non-lucid

*I was in a room with these people showing me a statue of Satan. I was freaked out by the whole experience but surprisingly not scared. The statues seem to be made out of some kind of crystal have blue and half red.

Then someone pointed out the long tail of the statue saying remember this. It remind me of some kind of animal like a reptile of some sort.

*My dad successfully went to a detox center and completed the program. I was very happy about this and pleased to see that he was doing very well.

I had a few dreams before all of these, but stupid me lacked the energy to write them down as I woke up and fell asleep again. I believe they may have been variations on a theme that follow on into the dreams below.

Dream 1: The Dictator's Wife
The sun is setting, I see trees, I'm outside a summerhouse kind of place. I open a fridge, I see bottles of health drinks. I take one. A car pulls up, it's big like a camper. Out comes a dictator, pompous and wearing an elaborate uniform, he reminds me of Gaddafi. He is with his wife, she is a blonde, white woman with huge hair and a skirt, a jacket with padded shoulders, she is like a televangelist's wife in appearance.

She is very vain and stuck up. Her face is painted on the doors of their car and on walls inside the camper. It looks like her husband was a bit cheap when it came to the painter because despite being able to make out the pictures are of her, they look like they were painted by a child. This doesn't seem to bother her.

Dream 2: Dangers of Fast Food
It's like I'm on a train, her face is on the walls here too? I get out, I'm in a newly built, modern town, I see modern looking apartments. The sun is rising, the sky is a faint and gentle morning blue. As I walk I'm suddenly faced with a documentary style explanation, with stock footage and all, of why fast food is dangerous and bad for you. It is full of fat and even the healthier options, like a fillet-o-fish, are full of bad stuff, I see one in in a wrapper like an ad, except it is dripping with vile grease.

I make it to a parking garage with a McDonald's drive-thru. Two men, one older and one younger, from El Salvador, walk to the drive-thru. They do not know the dangers, and even being told them doesn't seem to have an effect. It smells too good, the older man says.

It cuts to them lying on the ground, their backs against a bulletin board, stomachs bloated, they couldn't help themselves. The president of El Salvador comes across a grassy lawn, he has come to help his countrymen to understand the dangers and to help them get up. The older man gets up, telling the younger one to be sharp, this is the president after all.

I see a train with a conductor. He is going up the civil service ladder. More documentary footage rolls before me, showing how the civil service works and how people go up from the lowly ranks of ticket checkers to conductors all the way to officials in government. Conductors in the first car are the most prestigious and get the best benefits because they are in more danger if a car full of explosives drives head-on into the train.

To my left I see a burnt out train car, the tracks in front of me being where the scene has faded into reality, a train passing by with a conductor being visible.

Behind me there is a hospital room. I enter it and there are green tiles on the walls, curtains. A child has been brought in. He has diabetes. His vain mom refuses to believe he could have it. Another, poorer and more humble mother, is also with her child with diabetes. She accepts the news gracefully. A creepy kid in big coke-bottle glasses distorting his eyes, slowly puts a syringe of insulin into the richer kid's neck.

Dream 3: Doing my homework
It's a hectic day in class. People are being noisy and belligerent. In class on desk we are given homework for the holidays. As people leave I decide to do it right there, it won't take too long. We have to copy an ad from a piece of paper onto the back of a newspaper. It's for some find of mech or ghost thing. (Imagery is from Ghost in the Shell). I copy the green fonts on the newspaper's black background, the letters look like gibberish, but it could just be the font. As I do this an Asian kid, one of the "too cool for school" kinds, asks me why I'm doing the homework now, it takes only a few minutes and can be done the Sunday before school starts again. I say I rather do it now so it's out of the way.

A teacher with a new haircut comes and asks me if I know how to make electrical drawings for houses. He shows me a picture of the electrical wiring of a house, it's a square and the right upper and left lower corner is clipped off. I try to ensure him that I can.

Cake

I was in a city that was crowded with people. The sky was foggy and the place looked somewhat dirty and banged up. I looked down as I was walking and saw a black sweater. I pointed it out to someone I was with than told them I was going to the bakery. I looked for a bakery hoping to bring some special cookies and cake home. But when I saw what looked like a bakery from outside the clear view window became a fancy small restaurant when I stepped in. "Um...Do they sell cake here?"I asked unsure.

An Indian lady with a bun and a black dress on said yes so I walked to the counter. The waiter looked like a young adult and and asked me what I wanted. " Um....I want two of those and..." I was picking the smaller goodies until I saw the delicious cakes." And a piece of that one, another piece of the jelly one and a piece of the strawberry cake." He put it in a black bag for me and I was ready to go.I pulled out my card and asked where i should swipe it. A girl that seemed like a teenager came up to me and told me she would be my cashier. She took my card, swiped it for me than said "Here is your card and your receipt." She said handing both of them to me.

The receipt was so long that I was shocked and felt worried that I may have bought more than I should have. "I didn't make any mistakes just so you know. I've been working here for a while now." She said something like that as I was looking at the receipt. Than I saw it. "90$!?" I thought in my head than looked around nervously. The lady who owned the store came and started talking with the employees. I looked at my bag and noticed that the cakes I bought were huge and in three layers but not in a circle shape more like a rectangular not too wide shape. There was only frosting in between the layers and on the top.

"I can't give the cakes back now..."I thought looking at the cakes in the bag." The cakes are all touching in the bag and they must have been really happy that they sold that much. I would look stupid too if i tried to return them." Than I just left the store walking in the street. Thinking about how I could bring the cakes in without my parents noticing that I spent that much money on cake. Looking around it was summer and kids had just gotten out of school. The sky wasn't that clear but not too foggy. I walked past a baseball field than ended up on a street and felt lost. Than I saw a girl and a boy who looked like they were under 12 wearing jackets and a book bag.

I looked the way they came from and than to the direction they were walking. It was like the time I got out of the subway and didn't know which way was the way to my home because both sides looked somewhat similar. Than the boy who was shorter than the girl pointed to the direction they were walking in and said "That ways Connecticut!". I don't live there but that's where I thought I had to go in the dream. So I followed them but two suspicious men appeared behind us. The taller one glaring at me seriously. I saw the boy and the girl enter a apartment building and said bye. They didn't say bye though.

I started walking a little faster thinking the two guys might be bad news. One of them mentioned how they should do something that was bad too. I noticed my house but didn't want the bad guys to know where I lived so I went behind some cars. The guys vanished and it became darker fast like it was night. I noticed my house door was open but I looked at the bag of cakes that I had and didn't want to go in. I heard people coming from the neighboring house though and decided I would stay there for a bit until it was safe but than the unthinkable happened. The chocolate cake and strawberry cake fell out of the bag and onto the street.


"NOOOOOOO!!" I picked up the strawberry one since the chocolate one i couldn't find."You were going to be so good. I wanted the chocolate one but I wanted to eat you too." I picked up the cake and licked the side that didn't touch the floor."I know this is crazy but I can't go on without at least tasting you and you taste delicious~ Its too bad you fell on the floor though." I brought the cake and entered the neighboring house where I noticed that it was a kitchen and it was so messy. Like no one cleaned it for a long time.

Ed, Edd and Eddy main characters showed up inside. I showed them the cake i bought and asked if i could eat it here. Eddy said yeah so I put the cake down on a table. But was appalled when i noticed a clogged drain filled with tomato sauce or ketchup. "Ew, why is your drain like that?"I asked. He told me because they didn't have time to clean it up. I got up after that not really in the mood for cake anymore and went back to my house.

[I just remembered the last part to it]

I was in the hall way and grabbed the phone to call the bakery. A boy picked up and it felt like he was familiar even though he worked at the bakery. I was telling him how at the last moment i found a cake mixer in the shape of a bunny in the black bag and how they gave me huge cakes instead of small pieces."Oh sorry about that. Next time check your bag before you leave to make sure nothings wrong or missing". he said to me. "Ok thanks Grim."I said to him but than my mom came close by and turned on a stereo.

Her music was so loud that I couldn't hear the boy i was talking to. "Mom, thats too loud!" I told her. I went up the stairs but than our connection was breaking."Hello? Grim? Sorry I can't hear you, my mom's music is too loud." I told him. I could hear his voice but it sounded like the connection was breaking. Last thing i remember is seeing a pic of anime girl in front of me than waking up.


Anime Scene

I, my mom and my younger brother just got back from a fish market to home. I was looking for something to eat and noticed my brother had a red apple and a long potato that looked like 3 potatoes stuck on top of each other."Why are you eating the potato like that? Your suppose to boil them first." He kept eating the potato like it was nothing and told me that he could if he wanted too. I asked my mom if he could eat it like that and she said "Only your father can't eat potatoes like that. He would get a bad stomach ache. But your brother is fine." I looked at my brother than told him "Whatever. If you feel like eating it like that go ahead". Than the dream shifted.

I was now in a wide room that made me wonder if I was inside a room that was inside the fish market.
After thinking about fish or something a character that was invisible came up to me and hugged me. My mom than came in mentioning something but i forgot what it was. Than the dream shifted again and I was now on my bed but i fell off as I was thinking about Eye and Dawn. Next thing I remember is seeing a anime scene. Snow was on the ground and it was night. There was a nice house made of wood that looked somewhat for middle class or rich town's people.

Inside was a 5'6 height anime boy wearing a black suit with reddish brown hair in a high pony tail but not too high. Looked like medium length hair, light skin and maybe he had yellow eyes. He opened a door to a room/bathroom and saw a alien friend and asked him what he was doing. Sort of seemed like he was panicking. Than he went to the kitchen where there was a tall guy that looked like a muscled man made of steel with glowing eyes of light.The steel man looked at the anime boy seriously as he was chopping vegetables. There was also another alien, black and half the steel like man's height that was next to him.

The anime guy with the reddish brown hair said something to him than looked back with a shocked face. He tried to look normal walking to the wooden front door than opened it a little. A girl that looked like she was wearing brown pilgrim ladies clothing was standing there. "What are you doing here? You have to go back" He said whispering to her. The girl who seemed like the only human there looked at him with a sad face than walked inside quietly.

The anime guy closed the door than went in front of her. " You can't stay here." he said. But the girl just quietly looked around than walked to the room where the steel like man was. He glared at her seriously reminding me of the character that glared at me from my other dream. The anime guy pushed the girl back than the the aliens came in the room questioning why she was here. I than became the anime girl and held onto the guys arm hoping he'd let me stay. The anime boy said something to the aliens than I woke up.

was on the phone with my sister until 3 am.

Me and my sister are in a wooden, spacious cabin, redecorating. It's daytime outside, very sunny with heaps of glittering snow. She's putting big colorful cushions on a carpet in front of a vintage TV. I point out that there is a sofa against the wall, in a bright orange fabric. She grump at me and move the cushions closer to the sofa.

Note: These fragments may be out of order chronologically. NON-LUCID

There was a city built within high almost "castle like" walls, these walks were built very high to conceal the city. I was walking around with me and a few companions, one of them being my old high school friend. We were searching for the venue hall, as my professor's saxophone quartet was about to play (IRL his quartet is one of the best in the world and is actually performing this weekend across the country).

The walls were stone, the ground was a mix of earth and stone pathways. I kept getting lost trying to find the concert venue.

I remember being with my boyfriend, still in the city but this time we were doing laundry at one of the Laundromats within the confines of the city. We had a LOT of laundry to do. We almost left it unattended because we wanted to go someplace else for some reason, until I spoke up and said that we need to take care of the laundry, and at least get it into baskets before we leave. I think I said something to the effect of "We don't want someone stealing our clothes while we are gone."

I remember running from these large, grey hound-type dogs. They were rabid and vicious. I almost want to say they were the guard dogs of this city, yet they were mistaken in attacking us, perhaps just attacking anything. I remember telling my friends and I to get to higher ground to escape them. We frantically climbed up a smaller wooden wall and stoop upon it while the rabid dog below attempted to jump, snarl and bite at us.

I am in a class room with my HS friend again. We are being passed out worksheets to try and calculate our final grade in the class. I being to fill in the blanks when another classmate, some young blonde girl, tries to tell me that I can't fill in the blanks giving the information I had. I tell her "what do you mean I can't do it? I'm good at math and I can figure it out". She just shrugged and said "Ok then, suit yourself". As I attempted the task again I realize that the numbers I have been given don't add up, and that I cannot complete the assignment like the blonde said.

Then, I was at a pub, or bar, with again one of my HS friends, but a different one this time. We first start off in the very large bathroom behind the counter of the pub. The bathroom was unisex and had many stalls for anyone to use. Just outside the bathrooms were almost "lounge type" areas with couches, TVs, and books for patrons who perhaps did not want to drink could enjoy. I remember sitting at the bar, ordering a drink I don't recall. The bar itself was the color orange, and there was a large pumpkin behind the bar. I remember my friend asking me if we wanted to go sit at a table, I said ok. We went to the back of the dinning area to sit with our drinks and talk. I remember we had to speak about something important, but I don't recall what that was. We look over to the table next to us, a middle age man sat with his young son drinking and being happy. They were very loud, but kind, and they told stories of their adventures together. The older gentlemen noticed us watching them and asked if we would like to join. I think we agreed because we sat down at their table and chatted with them a while.

**That's all I can recall for now**

[dreamlets such a cute term...love it...here are my lovely little dreamlets]

D1
- Deciding which person would go next into the territory 1,2 or 3 all very fair. Written on a paper circling the numbers.
- In some kind of camouflaged (final piece of the puzzle) shed with occupants 1,2 & 3 (another clue, three colours maybe)
In the back of the shed are many different tools/gadgets to be used for the assignment but only one is coloured and it's pink.
- Unrolling wrapping paper to see the hidden patterns on the paper! (unravelling the puzzle!)

[Comments] Reverlation time!
Now i've had a dream with VIVID light GREEN
Then VIVID BLUE
Finally VIVID pale PINK
in four separate dreams, one colour for each dream (I got green twice),
these are the colours I use for marking...so I thought what does marking have to do with anything important...
I thought marking = writing in books = dream journaling!
MY SUBCONSCIOUS is telling me to look through my dream journal for dream signs...and take my recall/journal more seriously I think.
I have been glass half full recently (maybe cos i've been sick) now I will be glass half FULL about my progress...and check out my journal daily...
(I actually had a "waking state" urge to look through my journal but then went into negative self talk)
Thank you Thank you subconscious <3 for da kick up da ass

10.17.15

sleep 2:30pm-9:40pm

Just before waking up:

I am visiting Peru with my dad, brother and other people. We are walking through some ancient place. Advanced civilization used to live there. I was wondering just how advanced they were, if having modern type doors makes them advanced.

It's a elongated site as if on the edge of a mountain or a cliff. Lots of ruins of buildings. Everything is in reddish clay.

My dad tells me that when he visited last time, they didn't go all the way to the end. And I should go there, because the view is great. As I'm walking, I look down and I find a 20 peseta coin. It looks old. I squat down to look for more. I remember my dreams how I find coins in them just like this.

We keep going and there is what seems to be the end, but I look beyond and the real end is there. It's a window opening in the clay wall.

Somewhere along this I look at the map of Peru to see where is this site, and my brother buys a brochure. I realize we got there by airplane and see our location to be in middle or middle north of Peru. I know it's not Machu Picchu, because I'm wondering why we didn't go there, and that perhaps next time we do that. It's not Puma Punku either, because I recall that name in a dream as well. I'm trying to come up with a name of that site. I know where we are, just the name eludes me. I know it's not as famous or visited as the others mentioned.

As I carefully fold my map of Peru, I grab another one that my brother left behind and I fold it too. I will take it for a friend of mine who collects maps. I bet he doesn't have one from there.

When we are back at the hotel, I'm walking on the grass field, coming back to hotel and taking pictures of the area with my red phone. I know ecaxtly how the phone works and I snap a few pictures. As I'm walking through this field which is not a lawn, I think to myslef to be careful of snakes and stuff, it's Peru afterall, an exotic country.

I'm asking when are we leaving, because I need some postcards and suveniers. They don't know, but I get from my aunt, that plane leaves at 19:30. I ask her "so, that's 7:30, right"? She says yes. So I say that we will be leaving at least 4-5 hrs before that, so around 2:30 or so.

I'm looking at some pottery that is somehow ours. It was perhaps part of a suvenier package we recieved. The small abstract object the size of opened hand is from black clay and the grooves are filled with fresh red clay/soil. As I'm cleaning it off, I tell my mom I'll leave some of that red clay on it, it will make it more authentic and I like the contrast with black.

Non-dream
Non-lucid
Lucid

Dream Fragment - an ex
Seem to remember being in a tent or something, a girl I knew in high school that I hooked up with once was there. Her bf was around and I remember thinking that I would have to reject her or something?

Dream 1 - Landslide
I'm at my parents house (I think this scene is coming up more because I'll be heading home in a month), and I get the feeling the house is unstable. I was looking at the house and the wooden support beams seemed so weak, I thought of how we would need to add more support to counter the chances of it sliding downhill. Then something crazy happens, it's like the dream doesn't even know what it wants to do. The house apparently undergoes a landslide, but it's more like the lawn has been ripped up in a strip parallel to the house. The apple trees are on this strip of lawn too. Me and my dad immediately jump into action, we absolutely have to push this strip of land back uphill. He's on the far left and I'm on the far right. We lift it up and push as hard as we can, this thing realistically must weigh more than a couple elephants. So strong O_O. It's weird because when I look over to my dads side we've reached the top of the slope around the middle of the lawn, but the apple tree is still where it originally was on the lawn. We have to push the apple tree on the lawn strip over the apple tree on the lawn itself... We have two apple trees in RL but this still doesn't make sense. My dad shouts to roll the lawn over the top of the tree. It's an epic struggle but we succeed. My mum is apparently stressed out and having a glass of wine inside the house to calm down . We have such rotten luck apparently (in RL my parents got charge some several thousand for some screw up with a company that wasn't their fault) and my dad says that we must be cursed. When he says this I think of Japanese customs and how in our western culture we don't pay respect to house gods. The dream scene changes, now there is a little house god (I seem to be thinking of it as a little childs ghost) next to me who I interact with, I seem to be inside too. The place doesn't look like my parents house and has a nice wooden floor. There is another child ghost that intrudes into the house gods territory which it isn't supposed to do. This ghost has black hair.

Dream 2 - Horrible Scream
Argh... This dream I woke up from with this horrible scream echoing in my head. I was at the mall in Auckland and my daughter and dad were with me. I was looking after my daughter for the day but anytime that she got upset she would let out the most annoying cry, it was more like the most frustrating alarm clock sound. It was a shrill pulse-cry that wasn't even slightly like how a child should cry. Anyways... We were around the entrance to the mall after having been driven there by my dad. My daughter was upset because she wanted to be with her mum. I remember feeling the sudden gaze of the people around being drawn to the public display of my crying child, I've mostly grown to ignore this kind of judgement in RL. I comfort my daughter and let her know she's okay, she still cries a little bit though. I see a baby walking past behind her, it stops, looks in our direction and its face starts contorting into a crying face. My god, what the hell? I absolutely can't let my daughter see this as I think it will make things worse. My mum (my daughters grandmother) shows up and my daughter calls her "Kora" which is supposed to be her mums name with a weird accent. I don't click to the fact that she called her by the wrong name. My mum seems to be able to calm her down a bit. This dream was somehow nice but stressful ^_^

I may or may not have browsed baking blog before going to bed.

I'm flying in the night sky. A light catches my attention and I fall in a restaurant. It's brightly lit and there's gilded wood panels and bright red drapes on the walls. The place is full, everybody talking in low voice making a soothing background sound. I'm steered to one of the round, white linen-covered tables, to site in a red velvet chair. I'm sharing the table with Eli, who is, for once, sharply dressed. The waiter give us a plate of very thin wheat noodles with caramel pork. The noodles have a nice chew, the pork is very salty and sweet, with a glossy, sticky sauce. After that, we're served warm brioche with heavy cream and fresh strawberries. The cream and strawberries are almost cold, contrasting nicely with the soft, buttery, warm brioche. The cream is tangy, the strawberries taste like wild ones but are as big as regular strawberries. It's a delicious meal, and I enjoy the compagny.

Aaand I made myself hungry.

NA

*A group of my old friends you're famous because they were part of a Latin sitcom. I asked him how exactly they became famous in my thoughts about my plans for becoming famous.

Morning of October 17, 2015. Saturday.



I am in an unknown room that does not have many discernible features other than perhaps a table and chair.

An unknown person is present on my left, seemingly male, but I do not look at them directly at any point. I get the impression that they may be in their late twenties.

I notice what I first take to be a couple palm tree silhouettes on the wall near a sash window. I think it may be some sort of wallpaper design or painting. Soon however, it seems to move slightly. I realize that it is the shadow of an oversized thistle or two. I consider what would happen if I blow on it, with the idea of how seeds would appear to float out from the plant.

I blow, and what I first think to be small bird silhouettes are moving to the right from out of the area where the seeds would otherwise be. Looking more closely, I see that it is an army of small black spiders that I must have disturbed. I move back out of slight wariness, but perhaps I was wrong about what I saw.

I blow again farther to the left, and it does appear that thistle seeds, or rather, their silhouettes, are moving along the wall. “Well, how about that?” I say, but some of them somehow crash into the light bulb and make it sizzle and flicker. The light bulb is hanging down from a cord just above head level and has a pull chain.

After a time, I no longer see the floating seed silhouettes or the silhouette of the plant on the wall but I do then see what seems to be an oversized thistle plant outside about ten feet away or more. There is a strange eerie feeling, almost like fear, but not fully. Something seems “off” about the whole adventure.

Of course, the light sizzling and flickering represents real-time neural activity changing slightly in the dream state. This dream was vaguely lucid, but not fully.

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didn't get much sleep...partner rolled in drunk...and kept me awake way to long :/ and I had the weirdest dreams.
D1 - dreamt I had a butt tattooed on my butt...wtf...talk about pointless tattoos...it was quite a nice butt but still :!? just weird
D2 - had been dreaming about colour green now its colours blue. Was a beautiful blue dragon like the one off a soy sauce bottle maybe, chinese but way bigger and more sparkly.
I dreamt I could dream share and OpheliaBlue (probably why blue dragon) was in my dream, or rather I was in hers. I asked her what we should do as I couldn't use any control as it was her dream. But then I could use my tail as I had a giant cat tail to transport her all the way up to the moon. When she got there she pulled me up by my tail (not yank, just gave a lil tug). Then there was a blue dragon that I conjured up and we went somewhere, a forest near a lake to try and find some spirit animals...don't remember anymore...

[my head hurts...and the rest... I wanna go sleep now zzZZZ...my daught is asking me exam questions :/ and bringing her mates round...halp]

Non-dream
Non-lucid
Lucid

Dream 1: Chickens
I'm sitting in what seems like a windowsill with my girlfriend and another girl. My girlfriend leaves for a moment and the girl asks me what I see in my girlfriend. I don't know. She then says that maybe I should be satisfied and shouldn't chase after perfection. My girlfriend comes back. The girl mentions something about having fed her livestock. I can't remember the specific animal. Shit! I have to feed mine too. One type of animal can go a bit longer without food because they've somewhat recently been fed, but I haven't fed my chickens since I got them. The girl tells me to hurry, cause the place where we keep our animals closes at 9pm. I have about 5 minutes left. I jump up, do something at a white (kitchen)counter and leave.

Apparently I was at my mom's place. The animals are in the next flat. I'm laying on the grassfield in between the two, behind a sort of bamboo fence that givea me some cover to hide myself (barely though). To get to my chickens I have to enter the apartment of a young woman who lives on the 6th floor. I'm not sure how to enter unseen from the front and from the back it would mean climbing 6 floors of balconies. That seems like too much effort. My girlfriend is already on the walkway of the 6th floor with the woman, about to enter her apartment. She is to distract her. If it takes too long this might involve having sex with her. My girlfriend's sister is walking across the grassfield in my general direction. I call her over. I need her to stay here for just a second so that if the woman looks over she thinks that I'm here with my girlfriend. Her sister really looks a lot like her (but not in real life). The woman spots me easily and recognises the ruse. She makes a sound and a great number of cats appear to scare me off.

Dream 2: High little brother
I'm in my mom's house, walking from the hallway, through the living room to the kitchen. As I'm almost entering the kitchen my little brother comes crawling to the living room. He's high as hell and can't walk right now. He may have been meowing.

I watched a programme on NatGeo just before going to bed. It was about PCP and mentioned that people get really high and might amongst others start to bark like a dog.

Dream 3: Race!
There's a race in which I'm participating. Part running, part swimming. I recall seeing some beautiful tropical islands from a birds eye view. I end up in a big old timey house. We have to discover the correct way out to continue. There are a number of rooms, floors and stairs and I recall seeing only one other contestant. An overweight Chinese guy I believe. I discover a somewhat hidden passage. I need to pull away two pieces of wood and some piano-ish string. I enter and turn 90 degrees right. There's a passage. Just as I'm about to continue a hand passing through an opening in the wall. It's the butler. Lunch time. It's something that involves tomatoes. Damn. The Chinese guy was watching me, so he'll probably take this passage and get ahead of me if I go for lunch now. But I might not have enough energy for the final leg of the race if I don't eat. I go for lunch.

I'm outside with my Ghanese classmate. We finished the race and we have a single sheet, with amongst others a mark at the top, depending on how well we did. I got a 3.something and he a 4.something. Man that's bad. That means I gotta get a 9 or something on the exam to average a 5.5, which is a passing grade here (apparently I also suck at math).

Dream 4: Gathering
I enter my old timey house with a friend. There are multiple stairs that take you to different floors and sometimes the same floor but to the other side. I want to go up a set of stairs but have to pass the toilet which my Japanese housemate is using (we lived in the same dormitory in Indonesia). He waits with opening the door and when he comes out, shakes my friend's hand. Before washing his hands? Blegh.

I'm in my room now, which is really big. Also old timey. I have an enormous elliptical table that could fit 20 people and an entire kitchen area. More and more people join. Classmates apparently. Funny, I invited only 1. I don't mind though, it's fun. I don't know from where, but someone got food. People are also enjoying tea. I apologise for not having milk or sugar, cause I never put that in my tea.

I was in high school in my dream for some reason. I felt like it was normal for me to be there and I was non-lucid. I was sitting in class near the front and I was getting irritated by some boys horsing around near me so I decided to move a few seats back in the class room to have some peace and not be disrupted by them. The empty seat was next to a popular girl. When I saw who I was about to sit next to I hesitated, but then I just sat down, thinking "fuck it I have to right to sit here." The girl then turned to me and said venomously, "I was gunna put my bag there!!!" so I got up from the seat and walked out of the class room, making a point to keep my chin high and not show any sign embarrassment. I walked to an outdoor area and sat down by all myself, I was such a loner. I needed something to occupy myself to look cool not bored so I took out a pen and started drawing. I did not want to appear as if I was just sulking. I was in a pretty fucking bad mood though when all the sudden this really cute boy walked up to me. He was a bad boy, and that make me instantly very giddy. He had that 90s Leonardo DiCaprio hairstyle and baggy pants with a pocket chain, he was wearing a white tank top with an open brown aloha shirt over it and a gold chain. He was smoking a cigarette, and I thought about telling him to put it out so he would not get in trouble, but I was pretty sure he was well aware it was against the rules. I felt pretty insecure, thinking he pretty much hates me cuz I am such a perfect goodie two shoes when he walked right up to me and started acting like I am his girlfriend. I was very confused but I allowed him to hug me and then I was thinking, "oh shit what am I doing here I am married!" Then I looked into his face and I saw the face of my husband Nove and he kissed me. I felt like a teenage girl all over again, so shy and I was absolutely astonished this hott bad boy wanted to be my boyfriend! The Next thing I remember we were flying, and I kept blacking out from fear of flying. LOL! I woke up this morning and told my husband the dream, and in his dream he was at his high school wondering why he was wearing baggy pants and a pocket chain. LOL! He saw me outside looking upset and told me that this high school dream sucks and we should go someplace cooler, so he took me flying in an airplane. LOL!