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I remember we were in this fantasy like trail thing with the school. And we were walking to this place. Jean randomely asks me if i want to race him. Being the competitive guy i am, i say yes, even though im not really in the mood. What happens though once we do start running, i get in the mood really quickly. The place im running to is like a castle. It's pretty huge. I remember me and jean running neck and neck for a while. Then i tarted blowing him out. He said something happened and he wanted to srart over. But we didnt want to go back. Apparently this place was like a game world so if you killed yourself, you'll just respond somewhere. So me and him are near the front entrance of this huge castle. We see a ledge on the side and stand over it. We decide who jumps 1st by playing rock paper scissors. I won. I had scissors and u could guess what he had. So again we were at the ledge, and looking down you could tell it was a long way to get to the bottom. There were other trails you can land on if you didnt jump far enough. Thats what happened to jean. He jumped but didnt land to the actual bottom. Instead, he jumped ontop of this makeshift house's rooftop. He broke some body parts, but didn't die yet. He rolled down. And there was snow on the ground. So when he finally plopped to the bottom, you can see the blood around him. He still didn't die yet. Jeez. If it was going to be that painful...... Anyways idk what he was trying to do. He started crawling somewhere when like 3 or 4 white wolve come and just basically maul and eat him up. You can safely assume he died when that happened because i remember him showing up behind. (now that i think about it. If he was gonna end up respondonding behind me, there was no point in him having to jump, but whatever). Scene changes and i am now inside this castle. This place looks more modern then you'd expect. Actually this place looks more futuristic then anything else. It feels like the near future (a good 5-10 years away). Now im guessing we came here for a school trip or something. Theres more, but cant really remember

I am at school, we are in the Gym doing some jumping competition. Suddenly some guy tried to get into a fight with me. My brother tried to defend me by going up to him and beat the crap out of him. Then I tried to challenge the guy to a Pokemon battle. Then while I was there, they went out side and started fighting. I was trying to break up the fight but they were gone. Suddenly I was in some cafeteria and they were trying to gather the students to find out who started the fight. And out of no where I saw my brother trying to get on a school bus while I was trying to find mine.

It was crazy when I saw allot of students there. I was one of the last students that were left behind. I realized there was another school being held there for another school session being held at my school when ours was done. So all the students from the bus gathered there and went to class.I was walking around and asked one of the teather's to see if I can call home for a ride, but one of the teachers said that the teacher or principal I was looking for wasn't in. So I had to join the other school's classes.

I apparently have become quite used to listening to binaural beats because for some reason my mp3 player glitched out and didn't start up when I told it too. Anyways, this caused me to only remember 2 very vague dreams because the alpha waves didn't wake me up after each REM cycle.

#1 : I was at a Civil Air Patrol meeting and we were working on ground searches. Then the next thing I remember was we were all randomly at a cookout eating hot dogs.

#2 : While in context it might seem it was a false awakening, I don't think it was. All I remember was briefly logging onto DV and checking to see if my intro had any replies yet. Then it said it still had zero and had been deleted due to lack of response. Thats all i can remember at the moment. Hopefully I can remember some more as the day progresses. (usually does happen)

Note on false awakenings : Is it just me or does this seem like the easiest way to become lucid from a dream is a flase awakening?? It seems this way to me because you are expecting everything to be exactly like it is every morning when you get out of bed. While this should seem apparent in other dreams for some reason it seems sasier to remember in a false awakening. You find one little thing out of place and go "I'm dreaming". This was also how I had my first lucid dream.

Date: 18/06/2012
Place: My holiday caravan
Time of getting into bed: 00.45am
During the day I drank 2 x 250ml Red Bull drinks. Combined total of 10mg B6 as well as taurine / caffeine etc

Dream 1 - Non Lucid dream

I am in a room, which is a bit dark and dingy. Feels like a pub or bar, and I even remember there being a bar serving drinks along one side. The people in the room were holding pints etc so it was most likely a pub. One wall of the pub is a giant black screen, with white writing all over it. The writing is in French. Someone stands up and tells everybody in the room (all adults) to get into a male group and female group. We do so, then they start talking about learning to speak French.

Dream 2 - Non Lucid dream

I am waiting in a doctors waiting room (except there is no room!) this is outside. Other people are waiting with me, including my dad and some strangers. One woman is waiting because the doctors think she may be crazy. To prove she is not crazy, she gets a dog (Yorkshire terrier) and saws it in half with a chainsaw. I am shocked and horrified, but no one stops her. In fact one person helps her. The dog is still alive as it is being cut into (which is very neat, no blood) but then it dies. She seems to be searching for something inside the dog (peering inside, not touching) which will prove she is sane. Then she saws off the dogs head, which floats into the sky like a balloon, and into the clouds and far away. The floating head is a boxer dog's, but the dog was a Yorkie. It is sad and a bit spooky. I complain to my dad, who agrees, and claims he was just there to get his sodium levels checked. I figured that's what I must be there for too, so we continue waiting.

Dream 3 - Non Lucid dream

I am playing a computer game on my ipod. In the game (which has very basic graphics, much like an old SNES or SEGA) I am a little man swinging from a rope to collect coins. I am not actually in the game, I was playing it on my ipod. I decide I will only complete the game if I let go of the rope and collect more coins, which I do. The game features a large, blue viaduct.

Dream 4,5...6? - Non Lucid dream/s

Not sure weather these were all one dream or a collection of 3. My notes in my DJ are sparse and not written properly. I will lump them together but they could have been fragments of 3 dreams.

1... I am taking a video on my camera of my friend / romantic interest. The video is bad quality and wobbly as I have zoomed in from afar to get it. I remember thinking 'this is like the scene from Slumdog Millionaire.' Where the boy sees the girl looking for him through the crowded train platform. Suddenly it is me I am recording, my hair is slightly different but I am sat down and smiling (not looking at the camera) I figure I must now be my friend / love interest because I can't be filming myself.
2...I am picking up beer cans in a field - this must be a music festival.
3...I am at the vets for a friend who wants a job there. They agree to offer him the job if I fill out some forms. My love interest (not the friend who wants the job) gets angry because his ex works there, but I ignore him because it is a favour for a friend. The door is all I remember, a large, white door with 'VET' written on it in green.

Dream 7 - Non Lucid dream

I am in the field mentioned in a previous dream. I am drawing a whale, which I give lots of detail to. Eventually it become very real looking, but not like a drawing, more like CGI. It then swims away in the air. A close friend of mine is sitting next to me playing a game about Star Wars. He seems addicted and the game is pointless / boring. I start to draw a dinosaur (Trex) but this again becomes very realistic and CGI looking. It then starts to move around and eat people, with lots of blood and gore and nastiness. However I am not worried as they are not real people he is eating, just CGI people.

***NOTEWORTHY***
Someone bored me with pictures of viaducts earlier that day
I recently attended a music festival
I like to draw and do so a lot
My love interest really does have an ex at a vets, and avoids him / the vets
I want to speak French, and have a few French phrase books. However I don't have the time to learn and never really read them.

So I kept waking up a lot because of the cat being crazy and I was getting mad. But I ended up trying Jakob's Awesome WILD where you focus on your skull and try to enter SP. I was shocked when the familiar vibrations started in my head almost immediately. I got excited and thought Wurlman was right. I am going to have a lucid and I can't wait to tell about it. My breathing got heavy. No good. So I relaxed. The vibrations came back more intensely and moved to my body and into my fingers. I was still over excited. I am so practiced in letting go during SP that way too suddenly the vibration where gone and I amused I had woken up. Failure. Nope! turned out to be FA.

The kids came in and woke me up in my dream. Talking and being loud. I told Deanna I shut up. I help two fingers close and said that I only got this much sleep tonight and its almost time to wake up. She left and I closed my eyes. Then my mom comes in and does the same (She doesn't live with me). I freak out on her too and cry like a baby. No one seems to even notice my crying. So I think to leave.

Finally I get up out of the recliner (I had moved to the recliner in real life) and go to bed. But instead of my wife Tonya from work was lying there (gross). Im like move we gotta be at work soon and I want to sleep some more. She wont budge so I squeeze in next to her (again gross). I close my eyes and have a dream in the dream.

I see the moon. So very vivid with extremely high detail. I see the every line and crater and valley and mountain. I hear a voice talk about making roads and what is necessary for progress. I think what is the big deal? You go like this. I take my index finger and make a swooshing noise and poke into the moon making a crater. I feel a dull impact on my finger as I hit it. I was a little shocked at this but dismissed it. (Wheres my RC?) The moon is eye level and no bigger than my fist. I back off and do it again. Then I am there on the surface but all I can see is the dust as it settles.

Then I wake up because the cat jumps on me!

** Notes from being half asleep. Found it amusing.

**sp then excited then fa. dreamed kids and mom all came in and talked to me. Iwas mad and said i didnt get enough sleep. then tana. then the moon.

DILD
([COLOR="#483d8b"]non-lucid[/COLOR], [COLOR="#2e8b57"]lucid[/COLOR])

[COLOR="#483d8b"]I was put in charge of this small giftshop some woman owns and I was looking at the shelves. There were many colorful things, I can only say for sure that I saw books and postcards.
I go to the back room of the shop. I'm thinking that it's a dream and [/COLOR][COLOR="#2e8b57"]I pinch my nose to make sure. Then I wonder what did I have on my goal list, I couldn't recall anything much, except for the cacti throwing at sparta. I decided to go with that, as I wanted to try summoning anyways.
I close my eyes and say the name of the person I want to summon aloud, when I open my eyes I only see a creepy girl with her back at me and she's staring at me through the mirror. I try it again and this time there is a little boy whose body isn't covered by skin...wat.
I left the weird boy standing there and went back to the room I was first in and suddenly the owner runs into the store, in panic. She starts explaining something to me, but I can't take my eyes off the windows I wanted to jump out of.
The view from the windows reminds me a lot of what call of duty (1) was like.
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There was more to this dream, but I can't remember the rest .__.

I am with Mosh and Raven on the Moon, in the Biodome on the Moon.

***

I appear near the koi pond. Raven is staring at the fish. She is very sad. I alter my aura, and heal myself, then I send her healing blue-gold energy. She looks up at me, and smiles.

I walk to her, and give her a hug. Mosh tumbles out of a portal, and dusts himself off. The three of us group hug, then hold hands without saying anything.

We link telepathically.

One thing we have in common, is how much pain and sorrow we've been through... are going through, the three of us.

I am going to come here, when my physical body dies, I am going to come here AND LIVE FOREVER ON THE GREEN MOON!

***

A portal opens. Selene and Eris step out. We go through the portal, and are on some strange mountaintop on another planet.

We follow a path of funny floating stones to a white Greek temple, the Temple of Kaos.

Eris smiles, and grabs my hand leading me to the Temple. There are great white pillars, with birds and bats circling the pillars which are eating insects which are eating bacteria which are are...

fuck! fractal hole!

Eris laughs at me, and we enter.

Dominating the center is a huge three dimensional chaosphere, hundreds of feet in diameter, floating above a pedestal, and slowly spinning.

One of the arrows shoots into my third eye, and I scream madly. I feel so much pain, pleasure, terror, delight, and pure fucking insanity.

***

I am in a candlelit sidechamber with lovely braziers, incense burners, flowers, and big pillows, mattresses, and sheer curtains everywhere. Selene and Eris grin mischievously, and push me down on a bed. "We are all goddesses and gods," I hear them say in my head.

Smoke swirls into a vortex above us. Gold dust floats through the air. I smell incense, roses, and the smell of earthly women. I turn and look at a pillow. I see extreme detail in the texture, even slightly imperfect seams.

I look into the eyes of my goddesses, and I see such amazing detail in their eyes. Eris with violet eyes, and blue-black hair, Selene her big black eyes, and snow white hair, her little pointed nose, small pouty mouth that I know so well.

"Yes, everything is real, Nomad," Selene whispers in my ear.

"I am... real," Eris giggles and she kisses my ear.

HOLY SHIT, AM I ON DMT?

"Not this time, Love, your own DMT," Selene tells me telepathically, and she unbuttons my shirt. "You are dreaming. Dreaming a Real Dream. This is beyond the Dream Plane. You are PHYSICALLY INCARNATE in THIS Dimension, and WE are GOING to FUCK!"

With that, she grabs my manhood, and she feels 100% real.

"YES! I LOVE YOU!" I sit up, and wrap myself around Selene, and kiss her passionately as I grab Eris, and pull her close. The three of us kiss, then I just kiss Eris, and I feel as if I just 8 the Apple of Discord.

"You are the Prettiest One, and You are," I say to Eris, then Selene.

"You are the Man in the Moon, and I love you so," Selene giggles as we make love.

"You are now a High Priest unto Kaos, and forever will you lick my vesica pisces," Eris laughs. "Or a Low Priest, fucker... yes... lower."

"Wherever the fuck this dimension is, I am coming HERE when I die!"

"Your will is divine, my lord," Selene grins and she kneels.

"I AM GOD!"

"You're the God of Nothing!" Eris giggles and she pushes me down and kisses my neck.

***



Selene

I am in a house in the country with Hayden. The house is unfamiliar territory for me but I believe it is his. He is having some sort of party because there are people everywhere drinking and smoking. I'm not much one for parties. The house is fairly uninteresting, typical of some poor college party kids, so nothing really sticks out. I step outside into the night to escape the noisy atmosphere. There are still some people around, but I take little notice in them. I go down the porch steps to gain a little distance from the house. I take a few moments to look up at the sky, and when I bring my eyes back down to earth there is a rattlesnake not 2 feet away from me, shaking his rattle like he is one pissed off dude. Of course I instantly jolt into preparedness to run, but I'm not sure if I should attempt to because he is already so close. I don't have to make that decision, though, because one of the party goers nearby shoots the snake. I should feel relieved but I don't. I look at the snake for a little longer. Hayden is nearby, laughing around with some of the others. Maybe they thought it was cool. I look down at my feet, pull my left pant leg up and see not just one but two bite marks where the fangs clearly penetrated skin. Anxiety and fear rushes over me. At least the entry is far away from my heart. That gives me more time, I think.

I walk over to Hayden and in a slightly shaky voice quickly tell him of my wound, and show the marks. The people around us look on in an interested manner, kind of like watching an argument break out in public because it's entertaining. I ignore them. Hayden sees I need medical attention but does not seem too rushed. He says something which I guess is about getting ready to leave, and walks off. I'm bothered by his lack of worry. I walk up to one of the typical party dudes who is smoking and grab is glass pipe out of his hands. There is a fresh bowl of marijuana in it, and I quickly cash it. Probably not the best idea, I think. Finally Hayden is ready to leave, but we are not leaving in a simple car. That would be too boring. The next thing I know we are sailing through the night on a motorhome. Note, we are riding ON TOP of the house on wheels like it is some sort of road boat. There are rails around the sides, and a big wooden steering wheel at the front like a ship. Hayden is steering. He licks his finger and feels for the wind, even though we are already moving. We're moving pretty fast too, but I'm not afraid of falling off. All I can think is I wish we were moving faster. We reach the nearest town, Dublin, and have to stop at a red light.

Notes: I did not see or feel the snake bite me. Maybe this is a warning that something in real life is sneaking up on me. I must say though the ride on the motorhomeship was awesome!

Missed dream signs:I did not feel the snake bite.
-We were at "Hayden's" but it was somewhere in the country I've never seen before.
-I smoked marijuana. The guy I took the pipe from was already smoking on it, but the green in the bowl was clearly unspoiled before I lit it.
-We rode on top of a motorhome and we could have just called 911 if we wanted to.
-I was very scared and doing exhilarating things that would have had my heart beating fast. I'm aware that you are supposed to stay calm and move as little as possible when poisoned.

I was at the market I vend at and in my dream everyone started walking up to me saying are you my mommy ' and the gas masks would morph on their heads including this sweet little old lady who actually wears a mask anyways ( shes got bad lungs) she still could talk to me instead of the are you my mommy bit . I decided I couldnt sell anything if everyone was going to turn gas mask face on me so I booked it before it happened to me .
I woke up so happy that I had a doctor who dream ..

This was such a cool dream even though I pretty much got my ass whooped lol, so it all started of just me chilling in my room in a costume, I knew this was a game some how, (There were more parts but I don't raelly remember) So this guy comes into my room and trys to confront me, he wants to fight me so he can take all my treasure/loot but I refused because his more powerful than me and I was logged onto my lower level character, I told him to get out and he did then he raged and started slamming my door when it was shut, he broke the lock and I held the door closed so he couldn't get in, he kept pushing and nearly got in a few times as I was trying to stop him from coming in my room and defeating me and taking my loot because he would have, after a while he got tired so he walked off, but he tricked me, when he did that he jumped on the door causing it to slam open because I wasn't aware he was going to do that and he threw a flashbang at me LOL and jumped on me on my bed I knew I was going to get defeated so I turned off my xbox and it restarted a new game(was so cool) I logged in and I had a - in my name, in xbox gamertags you can't have - in your name, I coulda used it as a dream sign!! Anyway I was in a map on modern warfare 3(bootleg) this time and I wanted revenge so I went looking for him I sprinted around the map looking for him when these robots started attacking me, they were throwing rocks at me and I was running away, i saw him and tried to stop him and attack him as I had my stronger character which was stronger than him and I was throwing him everywere but I couldn't kill him in time because these robots throwing rocks at me nearly killed me so I decided to run but they managed to defeat me and a died and my vision/screen started to go red. Then I woke up. Was such an awesome dream even though I pretty much got owned

I can also remember a small part of a dream where I walked past this girl from my school whos in my dreams quite alot and I was expecting her to hug me but she moved out the way to let me walk by.

Non Lucid. Walking after dark with DH and some friends to get to a venue. We parked in the wrong place, so the walk is going to be long. Oh, there are cars falling out of the sky and we're dodging them. A Car pulls up and I know the driver - Chris H. Kind of the one that got away. Says we can ride with him. I notice that he is huffing nitrous oxide while driving. That causes me discomfort and I had to take the wheel at some times. Ended in a collision. Chris gets out and yells at me for what I did to him 12 years ago. Whatever. We never made the destination.

Method Used : MILD combined w/ couting self to sleep, leading to false awakening, leading to dream realization

Note: THis dream was actually on the 16 but I don't know how to put it into my journal as such. Also, I was really tired the 17 and coudln't recall any dreams.

In reality I had fallen asleep but in the dream I it felt like I was still counting to try and have WILD. Then in the dream I remember my dad randomly coming upstairs and ruining my efforts by saying he was going to go pick up donuts and coffee for breakfast. *lucid dreaming cue # 1* My dad wakes me up at 11:00PM to go get donuts and coffee???? Well, feeling frustrated that now I had to recount myself to sleep I decided I would just get up for a while and read some out of the book because I was pretty frustrated at having been woken up so close to success. As I went to get back into bed though I looked down for a second and when I looked up my bed had moved clear across the room to where it was before I rearranged and cleaned my room the week before. *lucid dreaming cue # 2* I began to think that I was possibly in a false awakening and began to question whether I was dreaming and had actually fallen asleep. Before I came to a conclusion though I decided I needed to brush my teeth. (You know how dreams are. It feels perfectly logical to do some completely random thing.) Anyways, when I had finished brushing I got a drink out of the sink to rinse. When I brought my head back up though all the stuff that had been on the counter (razor, toothbrush, etc...) had vanished. *lucid dreaming cue # 3* I began thinking, "OK, this HAS to be a dream". Still not completely in control though I decided to go back to my room and go to sleep and try to have a lucid dream. (wierd huh? i knew it was a dream but wanted to go try and enter another one). Anyways I climbed back into bed and went to set my MP3 player for 15 minutes. When I looked at it though it was playing movie soundtracks. (That particular player though only has the binaural beats on it.) *final cue*This is what finally made me fully aware and in control. I realized what was wrong and was like "screw going back to bed... IM DREAMING!!!!"

I instantly thought "hmmm.... what should do now that I FINALLY am having a lucid dream?" I came to the conclusion that I would go visit my favorite movies and video games. I ran downstairs and out the door. As soon as I got outside though the dream started to fade. It was probably due to the fact that I was SO excited and that I just went from being inside a dark house to dawn outside. Thankfully though I had just read how to counter this in the book. I just looked at the ground and and told myself that I was dreaming over and over and that THIS was where I wanted to be, not awake. It worked and the landscape stabalized. I began running down the street not entirely sure how to get to Green Hill Zone. (ya I started with the video games) I figured if I kept running I would make it there. I wanted to see how fast I could run in a dream. It was probably about double my actual running speed. I just remember when I was running how vivid everything was. I wear glasses and in the dream I remember looking through them and everything was clear. Then I looked to the side and it was blurry, just like in real life!

Anyways, as I was running one of my friends passed me on a bicycle and asked me where I was going. I said "What are YOU doing here? This is MY dream and I dont' remember asking you to show up! (I sure can be rude in my dreams can't I? But you know, kind of wanted to explore on my own) But ya, I'm headed to Green Hill Zone. Wanna come?" I started running again and then my friend stopped me and reminded me to fill out the necessary paperwork. I asked him what the heck he was talking about and he said I needed special passports to get there. I told him he was crazy because in real life such a place wouldn't even exist and since this was MY dream I could go wherever I wanted. Then he asked me to help him fill out his paperwork. I told him I was going to leave and so I did, continuing my quest. As I came to an intersection where there is a big hill and you can see the county road go for miles, the dream started to fade again. I ran back a little ways to try and stabalize things. I tried spinning and layed down on the ground. It worked! The dream returned in all its glory and I started running again. Then my friend passed me on his bike and insisted I help him fill out his papers. I tried to make him just disappear so I could get going again but I wasn't able to. Frustrated, I told him to go away and let me enjoy my dream in solitude. Then a big gust of wind came and blew all his papers away. Soon after the dream started to fade again. I went to collect his papers and hoped that reading all the scrambled letters would help. I found one of the papers and the dream was nearly gone. They were legible at first but as I spun to regain lucidity they scrambled. In the dream I remember conciously thinking that my brain was being a real jerk and playing tricks on my attempts to retain lucidity. With one final spin I tried to stay lucid but fell to the ground. I accepted the fact that I was going to wake up and passed seamlessly to laying in my bed. I woke up and the recording took 20 minutes!

P.S. If someone knows how to change the date on the entry please let me know.

Last nights dreams. Had a weird dream I was on some sort of ship and there were all these controls and machines and stuff and I had to make copys of these controls and machines for the ship to sail and I was talking to someone they were guiding me and telling me what to do and when.
The second dream I had was about an old freind steve who is one of my dream signs actually. We were hanging out and doing drugs( thats what we did together in the past) then I turn on playboy channel and we sit down to watch. Right after that I woke up for the day. Was kinda weird cuz I have'nt seen him in a while and I never watch playboy channel.

[COLOR="royalblue"]Non-Aware (Dream)[/COLOR] - [COLOR="blue"]Partially Aware (Lucid Dream)[/COLOR] - [COLOR="navy"]Fully Aware and Vivid (Astral Projection(OOBE)[/COLOR]


This will be my first journal entry. Ironically enough I got my most vivid lucid ever, my own personal belief is in the way and I am questioning if this might not have been dream at all, but actually something bigger like an ... astral projection.

After writing a reply in a thread here on dreamviews I got back to bed and listened to Robert Monroe's - Gateway Experience Wave I - Discovery 1. It was a good attempt and I got to the Focus 3 (Full Relaxation Stage).

Then I put my headphones of and fell asleep.

00:13 - 02:48

[COLOR="royalblue"]I were in a bar with two friends. My friends tried to tell the other in the bar that I had the power of flight but of course no one believed them. They asked me to demonstrate so I took pace and jumped up in the air but I was only able to keep flying if I did a dive in the air. Almost like in the Dolphin Olympics game. Then I tried to maintain the control of the flying with no success.

Then I woke up. I looked at my hands I was awake (NOT) and I started write down what I had dreamt. When I was finished I tried to get back to sleep. I felt strong vibrations and wondered what the hell that was going on. I started to think about witches for some reason and I thought to myself "No brain don't think about scary things now when I am about to lucid dream... Ah well I guess there is nothing I can do about it". Then I see really see images appear in front of my eyes.
I remember seeing a skull in a circle and some other black and white shapes, I observed with excitement. Then I start to see completely physical real, more real than any dream or hallucination I've ever had, Pokemons!
I saw charmander and some green fella I can't remember the name of and there was some strange foggy blue background around them, I was amazed of how real they were, really amazed because I have never witnessed anything that was that vivid in my four years of practice![/COLOR] [COLOR="navy"]Then I notice that I am holding a gameboy advance in my hands and in my physical life I have thrown that away years ago, so this just can't be real or the physical. But I never told myself that I was dreaming, because this didn't feel like my lucid dreams usually feel, this felt REAL! I felt like I was standing in a separate physical reality, it felt like in the physical it was only a weird environment, but I was aware of all my memories and all my actions. I looked out through my window and see weird vehicles and people although the street looked kind of like it does in physical reality. I thought to myself "Ok if this is a dream I will be able to control it like I usually do, by my expectations." I thought of something weird and sexy just to test if the sex drive was controllable in this experience. I imagined Jessica Alba and Britney Spears waiting for me naked when I opened my door. To my disappointment nothing appeared except my usual living room, although with one change there was one extra room and a closed door leading to it. I went into my sleeping mom just to see how she would look like and what would happen.
She looked the same except one thing, she had weird warts all over her face. I got a little chocked and said "Ehum good night mum.". Then I went into the extra room and saw a girl sleeping there and for some reason got a little attracted, but I remembered that that is usually a bad thing in lucid dreams, so whatever this experience I now had was, I should resist it. She was laying on her side with her back against where I was standing, so when I came in she turned over and well she didn't looked fully human. It's hard to describe it was not alien or animal like it was just a different looking human without looking human. She still looked good though, especially for being another race.
I thought about Monroe's book where he got helped by people in the astral, so I asked her "Where can I find people from the physical world?" and she said with a pity face "They don't dare to come here".
Surprised of that answer I thought about the chapter in Monroe's book where he mentioned that he took over another persons body in the astral, almost like a possession. So I was afraid that I might have done the same thing, so I asked her "Do you know who I am? Who am I?" and she said with a smile "Of course, you are ....." I want my name to be a secret for a while.. but she said the right name. Relieved but surprised I leaved the room and went to my stairs. I saw about twenty rings with different symbols on them, some of them that I actually remember. Amazed over my physical memory I thought about the Crop-Circles documentary that I saw some month ago where they talked about advanced symbols that seemed impossible for a man to draw especially on a big crop-circle. But I tried to look for more complicated symbols but I found none. I went to my kitchen and saw my dad, stressful as always so I didn't stay for long. I decided to go out of my house, when I opened the front door a man greeted me and walked inside, "probably a friend of my father" I thought.
I looked up into the night sky and saw a bunch of white circles, almost like small moons, spreading all over the heaven forming a globe around the earth. I noticed that I could see a black silhouette from different angles in each globe and as I moved I realized that the silhouette was me! It was incredible because the silhouettes was synchronized with my every move no matter what movement I did. I waved with my arms, jumped around and it still maintained the synchronization. I thought about Monroe's book again and wondered in what Locale I was in. I asked to myself "What would happen if I fly and accelerated through space and what will I see?" I tried to fly straight up, but only managed to levitate for a bit...
I thought of asking someone and I saw two kids, I asked them "Do you know how to fly?" they said that they only knew how to start levitating but not continue flying, so I was in the same flying level as a kid. Although I asked the grown ups but they didn't knew either and they seemed busy to get to work. I wondered where I was, stupid enough I forgot to ask. I then felt a black space fading into me and then I was laying in bed and I did a ton of reality checks to make sure I truly was awake. [/COLOR]

I was generally hanging out with family at our holiday house and I ordered some fine tobacco online, it got there and it was holy basil with some other kind of leaf. Neither great for smoking To my knowledge anyway.

Next scene I can remember, this old asian couple lived in this dilapidated house, and there was a cutout down a concealed alley where one of them would sleep.
For some reason, someone was trying to abduct her. They were around my age but being told what to do by some older men.
I was trying to stop them from getting her, and did some ingenious stuff to take them out one by one, but it ended up turning in to a flirting session between me and one of the girls.

Next scene, I'm walking around my primary school, and there have been gardens beds set up. A guy is showing me all of his plants, really strange names on some of them. There's an old lady there, who works with the plants, and she told me that the kid I killed when I was saving the Asian lady was the special one.
I told her "I was the special one, once". She said "No, HE WAS SPECIAL!". I said, calmly, "yes, my Grandma thought I was the special one too".

Shortly after, some crazy shit happened that would be terribly difficult to describe via language, even if I could remember more of it.
Then I was playing some sort of virtual reality, but it didn't feel like it. It was part of some game.... I don't know very odd.

I was at the top of this castle (my just self suspended stairs and hallways etc. going up high, I'd climbed from the bottom and other people starting at the bottom were lined up. I saw the little dots (very far away) start ascending. Just near the top was a gap, right in front of my feet after the top stair.
I thought there were all gonna fall, until I realised that the stairs were bouncy. They came bouncing up and I was trying to knock them down. I used a couple of little bomber-men (like from mario) and a few other things. It was futile.

One of my thoughts when I was waking up was that I don't need to be the "king of the castle", the best etc. and I am not special.
And that's awesome.