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29.07.2010

Lucid talk at the OO. (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Tonight I recalled five dreams. A very long non lucid dream recorded. Some of the dreams had a lot of evidence to become lucid and a lot about the topic, but this is the fourth day without lucids! So tonight it will be a must lucid!

First:

- I was in the olive oil store.
- I was with more DC.
- We were talking about primary colors.
- We were talking about lucid dreaming.
- I felt good.

Missed dream Signs:
- The Olive Oil store.
- Talking about lucidity.

What I would have done if lucid:
- Complete the ToTM

1. The whole town is full of busloads of secret agents who are looking for something. So in order to stay out of their way, I decide to spend the day at a children's museum. In various places throughout the museum, there are little displays, all playing a story about a girl at a dance recital who is trying to impress Bruce Wayne. I go to the museum's theater to see what's playing. Nothing interesting is on the list, but I get a ticket anyway. There's a concession stand outside, right next to a "no food or drink inside the theater" sign.

At some point, the scene changes. I'm going up a set of stairs, and by knocking on secret panels, I find myself at a performance hall, where a dance recital is just wrapping up. I ask somebody where I can find a Mr. Wayne, and I'm led right to him. And then we go out for pizza for some reason.

2. I'm baking a pizza at the house of my former baby-sitter. It's half-meatball, half-maple bacon. She eats the whole darn thing. I go outside and sit on a curb, and somehow find myself complaining about my stolen dinner to Bruce Wayne. So he has Alfred make me some sort of tomato-based pasta soup thing.

3. In some sort of weird alternate universe where Bruce's parents survive, but he doesn't, I end up living with them. There's also something about eggs made of a bunch of different colors of quartz.

4. I'm angry at one of my former classmates for trying to read some stories I've written, so I turn into a great big blue fox-demon and scare her off.

5. One of my aunts gets my Legos mixed up with my cousins' Legos, and can't sort them out again.

6. Batman breathes rainbows when he performs CPR.

7. Something about my brother having to hotwire a really tiny car, the whole sky being like a Lite-Brite, and being attacked by a great big blue lizard-monster with a mane of spikes.


Jeez, just how many times did I dream about running into the Waynes? I swear, there were even repeats of the dance recital scenario. However, in retrospect, I must admit Rainbow Breath Batman is hilarious.

I'm part of a big group of other young people. We get commissioned from all over the world to pour concrete and make a giant road. Met some people who recognized me but I didn't know them. Near the end of the project, the bosses started getting really mean and killed people who weren't working fast enough.
Then I was at a hotel pool with my cousins. There were 4 pools in there, not sure why. We jumped around from pool to pool.

1- Laser Razor
I am in school and it's about time to leave. I haven't shaved in a while, and I'm petting my face to feel my scruff. I'm walking down the stairs with Jessica, talking about DV or something, and I realize that I'm completely clean shaven. "What the heck?? I just lost all the hair on my face! I was literally just touching my face and I had a lot of stubble." Jessica just looked at my weird and didn't seem to understand how strange it was. After much freaking out and trying to figure out what happened to my facial hair, Joey comes over and wants to talk to me alone. "I did it. I have this laser razor and I built a fort outside the school so that I could shave your face from a distance. I didn't know how else to talk to you." I'm really mad at him. Why the hell would he do that?

2- False Awakening
It is morning and my mom is pounding on my door. "I have laundry for you! I'm just going to leave it outside your door. It's time to get up!"
I am awakened IRL by the sound of my mother calling me from downstairs.

regular dreams: 7-29-10

Elevator of Destiny

I was at school talking to some kid in the hallway. The countdown clocks were counting down fast, and my class was at the other end of the school and downstairs. I followed the kid hurriedly down the stairs and hallway until we reached this elevator. The clock still showed like 1min and 38sec, but I knew the elevator would take some time. There was some teacher guy standing by the elevator and he said something like “This elevator will take you to your destiny.” I got in the elevator and was worried that it would break down or something. Part of me knew this was a dream because I thought “If I keep on thinking that the elevator will break down, then it will.” I don’t remember what happened after that.



Germany Host Family

I was going to Germany for a week to live with a host family. I was going with other German students/teachers(who I never actually saw in the dream) who didn’t have enough students to go with them so they asked some Spanish students to come so I joined in.

I don’t remember the plane ride or arriving there. The first thing I remember was greeting everyone in their house. The girl who was going to be my friend/guide person in the house was Bethany(or Becca.. or Sasha.. or something). She was the same age as me. She lived with her mom, her dad, her older brother, and like 2 other sisters in a small house. I was kind of nervous to meet all of them at first, but when Bethany and I met we started talking and didn’t stop for what seemed like an hour. She was really easy to talk to, and we had a lot in common. One thing we had in common was photography. I told her I had a crappy camera and asked her what kind she had. I think she had some fancy camera and said she would show it to me later.

After awhile of talking, she took me upstairs to her room. Her room was about half the size of mine with a slanted ceiling. There was a bed in a corner that had velvet bedsheets and big white shelves with pictures on it on the opposite side. Everything was written in English, and I asked her why. She said that she spoke English pretty well and would write pretty much everything in it. At one time she was even doing her homework in English. We talked some more and then got tired and both of us fell asleep for like 5 minutes on her bed. I didn’t want to take a nap so I prevented myself from sleeping any longer and she woke up also and we went back downstairs.

She showed me the outside of her house, which was a neighborhood with small colorful houses. I really wanted to walk around the block and explore but instead we went back in the house. Her sister had out her camera that looked kind of like mine and insisted that we take a picture. I stood next to two of her sisters and one of them hugged me while her brother took a picture. It was kind of awkward but I went along with it.

Next thing I know, the whole family is going shopping. We went to this supermarket which was about the same size as grocery stores here. Bethany was walking really slowly while her mom and sister were walking really fast. I tried to keep up with them but then I lost sight of Bethany and got stuck with this black lady with an animal printed bandana. Her mom turned around and saw me rushing to keep up with them. I just didn’t want to lose that family in a store in Germany. She said something like “If you are going to freak out like that, I’m going to have to put this needle in your toe.” I have no idea what the point of that was, but the next thing I knew she was talking off my shoes and she put a small needle underneath one of my toenails. It actually didn’t hurt that much, but it started bleeding a lot. She went up to one of the cash registers and I tried to follow her but was kind of limping and couldn’t walk that fast.

When we got home, they unpacked there food and I felt bad about not helping them but I didn’t know where anything went. They made dinner, which was like salad and something else… I liked the food though. When I was done I put my fork and knive in the open fridge with all the other utensils(I don’t know why they put them there). They talked about the meal plan for the next few days, which actually sounded really good to me. It was like American food.

Then, Bethany’s brother and sisters wanted to take me to his brother’s room. I looked for Bethany but found her in her room with a sick bucket by her bed. She had some kind of flu. So I left her and followed her brother and sisters down some secret passageway. It look like 5 minutes of going through maze-like small hallways to reach his room. It was really cool though. The ceiling was low but the room was really wide. I thought it would be weird there without Bethany but it was actually kind of fun. They wanted to take me somewhere, I forgot where.. to like do something bad.. or put on a show or something in the neighborhood.. I agreed to it. They took me up this steep path but I couldn’t seem to get up a hill. I tried multiple times but just couldn’t make it. I don’t think I ever made it up that hill.

I remember going back to Bethany’s bedroom. It was now like the 3rd day. She was still sick, and I was sad that I didn’t get to spend any more time with her. I wondered when and if we were ever going to go to her school, which I was kind of excited/nervous about. At one point, my mom even came to visit. I felt kind of bad because I left without really telling anyone so I was worried that she would think I was missing. But there she was, sitting on the couch in the host family’s house. I don’t remember anything else.

During this dream, part of me recognized that I was dreaming but I really didn’t want to wake up because I was having fun and I wished that I could stay there until the week ended.

I am in a small, dark body of water, possibly a pond. My dad is with me and drops a 3 foot alligator to the bottom of the water. His intention is to feed it to a lion. I turn around and see the lion, who jumps into the water and eats the alligator. In the same body of water, a man is trying to catch a huge snake, possibly an anaconda, with another huge snake.

I am at a baseball game, watching my older brother play. There is a fly ball out to him in left field. It's in foul territory, although it's played as though it were fair, and my brother throws it an enormous distance over the first base line stands, where I'm sitting.

I'm with my mom in a small airplane that she is flying. We pass over some rocks and then are over a divided highway. I suddenly realize we are flying too close to the ground, but as soon as i begin to tell my mom that, we crash into the median of the highway. I get up from the ground, and spit, assuming a lot of blood will come out. Only a bright red drop comes out, and I begin rushing towards my mom. On the way there, I begin waving my arms at a red SUV coming towards us. The man slows down, and I tell him to call 911. I then reach my mom, who is conscious but barely, and I cannot tell how hurt she is. She can barely talk. (I wake up)

So in this dream I start out in the forest with a scoped Ptrs-41 sniper rifle and some land mines. I'm out hunting and I find some moose. It takes two shots to kill one, but when I do I'm instantly sorry and I mourn for the moose. the other ones see me, and the biggest moose says to me," It's ok. You didn't know." They took me in and showed me around the forest. They said I was a different person now and that they forgave me. I thanked them and went off to explore the rest of the forest. I found a gold mine and looked around. I thought it must have belonged to some billionaire criminal guy, so I placed 2 land mines in there. I got out and saw a cliff in the distance. I went up to the cliff and saw a big viking guy up there with a business type criminal, so I was right about who owned the place. I observed them more closely with the scope on my Ptrs-41, but the viking saw me and started throwing axes at me. I dodged most of them but one hit me it the shoulder. I killed the business man with my sniper, and all the animals rejoiced. Later I was in court where the judge let me go because I killed in self defence and because I killed a guy who would have probably gotten sentenced to death if he was ever caught. That's when I woke up.

This dream starts out with me walking around in my front yard north of the house. It's slightly overcast outside. As I walk eastward, I notice a hexagonally-shaped mushroom that resembles a biscuit under a sassafras tree. [Odd, for a mushroom.] I recognize it as a psychedelic variety I think that I've seen from pictures on the Internet. I pluck the head off and go inside.

My house looks no different from how it is normally in real life. Wrapping the head in a couple of tissues, I flop down in front of the TV and watch some market report on a "weed economy." I stand up, and Dad walks in with a set of brown mutton chops for a beard. [???] We talk for a bit, then I head off to my room, walking past Mom, who says something like "people will buy weed!" "No they won't," I reply. I stop for a second. I think to myself, "Don't we usually take different sides? Isn't Mom anti-drug, through and through?" None the wiser, I keep walking. [I could have expanded on that, and probably gone lucid. Damn.]


I set my wrapped mushroom head down on my bedspread, tear off a corner of it, pop it into my mouth, and suck on it for a while. Nothing happens for a bit, then things start getting all wavy. [I've had these sorts of visual distortions all my life, just never this intense.] I pull out my iPod, and listen to a couple songs. The bass side of things is really faint, and everything high-pitched is accentuated. I lay down on my bed, trying to get a little bit of rest. As soon as my eyes close, though, I awake.

[Accomplished goal: take a psychedelic in a dream.]

Few years back, after a tedious work schedule extended upto the midnight and feeling much tired, I went with my friend to sleep in his house. He offered me a room with a single bed and window. Through the window I was seeing the street light and I told my friend "Hei, I cannot sleep with this light pointing to my eyes" and tried to sleep.
****
I was sitting upset in my bed and called my friend. He came and inquired what happened. I complained him about the street light. He told me that he will finish it off and picking up a stone he broke the street light. Still, the broken bulbs and the entire street lights which were hanging down were lighting in the full bloom!!!! He climbed up the electric post and disconnected the circuit, once he came down, all the lights climbed up the post and begun to light!!!!
****

i am at carsons mom house, yet it is a diffferent house. i keep playing the same cd over and over. i find a nail and they tell me that it detects where there is no gravity by pushing itself into the casing around it. i think this is awesome. there is a dog there that i play with.

in my dream i am walking around a town tha ti have dreamed of being in before. there is a flea market on a street that is there everyday, the residents sit outside their houses and sell didfferent things. i see two shirts that have space on them and ask about them, saying i will return tomorrow. i see a very sad woman who works there and try to console her, yet she doesnt feel comforted. after her family comes and comforts her and i am walking home, she hands me a barbell for a piercing and thanks me. i walk hom and on the way see two tornados in the sky. i go into the basement where my brother and mother are. we wait and when the tornadoes get close the ceiling of the basement falls down and nearly crushes my skull. i call jerry who is at a sports game to tell him what happened and ask him what to do next, the connection is broken up and he doesnt offer me any help. i go next door but their ceiling is more caved in than ours. i start piling things up near the door to act as beams and while doing this i see other people in our basement, uttering words in a strange tongue. my mom comes over to me and says they are trying to release something. we run outside and see all these weird creatures roaming around in mud, they have blue heads with tubes on them and are crawling on their bellies, look like alien hyenas. we go to hide under another house and see that my brother has become one. we run next door and everyone has already become one of these strange creatures. i try to protect my mother and i get bitten by one and transform, but i am aware and i start protecting my mother from them. at first i need to fight them but then i start gaining in strength and can just howl at them to get them to go away. i start sending these shockwave blasts out to get many of them away from her at once. i am getting very powerful and am fighting them off and they dont like it. then the tornados end and we change back, saying that the spirit is done protecting us. my mom never gets transformed because i did so well protecting her. but because i am so powerful i do not transform back like everyone else.

First lucid dream. My first lucid dream was pretty long it started non
lucid. So I was at my old school and it was night and we were about
leave to go home. Then my brother saw a guy walking down a trail
beside our school and told us that guy is trouble. But then I was hope
and I looked out my window and I could see the judges for Americas got
talent in my front yard and Sharon was standing on a floating car and
I though, I have to be dreaming so I plugged my nose and I could
breathe! I screamed at the top of my lungs "I'm dreaming!!" but I
didn't wake up from the excitement. But after that part is kinda
blurry then I was outside and it was still night. I tried to fly. I
lifted a bit off the ground then fell back down then I lifted again
and I went higher but I fell again then I was walking on this trail and
decided to try and make it day so I closed my eyes and. Thought when I
open my eyes it will be day time and I opened them and there was a
sunrise I thought that was good enough then kept walking and there
were bad guys coming at me(I guess I wasn't fully in control) so I
remembered that yesterday I thought about having a lightsaber in a
lucid dream so I tried yo make one appear in my hand but I was
basically just imagining it and it wasn't there and then I finally got
it and I started fighting the bad guys off but this part is kinda
blurry too then when I was fighting them I saw a group of people
looking at me then I finished fighting the bad guys and continued
walking. Then I thought is it too soon to summon my dream guide? I
guess I'll try so I close my eyes and say summon dream guide! Or
something like that and when I open my eyes I see a bald Black man
with a bluetooth headset then I remembered I saw him in the group of
people and I asked him, "Are you my dream guide?" he calmly says, "I
am" I was excited at that point and I think I lost lucidity then there
was something about fighting people in a big glass building.

And the second dream of the night(non lucid):The back of my old school
(I'm thinking my old school is a dream sign I see it in a lot of
dreams) was all pools and sort of a water park and I was talking to
some of my brother's friends that are girls. And then there is the big
weird drivable machine thing. So I get in and my friend's girlfriend
(which is also my best friend) was watching as I laughed driving it
then someone that worked there said something to me and pushed me down
this big hole while I was on the machine and I was falling and it was
like a ride and there were colourful coushions as I went down the ride
then when it ended the machine was gone then I was back by the pool
then I remember doing another RC and YErp I was dreaming but I didn't
become lucid then I remember arguing with a guy at a corn dog stand
while people wait in line and then that's it

I was searching through cabinets above my computer and found an e cigarette... I took a puff and really liked it.... I took another one... but held the vapors in and walked into my sisters room and blew all the vapors out. My sister panicked and told me she was going to tell my dad that I had been smoking... but I told her it was an e cig I found in the cabinets.. I took it to my dad and asked him what it was for, and he told me my step mom had an addiction and she bought it to help her quit... He said I could have it and I proceeded to take a few more puffs.

Dream Fragment:
I remember vaguely running across a parking lot of some sort
with a few friends from highschool. We're trying to catch a
movie of some sort. My friend Lawrence is with me. For some
reason I end up buying him a ticket and mine as well. I don't
remember much else from this dream.

Dream Fragment:
I don't remember much from this dream. Just that I worked in
some sort of warehouse and I helped some guy specifically
who was being talked about by people that didn't work at
the warehouse. Brad something or other.

Dream Two:
I remember coming into my dream as Leah and I are pass through
the doors of some downtown shop. It seems fairly bright out.
As we walk inside my heart starts racing and I realize we're
in some sort of adult store. We walk into a big sort of
foyer and sitting at a table is an older man and woman talking.
The woman says something like, "So do you really think I'll be able to act?"
The man responds with something, "I hear they've hired Ellen Hunt."

To the left, in the big room, is the couple. To the right is some gambling area
with a bar and a tender wearing the typical "card dealer" outfit. And next to
that is a set of stairs that lead down and to the adult section.

We continue walking down some small steps and into, what
I assume, is the actual section of adult material in
the store. I remember walking around and poking at various
materials of the adult variety. I vividly remember seeing
a lube, gun, mystic (like, special rocks) section and so on.

I spend a lot of time browsing on my own while Leah looks
at her own things without me. I remember picking up some
item, lube I think, and bringing it to the counter to check
out. I'm also holding some other little box. I remember the
checkout was this old school looking typewriter and to check
a customer out the salesman had to put a new sheaf of paper
in. He does this for me and starts trying to hardsell me on
some t-shirt. $20 bucks for the shirt and $2 for shipping.
In my dream I don't understand why I'd need shipping. He
goes on to say, "I'm not usually into shirts but for 2
bucks it's a steal." I'm reluctant to get it because I feel
like I've spent too much cash (and this is kind awesome, I think in my dream
I remember buying the movie ticket for Lawrence)
as it is but he keeps pushing
the shirt on me. The man has short brownish orange hair and
freckles.

Now I'm holding some cologne, which seemed to be right next to
the counter, as he continues to push the shirt on me. I ask him
"So, the shirt is only two bucks?" He get's quiet and says
"Well, no, it's 20." I tell him I'm going to pass on the shirt
and he says, after checking to be sure nobody is listening,
"Listen. The shirt is cheap, I know, and they fit small. But
I've worn it in situations and they aren't bad for 2 bucks."

It's at this point that some woman walks by and tells the guy
just to let me get my cologne. The woman looks exactly like the girl
from Jake and Amir, Sarah. It's at this point i realize that I don't
want the cologne. For kicks I look at the price tag, 70 bucks -yikes-, and
I set it back down. He finally seems to relent (even
though I'm not getting any cologne) and checks me out. I notice
he uses a special black pen that I recognize from my work in
real life.

When I'm done there I grab my little bag of stuff and follow
Leah up into another level of the store. We pass by a tall man
wearing a bluetooth headset as he stands at a monitor with
camera feeds on it. He mutters something like, "So he walks
in. And goes straight towards the table." as if he's security.

And that's all I really remember from that one.

Airport - I was being checked at the airport going through some place. Felt like it was an arab place. I was with my mum and someone else? The guy checked me fast and asked the arab behind me to remove his head dress and take out his wallet. Someone called me by Suby and I waved behind me. I then put on my socks. I think there was a kid there, like Faizal maybe. I commented about his hair that a haircut was supposed to cut hair, not put more on.

Animals on freeway - There was one part where these creatures were moving down a freeway. They were connected together and there were baby creatures being created along the way. Small turtles or something. They reached a river and bridge and dropped them in

fountain lightning - There was a backyard with a fence around. Then lightning started and we had to bend some of the top corners of the fences down to avoid it getting struck by lightning. Then lightning struck very close by about 3 times. I went to the place and it was a pool of water and then there were 2 guys in it, or they feel in or stepped in. They got sucked under some place and then they pushed out again and swam around weirdly. Finally one of them came out but didn't say anything but a few words. I had to carry him away and he curled up like a baby so I dropped him on a chair next to the place.

chocolate - I dreamed about a store and there was a chocolate section and I found cadbury chocolate from Germany and some other place I thought. I checked the package and was opening it and there was a store lady there and I told her how I had made mistakes buying chocolate before so I was checking if everything was correct. I then was telling someone else I found chocolate there and they said they didn't believe I found any from Holland and we went back and checked and there wasn't any.

There was a part where the scene was like the army grenade range. We had to practice throwing our own shit. The place in front was obviously dirty and stank. We had to walk barefoot too, we were told.