non-lucid

I was sitting out the front of my primary school, chatting to some people I knew. I remember seeing Choco there. He's EX girlfriend drove her car very close to us and said something about Paul. I somehow had gotten something on my new white t-shirt (I had bought yesterday). It was something red that was on it, so I quickly thought I better rub it off with some water before it stains.

I was in the milk bar (general store), across the road from where I was sitting. There was a sink to wash my clothes. I was started to rub the stain off, and then I noticed a little black baby behind me. He was very impatient and grabbed the hose which looked like something you connect to your shower so u can have a hand held shower head. I looked behind me to see what was going on, and the baby was now in a little bucket, having a bath.

Dream ended.

I was at my old house in blacks land. A delivery man had come to the door, and I could see his yellow uniform through the hazy glass. I opened the door and he was there with a parcel for me. I said if I paid him some money for the parcel, he could give me it, if not I would have to collect it from the post office. I opened the door, and as I did, I felt a sense of danger, as if he was a scammer and wanted to get inside my house. I quickly closed the door and locked it.

Delivery man.

I saw someone trying to get into inside through the back door, but it was locked. I was positive that something bad was going to happen if I allowed them inside. I picked up the phone and went to dial 000 for the police. The numbers on the phone were weird, it had like options for calling 00, 0, 0000, and a few other crazy combinations.. but not 000! I was struggling to figure out how to call the police. Eventually It started ringing, waiting for someone to answer. I was getting nervous as I didn't know what to say, I was a bit confused.

The man that tried to get through the back door was now there again, but this time he had been able to open one of the doors. He couldn't open the next door though (Wire Door).

I went outside into the backyard. To my surprise, I saw the man that was trying to get in through the back door. He looked very tall and solid. He reminded me of someone from my previous job. He was a delivery driver. I was pretty close to him the man at one point. I saw Mum open the back door and pop her head out. I quickly ran back inside and locked the back door before the man reached it.

I tried calling the police again but it was engaged. I thought maybe, that they had cut the phone line. I looked out the front window and saw a police car, but it looked like a American cop car, not an Australian one. I figured this was the scammers up to there tricks, trying to pose as policeman.
I looked out of the kitchen window and saw another cop car, it was driving over the hood of another car.

American police car (left) - Australian police car (right)

Mum went outside to see what was happening. I thought this was a bad move, because scammers were probably hoping to lure someone out, so they could get inside. I was about to tell Mum to get back inside quickly, but there plan worked, the big man from earlier was now inside the house. I was thinking about what I was going to do to the man, and I pictured myself hitting him.

Dream ended.

It was night time.

I was with a few people I knew, and a girl that I didn't know. We were all in a car. I was sitting in the back seat. I was talking to the girl, she was in the front passenger. She thought that I was offended by her answer to a question of mine. I started to feel awkward that she felt that way. My speech started to go low as I was still effected by that awkward feeling. I felt something fall onto my lap. I thought it was her hand, but it was her laying her head on my lap. I was putting my hands through her hair.

I was now outside of a night club (indoors). We were all sitting down, waiting for something. There was about 4 guys and 4 girls with us. I was wearing my new tracksuit pants that I had bought yesterday. I felt pretty cool in them.
A bouncer of the night club came over and said to the girls to come on through to the night club. Us guys felt a bit hard done by, as we were still not in the club. I didn't really care about going in the club, because I was under dressed. I saw quite a few people leaving or getting kicked out of the club. I saw in the distance a drunk guy in his underwear doing a bit of a dance in front of a few ladies. I walked around where the people that had left the club, and I saw a few people I knew, Jason R's friends.

My ''Cool'' tracksuit pants lol.

Dream ended.

I was out in town, where shopping centres were. I must have been on my bike or something as I was moving faster than walking speed.

I went into a complex of shops (Think I had been here in a previous dream). There was two ladies were in front of me walking. The first thing I saw was a vegetable market and a place that sold phones? I left the area as this is what I didn't come for. I was still behind the two ladies. I tried to over take them, but one of the girls kept moving in each direction I took to pass them. The other female noticed what I was trying to do, and pulled the other girl aside so I could pass. We all reached the next group of shops, and to get there, we had to slide down a steep path. We all slid down, it was pretty fun. I think one of the girls said something and I acknowledged her and said something.

I went into a room, which was a locker room/toilet. I couldn't see the toilet, but I assumed it was behind the doors. I was thinking of putting my bag in or bike in the locker. I was curious to see how much it costed to do so. I saw a cubical which had a spin combination lock. I think it was for disabled people only.

I was at my house in Blacks Land. Some girl was house hopping from house to house cause she must have been homeless. I think she went to our high school. She parked her car on the neighbours front lawn. She came inside and I remember her cooking food or doing something similar. She went into my bed room. A friend, Rizza must have went in the bed room with her. I was kind of jealous of it. I thought the girl was good looking and would have hooked up with her if the circumstances were better. I didn't want to take advantage of her cause she was homeless and I allowed her to stay.

I could see a phone in my hand, or maybe it was my iPod touch. I could see everything Rizza and the girl were saying, as it was like there convocation was being text to me word by word. I was scrolling through the convocation and noticed there was a lot of 2 or 3 words on each row of messages. Some of the texts did not make much sense.

iPod Touch.


I went into the bed room and I think Caleb and Ed (Big brother contestants) were on my bed. I was worried about my bed not being tidy as the girl was probably going to stay in it overnight. I got into the bed with both guys, but then everyone started piling in. I think there was at least 7 people all crammed in laying over one another. I could see Rizza and the girl really close to each other. I smiled at Riz and gave him the nod, to let him know to go for it. I got out of the bed and left the room.

Caleb + Ed - Big brother
I was in the kitchen, and I was looking at my iPod touch. I must have been looking at my Facebook messages. I noticed a message that was sent to Sam B. The message that was sent to her said ''Hey Sexy''. I knew that I wouldn't have sent that too her, as I don't find her attractive. I thought it may have been a friend of mine Josh D that sent it to tune some ladies for me. I was thinking of opening up the convocation and writing to Sam, that Josh D was talking to you from my account. I knew that I had cleared the option which shows the devices that have your Facebook on. I figured it may not have been Josh at all.

I was talking to an older women in the kitchen and said about the Hey sexy message which was sent to a girl. I wanted her opinion.

Dream ended.

I was at my primary school, standing next to a fence naked . I asked a few people that walked passed if they would climb the steel wire fence with just their hands and nothing else. I told them if we did it, we may get the Olympics in Australia. One of the guys I told was someone I knew, Matt H.

Steel wire fence.

I skipped part of my next class. I was wandering around the school for a bit, then decided to head back to class. I was trying to think of what I would say to the teacher on why I was late. I saw a kid in the distance getting medical attention, he must have hurt himself pretty good. He was getting taken away by the paramedics were helping him leave the school.

Someone came up to me, while I was still outside the class room. I think it was Brent's friend Brad. I said to him, I think this is our class room. It was strange, I knew it was our class but I didn't at the same time.

We walked into class, and I think it was my year 3 - 4 teacher. She reminded me of PINK the singer, a little bit in this dream. She said that I reached the injured kid after it had happened, meaning that I was just a onlooker, and should have came to class on time. I was looking for a seat to sit down on. I moved a chair to the front of a DC and was going to sit down, but it would have been both of us facing each other which would be silly as I would have had my back to the teacher. I again, moved the chair to another spot, this time next to the DC. I sat down.

Pink.

The teacher was writing stuff down on the chalkboard. She was thinking of a name to write down, as an example. I thought to myself and wrote down Tommy (can't think of last name). I was struggling to spell properly and my hand writing was pretty messy. The teacher had written the exact name as I did.. I was amazed that she thought of the exact thing as me. I looked over to the DC and was going to tell him what had just happened but I remember scribbling out the name on my paper as it was incorrect spelling and messy, so I didn't mention it. I think the DC was an old friend Devon L

There was a lot of stuff written on the board. She was writing a lot of Eminem (the rapper) on the board, I think she was a big fan of him. I said silently to someone near me, that Eminem once said ''something something nigger'', which I thought was funny. A few people laughed, but I think I offended some girls across the room. They had darker skinned boyfriends.

Eminem.

Dream 1(fragments):

There was something about some organization and protecting some cities, then i was controlling a plane and had to shoot down some enemy vehicles/planes using some kind of energy weaponry.

Dream 2(fragments):

I was with some group and we were going through some jungles, then temple and then we got attacked by a tribe of some furry creatures with spears and were fighting back.

Dream 3(fragment):

Something was going on in a large hall.

Dream 4(fragments):

I was with some group and we were traveling through some cities and were searching something, there was some talk about city named 'Greenies', which was the city full of money makers and scammers. Eventually after going through some other places we have reached it and on the way we also met anthro furry who told us more about Greenies. Apparently the most of the city was built of the same houses and there was some kind of scamming going on all over the place.
Soon we have found some kind of house where people were trying to heal kids from some mental diseases but truly they were just making money and doing even worse, there was one girl that was trying to kill everyone. We have started planning to rescue everyone but then dream ended.

One of the later dreams:

> I pulled off I-80 to the right (Not off an off-ramp, Off to the side) to a greenhouse or some such place and while I was in there I knocked over a large slab of yellow melon (Which had no skin and was unprotected from dirt and such but didn't get dirty) and after I put it back up a small dog started eating it. I went to the other side of the building to talk with employees (Including one man who had a mustache and was balding a bit but who wasn't Jeff Yeager the Cheapskate) about buying the melon but couldn't as it was discontinued or something like that if I remember right. I notice now that there wasn't any highway noise.

Later in the same place I was in a room and watched Rescue 911 on TV and I said that the TV show was on from 1991 to 1996 (Though that's true I meant that it started in 1991 but it started in 1989) cried about something regarding a young child while an older woman watched it.

I was then later in another room which was fairly empty and then later went into another room where I spoke to a woman. The weather may have been slightly rainy outside and I saw that out of the windows.

> Later, I was in a Walmart carrying my Telecaster, Thinking of playing a song inside it and then while I was in there the intercom system on the house phone paged my phone and I answered it, And Father was on the other side of the line talking very faintly and said something about "My son" And I was alerted.

Two nights ago, I had a long, boring dream about my family... I didn't write anything down and now I can't remember anything.

Last night, I had a long, boring dream about driving... I don't even know if I had a goal, I just remember driving, endless driving. So boring.

I gain recall when Im waking with an old friend of mine from middle school his name is Walter who was a really cool person with everyone. I remember walking down his hallway and going through a door that led to some bleachers filled with a whole mess of people. I remember having a conversation with him and he was saying "I barely know and of these people" and I replied "thats because theres 4 schools on this cruise. So at that point I remember walking around the bleachers to see who I knew and I remember seeing Jazmin from my middle school with her lil possy of 2 or 3 sitting on the edge of bleachers and I told there was a group going to the club tonight called "Alcohol" which was the only club on the cruise ship. So then she was still thinking about it and I was like "hit it up if your down to party". Then after that I fainted remember taking some shots at a bar with a huge crowd partying around me and then regaining vividness when I am in this room with some people which I believed contained the best gamers in the world and we were drafted into a tournament which we were about to get out matchups for the day. I remember seeing one of my white friends Johnathan in a gray suit saying that hes dressed up as some unknown name that I dont remember. After I remember him saying the name another 5 people showed up in gray suits which was mad random. After that I notice all the televisions turned on in the room and it was like Bocampers where there are TVs are every where and they were showing clips of Tekken from playstation 1 and I remember seeing Jet Lii and Eddie the break dancer that I used to choose to beat everyone. At this point I remember I got hungry and started eating food in my dreams which at one point I was looking in the fridge and said "ima make macaroni " who wants some and walked out to the room where everyone was at and offered a bowl to my friend Chris which at that point I looked down at the macaroni and saw that they were infested with those lil black bugs that make holes in the macaroni.

I'm standing in a clearing filled with men in armor and horses, near some trees. The guy I'm talking to is psyching himself up, saying he can't get excited about fighting unless it's (the particular people we're about to fight) - with anyone else, why bother? I refer to Alexander, the man we're following, as "the undiminished king."

A woman in a modern setting believes she's being punished, looking up at the sky and addressing her father the storm god, "What have I done?" - but what she saw as a punishment was meant as a message, about a friend who she's separated from.

1st person, as a wolf, a woman stroking my jaw and debating out loud whether to leave me in that form.

A teenage boy having guilt-induced hallucinations about a man he'd hurt, seeing him with a face burnt black and empty holes for eyes, I can see the wall behind him through the holes.

A book with an illustration of a red circle covered in black markings has gotten soaked and the markings are washing away, and the boy who damaged it is apologizing, but the girl who owns it is saying it wasn't the real deal after all, if it would run.

Sunday, 9/15/13

Last night, bed 1:30 - 9:45

DR - It's at night, I'm on the driveway, showeling some dirt, dust from the blacktop street. I turn the showel around, to see which way it will make the least noise, so it doesn't bother the neighbors. Showeling or scraping.

Now I'm inside. The owner got a complaint from a person living few streets away. We don't even know why would she complain about our place, since she can't even see it. But I learn that she complains about other things that don't concern her too.

I'm sitting at the desk, holding a tiny kitten. The complaining neighbor is coming over. So the owner of the house gives me a small bottle of milk to feed the kitten. I guess to soften up the mean neighbor, to show her, that we are nice. But the kitten tells me that the milk is a bit sourish. I tell her I may have milk in my apartment, I'll go get it. I know I don't have milk, but Half&Half. But they don't need to know it.

anthony was at my house for some reason and he has a bunch of acid which i asked him for. i asked what would happen if i took the entire role and he saidi that i would have ceisure.


i gave a piece to natt and apiece to myseelf. within minutes we both felt very euphoric and all the colors felt brighter. i went in my house and felt really high and my mom said she needed help with the grocieries. i panicked but played it cool and yelled back noooooo i cant help...because thats wat not high mat would do and i didnt want her to be suspicious if i helped with the grocieries.

when i went back into the garage nat was playing some facing game and we both giggled at the screen which was mor[hing colors and such into pinks and blues. i was like yeaaah lets play.

but than and old friend caleld and was asking for urgent help. i called and he was asking for a name of someone i didnt know. he hung up.

i yelled at natt for when i got of the phone for cheating on the video game. i told her to wait tll i got off the phone but she defied me and kept playing.

at one pt i realized i must be dreaming cuz anytthony would never come over to my house....i ignored these thoughts and kept being high

next thing i know natt and i are in a big group of people. natt reasured me that its cool and we somehow end up in a sky skraper with natts friends mom. nat was wearing a robe but she decides to get naked. the mom doesn't care.

i talk to the group asking if they thought i was talking weird to my mom in the kitchen? they saidi i was normal and ireplie good cause i felt like my eyeballs wer guna fall outa my face and i wasnt sure if my mom noticed. we stay in the sky skraper and i forget what the rest hasppens.

I’m racing Rane around the yard of grandma’s house. I’m going really fast, it’s so fun. At one point I really push myself and feel the strain. On the fourth lap, I see she’s not far behind me so I concentrate really hard on getting to the end mark.

I remember seeing a bunch of vivid green leaves on the trees on the left on one lap.

-Lost a dream due to not realizing I was awake. I got a glimpse but lost it before I could try and coax it out. :/

Inspiration: Rane was over last night until late. Can’t believe I didn’t have ‘running’ as a goal already since I love it so much IWL.

Edit: Just this could have come from Cheetu from Hunter x Hunter since I had just seen an episode with him, and I had added running like him as a goal recently.

Notes: I stayed up an hour late hanging out with my besty since it was her birthday. It’s probably when I’m really tired, but I noticed that sometimes I won’t realize that I’m awake and going through my dream in my head until the memories start fading. Sucks!

I joined the Intro Class yesterday evening, and am going to be working on the DILD technique for a while. :3

Dream recall from today's nap, had some problem of not being able to fall asleep at first but in the end still got lucid for a bit.

Dream 1:

I was playing some shmup and it was final stage. It was happening over some kind of futuristic base and there were lots of very hard enemies which i've had to stream along the screen almost op to the upper right corner. It was pretty hard and i was on last life in the end, the base segment of the level ended with a descent into darkness, there was an final boss warning, then it faded out.
I wake up and i feel that i am dreaming, i look at my hand and it's a bit weird, then i get up but dream fades, and this time i wake up properly.

Dream 2(fragments):

I was playing some kind of FPS that was a mix of different games, namely Quake 4, Doom 3 and Prey(Funnily fitting since they all use same base engine), i was going through a bunch of 'testing' maps which were mostly bland rooms with weapons and enemies, i was fighting Doom 3 enemies using quake 4 weapons, then quake 4 enemies using prey weapons, and so on. Then there was another similar map, i've had rocket launcher thing from prey(forgot how is it called) and some ammo, but enemies were quite unique. There were a few enemies that looked a bit like 'harvester' enemies from prey, except they didn't had robotic parts and were fully organic, then there were also jumping mutant pigs, some kind of three headed mutant and some another humanoid enemy. At one point i was out of ammo for rocket launcher thing, but i've had some huge bomb that finished the rest.