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Last night, I had some long and vivid dreams that I attribute to some good wine and some tequila (what a mix, right?)

The first dream was about some sort of plague, or virus that had spread. Very cliche. However, it was just me and my son and we were staying in some sort of hotel with a bunch of other survivors. Everybody was cautious of eachother. There was a main apartment where a man lived who sort of ran the whole thing. He was the leader, or the person who was keeping tabs on people and what not. I was a second hand to him. He trusted me and I trusted him. I went up to his place where some others were and I remember I kept discovering these vents under the carpet and I was cutting out the carpet so that the vents were showing. We didn't know what these meant, but we thought that the "others" were somehow infiltrating us through them. A few girls showed up. One of them was "infected" so we thought. We started testing her. I could tell she was infected because her pupils were dilated so big that you couldn't see any color. She was really scared and I was trying my best to comfort her at the same time I was trying to figure out if she were sent. The other two were crying.

I remember making it back down to my apartment with my son. I shut the door and locked it. The place looked exactly like a portion of my house. The middle bedroom, small, and a small bathroom connected to it. There was an armchair and a crib. I think I had a T.V. also.

Something changed in the dream and suddenly I was exiting and entering through a door on top of my place that lead to a street. The street was full of broken down cars and it was chaotic. People running around, being chased. I was sitting at the top of this with my son below me. Two people approached me, I guess they were my friends. They wanted me to come with them somewhere but I told them I couldn't because of my son. Then this guy walked up, perfect looking. He was attractive but that's not what I mean by perfect, I can't explain it. He was just caring and he offered to watch my son while I went with them. I told him thanks and that he was amazing for doing this for me. He said he enjoyed kids and that he would take care of him and protect him. I kissed my son on the head.

That's the last of that dream I remember.

The last dream I had before I woke up, I was at school. It was kind of like high school. I had just left one class and was on my way to another and there was a woman in a little booth selling necklaces. For some reason I thought they were really pretty, even though they were very child-like. There were green and black beads strung on a string. I was really interested in one that had turquoise beads with black. I was talking to her and we had some sort of connection. She was really cool. Then she asked me something strange, and somehow it was related to the necklaces. She said, "Do you have dreams often?" I laughed and nodded. She then asked me, "Do you remember them?" I said yes, and then I said "I actually practice Lucid Dreaming," she gave me a funny look and I went on, "The first thing I have learned to do is to remember my dreams." She seemed interested and gave me a knowing look.

I haven't thought about lucid dreaming in a while and I feel like that should have made me realize I was dreaming. I hate that.

I went on to my next class and I took a seat. It was Biology class. I noticed a couple of friends of mine, M and S. M was talking to S and I was just watching them. Then my husband came into the room and woke me up. I hadn't realized I had been sleeping straight for almost 10 hours.

This dream started with me outside my 3 story apartment complex. It was all packed together, not divided buildings. For some reason, I thought my apartment building was on the first story so I went down there. I went as far down the hallway as was my apartment, but I realize the windows and doors were set up slightly different. Upon realizing I took the wrong way again (first was another dream that night) I punched someone's door.

Then I walked the stairs in the middle of the complex to take me to the top floor. But to my surprise the stair area had been changed into a few little snack and drink shops (i.e. gelotis, starbucks, etc.) But after an initial 'wtf?' I took it as normal. There were people buying, enjoying their food, and hanging out. It really seemed to be quite the hangout. I found a small set of stairs to take me to the next level.

When I got up the stairs there was a subway and a child's play area. Same as the first level, there was a lot of people hanging out, eating, etc. Then there was these small, goofy looking stairs. I started to go up them as a 16 yo Mexican female tried to go up at the same time. She tried to come onto me, but I didn't want her, so I went up the sketch, one-person stair case.

When I got up that flight of stairs the area was mainly empty. with a few toys laying around. I figured it was an extension of the play area. Now the genius who invented the next stair case obviously had never seen a staircase. It was as if the staircase was folded up into the wall, like those fold up beds in New York apartments. But you couldn't pull it down, there was just an indent of it. To make things more interesting for the inventor, he mockingly put a ladder all along the back of this indent. The top floor had wooden guard rails with a small wall under them. You know, just in case a child wanted a quicker way to the play area. So I stood there marveling at how stupid it was, but I had to go over it so. The Mexican girl followed me and tried to get up over the ladder, but couldn't. I tried to climb the 60 degree ladder, but that didn't work out. As the other girl tried multiple times to get over, I jumped up and barley grabbed on to the railing. It was a bit slippery, so if I tried to pull myself up I would probably fall back down. So I let go. I jumped up again and I had a bad grip and I was already slipping, so I let go. This time, I bent me knees and gave my best jump. I had a decent hold on the rail, so I took it. I pulled myself up and put my feet on the ladder. Then I jumped over the railing.

I walked around a corner to see a white girl standing near my apartment door. As I got closer she said something along the lines of 'poor bird. you've had a bad day haven't you?' She was looking at a bird that was on a window, at a break in my apartment and the neighbor's. I remember thinking that she had to have been a bird whisperer or whatever you want to call it. I went up and said something more outgoing than I usually would, like something you would say to a girl you want to get to know more. She had a good response, with a smile. I said something else. You know, gettin points and stuff. She looked my age (17), had blonde hair, light colored clothing, and she was pretty. She seemed to had already warmed up to me and ready to hang out. As in, walking and talking, having subway, etc. Since everyone seemed to spend there time at the eating areas, hanging out, and not at their apartments.

I went past her a little to finally get into my house. That's when we realized that the door was opened, no one was supposed to be there. she moved over so i could have full access to the door. she got quiet cuz she knew what an open door meant. i put my left in front of me in a defensive position and my right hand in a ready-to-punch position. After I checked the immediate area, she came in and closed the door until it was cracked open. She stood at the door to wait for me to finish investigating. She seemed really calm. I searched the rest of the apartment to find these two random friends of my moms' laying on her bed. A man and a woman that were dating eactother. I had a run-in with these people in another dream, that same night. I didn't like them.

The girl I met outside came into the room and sat down on a chair with her feet rested on the bed. I went to go close the door that she left cracked open. When I came back, I sensed the guy was wondering what the girl's name was and that reminded me that I didn't ask yet. So i asked,"I haven't got your name yet. What's your name?" She started to talk then paused and asked,"what's your name," like 'tell me your's first then I'll tell you. As if I could do something bad to her if I knew it. But that was fine, she came off as a kinda reserved person."Justin," i answered, then in a lower voice i said,"Patterson." You could tell she still contemplated telling me for half a sec then said,"my name's Nicole." I think she told me the true. I somehow knew she was a nice, caring person; and I don't think she would lie with a straight face. The two random adults gave their names too. She said something along the lines of 'I dont like my name, its plain and boring.' 'wow she seems like a nicole too. She was somewhat reserved, nice, caring, a little weird, but not problem weird' I thought."I like your name," I said. I think a blue/white bird came up and landed on her finger then. She held it up, looked at it, said something to it, then it flew off. She had a smile on her face, you could tell she was happy to see the bird or a bird in general. I'm pretty sure she had a strong connection to birds, maybe also a goddess of birds? The random adult's two chiwawas run up to her and played with her. She was giggling and playing with them as they barked. I didnt like the chiwawas.

If I try to think about what happens after that all I can see is a big bad spirit coming in to reckon with Nicole, but I have no memory of that. And that was the last dream of the night. Needless to say I would've protected her.

Then the dream ended.

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I think Nicole was an actual spirit. I dont care what the skeptics think, it's not gonna change my mind. The main reason I think she was an irl spirit is because she hesitated to give me her name. All the social interactions were normal besides that. Only with spirits can having someone's first name do some damage. Plus she seemed like a bird goddess and it's possible they could come through my dream to see her. Also that she was wearing light colors on her clothing, was white, and blonde hair. All representing good, and when it comes to spirits, color most times indicates good or bad. Our friendship seemed to build pretty quickly since she would enter my house and take a seat after we 'just met.' Which leads me to think that I used to know her from the spirit-world.

11/4/11
NON-LUCID
LUCID

When I woke up around 4 AM, I drank some water and went back to sleep. I repeated that “I become aware that I’m dreaming, I become aware that I’m dreaming.” Then I decided to pause a bit before saying it and after a while, the sound of my ears make that sound as if I was going at the speed of light.



Images started to come up, yellow eyes, I open my eyes a little bit, but the images kept coming as I closed them back.



After a while the images stopped.




I saw the fan rotating but it was moving pretty slow.

Then I have this dream where I’m on a chase where these men were trying to freeze some girl. She had black hair and was probably wearing a school uniform like Kagome from Inyuasha.





I think that I’m with them too, but while one is chasing the girl, another guy is chasing me.

We’re in a store and I saw a box or bag of cookies and decided, “Oh I should eat some.”





I saw the guy’s body and shadow coming near and ran in circles to confuse him.



I had to put my hands back and then fling them forward to let ice freeze the agent looking guy’s feet.



But I couldn’t do it too fast or else the ice would be weak.



Dream fades….

I’m running up this hill, but it looked I was walking with my bicycle but I was riding with someone. I asked him if he knew what lucid dreaming was. He looked at me weirdly, and then I asked if he thought I was crazy.

He said “Well…you know…” Then he started speaking and I couldn’t hear what he was saying.

Then I’m riding the bicycle and this ominous music was playing called Sensui’s Territory.



As I’m hearing this music, I say to myself “I’m aware that I’m dream” two times and become lucid. Everything was vivid and was just riding the bicycle in traffic, dodging traffic and buses coming out of nowhere.



There was this ledge of a sidewalk I had to jump over with the bicycle and I did it, then when I’m going down the road. I do a reality check by plugging my nose and I could breathe.

Then when I turned right my eyes opened, at least that’s what I thought at first, and I managed to do a DEILD….

Then I’m in another dream where I’m walking with my bicycle and I see two black people. One black female in front of me and the black male behind. I walk past him and leave my bike and kept walking.

It was bright as day and I’m walking by the edges of the dirt, there was no sidewalk.

Then the same guy with the red shirt passes by took my bicycle, but I didn’t want to accuse him, so I looked at the bike a little bit more.

It was definitely my back because I knew I had headlights in the front and back. I told him to give it back to me.

Then I’m in this random place and go into a house and a police car was on the outside and this random DC drove off from the same area. The place looks as if we were moving in or it looked like it was searched.

I see my laptop on a computer desk and on the right there’s another computer desk with two small Acer looking laptops. This dream was weird, I felt fear because I literally thought it was reality. I asked my mother what was going on. Apparently I stole the guy’s bicycle even though it was CLEARLY mine. I even had pictures with the code and model-number taken by me.

Then my goes to this weird site with a “/tamu” at the end, which is something that’s used for Texas A&M university. I’m trying to find the pictures of my bicycle but I can’t find them.

My mother called my father and I asked her what will happen now, and she said “Wait till your father gets here.” I felt so scared for some reason, and I’m like “crap I’m screwed.” Even though I know I had pictures that it was my bicycle, the thought that my parents aren’t even near my apartment in college in waking life never came to mind.

Then I woke up and was like “That was dream….” I sighed in relief.

I had this dream where I’m looking at my Zune mp3 player, and this guy in some anime said he was going to rape this girl.



It was weird and they were singing some song. I knew I was dreaming, but I couldn’t move. It was crystal clear too, the video that is, then I woke up.

I do another DEILD instead of giving up,…then I recall another dream where I’m sitting with a bunch of people like a mini-auditorium and we had to listen to these people who were apparently the top ranked students give a small speech. It was like being in the commons and the podium in front.



Then when the principle decides to give a few words, the people on the right of me decided to say “Oh God….” Then the principle asked “Who said that?!” My Chemistry Professor even rose her hand, which was kind of funny because she didn’t get a piece of the principle’s mind and possibly getting fired.

Then this microphone is being passed towards these people and I was going to be next. People were saying “Children, children.” And then it comes towards me and said “Family.” She asked me to say that again because my voice was too low. I repeated “Family,” and she asked me if I was okay because I didn’t sound too well.

Then I’m up again, and I’m holding my Zune HD again and painting on it. There was this red castle playing in the Zune. And I knew I was dreaming because I knew I wasn’t holding my Zune in waking life. I put my Zune away and got out of my bed and did a RC plugging my nose. I could breathe, but I did another RC to make sure.

I put my hands to each other but they didn’t go through each other. I did another RC where I summoned a small object. So I looked at my hands and said “Ball.” A kneaded eraser in form of a ball, at least that’s what I thought at the moment, appeared.



Then I go towards the door to get out of my off-campus apartment from college, but I looked through the blinds to see what was outside.



Clearly by now this was a dream, because the environment was altered.

I still had doubt because I didn’t want to go outside with my underwear and I end up being in waking life and people see me.



The dream fades away and I wake up.

I am with my best friends and we are all poor so we need money. We take up some jobs, but none of them work. We go with the fact we may never actually get money and go home. At some point these two men appear and try to kill my friends and I. We, luckily, escape them and decide to move to get away from them.

The dream changes to us in a car going to The Floating. Its apparently some land with floating chunks of land and whatnot. We arrive and get our houses ready. Afterwards we all meet up and talk about some jobs we could take up. We finally choose to go ahead and be ghost hunters for The Floating.

I know a lot happened while we were ghost hunters but... I don't remember..

After awhile we are hanging at one of my friends' houses. Suddenly something paranormal happens and we decide to look into it. It turns out to be nothing but when we return we find one of my friends mothers, Martha Stewart lying on the ground hurt. We run up to her and she tells us that she had a plot to kill us but her assassins turned on her because she wouldn't pay them.

She hands me a pen and tells us to go and jump off the edge of a cliff because either way we will die. We ask why she wanted us dead, but for some reason she had disappeared. The men suddenly appear and we go running. It begins to rain as we walk along one of the cliffs to get away from these men. We realize that if we stay on the little floating island a few feet in front of us they won't find us.

I jump and grab on but begin to fall off into the void looking thing below. My friends quickly jump on the island and help me up as we stay there the rest of the night. I then wake up soon after.

04.11.2011

The Dream of the Play by the River (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I went to a place using the ferry which in real life is used to go from my island to the bigger island. I was with some people I knew, colleagues maybe?
I went to a performance of something I took part in. I think it was a play. The role I had was minor. I discussed it with some higher-ranking guy. We discussed the costume and/or make up. It was night time. We were rehearsing the play by a river. Large, flat rocks were sticking out of the water and were used to cross to the other side. The other bank of the river went up a little and was covered in a gradually thickening forest. It was the main scene of the show.
It sent a feeling of being a beautiful landscape, the river with the rocks and woods behind it. It reminded me a little of the Pyrénées.

This night, I thought to myself that I hoped I didn't remember many dreams because I would have a lot to write the next morning. Well, my wish came true.

I tried WBTB, to no avail.

The first thing I remember was that Grandmom, Uncle Tom, Dad, and Grandpop were all in the same room. There was something very dramatic in the air, and Dad was lying about something very serious. It involved a red book that was on the cabinet. The setting was my grandparents house on my mom's side of the family, but they have since moved out of there. My dad's lies had something to do with his mom. I woke up in the middle of the night after this dream, and I decided not to write it down, because it was a pretty disturbing dream, the way it was presented, and I didn't want to remember it. I remembered it anyway.

Then, there was a long-winded dream about Metroid (gotta love me some Metroid). This one was the best one is a while, but sadly, I didn't write enough down to remember it. I know there were bits where you controlled the ship in first person, but that's about it. This took place at the old house, too, and I wrote down "Sean", "Grandmom" (I don't know which one), and "Mom."

Then I woke up for the WBTB, and I went back to sleep after writing about the Metroid dream. I should stay up longer.

I had this dream where, I was (well, I was really just watching) Dee from Always Sunny In Philadelphia. The gang was trying to put on this show for these hobos, and they rehearsed some music. Dee was playing guitar, and didn't learn the ending of any of the songs, and they were going to play three. Right before they went on, Dee went up to Mac and said, "Look, just play the first two, and I'll play the last one alone." She was going to improvise what she didn't know. The first two songs went off without a hitch. The crowd loved it. The last song however, which was Asilos Magdalena by The Mars Volta, had some issues. Since I was (sort of) Dee, she knew how to play the song, but forgot the rest of it. What's worse is that the guitar kept flipping around and was backwards for a lot of the song. Luckily, she managed to get into this groove of an A minor, then a C major, then she played a solo to it.

The last dream I had took place in my current house. Brian was watching TV, and I had to go to the bathroom (number 2. It's relevant). The house was very messy, as if we were renovating the whole place, and the kitchen had a checkered black and white style rather than its usual pale tile. I went to the bathroom by the kitchen, but there was renovating in there, too. the normal toilet was taken out, and sitting in the corner, and it was replaced by this impossibly small toilet that only mice would be able to fit on. This room also had black and white checkered tiles on the floor, and the walls were all blue. The door to the bathroom turned into these double doors, with slanted slats in them, so that you could see out if you looked up, but not if you looked down. When I woke up I realised that these were the doors that were to the bathroom closet in the old house. Anyway, I was really having a predicament, since I had to go terribly, but I couldn't because of the toilet. So I yelled for my mom, so she could bring me some toilet paper, although I don't know what good that would have done me. At this point, I am pressing my hand against my ass so that this turd doesn't pop out, because it's getting really loose. My mom shows up and I realise that she can't see anything. Her eyes looked like Neo's from The Matrix when he gets his eyes burnt (the third movie), but it was DE that her eyes looked like this because she was getting an eye version of a pedicure done.

Then I woke up, happy as hell I didn't have to shit in real life.

11-01-11 I dreamed I were a female 17-25 talking to a Latino young man about the same age there was chemistry. He worked for a local factory that is on 2-3 wk's. and off 1 wk. He asked if I wanted to go out with him, I got into a vehicle.I was possibly drugged. I awake on a freight train in a box car caged and we are crossing the Mississippi River, I am disoriented at first, cold and it seems really high off the water, I can still smell the river, see the lights, and feel the air, then I ask where we are going and he states we are going to visit his family for the week.I insist he put me on a greyhound back to TN but it is too late. He kinda smirks...I cry and cry silently. I am shaken and you might say in another place mentally. He is traveling with other employees Latinos and a best friend also Latino. He states the town W....something, cant quite remember Wesminster or Wenchester... not sure. There is something about him that has changed, he seems cold distant w/o a conscious. (this dream started around 2-3 am initially,kids woke me and I went back to sleep then in my sleep I disrobed...I cant tell you how unlike me that is) We finally arrive.This doesn't look like the TX I remember. It looked more like tropical mexico but in the heart of a city. I asked to go to a store for toiletries but was told we were going to the place we were to be sleeping at, no where else.He kept telling me I would be home in a weeks time, I pleaded "I have to go home I have babies.... what will they do w/o me for a week".Then it turned into 3-4 days he said I would be home.I knew I was never going home. I had lost all hope. I was ordered to disrobe?????? then I was allowed a small space to sleep next to him like a pet or something and slept. I awoke ...For all I can tell from this dream he did not hurt me or assult me in any way but I felt that my time was running short in a sense... I didn't get to see the end. I feel as though some dreams I have are real life possible situations and that I should be helping the victims in my dreams. It feels as though I'm her mixed with a little of me. All of the terrible things that she felt I felt too....the smell of the river.... Spanish language.... danger..... urgency... and total panic. I felt dehumanized and my life valueless. If this were a real situation I am not so good at remembering the details so how could I help anyway? feedback welcome....


I must add today 11-04-11 that I had this dream Halloween night so it was 11-01-11 around 2 am but did not post till the am of the next night because it was so disturbing I had to find an outlet and stumbled across the site and typed 2ce the 1st time was erased and I had to visit the details in my mind again to get it down. Oh and my time zones not right I entered this at around 3am newby error, its still not right.

Tried WBTB, no LD. Sorry if this one feels rushed. It's mostly because it is.

First, there was this Halloween party I was supposed to attend. It was at one of the houses I see on the way to Alec's, but it was Jing was going to be there too, and this other Asian chick who I don't know lived there. I was supposed to go there with Ephraim. I also wrote down "green/red", "strawberry", and "yuigoh", but I don't remember their significance, although I do remember that they had to do with this part of the dream. I also wrote down the word "plants" in quotations, meaning there was weed somewhere in the dream, but I don't remember that either. Anyway, suddenly I was in this other house with Sean, Onyx (school nerd), and some other faceless people. Onyx started talking about twitter to me, saying that everyone in school uses it to remember their homework. I said, "Why would I do that when I could just type it on my phone?" Then I got up in his face and said, "You jelly?" In case you aren't familiar, that's internet lingo for "are you jealous?" Then I realised how stupid this was and went to go sit down, embarrassed. As I went to go sit down, Sean gave off the vibe that he was one of the nerds or something. On Onyx's computer, he had this list of names, and it had something to do with LAN. I saw names like Abe Lincoln, Linkin Park, Sean Connery, etc.

Then I had a false awakening in my room. It looked like my room, but I still knew that this was before the Halloween party. It was DE that I took a nap before going. I didn't do a RC because my brain hates me.

At the party, which now took place in this swag mansion/restaurant, there was a guy who was supposed to be V from V for Vendetta, but he wasn't wearing a mask, and he was a well-known DE actor. All of a sudden, when this one guy comes up behind V, V turns around around shoots him. The guy didn't even have any bad intentions. Anyway, one of the shots fired missed, and went outside and some guy outside dodged the bullet. Andrea and I saw this, and we agreed that this was impossible (NO RC? WHY?!?). Back inside, V had his victim on a table, and he just kept shooting him, but he just wouldn't die. He shot him like ten times, then turned around to walk away, but then the victim would muster up all of his strength to raise his own gun and shoot back. Then V would turn around and shoot him again, like ten times. This repeated for a while.

Then I was in Anthony's living room, but he wasn't there. It was just me, and Dad, and the one couch was on the other side of the room, and everything was white. Dad kept making these comparisons that I didn't understand, like he was referencing things that came before my time or something, and I don't remember what he was comparing, but it had something to do with me. Then I was on Family Guy, except I think I was just watching this part. Stewie and this other character were racing, and they had to race without teleporting. They were in this futuristic looking park, and the whole place looked like a gigantic jungle gym. Stewie, who was sort of me, won, and he said, "This is the greatest moment of my life! Aaaaaand...now it's gone." I guess the feeling wore off quickly.

I woke up at 7 AM.

Back to sleep.

The next dream I had was started a sequence of dreams. I don't remember what I was doing before hand, or if I was doing anything before hand, but I was stuck on the side of the road. It was raining hard, and there were major floods. The side of the road was completely flooded to the point where you could swim in it. In my dream, I don't know if I couldn't swim, or the water was just too violent, but I was drowning. There was a lot of dirty grass all in the water. There was this guy not too far away sitting with some of his buddies in lawn chairs. They had a tent up and they were just enjoying some beers. Keep in mind we are on this desolate road in the middle of a serious weather situation. I yelled for help, and at first this guy didn't want to help because he didn't feel like getting up. The guy also looked familiar, I think he was a teacher at my school. I yelled for help again, and he finally got up, and it was DE that he was only doing this for fame and fortune. There was another person drowning with me, and the guy who saved me, only grabbed my hand, so I thought fast, and grabbed the other guy's hand to save him too. Then the dream told me the tide was low, so I started to walk home. I saw Rocky, my cat, and I was worried about him, so I picked him up and took him with me. As I was walking this group of kids were walking on the right side on the road. I told them that they could get hit by a car on that side since they can't see behind them. However, every time a car went by, they miraculously didn't get hit.

Then I was at the old house. I'm pretty sure Avatar: The Last Airbender was on TV. The show's plot had something to do with the planet about to explode, and Aang went into outer space to-I have no idea. Anyway, Anthony, his mom, and his sister, Alexis were there, and suddenly, I was in this room with Alexis. I was supposed to talk to her because for some reason, Anthony, and their mom couldn't get through to her, which would never happen in real life. We were in this room (sort of DE that it was inside the TV, but not really) that had plain walls, some art tables, and a door leading out. There was a clothes line that was holding up some papers with art on them. Anyway, we were talking about her interest in art. She was saying that she likes art, but she doesn't see the point in going to school for it, since she knows how to paint. I told her that she may think she knows everything there is to know, but she will get to school and realise that there is so much more for her to learn. As I was talking, I saw Anthony and his mom walk past the doorway to the room, so they could peak in to see how I was doing. This part of the dream could have paralleled my predicament in music, which was similar to Alexis's in the dream.

Then I was back on the road still walking home, except now, I wasn't there, and I was replaced by Alann, and some of his friends. They were late for a party that I was already at. I went inside the house for the party, and I was pretty nervous because I didn't know anyone. I remember it being very sunny outside, like after a storm, and there was a brilliant garden out front. When I walked in the door, there was a room to the left, and if you walked forward, you found the kitchen. Jimmy Neutron's mom was the host of the party, and when I walked in, she offered me this cake that had chocolate on top, vanilla ice cream in the middle, and Oreo cookie on the bottom. It was DE that the father was going to be late for his own kid's birthday party. The father in question was Alann, but now he was some other guy. The dream cut to this guy, who looked like a modern version of Fred Flintstone. He got sidetracked on his way home, even though he was like a block away, and he went to this amusement park. The only thing at the park was this roller coaster that had three or four different tracks, so that four different trains can ride at the same time. Suddenly I was on this platform at the top of the roller coaster, and I saw Rocky on the tracks. I was worried about him again, and I climbed onto the roller coaster tracks to save him. The tracks were very thin, and I could sit on them, as if sitting on a horse. I looked down, and I realised that I was very high up; all I could see were the very small tops of the trees of a forest down below. For some reason this didn't bother me, as I had to hop from track to track to avoid the roller coaster as they went by. The trains were only one car in length.

Anyway, we all get back to the party, and the dad got there JUST in time. Then, we all ate. The host was suddenly Anthony's mom, and I kept dropping food on my lap, and looking over out of the corner of my eye to see if she noticed. I saw that she did notice, and I was pretty embarrassed. The food we ate were these very large trays of steak, peas, carrots corn, and various meats. The vegetables were scattered all over the whole thing, and the steak was in cupcake form. The tray next to that had a bunch of meat that looked like sushi, and it also had these circular rolls of ham (it was DE that they were like my mom makes, although she doesn't make rolls of ham lol). Someone on the other side of the table told me that there was also ham, not just steak, so I tried some of it. This food was the best thing I have ever tasted in my entire life. It was so juicy, and tender, and it just tasted so amazing. Everything at the table tasted great, and when everyone else was done eating, and they went into the other room, I was still at the table eating. Since it was a dream, I couldn't get full, and I just kept eating for a while.

Then I met up with everyone in the next room. There was this robot on the couch, and he had a yellow, pointy head, with a visor over where his eyes would be. He had a round body, and was pretty short. The host of the party powered him up, and we all became miniature, and we went inside this robot dummy. It was supposed to be a simulation of a real body, but for party purposes, it was a rental robot. Inside the body, which reminded me a lot of Bowser's Inside Story, there were there monkey bars made of organs, and there was this ball pit and slide made of organs that all the kids were playing on. But then, I realised that we were trapped. There was this one exit to the body where we were suddenly under this surreal (think Little Big Planet) ocean, and the water was too high (because of the flood in the beginning) so we couldn't leave. I try calling Plankton for help (from Spongebob) on this phone, but it didn't work. Then I went back into the meaty, organ room that we were all initially in, and I saw that everyone else was still having their fun, oblivious to the fact that we were stuck in here. The host, at this point, now morphed into a pink fish. I realised that we needed to call Plankton so he could save us. And I also realised that if you ate this certain kind of food, it changes your urine, so that it can power the phone. A lot of the parents there were suddenly bloopers from Mario (the squids), and their urine would be the most potent. While they worked on this, I went back to the under-sea spot. I found a giant metal pole that I tried to stick out of the ground so that this spider that was on it could crawl up, then onto this tree, and go get help. When the spider was crawling up, I could feel the vibrations through the pole. It was pretty weird. Debbie, my mom's friend, was suddenly there next to me, and she was worried that we wouldn't get out. Then the tide was low again, and I walked out. I walked towards the ocean, which was now an under-sea beach, and to the left, and up a hill. Everyone was disappointed because they ate all of that special food for nothing. When we were out of the body and back at the house, I realised that the host fish had this slot on her stomach. It was for a pole attachment, so I took the pole, put it in the slot, and held up the fish, like a balloon. I showed her around the house, as if she was a guest. Then I showed her outside, as if she was unfamiliar with our world. The seasons changed right in front of us, so I could show her each season.

So here's a snippet from a dream I thought was interesting that has left me feeling all happy-happy for the day.

I was in and out of lucidity, running down a street at night. Sometimes I'd vaguely realize I was dreaming and try to shout some command but a few moments later, I'd forget and just keep doing what I was doing. I also knew I was worrying about waking up so I think that was preventing me from becoming fully lucid and just doing whatever I wanted, because that worry was becoming an obsession.

Suddenly I came across a driveway full of cars. I assumed there was some party going on. I was lucid for a second again, but just enough for my brain to be like, "Hey Tara. What's up? I'm pumping a lot of blood to your vagoo, since you're in REM sleep and all, soo you're just gonna go look for sex now, okay?" and that's exactly what I did after losing lucidity again.

I walked through all of the parked cars, casually looking for someone to have sex with. I found one occupied car but the person inside was asleep or something. I don't quite remember, but either way, I kept looking. I came across another car with a young man inside browsing his phone. He kind of looked like the actor who played Thomas Kalmaku in the new Green Lantern film, with the glasses and everything. I quietly opened the door and said, "Hey." He said the same back and I bluntly and casually said, "Do you wanna have sex?" He seemed a bit confused and asked why and I said something like, "Because I want to, it's fun and it feels good." After fiddling around on his phone for a few more seconds, he nodded and said, "Sure." but seemed kind of tired and not into it. I asked if we could go in the backseat because he wasn't moving, so we did. The dream sort of abruptly transitioned to us being in the back seat.

We were laughing and eating orange creamsicles. Well, I was mostly acting like a goof and making him laugh. He commented on how silly I was. The excitement died down as we finished our creamsicles and sat in silence. The car light made everything orange and grainy, but provided enough light for me to see that he was smiling at me. He looked somewhat contemplative, like he was pondering the weirdness of the situation and who I was. I smiled back for a long while before glancing at his lips. My ears burned and face flushed, I could feel it. My heart was beating uncomfortably fast and hard. I had the overwhelming urge to kiss him and the overwhelming desire for him to kiss me. After staring at my feet and gathering my courage back up, I stared at him again, then looked at his lips while he sheepishly muttered, "I'm not going to have sex with you." I chuckled, smiled and nodded. I wasn't all that bothered. We were having a genuinely good time, as if we were best friends. I had kind of figured the sex wasn't going to happen as soon as the dream transitioned to us laughing in the back seat. But I still wanted to kiss him. I'm upset that I didn't. My vision faded as I began to have a false awakening, in which I went on Facebook and saw that the guy from the dream had added me and I was astounded that I dreamed of him before even knowing he existed. I was also quite excited to actually be friends with him. Then I woke up for real and was very disappointed but quite pleased with my brain for coming up with such a nice dream.

Captains log: November 3, 2011

Last night's series of dreams ranged from the bizarre to the fantastic. The meanings of these dreams are yet to be discovered, but the profundity of them lingers during my waking state.

The first set of dreams included an apocalyptic war where the machines had taken over. And it was my job to fight them of single handed with the sword of destiny. In the heat of the battle I was able to dispatch many of the bloody machines into the great scrap pile in the sky. Suddenly a white horse approached from the east, the rider of this beast was none other than President Obama, dressed in an elaborate Abraham Lincoln costume. He stood beside me and said forcefully. "You were born to bring peace to mankind, now lets rewire these sons of bitches." Together we destroyed the entire Cyborg hoard. A moment later we were addressing a crowd of millions gathered at the monument built to remember the epic battle, and he began to give the "Four score and seven years ago" speech. The crowd cheered and I faded out.


The next dream begins with me in a small scientific exploratory boat in Pacific ocean. I am a member of a group of scientists who are studying the great white shark. It is my turn to go into the water with them, but I decide against going down in a cage. Instead I dress in a chainmail suit, looking like a character from a Monty Python sketch, and jump into the water. There was a chain that had broken on my chainmail suit and it caused me to bleed. I couldn't really feel the bleeding but I saw the faint red tint rising from my left arm. Panic rose over me. I knew that not only was I in Great White Shark infested waters, I was outside the protection of the cage. I tried desperately to get back to the boat, but the suit was weighing me down and my progress was slow. Then a black sillohuette appeared below me, I knew at once that this was the vehicle of my demise. The fear took hold of me, paralyzing me like a prisoner. I couldn't move. The blackness grew larger, until a the clear shape of the beast shown through. He was large, grey and battle torn. This monster has been through more than the normal shark, his life run by conflict. He was a warrior and he was on the trail of fresh blood. His eyes black as the soul I imagined inhabited this body. He drew nearer to me and I let out a scream, which was little more than a stream of bubbles on the surface. He inched near me, when he was in striking distance, I pushed my arms out in front of my body defensively. The shark did not attack me, he slapped his fin against my out stretched hand. We shared a moment of knowing. The shark and I just high five-ed and we are now homies" Fade out.

3/4-11-2011 .

4 awakenings in the night, very light sleep no real lucidity.

#1. France
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I was back on the farm in france. I was doing labor when I saw a woman on a hill, she looked like she was in distress. I thought she was being attacked by animals or something. I remember being in her house talking about what happened and she basically said there was nothing wrong, she was just doing some work.
Later i was talking to the guy who owns the farm, Jack. I was telling him about the woman and how i thought she was being attacked. I can't speak french that well anymore tho so i had a lot of trouble trying to speak my mind. I was aware of not being here in a long time. I decided not to waste time and just speak english.

#2. Sniping
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The environment was dark and futuristic. Like an Unreal Tournament sniper/camping map. I believe there was a border that defined the area of play. I was hiding on low ground. I followed a guy I know, S. I wanted to shoot him. We where on low-ground and he moved up a metal platform/elevator. It went way high up in the sky and I lost him.
I was still standing on ground-level and i noticed a balcony up high. There was a blue guy that spotted me. He tried to snipe me down but missed a lot. I shot back and after a 20 second shoot-out i killed him. I went up the elevator and moved to the edges of the map.

I was sniping in a very dark spot, on a hill. There was a tower i was hiding behind and I lied in the grass looking for frags. Things got weird tho and I moved back to ground-level or i fell there. I was still lying in the grass but on the ground without cover I was easy to spot. I was scoping on S and his mate who where walking over a playground. I didn't shoot them because I was being nice. I thought i was hiding well, but then S yelled something to the extent of : "How's it hanging! Aren't u gonna shoot me?" . I thought shit, if they can see me everyone can i better find a new hiding place. And i woke up.

#3. Invitation
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The environment was a 5vs5 video game in a forest at first. I was with my 4 teammates standing together looking at pieces of paper that looked like formal invitations! I was holding a red piece of expensive paper and perhaps some ribbon was nailed in the top corner. There was a button you could click and when you did that ur character would change into a minitiature aerial vehicle of sorts. I clicked it and mine was a small spaceship. If i'd move around the spaceship would leave trails of rainbow colours behind. (Everyone had something but i forgot what the others where)
During this, the environment shifted to a large clothes store. Further maneuver made it obvious that it was also a high school. And probably a whole lot more things.
I was moving around the clothes store and i noticed a woman going around her business. I thought i'd suprise her with my new toy and turn into a spaceship in front of her and fly around her. This time I was holding a white invitation and tried to press some of the letters to turn into a spaceship again. But nothing happened. I didn't realize i was using a wrong piece of paper until later on when i went to do some business in the school area. I looked into my pockets and found out that the red invitation was right there.

#4. Blue stardisk
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There was a dream scenario beforehand that involved some competition with a fella and apperantly I won. Or that's what i thought when i was standing outside and looked at the night-sky. I peered into space and my attention was grabbed by a bright blue star. As i was looking at this the star slowly transformed into a disk. It got much bigger in size , getting much lengthier and a little broader. (The longer side was vertical and it only grew a little horizontally) While i was watching this I heared a loud ringing noise and my brain got pressured immensely. (most likely my forehead, tho i don't remember) It got so intense that i woke up from that eventually.


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K, some personal thoughts on dream #3 and #4. It's interesting to note that i was looking up and hearing stories about aliens and ancient humanoids coming from the Sirius system just before i went to sleep that night. I was so inspired and awe-struck that i had in mind i was going to attempt to make contact with Sirius if i happen to be lucid. In reality i am also bored with this planet and i'd rather live in interstellar space. Not this crappy isolated earth. So i wished for some more aliens to come into my life and see how life treats them and learn learn learn.

Anyway, i am inclined to interpret the dream as a calling heared and a clear message. Dream #3 had the symbolism of an Invitation that is associated with a spaceship.
Maybe my calls have been heared and I am hereby given an invitation to initiate me into their galactic civilization. I guess if this is true it should be evident in dreams later on because i'd gladly accept their invitation.

About dream #4 it is a little harder to interpret. But since i thought about Sirius before bed it could have been the Sirius star giving me a sign. The symbolism of a disk i don't understand. It was definetly a disk, not a sphere. But it could go both ways i guess. To make a comparison it looks a lot like our galaxy if you'd view it from the side.
A disk shape looks a lot like the UFOs depicted in hollywood. It could be the dream "telling me" that UFOs sighted come from Sirius. Or that the invitation i got earlier was coming from Sirius. Or it could be something else entirely, perhaps something more cosmic. Or nothing at all. I've found atleast ONE dreamer who also had a dream about a dark blue disk in the sky.

Me Jo and my bro are all in a building walking around, we see some familiar people and some I don’t reall recognize. Apparenly we are in really big church builing, it’s the size of a mall and its actually really huge Me and jo walk around visiting places seeing stuff and looking around. We go ino a restroom and some guy tries to grab johanes iphone case apparently and we get mad and say why would you steal in a church. We walk out but later decide that we want to find the guy who tried to do it, I think I see him but then we run somewhere else, I see a guy with a gun call johane and try to lure him into coming near him. Hes on the left in some convenience store. I quickly run in after him and try to warn jo, and I’m scared but then I realize, this is ll just a dream, it cant really be happeneing!. I become lucid and aware and I RC. Then I fly onto the top of the area and find the guy crawling on the ground trying to sneak by my friend and kill him, so I start divebombing near him, and yelling kamehameha, instead of using it, I kick him in the face, and the dream starts fading so I stabilize. I end up in my room, false awakening and I try to write the dream on my laptop beside my bed, but I start feeling SP vibrations hit me and also realize that this is still a dream. I experience sleep paralysis vibrations, very loud noises and a turning over of my body floating in bed and I get up lucid. I yell at my house lights to turn on and they do but too bright, making my vision blurry. I try commanding my eyes to open but I try too hard and instead I open my real eyes and become awake.

Walking... walking down to my old workplace in the call center. But the place is different. It was afternoon. The place looked like a forest. I had to jump over some obstacles. I asked the people there if this is the right place. They said yes, and pointed to the right direction.

I arrived... at school, in college. I was going to take an exam. I saw Ridane in one of my examination. He was complaining. We went home, on a taxi. The driver preferred to have the windows on the driver side and the front passenger side open, for some reason. But it's raining, so he got wet, as well as the inside of the taxi. I looked outside at the unfamiliar place, with lots of construction being done. There was no passenger in front of me, but there are two ladies to my left. I don't know who they are. They're just talking with each other. It was a bumpy ride.

We arrived at Victorias, and Ridane invited me to stop by. I said sure, I'll just go home at 10 p.m., at the latest. There was a party, like a birthday, or at least a celebration. There were pork dishes. I talked to a girl there. She asked about Ridane. I told her how he complained that the examiner was late, and how he complained when the exam was cancelled. She was sitting down, taking off her shoes (?) while I told her.

I was at home, with sis. We just studied something from a book (?). I went out to our front yard and told her I want to fly. I jumped and tried to fly, but I couldn't. I asked her why. She said something about waiting for mom. We had a pet out in the yard, something that dived into the watery area.

Flight. We arrived in Manila to get something. We're going back in the evening. I asked sis what time, and she said 2700H, or around 9 p.m. (yes, it's not freakin' military time). It was morning so she thinks we still have time, but I told her best to get our tickets already. I still have to go back (here or somewhere else) tomorrow, and then go back home tomorrow afternoon/evening. I just turned my back, and before I know it, she's back and has printed, and even organized the printed "tickets" into folders. I was surprised.

Then I asked her if she included a photocopy of her ID as well, since she used her card to buy the tickets. Otherwise, I won't be able to board the plane. She said no, she didn't bring her IDs. I crossed to the other side of the street at an ATM to withdraw money. I entered the wrong password. Tried again, got it right. I checked my balance and it showed only a little over 3,000. That didn't seem right.

There are zombies at home. The house's filled with them. We're trying to pretend we're one of them by walking and acting like one. I jumped over the wall at home to go out as we go out to invade a place. There are... ninjas, or magicians, in that place. I sent out a kage bunshin to check out the place and disable the traps.

I was the bunshin, and I saw the maze inside the place. Then I got "caught," and I was back in my "real" body. The head magician of the place complained that was unfair, using a bunshin.

I partially "woke up" or became lucid, and saw a piece of parchment. I was shaken by the zombie dream and I can choose to "change" it by changing the parchment. Not sure what I did.

I remember my brother had this pickle jar and I wanted to see it next because it had a label that offered free full music software.

I was playing or being in this game. I remember talking to this girl....and we got in her car. But the car was something like a house, and we headed through this forest, and there all kinds of dragons in it. But they were friendly.

I remember going on a mission with the president and a few other people. We had no NBC gear, and the main guy who we had to get was surrounded by gas. Everyone fell down, and Obama wanted to retreat. Something else happens where we're all just chilling....still lying down in our uniforms but there's no threat of danger. S starts flirting with two guys, and I cursed her out and walked off.


I was in DV chat, and someone linked a totally unrealistic scene from what I assumed was the last action hero. The thing that got me was how quickly it loaded. After that I turned it into a gif for my avatar.