non-lucid

Some years ago, when he was still very young, Bolt entered a rocket contest. Not long after launch, one of the engines failed causing the ship to fall from the sky, but the emergency parachute deployed at the last minute, saving his life. In the rocket with him at the time was a romantic interest of his, who was badly injured, and the man who designed the rocket, Bolt’s good friend Heinrich. Heinrich, unfortunately, perished in the accident.
After the incident, Bolt went underground for a while. A few years later, we’re hanging out at his mansion by the ocean:
We sit outside, Bolt and I lying on our bellies side by side in the long, manicured grass of his back lawn. Sitting criss-cross next to us is his little sister and one of Bolt’s friends. Bolt is young, yet, maybe 24, his disasterly rocket failing having occurred when he was not but 19. He’s always been a genius for rockets. His sister is younger yet, 14 or so. His friend also a bit younger, 19 or 20. Sitting in front of the four of us is Bolt and his sister’s private tutor. Tutor is trying unsuccessfully to give a lecture to the 4 of us. Bolt’s friend and little sister are dutifully paying attention, but Bolt and I keep getting distracted and giggling. At one point we even run off for about a half hour so he can fly me around in one of his smaller rockets. It’s an absolute blast. Pun completely intentional.
Coming back from our rocket foray, Bolt and I are giddy with laughter and adrenaline.
“That was crazy! I can’t believe you get paid to do that!” I say, panting from the exhilaration.
“Yeah, a butt ton too.” He says, still laughing.
“What do you do with all that money? You get paid—what—a million or so every time you go up in a rocket?”
“1.7 million, actually. And I honestly don’t know what to do with it all so I give most of it away to charities.” He says, shrugging as we settle back down before the Tutor.
Tutor snorts, “You don’t donate most of your money, you invest it.”
Bolt rolls his eyes, “fine, I do invest it, but a lot of those investments are into trust funds for charities. By the way, how are the investments doing?”
“All doing very well. You’ll be significantly richer before the day is out.”
Bolt nods, obviously pleased by this.
“Now,” says Tutor, “back to the lesson.”
The four of us nod and he continues talking, but I’m completely lost to Bolt, Beautiful Bolt. In the warm breeze his silken blond locks slip softly across his forehead. His strong jaw and supple skin beg to be caressed. His brown eyes are kind, and his body slim and shaped as though he were Adonis himself.
I interrupt the tutor. “Bolt, what’s your ideal kind of gal?”
He pauses to think a moment. “Hmm, I can’t say I have an ideal. I just want to find a girl who sees me for who I am. A girl who knows me and loves me anyway. A girl whom I could love and be happy with.”
I smile. “I could love you, Bolt. Could you love me?”
He looks at me then. Really looks at me. Then he smiles too. “Yeah, Ambrielle, I could love you.”
“I want to marry you.” I say, breathless at the thought that this beautiful, wonderful man might actually be mine.
“I would like that,” He says, still smiling. “I would like that very much.”
I’m totally overjoyed. I can’t believe what I’m hearing. Bolt, the handsome, rich, kind, loving Bolt wants to marry me. Me!
“…Someday.” He says.
“What?” I say, not really sure I heard him right.
“I would like to marry you someday. But not yet. Right now I have a craving for something, so I think we should wait a while to get married. …You know,” He adds, almost as an afterthought, “if I were to give you a piece of advice it would be to become Mormon.”
I think my eyes are going to fall out of my head they’ve gone so wide. “What?”
“Yeah, I mean, Mormons have it figured out. They’re such nice people and girls should protect their virtue. That’s really important. It’s not right for a girl to have sex with a lot of different guys. She should just be with the one she loves.”
I honestly can’t believe what’s coming out of his mouth right now. Here, all this time, I thought he was the perfect man for me. And yet, it seems he has a craving for virgins. Well, there’s nothing I can do about that now. My virginity is long gone and I’m not planning to convert anytime soon. I could become a born again virgin, but somehow I get the feeling that’s not good enough for him.
Standing abruptly, I walk away from him. There’s no reason for me to ever come back to this place, come back to Bolt. He’s no different than any other, shallow man.
Making my way inside the mansion, I find myself in a huge, bustling building. I guess I hadn’t realized how popular Bolt really was. As I step into the middle of the four story glass structure and peer up to the balconies of the stories above, all also packed with young adults, it hits me just how famous Bolt might be.
I sense a presence behind me and turn to find Bolt’s friend standing there, looking sheepish.
“If you like, I can show you where to get a really good drink in here.” He keeps his eyes low as he talks to me, and fidgets with his hands. I get the feeling he’s used to being over looked in the shadow of Bolt.
“I don’t have any money,” I say.
“Don’t worry,” he says, “it’s free.”
He looks up at me then and it’s as though I’m seeing him for the first time. His shaggy, black hair shines brilliantly under the florescent lights. His eyes are the clearest blue I’ve ever seen. He’s not much taller than I am, maybe 5’10 or 6 foot. Not like Bolt who’s a towering 6’5. And he wears glasses, slim ones, but as I notice this he takes them off and slips them into his pocket. Reading glasses, evidently. Cute.
I smile and nod my head, “I would like that then, please, lead the way.”
His eyes meet mine and he smiles genuinely, something I don’t think I’ve ever seen him do before. My heart skips a beat.

Sometime later Bolt announces his return from retirement and enters another rocket contest. He wants to fly Heinrich’s rocket again, convinced they’ve been able to fix it since the accident. On the day of the competition, the rocket fails again, and this time when the rocket falls from the sky the parachute doesn’t deploy. Of the 50 or so people who went up with him, most of them are dead and the rest are significantly injured. Again, Bolt is the only one to make it out alive and unharmed.
His competitor in the challenge turns out to be the girl he almost killed in the last rocket crash, his old romantic interest. She’s risen in the ranks to seek vengeance. In the end, I wake up before I get to see her fly. But I have a feeling she would have won.

Time to start again

Last night 2 tiny dream fragments that I don't remember in any great detail.

First one - Obviously influenced by the fact I was listening to breaking dawn on Audible while I dropped off to sleep last night, I have a vague recollection of dreaming something to do with Edward Cullen and I distinctly remember thinking in the dream that he was pretty creepy and did nothing for me

2nd One - Remember very little about this one too but it was something to do with me texting Andrew McCarthy (back when he was hot from pretty in pink) and pouring my heart out to him by text, to get a less than impressive response. I called him all upset, it turned out it was a total misunderstanding and he ended singing me to sleep in my dream with a beautiful song. It sounded a lot like the dwarf song about the misty mountains from The Hobbit, but it was in Gaelic.

Bad Driver

I was in a room thinking about falling asleep.I slowly started feeling I was in a dream and fell on another bed where another dc was present. I than left to go find Dawn. I ended up appearing near my house porch. Someone grabbed me from behind kind of ruff and it turned out to be Dawn. He than took me to a red sports car and sat me in the front than got in himself. He started driving fast but there were lots of slow drivers and a old lady in the way. He almost ended up hitting the old lady if i didn't take control. When he stopped he showed me to a apartment building and suddenly there was a shopping cart filled with bags near me. I decided to just bring it up and when we looked around it was a dark green apartment building and there were people in a line waiting to go inside a door."Why are we here?" I asked. But than this creepy music box song started playing."Oh, so that is why were here." i thought than called Dawn to come to me. He was with a group of other dream characters so i went to them instead. One of them mentioned how Dawn likes to change his voice from a scary guy into a scary girl. I than hugged Dawn and ignored what it said. When i woke up I was sort of in pain. - w -" If only i could stay in the dream longer.

Harassment

I was inside my house living room with my mom telling her about something weird that happened. The weird thing was that "when i went to answer the door a neighbor had to come by and ask our other neighbor what was the problem because my bottom lip felt real heavy." Than suddenly I heard the doorbell ring and my cousin who I will initial NE(Shes a few years younger than me) started calling me saying to hurry up and open the door because Chris's milk was getting warm. "Really? Do i really have to open the door for them?" I thought. After pondering it a bit i went to open the door. Her along with a bunch of other guys I assumed were my younger brother's friends than came in.

I went into the kitchen and noticed little girls playing with doll puzzle pieces. I tried collecting the pieces near the garbage and started to get the feeling they were mine. But than i just dropped them because the kitchen was now crowded with people. I looked around and noticed my older sister. She said hi and we started talking but than she started to talk with someone else than mentioned she was hungry. I found a cheesecake box with all sorts of cakes in it and offered her one.She took it happily and began to eat it. I knew others would want and asked my dad what I should do.When i saw a fat girl stuffing herself i decided to forget about it since they brought their own snacks.

At some point i noticed a guy climbing a building outside the kitchen window and asked my younger brother about it. He said it was normal and then the scenery began to change. My brother's friends jumped on a pole that led to a lower level in the house. Since my younger brother followed i did it too. We jumped down two poles and ended up in a huge, packed train station. I got the feeling there was suppose to be a event somewhere around. Maybe it was Halloween. I raced some girls down the stairs and swung on ropes that appeared when i thought about them. I thought about how weird that was but I also thought it was probably because i was just that awesome.

When we arrived where the trains were suppose to be it looked like a train station mashed together with a mall so we split up.I walked through the crowd until i stumbled upon a crew filming a show about a tall average black guy who i got the feeling was a priest.(Not by what he wore. More by how he looked) I wanted to walk through their place but not in the shot. The guy just walked in front of me and blocked me from going though. " I just want to go through." I said. He told me he wasn't going to let me through and grabbed me after sitting on the couch." Let go of me!" I yelled but the camera just kept filming even though i tried to show i was very uncomfortable with this.

Than suddenly the guy started humping my back so it was even worst now. Another black guy than came and told me that they were going to take me into a room where they could have fun with me. I managed to get away from the one holding me and ran through the crowd calling for help. But what i was really hoping for was my family to find me. The black guy who harassed me came after me and started saying all sorts of nasty things he wanted to do with me. Thankfully my younger brother came and asked me what was wrong. I told him that the black guy was trying to rape me. The black guy said he was going to have fun doing you know what to me in front of him so my brother hit the guy with something and i sort of tried fighting him too.

But than my younger brother took a barrel of cold water with ice, poured it on himself than tackled the black guy. I was surprised and thought it was some sort of secret power up for him. The black guy ended up being defeated but than my younger brother collapsed on the floor. I ran to my brother and tried to get him to wake up but he wasn't so i carried him in my arms and started asking if someone in the crowd was a doctor that could help me. No one in the crowd looked like a professional so i went upstairs. Hoping that if i could find my family it would be good too. But no matter how much i walked or called no one seemed helpful. Until I saw two familiar people. A old man and lady i know. " Can you help me? My brother needs to see a doctor quickly." I told them. The old man replied "Sure, we'll help. But everyone is getting ready to see the baseball game, you know."

I could hear the announcer of the game as we were walking through the crowd. But i stopped when i saw a familiar lady in the crowd. She looked like a doctor so i asked her for her help. At first she said no but when she saw us leaving she shouted for me to come back. She said there were a bunch of hospitals around outside but she would do her best to help. I told her my brother was really cold and suddenly he woke up, shivering and mentioned he was freezing. The lady took a white towel and put it around him. He than put his head under it too and i could see ice appearing around him and he looked like he was shrunk a bit. I thanked her and hoped we could get my brother to normal again.

Non-lucid
I'm at the theater, backstage. All of the thespians I know are back here, including Crash the dog. Since we're doing Annie, Mr. John needs him for the part of Sandy. Crash sits in a basket. I leave to go out front and watch the show.
It's a bigger theater than the one I'm accustomed to, and the seats are filling up fast! I decide to sit someone I've never sat, but once I get there I notice all of the seats are already taken. I look across the aisle to a girl who's a little younger than me, and ask "Can I sit with you?"
She smiles and nods, "Sure! C'mon over! You get to sit next to the bass player haha!" She pronounced bass like the fish, instead of the instrument. I sit in-between her and a boy around her age. The boy looks at her and says "Y'know I don't play a fish, right?" The girl laughs.
The show starts, but I talk to the girl. Apparently she paints, and she's showing me pictures of her paintings on her phone. "Well, I'm a painter myself..." I say, rather humbly.
"You are?! Do you have any pictures?" She asks with a big grin.
I nod and search through her phone to find the pictures of my paintings, but I can't find them. I find many pictures of a sunrise. But when I look closer, they're actually individual encaustic paintings of the sun rising. I look for them during the entire show, and I only look back at the girl once the show is over. I couldn't find any pictures. The girl has left, along with most everyone else, a few stragglers are leaving now.
"IS THE SHOW OVER?!" I shout to whomever is backstage and hear a "YEAH!" from a few voices.
Then, I wake up.

Stolen wallet

I was on a school trip to a huge metropoly. On the spot, I saw that it was only one shopping mall surrounded by wilderness. I could see huge mosquitos flying all around, and there were other animals too. With group of classmates from previous school, we went out of a bus, and headed for the shopping mall.

I went there with my friend. We took some baggages, as this was a trip for a week. We entered the shopping mall, which was relatively small place. We walked the stairway, it was really crowded. Suddenly I felt that something is not right. I put my hand into the pocket and saw that I have no wallet.

I told my friend about it, but he told me that I surely have it somewhere in the baggages. We went to the meeting spot. We waited for someone to tell us what to do next. I looked at the classmates, they were watching us and laughing for no reason.

I went outside, and saw my wallet lying in a little valley. I took it, and checked if something was taken from it. There was a picture of an ugly woman inside, and all the documents too. I checked if I still have my money, and someone took it. Suddenly two of the classmates appeared, and told me who did it. Angered I went on a rampage against the thief.

Holiday

It was during some kind of a holiday. Everyone was celebrating. I went to the kitchen and saw some pies and bottle of wine standing on a table. There were also some fruits. I took a melon with a hexagonal shape, and went to the living room. I sat on a couch, and ate it while friend of my brother was preparing to go. He looked a bit different, and was wearing black suit.

AWAKE/NOTES DREAM SEMI-LUCID LUCID


I did the jogging TOTM, but it's the end of the month already so I don't know if it will even count It was fun though.

I am outside. I see some toilets and they are pretty strange - I think that they are supposed to be used in public. My family was there. There were some tables nearby.

I am sitting on an iceberg. I can't remember how I got there but I am pretty sure that it was somehow connected to the previous dreams. I saw this hovering... thing. It was round and I think that it was supposed to display items in shops. It felt like it was normal. I got on it (I was semi-lucid at this point) and started floating somewhere, but it was a bit slower than Id like. I decided to go into the shops to get a faster one so I could fly around. While I was in the shops I gradually became fully lucid and tried control the dream more. I remembered the TOTM where I needed to jog as far as I can, so I ran out of the shops. The sky looked like a childs painting - there were many rainbows and smiley faces, and it looked as if it was drawn in crayon. The dream wasn't really clear so I stabilised it, but then I "realised" that one of my eyes was closed so I opened it. I was jogging along a path in a big feild. I soon reached the end of the feild where a big river started. There was a city in the distance. I created a path in the water and jogged along that path until I reached the other side. I saw a bunch of ports for ships so I tried to land on one of them but for some reason I flew left uncontrolably. It stopped but I was losing lucidity. I was trying to land on the path. It was quite dark and there were a few houses along the other side of the path. The atmosphere was a little unpleasant. I grabbed onto a branch but my hands suddenly started going numb and I thought that maybe there were some poisonous insects sitting on the branch, but I knew they wouldn't harm me because it was a dream. My hands and feet started burning (not literally - it was just a sensation) and I flew around. I soon "woke up".

I look at the clock and it is four-something, I'll have to wake up in less than two hours. I write some key words from the previous dream so I can remember them later and "fall asleep".

I am in school, I think. A guy comes up to me and asks whether he can borrow my inking pen to ink his drawing. I say no (I don't usually let random people borrow my art supplies - they might be to careless with them and break it somehow). Declan (a stupid guy I dislike) comes up to me and asks whether he should ink his drawing with a 0.8 or 0.3 inking pen, while holding one of my inking pens. I tell him that he can't borrow either, and that if he wants to ink his drawing, he can buy a cheap inking pen if he doesn't want to spend too much money. He doesn't want to buy it so he continues to annoy me. I tell him to use a black pencil then. He agrees to that idea.

I walk into a shop (declan is still there) and I see the lady who sells the food. "You can take a gift if you want. Choose something you like and you can have it for free." She says. I think it had something to do with easter. I consider taking a big chocolate egg, but I don't want to appear greedy so I choose something else.

I am in a building with many bunk-beds. There is a creepy atmosphere. I am semi-lucid, I think. I crawl on the walls and ceiling and then in one of the rooms there is a dead elmo bed and I at first put my bed stuff below it, but decided that I did not want to sleep in a creepy room like that. On the ceiling there were things made of pipe-cleaner craft things.

After this dream, I woke up and looked at the clock and it was around 3 am. I realised that the previous time I woke up and saw that it was 4 am was a false awakening, which means that I really didn't write any notes on the previous dreams so I had to really try to remember the lucid and try to piece together the events. I am going to do a RC before I write down my dreams from now on so I don't lose any details because of a sneaky FA.

Talent show

From camera's point of view I watched some kind of a talent show. I saw only one performance. I saw a group of weird men, wearing black trenchcoats. The jury sitting place was empty, and the audience was empty too. They were preparing for their performance, and suddenly they became still.

After a short while of non moving the music started. The weird group started dancing horribly, and sang Scorpions - The wind of change song from playback. All they really did was just make "mmmmh-hmmm" noise to the rythm.

Strange Minecraft

I was sitting on a bench in school. I took an old Nokia 6230i phone out of my pocket, found an apps directory, and entered it. There was only one app - Minecraft Pocket Edition. I decided to try it. After waiting for the game to load, it generated a new world immediately.

I spawned somewhere in the mountains. Seeking for a shelter, I went straight into a weirdly lit cavern. There was another player inside, surrounded by weird, silver barrels.

I'm not perfectly sure where precisely this dream started. I was together with a very large group of people in a 'company'. Actually this 'company' was just now being built, it was being built in an entirely separate dimension from ours, that began empty, but eventually the building, the parking lot, and indirectly also a beach, an ocean and a sky where created.
There was this one girl which had black hair, at first. To be honest everyone had black hair but that was a cloaking from the normal human society, their true hair colors where all somewhat purple or lavender. Her hair was lavender and she seemed to have a strong love interest in me, and it felt that while we were sitting in a train her interest in my calmed down, but I became interested in her. We arrived in a parking lot where I became weirdly lucid and parked a car by making it fly, though I really had to consciously fill in a lot of details which were not filled in by the dream (like sitting in the car, opening the door, and how I should be placed while doing these thing). Then the dream faded.

To be honest, I've been playing around with layering crystals close to my bed while sleeping, I picked the crystals according to Chakras, because why the hell not, the worst that could happen is nothing. Two of the stones I picked were the Atlantisite and the Tiger Iron, which previously had brought me the dreams with the purple haired dream demon Maya.
So the same stone helped along with putting 3 things into my dreams, more lively and engaging people, love interests and purple hair. My conclusion is that there is a high statistical chance that the crystals or at least those two had a positive energetic or at least psychological effect. I'll resume the experiment, hoping the positive effects won't fade, like usually all things of the kind do for me.

I was in some huge building, it was night and dark. I've been standing on some kind of ledge in the building and there was a huge glass facade in front of me. The floors were not actually connected to that wall, but rather one could fall down right beside the glass facade. On the facade there were weird crane/elevator like bots. I thought about reworking on of them in some way as I felt some danger from outside the building. Then I become somewhat lucid, and for some weird reason decided to summon Ryuuko (my dream alter ego) which carried me down onto on of the levels, which quite frankly didn't make sense.

Unfortunately I only knew that I summoned Ryuuko, I didn't even see her.

This dream was... weird, specifically weird. There was some kind of cupboard or so, and in one of the shelves was essentially a wall, like a mixture of a mirror and water. In the dream I've put my face through this material which caused instant lucidity, and oddly enough made me immediately consciously turn into a Gardevoir (yes, the green and white Pokémon). My face which I could see reflected looked already a huge lot like a female Gardevoir with some human features left when the dream already faded.

Exploring

I closed my eyes and started to feel a sinking feeling and soon a view of mountains appeared. I was hovering in the air and being flown to the right by an invisible force. While that was happening I was viewing a mountain erupt blue stuff. Perhaps it was ocean water because there was water splashing against some of the mountains too. I also saw beautiful trees and honestly, i felt a bit nervous to be in such a setting even if i knew it was a dream. The place was just so wide and exotic. Than I was flown down closer to a rocky mountainous ground that was in a form of a circle, painted with a white line. I was flown around the mountain area like three times until I was flown away from it. After that I started to see the scene change to a city.

I was thinking of Dawn so i guess that's why it changed.(I said I wouldn't think of Dawn and i did...- w -" ごめんね) Anyways I saw myself passing people and cars in the city till I arrived at a bank." Where's Dawn? Did it take me to Dawn?" I thought as i looked around for him.I saw my uncle inside the bank through the glass getting money out of a ATM machine. Than noticed my dad outside telling my uncle to hurry up. When i turned and walked a bit i was pulled from behind by Dawn who sat me down. I was happy and hugged him and couldn't wait to do stuff with him. I got up after hugging Dawn for too long than he followed me. I saw fruit on the floor. Bananas, oranges and maybe there was apple.

"Oo~ Fruit! This is my chance to feed him something in the dream!" I thought, looking at which fruit to give him.(Hes not a pokemon/pet. But I find moments like these memorable ^^) I than thought about how funny it would be if i fed him a banana, in a non negative way. "Dawn, you want to eat a banana?" I asked him. When I looked at him he was already eating a fruit. I noticed my younger brother around and asked him what i should feed Dawn. I think he was open to me feeding him anything but before I could the dream scene changed. (Whhy!! D:<) I appeared on my bed and couldn't move. It was pitch black with some visible light through the door. The room also had a red hue in certain spots.

I could hear my younger brother talking outside in the hall but he sounded really young. I tried with full force but slowly to get up. I managed to get up on my feet but was pulled back. "Could Dawn be holding me in this room?" I thought. Than I did my best to reach the door and manged to open it a little. I saw my younger brother although he did look a little bit different and younger than his actual age. " Help me! Can you pull me out please!?"I said holding my arm out towards him."Okay!" he said than pulled me out of the room. I than noticed a girl as my brother happily left to upstairs. She is a recurrent dc in my dream that's been popping up many times now. Shes annoying.

"Do you know where Dawn is?" I asked her. " You are grotesque,sad,weird in places, I find it hard to look at you," she said to me in a monotone voice. " O.k. Thanks! I really appreciate you telling me how I feel about myself!" I said to her."Whatever." she replied back. I than noticed something that wasn't in my hands before. There was a small art canvas in my hands, not white but a bone white color. It had a painting of Dawn sideways from the head and stopped at the waist. He was wearing a long sleeve white collar t shirt. I asked the girl if she could tell me about the picture but she ignored me than walked through the halls with the intention to go upstairs. I looked at the picture again than looked at the backyard door. "Should I go outside or upstairs?" I thought. But i had a feeling it would be night so i walked a bit into the hallway and could hear the girl talking to someone upstairs." I'm thinking of going to the dark place now but i'm not sure." she said. Someone else replied to her than i woke myself up. DX I hate places with no light in dreams.

Green Eyes

I was inside the dream with my younger brother. He told me that we were playing a dream game where we had to race to change the notes on the calendar to stay longer in the dream and so that we could get away from the evil girl/thing that would chase us. We started off at the bed, than when he said"Go!" I ran all the way to the calendar and tried changing the notes. My younger brother helped me than I realized that I didn't have to do this.
" Instead of playing this game can you just make it so that I can get what i want? Please!~" I asked with a beggar's face. "Okay. What is it that you want?" he asked. "I want to dance!" I said enthusiastically. There was a guy nearby who had these bright green eyes and looked like a actor. His eyes reminded me of Kiro so I said I wanted to dance with him. The guy than came up to me, took my hand and we started dancing but in a somewhat ball room style.

He spun me around and it was fun but i also noticed how bad i was at dancing. " O.k. That's enough."I said and than we stopped.The next thing I remember is that I was walking in a city on a foggy day. I was dressed in a navy blue and white Japanese university uniform and so were some other girls around me. We were waiting to cross the street and I got the feeling that we had to hurry and get to school before a storm came. When i saw people walking i started to follow the rest on the street but than cars started passing so we had to go back. I knew it would be rude but i felt scared and held to a girl's backpack that was next to me. Than a harsh wind began to blow us back and it felt like i was about to fly but we landed back safely. When it was safe I followed two girls(One of them being the girl with the backpack) and ended up inside a white dorm room with them.

The two girls were sitting down in separate desks leaning close to each other. The girl to my left had a white backpack open filled with lots of white pill bottles inside. Some open and some closed that showed orange pills inside. " Look at all the stomach pills i got. With these we could have as much fun as we want and not have to worry about getting pregnant." said the girl with the bag of pills. As they kept on talking I was wondering if I should say something to them but than noticed it was all just a dream."You shouldn't do that. Taking all those pills could hurt you." I said to her than thought about telling her about Dawn. "There is this guide that I like having around but he doesn't appear as much as i want him to. What do you think i should do?" I asked them. ( Jade already told me to summon my other guides but I just wanted to know what a dc would say xD) I could tell that as i was saying this the girl with the pills was listening intently just by looking at her face. But than..."Are you a freshmen?" she asks laughing with the other girl than writes freshmen on a paper.

"This could be the girl you were looking for!" says the girl to the right. "Yeah! I know right!" says the girl with the pills. "I'm almost a sophomore." I told them a bit regretful asking them. Than I walk over to the girl's dresser and see her socks. I see a really fluffy sock and get the urge to put it on but decide not to.After that I appear in my old best friend's house and there are a bunch of people who are supposedly suppose to be really close friends/family members. The pill girl is there and we are all getting ready to have dinner. A chubby man appears than pulls out a huge cooked pig. You can see its full body outline but its crispy and cooked. He mentions how he cooked it in orange sauce. I take a tiny piece and eat it, telling him that its good but next time he should use the regular bbq sauce instead. He gives me a look like hes saying " Seriously? i just cooked a whole pig for you guys!" but than just says he will do it next time.

People than begin to disappear around me and a narrator begins speaking. "There was a baby girl that was born and raised in this home. Unlike others she was faithful to where she came from and used her trained ninja skills to help the turtles defeat their enemies."As this was happening i could see animated cartoons playing out what would be the actions for the narration voice. I thought about how it sucked that I was alone now than decided to jump on the couch just for fun. There was a red fluffy cloth covering the couch cushions. When i jumped on it like three times i ran out to the balcony of the house after opening a Japanese style slide door that isn't suppose to be there. Than i ran and jumped off the edge onto a platform near the front door, than onto the side walk. Didn't know where i really wanted to be in the dream but i did not want to stay in the house anymore because i didn't want to see a certain dc there.

All too quickly though I appeared on a moving bus inside the dream. I could see the driver but when i looked around there was no one else on the bus. I decided to let the dream take me wherever it thought i should go. I enjoyed the ride for a bit but when it started flying it disappeared and I was just being flown now. I was fine but than a blue,bald,somewhat human looking monster flew up to me and tried to attack me. I made a huge screw appear in my hands and hit the monster like threw times as if i was using a hammer. I defeated it than started thinking about how i wanted to go to the beach now. I was flown and noticed the beach appearing in front of me. I could see kids playing with a ball near the water and wanted to go closer. But I was pulled back and couldn't move further."Let me go over there!" I shouted and managed to move a few more feet closer but than i was pulled back again. I also took note of a transparent wall that was above me to the left side. "Is that suppose to be a barrier?" I thought. I watched as the kids played than just accepted the dream keeping me back. It was a great view though.

28.04.2015

Emptying the lake = Undin Entite (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was flying and I believe it was to Geneva as I was going to be teaching there for a few days. Suddenly, I freaked out because I noticed I had no luggage with me. I also looked at a bag and apparently, i only had clothes. I did not have any of the manuals I wanted to give to my students and I neither had my signing bowls / crystals with me. I felt terrible until I noticed and wondered how did I get into the plane, and wondered about my passport too.

I did a reality check and turned lucid right away, as not only my hands were weird, but despite the plane flying and making its regular noise, the inside of the plane itself looked like a bus. I felt very relieved and very happy because it was all a dream and well, I was lucid. I decided to take a flight to make the dream stable as usual, so I went to the front of the bus-plane. Now, it was like a plane as I could see the locked cabin and the exit door was on the left, as usual on the planes. I opened the door and one fly attendant freak out (Funny how my subconscious knows opening the door of a flying plane is a bad idea...) but I opened the door anyway (which looked like the front door of a house.)

Nothing happened to the plane, I think it either vanished or flew away, but I glided through the clouds and even though I felted tempted to go to space, I wanted to do the ToTM Bonus, which was awesome this month. As I was flying, I saw a lot of mountains and a lake. I landed next to the lake and imagined water coming out from my hands. At first, nothing happened, but after a while, water and ice were coming our from my hands. I froze everything around and also flooded a forest. I was not sure if it was rightly done, I felt so, but I also felt it could be a false memory, so just in case, did the other way around.

I imagined water and ice again coming out from my hands and I pointed at the lake. I visualized a bubble absorbing all the water in the lake until I saw something like this:







I found it funny, because it is an enemy from a final fantasy game (a very nasty one actually, Undin Entite for those final fantasy fans) however, it did not attack me or anything, it was just floating above. I looked at the lake and it was completely empty, but funny enough, I saw what looked like treasure chests, even though I believe they were empty.

After a while of observing this scenic view, I saw a weird light in the sky and flew to it. I believe I lost both lucidity and recall from here.

I was shopping for clothes. I got a hundred and twenty dollars worth of clothes in two stores. Later on, I saw a woman in the mall who had baby huskies from her adult huskies. When we went to a place in a mall hallway to pick them up, they weren't there. The woman by the dogs told us that she wouldn't say which dogs were where, but we could go to the other place to pick them up.

So I ran across the mall and took a shortcut through a hockey rink, but there were hockey players skating around the part I was going through. Eventually I got noticed, and I think someone gave up shooting or following me and gave me the gun or blade instead. They acted like it was a joke. However when I found a trapdoor with a screw to open it and started opening it, they said, 'Hey!' and someone chased me. I got open the door, shut it somewhat behind me, and found a set of stairs which I awkwardly started to run up. There was someone's dorm bedroom or something at the first flight of stairs, so I thought about going out that way. However this red headed girl was chasing me up the stairs, in the middle of the staircase opening some how, so I pushed her head down so she fell a flight or two.

I went up a couple more flights and pushed her down again until I got to the top. There there was a group of people. One said something like, 'Amelia. Definitely not on our side' and Amelia shouted up that, 'British tea is better than Russian tea because we make our tea exclusive!' or something like that. Then the woman at the top loft--the leader, said, 'likely on our side' in reference to me.

I was painting in Photoshop. I had this really weird stylized piece of Manei and myself riding some kind of hovering motorcycle together.


So quite an entertaining semi lucid dream. I was backpacking in the remote mountains with the hippie character from the Avatar episode the cave of two lovers, Cyborg from Teen Titans and my dream guide. Gives you an idea of what caliber dream we are dealing with today.

I remember when we were first heading out into the mountains we rode this gondola over the terrain. The hippie guy wasn't with us at this point. I remember talking with Manei. For some reason I was telling her how as a kid, I was really skinny and why that sucked. (Even though when I was a kid I used to have quite a bit of chub.) I said the worst was going to sporting events because there was too much food.

...

Now apparently in this dream, 'Backpacking' didn't mean that you took a backpack full of stuff into the wilderness. It meant that you all carried one another. So we were all walking around in a big stack. Cyborg was on the bottom, Manei was in the middle and I was on top. It was nice not having anybody on my shoulders but I kept hitting my head on tree branches and stuff.

It was then that the hippie character from avatar showed up. He told us he knew a way for us to get to our campsite a lot faster. And how did we get there? By going through the cave of two lovers of course.

We all walk together for a time and sing the song.

He shows us where the entrance to the cave is. The entrance looks like that of an Egyptian temple or tomb (strange because we were in the middle of the woods...). There was some kind of puzzle to get in where I had to push this big black box that read Azroth Char-Cole into the side of the wall. I pushed it with my hiking stick, and it was a good thing too because a trap blade fell down and cut it off.

The door mechanism activated and the door opened. Behind it was a narrow catwalk leading through a very deep room full of wires and pipes.

"What the heck... I thought this was like an ancient temple? Why is there all this technology?"

We walked through this room and found ourselves outside. We were in a meadow where wheat or some kind of golden yellow grass was growing everywhere. There was a train track with a train caboose moving along slowly, and a single lone abandoned farmhouse on top of a nearby hill.

The sky was gloomy and dark, and there was fog everywhere. Somebody who wasn't me remarked about how something seemed off about this place.

I somehow manifested this suitcase. When I threw it on the ground it transformed in about the coolest way possible into this steampunk mechanical train conductor. I wanted to use him for information about the place we were in.

"Hey, is that train dangerous?"

"Go ahead and put three fingers on the track! All trains are dangerous!"

Cyborg lunged at me and tried to attack me and then just disappeared in mid air. He re appeared near me and stopped trying to attack me.

I then became fully lucid.

"Wait a second, I didn't even like this episode! Why am I dreaming about it? And I don't want to have to kiss someone to get out of here."

I lost the dream and woke up.

I took 3 mg of melatonin before bed, then had a ~1 hour WBTB after 4 hours of sleep. Dreamer had told me at some point before these dreams that she had just had two lucid dreams, so I was determined to have some of my own!

I don't remember how I became lucid, I remember standing next to dream characters from a story line that I had been participating in and I was trying to remember tasks. I thought of the bonus task, manipulate 4 elements or something. I looked off into the distance at these hills and made them stretch and grow to colossal sized mountains. I then imagined that they were volcanic and I made them explode with fiery boulders that I made fall down all around me and they set this forest on fire. I walked past the forest as it burned. Molten lava was still raining from the sky but I wasn't worried about getting hurt by it.

I walked out of an orangish-yellow haze and into a city. I started flying at this point. I saw a large skyscraper and made wind blow up against it so hard that it fell over. I didn't watch any of the destruction that ensued from that, I just kept flying. I then noticed a large pond beneath me and I raised my hands so that my palms were facing it and all of the water drained from it almost immediately. I made a bit of the water fly around in the air for fun.

I then went to hang out with dream characters in a new storyline, I don't remember what it was about though. In the next part that I can remember, I was noticing the dream was ending and thinking to myself, "Shit, I should have done something more interesting because I'm totally going to forget what I just did", and I did.

The dream ended and I waited for another one to begin. I started to see what looked like my room and I opened my eyes and looked around. I was excited because the dream started next to Dreamer. I smiled at her and she said to me, "Your eyes were open for a while, it was weird." I was convinced that I had actually woken up at that point and I told her about my dream and she gave me a huge smile, that made me happy. I rolled over to fall back asleep.


In the next dream, I had been playing out a loop. It started as me being an actor in some kind of film or play, then I had to go to a high school with a friend. I remember one of the classes was an exercise/weight lifting class. I also remember that there were spider webs when I would end the day and move back to the start of the dream location so that it could begin again. At the end of each cycle there were more spider webs. At the end of what I would guess was the third cycle, there were too many spider webs and I couldn't move past this tiny passage that I needed to go through to get back to the start of the loop. Being trapped/surrounded by spider webs is a dream sign of mine, and that made me realize it was a dream. I lit the spider webs on fire by touching them with my finger, then blew on them to make the flames get huge. I could feel the heat from the fire, it felt extremely realistic. When the spider webs were all gone, I jumped through the opening and ended up in what looked like an ancient temple. There was no roof overhead, just a magnificent sky that was filled with stars. I flew up into the sky and noticed a galaxy off in the distance. It was next to this truly beautiful looking town that was composed of bright, vivid, brilliant colours. I thought that the sight of the galaxy and the town was so gorgeous that I started to cry in the dream. I wished that I could bring the sight with me out of the dream, I wished that I could paint it.

I flew towards the town and the dream started to get really weird, I don't remember what happened though. I woke up soon after that anyways.