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    1. 10/19/14 - snake and train

      by , 10-19-2014 at 05:56 PM (Leaving the matrix)
      Me and my sister and other people who's faces I can;t see are outside and we have guns and we're shooting each other in the chest and shoulders and nothing happens. We laugh each time and when I was trying to shoot my sister and her trying to shoot me we're jumping around in this corner that is draped in shadow so we can;t see each other and I decide to just shoot randomly into the dark. And then I hear my sister cry out in pain, and then I panic drop the gun and drag her into the light and ask her whats wrong. She's holding her leg and says the two leg bones are broken and her ankle fractured. Someone tells us we need to take her to a hospital to have it wrapped up so the bones will heal back together, but me and my sister don't want to take her and want to wrap them up ourselves and now my leg is starting to mimic her leg wounds so we sit down and realize how dangerous that game was and hide the guns and think about how what if I accidentally shot her face, she would've died. (Dream changes) I'm at my grandmas house and these two egg looking people start painting my moms car black and my mom and uncle doesn't mind so they let them do it even though the paint isn't working right. Then we all get into the car, my whole family somehow. My grandpa goes to my sisters window and says he decided he wants to sit on her side and she convinced him. So I scoot from the middle seat, to the far left and we all fit in. The while waiting for my uncle I'm looking out the window and see the hugest fucking snake I ever saw and its brown yellow and black and longer then an RV. I yell to my grandma that there's a huge snake outside and she gets a shot gun while I'm still watching it and now its grabbed a duck off the ground and is eating it. My grandma shoots at it, I'm not sure if she hit it, but it quickly slithers away to the front into the tree's. Then m,y uncle takes the gun and acts cocky and says he'll go kill it, but we all worry because he hurts himself easily. Then time passes and we get out thinking the snake is eating him but then we see him so we get back in the car and my grandma yells at him for worrying her and then he throws the dead snake on top the car and I'm disgusted because some blood drops are now on the window from the snake. (Dream changes) Me and goldy(the twitch streamer) are walking on this train track and it's down in a two walled ditch. Then we hear a train coming and blowing it's whistle noise so we hide a little and then when it mostly passes we jump onto the last cart of the train. Then he pulls out a wooden train whistle and tries blowing it, but just air came out so he hands it to me to try, and I blow though it and it makes the train noise super loud and then the real train whistles one long one and then three short ones, so I mimic it and then the train driver pulls a lever or something because he made the cart we were on detach from the rest of the train and we see the train leave and ours starts to go out of control and flips to its side and crashes into the ditch walls and catches fire and me and goldy crawl away from it and sit and watch wondering what happened. We guessed that the wooden whistle alerted the big train the the cart was useless or damaged or something. So me and goldy get up and walk to his house(scene changes to his house) He knocks on the door, it's night time now. His girlfriend ally(twitch streamer) opens the door slightly and peeps her head out and asks where goldy's been and then lets us in. He explains to her what happened back with the train, and then ally takes me upstairs and shows me a bedroom I can sleep in for the night but there's other girls in there standing in the dark at the floor and it creeps me out so I ask her if i can use a bathroom and she giggles and says yeah that there's on in the room with the girl and one down stairs, so I tell her I'll use the one down stairs. I didn't want to go into the dark room. I go downstairs and forget about the bathroom and find some of my family sitting on a couch watching a huge tv. I sit with them and my cousin keeps asking me if I knew the things about the show he keeps telling me, and I'm like yeah because I know but get annoyed he keeps asking me things, so I get up and go into a kitchen and see that ally left a letter for me on the fridge but then my cousin runs in and grabs the letter before I can fully read it, I yell at him to give it back. That she wrote it for me and it could be important. But then he puts it into an red cow print notebook and then puts it into his pile of school crap. Then a large man comes into the kitchen asking whats going on and I tell him my cousin is hiding a letter meant for me for some reason and the big guy tells him to give it back but he ignores and smirks, so I push him to the ground and start for his junk, and then my cousin says fine that he'll give me the letter back. He give's me a paper and I can tell it's not the letter so I tell him that's not it, so he's pulls out a blue notebook and tells me it's in there and I tell him no, it's in a red cow print notebook, he looks annoyed that I remember. Then he stands there so I push him again and start looking for the letter but instead I find his binder notebooks that he wrote in them that he loves david arquette, so I point and smile and walk over to his brother but then my cousin calls him over first and I hear him say that I'm gonna try to use finding out he's bi against him to get my letter back. So I tell his brother to pretend like I told him something else that pisses him off and then my cousin gets confused so I grab the letter out of his hands a laugh and tell him that I told his brother nothing, then run into this room that has two tables and my cousin follows me but i just wanted to read my letter alone but mila kunis follows us and is pissed at me for stealing his paper she says. So I tell her it's a letter meant for me and show her and then she gets pissed at my cousin for lying to her because she was going to beat me up to get it back for him. Then we three are at the table and she's super angry and there's puzzles and coloring books now on the table we begin to do.
    2. Adventures in the Mountains

      by , 10-19-2014 at 05:09 PM
      Non-lucid
      I'm in the wilderness, with a bunch of my friends. We're surrounded by beautiful mountains.
      We're walking with a guide, finding black bears. I have seen 4 before we come to a bear in a small cage. The cage is decorated for Halloween, and is set back from the trail. Behind that is tall grass.
      "Who do we have here?" the guide asks to nobody in particular, getting closer to the bear. My friends follow him but I stay on the trail, which is on a ridge.
      The long grass moves. Something is coming! An opossum scurries out of the grass and up a tree.
      "Guys! Run away! Something's coming!"
      I start running away frantically. I look back; my friends haven't moved. A massive black bear jumps out from the grass, and gives a loud, mighty roar.
      My friends scramble up the hill to join me in my mad dash. The bear chases us. We burst out of the forest and arrive at a mansion. Out of breath, I look back at the forest. The bear doesn't come into view. I get an overwhelming sense of safety.
      Then, I wake up.

      Updated 10-19-2014 at 05:15 PM by 69683

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    3. Minecraft Series, Rocket Scooter, Breaking someone's laptop by accident, Lost Lucid.

      by , 10-19-2014 at 02:02 PM (Lucid Time!)
      Way back, early in the night, I recall there being a short, bland lucid. I can't recall what it was about now, but I remember waking up and thinking about how frequent my lucid dreams are getting. I thought about how it was 3:00 now and I should 'go back'.

      At some point or other, I was watching an animated Minecraft Series. In it the main character had lived as a wanderer without a house and actually befriended one of each of the hostile creatures in the game. One Zombie, One Skeleton, One Creeper, One Spider and one Enderman.
      The Zombie and the Creeper wore helmets so they wouldn't burn in the daylight.
      I can't recall why, but they are trying to get into this big mansion and grief this other player. The Creeper recommends that he could blow himself up, but the player doesn't want him to do that. He then says he has to wait until sunrise to ambush the other player when he comes outside.


      This dream was actually really cool.
      I was a part of a small street gang of skaters; though we were generally good people, we did sometimes steal from the fat cats in our neighborhood because we were all members of poor families. Everyone in our gang had a unique ride; we had a guy on a skateboard, a guy on inline skates, a girl with a BMX bike, and me on a scooter.
      The leader of our gang was this wheelchair-bound kid who stayed at home, but worked on all of our rides for us. In fact, he was just showing me his latest work. He had attached a small tank of compressed CO2 and a pair of small engines onto my scooter. I could throttle it with the handlebars and use it for an extra speed boost.
      ...
      At some point, A rival gang of older, more experienced skaters broke into our garage and stole all of our leader's parts and tools. We were chasing after them. I was going the fastest with my rocket scooter and managed to catch one of the goons in this stairwell area.
      I made them give back the parts that the stole form us (for some reason they were a big handful of rubber bands and some black plastic wheels.)
      Then, a powerful man in a suit coat with a Bluetooth headset came and took the parts from me.
      ...

      I somehow came to the realization that this was actually a children's TV show. And the reason we couldn't catch the other gang, and even when we did, we got the parts taken from us was because the writers wanted us to learn some lesson about teamwork.
      I began making all of these fourth-wall jokes. Then the writer came and talked to me and told me he was going to take my character off the show if I kept that up. I told him I didn't want to be on the show anymore.


      So wait, how does this work? I'm on a show, I'm an animated character, but I'm also self-aware, like an actor?

      At some point or other; this was somehow related to college; I knocked someone's computer out of their hands while they were on the stairs. I apologized and actually felt really bad for her. They were crying as well, and trying to hit me, but I kept blocking her strikes.
      I 'remembered' this man I knew who could fix anything and took her to him. He was crazy and ran around his workshop gathering all of these wires and components, and re-attaching parts of the computer.
      At some point he managed to get the computer working once more. He had to plug in a new monitor; an old TV screen. On it were all of these special effects demos. One was of a bunch of dinosaurs fighting with Stormtroopers and AT-ATs.
    4. Am I Passing This Class? and The Baby Girl Who Started Her Life Again

      by , 10-19-2014 at 10:25 AM (Krista's Dream Journal)
      Dream - Lucid

      I was going into a math class. It was the last day of the semester (not sure if it was high school or college). As I was walking in, I couldn't remember if I had gone to this class during the semester more than a few times. I was thinking about the grades she had posted for me, and there were some holes and about as many grades. Ugh what was I gonna do?

      I sat down and there was a shorter, kind of stout black woman teaching the class. She was very lax and laid back. I was starting to wonder if she had even held class for half the semester. She handed out a test, our last one of the semester. It was a multiple choice test. The questions had little to no math relevancy. I don't remember them specifically right now, but the first one had some numbers in it, but the question was silly, and the next ones just had nothing to do with math at all. Man, this teacher must not care at all. I then "remembered" taking another test like that with her before and getting a bunch of them wrong. It didn't seem like there should really be any wrong answers since it was so silly...

      I later saw the teacher somewhere outside of class. Also, something about writing two papers on two different books or pieces of writing. It was and extra credit assignment for the math class. I wasn't sure if I needed it or not, but I wasn't going to take my chances. I couldn't decide which one I wanted to choose to write on for the second one (I had already picked the first out). I'd start writing in purple sharpie, but then I'd scribble it out. I asked someone, maybe the teacher, about what I should do. She gave me some suggestions on what pieces to write about.

      Then, something about Dallas and I having had a baby, a girl. Someone else was taking care of her, my mom I think. The baby then decided that she didn't want to be here anymore, and wanted to start over again from a newborn. I think she got really depressed about something. So she did that, and was an infant again. I then was wondering if Dallas and I should keep trying to have a baby since we had one already apparently. I then went to go see my daughter. I asked someone where she was and they told me that Debbie was watching her. I started to go down into this basement area that was supposed to be the break room at Kohl's, either down some stairs or a ladder. I started to see the tops and backs of these ladies' heads. They were two very gossipy ladies at Kohl's. They were sitting down on the couch watching TV. I didn't really want to interact with them, though Debbie was their friend. I went down there all the way. I saw that it looked as if some of them literally were living in the break room. Interesting. I didn't see Debbie or the baby anywhere. I then asked someone something. I then saw this pink dollhouse/cage thing that had plastic, interchangeable cribs in it. I was flipping through the different ones, watching them come up through the floor (I think I was pushing a button to change them out), when I heard R's voice. She is a lady that I work with at the bakery. She was saying "Sen and Simpy! Sen and Simpy!" (meaning Ren and Stimpy). She was talking about the themes of the cribs they were using for the baby. I kept flipping through them and didn't see any like that, though sometimes, two cribs would pop up, and then five.
    5. (l?) 10/18/2014

      by , 10-19-2014 at 02:34 AM
      My dreams today were much more blurry than yesterday. All signs of the vividness is was pretty much gone. My ability to remember them was so much less as well. My mind was very active and pumped when I went to bed, so maybe that is part of the cause. But also, I didn’t take a sleeping pill.. Were those helping more than I realized? Looking back at past entries, it seems the most vivid and memorable dreams all occurred while a pill was in my system. I think I’ll try another day or two without one to test this out. If the trend of blurry dreams continues after that, I’ll try a pill again and note the difference.

      The details are gonna be almost nothing on these dreams, and the writing jump around and perhaps end abruptly. But I’m just working with what little I do remember here.

      Going forward, I will mark entries with a lucid dream in them with (L) at the start of the entry’s title.

      The first dream focuses on my brother and him having trust issues with women. Someone he was supposed to spend some time with has bailed on him and given him a reason for doing so. But he doesn’t believe her, so he checks on her. This process I think repeats a few times, and some of the women end up being honest and some of them had lied.
      –Flashes: KFC, a huge (and very nice) house, something about today’s Vols game.

      In this dream it was somewhat close to time for to go to work, but I decided to lay in bed with Willow for a little while before I left. Figuring it would be a good idea to set an alarm in case I fall asleep, I ask her if she’s sit up and set it for me. She accidentally changes the time though instead of setting the alarm, so I fix it for her.

      For some reason though there’s a group of three people nearby and they’re making a lot of noise, so I get up and leave to go sleep somewhere else. When sleep became the singular goal of this laying down, I’m not sure.

      This next dream is the “big” one for the night, because unlike the other two I remember more pieces of it. I do recall that there was a villain/antagonist in this dream. A floating figure, black robed and blue haired. Like the villain in The Little Mermaid actually, though I can’t recall if it looks exactly the same. This antagonist made several appearances, usually that I just remember in flashes that I can’t really place in the timeline.

      Myself and a bunch of people from work were outside watching fireworks. Some big firework shell fell near us and landed on someone’s car, doing serious damage. Somehow another firework made a boulder roll down the road and it hit my car, doing serious damage to the front left side and tired. It was still able to be driven (as I remember doing so later in the dream, we went to the park I think) but the tire as at an odd angle I and I feared it would fall off. Anyway, I was going to go after whoever was shooting the fireworks and demand that my car be fixed, but now in the dream fireworks were being shot in the air from all different directions around us, so I couldn’t tell where the one that caused my problem had come from.

      I also just now remembered that at first the fireworks were coming from only direction when my car got hit, and Jordan showed me a flier saying some place was supposed to be firing off fireworks at the exact time my car got hit. So we were trying to figure out if that place was near us, so that we could tell if they’d done it. Before I could take action though the fireworks from all the other directions started as well and we were no longer sure that they were our culprit.

      At another point I was being chased through some sewers by spiders. Lots of them. There were other vermin as well. I think they were rats and snakes, but I’m not positive on that. Somehow I realized though that if I just laid down and waited, the vermin would all just pass over me and keep going after the others that were being chased. I realized that because the spiders had gotten me once before (I vaguely remember being chased before earlier in the dream), that they had no interest in getting me a second time. The antagonist was behind the vermin.

      This is were things get perplexing to me. Later in the dream (I THINK it was the same dream), I was outside on my front porch. Something strange happened and it prompted me to reality check. I don’t remember what check I did, but I think it was something with my hands. And I don’t remember exactly how that played out, but I realized I was dreaming. For some reason the dark was scaring me, so I closed my eyes and said that when I opened them it would be daylight and I’d be somewhere else (Amy and Andy’s house I think). I ended up teleporting a few other times as well, and at some point the antagonist showed up. That’s all I remember though.

      The thing is, I’m not sure I actually went lucid. Is it possible to just DREAM that you had a lucid dream? Not sure.. I’ve posted on the forums about it. The thing is that the dream didn’t feel any different than a normal dream that I can remember. The memories don’t feel any different. All recollection that I have of it points to it being just a 100% normal dream. So did I just dream that I was lucid? A&A’s house IS a dream sign, which also makes me question. Plus the fact that I can’t 100% remember my reality check.

      So I’m just not sure, on that one. I’ll think more about it and see what people with some experience have to say.

      Work On:
      –Write down every dream the moment I wake from it. Every time.

      Current Dream Signs:
      –Work
      –Amy and Andy’s House (Perhaps Amy and Andy themselves as well? Unsure.)
      –Yylvis, The Fox
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    6. 10/16/2014

      by , 10-19-2014 at 02:33 AM
      Well damn. There’s two short ones that go along with this one, but guess what? I didn’t write them down. They were short and there wasn’t much to them, and I remembered them so well at the time......... So! Remember yesterday how I said I’d never skip writing one down out of laziness? Well let me rephrase that. From now on I will not skip writing one down for ANY reason. If I’m supremely sick or injured, maybe I’ll get a pass. Maybe. But outside of that, there’s no more excuses. They’re to be written down, every single time. You got that brain? Okay great, good. Let’s move on then.

      Here’s the one big one that I do remember.. I’ll come back and edit this later if I happen to remember the others, but I have doubts.

      My brother and I were sitting in the living room at Andy and Amy’s house. I don’t recall seeing either of them, or any of the kids for that matter. It actually seemed very much like we lived there. Come to think of it, during the “Orathrapod” dream, we were on our way there.. Starting to suspect that living in that house is a common there in my dreams.

      Anyway, we were in the living room and I was playing some video game. I beat the game and decided to pop in a new one I got. After the first few minutes of the new one (maybe it was an opening cinematic, I don’t remember) myself and Mike (who had watched me beat the previous game and was now watching this one) thought it looked very exciting. I got excited and pulled my chair to the center of the living room for a better view and to be closer to the tv. Think it may have been a rocking chair. Pinkish red. (Didn’t I have a rocking chair like that as a kid??)

      The game was very colorful with poppy cartoon graphics. Looked a LOT like WoW at first. I made an archer. Mike leaves (I think) at some point while playing. The game starts to look more like Skyrim. At one point I’m backpedaling away from a bunch of rats and spiders. Maybe some tigers too? Not sure. I’m shooting them with a projectile, can’t remember what kind. Don’t think it was a bow. This was in a forest, backpedaling parallel to a river. Spiders were shooting webs at me, but it was short range and usually missed. Got too far away from the pack at one point and had to move forward to get close enough to hit them again. Ended up with a 1 vs 2 and I went into the water (don’t remember why). The game becomes reality at this point and it’s me vs a rat and one other thing. Can’t remember what. Tiger maybe. Holding the rat off to the side with one hand as I fight the larger beast. I remember trying to choke it and hold it underwater to drown it. Other beast is eventually gone, can’t remember if I killed it. I’m scared the rat is going to bite/claw me really hard as I hold it underwater. Lots of adrenaline and fear here ‘cause I didn’t want the rat (it was huge) to bite me as I desperately tried to kill it.

      Next thing I remember is this weird Kelly and Willow thing. I’m standing in the kitchen (still at A&A’s) with Willow and she’s telling me about a fight that they got into. I’m feeling flashes of the fight in my head as she talks. It’s also in a river I believe, and I think she’s telling me this story as an “I can relate to your giant rat fight” type of deal.

      The fight is brutal and she almost loses, but she ultimately wins by shoving a straw through Kelly’s eyeball, thus killing her. Straw was a cheap, pink plastic. When she tells me about the straw stab, I ask her if that “was a KO”. I find it strange for some reason that she didn’t seem phased by my nerdy little reference. She just says “yes” and keeps talking.

      The backdoor is open and from where we are I can see the alley behind the house while we talk. It’s a bright, sunny afternoon, that reminds me very much of Summer days as a child.

      Work On:
      –Write down every dream the moment I wake from it. Every time.
      –More reality checks when things seem strange.
      –Get some B6 vitamins.

      Current Dream Signs:
      –Work
      –Amy and Andy’s House (Perhaps Amy and Andy themselves as well? Unsure.)
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    7. 10/17/2014

      by , 10-19-2014 at 02:32 AM
      So virtually every website that I’ve studied has suggested B6 vitamins to help with dream recall and dream vividness. I gave in today and picked up a bottle so that I might try it out. Suffice it to say, it seems to have worked. My dreams were certainly way more clear, and I remembered more of them. I was getting better as it was, and this is just another nudge in the appropriate direction.

      I was under the effects of a sleeping pill, so I’m anxious to try again tomorrow and see if the outcome is any different. Anyway, on to the dreams.

      The first one finds me inside a video game. Yet at the same time, it’s reality. I’m partied up with someone; I’m pretty sure that it’s Willow. We’re mucking about, doing quests and whatnot, and we get stuck at some point. Some time later I realize that some of the buildings have back exits. Trying these exits in two different buildings both led to NPCs. The first of which was a woman, a gunsmith I think, that sold weapons. The second was an orc NPC that sold various items, including a +47% enchanting chest piece (which I was very excited out), stone gauntlets with red gems (that did either a burning effect or lightning on impact, I forget which), and some mage gloves that gave +mana and blue sapphires were in them. I was excited about the mana gloves too.

      At the orc we decided to rest for the night. My partner slept up on the porch (that the building’s back exit led to) and I slept down on the ground below. The orc, being an NPC, just sort of stayed in his place on the porch. I warned them both that, with it being night time, we could be attacked by monsters even while resting. At one point I killed something that skittered across the ground and I ate it. Partner asks me what I’m doing, and I say I’m eating the brownie that I killed. And sure enough, I remember the brownie having actually turned into a baked brownie. XD

      Then the Demon Knight came. A spectral enemy from the original Dragon Warrior on NES, with the same appearance. It was hard and it almost killed us all. In the end I had to call out to my partner to use Stopspell (another Dragon Warrior reference) to prevent it from healing itself while I kept it busy. After the Stopspell we whittled it down, and I let the orc NPC get the final blow. I find this strange because I remember making the conscious decision that the orc would get the final blow, and then it did. I don’t think I was lucid, but I think I was in control. Perhaps ‘cause the dream was still a “game”.

      I apologize to my partner and the orc. I say that it’s my fault he came. Demon Knights can only see in the dark I tell them, not what’s in the light. But I’d been laying out in the dark instead of under the porch light because of my desire to lay on the ground instead of the wood of the porch. So I said it was my fault that he came for us.

      (This farmhouse bit might be a different dream. I’m not 100% sure.)
      At some point there was a big farmhouse with a lot of people inside it, a mean old lady included. I was trolling them pretty hard using my mage powers, and quite honestly I was tormenting them. I don’t remember much about this part other than the thrill of devastation that I felt in using my powers against these people.

      And then we get to the walrus. We’re traveling through this field and there’s a tiny cliff near a river/lake ahead. There’s a walrus there, singing The Fox by Ylvis (there’s that song again). And it’s dancing around while it sings. Feeling quite merry, I join in with the walrus. (At this point it’s not really a video game anymore, just some strange reality.) So the walrus and I are running around, it playfully chasing me and it occasionally rolling down a small hill for fun while we sing. At some point it starts trying to bite at me and tack me, but still it’s all in fun. Somewhere during all this it turns into a hippopotamus. But then the biting and tackling start to become real. It’s trying to really hurt or kill me. I call out to Willow (who is 100% for sure with me at this point) but I guess the way I called for her to help me sounding impatient, or rude, or SOMETHING. Because she wouldn’t help me. She got mad at me instead. I scream and tell her that it’s going to injure me, it’s going to break my bones. She doesn’t help. I eventually get away (don’t remember how), and the dreams ends.

      The next dream takes place in a house I don’t recall ever being inside of, and it involves a woman I can’t remember where I actually ever saw her in my waking life. The image of her is getting a bit blurry now anyway. But she was my roommate in the dream, and I loved her. She didn’t know this though. We were just friends. She was one of those people that seem incredibly crass and rude until you get to know her. Her overall figure somewhat reminds me of Other Mother from Coraline, after she gets all tall and mean-looking. She was tall and very pale, thin, with shoulder length black hair.

      At some point during us living our daily lives, the neighbor does something nice for her. Helps her with something, gives her something, I don’t remember what. It’s hilarious too ‘cause the neighbor was a cartoon person that looked exactly like Leisure Suit Larry. I’m still getting a laugh over that. Anyway, he does something for her and she’s very thankful. So he asks her to hang out with him and have sex with him, and she says yes. (What the Hell, am I in Ride To Hell: Retribution right now?) They come to our house to do it, so I put on some headphones so that I don’t have to hear them and I start chatting online.

      I tried to change my status to something rather depressing at this point but I couldn’t do it. The status kept coming out all wrong no matter how many times I typed it. Again with the not being able to write in dreams. There was something odd about my chat situation too, though I can’t remember now what it was. I do think I remember talking with someone named Samantha a lot, though.

      Then it turns out that the whole thing with her sleeping with him had just been a dream. I mentioned it to her and she’s like “what are you talking about?” We talk for a moment, realize I had dreamed it, and then both share a good laugh. Around this time there was something about a bowl of potato soup on a barrel in the corner, but I can’t recall why it was important. Something about I’d eaten it IN the dream, but there it was in “real life”, but she explained why it was there. Then we made some food and sat on my bed, talking and laughing about the whole thing. Dream ends with us snacking and just babbling.

      The last dream I remember was one where I woke up into my real life. For some reason the alarm clock had been unplugged. I got up to see what time it was, and was highly annoyed to find that it was almost 10pm. One hour ‘til I had to be at work. Frustrated ‘cause I felt like my night was shot, I asked Willow why she’d let me sleep so long. She said it wasn’t that late, and we looked at the computer clock (I think) and saw that it was still pretty early. Inspection showed that two different clocks in the house both showed the wrong time. (Every clock saying something different.. A big flashing “you’re dreaming!!” sign, right there.) For the sake of the dream though I guess, we just agreed that the computer clock WAS the right time and then everything was peachy keen. Willow laughed at me for being grumpy, I laughed at myself, and life went on. Dream ended.

      Work On:
      –Write down every dream the moment I wake from it. Every time.

      Current Dream Signs:
      –Work
      –Amy and Andy’s House (Perhaps Amy and Andy themselves as well? Unsure.)
      –Yylvis, The Fox
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      Uncategorized
    8. Helping Coworker Move

      by , 10-19-2014 at 12:07 AM
      Non-Dream Dream

      Helping coworker (BW) move to Santa Barbara. My family is with me. BW has a really bad broken leg and my family leaves me with him. He is grateful.
      Tags: family, moving, work
      Categories
      dream fragment , non-lucid
    9. #33 - Charging like a rugby player/Storming the witches house

      by , 10-18-2014 at 11:57 PM (The Oneironaut's Odyssey)
      Black: Non-dream
      Blue: Non-lucid
      Red: Lucid

      Another terrible sleep, took me 4 hours to fall asleep.

      Dream 1 - Charging like a rugby player
      There's a reason behind what we were doing but I can't seem to recall it. There is a hallway, it turns left at the end, and before then there is a door on the left. The enemy is down here, and we charge them (me and a few others) as they come out from around the corner and the door. I'm in the lead and shoulder bash two on them, the third one I just straight punch in the face with my right hand. My pinky finger gets broken from the impact and I dart off into the room on the left. In here is pretty a bathroom, with windows on the other side of the room that look out over a nice forest scenery. 3 enemies are in this room, nursing their wounds, and they don't care that I'm in there. I sit down on floor and lean against the bath tub. Another enemy walks in, I say "hey man, my fingers broken" in an attempt to call truce. He stomps on my chest with his right leg and pins me down. I think 'Uh oh' and how intense this situation is, there doesn't seem much chance for me to get out since he's much bigger than me. I smack his leg off my chest, he stumbles a bit and I hook my leg up around his neck, squeeze, then do an insane grapple-throw and knock him out.

      Dream 2 - Storming the witches house
      Background: There is a witch (who is my neighbour R) that has taken over my parents house and made it her domain. She had enslaved a few people, and my friends had been captured and turned into little figurines.
      I see that the witch has gone out, she will be home shortly though as I can see her walking down the mountain. I dash in the main driveway and run towards the house, finding my way inside I try to find what I'm looking for (my friends). I run to the end of the house, I can see the witch walking towards the house on the main driveway, I crouch down so she doesn't spot me. As she rounds a corner and heads into the main entrance, I bolt onto the deck and down the stairs, I see her slave taking a leak (it was a girl, but she had man's member for some reason). The slave was carrying a box, and I instantly know that the figurines of my friends are in there, so I bolt past and swipe it while she's preoccupied. There are others robbing the house and rebelling against her tyranny too, we all run in different directions as she discovers that there are intruders. I jump into the bushes and decide to break the figurines to release my friends.
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    10. Fight, Zumiez, Cinnamon Rolls, Architectural Design Class, Cruising with a Girl

      by , 10-18-2014 at 11:08 PM (One Up Seeker)
      1. I was inside of my Architectural Design class, just working on my computer. Actually, I wasn't really working, I was just sitting in my seat looking at the screen. This didn't look like my real architectural design class, it looked much different. The room was at least 2 and a half times bigger than it was in waking life. The class was full of students, every computer had a student at it. As I sat in my chair I looked to my right and saw Naomi, one of the most beautiful girls I have seen. She seemed to be really deep into her work so I decided not to bother her because I know how she likes to get her work done before she socializes.
      Just then Mr. Barber, the teacher, stood up out of his desk and told the entire class that he would be calling us all by rows to come up to his computer to check our grades. There were at least about 4 rows, and each row was about 10-15 people long, so it took a while until my row- the last row- to be called. When our row was finally called the first guy in our row got up and went up the Mr. Barber's computer to check his grade. After he checked his grades he came back to our row, and instead of going in order from first to last, he decided to pick his friend to let him see his grades first. I wasn't cool with this. As he passed by me I stopped him, "Hey, you're going to go in order." , but as I said this I realized that I was going to start something that was quite unnecessary for the time being so I decided to let it go, and as I did it was as if that conversation had never happened.
      I let the first guy's friend go up to check his grade, and as he did I stood at my chair waiting to see mine because I knew that I was almost failing this class. Finally the second guy came back. As I was about to go up somebody else in my row literally sprinted to Mr. Barbers desk so he could see his grade. I knew I could be patient, so I waited for everyone else to go until it was just me and Naomi. I had a plan. Suddenly the bell rang for class to end, and it was as if I actually knew it was going to end because I felt it coming. Everyone left the class. I don't know if that was the last class of the day or what, but I usually have Architectural Design for 1st period every other day.
      Regardless of whatever time it was, I decided that I was going to leave. At the end of the classroom opposite of the classroom entrance there seemed to be some kind of secret exit. There was a black door, and it looked pretty old. I walked over to it, opened it up, and then walked inside. It was almost pitch black inside and everything seemed really dirty and rusted. The entire interior seemed to be made of really old metal, and that was literally it. To my left I saw an old staircase, and it too was made of all metal. I walked over to the beginning of the staircase and looked down it. There was already someone going down. "I was born to go down staircases with lightening speed" he said randomly. I then knew it was a guy I knew from school, Damian.
      I figured he knew where he was going so I started down the steps to keep up with him. Suddenly he started going really fast, faster than I've ever seen before and I lost him. I tried keeping up with him by literally almost sprinting down the stair case, and as I did my foot got caught and I tripped and face planted at the bottom of the staircase. I heard a voice behind me giggling. I looked up the staircase and saw Sophia, a stunning dime from my cooking class, slowly coming down towards me. "Sophia, you never saw that, and it never happened" I told her in a playful way. "Okay" she said as she continued giggling. I was going to wait for her to talk to her more, but I had Naomi on my mind so I wanted to stay on track with no distractions. I continued down the next set of steps(There were about 3 or 4 staircases going down) and eventually made it to the bottom.
      When I did make it to the bottom I reached another door. I opened the door up, and to my surprise it opened up to my friend Alex's front lawn. I walked onto his front yard and looked around. It seemed pretty empty and quiet. Suddenly my friend Dylan pulled up in an old white van and opened up the passenger side. "Get in Cory" he told me. I went over and got in the passenger side. "Whats up Dylan?" I asked him as I closed the door and buckled in my seatbelt. "The usual dude" he replied. Suddenly 10 people appeared on Alex's front yard. Most of them were black, there were only around 3 white dudes. Me and Dylan got out of the car and went to see what was up.
      As we walked over to where everyone was standing around I noticed that I didnt know any of these black dudes, and they were all pretty buff. I went up and talked to one of them. "Yo, what are you guys doing right now?" I asked. "We're all fixin' to spar." I figured it would be all black dudes against all white dudes because thats how they like to go- in groups together. I backed up a bit and waited. Suddenly one of the black dudes throws a punch at a white dude, and it all starts. Next thing I know everyone is fighting, but it is always white guy vs. a black guy. I see a guy named Austin that I know from school. I wondered why he was sparring because he's not buff at all and is mostly flab. I also saw that he had a different haircut than usual.
      For a moment I asked myself if I wanted to join in and spar because I knew I was fit for it. I thought it over and decided not too because even though I was buff, these black dudes were like 2 times my size. They were way taller than me, so they had to each be at least over 5 feet 10 inches. Soon all the fighting had stopped and everyone diverged and went their own ways. Me and Dylan got back in his van. Once we got in we kind of just sat there for a few minutes. Out of no where, a random lady appears on my lap and starts riding me(I honestly have no idea). She goes ham too, and was really aggressive. After she did this for quite some time she turned around and gave me a blowjob. While she did this I somehow had long enough arms to grab her ass and finger it(Once again, I have no idea).
      Eventually I feel that I'm about to release my seed, and I do, inside of the girls mouth(Sorry for this being so explicit, not what I am going for). All of it goes inside of her mouth. After this is all over I tell Dylan, who actually never even saw any of what just happened regardless of the fact he was sitting directly to the left of me. "Dude I just banged a random chick" I told him. "What dude!?!? No way!" he replied astonishingly.

      2. I was with my friends Patrick, Dylan, and Trey.

      Updated 10-19-2014 at 10:13 PM by 65076

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    11. At the movies / Fetching the kids

      by , 10-18-2014 at 09:52 PM
      I go to bed at 11:30PM. I'm woken by a kid at some time during the night, then I wake naturally at 4:30.

      Going to the movies
      I'm at home at my computer ordering movie tickets. I''m appalled that the normal price is $40, but I'm thankful that online I can get them for $7 each. I get enough tickets for our group to go see <movie>. Now we're at the movie theater. It's one of these old glitzy places, but it actually looks pretty good for its age. We're all dressed up really well. The place is huge: I'm not aware of the ceiling or of the far walls. We're standing in the middle of the huge space. Nearby, I see a huge sign covered in gold frufru around the edge. I think that maybe this board will tell us where to go to get to our movie, so Steve and I walk over to check it out. The board does have information about the movies, but none of it looks anything like what's on our tickets. I wonder if I somehow purchased tickets for the wrong theater (though I can't imagine how that could have happened), and I wonder if it wouldn't just be easier to buy new ones here, but Steve can't stand the idea of wasting the money on the initial ticket costs plus the crazy markup we'd have to pay to buy the new tickets here. Right behind us is some kind of informational desk. Steve goes over and shows the attendant (an older black man with fairly dark skin) his ticket. The man is incredibly scornful and condescending, saying that our tickets are for 77 and we're currently on 177, can't we read? I don't even know what those numbers mean, but now I'm afraid to ask him in case he gets even more scornful. He visibly gets himself under control, apologizes for being so rude, then starts telling us about this place. As Steve is talking to the information guy, I see my old friend Jamie M walk by. He's holding a violin and dressed in a white shirt and black pants, and I wonder if he'll be performing tonight. He comes up to me and asks if I know if anyone's had any success getting on the WiFi. I throw my head back and laugh a HAHAHA laugh, since the people around here aren't exactly technically savvy. I get myself under control and tell him as much.

      Now I'm going to audition for a part with my old coworker Dave Z. We're walking along a wide sidewalk in a city, and dusk is falling. Eventually we reach an unmarked door in the side of an indistinct building. I'm skeptical, but he grins and tells me it's in here. Now we're inside and need to get to the fourth floor. He's going to take the stairs, but I decide the elevator would be better. After waiting for the elevator for a moment, I realize it's not coming soon and dash after Dave to take the stairs with him. These stairs are HUGE, very wide, and with dozens of feet between each story. Now we've made it to the second floor. I check the elevator bank to see if there's one here, but there isn't. We continue. At the third floor, I check the elevators again, but then realize there's a very important reason that I couldn't take the elevator even if it were here.


      Fetching the kids
      I've gone to fetch my kids from where they've spent the last few hours with the B'n family. I'm in a long room that I think is a dormitory with many many beds. I can hear my family, but I can't see them yet: I'm hidden from them by some kind of huge block. I climb to the top of a nearby bunk bed and decide to lay there for a minute listening to them. At the top of the bed, I find it's actually two pieces: one for my upper body and one for my feet, with a gap in-between. It's really uncomfortable, so I manage to hook the foot part with my feet and slide it back towards me, closing the gap completely. I have to bend my knees now, but it's better than having the gap. My second daughter realizes I'm here and comes over and climbs up, wanting to snuggle. We lay there together while the other kids play for a few more minutes.


      Fragment: I'm in a big hotel(?) room, then out in the hallway talking to someone.


      I return to bed at 4:45 and wake naturally around 7.
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    12. Knew It Was A Dream But Felt Like A Different Person

      by , 10-18-2014 at 08:55 PM
      Non Lucid-Blue
      Lucid-Green
      Semi Lucid-Purple

      I was having a non lucid dream but I forgot what happened. Than somehow I ended up downstairs in a house. My cousins were playing video games with my brothers in another room but I decided to go upstairs. When I got upstairs I turned into a anime girl and I was in the ocean. I liked seeing the waves move back and forth and met up with a anime guy who was with me. But he was being swept by the ocean. I called to him to see if he would come back but I think the scene changed too quickly. I was now unaware I was dreaming and was on the computer watching a video of a dirty fat Gothic girl and a girl with orange hair and crystalized blue eyes who was sort of Gothic and peppy. She had a 400 liked video about her talking about something fashion related. A random guy than came up behind me and I told him I wasn't watching the video, that it just popped up. He said okay than the scene changed again.I was now in my room but it looked different. There was a evil scientist in the room and a zombie with me. The scientist said he changed my true love into a zombie and laughed. But I hugged the zombie and said I didn't care because I will love him forever. Than my dad came into the room to check on us and said that he came to make sure we wouldn't have any zombie babies. I thought about how weird this was after he said that and looked to the side. I saw a poster of Yu-Gi-Oh and thought about making him appear. But than I changed my mind cause the pyramid and the eye reminded me of the alumanati.lol That's when a little girl was calling me in the living room. In the dream I felt like I was her mom. When we looked out the window I pointed to plants that grew fruits and vegetables and said" Look at the seeds we planted. They grew into beautiful fruits and vegetables right?" The little girl knodded excitedly.( Its weird cause in the back of my head I still knew it was a dream.) After I showed her though a big dark skinned man who looked like a hobo thief started taking the food. I shouted at him to stop and tried going out the door but there was like a barrier in front of me. So I went around the barrier and ran to the guy and pushed him. The little girl ran to make sure I was o.k. but all of a sudden the man pushed the little girl and my mom said he pushed her off a cliff.(It was cause the setting changed) I was mad but felt she was okay cause i knew it was a dream. So I just pushed the guy off the small cliff and he hit the ground,than someone dropped a pile of bricks on him and he blew up. Surprised, I asked if I went too far but my mom said no and the little girl came back to me.
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    13. zombies

      by , 10-18-2014 at 08:31 PM
      woke up from what seemed like a long zombie dream. the only part i remember was part of it took place in the mountains. ive had zombie dreams before but not as detailed or emotional as this one...
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    14. 10/18/14 - zombies and barely a crowd panic

      by , 10-18-2014 at 08:06 PM (Leaving the matrix)
      I'm in a Walmart, I'm slinking around the isles and clothing racks because I feel like I'm being watched. Then I see that there is a big commotion in the center of the store so I sneak over and view from behind some things. It's a low stage covered in a red cloth. Some people are sitting on the ledge telling the people standing around it that there is one zombie in the store and that we need to seclude it before it spreads. Then as people as talking a few zombies clumsily goes after some of the people. Me and some people run for the exit of walmart and there are workers only letting the unaffected people out, after a brief search or my acting normal and also for bites they let me outside. Outside I see some zombies attacking people walking around the parking lot doing normal things. The people don't seem to panic until a zombie specifically targets them. And when a zombie does attack them they scream, run, try to fight the zombies off them and everything expected. As I'm watching this mess in the parking lot a zombie forces itself on top of me and I topple over and it tries to bite my face, but I keep it as far as I can with my hands and then roll a little to my right and shove it off of me with the gravity, then jump up and sprint straight through the parking lot. The scene slightly changes and I'm now on the side walk near an old fashioned looking movie theater. It's as though I've run far enough to where the disease hasn't gotten to in this town. I can see into the theaters open door and see a girl that in my dream I know. She's sitting at a table having food with two people a girl and a boy. For some reason I become angered at myself for not being the one with her at this theater, and angry that I haven't told her about the zombies that are spreading and the fact that now I can't walk up to her. So now old friends from high school show up and make me go into the theater with them to see a movie, I have to walk past her and we give each other a strange look. One of confusion and sorrow. Then I just run down the long restaurant area with many booths. It's dim in here and I sense something weird in a lot of theses people. Like I already know they'll be diseased soon and want to eat me. They already have that sinister look. I open the doors to the theater room and all the seats are already nearly full. So I find a seat next to this girl I used to know who liked me but I didn't like. The whole time I never noticed the movie I was just focused on how the girl I liked was suddenly in this theater seated two rows ahead of me to the left, and trying to brush off this other girls advances who's seated next to me. I eventually notice that everything I tell this girl next to me, she immediately gossips about to two girls next to her so I panic a bit and get up and walk through the row the the end left of the room to exit, but then this big blonde haired guy swings his head towards me and his eyes widen and he jumps up and attacks me making the same zombie noises the other zombies where making. Some people in the seats jump up and push off me and I slam hard against the floor and look up to realize some of the other seated people have turned, and are going after people. We all rush out of the theater room and I'm out first, but then I remember the her and shoot back into the room and she's still in her seat covering her head so I grab her arm and we run out and running through the booths area they're all zombies and dragging people by their arms into the booths and we almost make it to the exit, but in the rush we get pushed into a booth and we sit there with our heads down hoping the zombies attention wont be drawn to us. But then a zombie jumps on us so I kick them off and we run out the theater. I see three motorcycles, bicycles, and then this golf cart. For some reason I thought it a better idea to take the golf cart instead of a faster motorcycle. So me the girl, and now for some reason hank hill and bobby hill are on the golf cart driving out of this mess, zombies now everywhere. The scene changes a little and we're driving on cliff side roads that have sharp unexpected turns. I have hank hill lecturing me on the road and -panicking behind me the whole time. Every time he says something I almost drive off the cliff. The scene changes again and we make it to this area of open desert, but the dirt has lots of tired marks depicting somewhat a road. I stop in this circle that's surrounded by lots of dirt paths, lots of ways to go. It's like a compass, and when you look down at the floor these brown arrows move closer to sight and say what is ahead each way. Hank Hill says Billbur City sounds like a smart way to go. We image it to be big, populated, and new. But when we get there it is completely deserted, old, deteriorated. Although there are lots of tall deteriorated buildings. We see a man walking down the street with his head down towards us. Bobby yells to him "HEYYYY". And then it shoots its head up and sloppily sprints to us and we realize it is a zombie and that must be why the city looks like this, then zombies star coming from inside buildings at us, and we speed in the golf cart through allies and junk. There's old buses, tires , and crap everywhere. We see a few cats, and wonder how they are surviving. Then we squeeze the cart through this back yard into under someones carport, and there's junk everywhere, but we see jarred potatoes, I almost grab it because we are hungry but for some reason I don't. Then we see this guy stand in front of the cart and we all freak thinking its a zombie, but it's not. It's a survivor and he's looks covered in ash. He asks us calmly what we're doing here, and none of us know what to say. He points us into the house that the carport is attached to. We get off the golf cart and enter the house. When I go in I realize it's my grandmas house but ti's not, somebody hoarded trash bags in the kitchen, my grandma doesn't do that. Then I walk into the living room and there;'s a blanket on the floor, now the girl hank and bobby hill are all gone and me and my grandma are annoyed that someone put a blanket on her floor under the furniture. And then we sit down confused for awhile. Woke up.
    15. Fishing and Darts

      by , 10-18-2014 at 07:34 PM
      Morning of October 18, 2014. Saturday.



      These were typical “filler” dreams, I suppose; the type of dream that comes between more significant dreams.

      It was also the typical fishing theme of a dream type that usually has the same overall aspects since early childhood (the “prototype” first occurring at age four; October 2, 1965 in La Crosse). This includes the facets of fishing with my brother-in-law Bob, the water getting lower over time until mostly all gone (with the water often being shallow as it is), about four adjoining fishing spots (at least one spot often being clearly with no fish), and sometimes the scene mysteriously changing from outside to inside.

      In this one, I am fishing in an unknown location with my brother-in-law Bob and one other male I am not sure of the identity of at this time. I firstly catch a large northern pike with a treble hook. The two others do not catch anything. It is too difficult to get the hook out of the fish’s tough mouth but I somehow mentally will it out and then will it onto the stringer. The water is cold and will keep the fish fresh.

      At one point, I find myself about ten feet above the ground and standing on a narrow ledge against some sort of edifice or possibly part of a commercial dam. It somehow seems that the ledge seemed wider at first. This seems problematic (and one could easily fall off simply by casting with too much forward momentum or enthusiasm), so I go back down to the ground. I go to a different area and notice that one location has no fish (which I conclude due to the clarity of the water down to the small lake bottom). After casting too far and getting a few snags in both rocks and plants on the other side of the small lake (both above and below the water’s surface), I manage to catch two more fish; two bluegills. The others have still not caught anything, but we have enough to eat for one smaller meal, it seems.

      After time passes, it seems like the location is now somehow indoors. Most of the water has lowered to where it would be pointless to try to fish anymore. This common in-dream scenario likely simply relates to becoming more conscious (slowly waking) and little else (whereas more water relates to going “deeper” into the dream for me, often triggering lucidity where I then sometimes control the motions of the water), in addition to the logical slowly waking perspective of then being indoors where one actually is at the time. I think that a lot of in-dream transitions have nothing to do with supposed symbolism as much as they represent simply going from the dream into waking life and I have documented such obvious waking transitions thousands of times with hundreds of different representations of transition types - from larger boxes closing over smaller boxes (“closing up a subconscious facet” with more clarity and growing consciousness) to fruit growing rapidly (or “becoming more conscious and aware”) and stopping at the point of waking. In fact, even falling asleep in the past, I often started to hear the pleasant sound of water (as if from a small brook) in beginning hypnagogic audio.

      In the next dream, which is fairly short, I am playing darts where Josh Holloway is present. (Josh Holloway, for some reason, is the only recent celebrity that appears with any regularity but he always has a different name though in this dream a name is not noticed.) One player puts his face near the board as a sort of challenge but I meet the challenge by not throwing a dart into his face and hitting the areas mostly near the center. The same person does not trust one of the other players as he had trusted me and moves away when the other person is up.

      Looking back, the fishing dream was preceded by another dream related to fishing but involving my old classmates including David S (also a friend) and Wayne H and Bobby S. This one is rather odd in that we mostly only talk about going fishing on a particular day with mention of the weather being too problematic to do much. The dream focuses on a larger room full of beds, some in line with each other, some perpendicular to others. I spend most of the time washing blankets and sheets and being annoyed by how little a washing machine holds. I can only fit about two sheets in at a time when I have at least ten or more to wash for the next visit by the group.

      The ledge scene in the first dream above is a vague in-dream replay of a scenario from “Cat’s Eye” (from 1985).
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