dream fragment

Created Saturday 04 May 2019

Got a DILD, and various other things.

Scrap Group 1
Something about a monkey and ice cream. Said animal jumps leaps atop my head. I wake up realizing it was actually just that cat doing the same.

In DV's Chat. There was quite a bit of activity.

Dream 1 - Pointy Cloud Search

The visuals were slightly blurred. I was walking outside for exercise during a warm day. While near the complex's exit, I overhear two women mentioning 'a cool area on the pointiest cloud'. Curious, I flew towards the sky to look for such. That such flight felt just like detachment brought instant awareness. Still, I continued with the search for fun.

I made it over a cloud just a few hundred feet off the ground, though a rather wispy one. The sky was now mostly clear. I hurried west and upwards, before finally finding a proper nimbus. Wasn't too pointy at the top, but good enough. I touched the summit, though it wasn't that cool, just about arriving at a proper nimbus. This didn't feel all that cool, maybe as cold as a buried stone, but that's about it.

An (unintended) distant 3rd-person perspective revealed the cloud was assuming the shape of a structure. I purposefully begin changing it to the likeness of an ice castle. When I realigned my vision, I found I was instead on a vast radio tower, standing atop the highest of one of many layers of red panels attached to steel frames.

Soon after, a colossal figure arose from the clouds below. This was a thin, tanned skinned woman about the size of Lady Liberty. She was dressed in a black tanktop, and her black hair was tied in a simple, practical bun. Within seconds, we were face to face. She offered a lift. So, I grabbed on to the end of her high-bridged nose. The giantess made her way down the tower. But, her sudden glance downwards almost sent me tumbling. I barely clambered back on to her shoulder. She apologized, and waited until I safely clung myself on to her neck before continuing.

Several more remote viewings of the events occurred. The two of us spoke momentarily, though I don't recall of what. The dream collapsed shortly after.

Scrap Group 2
In a darkened room. A lithe, pale nagini was huddled in the corner. She was very timid.

Several dreams where I was (partially) remotely controlling person. Almost got aware each time.

Random dreams

Lots of dreams of just wandering abandoned places. Thought I could recall more may post more of these later.

Jamie Dreams

Despite there seemingly being a lot. the periods between them are getting longer.

In one dream I see a single HH image of Jamie with something around her neck. A crucifix chain? or a charm? she kisses it.

In another dream we are watching Jesus get persecuted in Jerusalem and get hung on the cross. Jamie is crying about it as are some others in the crowd.

In one dream We are in her car at night. I'm living in some apartment building. We start kissing. IT's nice, but after a while she stops me. "That first part was REALLY good," she says. She then tells me that she wasn't feeling the later part. I ask her to elaborate. She wasn't clear on the instructions. and I was getting frustrated. We get into an argument about it and she leaves. I go into my apartment and look at the spot where we were just parked. I replay the scene over in my mind something like a hundred times. Trying to pinpoint where I went wrong. If I did anything wrong.

Dream I am on the hill with Jamie again. Jesus has his hands in our backs. We are closer to the top of the hill now. He is trying to make us face one another. We are both connected through him it feels. He earnestly tells us both. "Now I want you two to come together." Not later or soon. He wants us to do something NOW. But I'm not sure because I don't like messaging her or reaching out to her and she doesn't respond. She made it clear in other dreams that there wasn't anything I could do. That she might try and reach out when she is right with herself or something. I have to try and respect that.

The same day: Checkers again.. This time she says to me, "I love you." I believe it this time. It's not like when she told me this before floating in the dybbuk and seemed drunk on something. This seems more sincere.

another dream I had of Jamie. There was a long week or so where i didn't recall her at all. I was getting a little frustrated so she showed up in a dream where we were just exploring an abandoned building. Don't recall what we did. but it's like she sensed my frustration and showed up to show me she is still around.

I close my eyes I'm in a infamy chain trying to jolt to the left in my dreams where I subside into subconscious reasoning where I install word that I don't say on a daily basis
when awoken and subconscious I start falling turning into a chemical reaction of dull liquids I then start to morph and form into a dull orb floating as the orb starts to float I become very hypertension the stretch out into a web of white clouds as my formless falling body I can still feel myself in the dream and laying down at the same time I concentrate for a brief second to say what I had to say subconsciously I wonder when I'm talking in dreams so I try to talk yet it was jus gasping silent voice from me trying to become more lucid as this is done I see a sphere world

non-dream dream semi-lucid lucid false awakening

Kidnapped with a bunch of other people by some unknown entity we never see. We wake up in a kind of well or shaft, hanging dangerously from the wall. It seems that at the slightest movement this well might start to break and fall apart, so we are all very still, except one guy who seems determined to break it. The entity assumes human forms and we are removed one by one in an elimination process that seems like a contest looking for the winner. And the winner is me and another person, who apparently have something they look for or want. They examine us, I see now I have needles still in my arm that they remove and big bruises.

I am with a friend (maybe Riverstone) and we go to a shopping mall. Although I feel heat and I think it's summer, the decorations are all about winter, snow and Xmas.

At the mall with some friends, some weird situation with someone stealing my jacket and then leaving it hanged in a place I pass by and it has something in a pocket, that sends a video message to a screen nearby when we walk past it. In the video, there is a warning, a bit cryptic, about some girls robbing something and we conclude it is the Mango store. We go there to warn but actually the robbery is happening right as we enter. First we pretend we didn't notice, then they threaten us, but I signal to my friends to attack. I take down the one with the gun and they help take down the rest, but I am the one that knocks them unconscious. We then look for materials we can use to tie their hands and feet and wait for the cops. The cops bring us bread.

non-dream dream semi-lucid lucid false awakening

At some place, playing with someone's toys and I see a gorgeous realistic doll. The owner says it is for sale and not very expensive, still it's 39€. For this type of collectible it is cheap, but still is 39€ for a doll, so I get really divided and can't decide to buy it.
Meanwhile, Riverstone comes along and he asks me for some money and I go to my wallet and have packs of money. I start taking all the bills out for counting and ask Riverstone to help. He starts counting and I need to go do something else but I more or less evaluate how much money that was from my week sales and it is quite a lot. I feel glad.

Dad invited for some event with VIPs. He takes me along. He joins a bunch of old white people who are down in the garden playing a kind of mini golf and Trump is among them. When it's Trump's turn, he does some weird trick and my dad is under the impression he cheated. But from my viewpoint I don't think so, so I tell him that. My dad gets upset that Trump might actually be a good player. Anyway, as I watch closely this group of old pathetic weirdos, all sucking up to trump, I just feel compassion for the poor fucks, including the Donald himself who simply looks like a clown unaware of his own ridiculousness.
Meanwhile they are being watched from afar by a group of younger people and I notice some dude staring at me and quite a few others also looking like wondering who am I and why I am among the old geezers. Then I get a big smack in the face. It's a girlfriend that just saw me there and is totally surprised to see me there. I wonder the same. She confesses she is around for something else and spotted me with that group and had to come and check.

Back home (childhood home), I am with my dad and my three cats. My mom has a friend and some family coming over for a dinner and she got drunk on some liquor. I ask the name of it, because I also try it and it is really tasty. When the family members leave, my mom goes out with her friend. My dad is at the bathroom and when he comes out he gets really scared at something. I heard a noise, but I see nothing strange. Then I see the front door completely open and ask if that's why he got scared. He says no, but also doesn't explain, just goes to get some tools to fix something. I close the door and immediately go check on my cats. One by one I find them deeply asleep in different rooms. I feel relieved.

Parking one of my cars at home (the farm), I notice something weird: my van is not a van, but a second small car. I go check and it is a flying car. I take it for a ride through the country. People walking below get scared but I am high enough not to be a danger. Then I slow down at the next village and an old neighbor who is walking his dogs makes several complaints. We discuss back and forth, but I tell him not to worry. If we conclude the car or my driving are dangerous, I will stop it. So the grumpy old man and I depart in good terms. Then his son comes along, arrogant, no respect for anyone and he wants to sue me. He carries on bragging about his properties and his rich inheritance as if it had anything to do with this situation.

Doing a Buddhist retreat, staying at some big hostel, several floors high. I find my room, I am tired and just wanna go to my bunk bed. I start dressing my pajama pants, but my neighbor from the bed below invites me to go to the cafeteria for a while. I have very little money that I can spend but I am definitely hungry., so I accept. She actually needed someone to talk to. She says she gave an interview to some media and she is afraid she might have said too much about our retreat. I tell her I always share just the basic and other things I refer to my teachers and if they need, they can ask them. She orders something to drink, I order some kind of yellow thin pancake, the cheapest thing in the menu and then some generous folks come buy with plates full of food, leftovers they want to share, toasts, pasta, sponge cake... I am so happy and don't want to look greedy but I immediately dive on these plates and eat from all of it.

Some guy who's into booze comes to find his drinking bottle grew and stretched into the sky like the bean stalk from the fairytale.

Some graphic news on tv about a lady haidresser and her boyfriend who became dogs serial killers, because supposedly she was going through difficulties and started eating dog meat and cooking it to sell to others. They show graphic footage of her cooking live puppies in a barbecue and cutting the neck of a grand danois.

Haven't had anything worth sharing/not too personal to post in quite some time...

Spoiler for Wordy, as usual:

Dream 1 - Wondrous Cruise Liner

Scene 1 - Brief Infinite Cruise
The visuals were quite blurred. I was approaching the upper deck of a luxury cruise ship, a larger-than-life vessel as vast and lively as it was ostentatious. Colorful, blinking lights were strewn on its walls and on wires running through the area. Wherever one looked, a pool and festive lounge was in view.

I got spontaneously aware. Without wasting a moment, I zapped away at random. I'd somehow changed a nearby girl (one who appeared remarkably similar to Alice from Lewis Carrol's namesake novels) a 20ft+ giant. I then hurried into a dark hallway. Things began deteriorating, not surprisingly. I instantly conjured the Infinity Gauntlet in my right hand. But, the Gems themselves weren't colored properly. In fact, at least three of them glowed green. Still, I channeled power from the gauntlet. Pity I didn't think to do much else with it. The dream destabilized. Unknown warps and non-lucid scenes before transitioning to below.

Scene 2 - Terror Voyage
Similar visuals as above, if dimmer. I was lost in a winding hallway. Dim lights revealed no obvious exits, only metallic walls that stretched endlessly. The moisture-ladened air I breathed was as still as it was silent. I "knew" I was within the lower decks of a cruise ship, likely the same one mentioned above. I also "knew" I was trespassing in places a passenger wasn't supposed to wander. Confusion to the matter brought more uneasiness than the emptiness around me.

In time, I realized what was wrong: I was only a few inches tall. That's when a normal sized figure, a colossus from my perspective, loomed in from behind. This was a savage looking woman, a female scantily dressed in torn animal skins, her light skin reddened and mottled by years of sun exposure, and her thick, brown hair long and unruly. I now "remembered" the reason for my plight. This woman was actually a witch. Quite some time ago, she'd shrunken down everyone aboard the ship. She then proceeded to devour any victim she could catch. It had been a few days since the incident started. Reckoned I was one of the few survivors left, if not the only one...

Before she could close in, I leaped towards some exposed pipes. Unfortunately, these all were bent into sheer upward inclines, impossible to climb. I hid as deep as I could, and prayed this would throw my pursuer off my trail. She passed through seconds later, but just as quickly, returned to investigate. The huntress sniffed around vigorously in my direction, then glared momentarily. Seemed like my capture was inevitale. But, suddenly, she about faced, and left me be.

Timeskip at least half a day later. I was making my way down the hallway again, when the giantess resumed her pursuit. Once again, I jumped into a smaller space, an opened panel within the wall. As before, this only went so deep. The witch caught my scent once more, only to turn away at the last second. What was she doing? Far as I could tell, she was dragging the hunt on for sport. How thoughtful...

As soon as she vacated the area, I hurried on out the hallway. In fact, I was actually flying around. Somehow, I ended up on the upper deck, the space, of course, now far more empty. Glancing at the pools got me thinking, perhaps chlorine water could mask my scent? I took a short dip, if only because I dislike pool water rather than because of how deep it was. With that, I launched myself off the ship (something I should've tried much earlier). But, somehow, I was dragged back in by a mysterious force.

Unknown transition.

Scene 3 - Just Another Caper
Similar visuals. I was in the deck of the same cruise ship, only now, it appeared far more extravagant than before, swankier than even the swankiest mansions. I was teamed up with this dude dressed in a gold jumpsuit and adorned with gaudy jewelry, shades, and other accessories. I "recalled" we were part of a team of notorious criminals, pulling ridiculous heists all throughout the globe. This super-yatch served as both our base of operations and as a "pleasure vessel". Indeed, the two of us were infamously loose when it came to the matter of women (big personality contrast here...). Over the years, we'd amassed a horde of mistresses, many of which lived in the ship with us (along with the scores of children we'd bore them). Of course, this meant we were haunted by the specters of alimony; even minuscule oversight could shatter our otherwise solid financial situation. As it so happened, many of the mistresses (underdressed and aged ungracefully) had stamped out at that very moment to "calmly" discuss the matter. My fellow criminal I decided to do the logical thing: we abandoned ship! This was, after all, just the latest in a long list of capers.

Don't recall how this ended.

Scrap Group 1
Playing a Sonic game, one similar to Sonic 3 and Knuckles. Think my bros and/or my nephew were watching. The first stage was called Magma Zone, yet it looked pretty much like Angel Island Zone. Upon reaching the end, Robotnik amushes Sonic with a wide, metallic hoverpad. I unwittingly found a way to breeze through it. This even included the second phase, where Eggman detaches his classic Eggmobile from the pad, but I defeated him too quickly to even see what it does. Disappointed, I reset the game to at least give him a fighting chance.

In an unknown room with an unknown group of people. We have a discussion on the Japanese language. Namely, on various words that end with 'tsu' and 'su', and differentiating between each.

Browsing the web. I find a 16th century image of colossal ogress ravaging a mountainside. She was depicted as a particularly hairy woman with otherwise ordinary features. On closer inspection, her hair (head, body, and facial) were actually plants and trees.

Nothing much, just remember myself being in a hotel's bathroom, what's interesting that I have never been in that hotel in real life, and yesterday too I had a dream about place where I have never been including some long and thin snake into which I was assured my sister had transformed and I tried to bring her back by squeezing the snake!

Anyway, it is now quite clear to me that PLACE is the best category for me to look forward as a dream sign for MILD technique.

My dad was mad at me because I didn't tell my mom to pick me up at the correct place. She drove to pick me up but it was a dead end so she had to turn around. My dad and I got into a fight. He unleashed a mac miller song about junkie zombies on me and i was grabbed by a blue zombie. But i clenched my body and the zombie poofed into dust.

Worked event in a theater. Natalie asked me to put my phone on silent. I was sitting down in the theater. She wanted to talk. I was worried it was about me laying down on the job earlier.

In the brush with strangers who communed at the same place each night to discuss there problems.

strange.

Longish dream. Begins where I am walking my dog at night through a park. I am with someone who is maybe xereniak. I see an angry looking kangaroo down the hill. I don't want my dog to go after it so I keep walking and holding onto my dog's leash. We wind up in an abandoned building. My dog is gone now but I don't seem to notice. I say this place is cool I would love to film it for a youtube video. Xer says that's not possible as this place will be torn down soon. We go down some steps when we hear other people in the building. Xer says the ritual is starting soon so we have to hide in and change clothes in order to fit in. We hide in a closet and quickly change our clothes. I have to get into the strange mormon underwear that its your entire body. I think this is silly. We finish changing and enter a chamber with a bunch of mormon kids. I forget the rest.


Jamie sends a message

I dream I get a really long facebook message from Jamie. she explains what she's been doing the past few years. she lived in various places and was in various relationships. But there's no mention of if we are on good terms again or not. She doesn't say whether she would like to continue with me or not. I wander a city landscape wondering if I should reply back. Should I say, "I'm always here for you no matter what."? I decide against it. She seems in that frame of mind where we are not good with eachother. Me doing anything will not work. And if there is anything I really hate it is the feeling of sending her a message and not getting one back. I hate dealing with that so I don't send a message back.

Bjork...

so in waking life. I get a sudden facebook notification that I am apparently a Bjork top fan. I can now leave comments she can see. Then the next night when I sleep bjork is screaming at me, "Why aren't you doing anything?" Maybe because it could be just a coincidence? Am I supposed to leave creepy comments like, "Hey it's me, that weird dream guy? Please, lets talk about it?". Still really skeptical If I was ever sharing dreams with her. Not sure what I am supposed to do here.

Jamie in jail.

A dream where I see jamie being locked in a jail cell.

more jamie dreams

I had one dream where we were kissing, and another... more checkers.

One dream that made me laugh: I ran into a blond haired co worker. Jamie was in the distance and seemed jealous. Jamie ran up to me and hit me really hard on the arm. Just because I found it funny doesn't mean I ever condone hitting.

Other various dreams where I am looking for Jamie but can't find her. She is tapering off again.

Date: 29/March/2019

Lucid dream:
My mom first asks me if I want to keep or change my math scores, which of course doesn't make sense. I just did a math test in real life, but in the dream she just asks "Should we keep the scores or change them with another test?" I think she may have been asking me if I was hoping to score higher on the next test.

Then, my mom asks me and Rishi if we want to get frozen yogurt, and we say we do. We go to Sodhi uncle's house and I'm very tired and I am swaying from side to side. My mom explains that I'm only tired like this in dreams, not in real life. I then proceed to think "dreams... only tired in dreams? Wait, am I dreaming?" I pinch my nose and breathe out and find out I am. I am then taken to my bed where I'm lying down, and I do another reality check, I'm still dreaming. I look on the roof and see weird glowing branch things. I want to get up physically and go somewhere, but I am way too tired, I just want to lie down. Anyways, I force myself up from my bed and I do a reality check and now I'm in real life.

Nonlucid dream 1:

I dream that I'm in the office for Hale Education, and Mr Thurston wants to talk to me. He is asking me if I stole some sort of mushroom plant. My dream alternates between me being at the mushroom plant thing and in his office. I start calculating the area of the spread of the mushroom plant as well.

Nonlucid dream 2:

I dream that I'm fighting the Guardian Ape in Sekiro and I'm doing drop attacks on it to fight it, which you obviously can't do. It's lowering its health really quickly.

Dream Fragment:

My dad wanted to get my phone a new screen protector

Fragment #1
I'm in what appears to be an elementary school. Sitting at desk are a bunch of adults, including myself or whoever I am in the dream. We are part of a government organization and we just finished some big assignment in which I had played some key part. Some official comes to speak with me, says things I don't recall now but myself and everyone listens and reads between the lines and come to the conclusion that the government now thinks I know too much and will have me killed in 4 hours. One of the female coworkers agrees to take me into another room and fuck me before they come to kill me. The dream ends before that, or I've forgotten any further parts of that dream.

Fragment #2
I've somehow transported to a strange place of large stone buildings and lots of people walking around in knights armor. I am later in one of these stone buildings in one of the rooms, and it seems I had been, or had been planning to,maybe both, fucking some woman that had been going around in knights armor and they were attractive underneath. Later my mom shows up with my stepdad and they are calling for me, so I yell out the window to them after cracking it about 2 inches, which is as far as it will go. I start to pack to get ready to go out to them. One of the things that was my packing is dumping the wet wax from a candle out on a plate which has 3 eggs yolks in it. I blow out the candle and place it sideways in the wax on the stone plate to harden and pack up.

I walked into the bathroom to see the entire toilet, from the top part you have to remove to the part where you lift the lid and pee, had been engraved by my roommate like a angry ex keying a car. It said something like "if this room isn't clean, you'll have to get a new roomate" or something

I was in my bed. I woke up to Meme and my roommate's boyfriend having sex. Someone came into the room and asked the boyfriend for shoes which, as he handed them over, hit my face a bit. The person asking for shoes told him 'you're such a libra'. I told him he hit me with a shoe and he apologized. Meme was smiling about something, then she left. I don't remember the dude leaving but he kinda dissapeared

I was in a cavern-like place kinda like in the movie US when the girl was dancing. I was walking back and forth, trading positions with someone I was trying to communicate with. We weren't exactly doing sign language, but we were trying to communicate with wierd hand signals. It seemed like we were trying to communicate something importatnt.

non-dream dream semi-lucid lucid false awakening


In Iceland with Zilla at some kind of natural hostel, with indoor pools. I left a pillow fall in one of the pools, but I am so cold I end up entering the water with my clothes on.
Some people I know are there taking a swim.
At the library earlier, Zilla had two of her cats with her, a yellow boy and a fluffy girl, protecting him from a third cat, which I guess was the library mascot.
There is a kind of canteen / living room, which is a bit hard to understand how it works. People are playing games, but also picking up food from a buffet and each person seems to have tasks attributed. We are hungry but a bit lost about how it all works. They have soups, different yummi breads and stuff I cant tell if it's vegetable or animal, but I assume all is vegetarian. They speak in icelandic, sing songs and it is both silly and adorable. They only apeak english to warn the guests that outside it is a pleasant -2°C. I shriek and they laugh, because for them it is a warm summer night.

Fragment 1:
I'm heading down the steps to the house and a bunch of 1 foot long praying mantises attack me. They latch onto my face and I try to pull them away and squish them in my hands. It doesn't work. I then wake up:I fell asleep with the space heater pointed at my feet. That figures: doing that always gives me stress dreams/nightmares.

Fragment 2:
I'm out back at my grandparents place, but I'm much younger, maybe 9 or 12 and I'm with an even younger girl, 6 or 7 maybe, who I think was supposed to be my sister (I don't have a sister in real life). I'm making granite bricks to make a house from, I ask the girl to bring me a bucket of water and 2 bricks and she refuses. I say fine but when I'm done you can live in the house with me.

Fragment 2.5 (same setting and some memories carried over from last scene)
Later in the same dream I'm me again at my normal age or at least 20 something, I'm with some friends: my friend beery was definitely there as well as some girl he was dating in the dream that doesn't exist. Perhaps a few other friends from the net were there. My dead dad open the side door to my grandparents house and yells at us from the threshold. It's definitely a demonized version of him. We head out back. At some point Beery's new girl in my dream seems to worry that she's to fat for Beery. I assure her that he doesn't mind a little extra meat on his girl. I look at her and she's not obese and her boobs are only about b or c cups which were certainly small for her body type, and while I knew Beery prefers them bigger I knew it wouldn't be an issue and decide not to mention that fact to her.

These few weeks have been pretty boring in the dream department.


Building.

Vague dream of walking in some large building with Jamie. She suddenly vanishes before my eyes as if she woke up from the dream.


The Dork Tower

I become Semi lucid while on a western style landscape. The entire dream is of a blue hue. I'm semi lucid. Don't know it's a dream but I know That I'm in a story. I fly up to a few people walking along a path. With them is a tall Gunslinger. He doesn't quite look like roland but I seem to think he is anyway. I get excited and say, "Are we looking for the Dark tower?" the man doesn't answer but suddenly looks frightened, as if the Idea of the Dark Tower and seeking it, is insane. The others look at me in terror. The dream speeds up and suddenly we are in a living room. but also entering a cave that will transport us to the dark tower. As I enter the cave with the others I am also in the living room with Asuka and others and we are try to fit behind an entertainment center. Maybe this was one of the movies that Me and Asuka jump into?

Talkers

I am in a scenario like in the latest season of ,"Z Nation." I am in a settling with some people. Half of them are Zombies. But these Zombies are self aware and can talk. Everyone calls them: Talkers. I am extremely paranoid of the talkers. They seem nice and well meaning but it feels like they will try to kill me and make me one of them. I am wandering alone in a house when I run into... Robyn? The girl who hosts karaoke in lethbridge. She tells me she saw my movie about her? Her voice sounds like Jamie. Robyn looks nothing like Jamie so I am extremely confused. I go, "yeah I know you're subscribed to my channel." Which I know robyn is. That's all I remember.

A week or so goes by. Can't recall Jamie at all. It concerns me a little. I guess I am too use to them by now.

Chase.

Me, Asuka and Data, chase Jamie all over different dreamscapes. She never looks like herself. She also seems a bit crazy like in the previous entry. In one dream She is a giant black guy and we chase her all over a nightclub. In another she's a mad scientist and we chase her all over some big underground lab. This may explain why she was so hard to recall.


Jesus again

In this dream it is night time. I am alone in a park. I am really young in this dream like a child. Jesus comes over a hill with a little girl holding his hand. the girl is Jamie and she is also a child in this dream. It's like Jesus is her father and He is bringing Her to me. I say to him like an excited kid on Christmas or something, "Is this the girl you chose for me?" Reminds me of when Jamie would hang out and sometimes and at times it's like we would regress to children. Her voice would even sound like a child's and that's when you knew that things were going really well.

Building again.

Another dream of just exploring some building with jamie. We don't really talk but just seem more interested in exploring the place. We eventually split up.