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I am at a mall with Pascal and we've just done something on the top floor of a big mall which looks like this from the inside (illustration 1) but now we have class so we speed out but Pascal's Hello Kitty bag is with me and also his cellphone, but he has gone in the other direction. So, whatever, I am thinking about whether if I could find him in his class and give it back. As I walk along I find Irene. She is wearing her Chinese costume. The shop that she's at seems really bright, like a light shop. When I reach the other side of the mall, I see my friends probably from NZ. and one of them is possibly Edeline-1. They ask me if I want to join them. So I go to the fast food hall and look around. I stop at this udon stall where I can pick the ingredients. One guy had already ordered before me. I looked at the ingredients, the noodles are yellow therefore must not be vegan. So I don't order anything. None of the stalls are vegan. I wish that it's Jay Festival right now.

I asked a surgeon to remove my heart. I see it sitting on a kitchen bench. I ask, "Can you put it back in?"
"You will die in 31 minutes."
I am scared but am about to hop into a car with Irene, therefore I feel happier. But then I should also ring mom and dad before I did.

I am at assembly at B-1. It is very dark in the seating area but bright orange light shines onto the stage. My friend makes me angry somehow so I go to sit alone by the window. I peek though the gap between the curtain and the wall and see children playing soccer on a grass field outside and they are wearing bright tops. I walk past the friend that made me angry and leave before everyone else. I end up at Sara's-3 house and go right in because the door isn't locked. There is like a small area where you put away umbrellas and hang up your coats and to the left a bathroom. Ahead there is a kitchen. I use the bathroom and see an electronic dictionary on the floor. I play around with it and see this name, Pork Park. I think someone must have left it and I must return it. I walk naked (bottom) outside the bathroom and then accidentally peed on the floor. Then Sara's-3 dad comes in so I rush back into the bathroom. He asks why I'm here and all and then I tell him about the electronic thing.
"Oh, it's Sue's," Sara's dad said.
"Pork Park?"
"Yes."
I see him, Asian, sitting on a couch in the lounge.

We saw this opera about Buddhism at B-1. I go to have lunch in a classroom but there are only boys in there (boring) so I leave and another guy leaves for the same reason. We sit at the door where there's this blond girl and then after a while Anna-5 comes to sit beside me. Janis-2 asks me what the name of the first song was about the lady and the snake but I don't know but I was just looking at this poster which has info about it so I go look at that and there's a picture of a snake. I tell him that later on in the story there's a similar situation with a man and a snake and the story is trying to teach a similar thing.
Earlier on...
I am going out with friends and want to make lunch for them all to save some money. I want to make eggs on rice. I ask Tricia-2 if I can do it but she sternly says no and I was guessing that it's because of the energy consumption. She's sitting in a faint red couch and wearing her work clothes with a black jacket. I tell her that it's traditional for us to have rice and eggs and that they are very easy to make. I am about to go out with my NZ Thai friends and one of them is Mindy-3.

I did not go to music classes at all because I left it out of my timetable and music seems to be a special class that is earlier in the morning. I talk to Mr. Bob-6 about it and he understands and sympathizes but it's already term 2 and I won't be able to catch up. I see a dog on a treadmill and then it walks over to it's wife on another mill.
I see a fundraiser boy. I ask him how much he wants. He doesn't want anything but wants me to do something else only. We walk up this big set of stairs that probably leads to a big building but we stop short at a landing and my table is there. It is underneath a shade and girls sit on top of the table. I open up the desk to find really big coins that are worth less than 20 cents and 20 dollar notes.. I give them the coins. They are really talkative.

I haven't given up again, I've just switched back to hard-copy dream journaling. It's easier to do at school first period then. I'll post here if I have a lucid.

I got a book about lucid dreaming for Christmas (Lucid Dreaming by Robert Waggoner) and I'm reading it right now. I'm thinking that concentrating so much of my time right now on the subject will make an LD tonight much more likely.

Anyways, Merry Christmas!

Can't remember which dream was part of which. Had a few dreams out of order but I will order them into one big dream (excluding the lucid). Goal for last night was to see if I'm still supposed to meet this woman the psychic had told me about.

Strangeness

Starts off driving in some strange town with my brother. Suddenly we are walking. I remember being in this place before... if you look at all the people and make Eye Contact with them they start following you around and then try to kill you. So this time I don't really look at anyone for long. I tell my brother not to ake EC with the people in town. But then As I'm walking, an asian girl stares right at me.... She has her hair tied back. I think I walk with her into some movie theater.

A movie starts. I am watching an asian man drive a truckin a muddy ditch. Suddenly I'm in the truck with him and he can't drive straight anywhere. He backs up and goes forward a lot but doesn't really go anywhere. Some people with guns ambush us.

Now I'm out of the trucka nd shooting people with a strange pellet gun. I should one guy in the back, but it takes five secodns for the gun to fire. When it fires the man topples over. The asian man who was driving tells me that my gun isn't on the right setting. I see a switch on it and flick it. Then the gun shoots normally. I begin flying upa steep and muddy hill when my memory fades.

Walking

I'm walking along a common street i remember from Chilliwack. It's night time and As I'm walking a strange animal goes in my path. It's small like a kitten and has a weird paw. I cross the street to avoid it and walk in the other direction. I see some familiar people ahead. I fly up a bit and become lucid. I see lots of powerlines and try to avoid them. A woman calls to me and says she wants to explore some waterfall. I turn back and fly through a portal... I think. Everything is black but I can hear a waterfall. I fly around one side of the mountain and get to the waterfall. I try to push through it to find a hidden passage but find nothing. The woman is still in the background somewhere but I never see her.

26.12.2010

Soul mate (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

This dream left me with a warm fuzzy feeling in the morning...
I was the new girl at some institutional place, but I was with a group of people I knew; it may have been a merge between schools, or we were just sent there as a work experience. I remember being supposed to work in that school for special needs kids.
We were being introduced to other young people, and one of the guys seemed to be struck by me, as I was by him. My name was the only one he could remember and we started to flirt more or less openly, although very innocently. It's just that we got on so well.
He looked a bit like Jackson Davis, who played Jonas in LonelyGirl15, except with bright blue eyes, so I shall refer to him as Jonas.
Actually, his eyes (and those of his ancestors) were so blue that his surname was "Azur-blue ocean"
Later on I visiting the school, went to the swimming-pool and then sunbathing with my female friends. Jonas Azur-blue ocean joined us and lay down next to me and we were just comfortable. My friends said nothing but I could see that they were all "Aww look at the two of them they're so cute!"
The funny thing is, although I did enjoy that soulmate feeling, I woke up feeling guilty towards the guy I'm actually flirting with in real life.

Real life Dream Lucid Nightmare Dream sign
For me to remember, dreams are #067300, and lucid dreams are the color below blue, #4169e1. Nightmares are dark red, #8b0000, and dream signs are the light purple, which is up one and left one from blue, #483d8b.

More lucid dreams. Upon becoming lucid, I need to always increase clarity and lucidity right away, then remember my dream goals. This isn't happening yet...

Trains dream
I was alone, walking down a "hallway" of dirt. It was like a 12 foot deep, 8 foot wide rectangular trench that was very long and had train rails going down it. I passed a red train car, and became only slightly lucid, the least I've ever been. I blew up the train with a sleight of hand and became much more lucid.

I kept walking and passed a glossy deep green train. I accelerated the train with a movement of my hand until it was gone. I kept walking until I passed a large bald man with a wide head. He was wearing a white shirt, and I sensed he had a slightly negative air about him. He was about five feet away from me I remembered to stop and increase the clarity. I said, "Increase clarity," softly but confidently.

The world around me focused like a camera and became crystal clear, like real life. I could see the textures of the dirt and grass very well, like real life. Out of curiosity I lifted my hands and saw that they were very blurred. I felt a strange sensation in my fingers, like they were pressed together. My fingers split and shifted. I believe I gave too much of my focus towards my hands because I sensed the world around me blurring, much like my hands.

I desperately yelled, "Increase clarity!" to no avail. I tried gently saying it, like before. It worked; the world around me gained focus again. The large bald man took a step towards me and said, "I don't like what you're doing," which frightened me a little. He started walking towards me. I sensed he was about to hurt me and choked him by raising my hand towards him. He fell to his knees and I woke up.

Strange dream
I was in a green cafeteria. Lots of other people were there, talking. I talk with a bunch of people for a while. I become briefly lucid and fly around by flapping my arms. I show off to a bunch of people.

Moody from Harry Potter came over and told me we have a mission. (I am not Harry Potter in this dream; I'm still me) I followed him, until we met up with our group: Two Slytherins led by Snape, who was dressed with thick leather straps going around his shoulders crossing to his waist. We also had one Gryffindor. I immediately objected to doing the mission with the Slytherins, but Moody replied, "Put up with it, boy!" in his gruff voice.

As we walked down some steps I started arguing with the Slytherins. Moody pulled me and the Slytherins in with his staff and took out our soul orbs by force. Soul orbs are these glass balls everyone carried that influenced our personalities, which were four inches in diameter. Moody heated a metal rod via magic and melted in two dents to each of our orbs so that all of us who were arguing had matching dents, like compatibility.

Instantly, an overwhelmingly powerful warm, giddy feeling of pleasure and happiness rushed into all of us who argued earlier. It was the best feeling ever. We who were five minutes ago arguing about our differences were giggling together as friends, deeply influenced by whatever Moody had done to our soul orbs.

I don't remember what else happened but we finished our mission.

That dream where Moody changed our soul orbs so that we would work together gave me the best feeling ever. In future lucid dreams (if I ever happen to remember my dream goals, which never seems to happen) I will use soul orbs to influence myself and other people. By asking to borrow people's soul orbs and changing them, I can easily bend people to do my will, as well as give me warm trippy feelings in dreams.

Here is a dream that made me wanna barf

I was in school, in science class actually, and I was sitting next to my friend Hannah. She looked really ill and I asked her if she was alright. She said she felt like she was gonna throw up. Then she got up, ran to the trash can...and did. Then it was the end of the school day and I sat at a computer in the hallway, just playing random games. My science teacher came out into the hallway and sat next to me. (He's like 40 I dunno) He said "Hi Jessica. Watcha doing?" I looked at him kinda freaked out and said "Um...I'm on the internet..." He nodded and put an arm around me and kissed my cheek. I stare at him in horror. "What was that?!" I screamed. He just smiled and watched me as I just looked at the computer.
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I was at home, sitting on the porch. My science teacher showed up and walked towards me. "Hi Jessie" he said, smiling. I suddenly thought "ohh noo" as he sat next to me on the porch. He was wearing shorts and a tank top, which was really freaky. He suddenly got closer to me and put his arm around me once again. I felt a shiver of disgust run through me as he rubbed my arm. "Why-are-you-here" I said, a hint of anger rising in my voice. He only said, "I wanted to see you!" I looked away from him, feeling really akward. "omg he likes me" I thought, shuddering again. I felt so akward and i wanted to get away. But I couldn't move. I felt a hand suddenly on my knee and I saw that it was HIS hand.He squeezed my knee and smiled at me, his eyes had a faint glimmer in them. Then he leaned close to me and kissed me. I pulled back, finally able to move, and I screamed. I ran away from him, feeling violated. I felt like I had been raped. I hid from him. He was looking for me. After that I woke up.

Ohhh whyyy didn't I forget that one?! Now I'm gonna feel akward when I see my science teacher next. Ughhh

Dream 1: All of what I really remember from the first dream is that it was a WW2 scenario and I was just mowing down hordes of Germans, pretty epic though.

Dream 2: I was at school and the dance club, which is non existent in waking life, is practicing or something like that. The funny part is that my friend was the only guy in this dance group, and he looked really stupid in the dream. After awhile, my old general music teacher from 2 years ago told everyone that we had to leave. Then I'm standing outside my school and this kid is skate boarding. I'm sitting there watching him when these guys with Jamaican guys come up with a bunch of funny looking boards, I guess they were famous dream characters, because people were taking pictures of them. They were taking pictures with me, even though I felt really confused and weird. My mom then picks me up from school and for some reason my rabbit is in the car. We drive to this place that what I think is a school, and my mom walks in. I'm stuck in the car with my pet rabbit until these people tell me to get out and they take our car to this device that looks like its sucking everything out of our car. At this point I'm still holding my rabbit, pissed off and I could tell my rabbit was too.

Dream 3: I wake up in my dad's bed and I feel pissed off because I had to go to school, even though I'm on break. I know by now it was a false awakening and I do a nose pinch reality check (I guess it's carried over by now because I've been pinching my nose every time I wake up.) I was like "wait a minute, I can still breath!". I looked at my hands and they looked like they were twisted and broken. Then I tried the put your finger through your hand reality check, it didn't work, not that it mattered. So I'm lucid at this point and I attempt to stabilize the dream by spinning (I was amazed by how real it felt). I stopped spinning thinking that it was stable enough, so I decided to do something I was about to walk out of my dad's bedroom thinking to myself I got to find someone, when I woke up.

Hopefully it's the first of many. Merry Christmas to everyone and Dreamviews!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID FALSE AWAKENING PRECOG SHARED


3:00 GMT

Gore nightmares
I had a long night of really gore nightmares. I didn’t made a huge effort to recall them, because they were so bloody uncomfortable, but some images were just carved in my memory.
First I recall being forced to watch some guy being tortured to death. A group of men crushed and shredded his limbs and while he was being hanged from somewhere, they were plucking bits of flesh and bone slowly from him, to prolong the excruciating pain. I recall making an effort to wake up from this awful dream but not being able to do so right away.
Later I recall being chased by some guys – possibly the same ones, from whom I had escaped – and they are trying to kill me with an axe. I’m inside some barn, jumping fences and what have you. They hit some innocent guy (caught in the middle) in the chest with the axe, which explodes in a shower of blood. I then fight one of the guys and get his axe from him. Then I’m forced to defend myself by using it against them. I feel really bad for using so much violence, but I see no other solution. I cut some arms and legs and kill or mortally wound them all. Then I don’t recall anything else.

8:00 GMT

Back to University
I’m at a university, which is different from the one I attended, but I still feel It's my university. I’m visiting the corridor where I used to have some classes in the amphitheatres when a group of students passes by me, freaking out, because they were in charge of booking a room for their class and they messed up and the room is now occupied with another class. Before their professor arrives, I help them finding an empty room. They thank me and go inside. I continue down the corridor, feeling very nostalgic about college life.
I am then invited to join a special class for ex-students visiting from all over the world on this special day. I’m sitting on the left row of tables a large room which looks more like a warehouse or a barn. It’s clearly an improvised classroom to welcome such a big group. I do a trick with a pencil, like making it stand up on the table, to impress a colleague next table and this triggers my lucidity. I decide to leave this place and go outside. I think about flying through the roof or crossing the wall, but end up just walking through the door, because I don’t want to disturb the other DC’s or dreamers’ dream. The professor calls for my name and either is asking me to go back to my place or for input on something. But I smile and say “No, no, I’m out of here. Have a good day!”

The hidden treasure of the Town of Denn
Outside I think I can use this opportunity to achieve the RPG goal. So I see some woods and think this could be the forest outside the Town of Denn, but there’s no town around so I must look for the real one, not settle for this weak version. But here there are no holes on the ground, no walls, no doors, nothing I can use as portal and I’m not so good at just opening portals yet. So I decide to simply spin over myself while wishing to teleport to Denn. It has the double function of making lucidity stronger.
When I stop I am on top of a hill over the Town of Denn. There’s an earth road spiralling through some stone walled terraced gardens to the centre of the town. I see farmers working, I see people taking water from a well, I see merchants, etc. People are dressed in very colourful medieval clothes, mostly in brown, green and wine tones. There’s a lot of activity going on and I would have loved to just observe it, but I must not let it distract me or I will not finalize my task. I fly down over the city centre but I only stop at the outside walls to look around into the woods. Where to look for the treasure? It could be anywhere. I decide to go to an area where the fortress walls are breached. It’s as good as anywhere else and it is the place where the forest outside is more dense. But once I’m there I have no clue where to dig. I just try to follow my instinct. I see a stone at the very end of the wall, which looks completely different from the rest. It is whitish and smooth. I clear the dirt from it and find some inscriptions as if it is from a tomb. It clearly doesn’t belong there. I lift it up, hopeful to find something under it. I find nothing, just more dirt, but I decide to dig right there. But then when I turned the stone over to put it on the floor, I noticed some concavity on it and inside it I found a small box. I get it out and it seems made of plaster, because it is white and light. But it ain’t soft and malleable like plaster. It has some high relief patterns carved and some rest of paint in pinkish and bluish tones. The drawing looks like a Mayan design On the bottom right of this strange box there is a round button. I press it and it opens in two pieces. The two pieces have more carved drawings, on the left plaque more patterns, like stylized roses and crosses inside circles and on the right plaque carvings of animals, like a whale, a moose and you name it, floating between clouds in the sky and coming down to earth. The plaques then split up into 5 and then 10 parallelepiped pieces. But it wasn’t broken, it was some automated mechanism. I then started moving these little parallelepiped pieces in my hand and found out they were magnetic and could be put together again in different combinations. They kind of naturally started to rearrange themselves into a different sequence and formed completely new designs. On the left plaque there was now some kind of reddish monstrous creature and on the right plaque a different kind of yellowish monstrous creature with what seemed to be a monstrous robotic dog under his command. I was like “What is this about?” Then I realised there were probably many more combinations of the plates which would explain who these creatures were and what was the meaning of all this and what this thing was for. But I started to slip out of the dream and I woke up.

10:00 GMT

My dream recall is improving, this fragment is from today.

I remember i was in my grandmothers house eating something. I was the only one there and there was a darkened hallway infront of the table i was sitting at. Halfway through my meal a female voice beckoned me from the hallway. I followed the voice into the hallway after flicking on the lights. The hallway was comprised of doors on both walls with a deadend. The voice came from the last door on the left. When I opened the door there was a girl around my age sitting on a bed. She had on a black dress and had long flowing black hair. I'm not sure what happened after this part but I get the feeling I had some sort of affair with her. There was also a small T.V. in the room.

I was at school. I remember seeing IR.

There was something else, trying to remember the rest... will edit later.

Edit: remember another fragment. I was looking at this weird monster thing that someone was holding. It was like a crab or turtle with four slimy tentacle legs protruding from it. Truly nasty, I thought.

I walked into the kitchen and there was a plastic cookie container and a paper towel sitting on the stove and the burner was on.. I panicked but no one seemed too worried about it.

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I was in my driveway about to get into my car when I saw a car was blocking me, but I didn't know who's car it was.. so I couldn't go anywhere. Stuck!