non-lucid

Last night their were two dream fragments that i remember but they don't make to much sense.
The first thing i was in a car going to my friend Sean's house. I said "Wait i cant go there his parents hate me." When we got there seconds later we went inside and his mom was smiling at me.I don't remember what happened before or after that.

This was really short and barley worth writing about but my-swell. I remember walking up the stairs that lead up to the 8th grade wing at my school. I was talking with my friend Micheal but i forget what about. Thats about it. Hopefully tonight I will have more memorable dreams like I usually do.

I've had many dreams... The first one is just a small fragment. I went into a public bathroom with my girlfriend, there was a line. Everything was dirty and broken, there were about five stalls, but two or three weren't working. Then, one of the girls started mocking another girl who was pooping. All the girls started making fun of her, it was like they knew each other.

The second dream is longer. I was on a bus, my dad was driving it and there were many people inside. I saw some black clouds and thought there could be a tornado. Then I remembered we don't have those in Brazil, so I figured it might just be a storm. As soon as I thought that, I realised I was in the US, so I was like "OMG, it could really be a tornado!!!"

While I was thinking that, I saw a playground and suddenly a hole opened on the floor and a toy fell. It was like a earthquake had happened, and my dad sped up. I checked as we drove by and there were no kids playing there at the time. That made me feel better. As my dad kept driving, we saw lots of holes appearing, not close to us, we could see it happening miles away.

We arrived at a hotel and I told my parents they had to hold my hands. If they did that, they'd be safe, but they wouldn't listen to me. My dad had mentioned that all the holes were appearing on the same road, so I decided to go online and google it. As I was leaving to "my" room, I noticed my dad was acting weird, so I told him he shouldn't go crazy. He laughed in a weird way that freaked me out.

I woke up... inside the dream. I was afraid of it being a false awakening, so I did a reality check that had worked the other day: I looked at the mirror. Turns out that, whenever I decided to do a reality check, my mind tricks me. I was completely myself in the mirror, so I was like "cool, let me write down this dream", but then I decided to google the road my had talked about. As I was turning on the computer, my dad randomly tried to get into my room through the window and he was laughing... he sounded demented. I freaked out and...

...woke up. This time for good. My heart was beating fast and I was scared as hell.

My last dream wasn't short, but I can only remember one small thing. I was talking to a friend of mine and he gave me a CD. He told me he had burnt his presentation for a class in there and that he wanted me to see it. I said I would, I put it on and the presentation was happening in a cave. And I woke up.

And that's it!

2:59am: i had somehow acquired a brown horse. i rode the horse while walking my dog, who wasn’t frightened of it like she is with horses in real life. in this dream i was living with my boyfriend, so the walking we did was in his neighborhood as opposed to mine. for some reason i decided to make Twitter accounts for both the horse and my dog.

after i write this one down i fall back asleep.

?am: i was watching a new episode of My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic. there was an invasion of dragons in Ponyville, who lived in normal modern-day houses and some wore modern clothes. Discord came back as well, and when the mane 6 attempted to confront him, he put Rarity and Twilight to sleep and made Rainbow Dash retarded. Rarity and Twilight, not yet fully asleep but very groggy, stagger back to the library where they decide that taking a bath might help, but they collapse on the floor before they can get into the bathtub. meanwhile Fluttershy was attempting to stand up to one of the dragons.

somewhere between 5:30am-6am: i was walking my dog through the apartment complex next to my neighborhood like i usually do. we stop when we hear a strange, faint trilling sound. suddenly two male deer come rushing around a building straight for us. we duck out of the way and they stop in a grassy area behind where we were originally standing. the sound repeats; and two female deer also almost trample us to join the males. a few seconds later their handlers appear (the ones who were making the sound to attract the deer), a man and a woman, and begin showing off the deer to interested bystanders.

i reach out and begin stroking one of the deer’s fur, and it rears up on its hind legs and wraps its front legs around my waist. i think that its hugging me and say so; one of the handlers then tells me that its trying to dominance mount me.

i leave and am now walking along the dirt path alongside the drainage ditch that separates my neighborhood from the apartment complex. i run into one of my coworkers who is also walking her dogs (which she doesn’t have in real life), a very small black chubby dog and a medium-sized black/white/brown dog that behaves aggressively around Angel. i ask my coworker if she knew who the deer handlers were. she doesn’t but does know that they usually bring llamas to the apartments to show off and entertain people with instead of deer.

So in real life i have this shirt which pretty much advertises the drink: Sprite.
I was going to buy another one of these shirts with some friends, except this shirt was for one which has zero sugar or something. Outside the shop I hugged someone and saw my friend's brother, and behind me I heard another friend say "That's Hughs brother!" (Hugh being a friend of mine).

Time for the next dream!

I was with a friend, we drove to meet someone they know, and waited for them, then this person walked out from behind a car and said "you're late" We then got into some kind of spaceship and flew somewhere, then something like a flying wale attacked us then we crashed into this massive forest like place.

Managed to remember a good few last night, though I recall not writing some down because they were depressing. But, the last one I got down was pretty... interesting lol.

#1 - Why Do I Keep Dreaming About Gangs?

I'm in some kind of vacation house chasing what I refered to as "dust bunnies", they remind me of the fuzzies from Paper Mario (the black ones) and also of the spirits or whatever they were in My Neighbor Totoro. I'm waiting for my friend M to come over, but before she does I wander off and start walking around the neighborhood. Somehow I end up in front of some diner where there's a guy who looks like he's about to rob me and this other guy who was standing there, so I run into the diner, but then he comes in and holds the diner hostage. He tells us that this diner is now under gang control, and then we hear a loud noise like some kind of boom and someone tells us to run. We all make it out of this door in the back and run by a school bus down what is now a long and deserted field of grass with the diner being out in the middle of nowhere, and the criminal is running with us.

#2 - Killing Time

I remember watching a video about a kid coming to terms with his asexuality, and that's it before I woke up.

#3 - The Final Test

I'm in some kind of college, waiting to meet up with M again. I'm wandering around again (I guess I didn't learn my lesson before ) and I end up in a very strange hallway. Basically, looking down the hallway, there are glass doors leading outside just to the right of me. Beyond that on the right, just a wall, but also another door much further down. On the left, there's nothing but glass walls, that seemingly repeat row after row (the same length of the hallway I'm already in) and go on forever. Every now and then there's a line coming down the wall to show that that's where that piece of glass ends and the next one begins. Suddenly something starts happening outside as I hear a lot of commotion, and a wall of ghosts starts materializing on the other side of the glass, as far down as I can see. Different sections of the wall move closer and further away from me like in a wave pattern. I get freaked out and run outside, which causes all of the ghosts to dematerialize. Everyone seems to be freaked out out here too, so since the ghosts are gone I head back inside but some monsters have spawned and I end up having to fight them, and I lose and die. So I get sent back to my most recent checkpoint, when the ghosts first materialized, which seems perfectly normal at the time. I continue that same routine until I've died a few times, then decide that I need a new strategy. This time, I waited for the ghosts to become really solid and get further out of the glass and I realize it's a bunch of people I actually know. :O I realized that the ghosts weren't my enemy, and they told me that they actually want to dematerialize, so I do still need to go outside but then when I come back in don't stay to fight the monsters, just run down the hallway and don't stop until I reach the other exit. I nodded and did that, and I almost got killed again! But I finally made it to the exit. As I get outside, I meet up with J, and he says "Welp, we've finally finished college." and I respond "Yeah, and I only remember like three hours of class. " ... As we walk triumphantly off into the distance with a large crowd of people, the ending music from Star Wars plays, and my dream comes to a close.

Summer asked me to help a friend of hers she knew to move into her new home. I thought it would be a great way to earn extra money so I agreed and showed up at her house. It was a huge blue home that looked like it was self-designed. I walked into the home and there were bout three different cats hanging around. They were long-haired, like my cat Luna, and I decided to pet a few of them. I looked around at the interior of the house. Everything was very open and spacious. I walked up to the owner and complemented her on the design. She had most of the decorations up. There were still many boxes and bags all over the place though. There was a man she introduced me to who was also helping her with the moving process - probably to lift the heavier furniture. I asked her if she knew Summer well and that she was interested in how things were coming along. That seemed to remind her of something and she hurried off into her bedroom. I almost followed her inside but stopped at the door thinking she might want privacy.

"It'll be just a second. I'll be right back." she told me

When she came back out she had a small digital camera. She took a picture of her newly furnished living room.

"I'll give you a copy of this picture. Show it to Summer. I want her to see how the place looks now!"

After that I helped her gather a huge trash-bag up and put it on the side of the road. It was raining outside.

"When do you want me to come back?" I asked her.

"As soon as the weather lets up. Probably tomorrow morning. You'll be spending the night a few times to watch the house as part of the deal as well."

I agreed. After I drove away I worried about how I was going to get off work for that time. The dream then ended.

Don't remember much from last night's dream, apart from the end, which is just about worthy of a DJ entry.
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30/1/12
I'm standing next to Tommy Wiseau (the brilliantly awful director and star of The Room) as he takes revenge on someone with a hose[though I don't remember what for]. The hose is so powerful, however, that it debilitates his foe and eventually causes his body to explode! We proceed to get into the car and leave, but we find him sitting in the back seat, intact... Another spray of the almighty hose does the trick and at last justice is served.

WOULD have had some LDs maybe, but the AT&T guy knocked at our door. FFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUU

Anyway, the only dreams I remember were fragments. 1.) Something about another location for Gold's Gym and LaAzteca. 2.) I had some potted tomato plants in my cupboard that were forgotten. Then me and Danny discovered them and they were covered in unripened tomatoes, all sizes. I thought, we should put them in the sun now so they can ripen and turn red. But Danny said we should leave them be since they're doing so well where they were. Then suddenly the assistant manager of the bakery where I work, Brian, suggested we put them in the garage. It gets alot of sunlight, and he had this big clear plastic lid he said we could use to put over it. It looked like the plastic cover for our chocolate tempering machine at work. Brian said "It's just like when you're making chicken."

That's when the guy knocked on the door. Chicken. Really? Tell me I wouldn't have become lucid soon after that. Motherfucker.

After drawing that portal... holy crud it got exciting in the dream world...
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First going to bed:
Man in a mask. we had a long walk around the science building of my school. out talk ended with him saying something like, "You are not quite ready for the whole truth."
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After waking up at 6:30 and going back to sleep:
Crazy adventures!

Smashing zombies I am spawning in an industrial strength zombie smasher, I think Nomad might have been there. I got mad because I was trying to record it, and got launched backward. there was some sort of forcefield launcher that was trying to shoot electric forcefields at me. I dodged them and threw the forcefield launcher behind me and got back to trying to record.

Standing on a ledge with either Nomad, or a Guide I have yet to learn the name of, the view is breathtaking. we seem to be talking, or maybe we are just taking in the view.

Looking through Nomad's Dream YouTube channel, laughing at the trolls (Or maybe taking them seriously? don't remember) some crazy stuff there yo, check it out sometime.

Something about someone (Nomad?) shouting, "WIZARDS!" then... laughing?

ended up in Jail somehow... Skyrim jail... nocliped through the bars, went down a pipe and found a sugar cookie with pink frosting and sprinkles?

31.01.2012

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

These dreams probably did not occur in chronological order.

Dream 1: Ordering To-Go at Vietnamese Restaurant

I'm at the Vietnamese Taste Restaurant I occasionally go to so I can get some of the Sweet and Sour Chicken with Fried Rice. I wait as usual for my meal since I'm ordering it To-Go.



Usually there's a bell that the cookers use so the waiters know the order is done. One of the DC waiters (can't remember their faces in the dream) did not hear the bell the first time.

But I go up to go to the cash register since I knew my order was ready, and the cook rang the bell again for the waiter to hear. This time, the sound was lower than before, but the waiter came up to get the order through the small shelf they put the order through the kitchen. (Maybe because the waiter saw me near the cash register)

When the employee was wrapping the meal up in a bag for me, I see a huge jar to the left of the bag that had a lot of Fried Rice, and this was supposed to be my meal.



But when the person was done tying the bag, which they did a horrible job doing in the dream, I ended up ordering something on the bottom of the bag (which was most likely my Sweet an Sour Chicken with Fried Rice), and on the top of it was another To-Go Box with Fried rice and a California Spring Roll (crispy version, not the Sushi kind).

The box with the Fried Rice and Spring Roll alone was open slightly, but I didn't pay too much attention to this. I get on my bicycle and go to the typical route back to my apartment, which is probably 2-3 minutes to get back to on a bicycle.

I'm getting near the Stop Sign at the intersection, and usually I don't stop completely in waking life on a bicycle since not a lot of cars pass through this area anyway. But I see a police vehicle hiding somewhere (clever guy), so I used the breaks on the front wheel to stop completely (I was holding the meal with my right hand most likely, but I probably forgot I had it in my hand in the first place).

I turn to the left and kept heading straight until I get to my apartment.

Now the dream scenario changes turns dark all of a sudden when I get near my Apartment. I think I saw two guys talking to each other near the Apartment complex, but I couldn't recall what they were saying.

I can't remember anything else from that dream.

Dream 2: Searching New Areas at my University

I'm at Texas A&M University now, and it seems that I'm checking out new areas in the dream. I see this DC that looks like a dude named Brian who also goes to the same University looking for something. The setting is probably set in late afternoon, and he's just slowly walking and observing what's inside of the tinted glass doors.

I follow him, but I don't think he pays attention to me following him. I pull out a piece of paper from my pocket, and a map of the area I am appears. The map I'm holding is pretty accurate, and most of the buildings are colored in maroon on it (just like if you went to the map website on the college's main website), and it had the building abbreviations as well.




If I remember correctly, to the left of where I was standing, the building was supposed to be be labeled "SVC" or "SLC." I think it was the latter more likely, so I put the map back somewhere (probably in the pocket of my jeans, I just don't remember doing it).

I go inside the building that is in front of the SVC/SLC building, and I see it's like a study area for students. It was basically bigger than the area in waking life where they have a study area that was so hard to make reservations at times because so many people would be there.



It was really spacious, with a lot of DCs. I still think this is reality though, and like in waking life, I tried not to pay attention to all of the DCs around me. It was pretty busy, and I saw one familiar face when I entered the building.

She looked exactly like the girl I worked in a group on a Biochemistry drug project on Eldepryl and how it can help patients with Parkinson's Disease. Let's call her Anna.

Anna was sitting down somewhere with a small group of DCs, but I didn't pay attention to her, I just remember her smiling a little bit. I turn to my right in the building and move forward towards some open door.

I go in and there are more students sitting down near computers, and there was this female DC who was asking them for certain numbers, and these numbers ended up being how many people they planned to bring into this large study area, so I guess these were just reservations.

I can't remember what else I did in this area, but I do know that when I decided to head back, I see another familiar DC. Let's call her Alejandra, she's wearing a really weird outfit.

She's wearing a gray shirt with some black lettering to it, and I think she was wearing pink leggings as well with a really small skirt over it. She was talking about how she got 2/50 for her grade on something.

I didn't focus too much on it other than acknowledging to her on how it must've sucked getting that grade. Then a small child to the right of her, who was blonde I believe, told me that she got a 1/50 on the same assignment (most likely), but she added that she didn't have to worry about dealing with her parents.

I wondered what she meant by that, she obviously made a horrible score on the assignment, but I just smiled and continued going back to where I started. Then I find myself following this blonde female child for some reason.

We were going up the stairs, down the stairs, almost everywhere, even the elevator as well. Then after a while of this random journey in random areas of the huge study area, I start to ask the DC if she's trying to joke around with me.

I think I ask her this when I'm up the stairs, and I hear a voice saying "Okay Okay, I'm just joking around" or something along those lines.

So I head downstairs, but at this point, I forget what else I was doing. I was so confused where I was because there was just too many places to explore. Everything was wide and spacious to even remember the smallest details here. All I knew was that in my peripheral vision, there would be tables, chairs, computers, etc to verify that this was a large study area.

Dream 3: Terry Crews Misses His Dog

Apparently Terry Crews misses his dog, and he gives some deep and emotional speech that appears in black/dark blue text over a green background. It was like a poem to a point, and he was talking about how that whenever he goes to do a film or movie, his dog would miss him and would watch him on T.V.



He said that when he comes back home, that the dog will really show how much it missed him, and that they'll finally have time to be with each other.

Dream 4: At Tennis Courts

This dream was realistic compared to the previous one, but on the same level on the two dreams before the third dream I mentioned.

I was inside the Tennis Courts that resembled that ones at Cypress Lakes High School. I think I'm trying to throw Tennis balls over to the other court for the other guys. I have trouble throwing them over the wired fence, some almost reached over, but they recoiled from the fence and came back to me.



Then there was one ball that goes over the fence, but not to the other court, and other DCs were trying to throw tennis balls to the other side, but one did a complete fail by throwing it on the field where some people did long distance running. Which meant that they had to get someone to open the gate, but luckily the balls I threw didn't go over there.

I get out of the tennis courts to dash towards the tennis balls outside the court, and then I'm in a different court overall. It's like seeing a portal of another set of Tennis Courts from a different High School. I saw an older DC wearing glasses and some blue sports shorts and was wearing a white vest.

He was busy rallying with some other DC, and then I went back to finding the Tennis balls. Two tennis balls were on the bleachers, and I see above me on the left someone was sitting watching the DCs rallying with each other.

His back was facing me, so I asked him if these Tennis balls are theirs. He said "No," and I grabbed them and was transitioned back to the Tennis Courts at Cypress Lakes High School.

Oh my way, I see a group of the girls who were on the Tennis team when I was in the school my Sophomore and Junior year sitting down near the wall to watch people rally with each other. I mostly saw females sitting down rather than males for some reason.

Then there's another familiar face that should've made me do an RC because I never saw her in the Tennis team. The girl was in the Art 3 class I had, I don't want to reveal her whole name, so let's call her "Bena."

"Bena" was sitting down near the wall like the other female DCs that a person would use to rally with the ball if there wasn't someone else to play with, or to warm up.

I asked "Bena" if I could borrow her racket. It looked like a Wilson K Factor, K tour Racket (my memory of racket names is limited since I only played Tennis in High School).


She said "Sure!" in a happy tone, (she was always a positive and cheerful in waking life), and she gave me her racket, and she also mentioned what was bulging on the side of my pants with a giggling smile.

I just tell her that it's just tennis balls inside my pocket. She probably made the "oh okay" expression, and I turn back to finding a vacant Tennis Court to play on. The one to the left of me had people playing, so I think I headed to the one on the right of it.

Then I had the urge to just practice serving some Kick Serves and some Slice Serves. So I probably headed to get a small crate of tennis balls, but I can't remember anything else after that.

Spoiler for Random information...:

I used to just serve a lot until someone wanted to play with me since they were probably afraid of trying to beat me in serving (probably because I was in Varsity and a Senior ). I used to put so much spin on the ball at a fast rate that the ball would go at a velocity that would force it to go way past a person's hitting level). Serving was definitely the part that I had down because I would constantly look at Pete Sampras' and Roger Federer's videos of their old matches.

I also watched an instructional video on serving that helped me do a lot with my overall performance. But enough about revealing about my time playing Tennis in High School.

A Giant

I was looking out the side bedroom window. Clear as day, I saw a giant. He was about 80 feet tall. He was black. I remember the detail in his face...shape and all.

He had bad intentions. I was really scared. I saw a school bus floating just outside my window over to the side. I remember telling my wife that it was all real, or that he was bad, as evidenced by the bus floating outside the window.

The End

I also had a dream about being a giant myself.


Family and Friends

I was in someones back yard. My fgf was sitting to one side. About 20 feet away, my dad was sitting next to M. About 20 feet away from that was another couple...they were friends in the dream.

I was going to take a picture of my dad with his girlfriend, but his head was hanging down. I know this was because my father has passed away. Instead, I decided to take a picture of mogf, or the other couple, or maybe I ended up taking a picture of my dad and M. if he lifted his head. I can't remember, but I did end up getting one picture.

This is interesting because I just had a dream about having pictures of me the night before.

The End

I was in my kitchen with someone, I think it was N but I'm not sure, and I was asking him stuff about drugs. I had some mushrooms in a shower jelly container from Lush and I asked him if it was okay if I took it out of the fridge. I wondered briefly why my mom hadn't noticed them in the fridge. We also had a container of orange slice shaped/flavoured gummies that apparently had LSD in them. He took about half and I said we should finish the rest later.

Then I was at a movie theatre with my friend K's family, except I think they were my family in the dream, and we were all on a different drug, and split up around the theatre. I had eaten some shrooms and was sitting with her mom, and asked her what she was taking. She said, "ecstasy, if there is any". The movie was about to start and I realized I didn't get any snacks. I asked her mom for money and she gave me a Mentos wrapper that had change in it. I went over and asked K if she wanted to come with me to get snacks, but she said no.

I walked out the door to the concessions area as the previews were starting. I was starting to feel nauseous and wanted to get back to my seat quickly. As I walked up to the counter, one of the two girls working there asked what I wanted, and I said I wasn't sure yet. I emptied the change into my hand and was disappointed by how little there was. At first it seemed to be less than a dollar, but each time I counted it it was a bit more, until it ended up being $4.26. The moment I got that number, I heard one of the girls say her shift ended at 4:26.

I looked at the food on the counter. It was sort of like a counter at Subway, with glass over it, but there were just piles of different things with prices on folded pieces of paper. Each price card had a couple different prices on it, but only one was right, so I was confused about how much things were. I wanted to get some gummies, but then saw over to the right there were some art prints.

They were these really cool 3D fractal pictures about the size of a postcard, and some popped out. Because of the confusing prices, I thought they were $2 at first and was going to get one because I thought it'd be cool to look at, but then realized they were $20. Disappointed, I turned back to the snacks just before waking up.

Split Finger or Zombie Freeman:
Two dreams with a nearly similar end. I was in an electronics shop talking with someone while being in the body of another person. I looked at my pointing finger (no clue which side) and noticed there was a deep cut in it, and one side was white, probably dead. I did some other stuff; I think I was talking to the staff there. The next time I looked at my finger it was completely split in half, and I was only able to properly control one side, while the other moved erratically. Then I woke up simultaneously to thinking: "Dream fucking fuck" (direct quote).
The alternative was me in a long hall with red carpet and a lot of doors, seeing Gordon Freeman as a zombie swinging with his cane, coming in my direction. This time with me waking up simultaneously to thinking: "Whoa, fucking fuck" (direct quote).

Sasuke Ghost + Materialization + Wormhole = Silence:
I was (3rd person I think) floating above a grey city. All buildings were slightly damaged, however completely empty, no people no furniture no other stuff. Just plain walls. I saw Sasuke floating around with a cloak and glowing red eyes, he was sort of a ghost. Something happened which materialized him and he smashed into a small building, revealing a violet/blue glowing wormhole which swallowed him.

Spoiler for Odd dice game (Sexual Content):

I was in an unknown room with an nice looking girl and we were about to have sex, however she had pain upon starting normally, so she told me to search for an alternative. I had 2 six-sided dice which could produce 10 different results each (well, nice dream paradox) and threw them for an idea. They showed 1 and 2, of which one meant "Anal". So I asked her for an opinion but after noticing she was frozen like a crashed program I woke up
I also remember there was an bathroom involved at some point of this dream, I think right before we went into the bedroom, but not sure.

Color Code: Non Lucid: Red , Lucid: Blue

Non Lucid.

I'm at the promenade. There's a beach there too, but it's in my hometown in the UK and it has dirty english sea haha. For some reason me and my brother are videoing some high speed train that's about to go for the first time. It has to climb up some steep hill which seems to be at 100 ft high. It fail's the first time and rolls back down. There's a few hundred people there watching. It get's ready for a second run up. My older brother and his girlfriend say there going to wait in the car with some friend's they'd just seen there. The train pulls away when all of a sudden there's gun shot's in the background. It sound's like an AK47 and the shot's sound about 50ft away. There's panic and everyone start's to run, armed police are now there too. Everyone's pushing to try and get into there car's and leave. The dream end's shortly after.

a long line of kids my age outside of my work place.
holy shit a gun? no- a lighter, no worries.
pehry passes joints around.
were gonna be here awhile.
moving along, all of a sudden i'm alone.
my surroundings have changed now that i "look up"
i'm in a borders books/clothing store, asking people where the line went.
dirty looks, still lost, think about taking small sketchbooks but i have a dream conscience.
we were supposed to see the abandoned building-
oldest submerged bathtub and dead bodies
(i can "see" what it looks like)