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Another night of "dream memory overflow" -- just so much going on

+ on beach with JT from company "N", grab handful of sand in both hands. The sand is fine and white, "This is my favorite beach/sand!"

+ (DO overhead) celebrity yacht/home/mansion massive, fly there 24x7 parties inside, food area with lots of grilled chicken (green sauce, red sauce) cooking, and a meat with noodles station, the cooks are serving it up to people

+ in the delivery office with an automated parcel handling system moving boxes from a conveyor belt to a storage shelf, automatically scanning the parcels, pieces of a complicated red and white printer arrive individually

+ playing chess

+ watching a huge fast plotter in action making a massive line drawing of some design. huge ink reservoirs. woman are drawing things on top of the plot as it draws, also extremely quickly, connecting lines, etc., but they sometimes make mistakes and their lines aren't perfectly straight or don't meet the ends of the other lines perfectly.

+ a race to the end of the long, winding path. running along cliffs, schools down below, through a greenhouse growing area where super long (4-5 meter) and very thin zucchinis are growing along (around) the lines/strings

+ at work, lots of discussion with various people

+ arrive at church with family. As we sit down I see DoFo (div. cousin-in-law) in front of me in the service area, I'm surprised to see him and look back and my wife giving her a "do see him?" look, they're playing multiple organs really strangely (just hitting random notes within a small range over and over) to create a dramatic effect during the sermon but it's just annoying. A woman comes by and demands to see our ID. I can't find mine in my bag.

+ sad beautiful Asian girl long black hair, black dress, dark hose, on bench on dirt road bending up and to the right on a hillside. She says her (boyfriend?) is being constantly criticized at work, he's producing video trailers for the company. I tell her "Honey, [I place my hand on her ankle], you can never please 100% of the people 100% of the time. Heck, if you can please 50% of the people 50% of the time, consider it a major success!" I think to myself it's not so bad, at least he didn't lose his ID like I did.

I went to bed around 23:30, but couldn't fall asleep until at least 01:00. I'm not sure anymore when I woke up, I think it was around 07:00 or 08:00. It's now 09:50.

Swinging
I think this wasn't a dream, but more like leading up to a dream. I was laying in my bed and suddenly I could feel the world swinging back and forth, as if I was laying in my hammock. The swinging became more violent and I realised that I was about to WILD accidentally. I told myself to remain calm to not destabilise anything and to keep my mind sharp. The swinging decreased and I think I fell asleep without becoming lucid.

Riva
I'm sitting on the backseat of a car. I think my mom is the one who is driving. We're in a city and it's already dark outside. Despite me being in the backseat, I appear to have some control over the car. We reverse into a parking space and then drive off in the opposite direction. For some reason I had to do it like this. It had something to do with that I'm the king of Riva [a kingdom in the book I'm reading] and the resources of the kingdom. I'm not the character that is actually the king though, I am myself. I mess around with the navigation, trying to get a route. It tells us to take a right soon. We decide to take a left instead, as on the right there is a canal.

Thesis
I'm at my mom's house. For no apparent reason I walk through the kitchen to the front door and open it for a moment to stare outside. It's daytime. Down below [my mom's house is on the 2nd floor] I see one of my university lecturers, Tim. I assume he has just parked his car. He waves at me and I wave back. I also see my mom who has just parked her car, but we don't make eye contact. I go back inside and panick slightly. I totally forgot I would have an interview with my lecturer. I need to get out of these clothes and into something presentable. I don't know where I pull them from, but I put on some jeans instead of whatever I was wearing (sweatpants?). The house also needs to be cleaned, it's a mess. There's no way I can do all this in the one minute it takes Tim to get up here. I decide to focus my efforts on the kitchen. I clearly see a q-tip on the floor, which I throw into the trash. At some point Tim is there. I throw a pile of clothes from some chairs and we sit at a kitchen table that's not there in reality. Though we both recognise that another lecturer is my thesis supervisor, we discuss my thesis so far. He talks about my research objective, calling it too technical and saying I should focus more on the policy side. I tell him that's what I'm doing right now, now that I'm making a new draft proposal. I laugh a small nervous laugh. My forehead is sweaty. I use a grey towel to wipe the sweat off.

this was a while back, but I'll post what I remember

I was in bed with my boyfriend, and I woke up cause I was rather thirsty. I turned in bed and got a drink, at this point I think I actually was awake but I don't know for sure. Either way I rolled back over, hugged onto my boyfriend and fell asleep, I started having a weird dream where I was in this room with a bunch of guys I didn't recognize. I don't remember what was going on but I do remember one of the guys kept like coming onto me, he touched my arm and I jerked awake still hugging my boyfriend. I felt really light headed and tired though and soon fell right back asleep ending up in the same room as before, this time there was one less guy and I just walked around kind of exploring the room. it seemed like a hotel room and I have like brief flashes of faces and people I encountered but I still don't remember what happened, the guy soon returned and was a bit more forceful this time and tried to kiss me, again I jerk awake, even more lightheaded than before and trying desperately to stay awake but I soon passed out again. this happened like 15+ times and I have no idea if I was actually waking up or if it was a false awakening. the last time the guy like tried to tug my pants down and I jerked awake, actually managing to sit up and look around my room unsure if I was actually awake or not, it legit had me too scared to go back to sleep but I did and the rest of the night was uneventful.

MILD

No dreams remembered

19.12.2015

Walgreens Shootout (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I’m going inside a store that resembles Walgreens, and outside is fairly dark. The dream itself is in this haze as if most movements made have a lingering trail of slow motion blur to it. I’m not sure what I’m going for at the moment, but I hear some stuttering and screams in the background, and quickly noticed that someone is armed with a gun in the store.

He was black, wore a gray vest and dark colored pants, and had a muscular body. His hairstyle was probably a buzz haircut, and I could barely see any details in his visage, mostly because I was trying to hide from him like the others are doing. I kneel on the floor immediately, and started to panic a little bit, but then reigned myself back into place, and took advantage that I could see what’s going on in my surroundings in a third person viewpoint, and noticed that he, and potential accomplices were located.

I remained in a stealth position with my knees bent, and literally fluctuating in standing on my toes, and having my feet firm on the ground. I’m wearing a black shirt and dark colored pants, and my main mode of stealth is this gray cabinet that stretches out for maybe ten feet, or so, and has this white backdrop sheet on the top of it. There’s also others like it with varying sizes, and I take advantage of the mini-labyrinth.

I noticed that he wasn’t the only concern, as I get this weird vibe based from a mélange of sensations with peripheral vision, and what have you, that there were two women that were armed. However, I felt that they could be after him, but there was too much equivocation going on. I’m on the right side of the main base of the cabinet, and this is the section of the store where there’s more light.

I see a random Caucasian female appear, and she’s holding a basic black gun akin to the Western movies, and she turns around and points the gun at me. But after looking at me, her visage of terror turns neutral, and she moves on. I breathe for a little bit, and presumed that she’s after the male, and then just as I’m trying to reconcile myself again, I look around to my left while still maintain the third person camera view to see there’s an Asian female with a hair bun hairstyle and some black pins inside of it carrying a larger weapon; maybe a shotgun of some sort.

She’s walking slowly, and for some reason, the angle at the time felt as if I’m looking at her through a mirror that she’s walking towards. She’s swaying her foot motion in this “C” formation on her right side, and an inverted C for her left, and this is probably due to her wearing heels in general.

She eventually gets to me, but she doesn’t shoot me at all. The guy is getting closer, and I have a clarity of his location, but I’m not afraid anymore. I can’t remember the rest.

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19.12.2015

My Donation is Undermined (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Strake Jesuit tennis player with bowl shaped hair hands over $600 when I thought handing $40-50 was good for some donation at a neighborhood. I was riding a bicycle in a neighborhood somewher.e

18.12.2015

I Think Its Jaw Moved... (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

So, here I am in this jungle that also has a base that’s structured as if there were human inhabitants; Aztecs and what have you. Looking up at the sky, it’s clear as day, and the atmosphere above is light sky blue with a few clouds that are close to dissipating. There’s a myriad of things I ended up doing, but I can’t seem to recall everything in a sequential order.

It’s almost as if this area in the dream was a hub for other dreams to occur. Some things that came to mind were:

- Using weaponry to kill off all sorts of monsters from skeletons, and other disfigured entities. An image popped up of a huge skeleton that’s wearing this maroon helmet with gold trimmings that are about 3 inches in width, and they’re wielding a generic round shield, and sword. I even glimpsed a few moments of a floating gun turret akin to one in MGSV.

- I’m sitting, or trying to sit on one of many chairs laid out at another section in this grandiose environment, and I get a random mélange of entities flashing around me.

- I eventually start flying for a little bit to land on top of the huge machinery to slay the creatures I mentioned in the first part of this list.


Then, after all that, and then some, there was a resting period. I believe I was traveling with someone, but I couldn’t make out their visage at all. I tried to pay attention to their voice, but for all I know, they could be mute, or too shy to respond. I’m walking down a rectangular pathway composed of stone brick tiling filled with Nature’s wear and tear, and greenery. There’s this milky, yellow tint emitting off of these bricks, but it’s not emissive.

I see a few yards ahead that there’s two pitchers with a red base, and a white top. One of them is opened up with all sorts of juices and sodas, and when I get closer to them, it looks like a lot of Fanta juices from red, orange, and yellow. The other one is closed, and it almost felt like opening Pandora’s box. I think maybe I was a little exhausted from the previous events, and the dream starts equivocating like crazy from this point.

Firstly, the pitcher seemed to have either dissipated, or shifted into a dead, black, crab that’s fairly huge in size. The outer regions of this entity consisted of a light brown trimming, and it really looked like it was dried up in some areas of its body.

Then, its composition becomes nuanced significantly, and it looks like it could be a skeleton for something else to take shape from it. And every time I glance at it, and glance over something else, the form starts accumulating into something else entirely, and eventually looks like an unconscious black panther.

For some odd reason, I was predisposed into wanting to take my right hand to try and open its mouth; as if I was still in the process of opening that other pitcher that’s still nowhere to be found. I immediately start controlling myself, and retracted the hand movement with a subsequent jolt, and started to push it towards my body, and made this weird shivering body gesture for a few seconds.

It was clearly a black panther, and I can see that the sunlight above contributes to some parts of the highlights being violet in some way. When I started to step back from it, I see its jaw move…

I immediately made a retort towards my unknown dreaming comrade, “I think its jaw just moved…” We both naturally seemed to have wanted to walk back slowly just in case it reacted to sudden, powerful movements like say…RUNNING.

After we reached a certain distance, we just turned around, and made a run for it. But as we’re doing that, I’m somehow looking at myself in front of me, and then zooming into the unconscious panther. I see that its visage is starting to have more nuances, and its body starts moving upwards a bit, and then its face starts shaking like crazy as if it’s becoming conscious again.

The moment it woke up, and while it’s busy processing what environment it’s in, I felt as if my ability to run is slowly decreasing. Either through me zooming in too much to want to naturally slow down, or just the fear gradually building up, and slowly paralyzing me instead of getting that kick in adrenaline.

I noticed that the section we’re at now is this short distanced, but grandiose brown bridge with some subtle hints of red bled onto it. I’m holding on one of the wooden railings, and its literally being utilized as a crutch for me to hopefully propel myself. I can feel myself struggling a bit to pick up some speed, and the view of the panther from afar only makes things worse.

I told the dream entity at the time to just RUN….RUN…RUN!!! I noticed for a few seconds that entity was a female. She’s wearing a black jacket, white shirt underneath that’s a bit longer than the jacket, or maybe there was some physics involved of the jacket’s ends moving upwards as she’s running, and she’s wearing light, faded blue skinny jeans with some black boots. She has black hair, or at least that’s what I want to believe; she could be anyone at this point.

As I’m trying to escape, the alarm from my phone starts ringing.

[Notes]:
- Tried WBTB again last night (I think this was my third time): Went to bed at 10:30 and woke up at 4:00. I think that was probably a bit too early.
- There was one point in the night in which I remembered to reality check, and momentarily became lucid.
- All these fragments are not in any order.

[Fragment 1]:
Apparently, Dad bought a TON of different cereal and the cabinet was totally full, and seemed to never end. I pulled out box after box. One of them was Reese's Puffs.
(When I woke up, I thought we still had all that cereal )

[Fragment 2]:
Something about a spherical robot cartoon-ish thing on an open concrete plain. I remembered to reality check and then woke up.

SC1) 02:08
I had a hard time falling asleep last night, couldn't get my brain to stop stressing out.
I'm in my house and I wake up, I think I then start doing some training to fight some boxer (I think there was a boxing ring maybe?). The whole thing feels really symbolic, maybe a result of watching motivational videos.

SC2) 03:32
I'm homeless and I'm by the river that runs next to my old university. It's night time and the building nearby is the hospital (in reality it isn't). I'm trying to eat some food, I seem really down on my luck and it seems like there's some youths talking shit about us homeless people. There's another homeless guy who talked to me (he was in his 40s or 50s) and I though he looked quite dirty. I'm not very polite to him, and seem to just try to shoo him away or something. I cross the road to be next to the hospital and sit on a bench near the back entrance (I seem to be at the back of the hospital). I'm just chilling eating my food, in front of me is my skate board lying on the ground (I don't skate in RL). It seems like the youths called the cops and they're trying to get them to take me away for 'loitering'. Damn dude I'm just sitting and eating my food... As the cops talk to the youths and start getting convinced to take me away, the older hobo steps up. It's really inspiring what he says, at the end he said something like "the mans just trying to eat his meal, he ain't go nothing else! You can take me but you can't take him!". I'm overwhelmed by it, why is he being nice to me after I was so rude to him? I start crying in the moment as his words touch me, tears roll freely down my face. The guy walks over and comforts me, he understands my pain and what it means to be alone. The police aren't going to hassle us, even the youths walk away.

Night of December 19 2015

Jenny Lee Lindberg Face Tattoos
NON-LUCID
I'm in a room with Jenny Lee Lindberg, her ex-boyfriend and her best friend. Jenny Lee Lindberg's ex-boyfriend decided to get a tattoo of her named across his left cheek during their relationship. It's rather embarrassing now that they've broken up. He is now pursuing a relationship with one of Jenny Lee Lindberg's friends. She decided to get Jenny Lee Lindberg's name tattooed on her face as well, to ease his pain.

Jenny Lee Lindberg stands in awe as the Jenny-Lee-Lindberg-face-tattooed couple embraces in front of her. Horrific.

The professor assigned an assignment where the entire third floor of the building was set up as a hospital of people with fake injuries and the students in the class had to practice doing procedures on the patients. I accidentally wandered up to the third floor before it was time to do the assignment but it was more like a haunted house setup with scary characters. I saw something scary and turned the other way to go back to the second floor and then noticed that there were a lot of people lying under sheets that I hadn't noticed before.

I went to buy tickets for a small concert on campus. My car was parked somewhere else kind of far away where it wasn't supposed to be parked so I thought about spending the 2 or 3 hours before the concert started walking to my car to drive it to a parking lot closer to the auditorium. But instead I just decided to go into the auditorium and wait for the concert to start because I didn't know if I would actually have enough time to get my car back before the concert started and I didn't want to miss the first part.

In the auditorium there were other people already seated for the concert and there was a pre-show that was audience volunteers doing things on the stage. I saw a pool in the middle of the stage with kayaks in it so I volunteered because I thought I would get to kayak. But when I volunteered, the person started explaining a game that me and the other volunteers were going to play. First we had to lift some weights. Then we had to retrieve an item from a bag of other items. Then people started bringing out a table and explaining more game rules and it was getting complicated and I didn't know if I could do it all.

And I just remembered that somewhere in between the other dreams my cell phone was malfunctioning like it had been cut off of the cell network or something and I had to put in a password to get into it but I didn't have a password for it. Then it eventually started working and I was using it like an mp3 player to listen to music. But it stopped working again.

First dream

I was in school. The building was a strange mix of my previous and current schools, twisted and distorted. I was in main hall. There were two pillars, and two benches. There was my teacher - a blonde in early fifties, sitting on a bench and calling someone. I immediately felt that there was something wrong, and tried to avoid her. I wanted to go away, and then another teacher asked me where I am going. I told that I need to go somewhere, and it's really important. Then I run around the classrooms, being followed by the teacher. I decided to enter a storage room. There was a window, I tried to see if the teacher is still following me, and I saw some soldiers coming. I used another window and escaped the school.

Second dream

End of school was slowly coming. It was warm, summer day. I was waiting for a bus, but there were none. I decided to go on foot, or catch a car. On the way I met some of previous classmates, they were playing volleyball in the middle of a street. The city have changed - there were more shops, higher traffic, more plant-life all around, and a highway through the city. I stopped on a bus stop, but none appeared.

For whatever reason my dreams last night were a little more normal (and less uneventful), plus there were a ton of them. idk tho let's see what I remember

Oh right, also for some reason last night I had this sense that I could picture things in my head very, very clearly. Sharp shapes and contrast and vivid colors, when normally my visualization feels like it's got a thick layer of film grain overtop it. It felt very... refreshing. Not sure what triggers it.

Dreeaaaammmm
So, there was something before this that I can't recall, but at any rate, whatever was going on before got suddenly replaced by me being a ninja in some well-populated castle, and climbing all over the walls trying not to get caught. I had cool abilities that made me super agile, which was fun. This kinda went on for longer than I'm making it sound, but heck I can't reMEMber what HAPpened.

Anyway in the end some magic dude or chick caught me, chained my arms, and then blew out a corner of the room. Beyond was empty air and clouds, so it turned out it was some kinda floating castle in the sky. Then whoever it was looped my chains over a broken part of the corner so I had to sit there like, right on the edge, though at that point it was third person so I didn't get the full "oh boy I'm right at the edge" experience.

THEN I dreamed that my family and a buncha other people were refugees migrating to a more modern culture, and to be allowed to settle there we had to beat 'em in a dance competition. Or maybe it was just a jumping competition. We took some time preparing and then when I was up it was versus this kid who like, did this awesome hip-hop dance that I really couldn't compete with... and then, when it was my turn, I just jumped in the air a few times. But I was having a great time. But yeah I don't think it helped us win the competition.

And THEN. UGH. I could feel one of my lower teeth getting loose. And my dad was like yeah, all your lower teeth are baby teeth, so they're gonna fall out. I'm like SRSLY?? Because IWL and in this dream, I have a permanent retainer on my lower front teeth. So then this loose tooth just kept getting looser until it was gonna fall out, except it couldn't because of the retainer, and I'm like toying with it with my tongue and it just didn't feel good. At all.

Lastly I dreamed I was bein' attacked by this rude nerd who had a buncha rubber bands. And I was holding a baby so I couldn't go on the attack, I had to stay curled up protecting this baby from this madman's continuous rubber band storm. They kinda stung, too. I tried shooting a couple back (not sure how I did that while still holding the baby), and I remember that there were quite a few piled near me that he'd shot at me, some wide and flat and some pretty thin. One of the thin ones was broken, and they were all kinda old.

Then Morty from Rick and Morty showed up and beat the guy up in this crazy aggressive way. He was wearing gray pants and yelled something like, "I LOVE IT WHEN THERE'S A GRAY AREA" like, y'know, when crazy violence got totally justifiable. The rubber band guy seemed to be starting to get up, and I just landed on him from above butt-first, tryna crush him, except it didn't really work 'cause I was too light. And then Morty joined the fray and the three of us became this flailing ball of limbs that, from third-person, looked totally hilarious.

Then I think I woke up.

I Can't Recall Everything, But I'll Say What I Can Remember. I Surprisingly Don't Start Out In My House, But Rather In My Car. We're Heading Home, I Get OnMy Xbox, And Some Strange Guy Voice Mailed Me. It Sounds Like A Young Girl Saying "Hey, Glad Your Finally Back On After All These Days. Thought You Were Already Dead, But I Guess I'll Fix That.

At That Instant, I Quickly Turned Off The Xbox And Ran. Luckily, My Family And I Were Going To Go On A Road Trip, And Go To A Festival. We Drove To Some Fall Festival (Even Though It's Winter In The Northern Hemisphere) And We Gone On A Hay Ride. When We Got Back In The Car And Back On The Road Trip, We Saw Some Strange Things.

What We Saw Was A Forest, But Everything Was Painted A Warm Color, And Grass And Sand Was Even Orange! We Decided Not To Worry And Just Go Home. When We Did, My Parents And Sister Were Going To The Store Real Quick, So I Decided To Just Hang Out In The Livingroom And Chill. When I Did Though, I Saw That Behind Me There Was Some Sort Of Rip In Dream Time Continuim (Cuz I Can Call It That), And I Start Getting Lucid.

I See A Shadow Say In A Dark Voice "I Warned You" And He Tried To Kill Me As He Came To Life. We Got Into A Fight Where I Kicked Him Into The Wall Where He Returned To Shadow Form. He Said "I WILL RETURN" And Vanished. At That Moment I Woke Up Gasping.

19/12/15
Wake up after 3.5 hours.
Dream 1: I was at a medieval town with a bunch of other people, some I knew from school and others I didn't. I believe we were receiving our atar rankings, and some people were talking about atar thieves. I got mine, then all of a sudden a few people started trying to steal it. I started fighting back, but then a few of the strangers from earlier came and protected me and my atar.

Dream 2: Following the vein of the first dream, I was with some friends at school complaining about year 12. Despite this we ended up volunteering at a stall in the school, selling some sort of food for raising money.

Back to sleep, next wake up another 3.5 hours.
Dream 3: I was playing basketball at a nice, large and sunny court. We travelled there in a car for a bit, then got out and started playing. We were going alright in the first half, but in the second half it started going downhill and we ended up losing. While that was disappointing, after the game I saw a bunch of people from the year above me playing so I hung out with them for a while.

Dream 4: I was on a small island, surrounded by ocean as far as the eye could see. The only other thing on the island besides me and sand was a small boat, a dinghy really. I pushed it out of the bank, hopped in and grabbed the only oar. I started slowly rowing in the direction I hoped was the shore. I was rowing for a while when a girl materialized out of nowhere, shocking me and causing me to fall out of the boat. By the time I recovered she was already rowing the boat away, leaving me treading water. Luckily I had rowed enough so I could see the dark blur of land far in the distance. So, I began to swim towards it. It seemed like hours passed, with me almost ready to give up, before I finally made it to the shallows before collapsing and being helped onto the beach by other people.

Dream 5: Prince William, Kate and co. were on a pier, playing with some dolphins I think and having a nice photo opppurtunity. They were doing this because the royals were in some pr trouble with prince Phillip saying some horribly racist thing a few days prior.

I wish I remembered more of this dream. I remember I was a time traveler. And there was a man and his girlfriend, and I know I took the man back in time to try to change something. I think he may have been a rebel, anyway there was some violent element. And there may have been a suggestion of a threesome of me and the man and his girlfriend. But I don't really remember. But I think the meddling with time ended poorly.