September 10, 2011 Non-lucid I and some friends are playing a small show outside from on a flatdeck trailer with a roof strung over it. Directly behind us is a deep forest carpeted with fallen leaves. We do repeat performances of the same song or songs. We come across a problem with something and I head off into the forest to discuss it with a bandmate. Scene change I am at a party or gathering outside in the fall, perhaps a wedding? I am part of a team looking for a female killer. We have been told she will be wearing a flower in her hair. I come across a woman in a red dress with a rose, but come to the conclusion that she cannot be the killer, so I go back searching. As I move through the crowds of people, I spot someone with a multi-branched white flower, and approach her. After brief conversation, I am relatively sure that she is the one we're looking for. Without letting on as to what's going on, I gather my partner and we begin walking with our suspect, chatting the whole time. The white flower has now become a red one, and as we walk I notice her hair is a brilliant gold/red color. She is tall, and wearing red and white. Then my alarm clock wakes me up.
I am so out of it right now. I just woke up after an amazing 6 hours of uninterrupted sleep (thanks to 1/2 a Seroquel). But I ache all over!!! What I recall of my dreams is fragmented. I'm not sure how they all fit together. I had 3 kids in one part of the dream. They were toddlers. One of the toddlers (a boy) was somehow dangerous (or would become dangerous). I had a long talk with him and he finally consented to being killed. He seemed to become MUCH smaller as I laid him across my lap. I tried snapping his neck, but it didn't work and only caused great pain. So I then smothered him (with much difficulty) with my bare hands. I was upset but didn't cry. I knew I had killed the other 2 but I didn't actually dream it. Then the dream turned religious. I was explaining to someone the Kingdom of God and the future Paradise Earth when some woman entered the area with much opposition. I tried explaining the details but she didn't want to hear it. She kept ranting about how religion keeps women "down" and how my husband- an Elder- should be ashamed. I told her my kids were from a previous marriage, but she still wanted to blame my Elder hubby. Then my hubby became my ex-hubby and we were in the parking lot, picking up trash and patching holes. There was our house on the edge of the property and I worried people would find the dead bodies in an off building which was partially underground like a basement or bomb shelter. There was a little pothole right outside that building. I started cleaning it out and found some poop and what looked like a finger. The Witnesses were having some sort of strange 2 weekk event that sounded a lot like Vacation Bible School. My hubby was still patching, so I told him he could take a break and enjoy the event with the mens group. I was still disfellowshipped though, so communication was difficult with my group. Next thing I know, I was in a house- supposed my house- and my friend Roxanna showed up. I was about to tell her I killed my children, when they came running out of their bedroom. I was very confused to say the least lol. Then I woke up to my alarm. Other dream things: a toilet with something white and large in the bowl. I visited the toilet a couple times in the dream and the white thing scared me evertime I lifted the toilet seat. The basement/bomb shelter thing is something I've dreamed about a llot. In every dream with it in the dream, it has dead bodied bring in the deepest corners. It's little more than a hole in the ground. In part of the last dream, the area became larger and one of the Brothers was sweeping the floor lol Interpret later... must go back to sleep now...
I woku up pretty often tonight, so I can remember pretty much every dream I had. In addition, yesterday I reread some entries of Hyu's adventures, which probably caused me to have a few of the following dreams. I am facing Hyu in a dream match. The game goes like this: We both have small items with us, and place them alternately on a plate. Whoever has more items on the plate at the end of the game wins. Of course, it is not that simple. You can't touch the items directly or use physical force to kick the other items out, you have to entchant your items with magical power, so they do it on their own. People on the internet are cheering us on. I can't remember most of the tricks used, however, Hyu was using items with enforced gravity, so they won't tumble down easily. In the end, I use a hair which cuts everything it touches on Hyu's tower of items, they fall apart und tumbledown, more than half of it goes off the plate. I win. It is night, I am in the deep swamps at some church. With me are Hyu, a woman (Yuya?) and an old small man. We go to the second floor and await an enemy attack. The old man decides to go first, and casts a trap. A big, floating octopus made of water appears. The enemies appear, they are about 10 people. The octopus gets them by surprise, grabbing most of them and throwing them around. Only 3 or 4 persons remain, now Hyu, the woman and I charge in. I shoot fire balls out of my fists, and cut though the wind to avois enemy magic. Still night, the three of us and another woman which looks kinda like Zelda are at a hot spring. Hyu and the woman go somewhere else, I don't really care because the other woman is too beautiful. I try to talk to her, but she is just standing in the moonlight and looking at me. I wake up, it is 6 o'clock now. I do a few WILD attempts, but they fail for the usual reasons. I have to make a thread about it sometime. I wake up in a room I don't know, but I think I am on vacation somewhere. A tiny black cat is with me, I decide to tease her a bit. She plays with me, getting annoyed and lightly biting my fingers. It doesn't hurt, so I continue a bit. From the side my hamster appears, and the cat goes after it. I quickly catch it, being afraid that the cat might eat it. I go downstairs, holding it in my hands. My father and grandma are there, I ask them what to do with the hamster. They don't know either, but then I notice that the hamster and the cat are about the same size. I conclude that the cat is a very young one, so if I let them play together, maybe the cat will grow up to like the hamster. I am in the living room with 5 other people; PR, J, J, LB, and another guy I don't know. I have to play a duel monsters match at 12 o'clock, but it is still time, so I decide to play against PR. A few turns in, I notice that PR has no clue about the game, so I wonder where he has the good cards from. They belong to the person I don't know, so I challenge him. While we are playing, I notice that J has sneaked away some cards from my graveyard, and I get nervous (J,J and LB used to try to bully me in early highschool). My fears come true, J rips the cards apart. I get furious, and punch J in the face without warning. He falls to the ground, I jump at him, punching him in the head until he doesn't fight back anymore. I get up, J and LB are ready to fight me, they drive me onto the balkony. LB comes first, I simply throw him over the rail (I think we are on the first or second floor). J gets scared and runs away. I look at the clock, and notice it is too late to make it for my match in town. I am not a violent person, but I might do something like this for real if someone rips apart my cards in front of me. I am guts from Berserk, traveling through the woods with Puck. Puck is a pig right now, though. We avoid main roads because the authorities and monsters are after us. After a while, we arrive at a weird place. From far away, it looks very empty and liveless, the trees are broken down and rotting, the earth is grey. But after we approach further, a red light engulfs the whole place, and an old town appears. The trees are back to normal, and the town looks ancient. Still, many people are running around. Puck says that time forgot this place. Looking closer, the people are ghosts and the buildings aren't real too. Everything has to perish, but the meaning did remain. I am at vacation again, this time outside the house. There are too big swimming pools. Some girls on a bench call out "Hey, you!" I turn around, but they say "Not you, sorry." I decide to hit on them anyway, engaging conversation. I notice that two of the girls are wet, while two are not. I say "So some of you were already swimming?" "More like we were forced" Turns out the other two girls have thrown them in. The two girls quickly try to get away after they see me grinning at them, I run after them and throw them into the water. While still at the edge, I get pushed too, but I can still hold my balance barely. I get pushed again, but while falling I grab the hand behind me and draw the culprit with me. We both get out of the water, and he yells at me for dragging him with me. He claims not to have pushed me in, but knows who did it. He shows me the person, but it is a really big guy, so I leave it at that. Another guy asks me if I am good at swimming, I deny it, but he wants to see me taking a header. I somehow manage do do it without stretching my arms in front of me, and dive to the ground. I quickly try to get up again.
07-09-11 I am in an airport with a woman on a raised walkway that leads out to the gates. It is nighttime and the walkway we are on is very narrow and not surrounded by railings, which disturbs me and makes me wonder slightly. … I am in a car with a woman. She is a vampire and has hostile intentions either towards me or someone else and I plan on stopping her. However I have some sort of relationship to her and don't want to hurt her. She might be Pam off True Blood. The way I subdue her by holding her by the neck but she refuse to lay off. In the end I start calling out for Xavier, who is her maker, telepathically for him to come and pick her up. I manage to get hold of him, which is a weird conversation taking place in utter darkness inside my head. He comes to pick her up and as he does so he stuffs the car full of duvets and mattresses and then procedes to shove her in. … I am in a house unpacking speaking with my dad. As we are unpacking my parents' neighbour's cats emerge and start making themselves comfortable. They don't particularly want to go back to their owner though they are supposed to. Castello, though a darker and leaner version of himself, start climbing up a closet. Clyde is lying on the floor under a table. … Speaking with my dad, he is drunk and he is talking about the amount of stuff Freddy bought in a shop.
Just gonna put some notes about the dream, Ill type it up later. Carnival, stuck on ride. Correct change to stop ride. Music, laptop. Ass. Toilet. Dicussing bloods an organ.
Had normal dreams, but don't remember. I did have a WILD after. was looking at visions, not quite in the dream, then stepped into the dream. I was in a park walking and zooming in on the scene. looking at the people walking and running. I walked down a hill looked to the left and there was a pond. before I crossed the street I let a runner go by. I stepped up to a railing and stood beside a gentlemen and said hello, he said hi back and then said something else but I couldn't understand him. I told him I was dreaming and that was the reason I couldn't understand him, he then tried again and I still could not understand him, he then walked away. As he got up the hill he said "by the way, good choice". I took that as nice choice in scenery. In other words I created the scenery and he approved. I walked away from the pond and as I walked away, there was a cop in front of me and he appeared threatening. I remembered someone said you could throw fireballs in your lucid dreams, so I tried it, to no avail. However, as I retracted my hand it started to generate electricity. I held my hand up to the cop and shot beams of electric current at him and it seemed to hurt him, so I stopped, though I knew it was a dream, I knew it was wrong, but it was very empowering just the same. Side note to this lucid dream: As I lay in bed my vision was very vivid and this helped me have the WILD and the lucidy was strong and vivid.
[COLOR="red"]Lucid[/COLOR] [COLOR="blue"]Dream[/COLOR] [COLOR="silver"]Thoughts[/COLOR] [COLOR="lightblue"]Middlestate [/COLOR] [COLOR="silver"]This morning attempt made me realise that those terms are actually wrong. Atleast they are not clear enough. I woke up to the alarm, but I was to awake to be able to fall asleep, although I still went into a subconscious focus, but this time I was in a more conscious focus than subconscious, but it was still a subconscious focus and therefore a dreamlike state. This experience made me understand the different states better. [/COLOR] [COLOR="red"]A Lucid dream is a state where I am in a fully subconscious focus, but where I let some of my conscious mind be a part of it. [/COLOR] [COLOR="blue"]A dream is a state where I only am in a subconscious focus, maybe 0.1 % of the conscious too, and thatäs why I remember the dreams as vivid or real.[/COLOR] [COLOR="silver"]Thoughts is actually the exact same thing, but here I am in a fully conscious state, the subconscious is still active although I am not aware of it.[/COLOR] [COLOR="silver"]But this morning I experienced something new. And none of these terms explains that, so I need a new word. I woke up to the first alarm. Then I tried to go back to sleep, but I just couldn't. So I lay there through some of the alarms, then I gave up. I got out of bed did reality checks so I was sure that I was awake. Then I turned the alarm off. Then I went back to bed trying to get back to sleep...[/COLOR] [COLOR="lightblue"] I thought about school and my homework, and suddenly I had a really vivid thought of standing there, but it was not a dream, because I was still aware of my body in bed and I could move it and so on. I even went up and wrote some notes about this experience and then I got back to the thinking state again. My thoughts were as vivid as a dream, but I was not in sleep paralysis and I was not asleep. I was in a more conscious state then a subconscious, but I was stil in a more subconscious state than when I am awake and in a less subconscious state than when I am dreaming. I find no words for it, but I guess I will call it a middlestate. Because it is something in between. [/COLOR] [COLOR="silver"]Hopeully I can fall asleep tomorrow and get a more subconscious focus, I think I will set my alarm earlier so I'm not to awake or conscious. [/COLOR]
Updated 09-07-2011 at 06:45 AM by 49122
06.09.2011Weird looking villain. (DILD) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I had a false awekening and left my house. It was day and very clear. I looked at the clock and realized it was already 1pm. I was worried because I had a lot to do in the morning. I suddenly realized that I must've been dreaming. It was impossible for me to wake up so late. I took a small flight and suddenly realized there was a villein that looked pretty much like this: I decided to follow the plop and realize what was going on. I soon lost lucidity and saw this guy, laughing very loud. His laugh sounded very metallic and echoed. I saw some tanks and a hord of bikers. They were all supposed to fight. I felt that the tanks were going to win the battle, however, there were hundreds of thousands of bikers, so I felt that maybe the could win.
06.09.2011That guy broke Earl's car (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I was inside a car racing stadium. I was wondering how I got there as my car was not a sports car, but a regular sedan. There was a guy who tried to break Earl's car. He finally did and got Earl really pissed. After he did, he wanted to find mine. I was wondering why he did not before if we walked by my car. I thought that the guy might expect my car to be a sports car instead of my real car. I was walking in the garage, trying to find my car before he did. There were hundreds of cars and it was hard for me to find mine. After a lot of walking, I found the exit of the garage. I got to a futuristic looking neighborhood. It was night and I saw a lot of people in the streets.
06.09.2011Going back to high school (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I was going back to study at high school. I needed no book for the course, I was supposed to just take notes from the class. I found a lot of old friends at this school, however, they were made up. I was trying to find a specific teacher, but it was hard for me, because there were a few dozen teachers all around. I noticed they wore name tags, so I felt it was easier to find the teacher I needed. I met with my mom and my dad and wanted to drive them somewhere, but I could not find my car. I found myself in the cafe of the school with some old friends. I gazed at the window of the cafe. All I could see was a very old school neighborhood.
I was in a house. Traveling, and looking for something. Or I was going to an alternate dimension. A person. We're searching for something. I need to avoid people. I traveled around the house/area. I can see the alternate dimension, and the other person can also sense me. I tried to go to a room where I believed he wouldn't be able to access its version in the alternate dimension. I walked around, and found a lot of greenery. I was in a mansion, or a hotel. Outside, it was green everywhere due to the earth-hugging leafy plants, as well as huge trees. I saw rabbits and small animals. School.
7 Sep 2011 I repeatedly attempted DEILD tonight but found that I kept waking up in uncomfortable positions and had to move before I could get to sleep. I think that perhaps I was a little impatient. Anyway, the last dream which I can remember was this. I was walking East along the North side of Sydney Harbour, West of the Sydney Harbour Bridge only for most of the walk it was a narrow river, not the large harbour which I know it to be. The population density was also much lower than it should have been. It was more like Kirribilli (East of the Bridge) than McMahon's Point (West of the Bridge). The entire geography was in fact screwed up. The Botanical Gardens were also on the North side of the Bridge, right at the mouth of the Harbour Tunnel. Their actual location is the South side, above the Domain, right near the other end of the Tunnel. Anyway, I was walking East to the botanic gardens which bore a striking similarity to Kirribilli House and also a whole lot of similar locations in previous dreams. I was with my father and he was telling me a bit of history. Since it was only a small river, there were a number of bridges along the length of our walk. We repeatedly crossed the river all the way so that there would be more variety in the scenery but both sides were very similar. Anyway, he was telling me that there was a time not so long ago that none of the bridges existed, not even the Harbour Bridge, and that the only way to cross in an emergency was to run all the way to the Tunnel and cross through it. Suddenly my brother was there and he made us usual comments in relation to anything historical; he said that this was stupid and no body could have or should have had to live like that. He then went on to ask what music was played in the tunnel. His first though was "Can't Touch This" by MC Hammer but dad said that it was "Don't Stop Me Now" by Queen. Both of these were incredibly lame puns at the time though I can not make sense of them now. The other thing was that the tunnel was being completely rebuilt. The had finished most of this but still had to paint it.
4 Sep 2011 We were staying at an open motel I think and there was a problem with the railway line. A man was showing us how to make railway rails out of copper barbed wire and small copper nails. He talked of a time when a close relative of mine was working at the factory which supplied these rails and of how this relative was a perfectionist. He would use more nails than anyone else as he used them a spacers to make sure that the spacing in the rail was even. His rails always lasted longer than anybody else's. We made a few short segments of rail with no clear intention but then went and used them on our Gemini Catamaran as a launching device. One short rail was attached to the stern of each hull and a rope was tied around it. Somehow this mechanism was to allow us to release the rope from on board. On the day of testing, M.S. was on the shore watching us with no idea what it was that we were doing. The mechanism did not work in theory and the same went for in practice. We had to cut the ropes in the end and nearly capsized in the process. As we finally got away, M.S. called out "Where to now?" I yelled "Home," but she did not hear me and a asked again repeatedly so I sent her a text message politely telling her that we were heading home and that she would find it difficult to join us there. Then there was intrusion from the waking world, I heard someone ask whether I was awake yet and woke myself up as the dream was quite boring and I was in a hurry. I might also mention that the rails produced bore more resemblance to zippers than to railway rails in the waking world. Oh and the Nerf Gun, there was reference to a Nerf Gun.
21 Aug 2011 Lots of navigational issues, Dad and I went sailing out to sea and tried to navigate to various points. We encountered islands and other vessels in different situations. It was kind of like 'The Voyage of the Dawn Treader". One vessel which we couldn't seem to get away from was a large sinking yacht. We were worried that the resultant undertow would drag us down. That is all, I am too tired to remember more and am surprised to have remembered this much in coherent detail.
20 Aug 2011 We were having a party somewhere but I was not there. Many others were in and around the same place as me. I was hanging around Pokolbin Street, Broadmeadow to redirect people to the new venue. For some reason KnowingNoMore ran past and would not stop for our attentions. Some other random and I chased him up towards the school and across the road, he yelled something about a family tragedy, then back down the other side but I needed to go to the toilette so I ran into the house where I thought KnowingNoMore lived and some rich, late 50s woman allowed me in. I went in to the bathroom, only to discover that her husband was showering in there. The wife also returned and they were showering together. They complained about my behaviour and threatened to kick me out if I refused to give them sex therapy. This was a horrible situation for me but I had no choice unless I wanted to wet myself. They both got off while I was there, I will say no more on the subject as it is not nice to recall but I do remember that the couple were in fact in two places at once. They were in the shower and also at a cocktail party where they had certain problems with their hygiene. Some time later, my family and I were going on a long trip. On one particular leg, we had to climb high into some mountains and then back down the other side. The descent was the hard part. We had been traveling for a very long time and were relieved to be nearly at the end of our leg. The descent was steep and twisted sharply above cliff edges. On top of this difficulty, we had a bottle which had to be carried with us, safely to the base. It was usually kicked down the path as we needed both hands each to balance. On the second last hairpin, we nearly fell. They had been getting progressively worse. The last one was too tight for my dribbling abilities so I picked up the bottle and threw it to a safe location on the path below. On traversing this last bend at the peril of our lives, we came out on a long flattening area leading up to the carpark of some council flats. Having taken this in, I realised that the bottle was now running away so quite naturally I sprinted after it. I jumped onto and over several cars in a line and eventually caught the bottle. At this point I noted that I had almost cleared an entire car in one jump and attempted the like again with about as much success as a snake. But heads up, I had crushed in the roofs and bonnets of many cars and many alarms were going off. We thought that they would be ignored but no such luck. The council flat occupants were all coming out to see what the noise was. We had to run and blend in. Someone, possibly a member of my family tried repeatedly to enter the flats' building but was foiled at the last minute every time. Was entry here our goal? I walked around the face of the building, looking for an alley way through to the grounds at the back. I had a previous memory if there being one or two such alleys but they were nowhere to be found. The grounds at the rear (or possibly it was the front since we were standing in the carpark if you recall) were fenced off all the way around and could only be accessed internally by the building. Clearly there was some reason to keep people out. Some time later again, I found myself in a joke magic shop, not an ordinary joke magic shop but one of those joke magic shops that uses real magic for its jokes. It was similar to the shop operated by Fred and George in Diagon Alley in the popular fantasy series "Harry Potter". I was demonstrating various products for the customers and they kept feeding me polyjuice potion to see what I would turn into. I turned into all manner of things from lions to mice to famous people to discoloured china and I was getting rather sick of it. And do you know what I said when I was getting rather sick of it? I said, "I'm getting rather sick of this. Don't you think that that's enough?" They were quite surprised that anyone could get sick of polyjuice potion but the interesting thing is that though most people don't know since they've never tried polyjuice potion (it's quite expensive), it actually makes one feel quite literally sick. Whether they force fed me another tea spoon or not, I am sure that I do not know since I woke up.
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