non-lucid

The title describes everythin' ^^

Hello! Name's Bladey, and welcome to my new, fresh and completely empty dream journal!(at the moment...)

Years ago(At 2009), I had an old account(still exists, it's name is "the-dragon-whisperer" if you're interrested in reading 'bout it) where I posted stuff I dreamt about when I was at the age of 12, plus or minus a year. I carried on and did my biggest mistake of all time=Give up. As of... Let's see... 2 days ago, I drew the decision that I didn't give up, I merely took some time of it(Which seemed to be 4 years). I didn't think of the value of how it is to be in a world where anything can happen! Even I believe that the happiest place mankind can ever be in is their own imagination, which includes dreams in my opinion.

My point is, dreaming is an incredible experience, and your hearts decire can be fullfilled in a temporary timespan. That's why I chose to get back to the Lucid Dreaming community, cus I want to experience events that is either unlikely or impossible to witness in physical life. Hell, even holding your nose but still breathing through it is an experience to die for!

My goals in dreaming life is this=Experience my dreams as they come along. Sure, if I have an incredible event in mind I want to do in my dream world(A.K.A, goals), then of course I'll write it down, and those events will either end up on my signature or as an editable post in this DJ.

As a second note, I haven't had much time to get back into Lucid Dreamin', but my task will be to try and post every day if I dreamed or not, and if so, write down what I did dream about, of course.

Thank you alot for reading and may the journey's through your wicked/naughty/awesome/creative dreams stay with you.

I observe a man setting another man on fire. The man on fire's skin doesn't burn. He sneaks up on the guy that set him on fire and throws a chair at him causing him to get stunned. The dream changes. There are these men in white robes falling into what appears to be an infinitely deep hole. They were singing some sort of hymm as they were falling.

Note: Recalled at 5:45 AM. This dream was short and kinda random but not as random as my earlier dreams imo.

Sleep – 9:20pm
Wake ups – N/A
Finial Wake up – 6:30am
WBTB – 4:40am-4:50am

- I almost had a successful WILD last night without intentionally meaning to. I went to bed earlier than normal at about 9:20pm because I felt really tired. Just as I was at the edge of falling asleep I remembered that I need to tell a friend something tomorrow. I was remembering exactly what I need to tell him when my whole body instantly felt numb. I knew this was my body going to sleep from past experiences. I knew that WILD's before sleep are usually quite poor but I figured I would have a go now since it had already started.

I started doing my usually routine of counting my breaths but it wasn't really working. So I tried something new that I remembered reading on one of the WILD guides. I started to do basic maths problems like 36 x 78. Something that would make me thing about it but not too hard that I can't do in my head. After a few minutes of doing this I started to see some shapes appear and then disappear. I managed to keep myself calm during this which is a huge improvement.

Then a huge screen like that in a cinema faded into my vision. It was quite blurry. Then I started seeing peoples head appear before the screen all looking at the screen. The peoples head gradually got more detailed but it was dark because the only light was from the projector above me. A man stood up and turned around. He had long hair that I think was brown. He was wearing sunglasses but I could tell that he was looking at me. Then everyone started to stand up, turn around and look at me.

I could just tell that I wasn't actually part of this dream because I couldn't move or look around. I was observing the dream from the outside I tried to enter the dream but I couldn't. I tried for what must have been 10 minutes without any luck. It was at this point where I knew I wasn't getting anywhere and gave up. I woke myself up and wrote this down before going to sleep normally.

I attempted another WILD when I woke up naturally at 4:40. I did a 10 minute WBTB. This WILD was completely usefulness. I just lay there for about 30 minutes without anything happening. I gave up and tried to just go to sleep normally

- A lot of people from my year at school were camping in a massive caravan it was big enough to easily house 30 people. Whenever we started to make too much noise a teacher that I knew walked in and would shut “Shut Up!”. We all went outside because it was sunny and quite warm. Some people started to bring round food on trays. One person near me had a tray full of cheeseburgers. I picked one up and ate it. It tasted amazing. A friend of mine started complaining to me that he didn’t get a cheeseburger.

- I was on another planet and was lost. I was looking for my space ship. It was at night and everything looked blue. Out of nowhere an alien space ship flew above me and stop above where I was. Then an alien voice but speaking English came from the ship. It asked me what I was doing out here. I told them I was just looking for my spaceship and I asked them if they could help me. They then complained that it would take a lot of power but agreed. I was then teleported to the inside of my spaceship.

My spaceship was a large sphere and in the middle was the generator. However the generator wasn’t powering anything because its fuel cell was missing. It was pretty dark inside there and I couldn’t see much. I picked up a fuel cell from a nearby shelf and put it into the generators fuel cell slot. That was on top of it. The generator was also sphere and it started to glow blue. It lit up the rest of the ship in a blue glow.

The generator then shot out the fuel cell and powered off again. I got annoyed and went to go pick up the fuel cell. I jammed the fuel cell into its slot in the generator but some sort of force was stopping it. I got really angry at this and started trying to force it into the generator. It then shot the fuel cell with me holding on to it across the room.

- I walked up stairs and into my bedroom. When I opened the door both of my parents were there putting up posters. The posters were advertising everything from games to chairs. I saw a fable 4 poster on my wall near my bed and ripped it down. I then said to my parents “No Fable 3 was a bad game” and then threw the ripped up poster into the bin.

- I was in my living room holding a letter that was addressed to both me and my brother.

30.01.2013

Dangerous Day At School (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I started walking down the hallway. I was in a four-story school with a large yard. I know this place is four stories and has a large yard because I've been here before. When I first moved to Albuquerque, I had dreams in this school with the exact same layout. In both the first two dreams and this dream, I assumed it to be the school I currently attend. I only knew of three floors at the time, however. I was on the third floor, walking forward. I passed by what, in the dream world, used to be my AP Bio classroom until I got switched out and put into AP Calculus AB. I walked down the first flight of stairs and saw a girl from my actual AP Calc class, she smiled at we exchanged greetings. As I reached the bottom of this flight of stairs, I moved forward to go to the next staircase. It was missing. There was a floor in its place.

I have a note "cafeteria area" here in Banhurt's that I wrote when I woke up. I don't remember any cafeteria area. This may be the newly-added floor I was talking about, as I remember a structure that much resembles that of folded cafeteria tables surrounding.

I started freaking out. I'm going to be late to class! I thought. I somehow made it down and was outside the school in a truck-loading area (much like you see behind grocery stores). This was called the "hooker wall," because prostitutes liked to hang here. I saw plenty of prostitutes on the truck platforms, leaning across the doors. They were trying to be seductive. Lots of men were around. This place was crowded and just shot fourth an aura of ghetto. I put my hand in my right pocket, firmly holding my knife (Smith & Wesson SWBG2TS) with my thumb positioned ready to flip the knife out if needed. I'm not sure why it was in my pocket instead of clipped ot my belt like it normally is. Must have been my mind's automatic reaction to trying to conceal it.







Smith & Wesson Border Guard 2TS -- the knife I actually carry (SWBG2TS)

As I looked over my shoulder on the other end of the truckloading lot, I saw a semi-transparent, ghostly Headless Horseman running at me with a fixed blade in his right hand. He was wearing a scarecrow outfit and was not on his horse.






Headless Horseman figure, albeit with a knife instead of a crossbow, and one of the hookers. I know this is from a game I've been playing a TON recently (hence the dreams), but this is what one hooker and the assailant looked like.







The knife held in the hand.

The horseman stabbed at me, and I moved back and right. I thrusted forward and stabbed him right in the stomach, getting very nervous as I wasn't sure he would be hurt enough to not stab me with the knife floating just to my side. Somehow, though, the horseman did not stab me in my side. I turned around and ran into the nearest room, which looked like that of a shaggy old pub on halloween. There were dozens of these horsemen and similar "mob" creatures. I killed off a few, then ran through a doorway where an "air wizard" began to fight them off for me.

This "air wizard" was from Maplestory. I even saw his skill book pop in front of my like a HUD. I said "oh, this must be after the Big Bang update (though in fact, no air wizards are in the game). He proceeded to use skills and kill many mobs.

End memory.

I remember a small fragment of Mckenna at the sound booth of our church, playing on the computers and treating the booth as her room. I remember her saying she had free internet access.

I have no idea if that previous dream had anything to do with the main one, but I thought I'd mention it.

The characters involved in this dream:
My dream dad, who looked nothing like my dad irl. He was in his 30s
My dad's accomplice, who seemed to have ill intentions. He looked like he was about 27
Me, who was not me, but the son of the father in this dream. I was about 14 in this dream
My friend, blond haired, never seen him irl. I am assuming he was about the same age as I.

So dad picks me and my friend up from school, and asks us if we want to go watch him do his job with him. We enjoy the opportunity, and join him. My friend and I get in the back seat of this kind of car. Dad and his friend get in the front, with dad driving. I am not listening too much to the two in front, I am just enjoying the ride. The guy in the passenger seat mutters something about "You may want to take a turn here, there are 17 Microsoft buildings around here." Dad goes across the road, and then zooms off road, just barely avoiding running into some buildings. We end up going airborne a few times as dad races across town for reasons unknown. At one point we end up in a helicopter and fly across town. We end up on the other side of town but crash into a fence at the top of a hill. Down at the bottom of the hill is a small lake, enough to be noticeable. The area looks mostly desert-y, and it appears the place we need to be is on the other side of the lake. Even though we crashed, it didn't seem to damage the helicopter. I say as a sarcastic remark to dad "I think we hit the world border." The reason I said this of course is because we just raced across town for no reason, then carelessly crashed into a fence. I did not know quite what was going on. Dad pilots the helicopter over the lake, and to the other side, then says we need to get out. He turns the helicopter sideways so it'd be easier to get out. First comes dad's friend, then my friend, then me. We get out of the helicopter and land softly in the water below. Dad turns off the helicopter as he jumps out. The helicopter falls into the water as we make a break for it. We end up at the building, and dad and his friend start talking too quietly for me to overhear. The dream ends with me wondering what I'd just been through.

I don't remember a lot about the dreams I had last night, but I remember the essence of them. I stayed home from work last night to study and went to bed a little early, so last night just seemed to be everything I needed it to be for the moment.

I went to bed around 11 pm and fell asleep within an hour (pretty quick for me). I woke up a few times during the night and each time I remembered parts of the dreams I was having.

Most of my dreams were about studying for my test, which is very helpful for today! This has happened in the past, even to the point where I'm reading my notes and they look exactly as they do in real life when I check after waking. When I woke up today I felt refreshed and, while reviewing before class this morning, have found that I know the material much more clearly today

Another dream that I remember is being sent to a building by my instructor for some sort of interview. It wasn't for a job, it was more for practice and information on the career I was heading for. When I got there, there were two middle aged women behind the counter in the Human Resource department (where I was suppose to go). They asked how they could help me and I told them I was sent for an interview by my instructor. This seemed to cheer them up somehow and they were suddenly eager to talk to me. They had worked in the career that I'm studying for and had enjoyed it. They were teaching in the building we were currently in (apparently it was a school). They asked what I liked/disliked about it and I told them the truth (I don't love it but don't hate it). I sometimes get confused if this is the right career choice for me. I told them that I don't really feel that I want to pursue a career in the field I'm currently studying, but that I want to continue my education to pursue a specific career that involves further study. They seemed excited about my choice and fully supported my decision. They gave me the impression that it would be a good choice for me. I was feeling really good and I knew it was about time to go. They started talking about other matters; one of the students kept parking in one of the teacher's parking spaces and it was becoming a problem. I thanked them for the interview and turned to leave.

When I woke up this morning, I looked at my alarm clock and the number was just turning to 1 minute before my alarm would go off. I smiled. My dreams seemed to give me everything I needed to help me with the day and then I awake just before my alarm goes off feeling rested and happy. I feel prepared for my test and I feel a little better about the career I'm studying for.

It was a good night

Had major shift in sleeping schedule for this day due to some stuff happening IWL, didn't even had time to write DJ entry earlier on(i woke up like 12 hours ago), but still managed to keep it in memory, mostly fragments though.

Dream 1:

I was playing some sort of military RTS, it had pretty realistic graphics. There was moment where i had to direct column of tanks and some other vehicles through net of roads and tunnels while trying to get in least amount of battles(it was probably some sort of transport column).

Dream 2:

I was some sort of robot/mecha/cyborg. I was in some squad and we were assaulting the base of some other type of robots. We killed the commander but enemies kept respawning since our mission was to destroy some sort of antennae thingies and there was only one left. We had to retreat.

Dream 3:

I was playing some custom map in Warcraft 3. It was some sort of defense map, it was maze-like and i think it was multiplayer. I was controlling some sort of demonesse and there were random enemies that were spawning from magic circles all over the map. I got defense set up on one of the corners of the map, near magic circle. Demonesse had ability to summon some sort of white wolves, place trees and ability to control mind on single enemy unit which required 10 seconds of concentration. I have made the mini-maze of trees for enemy units and had some unit with ranged attack captured with mind control ability which was attacking enemies in the mini-maze from the distance, also wolves were guarding the exit from mini-maze. Demonesse had some more abilities, but they were locked and the dream ended before that.

I had many dreams but I only remember the last one, me and two other anonymous people were on a road trip and we stopped by a fast food station. The overall theme of the restaurant was mostly white with like blue and brown cushions on the seats. Usually my dreams have extremely weird architecture so this dream was rare because it was a normal set up. We sat in one booth and we all left temporarily at the same time, probably to a bathroom? the dream was really fuzzy at this point. At that point I realize I left my wallet on the table. I feel like someone is stealing my money because we are in a fast food restaurant. I go back to the table and theres three guys with one guy "exchanging money" and theres less money but he says he was just trading my 20 for his change. In the dream somehow this is something thats technically ok to do for some reason. I start getting angry and ask for my wallet back, they throw it at me and I catch it but my hand hits a guy behind me. The guy behind me starts saying like wtf why did you do that, i said its cause these three retards threw it and I would have beat them up or called the police or something but that's when my dream ended.

there was like an elevator and people would point guns at us when the doors would upon and we would have to burst out and run into like the enemies base and see how much damage we could cause or how far we could get. it always started in really nice hotels and there was beer in the hotel and iran by and drank it sometimes. then once i ran to the beach wer cut girls and 2 black guys were chiling it i thought i was cool in my black skin and sweats running into the water

I only remember a few dream fragments. I think I woke up in the middle of the night and thought about writing down my dreams right away, but I was too lazy, so … oops.

1. In one dream, I’m watching some kind of game show, and all the contestants are little kids. I can’t really remember anything else about this one.

2. I’m staying in some large house, and some of my high school friends are there. I decide to go for a walk with one of my friends––Alison––but I need to find my rain boots first. I seem to have brought an enormous pile of shoes with me, and I have to search through them before I finally find the right boots. Then I go outside with Alison. It’s very gross and barren looking outside. The ground is muddy and covered with ice/snow in some places. There are only a few trees here and there, and they’re all completely bare. When Alison and I return to the house, I see that all of our other friends are reading the books I brought with me. I notice that Catherine is almost done with the book she’s reading even though we were only gone for like ten minutes (which is funny, because she does read extremely quickly in real life).

3. I go to this food store place with some friends. We’re all planning on buying pretzels. There are these pretzel sticks and they all cost like 25¢ or something. So I grab a handful of pretzel sticks. And then there’s this tray with change all over it, and I grab a few coins. I wonder if I’m stealing the money or whether I’m allowed to do this … but I do it anyway.

I go up to the counter and put my pretzel sticks down. The cashier tells me that it will cost me $3.99. This surprises me since I thought it would be cheaper, but I don’t question it. I look in my wallet and I seem to only have quarters, so I start to pay the guy in quarters. It’s taking forever and I’m holding up the line, and the cashier is getting impatient with me and telling me to hurry up. Finally I find a $5 bill and put it down on the counter. But when I look up, I see that the original cashier is gone and now there’s this random girl where he was standing. And she’s like, “He got so impatient that he left” or something. So I’m like, “… Sorry,” and I buy the pretzels.

I go outside and sit down on the sidewalk with my friends. I believe Sarah Jayne, Cara, Megan, and Luna are there. We all start to eat our food. Sarah Jayne has these big vitamin things that she offers to everyone but we’re all like, “No.”

Somehow, we all end up sitting in this random tunnel. Megan is rolling around on the ground for some reason, and then Luna is asking her questions about her life and Megan has to answer them. I think Sarah Jayne is also asking some questions. And … I’m just sitting there. And that’s all I remember!

-Had the feeling the dream gave me false memories.
-Went upstairs (In a house I do not recognize)
-Went through the bathroom door, just a regular shower.
-I was at a Husky gas station with Alex and someone else. (Nathan?)
-Was back in the house. Saw Colleen from Husky. She told me the bathroom wasn't on the right transport mode and when I went through the door, the wrong portal was active. I was to take my laptop outside the door and hold "backspace". I did, and a green (yellow?) light turned on.
-Going back down the stairs, saw through the walls, and saw Alex. He was singing the anthem, and in the middle, made a hilarious face and mouthed the word "Father" like an inside joke. (This was the false memory)
-(Thought of Collin's classical guitar, thinking it was Nathan's) Trying to play it, it's horrible. Alex then said that was funny I mentioned it, because an old guitar teacher walked in, took one look at the guitar, and said "Huh. No kidding!"
-I couldn't stop laughing about it.

-Woke up here.

Tagline for a Metier

I was standing at medium sized red pick-up truck. It sat up high with a lift kit, it had roll bars, and the engine was in the bed. I read on some part of the engine where the owner had affixed some kind of sticker or embossed right on the engine block this tagline: "Unfortunately, nothing NO2 occurs before a gas line."

I had a hard time reading it, but when I did, it was in plain English.

A Colorful Death

Some guy was seemingly just going about a typical day, but something happened. I don't really remember the circumstances. What I do remember is that it was like the Nightmare on Elm Street III in 3D. The guy was dreaming, he died in his dream, and so he died in real life.

He died in his dream, which may have been more symbolic--that is, it may have simply been that he died in his dream story, but as I watched him in his own dream, I never saw him die.

After I watched him in his dream sequence, my view turned to his actual bed. It was pristine white and didn't have any covers. There may have been a top white sheet pushed towards the foot of the bed. Then a head appeared and rolled just a bit. His dream death equated to a decapitation in real life, but without a body.

The white bed was like a canvas, and a rainbow of color appeared on the bed. It was a rather striking contrast to the head.

29.01.2013

Pet tiger (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I had a pet tiger that slept in bed with us.



The tiger was able to reply to math questions. He would roar or play dead to reply the questions.

While I was petting the tiger, I talked with my wife about dreams.

28.01.2013

Weird School (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was in my wife's medical class. She was not there and I wondered where she was at, since she could not miss class.

The teacher was sitting on the back on the class and all the students were giving their backs to the teacher. I found that to be very weird.

The class looked like when I went to highschool and I had some friends by that time as well.

There were a couple of screens with a guy juggling popcorn moving their feet very fast.

28.01.2013

Bar in Earth 5D (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I went with some friends to some sort of bar. This bar was not street level, but it was on a third floor. This place was like ascended. It appeared to be a bar from Earth 5Ds. Money did not existed and the music was very spiritual.

Someone met with a girl that was giving him tips to stay in the ascended plane rather than going back to mundane Earth 3Ds