non-lucid

There was a knock on the back door and I went to check it. A tall girl with dark skin, unruly hair, and a green tank top stood there. She introduced herself as Jade. Jade told me about her life some: about how she suffered from trauma from something in her past, and a bit about her friends. Since she was being so open I felt close to her and wanted to invite her in, but I needed to first warn Mama that we would have company.

I went to the living room. She was sitting on the couch, waiting for me. I stood in front of her, and as I was telling her about Jade I seen that the back door was ajar, and a boy was peeking through it. I went back there again and opened the door wider so that I could see who it was and discovered that it was Jade and her friends. They all came in then without me actually telling them it was okay. As they all walked passed me I told them that they could really only stay for ten minutes, because Mama and I were going to go to the park.

I sat down beside her on the couch. There were snacks on the top of it and I grabbed a little wrapper that said Double Stuffed Oreos (dream-me is smart), and then woke up.

Morning of June 9, 2016. Thursday.



I am in an unfamiliar location. It seems to be near the front area of an unknown building. The building is apparently shaped like a square with a notch near where the entrance is. I seem semi-incorporeal at first, yet almost as if lying down so that I can only see part of the sky, with the extended area on each side as well as the eaves of the main entrance blocking much of it.

Looking up, I see a helicopter, but it turns in the area of about where the center of the building would be. Soon, it comes back but is now a spaceship. This happens several times; helicopter, spaceship, helicopter, spaceship, more so as if it is otherwise the “same” each time and I am not perceiving it correctly. My illusory dream self’s clarity is not very good at all related to trying to discern what is in the sky.

Eventually, Josh Holloway (the actor who played James “Sawyer” Ford on the television series “Lost”) appears. He is going to drive me and some other people, including my wife Zsuzsanna and possibly also my (deceased) sister Marilyn and her husband somewhere. At that point, we seem to be on the old Highway Seventeen yet prepared to go south (which makes no sense as my sister lived north of Cubitis and in Wisconsin, about 1,500 miles away).

Josh seems cheerful. My dream self does not perceive him as either an actor or as a character from television. He is apparently going to give me $8,000.00 at the exact moment I am waking (though I remain without lucidity until waking). This last scene occurs after a quick scene change of having been in his car (before he drives anywhere) and when there is uncertainty over whether I am going to our home (with a slight association with King Street, even though Zsuzsanna and our children had never been to America) or Loomis Street. My dream is very distorted and illogical. Even if we were going all that way (from Cubitis to King Street or Loomis Street), we would be facing north, not south.

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The cause of this dream was vestibular system correlation (the most common cause, more than once per sleep cycle). Helicopters are a more defined association with vestibular system dynamics due to the spinning of the rotor blade. Additionally, “the common dream state acknowledgement of The Sleeper” factor is present.

Dreams like this do not have “interpretations” as they are autosymbolic of the processes of the dream state and waking transition itself.

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I explain this dream type further in “Dreams of Type PRECONAV-VSCPCEL, 01-15”.

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The beginning of the dream featured my best friend Jasper as an actor of a comedy movie. I didn't think that the movie was very good, because you could tell that it was cheaply made and very crude. I don't remember much about it, except I do remember that Jasper puked everywhere in one seen, and that he was wearing a red plaid shirt--and his hair was different. Made to fit the part of the silly environment.

After Mama and I watched the movie, I went to a school. I'm not exactly sure what I was doing there, but there were a lot of kids that kept teasing me and touching me. I tried to just shake it off, but it was becoming very frustrating (though, I will note that I don't remember it making me sad or embarrassed). There was one little kid that came up and hugged me. I could tell that he had a bit of a little boy crush.

Then it seemed to be early in the next day, and my dad was trying to get my attention. For whatever reason I didn't want to talk to him, and so instead I ran out the back door. I remember thinking that I was running pretty fast and that that was a good thing. I ran to the direction of the other half of the trailer park, except the area in the dream was more forest-like. I climbed up a tree by using a ladder that was leaned against it and came to a sort of boxed-in opening, and crawled through. I crawled all the way to the back and sat, with my heart beating fast and feeling the exhilaration of running away. It was still very early in the morning, so I didn't have to deal with any of the neighborhood kids. When looking out I was able to see the tree across from me that had a hole in it just like the one I was in. There was also the head and shoulders of a young woman with long brown hair and a green shirt that seemed to be painted on the wall of the opposing tree.

As I was looking at the painting, the neighborhood monkey joined me in the tree. It had a red shirt and blue jeans on, and looked a bit cartoonish. It came to light that my life was a children's television show, and at the end a bunch of children that I couldn't see were singing about how the monkey had mayonnaise.

I was in love with some guy who was a Libra. In the dream Ivory (who is dead) kept popping up into my thoughts, and I was vaguely jealous because I believed that if she was there the Libra dude would end up falling in love with her (the dream logic was because they were both Air signs).

At night my mom and I were talking about going to buy new shirts the following day. We were outside at night, sitting on the stairs. I couldn't help but think that there was an invisible wedge between us, because she didn't know that I was in love, but for some reason I couldn't tell her. As we were talking I became paranoid that people were listening in, so I walked back inside and she followed. Just as I was about to close the door the orange cat that looks like Crookshanks (my mom's cat in real life) strolled in. I was surprised to see that its eye was messed up, just like Crookshanks', and checked my mom's room to see if the cat that just walked in was Crookshanks after all. It wasn't. After a moment of looking at the two I realized that opposite eyes were missing.

It was an early, spring afternoon. I entered a crowded bus and took a seat. My seat was turned so that I was sitting face-front to all other passengers. There were mostly teenagers inside, driving towards their school. There was my sister too, she made some kind of a photo with her phone and passed it to her pals in the bus. It seemed really funny to people that seen it, I saw only a white screen of her phone. Finally we reached the school and I went out. It was dark inside, lights were turned off. I was wandering the corridors. They were a twisted maze of rooms - I got inside through normal entrance, then went through a wooden section into some kind of castle, to a laboratory and then I found myself in my living room. There was my friends cousin, sitting on a sofa and playing computer games.

I decided to explore the laboratory, so I went back through door. I found myself in a huge scientific research complex. My clothes changed - I was wearing a white shirt, black trousers and blue jacket. I was at the entrance, which was a vertically triangular room with glass panes for walls. It was a sunny, warm day, I could see a sea through the windows. Something told me to go left to a corridoor and then to a room on the left. I entered it, it had blue tiled walls and a big aquarium built in a wall. There was a woman standing there. She had straight, arms-lenght, pale blonde hair, blue eyes and a pretty face. She was wearing a formal suit - white shirt and black skirt. Overally, she was a really attractive person. It seemed that she was waiting for me and I felt that she was someone really important for me, I was in love with her. Something told me, that she was my wife.

Spoiler for Spoiler:

I came closer to her. She smiled, I hugged her. We were hugging each other for quite a while, as if we haven't seen ourselves in a long time. We started kissing, talking in between kisses.

Her: Honey, you're back! Have you found a job here?

I: Not yet. I searched in every part of the complex, but they don't need anyone with my skillset right now.

She tried to joke, I pushed that joke a litle forward.

Her: Have you looked in female section? - she said giggling.

I: I did, and even there they didn't wanted to give me a job!

Her: Don't worry, you'll find something soon!

We still kissed, I undid a button in her shirt. She stopped me, saying:

Her: No, not here when I'm at work!

Somehow I managed to persuade her and we stripped each other from clothes. She had an amazing body. She lied on the floor and we had some oral sex. I woke up after a while.

June 8, 2016: I am in a crowd of people who are using a knotted rope to swing into a large pile of sand as if it were water in a lake. This was something I wanted to try. When it came to my to be my turn however, instead of one giant pile of sand there was only one medium sized pile of sand amongst multiple piles of coarse pea gravel. Also, there was a long dinner table covered with a white tablecloth running parallel to all the piles which was between where the rope hung and the sand & gravel piles, which greatly limited my ability to swing in the appropriate direction in order to land on the one pile which contained the fine grained sand.

I walk about the table holding onto the rope trying to calculate which direction I could run while grasping the rope that would lift me over the table and simultaneously result in my landing in the sand as opposed to the piles of more coarse material. As I size up my potential trajectory I notice there is a tall chain link fence on the far side of all the piles only inches away. I realize that the fence and dinner table are an absolute bar to a successful jump into the sand pile and so I must abandon my attempt. I wake.

7/6/16
Dream 1:I was part of something like a North Korean space program. A bunch of Korean officials in suits came to my house and frogmarched my brother and I out towards a large hanger. When we got there we were strapped in and given instructions about what to do. We then flew up and were in a space centre with a few other people, doing some experiments.

Dream 2: I was going to Phillip Island for an excursion. We were taking the bus and on the way there we stopped at this town with a bunch of old fancy stone buildings. I went into a sandwich bar and ordered something. I wasn't able to pay for it, having no money, but the woman serving me said my mum had called and said she would pay them back. I continued to eat my sandwich, not thinking this to be strange at all haha.

Dream 3: I was talking with my brother about Ne Obliviscaris, and how they originally wanted a cello player. I then made him listen to a demo tape of theirs with a cello player, it sounded quite eerie.

Dream 4: I was at a rave thingy where my 12 year old cousin was a DJ as well as beatboxing and stuff like that. Everyone seemed to love it.

Dream 5: I was playing a video game and after a fight my avatar was doing a victory dance on the screen.

6/6/16
Dream 1: I was fighting a boss in some sort of MMO with some other people, then trying on a few different gear combinations

Almost did a WILD I believe but I reality checked and started moving too quickly, I hadn't quite fallen asleep yet lol.

Fragment: At school

5/6/16
Fragment: Doing the final boss in Waterworks.

Semi lucid starts and I'm shouting "you're dreaming" in a city environment but I never gain complete control of the dream. Instead, it's some sort of cartoonish pink white and red animation of a dream.

Dream where there's a female version of pennywise that I see down the street but as I'm lying in bed she is on top of me.

Lucid where I notice I'm dreaming after looking at this huge snowy mountain expanse and decide to create my own rollercoasters that I ride for about 30 seconds before getting off. I'm in the station where you get on and look in the mirror. I can't make out any words or features in it. I tell the people around me that I'm dreaming and I yell at someone to tell me a joke but they laugh and shove me.

Class
The seating arrangement feels as if I’m in a classroom. There are perhaps 3 long rows of seats. The topic is renewable materials and questions arise regarding the recall of a specific phone and the reuse of the materials. At one point I feel like the questions are getting way too specific about this phone. This is not anything academic anymore.

Beat down
I’m in a car, together with another person, a woman I think. It may have been my mom. We enter a parking garage and drive towards a higher floor. There we witness a guy on the ground who looks as if he had just gotten a beating by the group of guys standing next to him. One guy and one girl seem to be the leader behind this. At first I want to intervene. Then I consider two things: 1) maybe the guy got a beating because he sexually harassed the girl; 2) I’m severely outnumbered.

Dream One- I am watching like a movie, a black and purple glass castle that looks more like an insect nest than a traditional castle with a violet and black cloudy sky above it. I know there are people inside, and an alien spaceship flies over it, shoots down a beam of purple light, and then the castle and the ship explode into purple glass dust. The ten or so people huddled together inside the castle are alive and unharmed as the castle disintegrates around them. The scene shoots forwards to a field of tomato plants. I find it odd that all the plants are super thin vines, looking more like morning glory vines than tomato stalks, and they grow up and out across a thin string hung in rows from T-posts. At each T post a single tomato is growing where it's weight can actually be supported. I find this very odd, but not odd enough to reality check. There is also a grape vine nearby growing over a very low trellis about 2 feet wide and probably fifty feet long. There is a loud noise, and the five people working in this garden duck under the grape trellis. Now more than just an observer, I climb under the trellis with them. We are all on our hands and knees with our heads under our arms like you would for a tornado drill in school (at least, back when I was in school lol) After a while, the noise gets really close and really loud, and everyone starts praying and panicking because the aliens are back. A small almost SUV sized spaceship lands beside the trellis, and a man in a purple space suit gets out. He has a military buzz cut, but looks like any other human being. The others under the trellis recognize him, and one man climbs out from the trellis and greets him. the rest of us listen for a few minutes as the two talk. Spacesuit guy is telling brave farmer that his people will not be returning. They believe that all of the farmers perished in the attack on the castle a year ago, and as long as they keep a low and peaceful profile the Aliens will not be back to search for them. The farmer is grateful, but as he is thanking him, we hear a loud screech. Somehow the spacesuit guy knows it is the farmer's pregnant wife several miles away. Spacesuit guy grabs brave farmer by the hand and drags him to the spaceship. once again I am an observer, and I watch as the tiny ship lands a few miles away by a pregnant woman on the ground. Her water has broken and she is in preterm labor. The alien guy helps the farmer get her in the spaceship and to a healer. The scene changes to a few days later. The farmer's child was still born, and in a gesture of sympathy and friendship for brave farmer, Spacesuit guy has returned with a spaceship for the village. It can be their emergency transportation should something like this happen again. The farmer can bring his wife, or any other woman with child or child in need of medical care to their facility for free healthcare. No questions will be asked and they will not be followed home. They will be allowed to exist only in peace and exile.

Dream Two: I arrive at a white house with peeling paint that is for sale. My mom is looking to buy it. She has two dogs (not her waking life dogs though) with her to check it out. The dogs run into the backyard to play and really seem to enjoy it. there is a trail leading into the woods behind the house, and the dogs start to run off. We call them and they come back to the house. We go inside the house, and I notice it mostly looks empty. I see a small arch to the right, and upon investigating, I realize it has a ladder tucked in that leads down. I go down the ladder and find the kitchen and a small den with an old couple watching TV by a fireplace. My mom comes up behind me and asks me what I think of the place. I tell her I hate the ladder to the kitchen and I think with her age it would cause her a lot of trouble and she could get hurt. She pulls up the listing for the house on her phone and starts going on about how cheap it was. I still think it's a bad idea. I notice in the pictures on the listing that all the rooms have crochet curtains. I think this curtains are really pretty. Then there's a picture of a preteen girl wearing some sort of crochet vest and talks about how the seller of the house has her own home business were she crochets things and sells them on the internet.

This wasn't a nightmare but it was really creepy non-lucid. I was in this factory. It was like I was just watching all of it really instead of being in it. There was this evil woman & man & they were doing horrific things. They were dipping people in vats & melting peoples faces off. It was a whole weird process. Then there were these detectives that came in & were investigating while these evil people who were rather not intimidated by anyone. They thought they could just get away with these atrocities. In the end the detectives gave them a taste of their own medicine & dipped them in the vats & melted their faces. The odd thing was that it seemed that none of these people died. They were left alive.

I don't know what to make of it all.

Non-Lucid-Green
Lucid-Red
Explanation of details-Blue
Side Notes-Purple
Astral Projection/AP-Brown

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here goes nothing...

DREAM ONE : the vampire that said "shootaloo"
AGE 5
The dream opens with a cut-scene where me and my friends are at the store getting ready for Halloween.
I went down anr isle, and saw a candy bar stand designed to look like a vampire. I leave the isle and look back at it. I stared at the isle for a few seconds before the vampire candy bar stand came to life and said "shootaloo," staring directly at the opposite side of the isle. I screamed as loud as i could and ran out of the store. Another cut-scene starts where the vampire chases me. We both run really slow. Eventually, I arrive at a desert-type place where my mom is performing a speech. I run up to her.
"Mom, there is a vampire chasing me!!!" i say. she doesn't seem to care and continues the speech. The vampire then walks up to my mom and asks if he could borrow me for a second. She says yes and all of a sudden i'm at a place with a giant donut-shaped hole in the ground. He tells me some stuff i can't remember and then i wake up.

DREAM TWO(fragment) : a dead sea monkey in a car
AGE 8 (i think)

The dream starts in a cloudy, black-and-white town with a car at the outside of the town. I enter the car and see a dead human-sized sea monkey sitting in the driver's seat. shortly after i wake up to see that my cat knocked over my sea monkeys' container.

DREAM THREE : "oh look, i found a pineapple!"
AGE 7-8
I was in the kitchen just messing around until i decided to look through the front screen-door. I see... something... made out of coconuts that says "oh look i found a pineapple!" and throws it at me through the screen door. I wake up in the dream 4 times with the same outcome: the coconut thing saying "oh look, i found a pineapple" and throwing it in my face.
eventually he isn't there and then i go to my grandma's (now my aunt's) room. There is a baby in the middle of the room that i draw my attention away from, just to see the coconut thing. It says "oh look, i found a pineapple!" and throws it at me.

So, I've already forgotten a bunch. I had a rushed morning but Ill write the jyst of it.
I believe it may actually have been actual sunrise when I dreamed being outside walking on a city street and the sun was just rising. Birds were chirping in the quite of the early morning. It was so peaceful, everyone as far as I could tell were still sleeping. Then I saw the angels. There was an angel with a large horn that he blew in tribute to the morning and a chorus of angelic song followed. It was as though I was seeing the agels giving tribute to the earth and her days even though we people go every day through our monotonous paces without ever seeing just how special everything was. It was beautiful, peaceful, and magical.