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Day 4

I first went to bed with an intention of doing a DILD. Repeated my mantras and everything. Went to bed at about 11:00.
Unfortunately, I do not recall any dreams after I woke up at about 12:50. I got up, used the bathroom, and went back to bed for another attempt at DILD.

Again, no results. I woke up at about 6:30. I then decided to try a WILD. I got up, used the bathroom, and went on this site and researched Lucid Dreams a bit more for about 20 minutes.
I went to bed, and started.

I tried to focus on my breathing and relax as much as possible, following the "One. I will have a lucid dream. Two. I will have a lucid dream. etc" technique. I counted to about 700 breaths then got exhausted and bored, as I was experiencing no hallucinations. I could feel my body get fairly numb, but otherwise, no results. So I just decided to go to sleep.

Again, no results. I woke up at about 9:00. I got up, used the bathroom (I drank a lot of water the previous day before bed) and went back to bed for a morning nap. For the first 20 minutes, I listened to Isochronal beats to calm me down and get me in the mindset, then I went to sleep.

I woke up, and after spending 2-3 minutes in bed, had recalled my previous dream in amazing detail. I began writing it down. Although it wasn't a lucid dream, I'll still tell it:

Note: The entire dream was in Third Person

I was at my friend's birthday party. Several people I had just met on a weekend Church trip were there. At lunch-time, we were served fried shrimp (Which I had for dinner last night). I heated it in the oven because it was cold. When it was done, oddly it was still cold so I heated it in the microwave for 30 seconds.

The dream then skipped places, yet still remained in the same general setting.

I was then in my mother's car, with my aunt in the passenger seat and my mother driving approaching my friend's house in which he was having his B-day. In the backseat, sat two tubs filled with hot water (I can't believe I didn't do a reality check here). It one tub was me and in another was a girl. We were both naked.

I believe the girl tried to seduce me by rubbing her breasts together. I told her to get in my tub while my aunt wasn't looking. She jumped in, and she started to stroke me. When my aunt started to look back she went into the other tub.

I then had a scene which I don't remember too well where I wasn't anywhere related to the B-day party. I talked to a manager and he showed my how many people went to his store in a day. Time was then fast forwarded, and I took an omniscient point of view (I think I was already) and saw people buying things from the shop and leaving very fast (Like when you speed up a surveillance camera).

I was back in front of my friend's house with the girl (we both had clothes on). Horny, I grabbed her hand and headed inside. There were two bathrooms inside. One was very spacious with a large hot tub in the background. However, it was being occupied by a person I had met on my mission's trip, so we went to the second bathroom.

The second bathroom was noticeably smaller, and had a very small pink bed beside the tub which was located in the middle of the room. The girl leaned on the bed, and I dry humped her. She said to stop and she wanted it inside of her so I obliged. I then humped her a couple of times and told her to suck. She died it briefly (Surprisingly, I kind of felt it and it felt amazing). I then woke up.

Hopefully next time I'll have a lucid dream and it won't be in third person!

Type: regular dream.
Lucidity: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10
Vividness: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10

I was in a smaller type of hospital patient room with only one bed; it looked pretty ordinary at first glance.

It looked pretty much like that, although there was a small rectangular whiteboard behind the bed, up against the wall. There was a black whiteboard marker along the bottom shelf. House was sitting upright in the hospital bed, with a layer of white sheets over top of his lower half. I was sitting in a stool in front of the bed, holding another marker.

We were writing down different words on the board in some sort of game. I only remember one: House wrote "fouche" on the board while I was turned away, and I asked him what that word meant. He stuck his tongue out at me and I saw a splot of ink on it.

He must have written the word with his tongue.

The last thing he said was, "it's the art of writing with your tongue. Duh!" That last word, he said with his classic House-ism tone.

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It started out with me in this cold nasty camp somewhere in the russian back woods. I was with several other kids my age. It was cold and we were running around this waterloged camp when this b$#@ of a lady comes out and yells at us. I follow them and we walk to her. She tells us we can't leave and I start to think O no were stuck here.

I panic and try to run but she laughs and sounds her men after me who capture me and drag me back. We are taken back to a higher camp in the mountains where they keep us in a small room the hut were in is rickety the bunk bead is rusted and there is also a small reddish/pink couch for the other boy.

They decide to take us to another place to run more test on us which is like toucher. On the way there the small kid next to me tells me we have to stop this bus some some of the kids can get away. I see some fishing spears right next to us and I quickly jam it into the tire twice make so small holes.

We have to make a stop because the drive notices a flat tire. Some kids go to the bathroom. Me and the other kid are say were innocent and she try to blame this old guy. At this point I get very angry stand up and slap one of those baby bottle candy's out of her had the one that has powder sugar in it. She backs up frighted and tells me to get on the bus. I say screw this and try to make a break for it but am caught again.

They drive us back to the high camp in the mountains were me and two other kids plan on how to get out. My parents show up and they give me ice cream I scream at them telling them they have to take me or they will never see me again. They didn't even flinch just stood there like nothing happened. So I told them when the evil lady come by to and ask where we were to point in the opposite direction.

Me and two other guys run to this small guard house that has a small barrow in front of the window. It was hanging from a rope on a pulley. they pull it inside and I climb up to the top and they turn into wolfs I'm allittle lost at this point the dream is getting really weird then I wake up.

This was a really weird dream. I having issues I only remember the last dream that I have that night right before I wake up I think I'm going to bed to late. I also keep having nightmare non-lucid dreams.

Type: regular dream.
Lucidity: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10
Vividness: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10

I was at a conventional library. There was only one large room with bookshelves along the walls; in the middle there was a big blue mat with white plastic lounge chairs, like at the beach. The lighting was dimmer than normal.

I saw the thief (dressed in a black shirt and blue jeans) that took my precious blue stone, and I was going to have to destroy it. He was going to do something bad with it, I could tell. I cannot remember how I got it back, but I remember standing in front of him with a small beaker of hydrochloric acid. I put the stone in and he just stared, upset, but he didn't try to save it. I walked away and went through the doors, still holding the beaker.

The dream changed. I was now at home on the floor, experimenting with the hydrochloric acid. The carpet was tan and very plush, comfortable to lie on, while the lighting was normal this time around. I carefully put a bronze-colored coin into the acid and watched it disappear within seconds.

My cat then came around. She was all gray, with a large white patch on her belly coming up the sides and along her face, and two white socks on her front feet (white coloration, not actual socks). Her face was extremely cute.

A photograph of her.

She walked, with a slight swagger because her belly was a bit larger than normal, right up to me and sat down. I pet her a few times, running my hand through her fur, and then she suddenly flicked her tail into the acid. She turned around and it was still inside, beginning to dissolve. As with anyone who's stuck something in acid, she started to scream, and I quickly pulled her tail out. There were little bubbles and pink spots on it, but no blood.

Before going to bed I was watching "Through the Wormhole with Morgan Freeman".

I have now had a dream narrated by Morgan Freeman!

The dream was kind of like being in an IMAX where you are fully immersed in the image.

Unfortunately, I do not remember most of the dream, but the coolest thing I remember about it is this:

Morgan Freeman: "...however, looking at this this star..."
*the camera moves through a kind of zooming animation of space towards the star*
"... it has an Earth like planet orbiting in the habitable zone around it called "Marvin"..."
*The camera is rotating around a small Earth like planet, there is water, greenery visible on continents, and clouds visible in the atmosphere.*

I don't remember very much after this point, but I thought this was interesting.

For the first half of the night, I was drunk, so I did not recall much of anything. I woke up around 6:30, went to bed about an hour later, and dreamed.

I'm with my girlfriend, Angela. We're in a weird house where people are having a party or something. There's a movie playing. I can't remember what it was about, but it stirred up some passionate conversation among the people watching it. I feel like at some point I was watching it, but like I said, I gots no memories of it. At one point, I'm sitting at a table of Pitt Trumpets, telling them how I really like everyone in the trumpet section and I want them to get along. Later, Angela and I wind up at the apartment of two of my former roommates. Ange keeps telling me how she doesn't like the one and doesn't want to be there. I tell her that I know, I'm sorry, and we'll leave soon. We eventually go to her house, where I watch her mom and her make lasagna. Her mom leaves, but then my puppy is there! He learned how to open doors (in my dream only ) and he opens the door for my dad, who brought us spaghetti and meatballs 'as a snack.'

Had another dream or two today, after over a week.

First off, I was in some mall. Not one I recognized. I knew that I was wandering about buying time before Jen was done whatever she was doing. Walked into a game store of indeterminate brand, said hi to the employee who greeted me at the door, a guy maybe 18 with mild acne and scraggly hair. There was a big box shaped display of discount games on the right when you walk in the door, and the front and left sides of said box were covered in mostly wii games. Looked at the front, then over to the left, before going back to the front as I thought something had caught my eye.

At that point, the display was further into the store, and I looked back and over towards the counter, which was along the front wall but opposite from the entrance. I can't remember how, but I got into a bit of conversation with the girl who was behind the counter right then, about the Nintendo 3DS. However my subconcious was apparently mixing that up with the Iphone 4G, as I stumbled over my words trying to explain how I might not be able to upgrade to the new one, as I've only got a 3DS, err, no, 3D. (My DS is one of the originals, and my phone's a 3G, not 3GS.) She asked if I wanted to try out the 3DS to see what it was like, pulled out a detail sheet or 8x11 display stand or something, then went off into the back to get one of them.

In the meantime, another girl was behind the counter, going through the store's mail, and handing me boxes of my mail that had come in. And by my mail, I mean mail for my dad's business that I was apparently in charge of getting and bringing back to him. The box contained an assortment of things, such as a filled out check, a blank checkbook, a few smaller boxes of who knows what, some paper work, etc. She handed me another box from her pile, which I looked at for a moment before the first girl came out from the back, grabbed an envelope or something, said "Whoops, that's mine" giggled, and went to the back again.

The second dream, and I felt for some reason that the two were connected, involved me for some reason going after a guy who was the son of a mobster. The street I was on had what I seemed to think was a restaurant, and then the next building on it's right (if facing from the street) was a house that I can not picture. On the lawn was a pile of large box shaped objects that seemed straight out of the game Minecraft. He was by the pile when I ran up to him.

We fought briefly, and then when I had him knocked to the ground, I put a brick on top of him, got up onto the boxes, and used a plate dispenser that dropped square cement plates that were like 3ft x 3ft by 2 inches thick onto whatever square I was targeting. I just needed to be close enough to him to drop them. I dropped one, which looked like it hurt and kept him pinned to the ground. I tried to drop another one, but discovered that it wouldn't drop two in the same place. I scurried down the pile and cleared the bricks off him. Got back up onto the pile, trying to choose a high enough location that it'd really hurt, but without moving far enough away that I couldn't target him anymore. I found a spot after a couple of tries, and dropped another one. It didn't seem to do anything though, so I figured I'd already dealt enough damage that it wouldn't accumulate any further, and that's where the dream ended.

Blagh.

Sonhei que entrei em uma nave espacial por acidente, e acabei por entrar em uma missão secreta. Saímos da terra e descobrimos que a lua não girava em torno da Terra, mas sim em torno do Sol. Direcionei a nave para próximo do Sol, mas acabei me aproximando de mais, e entrei na órbita do Sol. Quando estava bem próximo, uma onda de energia saiu do Sol. Eu perguntei pelo rádio o que tinha sido aquilo, e responderam que era uma onda de energia que acontecia todos os dias, e era isso que mantia a parte escura da Terra aquecida durante a noite.
Mas eu ainda estava na órbita do Sol, então mandaram um especialista em uma nave para me resgatar. Ao chegar lá, ele saiu de sua nave e tomou controle da minha, me dizendo para entrar na nave dele e voltar para a estação de comando. Entrei na nave dele e fui em direção da estação. Ao chegar lá, a minha nave estava no modo de "auto-destruição". Saí dela rápido e ela voltou ao normal. Vi que quem estava conduzindo a missão era Magali, minha professora de biologia. Havia mais alguém com ela, mas não me recordo quem era.

This morning, I dreamed I was with a lot of friends at school. We were sitting in the auditorium. I see Sandy walking with Antoine and Kyan. I wonder if she lost the interest she seems to have in me to give to Antoine, since were no longer in the same bus. Then we all decide to play a pokemon match. Me and all my friends are lying on a floor in a place i cant recall. We all have our Nintendo DS. I ask them if they have some kind of special piece of equipement for the DS. It had a specific name but i dont remember it. Then we start our tournament and we seem to be in the game. I see at some point a transparent Gengar (my fav :3) and a crobat. I also see a machoke-like creature that gets hit by a one-hit KO. From afar, i hear Sev and Cat that talk about how they know the owner of the crobat. I have a crobat in real life too so. Then Julien asks me for a 1 on 1 battle. I accept but my mom says its no fun for the others.

Then im inside my computer room and next to me is Sandy. I think its my sister and dont notice her. She asks me out but i refuse because i think shes my sis. I think we also had some link together, her father i think. Then she leaves and later my real sis comes to talk to me. It dawns on me and i ask her if she asked me out earlier. She says no. Then i think "I have to talk to Sandy" and my dream ends like that. I have to talk to Sandy.

Sou um grande apreciador de música, e um dos meus guitarristas preferidos (e maior inspiração) é Jason Becker. Ele tocou junto com Marty Friedman por alguns anos, mas sofreu uma doença e hoje é paralítico.
Sonhei que Jason Becker e Marty Friedman trabalhavam em uma indústria elétrica. Jason estava mexendo em uma máquina, e disse para Marty não ligar a eletricidade. Mary entendeu errado, e acabou ligando. Becker se electrocutou, e caiu no chão com um ataque epiléptico. Após isso, ele não conseguia mais se mover. Essa não é a história correta, apenas sonhei com isso.

I don't remember much from last night but I'm glad I at least remember a fragment. I was at home watching a basketball game, the Bulls vs the Cavs, and the Bulls were dominating. The BUlls got off to a 9 to 0 start. My team kept blocking LeBrons shots and, in my dream, I remember getting super excited about it. And then I remember this player, Ilyasova (who isn't even on the Cavs, IRL) going for a layup but Kirk Hinrich (who isn't on the Bulls anymore, IRL) went ahead and tackled him. It was odd how vivid it was. Both of these players are white and I could see how white they were in juxtaposition to their uniforms. I remember seeing their black hair matted to their heads and the way Ilyasova grimaced when he got up. It was really cool. I remember an announcer, for some reason, named "Imasot" or something along the lines. He was pumping up the Bulls and talking crap about the Cavs, which I dig, because I really can't stand LeBron James (who isn't even on their team anymore).

I also remember watching this game on TV, in the dream, while surfing online. I was on some sort of Bulls message board and threads kept popping up. For some reason I remember one specifically: "Quick shooting Derrick Rose is off to a quiet start." And in my dream I thought, "Well, not for long." And then from that I remember some sort of ebay auction like service happening on the forum where LeBron/Cav fans would upbid everything and if a Bulls fan did it they would, like, attack him. It was surreal and kinda creepy. And then I remember randomly clicking other team based message boards (The Toronto Raptors, specifically) to see how other fans were reacting to the game.

It was kind of cool. I vaguely remember something else going on in the dream that seemed more sinister in nature. But, thankfully?, I can't remember it.

Til tomorrow.

This is My first Dream journal, so Hang with me as it may not be written perfectly.

My Dream starts off with me running into a theme park, with the gate being that like the one at a beach near my house.
Once through the gate, I hear cops start to turn on their sirens and then start to chase me, as I zigzag through the them park I forget everything else and then notice myself back at my old house.
From there the few friends with me and Myself soon realize that we have all become werewolves, yet we do not need the moon to turn. So we play around and a bit, and the next thing i know is one of my friends has transformed from a werewolf to a dinosaur with a huge mouth and alot of teeth. He then tries to eat me, with no avail because us being werewolf are strong enough to hold him back. Bad news though, we all of a sudden get bit by a bug, which we realize is the anti were wolf bug which then slowly but surely makes us transform into a normal werewolf, one which can only turn on a night of the full moon. This means a sure death to use because the dinosaur friend will have us for dinner. As soon as i reach that thought, everything changes, no more werewolves, no more dinosaur, just me, My friend Matt, and another friend. Then i feel an urge to look at my back window and there is a man standing there, staring at me. It makes me feel very uncomfortable and i soon realize he should not be hear, he disappears, but my friends and i run to the front door to see he is in that window laughing, my Friend Matt in the dream then looks at me with a petered look on his face which scares the life out of me. We open the door to find this man yet to only be surrounded by 100 of him laughing at us. I then wake up.

I have been trying to figure out what this man in my dream is, weather he is a symbol for something, another dreamer, or just my imagination being scary.

All input is Welcome =)

I don't remember as much from this dream now as I did when I woke up after it.

I was in some kind of forest with a house. I think it was some kind of public house because there were all kinds of random people there. I have forgot the details on what it was about. :/ Suddenly when I was outside I saw two bears that were approaching the house. I have vague memories of how I was in a vehicle or something trying to lure the bears away from the house. It gets too foggy after this.

So i'm at an airport, I miss my plane because for some ridiculous reason the bloody terminal is behind a bookcase; I get tantalisingly close to become lucid here.. I turn to the airport-worker-man-person and say "Who puts a terminal behind a bookcase, this can't be real!" however said airport-worker-man-person comes up with perhaps the most unbelievably perfect response in the history of responses (I'm joking by the way..) - "maintenance"
And I fell for this shitty response and simply replied - "Oh, Ok, fair enough."
WOE IS ME! I'm such a fool for not becoming lucid.. But it's a stepping stone in the right direc- blah blah blah bollocks to it.

Type: regular dream.
Lucidity: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10
Vividness: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10

Notes:
This is a dream added from a few months earlier.

I've never picked through garbage before like some homeless people do. But last night, I was doing precisely that.

It was probably the middle of the day, because the sky was light and blue. I was outside a bank building made from slightly worn red bricks; the sign of whatever was inside the building was navy blue but the name and logo of the company was skewed, so I couldn't remember what it was like. There was an alley in between this building and another one, and I was looking for stuff. I wasn't homeless, but I guess I was just randomly searching for trinkets. I walked towards a rectangular green dumpster in the alley and opened it up.

There wasn't anything garbage-like about the items inside. There were brand new articles of clothing, neatly wrapped up in plastic bags, and new toys still in the box. I remember seeing a yellow remote-control race car and something that looked like a Barbie doll. I dug around a bit more and saw some sort of silver coin, around the size of a nickel, sitting on one of the other plastic bags. I held it out and showed my sister, who happened to magically appear while I was looking in the garbage. "Look, I found a coin!" I told her.

"It's just a coin," she told me, rolling her eyes and turning away.

"I know, but these are worth a million dollars nowadays!" I told her, trying to persuade her that I wasn't crazy or something.