floor, franticly i ran and ran trying to keep up speed but o was just slowly floating along. My brother ran straight past and into a backstreet. when i finnally dropped onto the floor the group had already caought up with me. i realised i was able to go into focus mode (Bullet time) when defending myself but it would only go slow for the person i was busy punching. All the other guys were still trying to punch while i was attacking one man. all my striking and blocking was not helping and they ganged up and started beating. Then i woke up...


Darkness, Fighting, Jumping out of a speeding van, being ran over and un-harmed and floating and i didnt bother to an RC ONCE! bloody nightmare!
Anyway, that was that, really long dream if you ask me but thats the most i can remember.

I just know that I had a dream which features flying and a friend of me. I also somehow know that it was a quite interesting dream, it's a bit frustrating, but also motivating (Should really work on my dream recall).

I went out with my sister and father, and argued with them. My privileges were removed, so I turned my car key over to my father. I was furious. My father drove us home. I withdrew to my room to find that it had been ransacked, for my parents had suspected that I was hoarding pigs in the house. My sister was the one keeping the pigs though. These pigs were quite rare, and she informed us that we'd be heartless people if we did not care for them. I became angry and jealous that it was acceptable for Dana to keep pigs in the house. I imagined that I would have been punished if I had brought them home. I then contemplated asking to take one from my sister.
Then the scene changed. My fiancé was coming to visit, and I was angry because I still did not have car privileges and I could not easily leave the house. We decided to push my car into a neighbor's yard to make it seem like we had left in my car, despite me not having the key. We planned to stay at a bed and breakfast for a night or two.
Then the scene changed again. My fiancé didn't exist, and I was ten years old. I was still angry with the world and grounded. We shared the house with a lady, so I went to her room to cool off. The neighbor got some water for me. When I drank out of the cup, I realized I had bit into my dream pet fish. It was dead. My mother appeared and claimed it was an ill omen, while my father claimed it was a good meal.
We weren't allowed to travel outside because it was flooding, and the pouring rain was very harmful. My father pulled us out onto the porch to show us that the rain was taking the water out of the houses, grass, and people. I was afraid to be hit by the rain on our porch. Since the rain was removing color from people and objects, I imagined the raindrops would cause me pain.

I'm at a gas station in the middle of a deserted area, kind of desert like. like the blue gas station in hot springs, not the Y, and more Isolated. I don,t remember who I'm with but one is a girl and the other is a guy. I do believe that the guy is taking over for me as the clerk. The girl and I walk out of the store and hop into a vehicle when a van pulls up and a handful of guys with guns hop out and run into the store. Robberies have happened to the station before so I feel like I know what to do. I look at the girl and say stay put, and run and Check out the van…. more stuff happens but I cannot remember. Eventually I'm inside and running on the metal walkways inside the store above the ground floor. The guys are below trying to find a way up and occasionally taking shots off at me with the SMG's they carry. I creep around until the Robbers lose sight of me. I kill one robber by kicking an aisle over onto him, he probably lived but i incapacitated him. After that the last two guys saw this they revealed a truly awesome power of shape shifting into some sort of dark purple tiger/panther. With this they are able to jump up to the metal walkways off of the store items. So now the three of us are up on the walk ways and they are chasing me. I end up catching one off guard and kicking him off the metal walkway. Now its just me and their leader, but he has found what he was really looking for. The main safe is in the centre of the walkway on the tallest part. I run up behind him and he turns so we have a confrontation. He tells me I'm too late and turns into a tiger thing and starts running at me. I start running to my left and take a right then turn around very quickly to see him right behind me. I then Jump out of the way and he goes flying off the walkway. I then walk down and out off the store and hop in my vehicle that the girl was waiting in and drive away.

I'm not even sure how this one starts but I did wake up between the dreams and this one starts in the parking lot again. Shapeshifting must be a common trait I give my dream characters cause this time they can change into velociraptors. except the velociraptors can change into humans. so there base form is velociraptor. anyway I don't remember much of this one except that somehow I caused a sinkhole to form and swallow them. then I jumped in the whole to find that it was a cave system they live in. I snuck around oblivion style, literally felt like an oblivion cave of sorts, until I got to the very bottom of the cave. There I witnessed one of the creatures stand in front of a computer in the middle of a circular "room" He then turned around and walked a few paces till he reached the wall and some metal storage unit. He then opened the unit through a holographic keypad that floated perfectly above the metal case. upon opening the room filled with a vibrant blue light, coming from the inside of the case. He opened it all the way and withdrew some glowing blue balls, about the size of ping pong balls. He then takes these balls and fuses them together into a bigger one by closing the palm of his hand around them. He then moves his hand to the back of his neck/ upper spine and pushes the balls into himself. He seems to become more powerful from the process and thats when I realise he started morphing back into a man. He was somewhere in-between the stages when he turned to his right and looked right at me. He turns and walks out then, even though we made eye contact and I know he knew I was there. I then walk over to the middle conduit first and check out the "space age" technology. I do not understand the true purpose of the super computer but I just know that I am in the command post for this "base" or Hive or whatever and that this computer controls everything. I then turn around and walk up to the metal case. I never noticed the creature close the case so it must have auto closed when he walked away. I walk up and activate the motion activated holographic keypad. On it it says power balls. I push the open button and the case begins to open. I reach in and grab a few. They are warm to the touch but not hot. I then close my hand on them to push them together and they do get semi hot and almost a liquid feel. when I open my hand they are one larger ball and it cools back to the lukewarm state. I then imitate the creature and push the ball on too my spine. the feeling is amazing, warm hot liquid rushes from the spot and fills my whole body, going first up and down my spine. I feel so rejuvenated a grab another handful and do the same. this time it is cylindrical after being compressed, probably because I grabbed so many. I also use those on my self and then make another cylinder. I then wonder what else you could make with these "power balls". So I pocket the cylinder and then grab a big hand full. I start compressing them, thinking of a cell phone, and poof it turns into a glowing cellphone with a keypad and everything. It then slowly cools to room temperature while simultaneously change in into the plastic steel colour of my mac. I decide to try not to use it, considering I'm deep underground. I decide that I've snuck around enough and that I needed to get out of there before I get caught. I then awake to this world.

I'm In Ronan, a town fifteen miles away. The Smoke Shack has somehow turned into a Pet store. I'm Looking through the glass cages at the pets. The Lizards and snakes on one side of the island cases I'm looking at, Mammals on the other. All the birds are up high and sleeping. None of the cases have a top. I lean down and look at a line of lizards when I notice this. One of the lizards at the right end catch my eye cause he is jumping up and down trying to get out. I walk to that end noticing a red and white snake in one of the cages I pass. I reach the end of the cages and study the jumper. He is no longer leaping but staring at me studying back. I then Notice the Lizard in the cage next to him. He is blue and black with silver spikes that look more like blades coming out of him everywhere. I then Call myles over and tell him to check it out. He says it reminds him of something and I agree saying it reminds me of a pokemon. I go back to studying the jumper and realise he is like a bearded dragon only different type of spikes. almost like his neighbour he has blades. the Clerk is nowhere to be seen so I try to pick him up when I drop him in the cage below his. I also notice a white and black one that kind of looks like the Ying Yang symbol on its head. I look down to see the Jumper eating whatever was in the cage I dropped it in. I quickly scoop him up and put him back into his cage and grab the black and white one. I ask myles to help look for where he goes and he quickly points out the spot with two other identical lizards so I dump him in there only to see him walk through a hole in the back wall of his cage. I give Myles a puzzled look and then turn to my right, right when the clerk comes walking up. I ask to get the Jumper and hope he doesn't notice the missing lizard. where is he? the clerk asks kind of making me worry then he goes on to say he must be in his shell. It has a shell I say and the clerk is like no not a real one its a decoration that comes with it. ok i say and ask for a box to put it in but the clerk just hands me the shell/wood decoration with the lizard inside and says he'll be fine. Myles and I walk outside and hop on our bikes. we start going down the highway back to polson. The Lizard keeps jumping off my hand and I have to grab it. About half way between ronan and pablo I am distracted by blowing heat on the lizard when myles says look out and I look up to see a glass or plastic see through tunnel thing on the road. Inside the tunnel but facing the other way are slanted wooden spikes covered in blood. the front of my bike goes in the tunnel and if the spikes were facing me I would have been impaled. the lizard then jumps in the tunnel thing and I have to grab it. Myles and I start going around the tunnel on the left side. As were riding next to it the lizard jumps out of my hand and squeezes his way under the tunnel thing. I immediately jump off my bike and lift the tunnel to grab the lizard. once i have him i drop the tunnel and get back on my bike. he jumps from my hands again and runs to the left side of the road. as I go to pick him up i kneel and grab right when i turn my head to the right and see a car coming at me.

Walking to the lakeshore alone. I need something so I left the camp. A Girl, sitting alone by the edge of the water. I walk slowly behind her studying her. How come she's here, was I supposed to meet her here? She turns around and she's beautiful. All I can say is hi through my amazement. She says nothing but leans forward kissing me, and simultaneously pulling me with her into the water. I put my complete trust in her letting her lead me from the shore all while in a loving embrace. Then headlights appear on the far side of the lake. As she sees the lights her eyes widen. "They've come for me," sure turns to me with begging eyes. I have to protect The Girl, so i push us deeper into the water as the vehicle comes across the lake on a bridge. We swim across the lake as they reach the shore we started at. I get her back to land when the vehicle starts to make its way back across the bridge. I jump back off the dock, beckoning for The Girl to follow. She dives in, and I'm joyed that she trusts me. We swim under the bridge. The vehicle stops above us and guys start jumping in the water. I fight them off one by one as they reach me while The Girl swims back to the shore I met her at. Completely exhausted and almost beat to death I reach the dock and look up to see The Girl smiling down upon me. Her smile warms me as I pull myself from the water. Once on the dock I grab The Girls hand. The walk back to the camp was enjoyable silence. The old Lady who lives at the front of the camp watches us approach. When we reach her she stands up and smiles politely shaking her head approvingly.

Black = Dream
Blue = Comment/Not Dream
Red = Lucid

So glad I remembered a dream, and quite well too..
I am in a state of the art mall with a friend, E. We are pretty bored and walk up to a conference table and take a seat. Across the short side of the rounded rectangular wooden table, 2 businessmen in suits are obviously having a business discussion of some sort. I didnt think my DCs talked amongst themselves, apparently this is false. My friend mentions watching a cartoon movie that he brought along. Something like a cross between anime and Despicable Me in terms of what the movie looked like and was about. I ask the men across the table if we can watch the movie on the big screen behind us. They say it's fine. So E puts the movie in the centerpiece of the table, a very long xbox 360 with multiple disk ports. This is a well thought out conference area. The movie starts and I get bored pretty quickly. I decide to continue work on what I am building in a small part of the mall where you can build anything you want easily with giant digital lego-type blocks. I'm building an aquarium. I add some rocks to one tank and work on making some broken pipes look realistic beside the entrance to my aquarium. E comes over right when I finish and asks me to show him. I give him a little tour through what i've built. There are 2 exits to the aquarium and E takes the bad exit, where I basically built a lava temple that looked like stereotypical hell. I grab him and walk him over to the good exit, where there is just a cobweb in the corner to remind me of the bad exit. After rushing him out, I show off another thing I was building, the payload cart from TF2. The track lays itself out in big blue slabs as I walk over to the cart, explaining that it dispenses health and ammo just like the real thing. The cart is blue all over instead of blue and white, which seems to be how my subconscious remembers it for multiple reasons. I walk over to the cart as a lego-like brick extends from a few feet away from the cart to a few feet from me. Then I wake up.

I am at my mom's house. For some reason Summer's Bengal cats Mako and Myra are in a pen in the backyard. My mom told me Myra was hurt and bleeding - a result of Mako being too aggressive while breeding. I go to the back sliding door and look out at them. It's raining pretty hard - so much so that the entire yard starts flooding. The water level continues to rise and the cats and one of our dogs are forced to swim in the yard. The wind starts getting stronger and suddenly I see the swirling formation of a tornado directly above our house. The walls start creaking, and are soon ripped away sucking me out. My feet are dangling up in the air and I have a grip at the base of the house. My mother wasn't taken away - apparently she was immune to the wind's effects, but she was screaming trying to help me climb back inside. The dream gets too intense and causes me to wake up.

04.28.2012

Dream Views Porn (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

So, I was on my laptop, and I was browsing a few inappropriate pictures.....and because I copied the image location one of them, I forget this, and I start preparing for a post.

I'm on the edit screen, and I do all that stuff and make the post. I checked the picture again, and it's basically an anime chick spreading her ass wide open.

I start panicking, because you can OBVIOUSLY see her private parts and asshole, and I start getting freaked out because people probably already figuring out that I posted porn with that picture.

It takes me a while to realize it's actually showing her private parts, because it seems the anime girl in the post was wearing brown leg stocking, but one of the holes in the stocking exposing herself appeared.

I tried editing it, but I knew some people figured out by now. Then someone, I believe it was OldSparta it was all right, and that as long as it was just a person's vagina, then there's nothing to worry about.

How did I not realize the flaw in that logic there....lmao.

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04.28.2012

Taylor on Youtube (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Took a nap today and got this.

I'm on my laptop again, big surprise....and I'm on YouTube watching some girl talk about how she started something. It started with a "T" or something like that.

I believe it was related to a fast food restaurant (whenever I do dream about Taylor, a TA for one of the classes I have for the last semester as a freshmen here, it always seems to relate to fast food....I don't know if her family owns a restaurant or something in waking life....who knows....?)

It seems this video was her when she was a little younger, maybe when she was 14-17 years of age, and I believe she was wearing braces, so her voice as the gargled type of sound from the spit developing from her mouth.

Then the dream shifts to where I'm using a black rolling chair as a vehicle on the road....

LOL.....

It was kind of fun though, spinning, then looking on the other lane to make sure no cars were going to pass.

I forgot what happened after that.

Well, it's been a while, but I finally remember a dream that I had last night.

Dream Type: Non-Lucid, Memorable.
Dream Mood: Shocking, Cool.
Dream Setting: In a Hotel, Near a Boat, In the Desert.
Dream Characters: My Friends, The Marines, Russian Military and Robots.

I don't remember how it began, but I was a U.S. Military Marine, or a Spy of some sort. I don't quite recall, but I had done missions before. I had my outfit on, and I was told to escort these little girls into this hotel of sorts, which had all the lights off and was dark due to the night sky that blue-lit the room. I was told to shoot down these enemies that would come into the room to try and take the girls. And so I hid behind the bed, while the girls hid in other areas around the hotel, like behind a couch or in the closet, though two girls hid with me behind the bed. I held my gun, which was an assault rifle with a scope and red dot sight, over the bed, waiting. To be honest, I was terrified, though I acted brave. Suddenly, an alarm went off. Granted, I knew that it was too soon for them to be here, and so I waited past the alarm. Eventually, an Enemy would bust through the door and the girls would scream. Coincidentally, I had my aim right on him, and killed him instantly. Next, I heard them coming towards the balcony of the hotel, where there were more of the bastards. I shot down the first wave, raid drenching me as I looked to my left to find that the balcony was over an ocean, and a boat of sorts was almost directly under it. Suddenly, a few others walked casually my way, though I tried shooting them, but nothing happened. Instead, they held some other Marines, and they all looked knocked out or dead. Still, I noticed that these were of Russian descent, and that one of them was my friend Dylan! That betraying bastard then tossed one of the U.S. Marines over the balcony and into the water. I didn't know what to do, and so I stayed put.

This next part of the dream was quite far apart from the latter one. Instead, I started out in a dome of sorts, one that looked aged and old, covered in hanging vines and moss. It stood in a desert area, and I was in some sort of super-suit, which had a vest that was fit for my muscles, a helmet that looked very furturistic, and the rest to match such a theme. Still, I didn't pay much mind it would seem, and so I walked around, though suddenly, a large robot came from nowhere, and I knew that I had to fight this thing. Granted, I haven't a clue if I won that battle or not, though judging by what happened next, I'm assuming that I lost. I now had no armor, and was simply in some shoes, jeans, and a coat; stranded in the desert as just a normal civilian of sorts. I was in a creek, wondering where to go. I just laid on the ground, and waited a while, before then getting up and heading in the other direction. Soon enough, I was in a destroyed town that reminded me of a sort of old Spaghetti Western, though there were two or three random people there, I instead decided to just walk around and free-run. I believe that was the end of that.

I was in the city with my mom and brothers, and we were going to a vocaloid concert. I left my family and met up with two people who I was going to the concert with, but before that it was our job to steal a famous singer's UTAU voicebank. We were high up on some buildings and I looked at the surrounding skyscrapers. One had several windows shattered, with a big blue tarp over the area. We began scaling the buildings and tried not to fall. Then the route became gradually easier, and soon enough we were inside the building, jumping across boards on the floor, trying to not touch it. One of the people I was with, a woman, jumped to a board but missed, only having her foot on it. She said it counted, since she landed on it partially, and got up.

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I was in the living room, where my brother was watching TV. Suddenly a Miku x Toyota commercial comes on and he change the channel. I tell him to switch it back quickly but it was over by then.

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I was outside by some small white house. I tossed a rock out in the grass for seemingly no reason. It hit a bird, and it flapped it's wings like crazy. I felt bad because I didn't mean to hit it. Then it started to come closer to me, but it looked a lot more like a rabbit at this point. I went inside and my mom was there.

Last night - I won a talent competition by singing "You and I" by Lady Gaga

Yesterday's nap: I saw my old friend Mary Pratt at a courthouse. She told me she married her brother. And while we were trying to chit-chat, I kept pulling these little pieces of plastic out of my mouth. But I could never get them all out.