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First dream

With my mother and some another woman we were deep underground in some cavern system. There was water flowing rapidly on the ground and dripping from the ceiling. It was dark, but the water was strangely illuminated. It was also in a deep blue colour, contrasting highly with dark surroundings. We were climbing up some rope, but mother said that it won't lead us far and jumped down into water. I jumped after her and stream of water took me to another cavern. We landed on a small rock from which a rope led to exit from cavern. We were climbing, and when we were halfway there my mother said to that woman "We won't get out of here. It's prohpecised that we'll die here!". They disappeared, I still climbed but when I reached exit, it was blocked by a black and soft substance that I couldn't break through. I moved back to the cavern and jumped down to water on the bottom of it, then get out of water. There were some chests and barrels scattered around, I checked what was inside them and then I saw a dark elf with his vegetables stand. A dialogue window appeared with his name and why he was in the cavern.

Second dream

It was a really hot day. I was outside neighbor's house, standing with mother on the roadside. Neighbors left their house and relaxed with us on the road, then a truck appeared. It drove right through neighbors, but haven't hurt them. It just passed through them.

Another night dreaming about the sea! (last week it was cats)

1) I think I was on holiday. I was in a queue, in my car to start with, then on foot, in a seaside town, queuing to get to the sea to go surfing. there were some children behind me, as we reached the sea they pushed past me in the queue, but I let it go. I could see the sea in the distance.
The sea then became a small indoor pool. It had just opened and we all walked inside. It was actaully mostly a hard indoor surface with a small pool in the corner. Lots of people were finding a spot to settle down. I looked for somewhere to put my towel but it was all wet. I started talking to another man asking where I could go without sitting in a wet area. He atrted explainig to me about the activities on offer and that the surfing was a disaster because the pool was so small and the water was flowing so slowly, so they wouldn't be doing it again today.

2) Sitting at a table talking to a young man opposite me. One of my old doctor partner was sitting next to me. We were tlaking about smoking roll ups and about what the best tobacco is. I don't smoke. I watched as the doctor next to me rolled up a cigarette as well and I rememberd seeing her smoke once before and I commented on that.
Then I was walking around somewhere and someone was commenting that I acted as if I am married (I am) but in the dream I was just in a relationship. I was calling my girlfriend 'the wife' and started thinking how I was acting as if I was married.
Then I was in a room with a glass wall watching a woman talking to my children. They were standing by a pond and going to harvest some of the weeds in the pond. They had laid down a floating path on the pond.

WHY AM I DREAMING ABOUT WATER AND THE SEA SO MUCH??

Last night bed close to 10 pm.

I overate and had 2 detailed disgusting dreams. Not even gonna write them down. One more long and detailed dream that involved poop which was not even close to being gross as the first 2.

As I'm writing these down, I'm realizing how bizarre and detailed they were. I'm starting to think that I not only overate last night, but there was maybe something wrong with the food. I had some mushrooms bought in the store, normal white and criminy. But daum.

DR1:

I'm looking out my parents living room window. The street and our backyard garden are under water. There are waves on it like on the ocean right on the beach. Water comes and goes with waves. Its clean and actually pretty. But it got there by something flooding and that was a concern. My dad says that there is nowhere for that water to go, it's there to stay. Unless he opens some opening to a canal.

The yard is full of cats and one golden retriever. They took refuge there on some higher ground from other yards. I went later to the neighbors asking them if they are missing some pets to try and return them. There are 2 tiny animals and one a flower. They were singing very softly and were so incrdible cute, I hugged them and got all mushy. Someone else said "you know they are just toys" and then I felt the mechanical parts inside of them moving.

I'm explaining to the neighbors what colors the cats are to see if they belong to them.

DR2:

I'm looking through supply boxes at work and I'm finding lots of knives that the person before me left. Some are used, some look brand new and I'm wondering how come I didn't see them sooner. I wouldn't have to by my own. (Today I received some knives I ordered for work)

DR3:

The water theme continues. The sewers are overfilled and sometimes the stuff gets on the street. I'm standing on the street next to a sqare cut into the street, that's about 2x2 feet. I see at least 2 more of those cutouts. Right underneath the asphalt cover of the street, there are the sewer channels. They are full and water reaches to the top and sometimes splashes, overflows to the street. Another person sits on the street next to me and I sit down right over the opening. It's ackward with my mid-body hanging over the water.

When the water reciedes, some kids from that family go down to the main channel and they are peeking into some smaller sewer channels. We can hear the water coming again and it can get there any second. Kid's mom tells them to get away fromt here, but they are having too much fun. So I start telling them with more urgency and I'm wondering why is mom not doing that. Those are her kids.

Finally we get out of there and are sitting at the table with someone. There is one scary looking guy and I say something like an aplogy for him not understanding what I'm saying, because I said it in Hungarian. He said why? He is dunaszerdai magyar. He askes where I'm from and I tell him the name of my town. He says "oh, Panama". And I'm like no?! Then we shake hands and introduce ourselves.

EDIT:
I was just talking to Mismagius about this attraction in Salem. And when I typed "witch trials" I recalled this dream:

I'm about to sit on a sofa or lay to bed, when I reach out and turn the head of a doll that's sitting on the backrest away from me. At that moment it slowly starts to turn back to me and it's face it's morphing between doll, some human face and a witch face. It's telling me something while having a manacing grin and I'm just so scared.

I was at a retail store. I do not remember my purpose there but shit got real real fast. I was told of a plan orchestrated by an underground organization to resurrect Adolf Hitler and unleash his reign of terror over America. The goal was to incite fear among the American people so that they would be vulnerable to propaganda and fear mongering. They had already succeeded in raising Hitler from the dead now they were ready to send him to America. The plan was to have him swim across the Atlantic Ocean from Europe to The United States. Once here he would be free to terrorize the American people. We had to stop him but it was too late. There was a stream the flowed through the store and connected to major rivers that flowed directly into the sea. As we moved to try and stop Hitler from getting here I saw him swimming up the stream singing what sounded like and old German tune.

Now what were we to do? Hitler was here and now he was free to unleash his reign of terror. I watched as he swam up the stream and attacked a woman like a shark. It was brutal. This was without a shadow of a doubt the greatest threat to national security. We had to do something. I would never get a chance though. I woke up before I could stop him.

I am in the water, off of a dock. My friend has left his...watercraft with the keys in the ignition out in the middle of the bay. I kept calling it a boat, but it wasn't really. Sort of like a jet ski, but you stood on it instead. It had a dashboard with controls, handles, and then a flat area to stand on. I watch a few people swim up to it, and I'm worried someone will steal it. I've never used one so I don't want to move it. Instead, I swim over, like it belongs to me, and remove the keys from the ignition. I hop over to a tiny walkway hugging a wall, and sidle along until I make it back to the dock which is painted dark, dull red. His apartment is across from mine. In the dream he was familiar to me, someone I care about, but he has become indistinct like many of my dream characters. I'd probably call him a mixture of Ruadh and my ex, considering the people in the apartment.

Anyway, I go in through the open door and navigate through all the people, asking if anyone has seen him. They direct me to the kitchen, I find him there with one of my ex's friends, Amanda who was mostly nice but a little condescending to me.
I walk directly to him and drop my eyes while I explain that he left his damn boat on the bay with the keys in the ignition. I drop the keys into his waiting hand. He thanks me in a distant way and says he'll be right back, I assume he's going to move the boat. I stand there a little too long and Amanda asks me in a condescending way, "What are you doing here, sweetheart?" and plucks a dust bunny from my sleeve.
I frown a little. "Doing him the favor of returning his keys." I say. I know I wasn't invited. I leave without saying anything, knowing no one will notice or miss me.

I walk across the way to my own apartment. It's has a curious layout. A front room with a tiny kitchen off to the right, and straight back is the bedroom, to the left of the bedroom is the bathroom, with another door leading into the living room. People follow me into my apartment, I don't know any of them. I try to shut the door to my bedroom, it's a heavy sliding metal door with a weird crossbar for a lock. It won't latch and people follow me into my room. I wander out through the bathroom and find a co-worker of mine in the living room. Startled, I realize my apartment has two entrances and he came in through the second one. He tells me he was just returning something to me? My cat got out. (I don't have a cat).
I realize with a guilty start that I have forgotten to feed my cat. He's a very thin long-hair tabby. I wonder how long its been since I fed him? I cast about for his food and water bowl which are, embarrassingly full of cobwebs and dead flies. I gather them up and try to hide their disgraceful state from my co-worker as I rush into the kitchen to wash them out. How could I have forgotten?

You know, this is the third or fourth time I've dreamt about forgetting to feed my cat, when I don't even have a cat. =/

It ends with a terrible storm and strangers huddled in my apartment. I'm stuck at the front door, struggling to hold it closed. It won't latch and the flood water from the bay keeps rushing in through the cracks despite my efforts to hold it shut.

Bed 8:30pm - 3:36am

DR 1 at 1am
I'm walking up a hill in Sweden. It's very green, lots of grass, trees and flowers. I'm taking tons of pictures with my new phone. I look back and there is a huge rock arch through which yu can see the ocean way below us. It's so beautiful.

DR 2 at 1am
Some kind of rocky tunnels, or old stone ruins, high up. I'm running from there. Come to the edge, they almost got me, but I jump off hoping I will fly. And I do.

DR 3 at 1am
We are flying above a coastline in Thailand. They are taking us to a resort. It's all undeveloped area. No other hotels or towns. I look along the shore and I tell them that another beach is nice and there is town, so thy should take us there. We want to see places besides the resort, like stores, towns, other people.

Flying over the ocean coast for a long time. Taking lots of pictures with my phone.

At the resort, I take a lots of pictures of their pictures on the wall. There are some unsent letters from previous guests. I'm reading the envelopes if I find any clues what happend to them, because I'm starting to thing something happened. The resort is not what it seems.

Last night bed 8:30pm - 7am (day off)

DR 1:
Some kind of a indoor canal. I'm standing on the banks made of gray stone and mortar. Walls are vertical. Looking in the water at the fish. They are smaller and some bigger. Cant see them very clear because water is kinda wavey. I point at one saying it's big, but someone says it's just an illusion, it's not so big.

Pull off a cover from a low barge, Ophelia standing next to me. We see a green, slim snake get into some crevice between boxes on the ship. I say how good we saw it, instead of finding it later as a surprise.

DR 2:
I'm on top of the very tall hill. It's all sandy and sand stones. I'm climbing even higher on a large rock formation on the top. I'm trying to find holes to put my feet in and grab on. Then I realize what I'm doing and question it, realizing it will be hard climbing down the other side, because of steep and unstable.

A large boulder gets lose and it's rolling down the hill. I look down at the town street with people walking by and I yell at them to watch out.

Now I'm on the street, in front of the store near the church in the square of my hometown. I feel wind picking up. A younger guy in white shirt that's blowing in the wind, yells something that ends with ... bitch. As in "that's how it's done, bitch".

He askes me if I feel the portal wind getting stronger. I feel it and it's blowing me away. I grab and stand into a near doorway while feeling a very strong, almost magnetic force pushing me away. We both wonder out loud who is coming through the portal on the top of the hill.

D1 - I am way out in the ocean and inorder to be safe I have to get inside a small submersible. I have to get inside via a small opening that is part filled with water, so I have to squeeze under the water and come up inside the submarine.

D2 - At my parents house I am in their back garden at night. I can't really figure how I was not lucid I was puzzling to myself in the dream, saying "I haven't had a dream involving the end of their garden in ages" then I was non-lucid walking back to their house in the rain. Inside they were sitting down to eat even though the roof was leaking everywhere. My dad said they were waiting for the roof to cave in so they could claim on the insurance for a new roof. The roof did start to fall in. A repair man came and was up on the roof, he then started running about and put his foot through Oo.
I used my powers to make a glass umbrella for my mum, then a round glass chair with a dome, so she wouldn't get wet?!

[comment]
I have been trying to resolve issues from childhood about my dad. So I am interested that it was only my mother I was trying to protect, from?? the water signifying emotions.
Glass usual is symbolic of me not being able to hide my emotions.

A young woman's walking quickly through the woods just before dawn - the trees are sparse and thin, lots of fallen leaves from past seasons covering the ground; she's wearing simple dark clothing and a white cap, from maybe around the 1500s. She's very nervous. I follow her as she steals a black hen - she's thinking about some dog as she does it - and makes her way to a well.

But just as she reaches the well, an older woman grabs her and shouts, "Witch! Possessed!" This woman's familiar to me. Painfully thin, red hair so short and strangely cut that I suspect it's growing out after being shaved off completely, wearing a nightdress as if she'd just seen my witch and jumped out of bed to stop her, but I don't believe it's a coincidence that she's here; I believe hunting witches is something she's done before.

The scene changes. Three men - two middle-aged, one older, all still looking like it's the 1500s - are discussing the woman who'd been caught as a witch, and her mother. Her mother had been the same, accused of "magical transformations," but she'd died years and years ago, and the daughter had been raised by another since she was a child, changed her family name. The last these men had heard of her, she was to be married to some knight. They frame this marriage as a very good thing, that she had a good life that she's thrown away; but I hear them say this and I think indeed she was married to him, and that had gone very badly for her, and that's why she summoned me.

Later. Different scene entirely, my IRL home, a pair of men attempted to break in and I turned them into cats. Cat burglars. They made for very angry cats but I was pleased with myself for the joke, and my sister had been wanting a white cat anyway.

(Dreaming hasn't been a focus lately, but: )

I'm floating in a void full of clouds and stars, and recognize that I'm lucid. A destination comes to mind - not one I'd planned in advance, it's an impulse. With that thought, I have the impression I've changed direction, moving closer to the earth - slightly negative connotations here; not bad, just frivolous.

I'm in a bar; it serves as a front room for my actual destination. There's conversation, people sitting around at tables; the bartender's a heavyset and balding man. Asks what I want to drink. I believe I'm not physical enough here to either drink or pay for anything, but refusing to order anything isn't acceptable, so I ask for a water. I'm thinking about the unusual vividness of this scene. The man to my right, clearly a regular, starts talking to me and the bartender, talking about the guy who owns this place (the person I came here to see) and the way things are done here; I'm going to have to set up a tab before I can order anything, even water. The bartender asks to see my phone in order to give me the owner's number. I take it out, but the screen's showing what I think of as the real world, in contrast to this place. I'm concerned about the bartender seeing that and recognizing that I'm out of place here. I hand him the phone anyway. He programs the number in without seeing anything out of the ordinary and hands my phone back.

The image on the phone, my 'real' world, is showing a woman with dirty blonde hair, winter clothing, knit hat, walking on a narrow street at night, the outskirts of a small city maybe, lots of greenery around on this particular street but the sense that there's a much more heavily built up area within walking distance. She's talking to someone, male, a friend or a sibling. The scene shifts so I'm there with them. They walk, they talk, they're being followed by something other than me. There's a sense of the dream becoming a nightmare.

As they entered an apartment building, I made the mistake of reacting to the other thing following them, thus letting it realize I was aware of it and attracting its attention. It attempted to latch onto me instead, and in the next scene it's taken on the role of my younger sibling (not one of my actual IRL ones), inserting itself into a role in my dream the same way it had been playing a role in that woman's dream. There was a brief moment where I accepted it as my sibling, before I remembered. It was very shocked when I hurt it in the process of removing it. "Ow, ow, you're hurting me!" "Get off of me, then." It did, and I woke up.

Was real annoyed that I remembered my dreams in the night but didn't think to write them down, grrr, oh well live and learn.
Had a couple of dreams early morning.

D? - Some embarrassing sex dream on a train.

D?+1 - At school some annoying manager is interfering with my class and lets them leave before I get a chance to say something. Leaving me with feeling of powerlessness.
I feel i don't want the day to end that way and proceed outside and down a series of stone steps going down a steepish slope of short summer chard grass. Arrive at what look like basketball courts with a very tall outer fence. Ruby is there and welcomes me smiling and asks if I want to join her game. She is throwing something around, a type of frisbee, she is very random about it sending the two projectiles off at different angles. I notice others there and trudge over my spirits not yet lifted completely. A blonde haired (dream sign) woman seems to be the ringleader, smiles and says something silly. I wait for the punchline and smile back. They have tennis rackets and she is all dressed in whites with a white cap, but they are hitting balls from the ground upwards.
It starts to rain and in no time at all, the pitch is flooded to ankle height with coldish water. I am playing with Ruby now and neither of us seem to mind. I see my white sneakers before me floating away and am unconcerned. I realise I cannot fritter away my time there indefinitely and go to leave, saying something to those there.
There is no exit so I go to climb the fence, as I do it bends inwards and I feel my body get heavier as I try to pull myself up by my arms alone. I then decide to use my powers when I see there is a small gap in the fence high up. I somersault high into the air and fly through the hole spinning.

Idk why my daughter is always, always about four or five in my dreams???

Panic dream about making the water too hot.
We are in a church, but of course! The pews are lined up to make avenues for the water, for a bath. There are of course great gaps but this doesn't matter as I turn on a gigantic tap which gushes loads of water. The whole church starts to fill up with water.
I realise that the water is getting to hot and try to turn it off. It will not turn off at the facet.
Running around everywhere to find how to turn off the tap, i am breathless. I run outside and down the street. Then back in a loop totally panicked through a overhead gallery in the church, where people are using laptops at desks. I jump down from on high this a thwunk onto one of the desks. The kiddo with glasses doesn't bat an eyelid and I land back down into the church.
My daughter is not boiled, fortunately but I am so freaked in the dream that this cycles a few times.

[comment]
In most dreams where I am to worried I have zero lucidity hence I think I need to concentrate more on relaxing before sleepy time??

This dream was very choppy, to say the least. I only remember bits and pieces:

- I was very close to a body of water the whole time.
- I was with a boy who kept diving into the water, and at one point almost jumped hundreds of feet into the ocean below the small pool of water we were at. At one point I was walking a bit close to the water and a wave shot by water cannons swept me away. I was terrified I would be pulled into the ocean, but I managed to break out of the wave.
- The setting wasn't the typical beautiful, tropical beach. It was more like a jungle or a swamp. Dark, with thick vegetation in the murky water. I saw three turtles swimming with each other, one in front of the other, and I touched them. They separated.
- Possibly in a beach house or some other room close to that location, I got 3 free packs of makeup from a basket. Not sure how this fit.

Off today, so I did a morning nap.

6:34 - 2x300 mg Alpha GPC
7:36 - 2x4mg pure Galantamine
nap, slept till 10:30

My cat wanted to lay on me but he won't unless I have a blanket on me. It was too hot for that but I put a sheet on my legs. He is my good luck WILDing charm, plus I love when he purrs when he sleeps on me. He left to eat then came back, just when I was about to turn to my left side, like last 4 times, 3 times out of I got a WILD. But soon he left again and I turned and got lucid.

I had my new cheapo eyemask on like last few times. Oh, I did something new this time and last time. I just read in I think Yuschaks book, that he imagines bending his legs in knees on exhale and straightens them on inhale. Kind of an RC which lets him know when he is dreaming.

I did the same and also lifting my arm up and down. And I saw my arm move at some point later on, but I was too far gone to realize it deeper than just a passing thought.

I was in some kind of a building and ofc I jumped out the first window I saw. I started falling towards a large body of water. I thought oh no, not water, but it was too late. I hit the surface and I willed myself to go deeper. Water was a bit murky but I got to the bottom soon. It was featurless, other than sand and some sand rocks. I thought "what about sharks" and I spotted a few large fish. But I wasn't scared.

On the beach now. Sand has large grain and small pebbles. I remember what I read in Yuschaks book just yesterday. When he doesn't have good vision, he concentrates on looking at something in detail. But he can't stop moving, so he is jumping in place while he is looking at details of something till his vision is back. So I picked up a handfull of beach sand and was staring at it intently. Then I remembered I should keep moving so I started clapping my hands and jumping in place while looking at the sand.

Somehow I got out and entered a large barge parked on the shore. I went through a corridor with many doors, thinking how I don't really like doors or indoors. But I thought maybe I'll find somehing interesting. I started opeing the doors, looking for some DCs. I forgot all about the TOTMs and all I could think of a DC to get laid.

All the rooms are completely empty, not a single DC. Finally there is someone sitting on a bed but it turns into a chick just as I approach. I'm think "oh really, shucks" but at this point I don't really care. We get into it.

Now I'm on a different bed with many older man around. I was just sold to this old Greek for half a milion. I wanna ask "half a milion of what? drachma"? but I hold my tongue.

Dream 1 - Family
I remember walking to work along the main road in town, it must have been after my lunch break or something. I saw across the road my ex and our kid, she was shopping for underwear with her sister. I shouted out to her and crossed the road, surprised and happy to see them. For some reason we decided to try on some underwear, it doesn't seem weird at first that we're outside.. but then I guess we realize where we are and go inside the underwear shop to change back to our normal clothes.

Dream 2 - Water challenge
I was outside a house in a forested area resembling the looks that most of the houses have near where I use to live. There's a pool nearby and I'm someone challenged me to breathe underwater for 15 minutes (it was part of some kind of genies' trick, a small part of a larger competition I think..). I pay attention to what he says, specifically that the words 'breathe underwater' which I realized meant that I should be literally breathing while under the surface of the water... I fill up a water bottle and for some reason get confused >_> I had an idea in my head for how to breathe underwater except fucked it up. I then empty the bottle, make a hole in the bottle and somehow fashion it into a snorkel. Wallah! I can't remember if I got to use it but I know I passed, I ended up running off down the driveway to whatever else I was meant to be doing, but then my alarm went off.