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    1. Random DILD forgotten

      by , 12-06-2022 at 04:28 PM (Xanous' Dream Journal)
      I forgot most of this but it's worth noting

      Saw my dead father in law and it triggered low level lucidity. I recalled the dream when I woke up could not recall what I did later this morning.
      Later dreamed I flew somewhere to visit a customer with my brother for work. We brought parts back. During the flight back the plane vanish and we power glided to the plant.
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    2. Most dreams I've recalled.

      by , 12-06-2022 at 01:06 PM
      6 Dreams In total

      Dream 1:
      I'm completely naked in the shower except for a wearing the beanie of a missing/dead person and apparently I had connections with the murderer who had a bunch of wives and they all were saying bad things about him specifically on his masturbation addiction. I took the beanie off a noticed some dirt and fluff on it so I put it in the shower and then threw it on the floor as it made the noise throwing a wet toilet paper
      sheet would make. I then left the shower and surprisingly my reflection was completely normal in the dream. I put on a black suit while listening to some Halloween songs with my phone in my suit pocket.
      Dream 2 (Fragment):
      I had a dream of watching this youtube video on this guy saying you cant have lucid dreams of cave dwelling? very hard to remember this one.
      Dream 3:
      I was talking to this chef and his assistant in his kitchen he had a bunch of ingredients all around his kitchen but he was eating a microwave meal and drinking some cheap wine.
      I noticed both guys had the same face problem like the same kinda red pattern on their face. The chef was talking about how he loves being on earth right now and he is grateful for the current moment and that this is the only life he has. He was saying this part outside the kitchen in the deep woods for some reason, he was also shirtless and had an 8 pack. I knew I was a time traveler in this dream so I knew this guy was gonna die very soon in the future. also a part where i'm in this soccer field (american football) and one of the chefs friends gets knocked down by this behemoth of a man and is unaffected.
      Dream 4:
      My dog gave birth to 2 cats somehow. They both also came out of eggs like a chicken and were warm to the touch. The cats seemed pretty motionless and were unable to react to things. I was talking saying it's insane that we let our dog give birth to 2 cats and I accidentally kicked one of them over they got mad at me for accidentally kicking the cat and I felt bad. Then the cats kinda morphed into these plushies of cats but they were still able to move it was super weird. one looked like a plushie of ww2 mustache man but in cat form and one looked like a creeper from minecraft but in cat form. I remember feeling really bad
      for these cats for having this weird skin. I stroke one of the cats and it accidentally hit its head on a metal pipe and stopped moving, I think it ended up surviving that. I also didn't want to crush the cats while I was sleeping so i tried to find a suitable area to put them to sleep but my friend put the cats into plastic bags as a bed, I instantly said what the fuck are you doing?!?!? but he sealed the cats in the plastic bag and they both died.
      Dream 5:
      there was some guy who was like 7 feet tall in my house just waddling around he said something about meeting a nymph and asked if I knew what that was, I just said it was a mermaid of somekind.
      He wanted to take a smoke break on the balcony in my house but he seemed worried that I would lock him out. I assured him that I wouldnt do that. The guy also had blood come out of his mouth and nose when he talked one time. I kept the dude locked out in the balcony and went to my bedroom. there were two windows one where my actual window is and one in the bottom right corner of the room. It looked like a glitch of some kind. I could see skyscrapers and other things through it.
      Dream 6:
      I also remember another window related dream where I was chilling in bed and saw across from me a bunch of lights and noises coming from the another house. For some reason I knew it was the twitch streamer pokelawls house. The noises really annoyed me so I went live to try and take some of his viewers and a graphic of his viewers forming a celestial object was in my head, as I went live my planet grew until it dwarfed pokelawls planet of viewers and the dream ended here somewhere.

      The writing is messy and bad but I couldn't be bothered to write all this cleanly so here you go.
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    3. Winter Competition 12.5.2022

      by , 12-05-2022 at 06:43 PM
      12.5.2022

      Apartment, Sick Girl, and Keys

      At the apartment. Mom and some other people are here. This might also be my grandmother’s house. There is a little girl there, who is sick. My mother and at least one other person are going to take her to a hospital. I plan to go along, but while I’m getting ready to go they leave without me. There are two cars going at this point. This makes me so frustrated that I throw my keys out into the road in exasperation. After they have gone I go to look for my keys. There is traffic on the road, and it is raining too. This makes the search for the keys harder. I start a monolog that seems to be part prayer, part talking to myself, and part talking to the keys. I become a little crazed with my search for the keys and realize that I’m starting to talk like Gollum talking to the ring. The cars are going to be coming back soon. A woman says something to that effect (it’s going to be her last trip, or something – which means that the cars are about done with their trip).

      The dream seems to shift a little bit, and now I’m rummaging through some clutter on a desk looking for the keys. There is at least one other person with me, and they are talking about how the place we are at seems like some kind of illegal strip joint. It’s as though they employ men to dress as women but pass them off as actual women to customers. Somehow the police get involved. In the meantime, I find my keys and start kissing them in celebration. There is something about closely examining the keys, which are also old coins at this point, looking at the things that are printed on them. Meanwhile, we go back across the street, and someone mentions the sausages laying on the ground (there are a few of these scattered on the ground).

      I don’t quite remember where the following scenes belong. They seem to be related to the above dream, so I guess I’ll have to count them all as part of the same dream for the competition.

      ...I get into the car this time as we drive to the hospital. It was either that or wait around for a long while with nothing to do. There appears to be a seat open for me in the car. As we leave, I mention that I’m not really familiar with driving in the area...

      In my “room” (wherever that is). I’m doing something – maybe taking a nap. I go outside, and people are doing things. I feel a bit disappointed that I have slept through what might have been fun. I don’t think I was in my room too long, but then it starts to look like I was in there for a couple of days. I don’t think I was sleeping the whole time though. I appear to have been writing poetry. This involved displaying words on the wall somehow...

      ...Throwing snowballs. I and a couple of other people seem to be having a snowball fight...(Yay!! Winter Theme!!)

      ...Someone tosses something (a snowball?) in front of a parked car, which triggers an explosive. This was part of their plan. Someone else does something similar...

      ...Talking to someone about a phrase like “being all alone on a hot June day”. It’s supposed to be a poetic description of something going on currently, I think. But there is snow outside...

      ...My neighbors are in a room playing a game. I kind of want to play too, but I don’t know if I would be invited. Also, I have to go to the bathroom. I use one bathroom, but after leaving I feel like I still have to go. I start wandering around a bit looking for another bathroom that I saw, but now I can’t seem to find it.

      Fragments

      (1) I’m in a space ship. Something makes me think that I should do a reality check, so I look at my left hand and count my fingers. There are six of them. I might do this check at least once more. I don’t recall what happened after that

      (2) At my Grandparents’ house. Martin Luther King Jr. calls. Apparently, he is a friend of the family. Someone is having a discussion about how they didn’t like to go see MLK because of the crowds. Somebody brings up something about overly aggressive police, or something.

      (3) Someone is working on a project, and needs to go to the town of Neffs to use a piece of equipment. I get excited, because I used to work in Neffs. After one failed attempt, I finally ask the person where they went, and it turns out that they went to my former workplace to use the equipment (a “joiner”, I think it was). There is some discussion about whether it is “Neff” or “Neffs”. I have the idea that there were two places, something like “North Neff” and “South Neff”. At some point they kind of merged, and are now called “Neffs”. Anyway, I reflect on how it would have been funny, but a little nerve-wracking, if I had had to go there to use the equipment. In such a case, I would end up working with my old boss and my current supervisor on the same project, and have two bosses at once.

      (4) I fell asleep in the midst of a large pile of assorted objects. It’s like the junk one would have stored in their garage, but also includes “religious tracts”. Sleeping here causes me to dream about the objects around me. There is something about my brother coming along to sleep nearby, and I seem to want to hide from him, I think. When I wake up (in the dream), I am reminded of the dreams that I had been having when I look at the things around me....
    4. Land of Cats - Winter Competition Night 4

      by , 12-05-2022 at 04:33 PM
      05/12/2022

      The non-lucid part of the dream was a jumble of people interactions and I only remember a couple of scenes.

      I was standing in a queue for some kind of club or a party. There was some kind of an entry or a teleportation device, I couldn't really see what was behind it. It was letting people in only very slowly and there were no people coming out. I worried about too many people being inside already but others just assumed that there is a different exit.
      There was a boy ahead of me, who managed to cut the queue in a very smart way, no one noticed. I knew him and he winked at me and I knew he wanted to help me to get in sooner too.
      Then suddenly, something distracted other people in the queue and they run towards the distraction. Happy about the opportunity, I entered the teleportation device.
      At this point, I knew I was dreaming and I knew it was supposed to teleport me to the party, it wasn't just an entry. It was like a sack that was way too small for me but I could stretch it and pull it around myself, it was a very weird process. When I managed to fully get in/pull it over myself, so that I was in complete darkness, I started to see the new scene. Then the feeling of being squished in a sack disappeared completely and the new scene became solid around me.
      I was happy, I knew I managed to actually teleport. My lucidity was low though. I remembered the competition, I knew that teleporting was a task, and I also knew I wanted to do more to get points but I wasn't really thinking.
      The place was a forest with various beasts, mostly felines. There were tiny tigers (20cm from head to tale), somewhat disturbing. Then I saw a lion, a normal full-size lion, which was even more disturbing, but it was behind a fence. Suddenly, it run towards me and it run right through the fence. It didn't attack me immediately but I wanted to get away from it. I considered letting it eat me/attack me but couldn't think of any way how to gain points from it, so I decided to fly away instead.
      There was a path that lead to high ground, perfect for taking off. I tried to fly but struggled with it (losing altitude quickly, clothes blocking the movement of my hands). So I tried a different way - while still in the air, I turned on my back, seeing only the sky above me, completely ignoring the ground. I flew like that, very quickly, copying the shape of the steep slope of the hill. It was like sledding on a cushion of air. I knew I was just a little bit above the ground because I touched it briefly and I could also feel some small stones that got blown up by the speed of my movement.
      I landed under the hill, quite comfortably on both legs, although I still had some momentum and the world felt like spinning. Before it settled down, I woke up.
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    5. Dream journal 1 normal and 1 normal until the last 8 seconds when I become lucid and wake up.

      by , 12-05-2022 at 10:24 AM
      Dream 1:
      I'm in this long hall way, white walls, brown carpet with a weird pattern in white on it. I enter into a hotel room and sit down to relax. I remember that I have 1 million subscribers on youtube and that I need to upload more. Instead I split into two versions of me one goes onto the toilet and starts smoking weed, while the version im in just lays in bed for an hour. I go to check on the high version of myself and see that he is insanely high his eyes are red, I do a little trolling and start scaring the high version of myself until he pulls out a knife and aims it at me. The dream ends around there.

      Dream 2 (Lucid) :
      I was in my house but It was bigger and pretty clean compared to my real house, we had orange sofas and it looked like a tv set. I was paranoid because apparently the previous owner of this house was a crime lord. I was taking a really nice hot bath when I noticed my bath was my bed. It had a mattress on the top of the bath and pillows and other things I got out to check if the mattress had gotten wet. It had not.
      I get out of the bath and notice alot of broken windows and scary noises outside. I go out into the main living area where I see my friend building something in my house with minecraft blocks.
      He is building an impossible minecraft jump with redstone and if you miss it you die in the void so I don't try.
      The part where I get lucid is I am looking out my window and notice the view is super weird not what my actual view looks like. There is a temple from a place in Thailand I visited years ago and a flying saucer that is a temple. I question this to my friend and I look back and it is the same, I then realize I must be dreaming and there is no other way I wake up a little after that, I think the dream was on it's end anyway.
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    6. 2022-12-05 00:00 Competition night #4

      by , 12-05-2022 at 09:45 AM
      Competition night #4
      2022-12-05 00:00

      Key:
      + [f] = fragment
      + = dream
      -------- = scene boundary
      [true] [false] memory notes, true or false
      [DS] = dream sign
      (?) = unsure about some detail
      [vivid, etc] = notes about dream quality and characteristics (lighting, location urban/suburban/outdoors, etc)
      [ss] = short summary, detail coming later
      [DR] = day residue, from a waking experience/memory

      Bedtime ~ 23:25 2022-12-04

      [time uncertain]

      + I'm in (my?) home [false] and I go outside to a terrace. There is a group of people there, some seated on a railing and some standing behind it. They are all looking at me, with a sort of disapproving expression, some I think are people who used to live here, and I want them to go away but they stay right there. I also see RitDal and her parents [including deceased mother]. She is thinking that I will have (to do something? consequences?) for my <foreign> residency. They wonder if I know about the relevant laws.
      I go back inside and a large built tall young man comes inside, too. We make some sort of transaction with cash.

      + I start an lengthy calculation on the computer, set to use all the CPU time. Walking from my room into another room, someone monitoring the computer system says the CPU usage is spiking, I say "yeah, that's from me, I'm compiling a shader." I return to my room, it's fairly large and mostly empty, there are windows on the right wall and in the far right corner a large bed up against the windows. The computer desk is against the window wall to the right in the close corner. I look this room and think I'm one of the lucky ones to have a single room, this is unusual, and I can rest here because of the bed. A colleague (small asian man?) is with me and we go to the computer table.

      [very groggy decide against WBTB, BTS]

      [05:00 waking, bathroom, WBTB, MILD using above scenes, set intent for LD]

      [A number of short dreams/fragments interspersed with wakings follows]

      + I'm in a room in a medical clinic. I see the (young male) doctor in the area outside, I recognize him as having seen my on a prior visit (and performed some procedure?). My kids and I are spinning "tops" (like cymbals of different sizes, mostly small) via wound-up cord, 2-3 of these. Outside on a walkway through a door I notice a very high inverted-"V" shaped climbing wall (like used for dog obstacle courses), several stories tall, mention it, son S2 says yeah, they had one of those. I leave the room to the central nurse's station from which rooms radiate in all directions. There is a man from a neighboring room there, I go to his door [more? forgotten].
      Back in my room there are kids taking popsicles from the (bottom) freezer of the fridge, kids are coming in to the room to do this. One of the kids takes the freezer door with her. "Hey, you can't take that!" I tell her. She says her mom said she wanted in in order to wash the kid's dress (there is a small basin indentation in the door that could hold water if turned upright). I tell her to leave the door and instead ask the nurses for a washbasin.

      + [f] Lying down on my back, my 1st wife E is kissing my stomach. I think some "frisky" time with her would be a nice change of pace.

      [Notes: "clinic for men", "modelling project", I do not recall any detail about these phrases!]

      + A war games scene begins on the ocean. A plan has (crash?) landed there by the docks. I go to look at the uniforms of the soldiers to see which ones are good guys and which ones are (German?) enemies. One solider is cowering with his knees drawn up in a corner, there is one with an enemy patch who is in a small jar. I take the jar and open it, filling it with water, and screw back on the top and let it sink in the ocean, I think this is sort of messed up drowning him like that. Inside a room then with my sons as small kids, I see that they have contributed to the pile of magazines on the floor, but I see that they've added magazines in <foreign> language, I'm concerned about backlash from this and tell them pick them up from the pile.

      + I'm walking with my son S1 and his wife to go register all of us at B high school, my old school. We're in downtown B. I know a short-cut to the office and lead is there. We're there on the large campus, I look around and wonder what S1 thinks of this school, it's really large. I "remember" that the office is in the center of a long building on the far side of the campus from where we enter. We go there and I'm trying to figure out if we go inside or what, then I see that there is a service window with counter that opens up to the outside and that other students are lining up there, so I figure that's where we go to register and get our class schedule. We're going to need to present out passports as ID. I'm a bit concerned that the officials will notice all the <foreign> stamps in our passports and that this might be an issue.

      + [f] standing at the registration desk for a preschool, located on a high walkway. The young kid who's registering has brought home baked cookies and we hope that these are sufficient to be admitted to the school. Behind me on an external stairway leading down are other parents waiting in line.

      OOB 07:54
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    7. MeltingCORE's Dream Pyramid / Emily's Horizon

      by , 12-05-2022 at 01:22 AM (MeltingCORE's Dream Pyramid / Emily's Horizon)
      Dream Fourteen (10.18.2022)


      I was in a dollar general and was looking through the dollar movies. I saw Ice Age, original Star Wars, etc. Then I saw a movie called "Apocalypse Girls". The cover had a group of middle aged women on the bottom, the logo in the middle, and then a city being destroyed at the top. When I turned to the back it looked like a normal DVD with images from the movie and a synopsis + rating (R). It was about a group of moms trying to save their kids during an alien apocalypse after they got separated. And honestly? 10/10 would watch.
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    8. Computer Mouse Awakening

      by , 12-05-2022 at 01:05 AM
      Almost no dream recall today. The only bit I remember is I was holding a computer mouse this morning. I started to wake up and while I was waking up I realised it was a dream. This could've been a chance to get fully lucid but it was over within seconds so I was probably too close to fully awake.

      Instead of thinking about lucid dreaming, my immediate response was that as I'm holding a computer mouse (or dreaming about holding one) I should see if I can use it and I tried to press the buttons. At this point I became fully awake, feeling that there was nothing in my hand as I moved my fingers.

      I quickly remembered the advice for a DEILD and kept very still and tried to re-enter the dream but I was immediately disturbed by a family member - a very common occurence when trying for DEILDs lately - I obviously need to start waking up earlier!
    9. Winter Competition 12.4.2022

      by , 12-05-2022 at 12:11 AM
      In a boat, fishing with Dad. I get a fish on the hook, and can tell that it’s a big one as we pull it in. It’s so large that the fishing line almost cuts into my fingers as we hoist it up on board. I think we might take a picture of it, then Dad takes it off the hook for me and sets it down by the side of the boat (inside the boat) to set it free. The fish hops up and over the rail like a little dog and re-enters the water...

      ...Some people cross a stretch of water that is dangerous in some way. It seems that they are escaping somewhere or trying to enter somewhere that they aren’t supposed to be. An alarm goes off, either to alert people about this swimming, or to alert the swimmers that they are in danger, or both. The swimmers cross and go up the bank on the other side...

      Note: water, boats, and fish are becoming common dream signs. Especially water. I don't know why I'm not catching these. Maybe my dream mind was doing something there by "catching" the fish.
      Tags: boats, fish, water
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    10. Winter Comp Night 3: Jupiter Descending

      by , 12-04-2022 at 08:45 PM (Lucid Time!)
      Night 2 was a total bust. I've been ill but I'm getting better now so hopefully I can start pulling out some actual lucid dreams for this comp soon.

      The dream was presented as a third person view of a space probe sent to land on jupiter. The probe entered orbit of the planet and dropped a lander with a heat shield. I remember having the presence of mind to think that "you cant land on jupiter, it's a gas giant!" but this didn't influence the course of the dream. The lander falls through the upper atmosphere and deploys a parachute at which point it begins to drift slowly downwards through layer after layer of clouds. The probe is a spherically shaped metal with eight green blinking lights that protrude from it as though they are corners of a cube.

      The probe descends through the lowest layers where the clouds are illuminated by narrow bands of sunlight, it is almost pitch black. Then into another layer where things are illuminated only by flashes of lightning and there are huge tornadoes between the upper and lower cloud deck like columns. Then several more layers where it is too dark to see. Eventually it lands on the surface, which is made out of some type of crystals or ice granules with a light blue or grayish coloration. The dream narrator which has been describing technical details about the space probe including how it is able to survive the pressure and temperature changes exalts success.

      I begin to think how cool it would be to go to a gas giant in a lucid dream and explore the surface. I then find that I am no longer an observer and have my body in first person and question how I am able to be here seemingly wearing nothing but shorts and a shirt. But there wasn't a conscious acknowledgement of the dream state. I start to wonder how this came to be and I wake up.


      -+-

      There was another convoluted yet boring and lengthy dream about driving. I am visiting my father who lives in a large house in a very flat farm field with a big garage. At some point I swerve off the road while getting on the freeway, though there is no damage to the car, it is still very stressful.

      There is also a point where I stopped at a gas station/convenience store and went inside. They have a large supermarket freezer holding drinks typical of such places. But as I walk around it I notice it gets bigger. The glass doors on the freezer are three or four meters tall and there are huge shelving units holding giant sized food items, specifically refrigerated/frozen pizzas that are more than a meter across. I decide I want a bottle of nesquik chocolate milk but it disappears in my hand.


      -+-

      I am jogging along my old route in my old neighborhood. A snake is chasing me, it looks like a cobra. It hisses and bears its fangs. I continue running but it is slithering rather fast. I stop and opt to stomp on it to kill it. I tense myself and ready. It lunges at me and I jump in the air over it, stomping on its just behind the head with my right foot. The sudden motion carries into my waking body and I kick in bed and wake myself up.

      -+-

      A dream having something to do with ATLA. It was a directors commentary with mike and brian and some alternative scenes. Apparently it was an alternate timeline of the show. Aang and Katara were already a couple and they looked to be older, late teens. They met in a red room with fire nation trappings and were kissing a lot and talking about how they wanted to get married. It was then revealed that they built their house on the back of the lion turtle.

      Updated 12-04-2022 at 09:40 PM by 53527

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    11. Floating mobile attack skyscrapers incoming

      by , 12-04-2022 at 05:53 PM
      This took place in a city which was next to a coast line and the streets were water, kind of like Venice but there was water under the buildings too. I could see this dark tower moving over the tree lines. It was like a super old stone tower with multiple levels and it gets more narrow towards the top, there was cannons and castle like features. But this tower was probably 1000 feet tall and it was coming in on a boat. It dawned on me that we were being invaded by another country. There was bunches of these super detailed tower boats with all kinds of architecture. Some were legitimate skyscrapers just on a regular boat. It was very ominous feeling and the whole dream I was looking out the windows to see these things appearing. I walk to the other side of the building and directly infront of me a glass structure with golden panes was starting to protrude from the water. It came up at an angle and eventually stood up right but it was like all glass but the metal panes holding it together. It was a skycraper. I ran to a different area, and the scene turned to a naval battle at night. There was black clouds and fog all over, like walls of it that we could move around and hide to help with our defences. There was also crazy purple lightning in these cloud walls. I was warning my people and it starting turning into a 3rd person perspective/ wide angle view of everything and I woke up.

      I think I'm going to make a painting of this,
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    12. 2 Dreams

      by , 12-04-2022 at 11:39 AM
      First dream:
      I'm in my house like usual except there is a Russian Piano teacher at my house with her boyfriend she was trying to teach me piano but she got mad and smashed a bunch of plates onto the floor
      Second Dream:
      I'm at my aunties house but it's not her house in real life it way bigger and mansion-like my auntie's husband and he talks about this badge he got from a football game, he seems really proud of it and I pretend to care. I go and hide in the toilet to not get bothered and sneak outside I notice a bunch of people playing tag outside so I went back inside and then went a different way outside. On the way out I thought I heard badge guy calling for me to stop so I did and it got really awkward so I speed walked away. I also beat up a random person for no reason. In my aunties house I spilt coffee everywhere and they thought I was an intruder and the cat they had gave birth to a cute kitten.
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    13. 2022-12-04 00:00 Competition night #3 Lots of content, many scenes, fairly vivid

      by , 12-04-2022 at 10:12 AM
      Competition night #3
      2022-12-04 00:00


      Key:
      + [f] = fragment
      + = dream
      -------- = scene boundary
      [true] [false] memory notes, true or false
      [DS] = dream sign
      (?) = unsure about some detail
      [vivid, etc] = notes about dream quality and characteristics (lighting, location urban/suburban/outdoors, etc)
      [ss] = short summary, detail coming later
      [DR] = day residue, from a waking experience/memory

      Bedtime ~ 00:25 2022-12-04

      first waking (~04:19?)

      + walking in large indoor space, mall, with a group of young work colleagues, pass a group of professors who are discussing which lecture to attend (they're leaving the area/university?), up ahead is a wall where old things are stored (?), as we walk by a group of young guys kneeling on the ground among large piles of old computer printouts they call out my name, I stop and turn to them (wondering how they know my name) and they hand me some old university CS printouts of my projects (which I apparently never picked up from the computer center?). I glance through them and say I want to see the coding style of "old coder me," and this elicts a snicker from some of the guys, I mumble something about being very structured (in order to write cleaner/safer code?).
      -------
      Walking along a hallway I see some small (red?) round objects with protrusions on them. I know these are round boardgame pieces that have had external anchors attached to them with protruding bits that stops them from rolling (makes it easier to pick them up, they don't roll far away from you). These are very popular right now I know. I'm at a check-out stand with others behind me in line, parents are buying presents.

      WBTB + MILD, several minutes sitting up on edge of bed, visualizing scenes from prior dream, seeing myself recognize the dream, getting lucid, and performing compeition goals

      [take 300mg AlphaGPC (no galantamine), to see if there's an effect on the 2nd night after taking galantamine
      following a somewhat long BTS was a fairly long series of dreams, many scenes, vivid, and in two separate cases I was writing in my DJ in the dream.]

      + [f] in room at table eating plate they insist I share. I sit down, on the right end of the long table, my plate is full of food. The guys there want me to share and I'm not particularly interested, think they should have brought their own.

      + [f] at table outside looking at/talking about/ adjusting the blanket there, the blanked is spread along a long bench

      + [f] GHW Bush in outdoor confessional cabinet (the size/ shape of a port-a-potty) with raspberries on long stalks sticking out from cabinet

      + get into car with JSH (company N) toothpicks are broken up on the ground, pull up to stop sign, a bit too far, kids want to cross, woman cop tells JSH to back it up, he does but then yells on the window at her the code number of the law that justifies how he was driving, he's arguing with her. I'm sitting in the back seat, put on my seat belt, but realize I've ended up in the uncomfortable middle seat. There's a guy seated to my right. I take off my seat belt and move to the left seat behind the driver and put back on the seatbelt.
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      I arrive to a large open area there's a high table packed with very advanced instruments, like electronic microscopes and telescopes. I'm being interviewed about my time with JSH, I mention that I'm not really interested in JSH knowing my name. The crowd then calls out "oooooo!", like they think I did something bad and don't want the boss to know. There's then a scene with a woman who is manipulating "high definition" displays, with a side-by-side comparison between low and high definition. The high definition screen, though, has a lot of sparkly noise on it, about which she is commenting. I see the noise sparklies.
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      In a room with re-tiled/stone floor, sunken in middle, we're redoing the floor in the house, I look at and observe the pattern of materials on the ground (CL is there?). The floor is largely spotted marble, and I wonder about the decorative correctness of that quantity of similar pattern spread all around the (fairly large, otherwise empty) room, boy tosses stone fragment onto the ground and I shout at him repeatedly "DON'T THROW STONE!" (because it will break/shatter). I poke/pinch him, he pinches me back in retaliation, I pinch/poke again, he does it back again. I say I'm not trying to punish him, just get his attention. The woman cop from the traffic stop is here (we're in a relationship?). A lot of people are standing around in the room.
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      Standing with a large crowd of people outside a pool where they are playing a game (water polo?) The pool is raised up and the surface of the water is at shoulder level. The ball flies in our direction (I'm standing with my female cop girlfriend?), I reach out my hand and "bop" the ball throwing it back into the game action.

      [waking, reviewing dreams, planning keywords to write, specifically about GHW Bush]

      + [f] outside, daylight, writing my DJ entry about GHW Bush into a ceramic ashtray with a pen that is not leaving much ink, some people (old men?) are around and I think wondering what I'm doing

      + [f] walking down a hallway with a friend, we pass the door of a room where a girl I like is, we knock on the door and move down the hallway a bit (not to look too desperate?) and when she opens we stop and turn back and talk with her. My best friend MR is there at a corner, he's saying we have a full itinerary and we need to get moving [DR movie Darjeeling Limited]

      + I'm (lying/sitting on ground?) writing my DJ (on wood? The pen is leaving no ink but is writing words by leaving an impression in the wood) when my wife L walks up to me. I don't want her to look in to my DJ but she does. The words I'm writing which she sees are "oh, mom," and I explain this is not the phrase "oh, mama," as in an outburst made when seeing an attractive woman, I don't want her to be jealous. Thought: "the ants are coming."

      + in group sitting on floor, 3 women enter the room. They all have been exposed to very bright sunlight and have light/dark marks on their faces showing the outlines of the masks they were wearing. (something about "sun discs"), I'm lying with a girl who likes me, she takes my right hand in hers, one of the woman is my wife L, I don't want her to see, I feel conflicted about this, I take my hand away from the girl's (but she takes it again)? I ponder the complicated love triangle we're in, I don't want to hurt my wife. (The girl with me is the female cop?)
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      I'm standing outside (in a KFC drive through?) trying to figure out where to spend the night. My (cop girlfriend?) says I should (come stay with her?). I make a decision and say "why bother? It's out of my way." (the current location is where I need to be in the morning. I think I've made a confident, correct decision (that I'm going to ditch the g/f and remain with my wife?)

      [final dream/waking]

      + walking along a river on the embankment (on right side relative to direction) with friend, they go down to water and start wading through it, the water is totally transparent [DS] and I see fish swimming [DS], they grow larger as I watch, they swim by my friend and I call out to check out these huge fish. There are a lot of them, sort of baracuda looking. As they swim by him he (or a cat with him) jump in surprise. I'm looking for a way to get to him. I look down and see ladders leading down straight into the deep (green, not transparent) water, I don't want to get my feet wet. I see a way across eventually, I sit down on the edge of the overhang over the water and reach my feet to a raised pipe/valve on the far bank and scoot/hop down to that side. The way forwards is either directly via wading in the water, or I notice there's a sandy path curving up along the sloping bank. My son S1 is behind me and he says something, I respond about my hip being troublesome, I catch a reflection of myself (imagined? no mirrors here) and I'm in my 20's, slim, but with no muscle definition in my arms.

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    14. Day 2 of the competition

      by , 12-04-2022 at 08:59 AM (The world of Lyseno)
      Friday December 2nd 2022
      Oh… sorry didn’t know he would go all crazy on us. Will fix it.
      I am talking to someone in my house, become lucid while doing so and start to ignore them, don’t want to be here any longer.
      SO just teleport somewhere else, try to go back to the same planet as yesterday but it seems the people are pissed at how I resolved things, so just summon a guardian for this planet and leave again.
      This time I am in another random universe. There seems to be a lot of weird women going in and out of the place, so just block them while trying to find a good place to be at.
      Don’t find anything too interesting so think about teleporting to a random location with humans when one of the girls strikes me from the back with a big energy spell.
      I just absorb it and turn around, smile at her and crunch her with my hair then fly towards a random planet in this universe… maybe not universe? I am not sure, end up somewhere not too far away from my original location and just float down to the ground.
      Now that I am on the ground try to remember my goals, I think summoning is the first one… or was it phasing? I want to do these in order but remembering is kind of hard. While trying to think start walking towards a small shop, get a cake slice and eat it, the guy asks me for money so create currency of this planet and provide it to him.
      Back to sleep.
      I am walking down the street, it is dawn and… oh yeah I am dreaming. Star to think about goals but gluttony gets the best out of me and I start to walk towards the shop from before, get more cakes and since last time I gave a lot of money to the guy he does not say anything about it to me.
      Now that I have gotten to eat more cake, need to think of ways to actually do my goals. SO the first one is to summon something right? Or was it to… control something. I can’t remember properly.
      So the first thing I do is create a few manga in front of me, select one of them. Yes, Inuyasha was quite fun to read back when I was younger. Now that I got it pick the book, open it and start to check its content. Naraku! That guy was a great final boss.
      Now, what was the reason he was so great? He had the ability to devour other yokai and get their powers and grow stronger himself. Touch the page an then bring him out of it, the guy is now in front of me in his casual white fox like thing he carries around.
      “Where am I?” he says while looking around, then prepares to jump out of the way to investigate when I stop him “You have been summoned by me” tell him, he is about to ask about the others such as Kagome, Inuyasha and Kikio but stop him “Do not think about them, they do not exist in this world” tell him and prepare to give him instructions.
      The guy tries to attack me, so just slam him against the ground, was my goal really to summon? Or was it to… phase first, then summon? Since can’t remember and want to check, decide I will be waking up and once I am back in the dream will see what to do.
      Before waking myself up, pick up Naraku and toss him inside of the universe of GOH with Mori Jin and the like, then keep going with my goal.
      Back to sleep.
      Checking my cell phone, it basically is weightless which makes me lucid and then realize that I fell asleep before checking the goals… oh come on!
      I will just do a bit of everything and will at least get ONE of them done tonight. Finally stop looking at the phone, drop it on the ground and look around, same planet as before uh?
      Start moving and prepare to summon something again, get the manga and prepare to choose a new character, but decide against it, because that was done already. Banishing maybe? Ok, but what do I do this on? A random DC from the location?
      A woman is not too far from me and maybe I could just banish her, but is that even good? Try to get over to her and a car is about to run me over, between letting the car get destroyed or phasing through just phase through it and keep walking.
      Once I reach the woman she stares at me since she saw what happened and starts running. Stop her with TK and make her come back to me and wonder if this is really the right thing to do. Then something hits me in the head, a metal bat apparently.
      Someone got afraid and decided to attack me, so funny! Push them out of the way using TK also and then just prepare to banish the woman before something traps me inside of a bubble. Who is it? I look up and see a man placing both of his hands to create the bubble. I touch it and see his face toughen as if he was applying more strength when I touch it.
      Start to toy with the bubble and the guy starts to sweat profusely, just keep going until he gives out and see a missile come my way. Jump towards it, grab it, turn around and send it back where it came from and see debris fly all around us.
      OH! Also had the goal to fight one certain type of creature, maybe if I destroy enough they will come and won’t have to go and look for them? But this planet is too small. Create something to the poison that protects me from before, but this time it will start attacking universes randomly, someone is due to either come or try and stop it, and if they can stop the new poison they should be strong enough for me to fetch a good fight, but wake up before anything can be done.
      Back to sleep.
      I am home, preparing some tea and being with family. For some reason husband is not home and I become lucid, use Scan since normally he is always close to me, even in dreams. Apparently I am not married in this version of my home.
      Anyways not important, go back to that planet where I was at before and just start to think about goals. Have been doing a lot of random stuff and not actually working on the goals I need to work on.
      When I prepare to do it something strange happens, and suddenly I see Mori Jin come out of a door to his universe. He says I need to help with the shit I dumped on his universe, what shit? He says there is a huge monster that has been eating everything in his universe and basically is now toppling everyone over and going to other universes because he got a part of his powers.
      Oh! Naraku? I ask him what the guy looks like and he describes Naraku perfectly. That crazy bandit still going about his antics in other universes uh. Apparently he is getting stronger by the minute and I find this all too strange, how did this happen?
      Naraku is strong for Inuyasha standards, but he should have been stomped hard in the GOH universe, how did he manage to even steal stuff from Mori? Read his mind and apparently he used actual evil tactics and took hostages, which let him have the chance to eat strong warriors and eventually steal stuff from Mori.
      Tell him exactly that, that he should be able to… wait a minute, did I not let him go seconds ago? Teleport along with Mori to his universe and see that time flows differently, in fact it is so different that in the few minutes he was with me Naraku has taken possession of everything in this universe to the point of just having a massive void.
      Reverse time to when Mori moved over to me and tell him to mind his own business, he should be able to win if he fought in earnest, but they are dumb like always and allowed themselves to get worn out and this is why they were losing, and restore them all back to their prime including to when they had the skills of the Jade Emperor and the Wi-Fi plus the blade of Tathagata and fully restore the body of Mori and also Satan, then leave to the other universe again.
      Once I arrive try to think of new things to do but already lost a lot of time with the Mori issue when I see someone showing up again, they are from neither Manga and just banish them casually out of existence since I want to… wait a minute, how did Mori get over to me? Wake up while trying to figure that one out.
      Back to sleep.
      I am back home, talking to niece and nephew. They are being overly annoying but don’t mind it too much and go to sleep inside of the dream, which takes me to the other world… oh, I was dreaming already nice.
      So once I am there preparing to leave. Quickly start flying towards space when I see Mori being thrown at me from a gate in worse shape than he was before, I grab him and can feel blood in his body “What happened?” I ask him, he says the guy grew way stronger than before and started invading other universes.
      I find this amusing and maybe thought it out loud because Mori seemed annoyed at me and said I needed to fix it “So Naraku is now a multiverse threat uh?”, Mori just gets weaker and weaker so I am about to heal him when a tentacle comes out of the gate and starts pulling him back in.
      I prepare to stop time in order to avoid this from happening when I see the left eye of Naraku glow in the darkness of the gate as one of the eyes of Mori in another universe whom controls time does. He actually blocked me? That moment of surprise was enough for Naraku to take Mori back and I guess kill him.
      This was actually getting me excited! Look around and see that everyone is currently not moving, including the wind itself. So I did stop time, but Naraku was immune to it! Damn, now I want to fight him and see to what extent he is growing stronger.
      For some reason he must think I am some kind of enemy since he took Mori away from me, he must have come to this conclusion when I reverted time and healed the guys, oh well.
      And the next thing I know is a huge gate opens above me and tentacles start coming down.
      I let them phase through me and then it goes directly to the world below me “Don’t, this world isn’t so bad” tell Naraku, but he continues.
      I stop phasing and grab his tentacles, then inject them with poison of my own and it starts breaking down. He then shots energy down at me which I stop by eating it and grab Naraku, bring him to this universe then fly him to space and smack him with a planet. It does nothing at all, he just eats it.
      Don’t know how he got this much stronger in such a short time, but I for sure want to continue the battle! Quickly let time flow again and disperse Naraku and me from the flow of gravity of this universe.
      He feels this one, as the galaxy we were on keeps on moving and several collisions happen while he is just there standing. He defends himself then gets enraged and throws several tentacles at me, they are still like his normal attacks.
      One of them however, stops time. I block that and fly towards him while creating a claw and cutting through them, reach over to his main body but can’t hurt him as he teleports out of the way and is met by a marble of energy right behind his head that blows him up.
      He starts to gather himself again and I punch him hard enough to blow his body across this universe. He then creates portals and attacks from different locations. I use teleportation plus high speed eating and eat his attacks. He then finds that he can’t actually retrieve what I have eaten and tries a big attack by gathering an immense amount of energy in his palm then throwing it at me.
      Eh, this will kill the universe if I let it go, so simply chomp it and then grab Naraku and fly way outside of the range of this universe, into a void of nothingness then stab him with my hair and place my palm on his chest and infect him.
      Naraku takes a lot of damage it seems because he vomits some white and purple blood with insects in it… ok. Cute. He starts to gather more energy and I prepare to block when he disappears through a portal. Prepare to follow through when I wake up into the home from before then wake up for real.
      Back to sleep.
      I am back home… not lucid obviously. This is annoying, family is talking to me, I am talking to them, they are about to leave and want me to go with them but I declined them.
      Once they are leaving prepare to go back to sleep and try to WILD, enter the same dream as before and wake up due to a family member poking me side “Come on Faby!” tell her and make her leave… wait, I am already dreaming, don’t need to WILD.
      Just teleport back to where I was at before and then a crack in space-time happens and a red-golden coloured tentacle moves at high speed towards me. Instinctively fly out of its way and grab it, then get a huge shock which actually surprises me, let it go and then two more come from behind. Grab them this time and send the shock back.
      Naraku is back, fully healed and stronger than before. His mask becomes a huge jaw that comes for me so I create several big crunches all around me that destroy his mouth, then see him leave again and come back, fully healed once more and again stronger, this keeps going several times until I finally get pissed off about this whole ordeal.
      When he is about to leave cancel the causality of his actions and bring him back forcefully and then start reading his mind with Scan, AH! That is what he was doing, he was actually going to other universes that already exist, manipulating time in it and then once he had devoured it would come back.
      Since I was inside his mind, he tried to attack my mind and ended up getting a huge backlash, just to be slapped down by me; he staggers some and then a huge barrier is created around me, it seems to be made out of water but at the moment of being touched it creates incredibly high temperatures and explodes, without breaking the barrier.
      The guy uses this opportunity while I am looking at the barrier to go away and then I am left with this huge barrier around me. Start to examine it and keep getting attacked by the barrier. Alright! Start by sticking out my tongue and stretching it towards the barrier and lick it, get a sample and then start to dissolve it and eat it just with my tongue while ignoring the heat and explosions.
      The barrier starts to slowly dissolve and I want it to be done faster, so increase time for my enzymes and just absorb the thing, then realize it is still active and starts exploding inside of me. Control the barrier and fully absorb it into my body.
      Once I am done prepare to look for Naraku when I see him flying down at me, good job! He got strong enough that did not see his obvious gate open up. It seems like his teleportation is much smoother now.
      I block and this time get slightly sent back, also his punch has enough strength that even though I had moved him so far away from the other universe it starts to crack and basically all life on it gets extinguished.
      He is mad I still have time to be worried about that universe and his palm opens up, some kind of black hole forms in the palm of his hand and he tries to strike me with that, so I strike back with open palm and send him flying while restoring the universe and prepare to properly fight him when he disappears again.
      He appears again from behind, block his attack with my clothes and then create a stasis to prevent him from just running away. He blocks the stasis and is about to leave once more, so grab his head and create a link between him and me, place my head right on his and throw him back a bit then clap my hands quickly and teleport us both to a new location.
      This is a multiverse system I just created so he stops destroying shit randomly.
      He is about to analyse the world and a way to escape the link I created between us while I take the time to make a barrier around this system and block his attempts at escaping, also create several self-repairing seals.
      He is enraged and the next thing I know is he is behind me and several dozens of the red-gold tentacles he had attacked with before are coming towards me. Except this time, they are strong enough that them just moving towards me is ripping apart the fabric of reality of this space.
      Grab one with both hands and start to cancel its power, then all the other tentacles come at me at full speed. Take out tentacles out of my hair and block and attack them, diving my hair through his tentacles and going for his body. When I reach, he is no longer there.
      Use Scan and locate him not too far from my location so teleport next to him and punch him, send him flying back then teleport again in front of him. He spits poison which I eat and then grab his head and start to inject some of my weird energy onto him. He absorbs it readily and finds out it is infested.
      He is good at poisons and tries to fight it off, then his body starts to decay and this time he is the one who claps. Apparently this is a cleansing technique he learnt from a universe he has eaten already. I know that technique, annoying little bastards.
      He realizes I get annoyed and once again claps his hands and does the trick, I just let it wash over and make it all darkness, then send it back at him. He tries again but can’t fight it back this time. Starts flying away while attacking with his normal poison tentacles.
      I follow suit and destroy them on the way, his poison is slowly entering my body and just at the same time I am letting my cells decode it and create an antidote to fight it off, while that happens stop destroying them and just phase through them.
      Naraku starts to get more and more afraid that he will lose and tries to escape quicker, but is met by the barrier and the several seals placed, which make him jerk back to me. It seems he finally realizes there is no longer any way to move out of the way and tries to face me directly.
      He tries to eat several of the universes in this system, which leads to his clones being eaten instead along with the universes, then being condensed into one inside my body and devoured.
      He tries to fly out of the way, so teleport in front of him. This happens several times and I assume he is out of tricks so grab his white fox mask, he replies by trying to claw my hands off and fails to do so. More of those weird tentacles come at me, stop them with my own hair tentacles and destroy them then dive my hand on his chest, take off his mask and eat it then shock him.
      He hides his face and grabs as much malice as he can from everyone he has killed as of right now. I place my head next to his and kiss him to absorb it all faster and also let him have a taste of my own curse, the guy tries to shake me off violently, some kind of golden light gathers around us and millions of weird lightning start to strike towards me, but it makes no difference. Once I am done with the curse, start to devour him from the inside out. That was fun.
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    15. Day 1 Dec 2022 Competition

      by , 12-04-2022 at 07:10 AM (The world of Lyseno)
      Thursday December 1st 2022
      I don’t remember, so will just spam.
      I am talking to my boss and not very happy about it, become lucid while doing so and decide to ignore the guy, there are way more important things to do right now. Teleport over to a new world and start to think about what I must be doing right now.
      Remember vaguely something about a different competition than normal but don’t remember exactly what I needed to do. Currently flying in the middle of space out there in Lyseno, not exactly doing anything. Teleport outside of my PR and just start wandering space, taking this loneliness to try and think and remember, but nothing comes to mind.
      Oh well, since I can’t remember will just spam abilities and something may actually be what I needed to do… unless its highly specific? In that case it won’t work.
      Use Scan to find the planet that is closest with life, but it seems primitive and not funny at all so start looking for a planet that has living creatures but nothing I would like to be working with.
      There is one really distant from my location where a bunch of tribes that seem to be human are starting to gain advantage and want to basically seize everything for themselves, so could go there and stop them, that one sounds good.
      Its only a few hundred light years away, so fly quickly over there and reach before the dream ends.
      By the time I get there the civilization is way more advanced… oh yeah, I was just collecting visual images rather than essences, which means I was watching the past of this place, and now I don’t like it as much because that tribe was really able to seize stuff… GAH! Decisions, wake up before I know what to do, still flying somewhat high.
      Back to sleep.
      I am inside of a crystal cell. Get up and hit my head with the top of the cell… damn! Also realize I am abnormally heavy so I must be sleeping. So… how did I get here? Better use Scan properly this time to figure out the reason.
      OH! They saw me fall from the sky and sustain 0 injuries so obviously the right thing to do was to imprison me in this weird cell that was barely enough for me to be inside of since they didn’t know how strong I was.
      Oh well, not like it will do anything now, some guards come saying they saw me wake up when I just casually stand up straight, break the cell and then start walking out of the way, thankfully nothing seems to be lost from my clothes.
      Everyone seems surprised and they point some kind of laser gun at me, the moment they do I control wind and take off their arms, so the laser guns just fall directly to the ground while I keep walking.
      It seems I was trapped in some kind of tower. Walk to the nearest window, touch it and then just jump down. Once I am down from the place start to search for the head of this empire when someone fetches me from behind.
      They feel friendly so don’t do anything at all with the person, just let them take me along for the ride.
      Apparently they wanted to save me but there was no need for that, from what the girl who is running and grabbing my hand is thinking. She somehow realizes I am reading her mind and stops in her tracks, then tells me it will be faster if I just see the location and take us there.
      I comply and teleport us both to the location she is thinking of, this is much more nature oriented than the place I was on before, full of crystals and technology and people I wanted to kill and destroy.
      The girl says this is their hideout and they saw me too, suddenly appearing out of nowhere and then falling. They assumed I would wake up and free myself and they wanted my help.
      Tried to ask them why they thought it was a good idea to talk to me but woke up at that point.
      Back to sleep.
      I am sitting on a moss bed, become lucid near instantly and get up. I like this place much better, there are no guards, a bed made of moss, a lot of flowers, trees and what not all around us. But I feel like this is a dying forest.
      While the people who brought me here decide to show up start to think about my goals, I know that one of them is advanced phasing and I think another one is summoning so will do that.
      First thing first though, expand Scan to all of the forest and just as I had thought, the forest is dying. It seems to be alive and is being eaten by the constant technological development of the people from the city, since they use the life force of the forest for their own life style.
      What I do is simple, give the forest a means to defend against this usage and cut off all current cycles and connections done, which makes it shine brighter in a glowing green light than it was on before.
      I think this alerts the people who had been with me, because the girl comes inside instantly and then grabs both my hands, saying she made the right decision. I shrug and take off my hands off of hers and tell her that I just did what was right, and need to get going.
      This place, despite being open in the forest area is still a room with proper walls so she leads me to the door and asks me if this will be enough “Once I kill everyone in the city” I say, and just keep walking.
      Apparently they are not very happy about this and some of her friends come along and they try to stop me, just jump over their heads and land on a mossy rock a few hundred meters ahead of us, they start following but are too slow.
      I know they can use some sort of magic but try not to.
      Not too far from there, find a huge boulder, as mossy as the one I landed on. I really like this place, you can see the tiny micro blades or leafs of the moss, the tiny “flowers” and what not, it’s all so beautiful.
      Then I hear these guys actually used magic in order to get here faster. Too much trouble to explain to them I don’t care about their ideals and will just kill everyone, so instead of talking to them decided to do the first task and simply keep walking. They seem confused since there is this huge boulder but just phase through it while still walking, then start floating until I reach out of the boulder and am floating quite high. Didn’t know that thing was THIS tall, tall enough that now I could see the city in the distance.
      Start flying towards the city but can hear noise coming from the waking world and decide to lay low, and end up waking up before I can do anything else.
      Back to sleep.
      I am walking down a strange forest. Get distracted by the glowing flowers, by the long vines, by the tall trees, the cold climate and the mossy floor as well as the evergreen leaves that seem to dance in the air.
      Once I stop being dumb and distracted and regain lucidity remember I have to hurry up… given the amount of noisy coming from waking life, will end up waking soon and don’t have much time.
      Try to remember the next goal, I think it is summoning and then de-summoning or something, so float again high enough as to see the city, then start flying towards it.
      Once at the city start getting shot with the lasers, just ignore that and raise my hand and start to gather energy, then draw a magic circle and summon a giant machine on top of the city, that will make the people in the city understand technology is bad right? It starts to rotate and gears moving loudly can be heard, the thing starts shooting everyone inside of the city that basically agreed with the drainage of the life force of the forest. Connect it to my Scan in order to make sure I get everyone and once they are all dead prepare to banish the machine but then the noise gets more annoying and end up waking up.
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