non-lucid

In my first dream i was in the capital of my province, Cordoba. I was looking at a guy in the street (huge streets), he had long and white or yellowish hair, with a box selling watches and other things. I got excited because i could do this and live there. I just had to try for a month or two to see if its rentable, before the classes begin. I went outside the house (it was a messy scenario. It was like a huge saloon which was the street, but i was also a house, like the house i was living in Cordoba) and i saw people going out the house to the streets, to breathe some air, like going out of a party before dawn. Also there were a lot of pigs in the street. There were like 20 hairy pigs outside. They werent fat, like 20kgs, so they were running around joyful. I scratched one of them and he seemed happy. I went to talk with a cousin and he asked me if i could take a bag he had with leek inside, and i said sure and i took it. Then i talked with other people and forgot about the bag. But when those people handed me a bag with scallion, so i recalled the bag of leek. And i went to talk with my cousin again to ask for the bag of leek again. It was something weird but i didn't question myself about that. So he handed me the bag again, he laughed falsely and he slapped me in the cheek. I was like WTF!, hit me again and you will regret it. He didn't, lucky for him. I went inside the house (it was the house of my grandfather in street O Higgins) and there was a family taking a picture. So i moved quickly to the kitchen, to my right, and left the bags there. That family was of a friend, which went with me in the University in Cordoba in 2012. She said that it was her birthday. I soon grabbed a video recorder and started playing a song of the Doors as if it were the guitar, out of nothing, and at the same time i was dancing and maybe singing, without caring what people would say. I thought about what day was it. I knew that it was the birthday of my grandmother, Nonina, the 2nd of November but i wasnt sure what day her birthday was if the 2 or the 3rd. We were like four minutes away from the 3rd (even though that outside it was almost dawn). So i asked her, is today your birthday? Everyone heard me. She replied something like "i don't want with you or that you live here" (at that time i was in Rio IV, but before that i was considering selling watches on the street to see if i could live in Cordoba). And i ask "But is it the second or the third?" And a guy that was by her side "Listen, she told you she doesn't want you to live here" (i was like angry with this guy, he speaking for her, who the f#@# was him, if he told me something else i would have punch him). The answers were irrational but anyways i said "Ahhh" "Now i get it" (I don't like to express myself like that, so i said something logic after that) "You are envious". Of course it was the only thing that justified her behaviour. She wasn't jealous, and she was angry, so she had envy. I don't know to what but i could know for sure that that was the mental state she had. I let her be. I play the guitar again another song of the doors and i do some short filmings. Then i tell my uncle that he would have to erase some recordings after i talked with Vicky, because the videorecorder was his and of his wife.

I was looking at the street, going somewhere, just getting out of that place i think, when i suddenly see a young girl and a boy naked. It was early in the dream, the sun had not risen up so they were coming from a party or something like that. Some guys were transiting the streets, one in bicicle and the other in quad and they both went slower to look, while the one in quad stopped to say something and then went on. These naked people went inside a passageway and they had clothes in there with which they got dressed. They dressed up and i could notice they were in an act before, about something colonial. They lived in that place so they went inside the passageway and got inside the house. There was their family waiting. I just followed from behind and stood low to avoid getting caught, but i was just interested and i was like in a adventurers mission, it was funny. There was a gate like 10 to 20 meters beyond the beginning of the passage, a dry yard after that and then the house with its open doors. The family already had dinner and now it was time for dessert. This couple has brought a cake, like a birthday cake. But the old man of the family questioned something about not being cooked. So he told this guy to go and cook it. The stove was outside, so i had to get out of there, i had already passed the gate!, i would have to pass it again to get away. They were talking about something relative about fire: if he cooked quicker than his brother the fire should be more intense, if he cooked slower the fire should be diminished. He was still learning that, but that logic seemed to be hard to think of in the dream and i couldn't think about that since i had to scape, and if they saw me run a lot. I passed the gate and he didnt see me, then i saw he passed too because he was on the other side. I went out the street and i went in the middle of the street. I think they, the family, called for backup. There were four forces: two earth forces one with more weapons, the other with more technology, a water force and an air force. There came the earth force of technology to help, because there was some intruder (me). A lot of soldiers, but they didn't have any weapon. So i thought, ok they don't have any weapon, nor the other earth force, so i think it will be a battle of water force against air force. And it was indeed. Below, in the floor, it was repleted of navy weapons. In the air, paralel to the weapons of the navy there were weapons of the air force. A lot of bombs and things like that. They looked that they have been fabricated recently but there were enough to know that they have been stocked up. Suddenly the battle begins. I was directing the navy and we wanted to destroy the others weapons. I began to shoot the most powerful weapons just to destroy the other weapons. They became dust in the wind, but we continued. At one time it was evident that an explosion would take place, because of me. Was going to blast everything, mine and theirs, but i would definitely win. So i began to charge, one, two, three bomb like shoters ready, four and five. I throw the fifth to a general of the air force, not caring about the precept of not to kill apparently, and he throw it back, right in time i thought. Before he had told me something like "you don't care about this buildings and else, bla bla bla" well they were fighting as well so he was an hypocrit, he had to stop to save everything, not ask others to stop. And i was fighting for freedom, i was on the street (i found myself later on a garage) and i was to be caught but i decided to fight. The clock of the bomb was ticking so i began to run faster than ever. That moment appeared as slow motion. I just went out of the garage to my left there was this general and i ran to my right. Three houses off the first explosion began. I kept running because the other explosions would have a bigger radio. The second explosion happened and i was worried about the people in the house. The third explosion and i was already thinking about a nuclear explosion and how could i escape that. I continued running until the end of the street block. I was optimistic about the people in the house, although just a wall separated the house from the garage, i thought it could resist... I think it ended at the blast of the third explosion. It defeated the enemies so i was victorious.

I dream something about being in a barn, very large or maybe it was a hangar. There were a lot of people, men and women, in a room secured with a metal door, naked. I go outside and still i was inside the hangar. I look through a broken window and there were like soldiers outside.

In a nap i dreamt about being with a old woman talking about dreams. It was like 5 or 4 years i last met her (it was actually a random DC which appeared to be like my great grandmother and like a old neighbor of Cordoba called Marta). She was talking in a field about her dreams. She was about to go, but i wanted to talk about mine! So i began talking about the dream inside the house, and how i concluded that my friend was envious. And she tells me, "im thinking about the envy, and you are right!" I felt like good after talking to someone about my dream.

I was in the car with my dad and sister in the Rockies. We had just driven a long ways, and I remember my dad remarking on how he hates driving long distances. We were just about to turn around on a long road when several boys who were fooling around dashed out in front of us. Dad stopped, and we watched the boys. It looked like they were trying to push each other off the mountain.
"I can't look!" I told my dad and sister, covering my eyes and turning away. I took a peek a few seconds later, and they were getting closer to the edge!
"They're trying to cut each other with shears!" my dad exclaimed, and I peeked again. Sure enough, one of the boys was trying to cut the others with a pair of gardening shears. That is all I remember of that dream.
I was going to Spanish class, but only brought my assignment notebook and pencils. I decided to go back to my locker, but all of a sudden I was on a my school bus. Not noticing the change, I saw that the driver was my Spanish teacher. I realized that we were driving in the wrong direction, but I didn't say or do anything about it. We were driving down a side road, stopping at Cousins subs. (I remember seeing that the bus driver was the usual one again.) We had been listening to the radio, and apparently driven to Cousins because the hosts were there. My brother and I saw my dad eating inside, and got really mad at him. (No idea why)

D1 - It is very dark I am on an icy lake, I can just make out the shoreline, it is very eerie. A large lion's head appears, just the head no body. It is spirit like leaving a vapour trail behind it. Its coming for me and very big, I leg it, skidding on the ice. I just manage to get away.

D2 - I am a knight with red armour, weird kind of red, rusted red? My sword is normal silver steel. I am in a encampment after a battle. A baron is on trial. I vote against them, then standing in the dark tent, notice everyone is gone, except him looking non to pleased, again I leg it.

D3 - I am in a new house, it had a whole lot of glass inside. One part is hexgonal with sliding parts. i see some people coming to visit. So I go to hide but, I have over looked the fact that their is no where to hide due to all the glass.

[thoughts]
D1 - Afraid of becoming a leo persona, don't like being in the centre of attention
D2 - Being fiery red Aires won't magic away my fears
D3 - glass, I can't hide from myself

Before going to sleep I've read Naiya's MILD guide, and relaxed a bit. I didn't really recall this first dream until I got up in the next morning, although it was the first one:

Starts with a FA

I wake up and I stand up, go to my wardrobe's mirror and look at how well trimmed my beard is.
I don't remember trimming my beard
I look around a bit and I realize another thing:
We took off the mirror years ago, I must be dreaming!
I go out of my room and I decide, for the sake of curiosity go into my grandma's room, she wakes up (it's nighttime in my dream) and she stares. She asks:
-How much is 110 x 4?-
I got really scared here, because I thought that doing math in my dream could destabilize my dream, but I test it.
I think about the answer, which I thought it would be more difficult in the dreams and I reply:
-440
-Ok - She answers, turns around and goes to sleep
Suddenly, my alarm sounds and I wake up

I stand up, turn on my laptop, and start skype to chat with SammyTheSnake, we talked about that maybe I shouldn't drop SSILD only after 22 days, so I thought, alright tonight I'll try SSILDing again. We hang up, or my internet hang up, and I went to the toilet saying this mantra "I wake up, I do a RC". Went to sleep and SSILD'd:

I hear my dad shouting:
- NOT AGAIN!
My dog has been sick for these days and had a lot of diarrhea, so my dad was a little nervous about that
I hear him going upstairs and he opens my door, the light is really bright, like a blinding one
Yes, I'm dreaming, no need to RC!
He closes the door, but I can't stand up, I force myself but I wakeup
I stay still, and do a DEILD
Again, I hear noises, the door opens and a shadow goes inside my room, and instead of getting scared I kiss the shadow. There's the same problem, I can't stand up. But I roll out of my bed. I stand up.
- Whew, I'm lucid, this feels great.
As soon as I think about stabilization I wake up.
I DEILD again.
I'm standing in front of my toilet opening the door, but that doesn't make sense. As soon as I let go of the door handle I wake up.
There is a lot of noise now in the street due to the cleaning machines, so I cannot DEILD again, I try to SSILD again.
Im standing in front of the Las Palmas' St. Ann cathedral, the dream is really vivid, I think about going to explore but something better happens:
- Hey, follow me! We got to take our powers - Says my dad as he passes running beside me
This seems a good idea, so I follow him running.
We arrive at the entrance of the cathedral, there are 4 little statues: One yellow with a flame in the hand, one white with a blue flame in the hand, the other one green with a lime flame in the hand and the other one is black, with a purple flame in the hand.
My dad takes the flame from the yellow one and a yellow aura starts surrounding him.
- Look! This is awesome! - He says while shooting fire balls into the air
I was about to take the flame from the white one, but then I changed my mind and took the one from the black statue.

Some purple aura started to surround me and I was a bit shocked actually.
- Try your new powers! - Says my dad

I make a little purple flame in my palm, but instead of shooting it, I grab it and I absorb it, and I turn invisible.
- Wow, thats cool! - Says my dad

Now I get out of invisibility and I shoot a purple flame to the floor, but nothing happens.
Suddenly the dream starts to fade out, to disappear, and I really want to grab something so I can stabilize, but Im in the middle of a square so I just try to "hug" the floor. I wake up.

I DEILD again.
I'm in my bed, and I'm about to write down my dream
Oh no, I just DEILD'd, I cannot be awake. Crap! I didn't write the "superpowers dream" down! I can forget it. I gotta wake up! I wake up
I write the superpowers dream and this one, then I fell asleep, and I don't remember anything more :^)

I was walking towards a place, via roads. Some were unfamiliar. I was going to Rob's place. I was walking all over the place at first, passing by what seemed like the roads surrounding QC Memorial Circle. Then I arrived at a place that looks familiar: the walls of my elementary school. I walked up the road. I went "inside" somehow. I was looking at a lake or seaside area. It was an illusion created by technology. There were a few people there. I was looking for a shade under the tree. I sat beside them without any of us minding it. Rob texted where I was. I told him near/in front of his house. I then wondered whether I should have texted first that I was heading here since they might be elsewhere.

Jan 3 (afternoon?)

I was doing parkour. I was in some place with an unfinished building. There are a lot of sand. There was a fight. People were running away. I got frustrated and tried to attack the one shooter in camouflage clothing, which happened to be female.

It was time to sleep. I have to wake up early tomorrow but I stayed up late. I was in our hometown.

Dad was alive. I was happy he wasn't dead. We talked of going to Bambang via the PNR train. We're looking for a plumber.

Jan 3

Christian contemporary singing. Trio. Visiting colleges.

It was summer. I was in BGC training in parkour.

There are pink eggs.

I was able to do a two-step wall run. It didn't feel revolutionary but I was happy that I was able to do it.

Jan 2, 2016

I traveled to BGC to a condo unit. I think Rob and/or Lico was there.

Someone needed to take a cab. I wrote down a number for GrabCar or something.

I was lining up in the MRT. There's a sale in a mall nearby. People are also lining up, but they're on tiles (like in Civilization). I moved a bag on one tile out so people can use it. Or I think someone else took out the bag.

There was a game of some sort where everybody wins an apple. Literally one piece of apple. I thought that was ridiculous.

I was on a rooftop of a building. Alex and Bishie were there I think. They're playing around. I can see the height from the edge of the roof of the building. Several stories high.

A videogame. An old man and a monster. "Panga-yao."

I was talking with a person about how Jews are gaining power and oppressing everyone else, including Muslims. There's a hint of anti-Semitism and conspiracy theory. I mentioned to the person how hypocritical that is, defending one religious group (Muslims) while demonizing another (Jews). The person tried to it dismiss it and change the topic.

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Notes:

- Most of the dream was hazy but the last part where I was arguing with the person was very lucid. Too bad it ended quickly.
- The person is familiar in real life but I forgot his/her name.

Jan 1, 2016

Vague. Hazy. I was in a bathroom. There's a lot of dirt. I think I was trying to take a dump.

First me and my boyfriend were trying to choose a restaurant to order food from to have it delivered. As I looked up restaurants on my tablet, I would see a view of the restaurant from the street and it would be empty and closed. It was some time early in the morning, around 3 or 4 am. We decided to order from a place that had some kind of stuffed meat dish and some side item.

In my next dream there were people in a restaurant who were all pretty and wore nice clothes even though those were their casual clothes and they weren't actually dressed up. A Korean woman and a Cherokee Indian woman walked in with a list of ingredients for the chef, a woman with black curly hair, to make a custom Korean/Cherokee Indian dish with. Most of the dream was about a woman talking to two different men. First she talked to a big blonde man in his forties. She bit off part of his gray sweater in a spiral and ate it and then they sung a song together. They were having a good time together but the man told her he wasn't good for her because he has already been through marriage and divorce and she would be better off dating a young man. A young man in his twenties with black hair and black clothes walked in, lamenting about how he couldn't afford his own place and he lives in a guest house behind his parents' house. The woman smiled at him and sat at a table with him while her friends were mouthing something to her across the restaurant about why did she leave their table and what is she doing.

Sorry guys, I thought I posted this.
I was riding in the car to Goodwill, and all the stores in the area were different, I remember commenting on this in the dream. Goodwill was where Pick 'n save usually is for me. When we got to the Goodwill, I had to walk through a restaurant in order to get to the store. When we got to Goodwill, me and my sister were apparently there to start our new jobs.

I've been doing all right with my physical dream journal (i.e. the one I take notes on when I wake up in the middle of the night, or in the morning). The only dream of note I had yesterday was that a former friend of mine was trying to stab me with a knife. It was freaky, and in no way lucid. It did wake me up, though. Before waking up, I grabbed it - by the blade - in order to stop him, and it didn't hurt at all. We were working on a project in my dream when this happened.

One other dream, less exciting, was about a girl talking about college grades. Also went up an elevator with some friends and there was a ghost of our apartment complex? I don't quite remember that, but that's what my notes say, so!

As for last night's dreams, let's see...Not quite lucid, but I did get close on one.

- I was being attacked by a panda, of all things, and a few other creatures or people that I don't remember. However, it wasn't painful at all - I didn't feel anything.

- I was with a group of people. These people were making fun of those who don't like anthro art.

- I was friends with this beautiful lady, who was like a mother in some ways and romantic in others. Anyway, her arch-nemesis came in to attack her. This is where I became close to lucidity: I vaguely realized that I could do anything in my current environment, so I used some magical powers in order to create a shield to stop him. However, he soon broke through the shield, and suddenly my powers became impotent. I was really confused as to why my powers weren't working, and that was about when I lost my almost-lucid state. Anyway, he broke through, and started flirting with my friend and her two daughters - but in a completely inappropriate way. I remember massaging my lady's shoulders to comfort her, and her skin felt incredibly real. Then she started to look like one of my mom's friends in the waking world, which was odd. One of her daughters looked like her, and the other looked like a girl I know in real life. I remember not liking this guy at all, and feeling a lot of anger towards him. He tried to bribe me to let him take away my friend and her daughters, with a gray room filled with all these toys. I believe my dream-friend got sick or something, as she either spat or threw up at this point. I was really frustrated because my shield and my magic had worked initially, and then it all stopped.

- I was at college, but the place looked quite different. There was a lockdown drill, and a bunch of us were hiding in this building. One guy wanted to fight back, so he brought the majority of the students with him to fight. I wasn't keen on going out there, so me, a girl from my school, and a few others tried staying hidden in the room. Unfortunately, they left the door wide open, so we hid in the shadows under a table the best that we could. It was broad daylight outside. We talked about how we weren't supposed to leave as per campus policy during a lockdown. But then we heard these gunshots - our classmates were shooting down some aerial planes and bombs, thus saving us. I guess the threat was from the air. We even saw some explosions (they looked very much like poorly done CG effects, though). The atmosphere of the dream changed from one of danger and fear to one of comfort and relief.

short entry, don't remember much.

My brother, who appears to be a slim guy around 18 years old with dirty blond hair, is trying to kill himself, and I keep crying and crying and trying to stop him. My dad is there too and I think we're both trying to get to him but we can't reach him. It's a very emotional dream. I don't know if he ends up going through with it.

Did I mention that I DON'T EVEN HAVE A BROTHER(not even a half-brother)?
but it felt SO real. weird.
Now I'm convinced I have a secret brother out there somewhere.. which could definitely be true as my dad was a... donor. yeah. ok. im done now.

It's Brittany's birthday and I'm trying to get her some presents. I ended up getting her a 20$ Target gift card and blond hair dye & toner because she wanted to dye her hair blond.

I went to sleep at 2:50 aproximately, and i woke up at 5:30.

I dreamt with my younger sister Sofia, that we were fighting. There was my old guitar teacher with his wife in front of us, who were about to get married.

At that time, while being awake, my sister came home so i stayed for a while awake. Then i began to sleep again until about 10.

I dreamt about being in a classroom. I was with a couple of friends called Fran, i think there were his mothers, another guy called Pedro, my uncle Dario, Vicky and a character from Kids TV. I was telling this character of TV not to give up that he did a cool job, trying to motivate him. And he started to dance and sing, like he would do on TV probably, and we were joyful after that.

The next dream was about being in the icecream store and i had the option of ordering a promotion of ice cream of Dulce de Leche for 35 pesos, and i could have 6 of those, or icecream of three different flavours for 25 pesos. I ordered the second.

Last night's main dream was that me an my brother were sitting in my room, talking. I walked into my closet, and saw a dead person, just laying there. For some reason I decided not to tell my brother about it. A little later, I went into the bathroom, and there was another dead person laying there. I told my mom and brother about it, and I can't really remember what they did about it. I also decided to show them the dead person in the closet, and my mom said something about death coming really close to us. Later in the dream my sister was sitting on her bed, and I was standing with my hands pressed very hard against the bedroom door to make sure that something wouldn't get in. I'm not quite sure what.
Another dream was that someone was giving a lesson about fun things to do in lucid dreams. They were talking about standing on a star and saying all the things you did wrong recently. The person said that you would feel really light and happy if you did it.