non-lucid

The dreams starts off with a bunch of people there. I don't recognize most of them, but there's one guy who is one of my friends who is on my racing team, and then a girl. The only other people besides these two that I know are the members of the Scooby Doo gang who are, of course, racing in their Mystery Machine. I was very excited because somehow my friends and I had managed to befriend a dragon to be our racing machine. Somebody starts the race and we begin racing across various parts of the world, including a long, low wooden bridge built over very murky water, and a large area of forest.

Most of the dream consists of just as racing. My group was in first place until we got back to the bridge area, which was the last stretch. Somehow our dragon had hurt its wing and we ended up crashing into the water. I saw my dragon race away back to where it came from under the water and I waved goodbye to it before I sunk to the bottom of the liquid. It was strange what I saw. Lined up along the edge right before the area ended were what looked like seriously freaky garden gnomes all the way across. As soon as I touched the bottom, one came at me and grabbed me, saying something about how because I had come to some Otherworld, my soul would have to be taken from my body. I grabbed a Skeleton that was at the bottom of the water and managed to trick the Gnome into thinking that the soul of this already deceased person was much better than mine, and I swam away back to the surface. I woke up just as I began to climb back onto the dock and I saw that our team had still won first place.

28.01.2011

Yearly Clown Trap (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm watching the movie "It". The scene changes and I'm a kid in a store with my mom and sister. The evil clown from "It' is trying to trick kids so he can eat them. The doors close and lock and the evil clown says he has trapped us because we don't love our families. We try reasoning with him but he won't listen when we realize it's hopeless we all start crying because weare going to loose each other. The clown says we do love each other and we are free. The store turns into a dark blue room with tables of stuf fon them. He says we can have anything we want. I realize this happened last year and the year before that. I get a lot of textbooks, the first book in a series and a chest. I find my friend and he has the second book and we agree to trade once I finish reading the first book. I go down the hall because my mom and sister are waiting outside for me. I stop to get a yearbook like I did last year. I wake up once I get in line.

Side Notes:
-The reason I realized this happened before is ebcause it was a recuriing dream that I have every year. The last time I had it I woke up right after I got the yearbook.
-I have a lot of recurring dreams which I'm trying to figure out the menaing of. I think this ties in with my fear of the clown from the movie "It".

★☆☆☆☆

SOLO SENTENCE ESPRESSO

01/28/11

I'm not wearing my contact lenses, or my glasses, but the world is in focus at the centre of my vision, and blurry at the edges.

Fish-Eye Lenses. Scare Factor: 1.

28th of january 2011

My recall from my very first lucid dream is kinda lousy from this experince but i wanna share it because it was wicked in the details i got!
My First lucid dream!
The dream starts with me going to bed and falling to asleep. In my dream i dream.. the dream inside the dream is me dreaming.. At this final dream i remember me sitting infront of this very beautifull girl with long brown straight hair and she got a smile on her face. I asked her ''Am i dreaming?'' - She smiled at me and ''Yes''..

What happens after that is me thinking ''This is a lucid dream?'' and everything went black - I remember notthing from after that event
Note:
But hey! Its a start! A little odd thing is: I usually wake up during the night like 3-5 times.. This night with my very first LD and i didnt wake up during the night! Never slept that well in years!

As well I have been a heavy Marijuana smoker for the past 13 years and have stopped about 3 weeks ago. In the first couple of weeks I increased the amount of alcohol that I have been drinking as most people do when giving up. Whilst drinking more i was still not recalling my dreams but was waking suddenly through the night with no apparent reason. I have recently taken the alcohol out of the equation and for the first few nights I found it hard to fall asleep and when I did it was very light restless sleep. I have now entered into a very dark stage with the most scary nightmares in which I feel trapped and helpless! So much so that it has prompted me to find this site and look into it in more detail.



The first dream that I dealt with was in regard to an issue I had with some neighbours a few months ago. They had a party with a group of teenagers who started banging on my windows and doors. As I came out to tell them to keep it down I was attacked and when retreating back inside they then turned their attention on my house throwing plant pots at my windows and tearing pieces from my neighbours fence to try and break in to my house. This obviously left me feeling vulnerable and threatened. Since this incident I have had various visits asking me to borrow my car, telling me to sort them out drugs and more objects being thrown at my windows and doors.

In the dream I had one of them (about 14/15 years old) come into my hose demanding musical equipment from me, I had no control over the situation and could do nothing but tell him that he wasn't going to have my equipment. There were friends of mine there who were doing nothing about it. They didn’t seem to be too bothered or threatened but I was feeling scared and threatened by the intruder. I wanted to grab him and throw him out of my house as I was twice his size and age but for some reason could do nothing but tell him he couldn’t have my things. I then woke with all of the details vivid in my head.



2 nights ago I was dreaming that a friend of mine who runs my local pub and is also giving up alcohol was sexually harassing my 4 year old son. My sons mother (we are separated) was absolutely fine with this and could not understand my upset, anger or concern. I was trapped with her taking sides with this friend who was sleazing over my son. I spent the whole dream trying to separate my son from this harassment and take him somewhere safe. There was no explicit contact between my friend and my son but the intent was there. This is all I can recall about this dream but it seemed to go on for a long time I was hugely disturbed upon waking.



The dream That I had last night was probably the scariest I have ever had. It is a bit blurry but I can remember some details clearly. I was again with friends (don’t know which ones) and they were forcing me to watch a scary film which we were a part of. It didn’t feel like watching a film, to me we were in the film and it was real. There was an evil figure like Freddie Kruger’s bigger scarier brother crossed with Satan. I was trying to leave but my friends who were also scared were forcing me to stay and "watch the film". We were all hugging each other trying to escape the Dark figure, not being chased or attacked but his presence terrified me and we just had to sit and watch. I eventually woke up from this hellish place and when I returned to my dreams I was part of a cult who's objectives I cannot remember but again full of darkness. I remember a themed party which seemed familiar in a jail or concentration camp of some sort. Again there was the constant theme of fear and intimidation. I was highly recognised within this cult and was helping them achieve their dark (but unknown) plan. Again When I woke up I had awful thoughts and memories of a bad night sleep.



Sorry if all of this is so vague but I have come into work today and am not feeling myself. Admitadly I do feel a bit better after writing all of these details but still a bit worried as to what it all could relate to. I can obviously see the first dreams relivance to not feeling as secure in my house after the incidence with my neighbours but the rest as all a mistery.

Ay comments or advice would be much appreciated.

I was in a huge gymnasium with a bunch of other girls. Apparently I was on a dance team. The team was split into two groups. One was practicing on the floor. The other, which I was in, was standing against the wall. Practice ended and there were refreshments set up on a buffet table. I saw my friend Devin walking towards me. At the side, my boyfriend Chris was running towards me. He came up to me and put his arm around me. Devin walked up to us. I introduced them. Devin laughed and said something about him liking me (this part is true in real life).

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID FALSE AWAKENING

22:30

Lost love found and lost again
On some inner patio, interacting with some lady in her 40s. We are both heading for a toilet, which has just been cleaned and she passes in front of me saying she must absolutely use it before anyone else. I guess she is a germ freak. Then two persons who seem to be her husband and son, come through a side gate telling her it’s time to go. They seem worried and in a hurry. Either they’re in trouble or something bad is going to happen and they know about it. Anyhow, I look at the boys eyes and we instantly recognize each other as lost lovers from a past life. We hug, kiss and cry. I tell him he doesn’t need to go and can stay with me but deep down I know it won’t happen. His parents are impatient to leave and he follows them.

3:00

Kidnapped by terrorists inside a movie
Watching a futuristic movie with Jeff Bridges as some detective who chases a supposed group of terrorists. They are solitary and he catches them one by one after locating them. But this time they all came together for a common action. I am then inside the movie, walking around a more deserted area of this futuristic city. I am passing in front of some closed warehouse when these guys come out from trees and rooftops and what have you, like ninjas, and they sequester all the people they see on the street, me included. First I thought about fighting back, but I have 3 or 4 of them pointing guns to my head, so I get down on the floor as they ask. Then they line us all and ask us to walk in line to inside the warehouse. As I walk looking down to the ground, I start seeing beautiful stones all around and get down to grab them. By now my mind has decided I don’t like the kidnappers dream, so they just disappear. Now all the kidnapped people are girls that are interested on the stones I’m finding and also looking for stones themselves. I find an amazing quartz, naturally shaped in a lotus flower shape, with a rose colored core. As I am focused on its beauty, the scenario around me changes and now I’m at some gallery of art and archeology. I see amazing little sculptures from ancient civilizations among beautiful modern paintings on the walls. I see some people I know on some conference hall doing some workshop. They invite me to join in, but it looks weird, with all of them dressing the same outfit. I say no, I am becoming lucid and floating around. I think I’d better do my Psycho ToTY.

Failed Psycho ToTY
I look around for mirrors or doors. What I see is an ancient coffin on a crypt and somehow I think it is a good idea to use it, so I get inside it, it moves down (sunks on the floor) like an elevator and once it stops, I open the lid again and I’m inside a cathedral. Humm... I got out from this coffin right from a tomb on the side of the central area where some people are praying. They look surprised but not scared. I get out of the cathedral and I see a big Germanic castle on my right side, up some really high hill. I have the feeling I’m in Bavaria. But why?
I walk down this street from the church to center village, wondering how I am going to do the Psycho task around here. Then I see two bad looking guys, one with a gun and the other with a wooden club, getting down from a bike and heading to a little adorable Inn by the road. People are running from them. They are up to no good and although it ain’t Psycho script, I decide to interfere anyway. I stop them even before they enter the place. I fight with the guy with the club and steal it from him. But the other guy had a gun and once I was separated from his friend, he started shooting at me, so I had to take cover. They entered the place and made a girl hostage. Then I gather a team of two other people to help me. We are discussing strategy on the back door of the Inn, when they open it from the inside to take something out and then my memory is fuzzy on what happened, but I remember fights and one of the bad guys full of splinters in his back (from the club, probably?), so I guess we kicked their asses.

5:00

Chivalry on the race track
Some kind of parallel universe where I also know Marco Polo and we have a similar life story from my RL. I am passing by some foreign city and find out he is on a conference that is taking place there. It is my last day here and I decide to go say hi before leaving. I’m with two friends who know our story and they tell me I should make myself noticed, but not take the initiative to say hi. I agree. They also think I should go scandalous and topless, but they must be kidding, right? I agree not to polish my look to a more high-end professional look to impress him and fit the surroundings, so I go with my relaxed ponytail look to provoke him, but not half-naked! I enter the conference room precisely when he is on stage making a presentation. I walk down the aisle to find a sit and he sure notices me. He chokes and interrupts his presentation, visibly disturbed by my arrival. Cool. In the coffee break I go meet my friends outside but we make sure we’re on a visibly place where he will see me. He does, 2 or 3 times, but he pretends he doesn’t. I also pretend I don’t see him, although much more convincingly. Then at some point I bump into him at the coffee table and he looks and says “Oh, hi!”, “Hi, how are you?”, “Fine, why didn’t you say you were in the town? We could have meet.” I was thinking “Really?” but he was already in the move and disappearing to the conference room again, just making a bye bye sign. Disappointed I tell my friends we can go now. They have tickets for something I don’t even know what, but it’s our last stop before going back home. As we go up the street, I switch views to Marco’s perspective. After he turned his back on me he was immediately regretting and went after me. Outside he could only see me disappearing at distance and run after. He followed me until this other place, which looked like a race track. He had to buy a ticket to enter, which he did. His ticket was prized and they inform him at the ticket counter he was the lucky winner of the jackpot and just won 1.777.000 EUR or US$. But he is not really concerned about that right now he is wondering how to find me in the middle of all the crowd. Then they tell him that as the winner, he is invited to be on stage to officially receive his award during the break of the race. Then he gets interested! This way he can be seen by every person on the precinct. He plans to call for me and declare his feelings for me on that stage. It’s perfect! Then they ask him to fill in some paper and give them his account data so he can receive the money and while he does it, some bad looking guy appears at the desk and asks to locate such and such person (he says my name). He is surprised – “Oh, I could have just asked?”. They tell him I am sitting on the seat 32. But Marco feels bad vibes and knows this guy is up to no good, so he rushes everything to go inside and save me.

8:00

Two nights ago, I had a weird unsatisfying set of dream fragments. If I had only recalled one of them, I would have thought they were part of a longer dream, and I would have been wrong.

I was sitting at table with my Mom in a diner. She looked pale and she was arguing with me about salt and pepper shakers. She was much meaner than in real life but I was blowing it off without the slightest care. She said I was rude to the waiter, but he expressed that he took no offense.

There was a TV on in the restaurant. I looked up at it and it was a show on 20's dance moves. I was instantly transported to the dance. I could still hear the narrator explaining which dance moves from the 20's could be applied to modern dance styles. I walked around on the dance floor. There were lots of colorful lights and well dressed people. Still it seemed slightly uninteresting...

Suddenly I was laying down next to my girlfriend in a cool house on a hardwood floor. On her right side is Snooki. Snooki asked me to guess what month her birthday was? I said "September." She said, "It's September 2nd!" I said, "So I was right?" She said "Yes!" I said snidely "No wonder I'm so popular." (I checked, her real birthday is November 23rd.)

Suddenly, I'm inside of an apartment that is warmly colored and seems familiar. I'm using a PC to check out my girlfriends Facebook. I wanted to upload a photo to it. On her page is only a colorful montage of unknown women. Several dozen in various outfits forming a horizontal diamond shape. All of them are facing away so that I can only see the backs of their heads.

One of the pictures is of someones heavy set mother on a lounge chair in a bright red Moo Moo. I remember her from an earlier dream and feel surprised to find her on my GF's Facebook.

I'm 100% certain this was all one dream with no time between the three completely different locations. I also clearly remember being aware of the prior dreams and amused by the thought of dance moves from the 20's making a come back.

I don't even remember how this dream started. It was very rainy outside and I was almost naked and riding a rollerblades. I arrived at school and some of my friends asked me If I could sign in his friend. He said that her name was Ena Ma(Something). I knew her. Suddenly I find myself at some place full of people and I was still in rollerblades and almost naked. I was talking to some girl and soon after I left. Then I found myself chatting with someone on MSN. It was some girl and she asked me whether I signed in Ena to school. I said that I had some problems so I couldn't but promised to do it tomorrow. Suddenly I am under the house of that girl who I was chatting on msn. She had a 3 cars standing there and when I looked at them through binoculars they turned into letters saying that I shouldn't forget to sign Ena.
I was still on rollerblades so I started driving down some hill. I started to go very fast, on the way down I met my brother and his wife but I couldn't stop. When I got to the flat ground I couldn't stop there either. I was braking but I couldn't stop. I stopped after 700-800 meters of breaking. Suddenly I find myself in my school and saw a friend there waiting for something. I asked him what is he waiting for he said that he is waiting for results of English test he done recently. Scene change again. I'm now in some building following some class. They were going by stairs to top floor. After they arrived at top they entered some room after that I entered it too and saw some girl and started apologizing to her for something. Then some woman arrived and told me to go away.

27.01.2011

A zombie turns me into Sailor Moon (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was lazy to write down all dreams, and from now, I am going to hesitate to post all my dreams recalled (specially fragments, work dreams, etc) and make my readers bored. I will only post dreams that are at least, decent.

I was with my wife in front of a house. The house did not look creepy at all, in fact, the garden of the house was very well up kept and the neighborhood looked high end. It was day and warm. I needed to enter the house and for some reason, kill some zombies (I do not play videogame nor watch zombie movies. My wife's Magic The Gathering favorite deck is a black Zombie deck. But she uses the zombies, so "they" are not against her. I was somehow excited and I was not afraid. As on most of my dreams, I was semi-lucid, but I did not care too much about it.

When we entered the house, we saw a big living room. I observed some steps on the side going to the second floor and some odd furniture in front of me. We walked to the middle of the room and we saw no zombies. I did not have a weapon and I was wondering how I was going to deal with my zombies. Suddenly, I hear the laughing of a kid. I told my wife, "The zombie kid has a chainsaw! We need to grab it." My wife walked around the stairs and the kid started to chase her, I was on the other side of the stairs. I pushed the kid and stole from him his chainsaw. I butchered his head. I want to point out these zombies were all gray and I saw little to no blood.

After the living room, we went to a few bedrooms. The furniture looked old school but nothing was creepy nor bloody. Suddenly, a zombie came out of a closet and jumped on my back, but my wife was able to kill it before it got to a bigger issue. We navigated through a few rooms. All the zombies were human shaped, no animals or abnormal monsters.

We got to the kitchen. Several cabinets were open and I was suspicious that we were going to suffer a ambush. My wife felt hungry and wanted to cook something. I told her she needed to watch out, for possible smaller zombies lurking inside the cabinets or something. I saw a cabinet that was full of stuff. I grabbed the chainsaw and placed it inside the cabinet, then turned it on. All I saw was a lot of pieces of white papers flying around. I felt that in the oven, a zombie could be hidden, so I turned it on, maximum heat. I relaxed as I did not see more thread. Suddenly, a zombie appeared from nowhere and jumped on me. The zombie looked like this (one of my Wife's zombie cards for her deck):







The face on the zombie, was extremely close as this one, however, he wore no cape and his whole head looked the same. The zombie was on me, however, I was not afraid. I grabbed a huge knife and started hitting his head, but the zombie did not seem to care. The zombie bit me on the neck, vampire style. I started to levitate, away from the house. My wife told me that I was going to turn into something weird or a zombie and I could never leave the house. I started to fly away but a odd barrier did not allow me to. A witch appeared from nowhere and told me I was cursed. She tuned me into Sailor Moon!! (LOL):







It has been ages I do not watch her. So I was surprise this turned around this way. On the own dream, I wondered why I was dreaming about this. As most of my dreams are semi-lucid, I only count as lucid my dreams with full lucidity. My wife liked me more as I am (for obvious reasons) so she though that killing the zombie who attacked me, would turn me back to my own self.

We entered the building again. I was not waking anymore, but levitating. My dream body was Sailor Moon's. I wanted to be ready for more zombies, but I realized that as I was bitten, they would not attack me now. I needed to go to the restroom, I saw that I was in front of the female's restroom, however, I entered it as I was in a female's body. I wondered if I would be able to wipe myself properly afterward, as I am used to the male body I had. When I got to the toilet, I woke up.

Provoked

I was with my family eating at a restaurant. This black family, who were sitting at another table, threatened me. I hit one of the family members three times across the face to defend myself. My dad then got angry at me. I got angry at him back because I had to do this to defend myself. I then started to fight with the husband of the black family. The owner of the restaurant then came and kicked me out. I then waited until my family came out. My mom came out first. She was different than my real mom and had blond hair and was young. I got angry at her and cursed at her a lot for not defending me. She said to talk to my dad about it. When my dad came out I cursed at him and threatened to fight him.

27.01.2011

3 Dreams (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

1. I was at my school, but the layout was completely different. There was a really large staircase that I had trouble going up. Anyway, I walked up the stairs to my Chemistry class, and I sat on the left side of the room. My lab group sat around me. Apparently, I missed school the day before, so I had to get a packet from my teacher. The packet was over 50 pages long and weighed 50 pounds. Two other people went up to get a quiz. When I put the packet down on my desk, my teacher told us all to go on Youtube. We watched a video, but it was a video I already saw.
Somehow, we were back at my house. My teacher pretended to make up a joke, but I heard it on Youtube before. I told him I won't tell anyone that I know he did not make it up.

2. I was on a nature trail with my two younger cousins, TJ and Lauren. The path split up at one point, so we decided to go straight. There was a lot of water in the area, and it almost resembled a swamp. We saw a peacock, but it went into the water. I tried to take a picture of it, but it was too far away. We also saw a swan in this area, but I could reach it.
We decided to go take the other path, and my Aunt Lexi appeared. A snake tried to bite our feet as we walked further, and I saw a toucan. I got really close to it, and its mouth unhinged like a snake. I got a picture of it, but it started to attack me.

3. My family was watching the football game at my house. My cousin Kyle was playing on the playstation (the television they were watching football on), and I was on the computer. My dad yelled at me for not hanging out with my cousin, but I told him that he always plays games, so I wasn't going to do anything with him. I decided to go upstairs in anger.
I saw a blonde woman sitting on my living room couch with a hair chart. She could not seem to find what she wanted. I gave her a strand of some dream cousin's hair, and I got emotional. She looked at me confused, and I said a guy raped me. She looked at the hair, and said we have to save my rapist from his father. I think his father was going to rape him, so we ran upstairs to help. I battled the father like in Pacman World 3.

This is a dream I had on 12/2/2010. I set this up because my best friend is Oneironaut... and he loves this site and says it is awesome, and since he is awesome, it must be true what he said about this site..

note: I have not proofread this. I simply copied and pasted from a notepad file of a dream I saved.

I had to climb up a tall wall in a dark medieval looking lair and there were also two other medieval looking guys who were my allies but they weren't going to climb the wall. I put a battle axe on my back, which was hard not to cut myself, one guy decided to climb the wall with me at this point. The wall had a wire mesh over it which seemed impossible to climb with the axe (which I would need on my way up the wall and once I arrived at the top). I attempted to scour the wall, no luck. I hopped down and scanned for an alternate route up, realizing that maybe the wall wasn't a wall, but was instead a maze not unlike a play gym at McDonald's (but medieval with rebarb crisscrossing in pattern). The dream was very videogame-ish. Inside of the wall I was not afraid and now, though they were brave, the two in front of me were a little concerned and gave off the impressions they would put themselves in harms way eventually. Later, upon reaching the top, there was a banshee beast that we were to battle. It was inside of a large room much like the Haunted Mansion at Disney, but also like the Tower of Terror, and a museum rolled into one. The banshee blinded me immediately and luckily was distracted by the other two (who were strangely not blinded). Suddenly in the midst of their battle the banshee left the room which not once gave us the impression that the battle was done. As we continued forward into the next large room I did the only smart thing I could think of, hide. I connected the idea that I was blinded by making eye contact with the banshee and my vision had soon returned. I hid under a table as the other two (who had no problem with being blinded before) stood in the middle of the room waiting. The banshee returned, and with her came zombie looking minions (moving very slow.. zombie like). The banshee perched directly across the room from me and in front of a large painting and started to scream as a countless number of bats escaped from her mouth. This was now most definitely similar to a video game (Metal Gear Solid Sons of Liberty - first boss fight). As I ran toward the banshee to strike my first blow with the battle axe I roared to the other two (who were much closer) to attack, and they did. With the banshee under attack I moved over to the zombie types and began piercing them with the dagger side of the axe... then suddenly the zombies became that of a real-life role play, or movie, and I did not axe them, but instead put the tip to their chest as if to say "bang, your dead"................... Dream Morphs into something that I instantly realized I was dreaming. In front of a crowd of people as I did so, ran and jumped off of a huge cliff into a reverse swan dive off of a waterfall doing back flip upon back flip (with swan dive form) into the water and did 25 (yes exactly 25) back flips deeper and deeper into the abyss of water (which everyone above exclaimed impossible as I did so, to which I laughed because I knew it impossible and a dream). I came out of the water at the far end of a large pool (with the waterfall still across at the other side) where a friend was waiting to greet me at a dock ledge and we talked for a while....then something else took place to which I do not recall... Fade Out..

I was at a TSO concert in a large room with no seats. I was sitting on a stair case with a few other people. There was barely anyone there. Their music sounded strange, I have heard it before, but not in real life. Maybe I have heard it before in another dream.

There was a man staring at me. He was creepy acting, but good looking. He had short black hair and looked to be a little older than me. He was probably around 19. His eyes were a little red in the corners.

He kept staring, so I eventually just decided to leave. My friends followed. We thought about chilling out at a book store or something.

We were in a fancy city. In the middle I remember clearly a fountain. I sensed someone else and looked behind me. He was there, staring again. He started walking towards me.

"What are you staring at?" One of my friends asked. I tried not to look suspicious.

"That man, behind us, he is staring like a stalker," I whispered back. They looked behind.

"There is no one there," they claimed. They exchanged worried looks within their group.

That man kept approaching, so I decided to try and walk away. But he continued to follow.

So I ran. And he freaking teleported.

"What are you running from??" My friends continuously asked. They couldn't see him.

There was no escape from this man. I would have to talk to him. I finally let him approach me.

I was in the middle of the city, next to the fountain. To the left of us was a large mirror for decoration.

As he approached I noticed something very strange:

If I looked at him, I could not see his reflection in the mirror in my peripheral vision.

If I looked at the mirror, I could not see him in my peripheral vision.

It was an either-or, but he could not exist in both "realities" at the same time. This was very frightening to me. Looking back on it, I hadn't realized it then, but it reminds me of how, according to myth, vampires do not have reflection. And, according to culture, you usually see a ghost in the mirror but when you turn around they are no longer there. He was doing both.

He talked to me (my friends more worried than ever that I was losing it), and absolutely insisted that I come to his "realm". He told me that he was similar to a vampire/demon. As he said the word realm I felt a shiver of cold and being trapped. I refused to go.

11.11.2010

alekos, petraki, paros (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

- I am at Paros (famous holiday greek island) and i speak with A. on the phone. He was somewhere nearby and i try to find him. I see him and reach the tabble he sits in. There are some other guys and a girl. There is a free chair. I go there and pretend to be a junkie and ask for money in a funny way. One of the guys sees me and waves at me like "No, i ve got no money". I insist because A. hasn't seen me yet. He sees me and says "Here, you prick, take 1 euro!". We laugh. I sit next to one of the guys and ask them where do they know A. from. They say they are common friend with the girl (who is a fb "friend" of mine, i don't really know). They also told me that she sucks...