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Dream recall from today's WBTB/naps.

Dream 1(fragment):

Can't recall the dream itself but i have strong feeling of being in quadruped stance through that dream.

Dream 2(fragments):

I was playing Akashicverse and apparently was fighting second stage boss, it's synchronization with music was kinda unstable and some attacks were different. Then it went OMAKE form and there it was much slower, had less HP and attack patterns were entirely different. After more or less usual first one there was one pattern with vertically raining red projectiles and one pattern with circular spread walls of projectiles that were changing with each wave and getting harder, after that it randomly changed to very last pattern of that form.

Dream 3(fragments):

I was looking on a pic with a dragon and a pirate, there was story and/or dialogue to a pic and according to it they were friends.

Not 100% sure if actually woke up and DEILDed or it was 'DEILD from FA'
Dream 4:

I wake up and keep eyes closed, soon i start feeling the dream and... apparently my limbs feel like they are entirely different now, then i hear somebody in the room and he says 'Wake up~' and starts trying to wake me up.
I 'wake up' into false awakening but i still feel that i am dreaming, the room is surprisingly exact copy of IWL and that confuses me for a bit but then i go to balcony, as i look around, outside apparently is exact copy as well, then dream fades out. Then i get very short FA/HH where i briefly see my snout.

09-28-2013 -- Long one, but many of the details are too visual to describe. Starts with me from a great height, preparing to dive into a pool, but the pool keeps shifting and changing. As I get closer and closer, the pool is turning more into a sort of neighborhood being built, and I am looking down at a few streets and houses.

As I get ever closer, I am being sent here to work security, and am wearing an Argenbright heavy jacket, but underneath it I have been told to wear street clothes, and warned this may not be a typical security job. Somehow I am looking at a sort of blue print or map, then looking at the site, itself, and I can see (highlighted with white light) the small sections so far that have been built, or are being built.

I am kind of able to highlight new sections on the map to select them, point them at the right place (kind of like a jigsaw puzzle, the place where they fit in), and have them start to be built there. There are two other people here ... a fairly nice lady who seems to be in charge, and a less friendly one who is also finding new sections on the map to have built. I think she feels we're in competition, which is why she isn't too friendly.

Anyway, at this point we're on the ground, in the dirt, surrounded by bricks and building supplies, earth movers, and big rigs. The woman in charge is pointing us to building various buildings, and doing color selections and the like, and it turns out that, unlike what it first looked like, all these places are not almost the same, but range from packed-tight one room suites to four and five bedroom full houses. She says I should make sure to do a good job on one of the one room suites, because she is going to give it to me while I work here, so I will always be on site.

This just keeps making the other lady more angry, and she tries to work ever better and faster to show me up, somehow printing up the lettering to go on the maps, but they are huge, so we have these 20 to 30 inch tall letters, but they aren't printed on anything, they are just kind of floating there in the air, waiting to be placed on the map. This isn't too bad for the black letters, meant to go on a white background, but there are also reverse letters meant to go on a black background that aren't white, but just letter-shaped holes floating in midair. Very strange.

At this point the construction site is changing, and instead of being a residential street, it is turning into what looks much more like a giant warehouse or manufacturing site, tall walls, a ceiling perhaps 25 or 30 feet overhead, warehouse racks. I have just helped run a phone line from where the lady in charge is to where we are working, and I am now being ordered by another woman (unfriendly) to run another phone line from the main office to the locker room.

So I take the large spool of phone wire that I am handed, and head out looking for the locker room. The problem is, the locker room has not been built yet. There are no signs for it. I just have to wander around looking for areas that look like they might eventually become the locker room, and ask anybody in the area if that might be what they are building.

While looking around for the right place, I stumble into Rosemary, one of my past landlords. She is looking for help on something, and I don't have what she is looking for, but then Shannon (who was another roommate, but one who didn't work, never paid any rent, and just helped out around the place a little) steps up and provides her with whatever it is. She starts making comments about how he is the only one doing anything around the place, and I am absolutely worthless. I blow up at her because just because I can't help with whatever specifically she was looking for, doesn't mean I am not doing important work.

Meanwhile, I finally find where the locker room is supposed to be, and it is in a completely different area than where I dragged the phone line, so I go back to where I left it, and start wrapping it up around my hand and elbow, then start moving it over to the proper place. The problem is, I was handed a 150' phone line, and the distance from the office to the locker room is more like 200' if the phone line is run along the walls. The mean woman is back, and wanting to know why I haven't finished yet, and I explain about the distance, and needing more phone line. She seems upset with me, and tells me to just drop it, and go looking for "something" street or something like that, and to find and plant some pineapple trees or something like that.

So I go looking for this particular street she mentioned, except that it isn't a street, but a department in the store, which is what the whole place is turning into ... a huge department store, probably the biggest in the world. and still with 30 or 40 foot ceilings. Much of it is still just ground being moved around, but then other areas we can see internal walls going up, and in yet other areas there are furnishings or racks of clothes or the like, so there are all stages of construction in different parts of the building.

Meanwhile, the unfriendly woman is more and more quickly turning into Dolores Umbridge, which explains why she is so unpleasant. She is always walking around holding a baseball bat and slapping it in her palm, like she is just looking for a reason to hit people with it, and as she sends me off looking for these pineapple trees, she is telling me not to forget to take a bat of my own along, and indeed there are several packages of numerous redwood bats wrapped in plastic wrap.

So I start looking for the 'street' where I am supposed to handle these pineapple trees, and am having no luck because again, nothing is labeled, and somehow I end up walking around on what might be the roof, about 40 feet in the air, walking along the roof beams and things. Mike Sullins is one of the construction workers below, and he is calling to me, so I step off the beam and plunge toward the ground, yet somehow I slow down just as I am about to hit, and touch down gently. I have no idea how I can do this, but others are doing the same thing.

Mike points me in the right direction, and soon I find myself in one of the more complete areas, where they are setting up furniture displays, and I find two 'packs' of large, prickly seeds (which seem like slightly thinner full-size pineapples, themselves) to grow the pineapple trees wrapped in manilla envelopes. I know that these seeds are supposed to be loaded into a shotgun and shot into the ground, but the nice woman is here, and explains how she is not going to trust many of these crazies with a shot gun, so she never ordered it. Instead I am going to have to take a planter, pull most of the contents partly out, then kind of wriggle the huge seed through the tiny top of the vase-like planter, and somehow hook it in the proper place inside. I am mumbling about how it's all insane, but am not seriously bothered by it.

So now I have the seeds themselves, and I have to continue looking around the various departments to try and find the right one, and find the two planters that do not yet have the first buds of pineapple trees starting to grow out of them, while all the while Umbridge is running around complaining about everybody.

It started out pretty nice... I had gone to this film-watching party and I didn't know most people there, but I was comfortable. They wanted to watch a film about Beyonce (...which is weird, but okay...) and so I sat down next to my cousin.

A girl I only know online was there and she started talking to me. She was obviously interested in me, but I don't think she knew my cousin was my cousin. She probably thought we were together, cause whenever she'd get too close to me, she'd look at my cousin and back away a little.

Anyway, I was having a good time, and then I decided to pee. I got up and when I got to the corridor, we heard noises. We went outside and I was in a sort of alley. I was just walking, but I moved like I was driving and there were lots of people there doing the same.

After a while, I found the people I was with at first (the film watching group) and they were sitting at some tables. We were outside, but it was like a restaurant. The waiter/owner was saying we had been too stupid to stay there so late and that it was his fault, cause he should've known better.

I was confused, so he told me a guy with a gun had gotten there and he was around. Even though we were outside, it was like the backyard of a house, except that there were like five houses sharing that place.

It was really dark and everybody was afraid. The streetlights were on, but they were quickly off again. I looked up and the sky was extremely cloudy, and it was still night.

I thought that I at least knew how to handle that guy a bit, since I dream about some weird stuff all the time. Still, when I saw him entering a house, I freaked out and decided it was time to wake up (somehow, I realised I was dreaming).

I woke up pretty scared.

The LUCID :[COLOR="#008080"]Unfortunately, I can't remember how I got lucid. I was in my room looking out the window.It was snowing outside.I go to my computer and sit there for like 5 seconds and I suddenly remember to stabilize.I stabilize and the dream becomes unbelievable vivid.I look out the window again and now it's kind of sunny with a red sky.I look away and tell myself that I should really make the weather that I previously had in a lucid.I look back out the window and tadaaa, there's the weather.I see my grandmother and my grandfather outside walking and holding hands.I think about jumping but in the end I just walk around my room staring at things. I suddenly hear some music and mom comes in my room, tells me something and I start losing the dream.Everything becomes blurry and the music stops.I do the spinning technique and I end up in a weird but cool place.I keep telling this person near me (Don't remember who) how all the things she/he sees around are just things from real life combined.I see a park and I tell him/her that we should totally go there later. Someone shouts my name and I run fast to that person and ask what's the matter. She asks if my name is Anna and I tell her that indeed my name is Anna. She stares a bit, gives me a gift box and leaves. I look in it and I see some materials and 2 letters(That gift box seemed like it was from Kris) I look around and suddenly everyone transforms into asians and I tell myself that Kris must be coming (VERY EXCITED). I look closely in the box and I notice 2 keys in it(No idea for what they are).[/COLOR]

The dream was sooooo much more longer I just don't recall it all. I recall I kept saying to myself : When is this dream gonna end? It's been like 1 week already. I know I've done a lot of things (Don't recall exactly what things but I know) and probably tried summoning with success.

2nd dream : [COLOR="#800080"]A person rolls in my apartment's hall and asks me: Guess what I bought you?! I put a bag on it's head and then it says: Exactly! then it rolls in another room :/ .[/COLOR]

3rd dream: [COLOR="#800080"]Dreamt I was in my apartment's hall and dad entered in my grandmother's room and then he came out Slenderman.Suddenly it became dark. I start screaming and then dad transforms back to his original form and starts laughing with mom. [/COLOR]

Always a fun thing, to be attacked (even in your dreams) in your bedroom. I was kneeling, for some reason, on my bed towards my dresser. It's not unlikely, I have a habit of doing that if I'm looking for something there or setting my phone/other gadgets to charge.

Someone came from behind, totally silently, and injected me in the neck. When I turned, there was no one there. My boyfriend came in soon after and I told him (though I don't know how my dreamself knew) that I'd been dosed with heroin.

Now, not knowing what heroin actually does to a person, my mind got creative and decided it would make time do strange things. One moment, I was in the bedroom still, talking to my partner. The next, I was in a shopping centre. I'd completely lost the time where I was travelling, but in my dream I knew that there should have been time. Then, as I was walking, everything started moving really quickly, leaving me standing still in a stream of relentless and rapidly moving people.

I slipped into a charity shop to be out of the flow and, without knowing what I was doing, started looking through the wares. They had second-hand mobile phones, and I looked at one that had an old style RPG game. I played it a little, but it seemed familiar. I finally figured out that my boyfriend had the same game (he doesn't, but... in the dream.).

When I woke, I felt a very strong urge to check with my partner to make sure he had that game, even though I knew he didn't.

Now, this one is totally my fault. If I will play games about defeating Elder Dragons, then I will end up dreaming about being chased by them!

Of course, I don't know why this dragon had the face and voice of Prince Arthur from Merlin since I haven't watched it in ages.

In any case!

I was at my parents' house, downstairs in the living room. I was with someone; I knew them in my dream, but I can't picture them now I'm awake. I don't think they're anyone I really know. But the important thing was that there was a dragon in the basement. (They don't have a basement, but that's fine!) This dragon was mean, large and it didn't like me much. It took great delight in telling me so, growling loudly as it fought to escape its basement prison. We knew it wasn't going to take much longer for it to break out, so we decided that evacuating the house and escaping was an excellent idea. While he (I'm sure the person I was with was a he, though I couldn't tell you why) got all the doors open and made sure the escape route was clear, I ran upstairs to the bus we had there (don't know WHY we had a bus upstairs!) to evacuate the Asurans hiding there. (If you don't know what an Asuran is, it's one of the five main races in a game called Guild Wars 2. They're short, clever little fellows with big ears and eyes.) There were two of them, one at the front of the bus and the other hiding on the back seat. We ran down the stairs and out of the house, feeling the ground shaking with the dragon's efforts.

My parents' house is in a smallish village surrounded by mountains. One of the main ways out of the village is up the road, around and over one of these mountains. It was this way that we ran, thinking that we could slip off the road and find cover. It was night and, as we ran, shadows helped us when the dragon finally burst out of the now shattered remains of my parents' house! We scrambled from the road and found a deep lake beneath us. Out of options, we jumped into the water and hid among the reeds and plantlife.

I get the feeling that we were there for a long time; days maybe. I don't remember anything the dragon said now, but it was sadistic and enjoyed the chase. He liked playing the waiting game, perfectly content to wait for us to come out or make some mistake that would lead us to him. While we hid, he toyed with us, talking and mocking, taunting and making his own presence known. It felt as though he was saying 'I don't need to lie in wait or try to catch you by sneaking. Here I am. You're mine.'

I was hiding against a wall, with no clear idea of where the others were, sliding along it with ivy or some kind of water-loving hanging plant concealing me.

I woke abruptly and, uncharacteristically, I was really nervous afterwards. Normally, exciting and adventurous dreams leave me really happy - like I took part in something fun! This time though, I crept through my house to the bathroom and it wasn't until ten/fifteen minutes later that I started to think in my usual way. I felt like the dragon was about to come for me in reality.

Now, I really have to start noting my Dad as a reality check. Dead folks don't tend to appear in reality, so... Well, yeah...

We were in my parents' living room, as it used to be when my Dad was alive and healthy. (Come to think of it, it's probably the way it was when I was younger - the dresser was against the wall it used to be when I was a kid.)

Dad had bought a model set of a circus train, with the name of the circus brightly painted across the sides, and with open carriages for the animals. These models were incredibly detailed, but the carriages looked more like the carts you get at a fairground (like a waltzer) - Round, with a dip in one side that acts as the door (though how the elephant was supposed to get out of it, I couldn't tell you!) He was showing me the animals and how, if you turned them a different way, they sat in different poses.

09/26/13

Fusing a Broken Heart
I wake up in my bed, though I know right away it isn't my real bed. It is my bed in the dreamscape world inside my inner world. I am lying there pissed off, filled with anger, filled with hurt. I don't want to get up; I don't want to deal with the world right now. I finally sit up when it feels like someone is watching me. I'm not alone. I look around the room and I see Alex Mercer from Prototype is in the room with me. I wonder what he is doing there… I get out of bed and go closer to him. I am currently so filled with anger and hate that I'm not sure what I intend to do… I want to hug someone… I want to punch someone in the face. Um… not sure doing either of those things to Alex Mercer is a good idea… but then I'm not thinking much clearly at all. When I get close enough to Alex I guess I have decided I'd rather hug someone than punch them in the face, so I find myself hugging Alex Mercer. I am so upset that I am crying, I feel there is no one I can trust, no one I can count on. I find Alex is hugging me back now… holding me close… too close? I tingle all over… I feel a bit better. I go to pull away but I find I can't… because Alex isn't hugging me after all… he's consuming me! I try to pull away again, but then decide I don't really care. So I just sit there and let it happen. Everything fades to a comforting blackness.

But the dream continues. I am still there. Inside Alex? Fused with Alex? We are one. I actually find that a bit disappointing… but I realize I feel better than I did before. Not so alone. Still rather pissed off, but pissed off at someone specific. Pissed off at Templars. I hear Alex talking to me telepathically; he asks how I am feeling right now. I say I am feeling some better, but why did he do that? At least ask first… he says he had been hoping to help me feel better. Ok, now that makes absolutely no sense… so the next time I want someone to feel better I should go eat them?! He says I can be mad if I want to, but as long as it worked… but I'm not feeling mad at Alex. I am pissed, but it is at the Templars. I want to kill Templars. It feels like the Templars have taken away everything that matters in my life… There is a flat screen television in the room with Alex / me. We are still as one. The screen shows what looks like a lab of some kind. There are scientists all over the place, and cages. Cages with people, cages with other animals… test subjects. The scientists… all Gentek assholes. I have no doubt of that. So now I am pissed off at Gentek.

Alex / I go through the television into the lab on the other side, no doubt appearing out of nowhere as far as the scientists can see. One of them asks who the fuck I am… no doubt he sees only Alex… and Alex is the last thing he ever sees. Alex's / my arm forms into a blade that splits the shocked scientist in two. Of course the other scientists see that and freak out, running for the doors in a blind panic. I want to let the animals out of their cages. The people, too. Those stupid scientists should be in the cages instead. But the scientists are all gone now. So Alex / I start releasing the people and animals locked in cages. I'm not sure where everyone will go, or how to get out of there. Some of the people and animals are injured in various ways. I focus on healing their injuries. I wonder if there are injuries there that I can't heal. The doors to the lab burst open and now a bunch of Templar soldiers come in with guns blazing.

They clearly don't care who they hit, they start firing before they even get a visual lock on where Alex / I am. The people freed from the cages are running for the exits, some of them stopping to help animals and other people on the way. A few of them get shot. I see a specific kitty is running towards the exit and takes a bullet in the head… I see a cute little face explode and I am instantly unbelievably pissed off. Arm forms back into a blade and now Templar soldiers are the targets. They are aiming more accurately at me now, but I don't really seem to notice the bullets. Slight irritants. That's about all it is. My memory of the fight is a bit of a blur… cutting through body armor like it was made of tissue paper… a lot of blood, and Templar soldiers dying. I see the remaining Templar soldiers have decided to run for it after all, and I don't feel any urge to chase after them. I would rather tend to the injured people and animals in the lab. I gather the animals together to bring them back to my inner world, I know Angelina will be glad to take care of them. Alex / I am doing that when everything fades to black. Alex says not to worry about it, he will make sure the animals are safe. So I wake up.

This is my first dream recorded in a dream journal in ages, and it is my first dream recalled in a week or so, definitely since I started trying to lucid dream again, so I am happy. Not a lucid but I need to focus on my recall more than lucidity at the moment.
DREAM 1:
Length: Seemed to go for a fairly decent length
Detail: Average
Awareness: Virtually non-existent unfortunately
In this dream I started off at either a rock climbing centre or a swimming pool, I honestly can't remember which of the two it was, and I saw some people I know walking around and stuff. Then the dream jumped a bit and I was in this fancy red old style convertible car with a friends uncle, and he was driving around and talking to me. The scene changed frequently between driving in the country or down backstreet roads and bluestone lanes. After a while of this driving we stopped outside this big building and I got out and walked inside. Inside for some reason the building was like my schools gym foyer area. I went in one of the doors and was in the change rooms, and I think more happened after that but I can't remember. I am writing this more than 8 hours since I woke up and I didn't write it down anywhere else so my recall isn't too great of this dream.

Time Lucid - 15 seconds
Non lucid - grey text
Semi Lucid - red text
Lucid - blue text

I was walking in the car park of Kelly's Hotel, and I did a nose plug randomly, which worked. I was now Lucid and remember about what Billy Bob mentioned in one of his tutorials (Go with the flow of the dream, continue what you were previously doing). I continued to walk down the street, but I was thinking about too much maybe? I felt myself waking up and tried to DEILD.

Side note:
As I attempted the DEILD, I made my breathing heavy, way to heavy for my liking. It was doing it on auto-pilot, and figured there's no way I will enter a dream breathing like I was, and woke myself up.

I was in a dark room with some people. One of them was Tim (Big Brother Australia).

We all had glow in the dark keyboards that were made out of rubber. Tim's keyboard turned itself off, and he didn't know how to turn it back on. There was a button on the keyboard that allows you to turn it on/off. Someone showed him how to turn it back on, but in a different way then I would do it. They basically ripped something out of the keyboard, as if they were stretching wires. Tim decided to grab something out of the back of my keyboard, and said to me that I wouldn't use this. I found it to be a bit rude, to assume that I wouldn't use it. He walked off to put it in a freezer.

Glowing Keyboard

He's mother was next to me and she said it was a glow stick. She was happy that Tim took it from me, because she wanted it, assuming Tim would give it to her (I remember seeing a red glow stick). I must have left the room and was laying down. I heard a convocation in the background about how I wasn't there anymore, so what's the point of him wanting to the glow stick.

Tim came into the room I was in, and turned on the lights, it really scared me awake. I even think I made a bit of a AHHH noise as I woke up.


Tim - Big Brother

Time Lucid - 30 seconds
Non lucid - grey text
Semi Lucid - red text
Lucid - blue text

I woke up and could see through my mask. I tried to get out of bed, but struggled a few times, before eventually getting up. It was pretty dark so I wasn't sure if I was dreaming. I wasn't in my room, it was my old room in blacks land. I tried to find an item on the ground to observe but it was too dark. I tried to levitate myself into the air, which worked. It felt weird flying in my room, I've only done it outdoors previously. I was spinning myself around whiling flying, it felt awesome. I thought of flying through the window, but instead I wanted to do a task. I went to find a mirror so I could meet Kai, but the dream ended.

Dream 1(fragments):

I was at forest, some building and there was some talk about dragons.

Dream 2:

I was at the forest with someone, we were going through and on the way there were random shops, bases and some insectoid creatures. Then at the exit of the forest there were a bunch of railroads with trains and it was difficult to go through. There was a riddle that was supposed to help but we didn't got much time to think because apparently random truck was chasing us. The timing worked out in the end though and we got through fine. Now we were back in the city and first dude we met was throwing decently sized rocks at us, i easily dodged them and told him to stop, but he was like drunk. For some reason i decided to pick up a few of them. Going further we there was some car parking area and there were dudes from some organization talking about something and also dogs, lots of dogs. A couple of them decided to chase and bite us, i stopped them by throwing the rocks that i've gotten earlier at them.
Soon we were back at home, there was some talk about where to go next, either back to forest or marketplace, marketplace was chosen. Now we were going through different city area, i was little bit annoyed that we haven't chosen using subway because some random truck was chasing us again, though this time i could become semi-invisible as well as jump pretty high and glide like if i had wings, so i dodged around alot and even got on top of that truck.
Soon we have reached marketplace, which looked rather arabic. I used some kind of super speed boost+gliding and went waaaay ahead, found some terrorists and was apparently on a mission to kill them. I randomly had whole arsenal of weapons on me and started headshotting them all, then some soldiers appeared and started fighting them as well. Shortly leader of soldiers appeared and asked me for some kind of note, which i apparently had so i gave them to him, he looked and gave them back and said that i should actually use them more often.

I was in a large city. I was earthbending, which wasn't allowed. I started getting chased by police cars and was eventually caught. They brought me to some kind of mafia hideout and I was placed in a dark room. I remember seeing a small scorpion in the room and trying to escape. More and more scorpions kept appearing until the room, and me, were covered in them. Everything went black. The next thing I remember was escaping across rooftops whilst being hunted down.

non-dream dream semi-lucid lucid false awakening

I am attending a wedding at a church, but don't know of whom. I'm on one of the last rows of seats, alone and I don't know anybody. Then I notice some guy sitting behind me and he feels familiar so I look back and it's Evangelion. I feel glad to see him and say "hi, let's go out of here", so we go explore the backrooms of the church. We end up making out and one thing leads to another and we end up having sex on a table. A door opens and it's another guy, his cousin or something. I feel embarassed, he doesn't so much and just kind of asks him to go away. But I see the guy is aroused and instead I ask him to stay and then I make it kinky, by involving him in the action. I'll spare you the technical details.