1st: I was solving a mystery with my irl friend K. Somehow I already knew what was going to end, like I had done this before, and was trying to protect him fro,m the horrible ending. We went around my old apartment complex looking for clues. As we crossed over a ditch I held his hand, reassuring him he'd be safe. Also at this time, I was wearing a seifuku top with no bow. He commented on that, and I magic'd a bow and sailor moon compact outta nowhere. We tailed the suspects in a big white van, and they we almost unto us, but we kept our cool. I think we talked to one of the girls involved and tried to get her to stop whatever her and her friends were doing. Later, we got in disguises. I was a bright pink power ranger, and he was a deep blue. We went over to the most southern set of apartments, where there was a small group of people hanging out. A young man with glasses casually asks who we are. I say "I'm Pink, er... Magenta, and that's Dark Blue." "No, who are you?" "Oh... we're the Kolor Kamen!" He looks confused and I briefly explain we're like Power Rangers. He seems okay with that. I think that K is safe in this Halloween costume. I don't remember much about the ending, except we're in the setting that I knew we're gonna be. A small 3 room building. It's creepy and decrepit. There's a school lab at the end room. We walk out into the street, unharmed. About the "premonition" thing: I already knew how it was going to end, because it was a "game" I had already played or a dream I had before (or at least that was what my brain was telling me.) At the end, the suspects would be burnt by acid and die. I could see still of what was going to happen at the end. This was pretty much the only thing I thought or talked about about. At some points I wondered if the story was actually taking a different direction the the first time, and I was worried. 2nd: A Rather standard dream I had about the TES series. I was walking around a town in "Skyrim", although it didn't look familiar and I didn't remember the name. I went around to the food shops and taverns, buying food(?) and making conversations. I went to another unfamiliar town and did the same exact thing. I talked to two women in the local tavern. One of them had blue skin, but didn't look like a dark elf. None had any story-forwarding dialogue. Later, I go out of the town, pretty much turn a corner and end up in Chorrol, which is not in Skyrim, but in neighboring province Cyrodiil. As I look out, I am disappointed to see how close the two towns are, and between the birch trees of the great forest, I can see the walls of another town! (That one really should be Chorrol, not the wall-less little hamlet I was in.) I meet up with someone who looks like my mom's friend and we go walking around and see a jousting place. A teenage girl in modern clothes gives us the sign up sheet, and we write our names very badly on it. On mine, someone else's name is already on it, so I ask for some white-out. She gives it to me, and it comes in a weird looking tube. When I use it, it comes out thick and grey on the paper, so I write my name to the side. After that, she tells us there's a six-month waiting period to joust.
I had 2 small dreams last night, but once again, I mostly forget what they were and I was too tired to get up and write them down at the time, but one of them involved my high school. I remember more of the other one. The other one involved being near some sort of jungle area in a small building. There was a lady there who worked there for some reason. I remember someone killing her and saying something like "Sorry for removing you from your post." But then I was able to save her for some reason, so I did. She seemed important but I didn't recognize her at all. It was very strange. This all got me thinking about an old dream I had maybe a month ago too. The premise of this other dream is that my school got some sort of expansion, and another floor. There was even a medical wing in my school for some reason. It was really strange. I remember walking down the seemingly endless hallways, trying to look for someone. I think my dream recall is improving, but I need to learn to wake up and write my dreams down as soon as possible.
Got pulled into an area where a super creepy witch wouldn’t let go of a girl. She had really long arms that were wrapped around a semi, holding the girl and she had red reflective eyes. She kept cackling. Then she started coming at me. She got me and smothered me. I was scared. But then she started telling me nice things. She let me go. She tried to drive positive things home out of fear. But I was still disturbed. Later I saw her in the hallway by the ER laying in a bed covered in blood and wounds. She looked more like a normal blonde now. She reached out to me like she needed help and I tried to avoid her. I didn’t want to play her games. She kept doing things like that. I thought about stabbing her or cutting her throat. I told a cop she should arrest her and sarcastically she said, “approved” reminding me I didn’t have that authority. I was walking by a pond contemplating that it’s good I didn’t kill her without talking to police first because I would have gone to prison. It seemed like I was destined to go to prison. It started raining in slow motion and I laid on the grass and enjoyed it. Then she came out and decided she wanted to be my girlfriend and date me. I agreed for some reason. I started going through checks and told her I’ve been friends with lesbians but never in that way. I was reminded of a lesbian friend whom I had wanted that didn’t want me back and it hurt. She told me we would start with an event planner. We got to up to leave and I woke up sudden and anxiously. Got called into work on a Sunday but it was Friday night at the same time. D was working. I hung out with him a while and he just stood there. I mentioned how easy his job is on the weekends. Kevin came in and I was surprised. I pretended not to see him. Surgery got really busy. I helped over there. There was a patient whose temp wasn’t reading and I told Amy. She said he was too hot and going to get heat rash. I took his blankets off. He started waking up. He was agitated. He tried to get out of bed and take his IV and foley out. I convinced him not to. Amy told me I need to wear a hair cap. I was so irritated that she told me that with no thanks after I just saved her patient. I tried to tell others but they wouldn’t listen. There were a lot of workers that didn’t get along. Surveyors were at the hospital. In the locker room we decided we should all get along so people passed around party invitations but they were mostly to Christmas events and child bdays. A doctor put in an order for a procedure (last one of that room). I didn’t know how to put it through so I asked if I push enter and then I pushed it. The screen went gray and static. Everyone was annoyed. We had to restart the computer. I was so annoyed that I had been working all day I almost cried. I had three missed calls from D hours ago. He must have gone already. I left without asking anybody. Becky in the bathrub with her two babies. No matter how hard I tried I couldn’t see the older girl behind the baby boy. Two women in a shower sudsing each other. They had a taboo relationship like mother and daughter or something. One was saying something to the other as she bent her over and then realized she was alone and it was all an illusion. With grandparents. They showed us the Scottish castle they inherited that they were turning into a water park. They put all their grandkids in a cage to take them there. The Scottish side of the family is very proper. The other side is annoying and intrusive.
9.12.15 Sleep during night since I'm off. DR Lol ok, so I'm living in a grocery store, more exactly on the end of one of the isles. I don't have any furniture or signs of me living there, but I feel like that's my home : (((( I see an old singer tha I love walking by and I want him to sing. I don't know how to make that happen, so I start singing my favorite song by him in hopes that he will join me. I'm aware that I'm horribly offkey, but my want to hear him sing trumps my embarrassement. He does join me in singing and fills in the places where I don't know the lyrics. He seems to be humored by all this and again, I don't care. I'm just so happy and I can't wait to tell my mom that I sang with him, since he is her fave singer as well. Then I went on thinking which other songs she would like played at her funeral : (( When I woke up, I didn't remember this dream, but soon I started to sing this song in my head and then I remembered.
I was talking a vehicle somewhere. I ended up in an area with a small body of water. It's treated like a pool but it's more like a flooded-in area. There are people taking a bath. There was also an area that was "guarded" by a lioness or some kind of feline creature. I was supposed to get something from there.
Morning of September 12, 2015. Saturday. A small beautiful hand is very well-defined and well-rendered. It moves ever so slightly. I appreciate the three-dimensionality of the fingers being slightly closer to me, though I am more in the center of the room at first. There is a sense of deep peace and an essence of bliss. I find myself in a mostly empty semi-dark room with one four-paned window, open only about an inch. There is a gentle rain outside, some of the droplets seeming to fall on large leaves from the sound of it, perhaps elephant ear plants. A young girl in a white hooded dressing gown is webbed to the wall to the left of the window (on my left) but also a bit onto the actual window, mostly facing the wall but slightly turned to the right. The silky, seemingly glowing spider web covers her everywhere, head to toe, and out to the floor a bit, all but her left forearm and hand (though it seems her left shoulder is webbed against the wall). I notice five very small blueberries in the palm of her hand, none touching each other. I do not know who it is, but I assume, because of the ecstatic nature of the imagery and the strange but pleasant sensations in my skin, that it can only be an essence of my wife. I take one of the blueberries and eat it and the taste is very sweet. I take a second one after due consideration, and the taste is very slightly different but still nice (as with blueberries in real life, as well as strawberries; each and every one always tastes slightly different from every other). Regardless of being “woven” into the intricate spider web, the girl is seemingly alive and very healthy; just in some sort of “hibernation” perhaps. The scene is not gruesome at all; it is amazingly pleasant (and I see no actual spider at any point, though I suspect it is a redback or black widow that somehow made all the intricate webbing). She does not open her eyes at any point. I consider having a third blueberry, but the sensations in my skin are almost “too” pleasurable, so I leave her with three and I casually throw myself backwards into oblivion, falling into various beautiful abstract images and flashes of pure blue.
Morning of September 12, 2015. Saturday. I have not posted that many infestation dreams, though I have had several per year since early childhood. It usually involves unusual unique-looking (but problematic) bugs getting into the house as well as mice in some versions. In this case, our house is somewhat unidentified. It resembles our present one in some ways but seems to have features of our last home (on Barolin Street) as well. The main scene involves large velvet ants crawling up one corner of a wall and mostly remaining near the ceiling, making a trail through the house, and going out through another corner. I spray them with a can of insecticide a few times (not that worried about the spray going back into my face), but this only seems to work near the end of my dream. There is also a point at which only one gets on my arm and latches on and I pinch it and pull it off. The sensations are quite realistic. There are also some sort of unusual beetles (which can fly) in a fictional back room, approaching a doorway in a line, crawling over the top of some sort of built-in table or counter-top (though the room is like a large storage area). Eventually, I spray the middle of their main line and they stop forming larger groups. Near the end of my dream, I notice large groups of different-colored mice in our living room. They are grouped by color. (A group of mice is apparently called “a mischief of mice”, though that is just a bit too silly to implement in my writing.) A large group of green mice crawls about to the right and red and blue units are to the left. There is also a smaller group of yellow mice in the foreground. For some reason, this strange scene does not trigger any degree of lucidity regardless of the intense vividness of the bug presence. In fact, it is rather “pretty” though still inherently problematic. There must be at least two hundred or more mice. Suddenly, as if just seeing me as a threat for the first time, they scramble, making a thunderous noise (and shaking the house itself) as they go off in divisions of their particular color and as I get the impression they are going back into the walls of our house. I am not too concerned, as I just do not want them inside the rooms of our house. Dreams like this are often caused by being temporarily annoyed by people (though sometimes caused by fasting in too cold or too hot weather); in this case, an NBN worker hanging around close to our house all day (thanks to the NBN cabinet that was installed right near our house without any notice, right in the middle of the footpath - how stupid) and playing a car radio from prior to sunrise, the vehicle actually parked on our footpath as if he cannot walk that couple of extra feet when leaving the area. (I honestly do not know what is wrong with these people other than being completely thoughtless with no seeming respect for residents or any responsibility for their presence or unwarranted and unjust impositions or actions.)
Dream 1 I was at a party. I was getting drunk and stoned with some people I just met. We were talking and laughing the entire time. Eventually, I started talking to one of the girls a lot. She was white and had blonde hair and blue eyes. We hit it off, and I eventually ended up in her bed, fucking her. It was in the missionary position, and the nighttime. Dream 2 I was working for an ice cream store in my hometown. There was a white, slightly plump girl there, who was apparently the boss. She was walking in and out of the store and telling a bunch of people what to do. For some reason, there were some workers outside, building something, it looked like. The boss was very mean, and kept telling everyone to hurry up. I also found out she was literally a monster in disguise as a human, and she started eating some of the workers. She just formed her giant monster mouth, and put it fully over them, and closed it, and ate them. Eventually, after I had enough, I found a manhole that I wasn't supposed to go down, and went down it. I found an underground factory with many more workers working in unsafe conditions. I guessed they were underpaid, too. Soon, the boss came down to check up on the factory, and I hid behind the machinery. She talked to a worker, ate him, and went back up. I found a wrench and started sabotaging the machinery by smashing the wrench onto the machinery and jamming it in a few places. The boss came back down again soon after that, and started wondering what happened to her factory. I then sneaked up behind her and mauled her with my wrench. She died, and the workers were free. End of dream.
The situation at my work changed for the much worse, especially new security requirements became so complex, making any kind of software development almost impossible. The news of this was brought to us by a woman who used to be my boss whom I greatly respect. I asked whether we could talk. She said not yet but after she had done something. Then I left without talking to her. But then I realized it, and somehow we hooked up again, and were traveling together. While we talked, I made the drastic decision to quit my job in order to spend a semester or a year getting additional training and certifications to become more employable to find a better job.
9.12.15 Night shifts and this night off. Dream before midnight, before alarm at 9:45pm I woke up from it and recited all the details so I dont forget. Very detailed, vivid and intense. Sense of doom, but not scared, because I knew I'll be ok. DR: Traveling in some city in India with maybe 4-5 other people. We stop at a restaurant and we order something. I get a plate of maybe potatoes and grilled slices of fish. They are delicious, so crispy and flavorful. Everybody is waiting for me to finish eating and I wonder why they are not eating as well. Waiter motions to me to take the last piece of fish so he can take the plate. I get a drink of water too and it has a consistency of jelly watter. Now we are someplace and skies are all orange from nearby erupting volcano. I look in that direction and I see a tall moountain in classic volacano cone shape. There are streams of lava approaching and pools of lava all over the place. Burning and smoking debris is falling and hitting the ground with force all around us, catching things like cars on fire. We get in a van to get away, but lava gets to the wheels. We turn around to go with the flow of other cars, but it's just not working. The distraction is too great already, we maybe too late. We ran into a large building. The wide stairwell in this bright and large-roomed office building are full of people rushhing upstairs. Suddenly everybody stopps listening for some silent news. I understand that we should be safe on the top levels, and I yell for everybody to get upstairs. The huge room in this typical indian office building (wut?) is full of sofas of all kinds. We all claim one sofa that we feel will be a safe floating device. We pick a nice leather one. We know it's not the safest one, but metal ones would also melt and we figure it's safe enough to float on a sea of lava to safety. : P Our sofa starts moving by itself and it parks itself in a location. I don't get it and it freaks me out a bit, but I understand it's part of an evacuation process. I figure we should pick a place near some load-bearing wall, so if the building crumbles, we have a chance that our floor will stay standing. I tell somebody we should go look for that, but we are already next to the wall. I walk on tops of some other sofas to get to the window. Window is like on a tropical window. No glass, just a large portion of the wall is not there. I see a small river or rather creek just below us. It's full of floating cows that are burned by the fire or lava. Their skin is burned to crisp in some places, tongues are hure, sticking out and still moving and cows are mooing in distress. I feel our building moving and turning and I think the sea of lava got to us and we are floating on it. I'm surprised in didn't occur to me that the building may just collapse, but I chase that thought away and we continue on floating. The sensation of movement is very real.
D1 - House (groundless, sacral) In a dark old house. Traditional house with front stairwell but pretty much in total darkness. Monster lurks in shadows feeding off me...only needs to move slowly as i'm captive prey. It is darkness itself. I can see no eyes, only teeth and an outline (like no face in spirited away but without face, maybe a cousin ) Shadows/darkness in house seem thick/alive. I escape but have to return everyday as it is my house. I find help from someone and use stones (reference to new concepts) to throw at monster and keep them at bay. Hundreds of spiders now appear for me to fend off. I decide the house is no longer somewhere for me to stay and I resolve to sleep outside in the open air, in the light. Revelations: I recognise the darkness as my negative self thoughts that I give my energies to. Particularly my jealousy which is ever hungry (a strong synch here (Jealousy of my past life experiences = nostalgia) The light represents spending my energies on other things.
+ motorcycle riding, I like that I'm finally riding on my own motorcycle. I imagine that I will take care of it and clean the chain myself. + parking garage, driver drives my car off the ramp. I complain that he moved his hands to the right instead of the left How to get the car off the ledge? Guy: have to pull it out, Me: simple, just put it in reverse + encounter woman and girl outside the science musuem. I head home, and on the way see an abandoned cat in a blanket giving birth to kittens. Call out to woman, girl. The kittens are just a big head with big eyes. Back at childhood home the heads are more like rodents and running around getting lost in the couch. I dig up the couch cushions and see the cat has one of the head/hamsters in its mouth, I pry the round ball out of the mouth. WBTB + boat outside window in canal, RM from company R (ex-boss) is the captain, I introduce myself but he can't hear (the boat is *really* loud) me or recognize me until I'm right in his face. I look a lot older than when I worked for him, and took off my glasses, I'm standing in company R because the walls and doors and everything around me is painted solid red! Talk to SS (founder company 3) about how I often dream about the old days at work, and doing chip bringups. + see jr high friend DD and another guy. They're moving. They leave a bag of random small stuff there. Is it for me to carry, or is he throwing it away? I decide I must pick it up and carry it. Go to an area which appears to be a balloon blowing up company. I ask where I should put all this stuff. They say "file it under Lady Gaga, because nobody goes there." After I file it I turn around and see a woman standing up on a balcony looking down at me from the second floor. Then I'm standing facing her closely with her back to the wall. I notice she's very tall, she goes back and forth between being just a bit taller than me, or right around my height, I can't quite decide. I say "wow you're tall! I'm 6 feet X inches!" I try to think if I should kiss her or not. + I'm outdoors on some terraced area, people are all around. I see a girl lying on the ground. I go over to her and get bold and lie on top of her and try to convince her without using any powers to 'engage' with me, she's not interested, dream fades… … and I return to the dream nearby that girl, lucid. I see the dream forming, and at first the people I see are a strange combo of 2d and 3d. I just relax and try to let the dream settle and see an attractive woman and head for her. But then there's a big announcement about a tornado that is several hours away, and all the people get up and leave, I think that if the tornado is several hours away they really jumped the gun unnecessarily on the early announcement. + I'm standing in a room with people. It's sort of like a large kitchen. I see a woman standing at a sink (washing dishes?), Spoiler for explicit sexy time: she is bold and I see her grab the hand of a man next to her and pushes it on her right breast. This makes me go "zing" and I'm lucid and I go right up behind her. I reach for her breasts from around her back with both hands, and I made a quick gesture to take down my pants and hers but we remain clothed and I'm pressing up against her. I make a gesture to take off her top and bra, and quickly reach for her (I think) naked breasts with both hands, but a bra instantly appears and I'm grabbing over the outside of the bra. I "whip off" the bra again and make a quick reach and again another (different color?) bra instantly appears blocking me. I then lean up and put my mouth against her right ear and say, "Hey baby, why don't you take off your bra so I can see your <bleep>s?" Then the bra is gone, I look over her shoulder and see I'm now holding each of her naked breasts in my hands, and give them a good long squeeze. I look up and see we're standing in front of a mirror, she is hazy/vague, but I see my head poking up above her and I get the impression that my face matches my current appearance. At one point she turns her head to the right to look back at me, her mouth is sort of strange, open and her lips/jaw looks angular. I'm in a house standing in front of a screen on the wall, there is a lever control on the left and a knob on the right. I'm seeing the view of the same house I'm in through this screen, and there are some naked girls walking around. Then some people come and I'm trying to cancel this screen image by turning the level and knob, but it doesn't turn off, I start turning more quickly and eventually the image does turn off. +(f) walking through a large open area with work areas. I'm giving a tour, I point out "this is the crafts area," and to the left there are some more artists areas, but they're private, and the girl there I see shakes her head and does not want to be part of the tour. Then I'm walking through this area with some young people and I forget the details. +(f) there is a rush of people heading towards the elevator. I get on and lean against the wall because I'm tired, but there are some old people coming and they'll want my spot so I have to get up and give it to them.
Updated 09-12-2015 at 09:35 PM by 65364
In a cafeteria. Talk to roommate about political issues. Roommate accuses me of being an anarchist.
Spoiler for tags: Traveling through time. Steven Furtick apparently traveling through time. He is saying that he got a brand new 25th century truck. Traveling through time with sister and wife and watching a movie. Same place, watching a Steven furtick sermon in wierd little side room. Going to church. It is Friday morning. It starts raining when I am far away... crap. Walking on hands for fun (not like normal). Church was outside, but is now inside. Getting inside and pastor gives me his towel. Trying to save the world. Me and another guy are going into the sun to release a "pill" that will allow us to fix something. It makes the entire sun half as bright Time Traveler I am outside of a pretty big building. Steven Furtick is there and he is talking about his new time machine. I ask him where it is and how it works and he starts going off on some rant about some super awesome truck he got. He said that he couldn't get it too far ahead in time or it wouldn't run this far back and he wouldn't have had the money working for it either. He shows me his truck and it looks like a huuuuuuge F150. I am sort of concerned about how he would be able to drive it without it being able to be tagged or insured, and he seems to have figured it out within the law. he makes it sound like time traveling was actually government approved, even though he was the only one with the technology. Awake, asleep Sister Me and my sister apparently had gone to the future from the time traveling from before. I have been getting better at chaining non lucids. We are waiting for the movie to start and movie theater actually looks exactly like the one from the mall in my other lucids and non lucids. I never noticed how "futuristic" it looks. It is cool because it is like there is a very very big picture and tons of different seating places all in the wall... might draw a picture, because the words are escaping me. We waited for the movie a long time and I am pretty sure I watched a lot of it, but I don't even remember it much. Awake, asleep Back to the Past I am in the past again, but this time I realize that I am in the same place as last time but in the past. It is a pretty big building, but a pretty small compartment on the side. The room says all white in my DJ, but I think it was made of wood. :/ I dunno. Steven Furtick is preaching there. I see his "fancy future car" in the dream. I don't know why he is in my dreams so much, I think it was random at first, but then with the dream chaining it, it made him pop up all night. My Church I am at my church on Sunday morning. It is my church this time. For some reason it is all outside and it looks like it is gonna rain. I decide to take a walk around the block and I walk on my hands... not like straight up like normal, but like this... For some reason it doesn't take any more effort than walking. I go back to the church and the whole church has been moved inside by the time it rained. One of my Pastors is yelling from a door and ushers me in. Saving the World Me and another guy were in astronaut suits. Apparently we were moving the world and the sun needed to be changed to half as much energy as usual. I set up a huge machine and we dropped a huge blue pill inside the sun. I think that I might have been in a giant metal machine. The sun is only half strength and we celebrate. Then I woke up.
Updated 10-22-2016 at 01:52 PM by 58222
We've bought a house, and we got a really good deal on a place overlooking the ocean. The cats (usually M) keep jumping up into the windows, and the bottoms of the window frames keep collapsing under their weight, just like the drawer fell out of that old coffee table when the supports collapsed. A woman is disapproving of the fact that we have cats in the condo. She doesn't live here, but she thinks we should follow the rules, and the rules state that we're not supposed to have cats. She asks what we're going to do about the windows, and I tell her, bemused, that it's actually pretty easy to repair them, and this is actually our house, that we own. Sometimes during this dream, the person that I'm married to isn't my husband, but a woman (different from the rules lawyer above).
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