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Vesterguard's Dream

non-lucid - Notes - lucid

18-09-11 I am in an office building, it is the one I used to work in in England though it doesn't really look anything like it. I am back working there though my role is changed and besides that I am more confident and have a bit more of a give a fuck attitude towards the place.

The woman I am going with tells me we have to leave, but then Cyrille steps in and tells me that I am not going anywhere. Think he has a suspicion that we aren't really working when we are off site together. Instead I get tasked with cleaning up the management's staff and meeting area.

I keep running into Ben T, who seems to be wearing a sling around his arm, but he assures me it isn't. I am not too bothered about having to clean, in fact I decide that I will do it quite thoroughly it beats being on the phone.

The place is really quite filthy, so I decide to take it one room at the time. Cyrille tells me to get around the edges quite well and I ask if he has an extension for the hoover in that case as I am not going to bend all the way down to do that job. I start out with the kitchen and break area where after I move to an office room rarely used, which is understandable as there are loads of stuff and the floor is filth.

The dream skips to somewhere else, where I am, not exactly sure where, but then I return to finish the job.

At one point when I am back doing the work my perspective shifts from the building I am in out to a building far away. I can see that I am in a sky scraper of sorts and that the company only has 2 floors of the building (where in waking life they have a 3 story building completely to themselves). And while I am in this perspective I hear Tim S give a small scale presentation that the company has been successfully sold for some billion “currency” amount.

I shift back to the building and Tim comes and grabs me and take me through the first floor, which is completely empty, which strikes me as odd and we walk towards the staircase/lift area. He asks me if I remember him giving me this key to the building. I feel ashamed I thought he had forgotten about that, it is a key to get into the building. But I reply “Yes”, “Well can I have it back?”, “No I don't have it any more, I lost it”, “The locks are supposed to be changed when we loose a key, why didn't you tell me?”, I explain that I was somewhat afraid of him and especially that it might have affected my career negatively. He reassures me that he wouldn't have done that.

Notes: Really bad recall this night, only remember this one. On the plus side I woke up with light in my eyes, which is rare and I haven't slept this well for a long time ^^

Notes
This is a game my brain deviced a long time ago, I have tried it before, but I dreamt it last night, so I will tell about it now.
Dream Mode
First off I remember I was sitting on my computer, playing world of warcraft in the dream. I was reading up on some new instance that had come into the game, and I instantly began looking for a group for a dungeon called Biblioteket (Danish word for Library). Of course it took no time to ifnd a group and load the map.
Now suddenly, I am running down a hill as a worgen, along with two others, sliding in and out of trees, avoiding them. Eventually we all get to the foot of the hill, and there is a big white marble building in front of us. We go inside, now I am no longer a wow character, I am myself, and the others are just random people.
Inside the marble building, is a big room, with a kind of bar to our right (it's kinda hard to explain how it was formed. It was like desks formed in a square formation, with two entrances on either side, and the front of the bar going out towards the center of the room.) In the center of the room, around 30 tables are set, as a restaurant, and at each table sits a zombie frozen with their faces down the table. They are all dressed in "old" clothes. Only a few empty seats remain.
Now comes the game:
I have to find a way to get through (even though I haven't seen a door), and the way I need to do this, is by blending in. I have to dress up like one of them, and act like one of them. Given enough time where they don't see me as an intruder, they will all die, and a gate will open. Now I accidentally touch one of these zombies, and all the zombies in the room, start waking up slowly. I have to quickly find out where I want to be when they start walking around. I have no clue, until I spot the man who was with me from before. He has somehow dressed up as an old gentleman, and is sitting down across a zombie lady, at the corner of the room. Somehow, he has found out how to do this. So I get over to him and pull up a chair beside him. Now the zombies are up, and moving about, I watch them, and suddenly one of them looks at me, and in terror I realise, that I myself is not disguised! The zombies overruns both of us. A little while after, they are gone, and sits at their seats again. Now I look around, looking for someway to get some clothes to disguise myself in. I realise, that some servants have come to work at the bar, and apparently they are not frozen, they just act cool. I have an idea! I go towards the nearest servant, dressed in some cool black west and a shirt, and asks him to exchange clothes. He knows the game, so he accepts. I put on the shirts, buttons it, and put on the west as well as a tie. Now I feel ready, and I signal to one of my partners to start the game. I find my way to a seat, and watches while the zombies awaken. I drink some tea, to act natural. But suddenly, I understand what I just did. I'm a servant, and I'm sitting at a table drinking tea!!
Now one thing about these zombies, is that they overrun you, if you are moving, or trying to get away from them. But once you understand the game, they will just sneak up on you, and run a cold finger over your spine. It will give you the shivers, and you have lost the game.
I understood my grave failure, and suddenly I felt a cold finger running along my spine, and I knew I had lost the game. I let myself fall down on the table, so they know I have given up. But they kept coming, running their fingers across my spine, like they didn't understand that I had given up. I started shouting up "Stop it you morons, I have given up already!" But they kept coming, until I started to be relaxed. This stopped them. Me being relaxed, as acting dead for real. Once I was sure the zombies had gotten back to their seats, I opened my eyes.
Sadly, I also opened them in real life... Wanted to re induce the dream, but it was too late.
I will post a more objective walk through of the game.

Aeolar's Dream

I am in this building and there are 2 girls standing near me. I am a punk-esque rocker, and can see myself. One girl is not the best looking, and the other has pure razored black hair. Now, this building is like our chill spot and I am walking through it, just looking around. Dreamskip. The dream resets, and I am back where I began, in this big room with those same two chicks. The only difference is that now I am spraying on some Old Spice, and immediately the 2 girls come and smell me. I begin walking into this room to my left-ish, and we all go through the door. They tell me that they wanna have sex with me, and I'm kinda iffy about it, but I go with it. They start walking to a nearby bed, and I walk over as well. But then the dream skipped, and now I am watching as 2 guys play this video game. It was like guitar hero and DDR had sex and this was their creation. The girls wanted to try, and the familiar girl with the black hair had a combo multiplier that had carried over from last game. The song was nuckin futs, it was like Nyan cat remix lol.

Anyways, they finished and we left through the front door. Now we (Still the girls with me) are walking down my street, and one of the girls is singing a song. I think it's the black haired one. She sings some weird thing about cars, but as we keep walking, we see our "hangout HQ" in front of us, and the doors are ominously open. The girl starts narrating what is happening, and soon as we walk closer to it we see a man walking from the inside to the door. The front of the house from our perspective had a door on the left and a garage opening on the right. The garage door suddenly slams shut as hard as it could, by some unknown force. The man inside is nowhere to be seen, but we now see this big deformed thing that looks like an Abomination from Dragon Age. The black haired girl sings, "Oh shiiit, it's hunger, it's fear!" in a high pitched melodic voice. He comes toward us, and I am ready to mess him up.

Forget laws of physics and Isaac Newton, I move to the side once he's about 10 feet away, and I pull him towards me by will and extending my fingers. I begin to tear out its spine, but I can't get a good grip. I jump into the air and float there, instantly becoming lucid. I ponder for a moment on whether or not to kill the thing or completely forget about it. I decide to pwn him. I use my hands to direct my intent, and I pull the abomination under me (I am like 20 feet off the ground) and I slash my finger diagonally across its torso, and he splits in half showing spine and guts alike.

Suddenly another comes out, and I fall down a little, but am still in the air. I decide to be a BAMF and yell "Get over here!!" in a Scorpion voice, just 'cause. The abomination was pulled through the air to about 2 feet in front of me, back facing me. I jabbed my hand in its back, and grasped its spine. I twisted my hand in a 180 motion clockwise, and the body did as well, and I proceeded to smash it's brains on the pavement. Surprisingly it took 2 very strong hits to the head, before I ripped out its spine, and woke up.
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I am Facebook chatting with this girl who rides my bus, and she says she is practicing dance. When I go over to her, my cousin Heidi and Kendra are with her. They are pirouetting.
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There is a new "TV show" out, and it's about these kids who were specially selected and placed into these large government buildings. There were 2 of these buildings, and they looked like sky scrapers. There is a constant competition between the 2 groups of kids in each of the buildings.

Now, I am in the first generation of kids to come in, but they also brought my "sister" and my "younger brother" of which I have neither. We are spying on the other team, and infiltrating their base, while they are doing the same to us. It's pretty fun. My little brother is doing the same, but he's a 2nd generation, and they aren't as skilled as us. I catch enemy 2nd gens all the time, and they just tread back in shame. For example, I walked into their base, and I noticed that the furniture in the lobby room looked odd. Instantly I knew that it was a group of spies, and sure enough, it morphed into about 10 people hiding. Dreamskip.

We are all back in our room after a mission, and my sister just met a boy that she instantly fell in love with, but he's on the enemy team. Some Romeo & Juliet thing going on. She goes into the bathroom to try and process her emotions. I watch as my little brother plays with her makeup.
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I am riding my longboard somewhere on the island, and I am pulling a huge broken down bus behind me. I get to the beach intersection, and I notice that there is another bus behind me. I start to freak out, and I pull over. I am about to leave the bus and keep riding, but just then a while Lexus pulls up next to me, and Dawn comes out.
"You have 2 bug bites on your leg." Dawn says.
"... OK?" I reply, confused.
"I'll give you a ride."
"We need to strap my longboard down."
Dawn gets bungie cords out of the trunk.
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I am with J&A, D&D, and we are all on a yacht that is apparently ours, but it's docked at our house. I am playing Dead Island on one tv, and World of Warcraft on another. I am a gnome death knight in WoW, and I just started. Now, Josh and Anthony are leaving to go somewhere , so they are throwing a huge party. They said something about 30,000 people coming to this party. I am like Howly Sheit, o.O that is a LOT of people.

Immediately people begin pouring in, people that I know and people that I don't. Our house is like a combo of every house that I have ever lived in. People are lined up in the kitchen, raiding for food. I go out to the living room, and I see these two Japanese girls sitting on a couch. I recognize them from somewhere, and start talking to them. Tom, my brother, comes up out of nowhere and completely ruins the mood. I leave face-palming. I walk outside and someone has just leveled me up in WoW. Bitch stop playing on my account! I grumble to myself. Dale and one of his friends are sitting on the seawall doing something. They tell me I should prank order something to my house, but then don't pay for it. I think that's pretty dumb. We all walk around the side of the house, and it's just like my Illinois neighborhood. We walk over to the cool cat lady's driveway, and the kid with Dale says/does something and falls asleep. I tell Dale to watch him. I leave.

Going to bed 1-1:30
Goals: MILD, drink something
6:51 I rem bein at a waterpark, i think getting ready to try to get on a waterslide

*Flash of walking or driving past a huge outdoor skate park, all of the ramps were different colors and there was a lot of sculptures and stuff of random shapes that was different colors too. I rem seeing some little kid in rillerblades there, this made me think that in the dream it was a school day and i wondered how the kid got out of school

*Had a dream i was playing soccer, but we are playing with a ball about the size of a marble, it was more like a soccer practice, i rem that guy billy was there. I rem the coach sends us to run around the school campus, looked kind of like my old highschool, we take off running and i want to just run slow and take my time, the coach says to run at a quick pace as soon as i start thinking this, i think that billy might run slow too but he actually takes off quite fast, in the dream i considered runing with that dude travis but didnt see him anywhere. we start running and right away someoe steps on my shoe causing me to stumble and both of my shoes fall off, i consider putting them on but the dream shifts and i am in the middle of a game, instead of a ball we are playing with a small gray marble that you can barely see in the grass, i rem really struggling to even be able to kick it. Last thing i rem is making a run as my teamate brings the ball into the box, i yell send it in several times and he passes it a bit ahead of me, i run and slide just barely making contact with the marble, it slides in to the goal slowly, i take off running and celelbrating.

*I rem beign with my dad and maybe my sister, its night time and we are kind of in a strange wooded area, but its still supposed to be close to wherever were staying, i just rem leaving a kind of garage or shed and starting to head toward where we were staying, i rem as we leave the building we are in we see my cat, in the dream i figured hed left the house and walked all the way over. i pick him up and we start to head back.

*pretty sure i had a school dream cant rem though

8:30 Had a dream i was at an amusement park with jessica, we are waiting in line to get on this ride with a ball you get in and it spins, for some reason i get on by myself, as it starts spinning i start making faces at everyone in line, as it goes faster and faster i start yelling and pretending like there is really something wrong with me. This one dudes face was priceless causing me to crack up in the dream, the next time the rdie passed him i yelled, youre face cracked me up, this made him smile a bit. I also noticed while spinning, my old creative writing teacher, when he saw me he said something like oh i rem this joker.

*Quick flash of sitting out in the car in front of the house, my bro is sitting out there too, just rem my neighbor walking up and just hopping in without asking, when she gets in she tells me i really look like i want to smoke

So I went to sleep with my headphones playing an mp3 of a youtube video they were talking about here. Tonight was my second night trying to lucid dream... Anyway I'm having a dream and I'm pretty sure it took place in my dorm room... There's this guy and girl and they're spinning me around on this... spin-ey thing because one part of outside was night and one part was day and we were looking at it through the windows. Well, I must have gotten frustrated or something because the dream guy goes "are you dreaming?." I then do the holding nose RC, which of course I can breathe through. I then yell "it's a dream!" at that point my dream promptly shatters. So I wake up and find myself in bed listening to the mp3. I take the headphones out but still hear the words from it. I also realize that it's 7 which makes me way late for work. Combine these two things and it's very annoying and I'm frantically run around trying to get the sound to stop and get ready for work. Then I really wake up. >.>

I appeared in a tropical environment on a beach and saw a long beach house out on the horizon near the sand, i start running towards it. it feels amazing, just like running on the shrooms. i arrive at the house, its empty but made specifically to my liking, a huge bed lays on the floor and a TV with a screen saver of the ocean playing. i lay down on the bed and feel immense happiness. in doing so izra enters and lays down on this big bed beside me. He turns on the ps3 and we begin playing some racing game, we are laughing our asses off and i notice that allen and stefay are laying on an opposite big bed on the other side of the room smoking and looking towards the beach and ocean having a great time. leo brings in some food he cooked and gives it to us luna being full size following him everywhere. i tell izra i want to go out and play in the sun since its peircing its way through the entire room making the tv look insignificant. izra takes a frisbee and follows me outside, he tells me he learned to throw it miles away and tells me to run a mile across the beach. i do so in a split second with a big leap forward. this junks me back to an understanding, i cud not leap like this in real life, i am lucid. i wait paitiently and see izra as a small dot in the distance, and see a miniscule object approaching me at light speed. i jump 50 feet in the air but miss the frisbee in slow mow, and hear izra laughing in the distance. i leap after the frisbee but the scene changes and the frisbee lands in a field far away. i enter the feild but the frisbee is gone, blue roses surround the entire landscape and i am fully bewildered by their beauty, intricately designed and symbolic forces of power they stare me down and force enregy inside my body. they are speaking through vibration. being lucid is extremely important when nature feeds u energy as they can only channel it to you, and you must harness them inside you in order to progress. the blue roses teach me this in an indirect way and feel my understanding, therefore intensify the amount of energy them inside me. i feel utter gratitude from this energy and feel my entire body lift as if on the DMT experience. with a jolt i awake and realize i have only slept 5 hours and now need to go to school, but am not tired. it seems dreams never tire of their creativity and teaching, hence the reason why they are so important and the waking life.
gherman

Dreamt that i found some LSD at disneyland

it was a light purple and was cut in into pretty huge tabs.

i spent the rest of the dream deciding whether or not to take it, it looked like it was really strong and it was from disneyland so naturally i was intimidated

I was in my room and everything looked normal.

The dream was unstable, so I rubbed my hands together. The dreams clarity came back pretty well.

I walked up to the front door, wondering if I was sleep walking and was gonna get hit by a car. I opened the door and stepped out.

I the jumped up and started to fly. The world became upside down do I was flying with the sky below me. I then tried to cast a fire ball.

In the effort of trying the dream faded.

I totally did it in an elevator last night with Hyde from That 70's Show, unfortunately, I didn't get to see it happen... =/

Lot of sex dreams lately.

I was outside a building of sorts. We were lining up for something. It was morning. The setting seems foreign. Then Bhebs arrived, although she's far too small. I made a comment about her height and she did something like a shoulder throw on me.

All I really remember from this dream is walking across field I have never seen before. I walked past some pine trees and found a group of gorillas (which makes no sense because that isn't their normal habitat) and one of them looked up at me and starts talking. I turned away quickly because even in my dream I thought that it was freaky. I remember that it followed me back across the field complaining about something the entire time. I'm not sure how, but we ended up at my old house from when I lived in Alaska. I was about to turn around to tell the gorilla to leave me alone when I woke up. I know this was a weird dream. I was very confused when I woke up.

Fifth DJ entry! However, I still havent had a lucid experience yet. I'm not sure what it could be, I've been trying so hard lately to do a DILD however I can't get my mind to recognise I'm in a dream. MILD next, we'll see how that goes.

Anyway, my insomnia has been gone for the past month because of routine and consistency with my sleep schedule. Its totally awesome just being able to sleep normally again and fall asleep within a half-hour.

Also I'm thinking of drawing some sketches on paper and uploading them here so you guys can sort of have a visual element when you read this journal. Just trying to make it a bit more interesting.

That's it for news today!

-Cheers!

September 16 - 17, 2011 - Train Crash.

Vividness: 8.5/10
Lucid: No
# of Dreams Recalled: 1

Guide:

[-] Lucid
[-] Non - Lucid
[-] DC talk
[-] Notes

Had a weird dream last night but I loved it because it was like an action packed movie. Anyway, not much which I wrote down because I couldn't force myself to do a full DJ entry at 4:00am.

Dream 1
I remember being in Portugal riding on a newly built transit infrastructure project which they had just implemented. I was on this single track line of what seemed to be an above ground subway train. This train would take you all over the city that you were in.

I boarded the train with my family and it was going pretty smoothly for a while until the driver jumped out the window while the train was still going at really high speeds.

I remember hearing all this screaming as the train needed to go through this tight corner. Finally, someone opened the door and and he said, "Quick! Jump off!" And we jumped off as fast as we could while we pushing to get off the train and we had just made it. The train then derailed itself and crashed into a glass pane before catching on fire.

...And that was really all I remember because I didn't write much down.

Evolventity's Dream

September 17, 2011

(Lucid Dream or OBE) Fell asleep by 6AM, woke up at 10AM, and back to sleep until 2PM.
-I'm laying on my bed. I swiftly exit my body to my right, chest facing downward and arms to my side. As I pass through a wall I fall into a hypnppompic state: There may have been colors or scenes in front of me but I don't recall any specifics. I feel like I'm blinking my physical bodies' eyes in a very deep state of mind, but I can't see anything. After each blink I can only see the blackness and colors that have already been here. I later see a dream in the distance. I try pulling myself into the dream like I would usually try to do. However; I'm stopped at the borderline, the edge of merging. I'm set back by a thought and sense of my physical body. I stay relaxed and attempt again. When trying to pick and hold a dream I want to enter, I feel M* moving in bed with a sensation on top of my body which wakes me up. I stay relaxed to DEILD but enter a regular dream instead:

(Regular Dream, Fragment)
-I'm sitting in a public bathroom stall. The doors are white. I pull M* into the stall with me an have him sit on my lap. I see and hear footsteps outside the door. They're black polished shoes. (Skip) I've opened the door to another man in a uniform. He's in front of us with his pants down. He's uncut and we're about to BJ. I can tell M* was uneasy about the decision. (Skip) The stall doors and walls are very short, about 3 feet. The other guy is gone. A middle aged woman walks buy giving M* and I dirty looks. (Two men in a bathroom stall together, OH NO.)

First dream:

I wrote some key points. down, but when I woke up I couldn't remember much more than what I'd written.

I am at school buying lunch with C (from jr. high/currnet) and 2 (?) other friends who I don't remember. S walks by with a friend and casts me a scathing glance. I feel satisfied.

Second dream:

I am in band, but band is taught by Mr. Kn (my teacher from media in high school). M is in band with me (and she was in my media class for a while!). M offers to drive me to our competition. I am in her car - it has a dark red roof that is "pressed velvet". I suggest she gets a chandelier for her car, and feel please with myself for making this funny suggestion. We go somewhere and I buy new shoes. Throughout the dream I struggle to hold all the things I am carrying - my new shoes and old ones, my ipod, other things.

We get to the gym for the band competition, but we are there almost as a prank. We perform, but are obviously not trying, and are just making fun of the other bands. We have no instruments. Someone says "get into groups of three!", and we line up in threes. A police man comes and starts to talk to Mr. Kn - we are in trouble for making light of the competition. I walk away.

Mayatara's Dream

Thai guy
Even before falling asleep, an hipnagogic experience: some guy is talking to me in thai. After a while of listening to him, I realized I was starting to dream and got back to waking state and wondered: 1) how the hell I knew he was speaking thai? 2) why the hell I seemed to be understanding perfectly well what he was saying to me?

Sequence of absurdities
I'm looking for Nighthawk and while I'm at it, I go through a sequence of bizarre dreams.
At some point I enter a building looking for the WC and someone guides me to the elevator, which doubles as WC. Once I get inside and sit on the toilet, the elevator goes up and once I'm done and flush the toilet, the elevator goes down again. I find that bizarre, but don't become lucid.
Once I open the door of the elevator, I watch some aliens coming out from a secret door across the corridor. They have a strange shape, like elongated bells, with no clear head. They move slowly and don't emit any sound. I wasn't supposed to have seen them. Some men in black appear out of nowhere with a needle to stick on my neck and in a millisecond I realize I'll be unconscious and probably dead if I don't act fast. So I offer all my resistance. The needle guy is able to stick it 1 or 2 millimeters in my skin, but I fight back, steal the needle and stick it on him. Then I run as fast as I can. I find a door to the outside but unfortunately it leads me to a dead end, an internal patio with high walls around that don't seem to end.
I fly upwards and find a kind of balcony where I land. The problem now is that there is a creature, half-dog half-bear, growling at me, ready to bite me. I just have time to fly again upwards, narrowly escaping its teeth. The walls continue, but finally I find another balcony. This one seems nice, with pots with plants, no wild animals in sight. Then I hear some voices... On the pots are talking carrots, with faces! They are commenting about my strange appearance and I think to myself "I am strange??? You're carrots and you talk!!" Stupidly, again, I don't become lucid.
I keep going through the dream world and finally arrive at the place I think I was heading to from the beginning. It kinda looks like a school. I see Zilla and Gil and a few other familiar faces and they seem busy preparing Xmas cards and decorations. I wonder why. I ask Zilla if she saw Nighthawk and she says no, but asks me to stay and help them. I stay for a while just because I'm curious about what they are doing. They have little plastic reindeer's figurines and they are adding some props to the figurines. I decide this is so damn boring and keep on moving.
A couple of bullies blocks my path for no apparent reason and I "kung-fu" them, throwing them down some stairs. One of them gets really hurt, with a broken leg or something and I feel sorry for him, but I show no remorse, or they might think I'm soft.
Then I meet some guy I supposedly know and I ask him if he saw Nighthawk. He tells me he did see him on some wedding of a friend, where he had also been a guest. But that had been hours ago and he didn't know his current location.
I'm about to give up. It's getting late and it's becoming dark. I see a bunch of people going to some nearby viewpoint over a valley and I decide to go see what's the reason for their excitement. That's when it starts the most amazing firework and I just stay there alone in the crowd, watching it melancholic.

[comment: I should have been looking for Whiterain and WakingNomad instead, but I fucked it up]