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Color legend: Non-dream Dream Lucid

Lucid #248: Zed

I’m at the office at night, talking to my friend “Z” about the game we’re working on. Z says something about how he’s getting a special financial arrangement worked out with his “partner”. Then I realize that he’s talking about his wife, and it seems strange that he said it this way. Then I notice that Z has hair when he normally keeps his head shaved all the time, and now I become lucid.

“Hey Z, I’m dreaming right now,” I say, standing up. I make some comment to him about how now he has hair and he chuckles. I continue: “Was there anything else that you wanted to tell me before I go?”

“Yeah!” he says, and fires up a projector that’s sitting on his desk, pointing it at the wall, and beginning a presentation about video game art design.

Even though she hasn't physically appeared yet, I say to Dreamer, “Hey, this is cool! You’re finally getting to meet [Z]!” I make the motion of draping an arm over Dreamer’s shoulder, thinking this might result in a summon. It feels sort of correct for a second, but then there’s nothing. Instead I imagine that she’s standing behind me. I hear a small shuffle of feet behind me. I decide not to push my luck just yet and instead watch a little more of Z’s presentation.

Z splashes up some cool screenshot with all of these effects that use additive blending. Then the next slide is some text, but it’s too unclear to read. Z starts hitting the side of the projector, trying to fix it. “Here, let me try,” I say. I make a square shape with the thumb and forefinger or each hand and “zoom” it in and out to focus the image. Now it’s sharp but the text is something odd that keeps changing.

I look out the window and notice that dawn is starting to break. My point-of-view moves out through the window, briefly flying over another part of the city before the dream ends.

This is an interesting lucid that happened about 40 minutes or so after first falling asleep. These are very unusual for me! Also had a much more nightmarish start than most of my lucids.

Color legend: Non-dream Dream Lucid

Lucid #247: Happier!

I’m standing by my pool, which looks distressingly green and nasty. While I’m stressing out about how this happened, a large snake comes slithering out of the pool toward me. “Whoa, are you kidding me?” I shout, running a few feet away toward a stone wall that’s about eight feet high. I scramble up to the top before the snake can get me. I notice that this felt easier than it should have, and I become lucid.

I let go of the wall and float away, my feet rotating gently upward until I’m lying on my back, looking up at the sky. I’m in some kind of miniature canyon, and the green water is now just a calm pond rather than my pool. I fly down toward the only exit, which seems to lead into a cave.

The cave interior is well-lit but feels sinister. The walls are stained red as if they’re covered with blood and strange growls echo off of the walls. Further down the slope I see dim, hulking figures shambling through the fog. I think that they look like zombies. I remember that I want to summon Dreamer but I want to wait until the environment becomes more pleasant.

I walk further down the slope and a huge, crazed-looking man with a black beard charges at me, his hands outstretched for my throat. That’s not real, I think, and I feel only a dull impact as he passes through me. Out loud, I say to Dreamer, “I know you’re here with me. I’ll call you in soon.” (I still don't want to call her in while the dream's still going all horror show on me.)

Another crazed figure charges me, decayed flesh hanging off of his face. Yuck! Why is this dream trying to be so scary? I turn away, knownig that he’ll pass right through me, and he does. I emerge from the cave into a large tiled room that looks like an industrial kitchen. About a dozen or so zombies are in here, rising up from the floor, shambling forward, and then collapsing with a sigh into a heap of bones. Then the cycle begins again. It’s gruesome to look at and I really want to fix it.

I decide that the zombies and I are all going to sing together! I come up with some song where the chorus goes, “Happier! Happier! Happierrrrrrrr!!” I belt it out with all I’ve got, and the zombies join in with me. Each cycle they look more and more normal, until after about 30-40 seconds, all of the zombies are now blond guys wearing shades, suits, and sporting 80s looking haircuts.

I keep singing with these guys for a while, really enjoying the turnaround of this dream. I realize that I should think about other goals, and as I’m making my way into the next room, the dream thins out and fades.

Three boys at a boarding school have smuggled in a canister containing what they think is going to be a harmless prank. They're wrong. They're in much more serious trouble than they expected, and one of the three boys immediately runs from the room, cluing the authorities in to their guilt. The other two try to explain that they're not at fault, they didn't mean to hurt anyone, it's the person who gave them the canister who caused this, and the third boy's gone off to fetch something that will prove it - but he'll be too late, that evidence will be gone.

Two guys have shown up at my IRL home with a dead girl in the backseat of their car. She won't stay in the ground. They're telling me she needs to be put to rest. I say yeah, she sure does - but not in my yard. Get her out of here. I go back to bed.

After going through a portal, I'm briefly disoriented, looking at this immense black hole in front of me - then I realize I'm still in the void, the portal I just went through only shifted my position within it. I'm floating before this vast swirling dark mass. It's something like a cloud if a cloud had long spines that curl and move, and something like a great tornado seen from above with a black eye at its center, and something like a nest framed with this curling mass of spines. It's unimaginably vast. The hole at the center is many, many times my height, and it's only like the pupil in a great eye; I can't begin to describe the size of the thing itself. I try to look to my left, to get my bearings in the void, but when I try to look away from the thing, static noise fills my head, getting worse the farther away I turn. I swim through the air to that black hole.

On the other side, I'm disoriented again - I'm underwater and I have a hard time figuring out which way is up, and there's too many colors after the void. I eventually work out I'm in the cabin of a sunken ship, tipped so the prow's pointing straight down - I quickly make my way out and shoot right up to the surface. I'm in a great cave filled with several such shipwrecks, with sun shining in through holes far above.

(Woke up. Back to sleep.)

There are two women, lovers, relaxing in a small pool surrounded by Greek-looking ruins in a green field, with plants around the pool for privacy. This planet has been uninhabited for a long time, people only visit it now as a place to relax. An older, beautiful woman approaches the pool. The others dislike the interruption and the loss of their privacy, but it can't be helped; everyone's friendly and polite, and the women in the pool shift over to make room for her.

The scene changes: one of those two women is sobbing on the shoulder of a friend. Her lover's dead - that older woman killed her.

This lucid is from the morning of October 17th.

Color legend: Non-dream Dream Lucid

Lucid #246: Gimme Three

Wife and I are walking through a slightly crowded, nondescript room, being rapidly introduced to people. Some guy introduces me to his son, who looks like to be about 5 years old. “Gimme five, buddy!” I say, holding out my hand. But when I look down at my hand, I see that the pinky and ring fingers of my right hand are completely missing. I laugh, aware that I’m dreaming.

Most of the people in the room look sort of frozen now, so I walk out through the door to the top of a gently sloping wheelchair ramp. This young guy with cool hair is standing here flirting with two attractive young women. I want their help, and as I remember my goal to summon Dreamer, the three of them stop what they’re doing and turn to look at me.

I point down the wheelchair ramp, saying, “Is Dreamer right over there?” The guy nods, pointing just down the ramp at a woman who’s leaning against the wall. I approach her, and see that she’s in her early 30s, with short,very dark hair. She’s attractive but wears a pinched, almost grim expression on her face.

I just don’t feel like this is Dreamer. I say, “I’m going to keep looking,” and reach up to pat the woman on the shoulder. Somehow I completely miss and accidentally pat her twice on the left breast. I cringe with embarrassment and she mirrors my expression, but otherwise doesn’t react. “Sorry, not what I meant to do!” I say before hurrying down the ramp into an arcade.

I see a small group of young women playing skee-ball nearby and a little to the right, a couple more women in their 20s playing some kind of game where you skate back and forth along the floor. They look like they’re having a great time! It looks like a fun thing to join in on, but I’m also really eager to perform the Task of the Month (where you play an instrument that does not exist in waking life.)

There’s a low stone wall here, painted white. I try to show off a little dream control and take a big bite out of it, but the taste is dull and chalky. Suddenly, a set of double doors opens to my left, revealing a long hallway. I run toward it then just for some laughs I bellyflop onto the floor and slide the length of the hallway on my tummy.

At the end of the hall, I open another set of double doors that leads me into a large cafeteria-like room that’s filled with DCs. I don’t make my way very far into there before the dream ends.

Code Titans:
The Titans were kidnapped by Slade they were in some kind of really dirty area with acid toys were rotting inside their.
Robin manages to escape he uses his Grappling Hook swinging to building to building, he meets catgirl and they start dancing...
Meanwhile...Slade kidnaps Alieta and puts her on the Desert Sector and she starts destroying Lyoko bit by bit....
Assembly Team:
I was on a Team with Cheerleaders but I wasn't the Cheerleader I don't know what I even did...well our team wins and theres a signutare booth everyone gets bunch of signutures while I only get 2...the 2 Girls who signed my paper were nice I asked why I couldn't read this she said "The ink goes through the paper to the otherside."
(D/N: Wierd...I get signuatures and I don't give them....)
Anyway, I grab my water bottle but I notice it's really big I goto the office and ask if my water bottle is in the lost and found.
Besides this There was a wierd Illusion in the office like cars were in there and a bus I decide to through the water bottle away sence it is not mine but It turns into my Blue Water bottle but I still decide to through it away.

Well - yeah.
Stupid, sort of - I really wanted to go on dreaming, what I was dreaming, wanted to get back to somebody's house.
So I got lucid and tried to fly there. But I got stuck in mid-air - nothing went forward nor backwards, just me hanging there and trying to air-swim. It wasn't really full lucidity, maybe that was why - only thing on my mind was getting back there and I woke up from my futile efforts. Shame.

10.18.14

Last night, bed 11:20pm - 4:40 am

DR1

I need a business suit for some occasion. I hate doing that IWL. I'm in a store and OpheliaBlue is there, on my left as well. I see business attire hanging. It's dark grey, with some white in it, almost like salt and pepper, but lot more gray. It's knitted top that's more like a sweater than a jacket, and a short skirt with folds. I like it right away, pick it up and hold it against me and I'm asking Ophelia if it would be ok, and the salesperson, if size would be ok.

DR2

Traveling on a bus on a country road. We are in Nepal. Road is winding, and as we go up the hill, I see typical Nepal houses and typical Nepal beds. If you didn't know, typical Nepal beds are on the roof, and they are as big as a roof itself. Made out of very dark wood, almost black. I scamble for a camera but by the time I aim it, there is only a small portion of a house visible, most of the view is sunset over the ocean on the left, and house on the right.

Considering I went to bed past midnight, lucky I had recall at all.

Fragment: Something to do with cat vomit. A lot of it. I had to clean it up.

Fragment: Something to do with a game where you built and fought with Lego airplanes. I was helping other people refine their designs.

So I was watching some series that was supposedly a Spin-Off from Korra. I think it actually took place even later on the timeline, because the technology in here was very advanced. In Legend of Korra, they love to show off the new technologies as the world advances and this was no exception.
The story starts off with Ryu, the main character living in an Earth Kingdom village. It turns out that he uses his earthbending to make sculptures, but isn't very good at it.
Then one day, the village comes under attack by some common bandits and he tries to fight them off and give chase. He chases them onto a train and the train leaves before Ryu can fight them off.
After defeating all of the bandits, Ryu is thanked by the original owners of the train. He learns that the train was actually a hijacked military train and they were looking for a group of criminals called the Mao gang.
...
Some time passed. Ryu is taught how to Metalbend by the military people and (despite his art skills lacking) he is a good fighter.
...
Then I recall there was a train chase. The Mao's train has a high-speed engine and begins catching up to them. There are some Firebenders and Airbenders who fire on the back of the train. Earth and Metalbenders from the military train retaliate. They fire a grapple into the engine of the Mao's train and slide across. But the boarding party is promptly defeated.
Mao's train then reveals it has a secret. One of the cars' roofs opens and out come helicopters. Ryu is on the roof just in time to see this new technology. For some reason (Out of character for the show) the choppers have machine guns on them.
Ryu's commander uses Metalbending to stop the bullets, and tells Ryu to go. Ryu tears up part of the train with Metalbending and makes a glider to fly across. The commander continues fighting the helicopter.
Ryu fights his way onto the enemy train. He manages to make it to Mao's war room, near the back of the train. Here it is revealed that there is no 'Mao Gang' but that Mao is just one person, with a multiple personality disorder. He is bald, and I am speculating that he might be an Airbender.
He has a large map, and for some reason the map is of Earth, not the avatar world. He has 'X's over the areas that he wants to conquer.

So, this is my first DJ entry. I got inspired to once again get up on that horse and continue my quest for lucid dreams due to a pretty enervating experience i had this night, so I decided to start a dream journal here on DV.

First Dream of the Night (non-lucid/fragments)

It was a beautifully sunny summer day, and I found myself, dressed in my swim-shorts, being on some kind of wooden construction in the middle of a lake/on the ocean. The construction was almost like a big raft, but it didn't float - it was somehow grounded. On the wooden thingy are two headphones, more precisely my pair of headphones and my friends pair that i borrowed from him the day before. I pick up my pair and drop them in the water. Terrified of breaking or losing them to the deep water (they are pretty expensive) i grab a hold of the cord and try to pull them out of the water. But unfortunately the cord disconnects with the headphones (the cord is not integrated with them, so it could happen IRL too) and i see them sink into the water.

Now the weird stuff starts to happen that i don't really remember much of. Somehow i start to levitate or fly, but it's not willingly and i can't control where I'm going. Levitating higher and higher I again find my headphones, that earlier sank into the water, in my hands. Immediately afterwards the unknown force that controlled my flying started to thrust me in air in all possible directions. I let go of my headphones and then I don't remember anything else.

Second Dream of the Night (DILD lucid dream)
I woke up at around 7AM due to my autistic brother waking up and being in a bad mood (meaning he starts shouting/screaming). He kept me awake for a good 30 minutes where i got up, went to the toilet and got a cup of water.

After falling asleep again i find myself in a house, standing in the entrance doorway. In the room in front of me there are children playing so I know that I'm in a family home. A head springs out from the other room and a DC walks into the room with the children. It's a girl that I was in the same class with in high school that i never really cared about or found attractive or even liked. At that moment when I saw her i immediately knew that I was dreaming. I just knew it so I didn't even bother to do a reality check. I stood still for a couple of seconds trying to get a hold of how stable the dream was and found that it was in fact really stable, and I also noticed that I was a lot more lucid than I usually am in other LD's. All good!

I'm not proud of it but my primitive urges got a hold of me after I got lucid, so I followed the girl into the next room where we sat on the couch next to each other. She was watching the TV, but I just whipped out my dick and started to stroke it while watching her reaction. To my surprise she didn't actually engage in a sexual activity but just said "oh no, you got the wrong idea" and stood up and walked into another room. I didn't really care about that and thought to myself "yeah well maybe that's for the best, she's not hot anyway lol". I got up and followed her, because I wanted to turn her into another girl. She had closed the door behind her and right before I'm about to open it she opens it and walks to me. It's just that she isn't she anymore - she is an even uglier girl that's dressed in a dominatrix costume and ready to have sex, but I felt like it was her anyway. "Oh hell no, I'm not getting into that shit" I say to myself, and turn around so I'm not facing her anymore. I'm trying to imagine her as a girl that I know that i find really attractive and also had a crush on for quite a while. I turn around, and she's almost transformed (half/half ugly girl/hot girl). I do it again and now she's fully transformed into that beautiful girl. And she's looking naughty too She guides me upstairs to a bedroom where she sits and winks at me.

Now the worst thing that could happen happens. I feel the LD freezing in time and I immediately know that something is wrong. I can hear my brother again from outside the dream, waking me up with his shouting. I'm starting to feel my physical body more and more until the dream is completely gone and I'm awake. Needless to say, I was pretty pissed off this morning...

.../Once again I'm in my grandparents house, it's dusk and there's a strong electric storm out there. I'm on my room, looking to the front side of the house when a lightning hits the hanging cables of the power supply of the city. There's a lot of sparks and a roaring noise until everything goes dark. The following scene, reminds me a WL night, when I was learning to use a semi-automatic photographic camera taking pictures of candles in front of an arrangement of mirrors. It was midnight under a clean full moon sky, when the energy supply of the city was cut for a few minutes. There's an old stadium in front of the house which looked amazing under the moonlight. For some reason, I go downstairs and find my old bike which looked something like this one here:

although it was another brand name. This time I find a dynamo to put in the wheel. I'm happy with this finding because it's something I was wishing for long time ago. I try to see if it works, when I decide to go out. I see my old comrade

is coming with me to take over the streets! He runs next to me, although sometimes I let him behind because of he finds something interesting to smell before turning back to run again. It's a known uphill wide street from my old days that I have to pedal standing on the pedals. I see him getting to nose into a passage when it automatically triggers my lucidity, I don't need to confirm because everything seems clear to me. I'm back in the days! I feel amazed how real I can feel my bike once again, and see my buddy boy once again running free on the streets. I want to do some tricks with my bike. I just get to run on a wall for a while. Not bad, but I don't remember any other I use to do when I dream here. Then I remember about there's the TotM, but anything else comes to my mind. I'm too focused on the bike to think about it. I turn to wait my pal. I got to jump with the bike high enough to turn it in the air. If it could talk it'd say something like: asd&ti§o3/?*83hihfj$ I'm laughing of my sketched move when I see my buddy running again, then I turn again still trying to unsuccessfully remember some task to do. I feel my legs are starting to get tired. I sit pedaling for a while, but I don't find it funny to ride my bike that way. I stand up again, when I see my dog running somewhere else. I decide it's time to leave him go. I turn in the opposite direction to get into a cross section. I have to brake some before getting into the traffic and realize I'm going towards the cemetery of the city. That's it, now I remember. I put some flowers on the graves, now I have to change the color of the flowers, of course, that's the task of the month!! () I'm getting closer to the main gate when the dream starts fading away/...

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.../I'm squatting to let the little devil go to play with her friends. She doesn't want to let me go and tuns back to hug me. It makes me fall on my back. I stand up, and start talking with one of her teachers. We have a conversation about Lego bricks. She tells me she used to play with her dad building a castle and a bridge that used to fall. I tell her that my brother and I, used to build a brick with plastic soldiers standing there, and threw batteries against it until it was completely "devastated". I remember I was around 8 when we did that, and I tell her it was like saying goodbye to that era. Because of it was one of the last times I remember playing with my old brother that way. She tells me that's exactly what the Gipsy Kings sing in one of their songs, they say: "My son didn't want to hear me, that's why I burned him"/...

* Alarm clock went off long ago and I realize it's late again, I have to run... again.

.../It's the second time some characters of the game Summoners War get into a dream. This time I see a sequence of a fight where my avatar changed its colors and used a sword to fight against a salamander which is defeated in around 4 moves. I try to repeat the sequence/...

* I will try to use change those colors in my avatar, it seemed to be pretty interesting

1. [Non-Lucid]
I am driving down these really narrow flat roads, there is a black fog so I can only see a few feet in front of me, I then see a fence to my left and realize its an airport but there is no runway...the fog subsides and I can see these 2 small derpy looking fat faced planes (I think to myself I hope I can get in and drive 1), so I walk over to 1 and to my surprise I can enter and drive 1 . I need to get myself to an area to take off so I drive forward and turn around (this plane is really sluggish to control), I notice a reasonably flat and long area so I drive up this ramp and into a building with a few people in there running away, there are big glass windows at the front so I floor it and go flying through the windows, I am about to take off and then I wake up due to getting extremely excited/aroused.

2. [Non-Lucid]
I found a cake shop filled with these amazing looking cakes and saw the 1 I wanted on the TV in the shop, so I asked do you have that cake in stock? he said no then rambled on about something.

Fragments:
I was told I have cancer in my shoulder so I had to go to hospital to get tested.

Dream - Lucid

I was laying in my parents' bed on my dad's side in the house I grew up in. I kept looking at the clock, waiting for when I had to get up. My friend, Mk's dad, was in the house for some reason. He came in the room and was talking to me. I was kind of uncomfortable. He came in the room and talked to me.

I was thinking about which work I was going to. Was in the bakery, or the coffee shop? I "remembered" that my old boss from the coffee shop said I could go back there any time, and she was going to schedule me for Thursday (which was the current day in the dream). I never got a solid confirmation that she was going to do that, and I hadn't worked at that shop in so long, I didn't know what to do. I looked at the clock and it was after 5am. It was getting too late for me to go anyway. I decided to stay home.

I was then at a restaurant at Disney with my brother and I think his fiance? We were in a restaurant. We were then in this place that was holding some sort of scary Halloween show. I didn't want to stay there, so I left. I was then going down some stairs/a ramp (can't recall which). All these moving walkways were coming off of the stairs/ramp going out to the left and right. There were people on the walkways. It was some attraction at Disney that had been modified for Halloween. The employees on the walkways would get you from the main staircase/ramp as they were about to pass you and take you on their moving walkway with them and guide you through the now haunted attraction. I was leaving and alone, so I didn't want to go. I avoided getting the attention of any employees.

When I got to the bottom and close to the door, I decided I did want to go on it after all. I thought I saw my brother coming in through the door, which would be great because he could go with me, but it turned out to be someone else. I turned around to look at the stairs/ramp and the moving walkways. I watched an employee come up behind a black man and get behind him as he moved onto the moving walkway. He hadn't seemed to have startled him.

~

Barely slept, got up around 4am for work. Gotta do the same thing again tomorrow. -_-;

I awoken by a man covered in green and brown clothes. He could not talk and begins to shake around father room as if he wanted to show me something. I get up and look around and form my hand in to a fist so I can fist bump him. He does the same and we do the fist bump and I decided to get up. He points his hand at the pictures that I can no longer recall. I observe it and ask what does this mean but the man covered in green brown cloth never answered. That's when at some point I abandon him and open Father door to go in the kitchen. I notice my family all dress up and ready to go outside as they shut the back door. I place my left hand to raise the blinds and show my right hand to my Father who notice me in order to say five. My Father sees this and nods his head yes. It look like early bright morning. A little girl saw me through the blinds outside and wave hi. I was surprise and thought to myself younger kids these days must have incredible eye sight. I did the same and then place the blinds down. Then his group of people suddenly appeared in the house and wanted to take over the house. I told them I would not allow it and began to fight them. I seem to have a lot of air power and was able to jump really high. I easily defeated many of them with one hand as we fought through the air and eventually I return back to the back door and blew away the rest of them with a direct air current making it nearly impossible to hold on to the back door. I then notice insects everywhere around the house but I continue to think about how fun the fight was. I then notice my train of thought and realize that I was also dreaming but still enjoy obsessing about how the fight went out. I decided to open the back door and confirm it was night. I quickly went down the road while hearing my Father yelling "are you leaving" He order my mother to hunt me down. I heard how fast my mother was running toward me so I begin to run but have been having this problem lately in my dreams where I would always go in slow motions when ever I move. Before I could turn around to freeze her she has run pass me and tells me to help this woman in business attire set up this hill. I notice my father and brother were also present. After helping her get up the hill so she can go to work I began to get frustrated that they were still following me. My mother ask me where was I going? I told her I have to do something here. That's when the dream environment change in to a grocery store. My brother ask me what did I needed to do? I told him you're not really my brother are you? He responds saying yes he is. I ignore this since the lucidity felt very clear and kept on walking around the store waiting for the right chance.

Then as my family was at the waiting line my father started repeating what I said before any of us enter the store. Which was stop following me but in that more annoying way. I look at my father and bolted toward the door and continue to pass through a lot of people at the gas station. I could hear my father trying to hurry up in the store but I was too far gone. I began walking on the side walk. It was day and very cloudy no blue sky. I observe people walking poor or homeless waiting to try to find something to eat. I observe the trees blowing and thought this isn't what I want. I then look ahead of me and could see a path cover all over in trees with the sun despite being cloudy piercing down through it. I smiled and said yes as I ran through it and saw a nice huge empty field. I said I finally dreamt of this place and continue down the next tunnel as it pulls me down I get caught up in a large twig like bowl and spiral around in it for a short time. I then made it to the next field and observe how interesting and secluded it is. I then wanted to know what the next one look like but I had trouble entering the tunnel and woke up. Lucidity Time: 16 minutes.