lucid

The dream started off with me, not lucid, in my college cafeteria causing trouble after hours. The staff was mopping the floor and I was running around trying to scuff the floor with my shoes for some reason. They weren't happy with me, and I then thought to myself, what could they do anyways? I'm dreaming!

And WOOSH--> lucid.

I had a small rush of clarity, as I call it, and my surrounding started to dissipate around me. I arrived at a glass door to a hotel and went in and started to walk down the halls. Nobody was there, so I decided to try and summon this Miss Connecticut, who I met earlier that night at a party and played beer pong with. I invisioned her in my head, and then saw a girl coming down the stairs. I saw her feet first, legs, hips, torso, (everything to this point looked like this girl), and then her head- brunette, not blonde. She wasn't the girl I envisioned. I went up to her anyways and said hello. Actually talking took some serious effort and sounded a bit strange. But I managed to get it out and she replied hello back. I really wish I kept talking to her, perhaps ask if she was my dream guide.. but nope, just those two words were spoken between the two of us. It was one of the more boring lucid dreams I've had, but a lucid dream is always a good experience for me, no matter what goes down.

Finally got into double digits in the LD category. 10!

This was a very short dreamI was standing in the Lovingroom of the P's apartment. in the kitchen was a coke can floating in the air. I walked up to it and grabbed it. I thought I must be dreaming. So, if I am lucid, I should be able to control what I do. I flew down the Hall into Mrs. P's bedroom. mrs. P was in her bed and her daughter was sitting on the hospital bed on the opposite side of the room talking to her. I asked her if she wanted to learn how to fly. I told her to take my hand and I think she would be able to fly too. she took my hand and we flew down the hallway into the kitchen.

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This was the first lucid dream that I consciously was able to control what I did

I was in a house with kids drawings on the doors (I went to a kids birthday party in waking life yesterday). Then I realized I wasn't supposed to be in the house, so I ran out quickly.

I realized I was dreaming somehow So I jumped up and started flying about 10 feet above the ground. I saw the grass in pretty nice detail. There were blue flowers in the grass. They were like miniature carnations.

I was going to find someone to make out with. Coming down, I remembered other people saying they fly through stuff, so I decided to fly through the earth. I flew through the ground, but it had little to offer my dream, so I quit. I jumped up to fly again to verify I was dreaming before I forced anyone to do what I wanted. Yea, I was dreaming. OK.

I went to another house where an attractive lady shut the door on me. I flew through the door and was inside. I was with a very attractive lady in a blue dress. I carressed her throat and told her not to bite me. Then we started making out. It was great.

I woke up. Darn! I tried to stay still, but I couldn't go back to sleep. I rolled over and went back to sleep.

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I am in a room, though I see no detail at all. I see my father I think, and I point out a young, black woman and note her perfect skin. Her hair was pulled back tightly and she was really attractive. She was with a young, white woman who was also beautiful.

They both walked through a door. I stepped back to see them on the other side of the wall. That move only works in a dream. It was as though half the house was missing, but whatever.

I see them on the other side and realize I am dreaming again. Then the white lady is on her back and I'm holding a small card. It shows a woman in the position I want her to assume. I show the lady the card and I tell her I want to see her like that. In short, legs opened wide fully exposed.

She obliges but her panties are on. I say, "No, with your panties off" and I pull them off. From there I am enjoying her pleasure and it feels so real I can't believe it. I try not to think of how I am dreaming or I may wake up. I enjoy her for some time amazed at how successfully I am doing this.

I lift myself up a little and I see her spine...even though she is on her back. Whatever. This went on for some time until I woke up.

Dream - Lucid

I was at some weird amusement park. I’m not sure what was going on, it was kind of videogame-esque. I remember seeing characters climbing these ladders to get to the top of something. Some of them kept falling, but would catch a ladder before they hit the ground.

I also remember some type of indoor roller coaster. We were trying to get to a part of the coaster that they were going to use, but decided not to. I knew it was probably a dead end, but we tried anyway. We opened up this passageway that looked like a mouth, and we were going into a throat. We rode the coaster to the end. Sure enough, at the end there was another mouth, but not more tracks. We had reached a dead end. I was wondering how we would get back. I remember the whole time a female voice was guiding the process and making suggestions.

The last thing I remember is watching the roller coaster car exit through the water through a tunnel topped with a flock of cartoon vultures. Their talons formed the tunnel.

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I remember a dream about band camp. I remember being outside. Then something about Ryan and I talking about getting married.

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I was watching myself in 3rd person, but it didn’t look like me. I, however, knew it was me. It was almost like a movie. I was taller with long, black hair. Some of it was pulled back. I was wearing a green dress that reminded me of the 50’s. I was pregnant with Ryan’s baby. Someone was measuring my stomach. I seemed happy. I thought that I had quit smoking by now since I was so far along. The belly looked almost like there was a pillow under my dress.
I then remember going to a gym to work out. I was self-conscious about myself, since I was pregnant. I saw my exposed belly, because I was wearing a sports bra (all of this is still in 3rd person) as I got on a treadmill. Then, I noticed the lady next to me was pregnant too. She had a lot of zig-zagged scars on her belly though. I then knew that she had had a lot of abortions, and the scars were from that.

Then, I was back in 1st person and myself again. I was with Ryan, overlooking what was supposed to be my grandparents’ house. It was overlooking a lake. There was also a walkway from the house that went out into the lake; it looked like it was made out of random floating objects. I recalled a story to Ryan about how my grandparents liked to go out and sit at the end of the walkway, but my grandma had gotten so old, that she couldn’t walk out there anymore, and my grandpa had to carry her. I was very sad as I recalled this, and I cried.

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I was lying in Ryan’s bed. It was morning. I knew I was dreaming, and started to feel myself leave my body, as if I was having an OBE almost. I opened my eyes, and my vision was super distorted; one of my eyes was seeing one perspective and the other eye was seeing something else. It was like…one of my eyes was seeing out of my real eye, and the other out of a dream eye. Holy crap it was weird. That kept happening over and over again. I kept going back “in” my body, and feeling sleep paralysis overcome me, and I would “re-enter” the dream (even though I was already dreaming). I’d get up, and my vision was always distorted. I kept trying to fix it by saying to myself “Detach to your dream body, detach to your dream body…”, but I couldn’t fix my vision.

Then, I remember getting up again in this strange state, with my vision all distorted. I could see my nose at the end of my face, but when I lifted my hands into my field of effed-up vision, I couldn’t see them at all. I did this again at some point soon after this, and tried to poke my finger through my hand. This is where things get real trippy. I saw two sets of my hands; one that looked solid that my finger wouldn’t go through, and then another almost out to the side that was transparent, that my finger would go through. Then, I saw that second set of hands again in a black space. They were merely outlines of hands filled with tiny blue dots. I thought that this was something astral, but I wasn’t sure. The whole thing was very strange.

Then, I remember getting up again, and worrying that I was acting out everything that I was dreaming. Ryan would think I was absolutely crazy. I worried about that for awhile. Then, I remember getting up and Ryan being awake. He pointed to a spot on the bed that looked like poo. He told me I did that. I said really? I did? And he said no, he was just kidding. O_O

Then, I remember being in my strange lucid/whatever the fuck kind of state I was in again. I was trying to leave my “real” body to enter my dream body again. I remember Dr. D, my data analysis teacher being there. I was trying to show her and some other people that I was lucid, that it was a dream, and I could do some really crazy things. I started to phase myself through tons of different surfaces; I remember one being chain-link fence. It felt weird to phase through that. The surfaces appeared one after the other after the other.

I then remember getting a grade sheet back from Dr. D about what I did. There were two grades on there: An A and a B. Next to the A she wrote something about how great of a teacher I was. The B didn’t say anything next to it, but I think it was my grade on how I was phasing through all that stuff.

The weird thing is, I knew I was dreaming in the dream, but I didn't know I was dreaming that I was dreaming...does that make sense? I have no idea what to make of that; I was lucid, but it was a weird state of lucidity. o_O

I'm in the subway with my grandmother, I don't remember why, but it was headed to the 11th street. There I saw the girl I had a crush on since 7th grade. She handed me a comb, and said that I would need it. Trust me she says, It's going to come in handy, and you'll need it. I asked how was spring break, we talked for a while in a friendly conversation, there the train stopped, and I was about to exit with her, I saw a man reading on a kindle, Once I walked out I was in a room of a house. My grandmother followed along, and she walked out the door of the strange house, just as I was about to follow her, and the girl closed the door, and locked it. The lights were shut, and began kissing me, as I have began to start making out with her in the dark, I started kissing her neck, she moved away, and started kissing her again, and I felt up her small breasts, and felt her nipples, from then on the dream slowly started fading, as a transparent haze lifting off me, I'm back in reality.

Sunday, April 17, 2011*

I awaken in bed at about 6am and decide it's a perfect time to WILD.
At first, I'm unsuccessful so I turn over on my other side. Moments later I'm sitting up in bed behind my covers and I'm afraid. I have my eyes shut, but I can feel something in the room and it starts grabbing at me. This whole time I'm thinking "It's not real only a dream" so I start telling it to go away. I think it works eventually because my eyes are open and my room is empty. I lay back in bed cover myself and think "I have an aura protecting my head and my covers protecting my body, I'm safe". I remember reading the aura thing somewhere. Next thing I know I can feel something climb up onto my bed and on my back. For some reason at first I panic and actually grab one of it's hands. The hand felt so damn real I just squeezed. I don't know what it looked like because my eyes are still shut. In a panicked state I try to scream and just as I do it laughs in my ear. I then remember that in SP there is the old hag and if you fight it lasts longer so I relaxed and knew I couldn't be hurt and it wasn't real. I wake up in my bed stiff and admittedly frightened. Im in the original position i rolled into while attempting to wild. It takes me a few minutes to confirm to myself I'm actually awake this time.*

16.04.2011

False Astral Projection (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was some kind of boxer and I had my right arm very injured. I needed major surgery will whole body anesthesia. I realized that my body was going to be shut down so it would be an excellent way to induce a WILD and Astral Project from there.

I felt the anestysia hitting and closing my eyes. I started to focus on keeping my mind awake until I found myself right outside the OR. I realized I projected, but I did not feel like I did. I wanted to see my body.

I saw the doctor who was going to operate me when suddenly, my body woke up and sat. A second later, I was back in my body, confused. The doctor induced anesthesia once more. I tried to WILD once more. Same thing happened. The doctor this time got mad and induced me a lot more anesthesia. I decided to not attempt to Astral Project but just to enjoy a lucid dream.

I found myself in the middle of a parking lot and realized I was dreaming. I was fooled as I indeed though that I was at the hospital. I could see the hospital where I though I was so I wanted to see it from my dream body.

I entered the hospital and forgot completely everything. I saw an elevator next to me, so I decided to enter it. I could see that my right arm had injuries, but I did not care. I knew my body was at the OR. The elevator brought me to some sort of Colosseum. I did not feel like fighting due my arm, but I wanted to fight at the same time.

I saw a MMA fighter and a psychic in front of him. The psychic told him she could do some healing on him for $500,000 and then he could fight. He was pumped up and willing to pay. I wanted to offer him my healing abilities for a much reasonable price.

Some more plot happened.

8-3-06

I think what I said in yesterday's post is true. After writing in my journal and getting lucid dreaming back on my mind, I had a lucid dream. Plus my night was full of many other dreams that I remember quite well. This was my best night of dream recall in a couple of weeks--about the time I went away and stopped writing in this journal.

My Lucid Dream

It started with me being in a room that I didn't recognize. Suddenly Jeff walks in with a kitten.

[Note: This is the same kitten I saw in real life two days ago. This was an odd thing, so I'll share it. I was walking in to Safeway and right inside the door was a little Native American boy 4 or 5 years old with a kittten. He was sitting on the floor and swinging this kitten around quite roughly by its front paws. I stopped in alarm and was about to say something. But I didn't have to because I had walked in the door at the same time as a German couple. They saw the same thing and started scolding the boy in German. Even though he wouldn't have understood the words, like me he knew they didn't approve of what he was doing. He stopped swinging the cat and held it to his chest. The German couple and I then slowly walked further into the store, wondering what this boy was doing without parents in a big store with a cat and no one seemed to care. It was really odd and I probably should have done a reality check. ]

Anyway, in the dream Jeff had this same kitten and it was quite injured. He had it wrapped in a bloody blanket. I took a closer look at the cat and saw that it was really cut up. Its abdomen was actually cut open and it looked like someone tried to stitch it up but did a very poor job because it was pulling back open. I realized that the cat couldn't possibly live. It was too hurt. I was about to tell Jeff what I thought when I looked back to where the kitten was and saw that it was suddenly a baby. A real baby. I was now quite alarmed. We had to get this baby to the emergency room now.

But then I suddenly stopped. I knew the baby had been a kitten a minute ago. How did it change? Could it be that I was in a dream. Yes! I was finally having a lucid dream again after I had not had one for a while. But I still felt this need to take the baby to the hospital. There it was in front of me looking so real and helpless. But I knew that if I was in a dream, then the baby didn't actually exist. So I pulled myself away and started to float. Yes, that was proof enough that the baby didn't need me. I floated higher, then suddenly felt myself slipping away. Dang it, I was about to lose my dream.

But I suddenly popped into a different place. I was now in my old house in Los Angeles where I grew up. I flew out the front door. I wanted to really enjoy this experience. I turned on my back and flew feet first, letting the wind blow between my toes. It felt so nice and relaxing, yet exilerating. I turned back so I was flying the normal way.

I looked around me the colors were so bright. I could see the details of the houses below. I saw the playground of my old elementary school as I flew over it. I saw some fog ahead I was going into it. I thought, "This would be a perfect opportunity for scenery change. I'll come out further across the United States so I can go somewhere I have never gone before".

Sure enough, when I came out I was somewhere I didn't recognize. There was a lake or bay. I could see a road below and I could see the cars driving along below. The flying in this dream was effortless. My arms were out in front, yet I didn't need then for steering. I felt the wind in my hair. I was going quite fast and high. This was the most realistic flying I remember ever doing in a dream, lucid or not.

But finally I realized I was losing the dreamand I woke up for real.

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It actually kind of confused me because I had been working on WILD a lot more than DILD, though I had a DILD first. However, I suppose that while I was primarily using WILD, there was probably some DILD/MILD work mixed in.

~Scene 1~
I'm crawling through this wire/mesh fence type thing, chasing someone. It's kind of like the COD: W@W final kill-cam format. I was kinda happy about that, since I wouldn't be getting shot. I'm shooting at him, and he's shooting at me, but neither of us is hitting. This goes on for about 5 seconds. After 5 seconds, time reverts to normal and the enemy starts running towards this big wall/building/fortress-thing. I run after him, but hundreds of little blow-guns pop out of the wall and shoot at me. I am hit only on my right arm for some reason. After that, i either faint or walk inside the building.

~Scene 2~
As I am in the building, I find out that it's like an Oklahoma Sooners or Oklahoma State-themed sports bar (I reaaaally don't know why). I see some high school-age kids that I feel like I am supposed to know them. They are working as waiters. Then I walk up this large flight of stairs to the second floor. I start talking to a waitress (that I don't know) and eventually the word "dream" came up. This got me started thinking, and eventually I become lucid. Then, about 3 feet below the ceiling, a little white, glittering orb spirals down from the ceiling and is absorbed into me. I then realize the full significance of my lucidity. I get really, really excited, so without thinking, I run towards this balcony outside. When I see sky above me, but am still on the ground, I jump up (hoping to fly before it ended) but sadly, and painfully, land on a table. I start to zone out of the dream, so I start rubbing my hands, though it is to no avail. I was WAAAAAAAAAAAAY too excited. I know what I'll be working on now.

So im lucid but i dont have much dream controll.
Im standing infront of a huge pool with lots of stuff in it. [I realise im in a dream now]
I look into the pool and i hear a voice telling me to go in and find the chest. So i dive in and the waters freezing, i yell out for it to be hotter then its to hot. finally i ask to turn it down a tad and it becomes just right. I start diving down expecting to have to come back up for air but i didnt need to breathe! so after awhile i decided this was stupid and i wanted to fly away. thats when the dream fell apart.
But amazingly i remained lucid!
For some reason im in my parents room so i look in there closet and i see all this chocolate(?) so i pick one up when i see three multi colored spiders there they look dangerous so i slam the door shut. Then i see the door getting hit from the side the spiders are on. [Im not to worried i realise its a dream i just dont have Dream Controll] so i run down stairs to my room and see my parents [DCs] on the way. While in my room a spider slips under my door so i throw a golf ball at it and it dies. [This carries on for like 5 minutes with different items always hitting the spiders] i get fed up so i run up to my living room and my dad [DC] is literally sitting infront of the TV and looks abit zombified so i assume he was bit by a spider. My moms fine. She asks if i want to see the movie "Wolf Man" wich ive already seen. She turns the preview on and all of a sudden im in the movie. Thats when the dream starts to fall apart i try rubbing my hands and spinning but no luck. As i quickly see other dreams flash around me i wake up

Before i became lucid i had the following dream:
[In school hallway with my friend Cam] Im in the hall way with Cam and all of a sudden some undercover cop approaches me and accuses me of something that i didnt do so i ran. After running around the school i arrived at the front office and settled the dispute with the cop. Then i headed back to the hallway. Cam was gone so i entered the caff. For some reason all these parade floats were going through so i went to my friend zach's table and we chilled with our friends for awhile.
[Dream ends]

When I became lucid
I realized I was at a doctor's office, explaining that I had a pain in my back that seems to go straight through me and out my solar plexis.
I had a man with me in the room whom I know well and trusted. A few minutes before both of the ones I came here with had been standing guard outside the room,
but one had rushed in after they had felt my confusion and distress.
The woman doctor first touched my back where the pain was and then asked to lay back on the table so she could look/touch my solar plexis.
She began to ask me questions which was hard for me to answer being I was drugged and very out of it.
Before I knew it, the doctor started putting restraints on my legs.

I looked at one of the men that had brought me here and I hollered out telepathically to him "get me the hell out of here!"
Of the two men with me he was younger and had blondish hair. He asked the doctor to leave us for just a moment.
As soon as she walked out the door, the other man rushed in having 'heard' what was going on. He was someone I knew...that I Trusted and Loved dearly. He picked me
up off the table and asked if I could walk. I could. We came out of the office door, his left arm around me and in his right hand he held a gun.
Slightly behind me and to the left was the other man (guard) who was heavily armed.

Everyone in the office was shocked as they ushered me out of the building. At one point I had thought there would be a gunfight
when one of the office's security guards saw us and the guns.
He just stood there frozen in place. The man that held me up looked at the scared security guard in the eyes
and said into his mind :Be calm. We are just leaving:

Afterwards, we lurked around outside in the parking lot. The building we had left now had hundreds of people standing around it. I was waiting for
someone to come out of the building but why I was there still I don't recall. An ex of mine was the look-out, standing just around the corner of the building by the door,
so I would not have to get too close to the crowd and possibly caught again. I was still feeling drugged a little.

The next thing I knew, I am sitting on a stage.I am about to be interviewed in front of a large crowd.
I am wearing the same clothes as I had been in the "doctor's" office;
a sleeveless dark red velvet dress. I looked at it wondering if it was stained from what had happened earlier. I looked out into the crowd and there were hundreds of people out there.
The first question I was:
"Can you explain for us what had happened earlier in your own words?"

I sat there and thought about what I was going to say for a minute..all of it true but it was not necessary for all the people to know..
that the scheme had been political. That the 'doctor' hated me and was very jealous of my position in the government and that the plan was to have me "disappear"
in a private hospital for several years.
I thought about asking the interviewer what she thought would happen if the person who loved her most in the world saw SHE was in danger.
What lengths would be gone to to save HER...

What I did say, after a lot of thought was "NO, I really can't."

This one was 2 days ago.

I was sleeping and my room got really dark. I hear my door open, but i was too scared to look. I finally turned around to see what it was and this little girl is standing right next to me. She whispers '' it's okay'', and dissapears. Then the skinless man that i've had in so many dreams come walking next to my bed,stands there, and brushes his rhand across my cheeck and says, '' you're even prettier in person, can't wait to have you home''. With a voice of like no emotion. At that point i was trying to figure out what was going on, so i got up and went trought this door and as i walked in, the walls were grey with writting on it. Idon't remember what it said or anything, i jus kept running into this room full of mirrors. The lights turned on and off, and it did that for a few seconds until at one point everytime they turned on, there would be more and more people behind me, trying to touch me. I start screaming ''LEAVE ME ALONE!'', but they just smile. It's as if they were hungry, i can't describe the feeling. I run and run, and i hear my bestfriend's voice,so i follow it and i find hiim in this empty room. I run towards him with tears running down my face, i was shaking, so scared. He hugs me for the longest time. I looked up to him about to tell him that we need to get out of there, but as i look up.... it wasn't him. It was the ''devil''. It smiles at me and says '' glad to have you home''.
i woke up in shock. i felt weird, like new. I turned on the T.V and the song E.t by katy perry was just on, and as i'm listening to it, i smile with this feeling that that song was ment for me. It was the most weirdest thing ever. I keep getting chills from remembering this, as i was typing this, it was as if a movie was playing inside my head.
Then today i woke up in the middle of the night, and saw what i tought were green eyes, but i just went back to sleep. i felt something watching me, and started having this dream or whatever that this demon thing was watching me sleep..

Call me crazy, whatever cause i know this happened.
Regardless of what anyone tells me, i know it's weird and might sound fake but believe me, it scared me.
This was exactly 1 week before the tsunami.
That whole week i kept having dreams i would drown and i'd always be with my dad or near him, and no one would notice i was drowing but at the end of every dream i would always make it alive.
This is one i can remember, so i was basically laying down on the sand and as the waves came over me i get scared thinking that i was going to drown, i was terrified. Then this peaceful feeling came over me.
And the waves turned into a blanket, and it was kinda hard to breathe cause they were barely touching my face, you know how you get under the covers and it gets hard to breathe? well, that's how it felt. I was with my dog and we were just sleeping, it was weird. I watched the waves go over me but they didn't hurt me.
Then the other dream i remember having was that i was in this huge house that felt like my dad's house, and we were having a party and me and my cousin decided to go swimming. The house was a gorgeous orange with lights around it, very fancy looking. So we're going down the stairs into the pool and we get in. We start playing that came were you pretend you're drowning and you have to save the other person. Well, at one point i actually started drowining but my cousin just tought i was playing so he didn't do anything about it. I literally felt my lungs filling with water, it burned and i coulnd't breathe. I tried fighting back and swimming back up, but i felt tired and started giving up. As i slowly drowned i finally decided to fight back and swim up, and i did. i got out of the pool so weak,and my dad ran towards me helping me breathe.

I know some people may say that ''oh maybe you had soo much going on, or you're just stressed''. I wasn't, i don't get stressed easily. It was one of those dreams that made you think why the fuck did i just dream this, this doens't make sense. I think it was like a connection, because my dreams ended the night before the tsunami hit. I woke up to the radio talking about it as i got ready.

So this was a few weeks after my first one.
So, i remember running trough this byou that's near my house, and i kept hearing screaming. There were red brick around me, and a fence.
I ran towards the fence and looked over it and saw my friend getting raped by this dark figure. All i remember about this man or thing is the bright green eyes it had. After that happened i just watched. Then i hear footsteps behind me and i turn around to see this black thing, it had like horse legs i dont know how to explain but it was hairy and it's face looked like part dragon. Big black eyes and sharp teeth along with a huge smirk on it's face. Well, it smiled at me and said, ''this is all for you daughter''. Then it just laughed, and i woke up.